Father, as I sit here with you this morning, my heart isconcerned for your people. Particularly the ones that have come through severe childhood trauma and those children that would be targeted for this tyranny. I worry about them. I love them and I want you to guard them from the cruel andoppressive predator.
How is God guiding you to your destiny & purpose?
Reading from my Blog: " I've done so many things wrong I can hardly decide which one to talk about. In anger, I fought for my own way. I drank too much. I slept with men I didn't even know. I harbored the desire for power and money. Secretly, I wanted revenge."https://thepedophilehuntress.com/2025/05/23/the-valley-of-decision-2/
Lisa and I have been social media friends for over five years. Together we fight the battle to bring voice and victory around issues of childhood sexual crimes. We hope to bring power to those that were abused, strength and alertness to world at large. Lisa told her story on the “I AM EVIDENCE” podcast (link below) and she shares it also here. She is a survivor (we both agree we need a different word!) of SRA, incest and many other forms of abuse. Thank you, Lees, for being here. You are a ray o...
At just 4 years old, Charlie was abused by an 18-year-old neighbor, and it shaped his world. With an absentee father and a stoic, unemotional mother, Charlie searched for love in all the wrong places. He struggled with his identity andchoices that felt like traps, shaping a narrative of homosexuality and promiscuity that often felt like he was living a lie. At 7 years old Charlie began a sexual relationship with an older boy (9) for many, many years --keeping the secret he'd been taught at 4 qui...
Have you ever wondered why your emotions just seem to run amok at random times? If you are struggling with an area of your life, and would like to experience a breakthrough and deeper connection with JESUS, I am looking for a few volunteers to sign up with me to receive Heart Healing, and thereby helping me get my requirements done to be qualified in the Certification process.
This was an ask from a former guest and viewer. "Evil delights in sexual abuse because the return on investment is maximized. It takes but seconds to abuse, but the consequences can ruin the glory of a person for a lifetime."I discuss the battle for our heart's devotion between God and Satan. Most of us know there is something working against us -- we don't need to be convinced but what does it look like and how do I walk free."Evil hates what God reveals in and through the creation of humanity,...
What does the bible say about this? Said another way we could ask, "Do I pay for the sins of my parents?" I hear this question a lot! Some insist that no one but God can be ultimately responsible for such suffering. I share my thoughts and what the bible says about this.
Sometimes we believe we had a choice in the abuse. Nothing could be farther from the truth.
Klara sent me an email over the holiday break sharing her story. She was raised in People's Republic of Hungary when it was still under communist rule. She left Hungary and made it to the United States when she was 16 years old. Her story is a gripping one. Follow along with her as she discusses her early years in a communist country and the horrors that held. She then moves us through her life: -Life from 0-7 -Life from 8-16 -Life in the US (16-23) -Anxiety and therapy (23-30) -Motherhood and p...
This discussion addresses the many real problems and heart issues with moving into the holiday season without your family of origin. We discuss what it felt like for us, we share stories of starting the journey of healing by moving away from families of incest, and what new traditions we created and how we've made it through. I'm taking a break from this podcast. I will return in January of 2025 restored, refreshed and ready to go. Blessings to your holiday season and the New Year!...
Protect | Prevent | Empower - PPD Kids Sonni and Bob Wilson join me in this episode t discuss their nonprofit. Sonni also share her story of abuse growing up and how empowered her to move in this direction to help. They work with churchs on policy and procedures on how to watch for predators in church environments. They hope to bring technology for facial recognition so pedophiles cannot move from church to church unnoticed.
Latarsha has joined me before. She gave birth to her father's child in her senior year at 18 year olds. She raised him keeping the secret hidden until she was about 40 years old (you can listen to her entire story in an earlier episode). In this interview we talk about how she "knew the church" but didn't have the intimacy with Jesus that she needed. She stepped away from ministry to catch the spirit of God and moved deeper into relationship with him. We all need to remember that God didn't hurt...
The interview with Priscilla Bordayo sparked questions and I heard from many of you. Emily and I discuss many of those questions and reactions. Unscripted and raw we go through the emotions left after listening to the Priscilla episode. Should you separate from families of incest? Spirit of Religion v. God What define forgiving our abusers? What does safety for the children look in families of incest? God indeed wants to keep us from harm a safe distance away from those that sexually abused us. ...
Teachers like Joyce Meyer and Beth Moore promote a form of absolution to sexually abusive parents. I would argue that absolution is not theirs to give. There is so much chatter within religious circles about forgiveness. Almost to the point of piety or self-righteouness. As if to say, "Aren't I so good." My aim is not to be good but Godly -- and I assure you there is a big difference. My thoughts recorded here . . .
Priscilla works for Crime Survivors for Safety and Justice and does a lot of advocacy work. She will have @RealTalkKim at her conference for sexual abuse survivors in the next month. You won't want to miss this lively discussion. Is it faith or the Spirit of Religion? Religion hides incest. Jesus sets these stories free. Priscilla shares her own story of her childhood sexual crimes that began at the age of 8 with her cousins. At 12 years old she was raped by her father who pastored a small churc...
Joeann is the author of Taking a Different Path, Finding Joy in the Journey . Joeann shares how her sexual abuse started at the age of 5 and continued until 11 or 12. What residual changes lasted, how do emotions take a backseat and how to we find the strengthen to believe ourselves and stand up and fight for ourself. Join us for this lively discussion where we talk about our sexuality, pornography and so much more.
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Welcome to another episode of The Pedophile Huntress. We are here with a common goal…that you be encouraged in heart and united in love -- we hope to bring an intervention in areas of your life that you are struggling in. We’ve been there. We’ve lived it. We understand. Welcome! Tonight’s discussion – ** Family Relationships ***First steps with our siblings and parents when discussion our abuse ***What boundaries look like when protection ourself and our story *** How our relationships have prog...
It may be easier for the world at large to not believe the majority of pedophilia is through incest. Mothers, brothers and fathers abuse. That's just the sad truth.
Pedophiles like us to believe we had a choice in the abuse they laddeled into our life. Do you believe you had a choice?
Video book trailer for my true crime story of a child witness to murder.
Russell Stagg, author of One In Six, A Man's Guide to Overcoming Sexual Abuse, joined me for an very insightful conversation. Russell is a licensed pschyotherapist and has helped hundreds of men recover. Tens of millions of men are survivors of child sexual abuse. Studies by the CDC, NSPCC, and others show males experience sexual abuse at almost the same rate as females, and have mainly female perpetrators (principally mothers). https://www.amazon.com/One-Six-Overcoming-Childhood-Sexual/dp/10391...
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We discuss: 1) The intricately woven places childhood sexual crimes hide in our lives, in our thoughts and in our beliefs. o I’m not safe – no one is safe o Everyone lies o God is guilty of bad things o I need to turn to an addiction to stop the confusion and pain 2) When is it okay to take breaks from counseling, EMDR, and other such healing methods o whenever you need to o you are in control of your healing o don’t camp there – move thru o stopping and incorporating is important 3) How do you ...
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