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TRANS CRUSH

Pavie Valsa, Zelah Glassonpodcasters.spotify.com

Welcome to Trans Crush – the podcast where we expose everything they never told you about us.


Join us as we dive into the real, raw, and spicy world of a trans community. From love and intimacy to the questions no one dares to ask, we’re here to smash taboos and celebrate relationships without boundaries. 


Looking for even more unfiltered content? Head over to our Patreon for exclusive episodes, intimate secrets, dating stories, and deeper dives into the topics you crave.


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Episodes

Morgana on Transitioning at 19, Sex Reassignment Surgery at 22 & Surviving Thailand

The uncensored, extended conversation is available here: https://patreon.com/transcrush/ Morgana joins Trans Crush to share her story of starting HRT, undergoing sex reassignment surgery at 22, and navigating identity, recovery, relationships, and unexpected medical drama in Thailand. From growing up as an androgynous teen in London to facing long NHS waiting lists, going private for hormones, and ultimately flying to Bangkok for surgery, Morgana opens up about what transition really looked like...

Feb 26, 202642 minSeason 2Ep. 6

I Left the UK at 58 to Start My Trans Life. Do I Regret It?

Today on Trans Crush our guest is Maria, a 60 year old trans woman who transitioned at 58. She opens up about growing up as a transvestite, dressing in secret, the people who shaped her journey, and revisiting the long hidden part of her life she kept to herself for years. We talk about her 20 year marriage, moving from the UK to France, how her sexuality evolved, whether she has any regrets about not transitioning earlier, and what message she has for people transitioning later in life. This is...

Feb 12, 202641 minSeason 2Ep. 5

Black Trans Masc Voices: Kenya on Race, Identity, and Hormones

Welcome to a new episode of Trans Crush, hosted by Zelah Glasson. His first trans masc guest is Kenya, and they talk about Kenya’s childhood, his journey as a trans masc person, and what the difference is for him between being trans masc and being a trans man. They also dive into politics, the stereotypes of Black men in society, and Kenya’s experience being fetishised as a Black person. Kenya opens up about his top surgery, how much it costs, and his life on hormones and how they’ve affected hi...

Feb 05, 202636 minSeason 2Ep. 4

Zelah Glasson Talks Trans Identity, Relationships, Masculinity and Big Brother

Today on Trans Crush, we have our first ever trans man on the podcast! Zelah, who you might know from Big Brother UK 2025, joins us to talk about his journey from childhood, through his teenage years, dating girls as a masc lesbian, and slowly understanding himself as a trans man. We get into hormones, masculinity, identity, his time in the Big Brother house, and one very uncomfortable moment with another guest in the house. Zelah also shares what he wishes cis people understood, and what he thi...

Jan 29, 20261 hrSeason 2Ep. 3

⁠I Came Out as Trans After Marriage & Kids at 48, Sophie's Story

In today’s episode, our guest Sophie opens up about growing up Catholic, being labelled problematic at school, leaving at 13, getting married, having three kids, and coming out at 48 to her wife. She also talks about not being able to see her daughter, going through four surgeries in one year, and how she’s finally living her best life right now. Don't forget our episode continues on Trans Crush EXCLUSIVE on Patreon! 🌶️ On Trans Crush Exclusive, me and Sophie go deep into her medical transition...

Jan 22, 202644 minSeason 2Ep. 2

From Shy to Shining: Shayna's Experience in the French Movie Industry

We’re opening Season 2 with our first French guest, Shayna. We talk about being trans in France, family rejection, and why she had to move to Portugal and Spain before coming back to France to begin her transition. Shayna opens up about everyday transphobia, her experience in the French film industry, her medical transition and surgeries, and she shares a beautiful, uplifting message for her trans siblings in France. It’s a grounded conversation about identity, resilience, and navigating life in...

Jan 15, 202648 minSeason 2Ep. 1

What Really Happens When You Have No Support as a Trans Woman

In the last episode of Trans Crush season 1 Thalia opens up in a way that really pulls you in. She talks about growing up without any support or without anyone who’d understand her. She shares the abuse she went through, the moments she disconnected just to cope, and how she slowly found her way back to herself. The whole conversation feels close and personal. It is soft, then heavy, then hopeful and, as always, real. So much realness it will make you blush every Thursday on Trans Crush. http://...

Dec 12, 202543 minSeason 1Ep. 45

From Trauma to Triumph: Saskia on Abuse, Kids, and Moving On

Today on Trans Crush, Saskia opens up about her journey growing up with deaf parents, navigating a chaotic childhood, and finding herself as a trans woman. She shares her experiences with gender dysphoria, transitioning at 24, relationships, dating challenges, and the complexities of self-love and confidence. From surviving abuse to building a career in the music industry and advocating for trans and non-binary inclusion, Saskia’s story is truly inspiring. So much realness it will make you blush...

Dec 05, 202548 minSeason 1Ep. 44

Selena From Panama and the Price of Being Trans and Doing S*x Work

Today on Trans Crush our guest is Selena, our first ever trans woman from Latin America. She is from Panama and now living in Scotland, and her story is raw and heavy. We talk about coming out at eleven, being rejected by her family, becoming homeless, surviving violence, and growing up trans in a country with no protection. Selena opens up about street attacks, being denied medical care, and what it does to your body when survival becomes daily life. She shares how she left Panama, what she fac...

Nov 27, 202550 minSeason 1Ep. 43

Martin: From Christian Pastor to Proudly Dating Trans Women

Today on Trans Crush our guest is Martin. He grew up in Nigeria, he was supposed to become a priest, and he has been dating trans women since he was nineteen. He talks about his attraction, his sexuality, and how natural it has always felt for him. He also shares how his mom had a trans friend when he was younger and how that presence shaped the way he understood womanhood and identity long before he had the language for it. We talk about black culture, patriarchy, masculinity, and the pressure ...

Nov 20, 202550 minSeason 1Ep. 42

Born with a Cleft Lip, Lexi Shows What Real Womanhood Means

Today on Trans Crush, Lexi shares her incredible journey from a childhood full of challenges to becoming the confident woman she is today. Born with a cleft lip and palate, she went through seven surgeries, faced bullying, and spent years figuring out who she truly was. Now she has found her chosen family, her community, and the freedom to define her own version of womanhood. This episode is full of inspiration, courage, and honesty. Lexi’s story shows how you can rise above what life throws at ...

Nov 15, 202538 minSeason 1Ep. 41

The Power of Being Comfortable with Who You Are

Today on Trans Crush, our guest is Estelle. She’s a trans woman from London, an artist, and a creative soul with a story that stays with you. Estelle has an identical twin, and yes, we talk about whether her twin is trans too. We talk about how being surrounded by black women shaped her, how her family influenced her journey, and what it means to be comfortable in her own skin without trying to fit into any idea of how a trans woman should look. It’s raw, honest, and beautifully refreshing. 💜 F...

Nov 07, 202552 minSeason 1Ep. 40

From Palestine to the Gulf: Growing Up Trans in the Middle East

Today on Trans Crush, our guest is Oro. She’s half Palestinian, half Tunisian and lived in the UAE. We talk about what it’s like to be LGBTQIA+ in Arabic countries, how it feels to be a trans woman there, and why trans women and trans men are treated so differently. Oro speaks openly about life, fear, and freedom in places where hiding feels safer than being seen. So much realness it will make you blush every Thursday on Trans Crush. Support the podcast: http://patreon.com/transcrush http://inst...

Nov 01, 202528 minSeason 1Ep. 39

From Denial to Freedom as a 49-Year-Old Trans Woman

In today’s episode of Trans Crush, Lauren opens up about coming out to her wife, her son, and her mother after a lifetime of denial. She transitioned at 49 and shares what it was like to finally live in her truth, from fear and heartbreak to freedom and joy. She also talks about coming out at work in one of the most moving moments of the episode. Lauren’s honesty, warmth, and confidence shine through every word, reminding us it is never too late to choose yourself. So much realness it will make ...

Oct 23, 202540 minSeason 1Ep. 38

Conservative Hypocrisy, Religion & Secrets: The Ugly Truth of Transphobia

In this powerful episode of Trans Crush podcast, Rianne shares her deeply personal journey of transitioning in a conservative environment, from being her father’s “first-born son” to living her truth as a proud trans woman. We talk about the emotional weight of family rejection, religion, and the complicated layers of navigating gender identity in a world that often misunderstands it. We also dive into hot-button topics like: trans bathroom bans, rising anti-trans legislation, the politics of tr...

Oct 17, 202547 minSeason 1Ep. 37

From Trauma to Dating the Love of His Life: Brandon On Dating A Trans Woman

In today’s episode we talk to Brandon, the partner of Renesmè, whose story you heard last week. Brandon opens up about his struggles and trauma, a painful and chaotic childhood, periods of homelessness, and abusive relationships including the difficult bond with his biological mother. Despite everything he has been through, Brandon shares how he finally found stability, love, and happiness with Renesmè. It is an emotional, raw, and deeply human conversation you do not want to miss. Watch the ful...

Oct 09, 202522 minSeason 1Ep. 36

Renesmé on Surviving Abuse, Transitioning, and Being Trans in Scotland

Today on Trans Crush we have Renesmé from Scotland. She opens up about surviving an abusive childhood and being sent to an all-boys boarding school where she never truly fit in. Renesmé talks about being labelled a “problematic child,” the heartbreak of having to put her transition on hold at 16, and why it took almost five years before she finally got access to hormones. We go deep into the biggest challenge of her life, the struggles of finding employment as a trans woman, and what rejection t...

Oct 07, 202526 minSeason 1Ep. 35

Jules on Life as a Trans Teen in Czechia: Modeling, Bathrooms and Sperm Bank

Today on Trans Crush I sit down with Jules, my very first guest from the Czech Republic. We talk about her modeling career, how she began transitioning at 16, then de-transitioned for three years, and then transitioned again. Jules opens up about socially transitioning at school, why she had to use toilets for disabled people, navigating ADHD, repeating a year at school, and what it is like growing up in Czech culture. Her journey is very unique and full of teenage struggles that so many people ...

Sep 26, 202557 minSeason 1Ep. 34

Transition, Love, and Loss: Bella on Living Authentically at 46

Our today’s guest is Ella, a 46-year-old trans woman from Croydon who came out three years ago. She’s eight months into her medical transition and feeling happier than ever. Ella opens up about coming out to her partner, at work, and the challenges of putting her transition on hold while caring for her mum. We also talk about authenticity, why trans women deserve to be celebrated, and her community at Leeds First Friday, a safe space for trans women to connect and thrive. https://www.leedsfirstf...

Sep 18, 202549 minSeason 1Ep. 33

Real Talk with Samantha! Politics, Mental Health, NHS & Trans Life in the UK

This week on Trans Crush I sit down with Samantha Gooding for a real conversation. We talk about what it was like for her to come out and how the people around us also go through their own transition when we do. Samantha shares her advice for anyone thinking about transitioning, how she deals with gender dysphoria, and what her personal triggers are. We also open up about mental health, what to do when we feel low, and how to ask for help. And of course we touch on politics, the NHS, and the rea...

Sep 11, 202541 minSeason 1Ep. 32

Olivia Campbell Cavendish on Fetishisation, Red Flags and Love as a Trans Woman

Olivia Campbell Cavendish made history as the first Black trans lawyer in the UK and her journey was anything but simple. In this episode she opens up about the bullying she faced growing up, the challenges of navigating the legal world, and what it really feels like to stand in her truth as a Black trans woman in law. We go deep into her childhood, family, dating life, and dreams for the future. It’s real, it’s raw and, as always, very inspiring. So much realness it will make you blush every Th...

Sep 04, 20251 hr 1 minSeason 1Ep. 31

From Normal Childhood to Crazy Nightlife & Trans Identity: Jacqui Devon’s Story

Today on Trans Crush, we sit down with the one and only Jacqui Devon! A true front-of-house diva and London nightlife icon with an energy you can feel through the mic. From her childhood to the grind that got her here, Jackie opens up about her biggest challenges, her surgeries, and her vaginoplasty, plus some wild stories from her hospitality era in Soho’s queer bars. It’s real, it’s wholesome, and she’s never shared her story quite like this before! http://patreon.com/transcrush In this Patreo...

Aug 14, 202559 minSeason 1Ep. 30

From Catholic School to Stealth Trans Woman

What if being trans was the least interesting thing about you? Today, we talked about growing up in a Catholic school, surviving trauma without even knowing it, and how university became her quiet turning point. We talk about art, music, and the power of choosing a low-key life. Why she doesn’t talk about being trans and why that’s exactly her right. http://patreon.com/transcrush In this Patreon-only episode, where she opens up about her dating life after vaginoplasty, the awkward conversations,...

Aug 07, 20251 hrSeason 1Ep. 29

What Happens When You Are Trans and Intersex? Samsara Answered!

She’s not just trans. Not just intersex. Samsara is both — and she’s rewriting everything you thought you knew. Raised in Hong Kong and sent to an all-boys school, Samsara’s story doesn’t start with acceptance — it starts with survival. Now, as a rising artist, she’s stepping into a version of herself the world isn’t ready for. What does it mean to exist outside the binary — in your body, in your relationships, in your everyday life? How does that shape the way people see you? How does it shape ...

Jul 31, 20251 hr 8 minSeason 1Ep. 28

The Truth About Chemsex, Addiction & Trans Mental Health

This one’s not pretty. It’s not glamorous. But it’s real — and it’s necessary. This week on Trans Crush, I sit down with Marc Svensson from You Are Loved, a non-profit organisation supporting trans women and other queer people dealing with addiction, overdose, suicidal thoughts, and mental health challenges. We talk about: – Why chemsex is so common in the queer and trans community – The real roots of self-harm, self-hate, and low self-worth – What’s fueling the pain — and what we can do to actu...

Jul 24, 20251 hr 2 minSeason 1Ep. 27

Raising Kids as a Trans Woman with My Wife - Adelle Barker

This week on Trans Crush, we sit down with the incredible Adelle. Adelle shares her powerful journey as a parent and why it’s time the world stops underestimating trans families. She opens up about navigating life, love, and parenthood with honesty, humor, and grit — including the evolution of her relationship with her wife. Adelle is a Team Leader at Sky, where she manages engineers, and also serves as a Network Associate for Sky’s LGBTQ+ Network. She’s the creator of #IDontKnowHowToBeTrans, a ...

Jul 17, 202558 minSeason 1Ep. 26

How Does It Feel to Be 22 and Trans in 2025?

Today on Trans Crush… We have Harribella, a 22-year-old trans woman whose story is raw, real, and deeply inspiring. She opens up about growing up as gay boy and later as trans, facing bullying at school, navigating family relationships, dating in 2025, and living with gender dysphoria. Her perspective on society and what it means to be trans today is not only honest — it’s inspirational. We talk insecurities, identity, and the power of kindness. This one is full of truth, heart, and the kind of ...

Jul 10, 202552 minSeason 1Ep. 25

From Gender Dysphoria to Gender Euphoria: The Story of Trans Woman Bella

This week on Trans Crush, our guest is Bella. Bella is a trans woman who’s also on a reality TV show and who also has a podcast. We talk about gender dysphoria, social issues, inspiring others, trans representation, and if we have any regrets in our lives. This episode will change the way how you see trans women! 💋 New episodes every Thursday! 👇 Support us, follow us, and dive deeper: 📸 Instagram: http://instagram.com/transcrushpodcast 🎵 TikTok: http://tiktok.com/@transcrush.podcast 👉YouTub...

Jul 03, 202559 minSeason 1Ep. 24

Being a Trans Woman in Uganda, Africa: Amanda Shares Her Story and Life in the UK

This week on Trans Crush, we sit down with Amanda, a brave and brilliant trans woman from Uganda, who shares her powerful and deeply honest story. In this eye-opening episode, Amanda talks about what it’s really like to be LGBTQ+ in Uganda—the danger, the stigma, and the painful reality that simply existing as a trans woman can be a risk to your life. She shares her personal journey of surviving in a country where being trans is treated as a crime—and what it meant to leave that behind. She shar...

Jun 26, 20251 hr 7 minSeason 1Ep. 23

Polyamory, ADHD & Speaking Up as a Trans Artist | Izzy Shares Her Story

This week on Trans Crush we’re joined by Izzy Kershaw, a talented artist and music producer. She shares her coming out story, her music journey, and how she’s managing mental health after the Supreme Court ruling. Izzy opens up about how her ADHD influences her creative process, and the fear she’s faced using public restrooms. We also talk about why it’s so important to use our platforms wisely—and why she wants to raise her voice beyond just her music. It’s personal, it’s real, and it’s inspiri...

Jun 19, 202540 minSeason 1Ep. 22
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