In this second conversation on conscious partnership, Nadia Hrynkiw and Ryan Evans Kuhlman go deeper into the real inner work that happens inside a relationship. While the first episode explored how they met and the foundations of conscious partnership, this episode focuses on what happens after the relationship begins to deepen . They discuss how romantic relationships can act as a powerful form of medicine — bringing hidden trauma, attachment patterns, and nervous system responses to the surfa...
Mar 15, 2026•1 hr 19 min•Ep. 55
What happens when two people on the spiritual path unexpectedly collide… and realize the connection might be bigger than either of them planned for? In this episode, Nadia sits down with Ryan Evans to unpack the surprising story of how their relationship began—from a chance meeting in a shamanic community years ago to reconnecting through a series of strange synchronicities that were impossible to ignore. They dive into the real, unfiltered side of conscious partnership: • The patterns that kept...
Mar 08, 2026•50 min•Ep. 54
In this opening episode of my Narcissism Series, we’re peeling back the veil and looking at narcissism as an energy , not just a personality trait. Think of it as a spiritual disease — a vibration that makes you doubt your truth, your power, and your reality. We’ll explore the first major symptom of this energetic distortion: Insanity Energy — the swirling, contradictory, circular-logic chaos that knocks you out of your knowing and into confusion. You’ll learn how this energy shows up in relatio...
Dec 02, 2025•18 min•Ep. 53
This one’s part giveaway, part storytime, and part elemental mischief. I’m sharing a few wild synchronicities involving overflowing toilets, mysteriously shut-off pipes, and oracle cards that eerily matched the moment — all just before a massive heart-opening journey to Peru. Sometimes Spirit speaks through chaos, sometimes through water… and sometimes through five cheeky monkeys on a card. I also announce our Episode 52 Giveaway! Leave a review on Spotify or Apple Podcasts, screenshot it, and e...
Oct 13, 2025•26 min•Ep. 52
In this episode I explore how ritual can transform the way we feel about ourselves on the most tangible, human level. Self love isn’t just about setting boundaries or making wise choices — it’s also about how we honor our bodies, our appearance, and our daily care. From skincare to body presence practices, I share simple yet profound rituals that help bridge the gap between “deep” spiritual work and the physical expression of self love. If you’ve ever wrestled with the belief that focusing on be...
Oct 06, 2025•28 min•Ep. 51
Why does trusting your intuition feel so hard, even when you know it’s speaking to you? In this episode, I unpack the deeper roots of self-doubt—collective wounds, ancestral trauma, childhood conditioning, and the environments that keep us gaslighting ourselves. We’ll explore why intuition often gets silenced, how this disconnect affects confidence and self-esteem, and the painful reality of realizing how much of your world doesn’t believe you—because you don’t yet believe yourself. I’ll also sh...
Sep 29, 2025•33 min•Ep. 50
What does it mean to be a Spiritual Physician? In this episode, I dive into the heart of this rarely discussed but deeply fascinating role. We’ll explore the roots of spiritual medicine, the difference between symptom management and true healing, and how shamans, pastors, chaplains, and even Jesus himself have been seen as “physicians of the soul.” I’ll share my personal journey of stepping into this role, what “medicine” really means, and the three intertwined paths I see in every healing proce...
Sep 22, 2025•25 min•Ep. 49
Ayahuasca is often romanticized as a fast track to spiritual awakening, but my personal experiences as both a participant and facilitator showed me something very different. In this episode, I share why I don’t recommend Ayahuasca, pulling back the curtain on the ego-driven industry, the dangers of untrained facilitators, and even the presence of black magic within certain ceremonies. I’ll talk about what I witnessed at Soul Quest, the red flags in both shamans and participants, and the lasting ...
Sep 15, 2025•31 min•Ep. 48
Everything you think you know about shamanism is wrong! Just kidding, I couldn't resist the drama of this title! This episode is my attempt to set the record straight on a few things. I’m diving deep into the myths, misinformation, and half-truths that cloud our understanding of shamanism—and the ways these distortions actually block people from finding real healing. We’ll talk about what medicine really means (hint: it’s not just a pill or a plant), why certifications don’t make someone a shama...
Sep 10, 2025•44 min•Ep. 47
In this episode, Nadia Hrynkiw and Rebecca Tryon take you inside their powerful shamanic travel journey to Rome (April–May 2025). What began as a simple trip became a pilgrimage through hidden truths, ancient energies, and life-changing awakenings. From the Roman Forum’s overwhelming “welcome home” energy to the profound spiritual encounters in Santa Maria Antiqua and the Vatican’s Egyptian wing, they reveal how the city itself acted as a teacher—bringing up old fears, ancestral wounds, and deep...
Aug 26, 2025•1 hr 58 min•Ep. 46
Ever felt an unexplainable pull to visit a certain place? That deep soul whisper urging you toward a land you’ve never seen—or maybe one your ancestors once walked? In this episode, we explore the mystical, transformative power of travel as a healing tool. From soul retrievals across timelines, to ancestral healing of the witch wound, to receiving the medicine of plants, beings, and land itself—you’ll learn why certain locations call to us, and what can happen when we answer. We’ll uncover how t...
Aug 18, 2025•25 min•Ep. 45
In this episode, I get personal—like real personal —because that’s what I do here. I share what it actually looks like to live the path of a Medicine Woman in real time, while navigating both death and rebirth on a soul level. We dive into what integration actually means, far beyond the post-ceremony coach bubble. I speak about the aftermath of a massive personal death process—divorce, surrendering my identity, and walking through the fires of trauma—and the equal-but-opposite spiritual high tha...
Aug 11, 2025•18 min•Ep. 44
She walks between worlds. She speaks with plants, dreams with the ancestors, and listens to what cannot be spoken. The Medicine Woman is not just a healer — she is a threshold keeper, an edge-walker, and a vessel of ancient feminine wisdom. In this episode, we explore the core themes, gifts, and shadows of the Medicine Woman archetype. She may not always have a title, but her medicine is unmistakable. We’ll dive into: The soul-deep difference between fixing and healing Why so many Medicine Women...
Aug 04, 2025•31 min•Ep. 43
Why do so many gifted healers fall into relationships that hurt them? Why do we see the best in others while missing the red flags—especially in love, business, and money? In this episode, we explore the hidden dynamics behind the healer’s tendency to tune into the highest version of others while bypassing reality. From the spiritual reasons behind this pattern to the deep shadow work required to shift it, this conversation unpacks: The trap of only seeing potential Why unclaimed power keeps us ...
Jul 21, 2025•21 min•Ep. 42
This episode is recorded during another sunrise walk with my dog Chad—and it’s as raw and real as the questions I’m holding. This week, I went to my first church since I was 14 and bought my very first Bible—not because I suddenly found religion, but because something deeper is stirring in me. We explore the intersection of God and shamanism, the grief of spiritual exile, and the beauty of reclaiming our direct connection to the Divine without needing an intermediary. I share reflections on my o...
Jul 14, 2025•25 min•Ep. 41
Dive into a fluid, heartfelt exploration of portals—doorways to healing, transformation, and divine connection. Recorded on sacred land in Crystal River, this episode weaves together the raw realities of being a spiritual businessperson, embracing life’s non-linear flow, and the power of sharing your medicine with the world, no matter how “imperfect” it feels. Discover what it means to be a portal walker, how women embody living portals, and why intentional healing circles ripple through the col...
Jul 07, 2025•30 min•Ep. 40
In this episode, I explore the many faces of the Mother—not just as a person, but as an archetype that lives in all of us. This energy can be a source of deep healing, but also holds shadow and complexity. We’ll talk about what it means to embody the Mother within, how we relate to care and nurturance, and what happens when this part of us becomes distorted or wounded. I share stories, patterns I’ve seen in my work, and gentle reflections for your own path. Whether you’re rethinking how you care...
Jun 30, 2025•33 min•Ep. 39
What if your child didn’t come here to be “normal”... but to wake you up? In this heart-centered episode, I’m pulling back the veil on what it really means to parent spiritually gifted children — the ones we often call Indigo, Rainbow, or Crystal. These aren’t just labels. These are missions in motion — and the parenting they require is anything but mainstream. I’ll share from both soul and scar tissue, weaving practical insights with spiritual wisdom on: The traits of Indigo & Rainbow child...
Jun 02, 2025•42 min•Ep. 37
In this raw and luminous solo episode, I reflect on a deeply personal spiritual experience in Italy that reshaped my relationship with healing, service, and the sacred. What happens when you hear a call from the ancient ones? When the saints, mystics, and martyrs aren’t just relics of history—but soul contracts echoing through your body? We explore the dissolution of transactional healing models, the call to offer work on a donation basis, and what it means to create sanctuary for those who’ve b...
May 19, 2025•28 min•Ep. 35
In this episode, I’m sharing practical shamanic tools you can use in your everyday life—no feathers, fire pits, or jungle retreats required. Just your presence and your desire to connect with something deeper. We explore simple yet powerful practices like grounding, mindfulness, and gratitude, and how these ancient principles can help you navigate modern life with more ease, and clarity. You’ll learn how to reconnect with your intuition, tune into the wisdom of nature, and bring sacredness to th...
May 05, 2025•27 min•Ep. 34
In this fun and revealing episode, I take you deep into my personal journey with Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique (QHHT)—from my first spiritual awakening sparked by Michael Newton and Brian Weiss, to panic attacks during regression attempts, and ultimately becoming a Past Life Regression Facilitator. What is a past life? Is it real, metaphorical, collective, individual? Does it even matter? I explore these questions through powerful QHHT sessions that unveiled everything from ancient shamanic...
Apr 28, 2025•33 min•Ep. 33
In this raw, in-the-moment episode—recorded spontaneously from the car—I dive deep into one of the most overlooked yet foundational elements of spiritual and personal transformation: core belief work . We’re talking about the invisible forces that shape your choices, relationships, self-worth, and path: the "I’m not enough," "I’m too much," "I don’t belong" patterns that silently steer your life until you learn how to identify, unravel, and alchemize them. I share the story of one of my first sh...
Apr 14, 2025•23 min•Ep. 32
Have you ever felt like a part of you is missing? Like there are pieces of your soul that were left behind in past experiences, trauma, or even past lives? In this episode, we dive deep into soul retrieval, the shamanic practice of reclaiming the lost aspects of ourselves. We'll explore: What soul loss is and how it impacts your emotional, physical, and spiritual well-being The different levels of soul retrieval—from the light and surface-level parts to the ones hidden in the depths of the under...
Mar 31, 2025•28 min•Ep. 30
The energies of my podcast have been all over the place, and there’s a reason for that—I’m deep in an intense Kundalini awakening. This isn’t my first spiritual awakening, but it’s by far the most all-encompassing, shattering everything I thought I knew about myself, my work, and my path. In this episode, I take you through my journey—from Maui to Orlando, Peru to the West Coast, and back to the East Coast. I’ve experienced gifts emerging, purging at every level, my heart cracking wide open, a c...
Mar 24, 2025•33 min•Ep. 29
Our homes and land hold energy—both from past inhabitants and lingering imprints of emotional and spiritual disturbances. In this episode, we explore how shamanic property clearings and blessings can restore balance, create protection, and invite harmony into spaces. Whether you’ve just moved into a new home, feel stagnation in your space, or want to bless your business for prosperity, this episode offers wisdom from the shamanic tradition on how to transform the energy of your environment. #Ene...
Mar 17, 2025•33 min•Ep. 28
Have you ever felt like things happen at the “perfect” moment? Or maybe you’re stuck waiting, wondering if divine timing is really something that happens outside of your control. In this episode, we’ll explore: What divine timing actually is (and what it isn’t) Spiritual vs. Psychological vs. Scientific Perspectives Is it about waiting for the right time or is it about creating your reality? How to align with divine timing—without feeling powerless. #DivineTiming #Manifestation #SpiritualAwakeni...
Mar 10, 2025•24 min•Ep. 27
Have you ever found yourself questioning everything—your purpose, your identity, the nature of reality itself? You’re not alone. An existential crisis can feel like free-falling into the unknown, but what if it’s actually an initiation into deeper truth? In this episode, we explore the spiritual significance of existential crises, why they happen, and how they can be powerful catalysts for awakening. We’ll discuss ways to navigate the uncertainty, integrate the lessons, and find meaning in the v...
Feb 17, 2025•28 min•Season 1Ep. 25
Are you a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP)? Do you feel deeply, absorb energy around you, and sometimes struggle with overstimulation? In this episode, we explore what it means to be highly sensitive, the challenges and gifts that come with it, and how to navigate the world with greater ease. Learn practical tools for protecting your energy, embracing your intuition, and thriving as an HSP—especially if you’re on a spiritual or healing path. 🎧 Tune in for wisdom on sensitivity, self-care, and turn...
Feb 10, 2025•28 min•Season 1Ep. 24
In this episode, I reflect on my role as a healer and what it truly means to help others achieve wholeness—not perfection. Healing is a balance of shadow work and expansion, working in tandem to unearth trauma, process emotions, release old patterns, and widen our perspective. I share insights into the healing cycle, the importance of addressing both the physical and spiritual realms, and how I approach guiding others as a spiritual "doctor." Together, we’ll explore the journey of growth, collab...
Feb 03, 2025•17 min•Season 1Ep. 23
In this episode, I dive deep into the experience of navigating the underworld in real time—a space of profound healing and integration. I share personal stories of chaos, rebellion, and the karmic returns of my past, exploring how these experiences have shaped my current journey. From revisiting childhood wounds to learning how to build new structures amidst chaos, I reflect on what it truly means to remember the big picture when life feels confusing and disconnected. Together, let’s uncover the...
Jan 27, 2025•24 min•Season 1Ep. 22
