01 frustrated over my self-esteem while sinking in unemployment

I lost my job at the end of 2020. I thought that I would just rest up for 2 months while receiving unemployment relief checks and then look up a new vacancy, but it's now March, and my documents are still not submitted due to various issues. Relief over finally having a break after 7 years of non-stop grinding for money now turned into anxiety, frustration, and utter disappointment at my own self. And obviously, I'm the only solution to all of this, but it's not that easy to overcome low self-esteem.