This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/17/false-forgiveness-part-1/ #forgiveness #evil #questionofevil #childhoodabuse #incest
Oct 20, 2022•1 min
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/09/11/jewels-gems-gunpowder-20/
Oct 18, 2022•1 min
I believe God knew I was unloved as a child -- that's why He found me. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/12/01/the-well-of-my-soul-3/
Oct 18, 2022•4 min
Shame is dumped into the life of an abused child but this shame does not belong to them - it belongs to the abuser! This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/18/shame/
Oct 18, 2022•2 min
Society is too easy on abusers. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/08/20/blood-thirsty/
Oct 17, 2022•3 min
Why don't we treat our broken heart with the same respect that we give a broken bone? This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/01/28/broken-bones/
Oct 17, 2022•2 min
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/17/mirror-mirror-how-do-we-love-one-another/
Oct 17, 2022•1 min
A letter from C.S. Lewis. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/01/27/misery-loves-company/
Oct 15, 2022•1 min
Abusers have such a gift to persuade. Their invasiveness seems so genuine. Like an offering of love. But, their trickery is disguised and you should avoid it like the plague. I could have a sense of love and belonging to the family I came through. It would only cost me my integrity and I’d have to swallow the pill of bullshit, but I have the right to choose their ways, if I please. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/12/03/the-persuasion-of-the...
Oct 15, 2022•3 min
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/15/jewels-gems-gunpowder-55/
Oct 15, 2022•2 min
Remember to have fun along the way! This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/09/15/cotton-candy-whimsical-things/
Oct 14, 2022•2 min
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/12/04/jewels-gems-gunpowder-29/
Oct 14, 2022•3 min
Do you feel eternally broken? This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/14/f-n-f-2/
Oct 14, 2022•44 sec
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/12/the-path-to-self-compassion/
Oct 14, 2022•1 min
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/13/when-god-acknowledges-betrayal/ #betrayal #abuse #whyGod #pain #trauma #hurt #forgiveness #authenticity
Oct 14, 2022•3 min
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/08/11/incest/
Oct 13, 2022•3 min
Traumatic amnesia is very real. What do you remember? What did you forget? This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/12/when-the-mind-forgets/
Oct 13, 2022•3 min
What does healing look like? This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/09/08/a-caterpillars-catastrophe/
Oct 13, 2022•3 min
Why do we question our memory? Let's talk about it. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2020/12/29/a-pool-of-blood/ memory, false memory, trauma
Oct 13, 2022•4 min
Healing with God has a profound difference than healing without him. He is love. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/08/13/love-is-the-foundation/ #murder; #death; #unsolvedmurder; #cptsd
Oct 12, 2022•4 min
Healing the broken pieces of our life requires investigative work. That work can be so cruel and unkind. At first. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/09/03/cruel-to-be-kind/
Oct 12, 2022•2 min
Add more "do" goals than "do not" goals. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/01/03/2022-goals/
Oct 12, 2022•19 sec
#healing #God #mercy #love #pain #suffering
Oct 12, 2022•2 min
Isn’t life lived mostly in the meadows? Sometimes we hit high peaks in the mountains, sometimes we’re in a blue valley, but most of the time life is lived on an even keel for me now. It’s hard to be ordinary, isn’t it? It’s hard to live in constant pain and it’s hard to live in the plains of life. When you live with chronic abuse, you get addicted to the highs of the chaos. Don’t take that to mean that I liked the abuse, but the level of constant churning drew me in. Time and time again I found ...
Oct 11, 2022•3 min
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/09/09/twisted-with-turmoil/
Oct 11, 2022•3 min
A preview from the soon-to-be published book, A Poisoner by No Crime of My Own, Chapter 6 | D E A T H † This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/11/teaser-tuesday-15/
Oct 11, 2022•4 min
When you come from deep trauma, the past isn't really the past. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/10/the-past-isnt-even-the-past/ #pasttrauma #childhoodtrauma #PTSD #hurt #domesticviolence
Oct 11, 2022•2 min
There is a lot of talk about how childhood sexual abuse hurts a woman, destroys her worth and mocks her femininity. But, what about a little boy that comes through such tragedy? What happens when a little boy’s father is his abuser? Or his uncle? Or male cousin? How does that little boy perceive masculinity if his mother was his abuser? This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/11/10/masculinity-maimed/
Oct 10, 2022•3 min
What is integrity? What is judgment? This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2021/10/08/on-integrity/
Oct 10, 2022•3 min
Question: When you look in the mirror, do you like the person looking back at you? This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2022/10/10/mirror-mirror-do-you-like-what-you-see/
Oct 10, 2022•1 min
