I still feel in my twenties. Yeah, I still don't feel ready for kids. That's the creepy thing, because I'm like, I'm almost almost on the other end, like it's almost too late, and I don't feel ready.
That's what's scary. Yeah, but if you talk to most people, they say, like, I don't feel right down fore right answer ready. But it happens. So I just spoke to a band about it. Then like, what, Yeah, we've got baby's frozen.
Different people's fertility deteriorates at different rates, and mine's not great.
So I froze some eggs to be safe.
And then when Bette and I met and you know, decided we want to be together, we thought, well, we knew we had a better chance of having kids.
If we froze embryos. And I'm very happy to say we got three embryos.
And for many women that's not many. For many women that's a lot. And for me, I'm great. I'm stoved. So it's a weight off my shoulder in a sense, but it's also something I think about all the time.
He'd happily have them now, there's nothing out of the world. Just want to be together in the same country. Like, I don't want to be doing it on the other side of the world. I would have liked to have been married, Yeah, but I don't want to do it on my own, and that's what that's what I'm doing. I'm literally saying, yeah, cool, I'll go down the hardest thing I've ever done alone.
Because you've been building your career, being amazing, you're doing all that, it would be really hard to just say walk away, bye, I'm going to go. I'm going there and I'm going to go with your kids. Yeah, so hard. You know. Ben is the love of my life, but he lives in Scotland.
His career is there, and my career is here and he can't really do his career here and I can't really do mine there.
So we're in a super tough situation.