In this podcast episode ( # 104 ), I get a bit vulnerable and discuss the matters of my childhood, my struggle with loving myself, learning from Malcolm X, and the 4 special elements I had to implement to get to where I am today. Enjoy!As a Black man who once identified as a Christian, I've gone through a profound journey of deconstructing my faith and embracing life beyond religion. In this video, I share my personal experiences and insights into the challenges and revelations that come with le...
Apr 08, 2025•1 hr 9 min•Season 1Ep. 104
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Apr 08, 2025•48 min•Season 1Ep. 103
I was in the church for over 20 years but I reconverted at 17. And in those three years of seeing the church with a new lens, I slowly came to the "revelation" of who I am and what my ancestors were practicing before they were enslaved. In this podcast episode, we will discuss the topics that surround your Godhood, your identity, your deconstruction from Christianity, your ancestry, and your purpose for life itself. Enjoy!
Apr 05, 2025•39 min•Season 1Ep. 102
When I say this, I mean it with every cell in my body. Why? Because I do not need to fantasize about a man in the sky loving me TO LOVE MYSELF. You will never truly grow as the person you were meant to be in this world until YOU deal with what you dislike about yourself and the environment around you. Enjoy!
Mar 10, 2025•53 min•Season 1Ep. 100
This is the new song, the new gospel, the new revelation that your pastor does not want you to hear! This is the message that Jesus got crucified for. This is the song that caused war in Heaven. This is the gospel that burned the foolish and gave strength to the mighty! So sit back and enjoy the words that shall be spoken here!
Mar 09, 2025•56 min•Season 1Ep. 100
Christians tend to have a big ego when it comes to their god and in what they believe in. And as people who are skeptics and critical thinkers in this world, we must be aware of the phrases and regurgitated concepts that christians love to spew out in the name of their lord. Join us on this journey and deep conversation.
Mar 09, 2025•34 min•Season 1Ep. 99
It does not make sense for me as an African American to ignore or minimize the horrors and traumas of slavery and Jim Crow and many more horrors as a Diaspora to just "Thank Jesus" that we somehow got to "know him". In this podcast episode 98 , we discuss the matters of becoming your light bringer in a world of darkness, to walk the narrow path of enlightenment, to know what it truly means to become "Christ" and become "Satanic" or the Internal Rebel.
Mar 09, 2025•48 min•Season 1Ep. 98
A lot of people who are currently deconstructing from christianity or religion altogether do not know where to begin when it comes to them fully walking in their truth. For some of us, we knew from young that religion was a bunch of dogma, but now they we are 18-25, we are still building our personality and developing a way to live out on our own and become adults. In this podcast (episode 97) join me as we discuss 4 ways to resist religious judgment and to stand up against the peer pressure!...
Oct 10, 2024•43 min•Season 1Ep. 97
Many believers, non-believers, atheists, agnostics, christians, and ex-christians have all asked these common questions: Who is God? What is God? Where does God come from? How do we talk to God? How do we get to know God better? Is God even real? And if so, how do we get into a better connection with "Him"? In this video, we will go over the basis of many controversial topics that surround the ideology and religion of the big G in the sky. For centuries, there have been many debates between chri...
Oct 10, 2024•57 min•Season 1Ep. 96
we will be breaking down and analyzing the topic of why the mother goddess has been excluded from the holy trinity ( father son holy spirit ). A lot of people can not understand and REFUSE to understand the common sense of there being a Mother God is there be a Father God and Son God. Funny enough, the early stages of Christianity and the early churches acknowledged the holy spirit as the "Comforter" or the "Compassionate One" or "Mother". The Gnostics were known for giving praise to who they ca...
Jul 24, 2024•53 min•Season 1Ep. 95
In this podcast, we discuss the recent matters of being black and questioning the bible and the concepts we were raised with about the one we call God. I am personally find with saying that I do not need a god to be righteous, to be redeemed, or to be saved. I have no need to "repent" or convert from NEW AGE "witchcraft" to Christianity. I testify AGAINST Christianity because lot of us were raised up in black churches and were told that Jesus is coming or Keep God first in your life, but what ha...
Jul 21, 2024•47 min•Season 1Ep. 94
The constant bickering of all these conspiracies and wokeness becomes tiring at a certain point. From the space landing being real or fake, reptilian people ruling the world, the sun being a holograph, the world coming to an end in 2025, the gender war between men and women, soft guy era, etc. It's just beyond me...... BUT enjoy this podcast episode as we discuss all these matters lol
Jul 21, 2024•1 hr 10 min•Season 1Ep. 93
We will be discussing a number of topics In this podcast episode ( episode 92 ). From only fans to relationship problems in the black community, spirituality and christ consciousness, how to grow your social media platform authentically and with integrity, building a brand, men connecting with women, women and their shenanigans in the dating game, the ins and outs of anything at this point, but most importantly, self development into self care and awareness for your journey. Enjoy!
Jul 21, 2024•1 hr 2 min•Season 1Ep. 92
Believe it or not, lots of men do not know how to connect with women and build a connection with them. A lot of men are done with dating. A lot of men are done being emotionally available. A lot of men are content with being a "lone wolf". Whether it be influence from the church or from religion or traumatic experiences, there are men out here who do not care about the emotional and personal being of a woman and still consider themselves " high value men ". There are women out here who will lie ...
Jul 21, 2024•1 hr 3 min•Season 1Ep. 91
In this society, we are going through a crisis in this new generation. Too many people are feeding into the gender war and are continuing to push this man versus woman agenda. To make it worse, there are black men who speaking bad on black women and the same in vice versa. Everything from " sprinkle sprinkle " to who is more high value and etc. All it does is keep us in the same cycle of dysfunction. In this podcast episode (90), I will tell you why there is such a drift between black men and wo...
Jul 10, 2024•43 min•Season 1Ep. 90
In recent news, this new movement called the " Soft Guy Era " has been trending on TikTok , where these red pill black manosphere men are satirically saying that they want to be treated out to dinner or getting their nails down or catered to like a woman. It is very sad to see. In 2024, a lot of males on social media think it is funny to give up their masculine role for the purpose of making fun of the " sprinkle sprinkle " women who aren't even looking for them in the first place.
May 13, 2024•31 min•Season 1Ep. 89
One of our main issues is not that we talk or discuss sex. Our issue is that we do not talk about it AT ALL. In my 88th podcast episode, join me as we go through a plethora of topics that deals with who we are, from relationships, to spirituality, to sexuality, to the sacred whore, and more!
Apr 15, 2024•57 min•Season 1Ep. 88
In this society, a lot of relationships have condoned the black baby mama culture. There are black men do not mind having kids out of wedlock. As for me, I am not one of them. I do not believe in having kids before the ring. Join me in this conversation as we break down many topics that concern the black community!
Apr 15, 2024•57 min•Season 1Ep. 87
You will hear from a lot of men and women in this present day that the dating pool is supposedly "ghetto" and how there's "no one to find" and so on. I am here to tell you that a lot of that is in your head, but even more so, I am here to tell you why men shy away from pursuing relationships in 2024. It is much deeper than you think. If you want to hear the emotional trauma that a lot of men have experienced in relationships and have to endure? From arguments to emasculation to lost of trust or ...
Apr 15, 2024•54 min•Season 1Ep. 86
Many people love to make excuses for why they are not successful in their career or didn't pursue that one dream job or took that risk to be a possible multi-millionaire and entrepreneur, and the list just goes on for who they want to blame, whether it's society, their parents and upbringing, the government, god or the devil, but at the end of the day, the person to blame is the one that stands across from you in the mirror. This poor mindset, poor in thought, poor in passion, poor in drive, poo...
Feb 05, 2024•1 hr 20 min•Season 1Ep. 85
If you are someone who has just left the christian faith, this podcast episode may be for you. Join us as we dive into the subject matter of how to deal with family after leaving religion. Intro Song: Infinity Song - Hater's Anthem
Jan 24, 2024•1 hr 2 min•Season 1Ep. 84
In this wonderful breakdown, join me as I talk on the subject matter that surrounds elevating in your spiritual journey as we speak on mysticism, manifesting your own reality, tapping into the God within, being one with Christ consciousness, and discovering the archetype of the one they call "Jesus".
Jan 04, 2024•43 min
In this episode (82 reboot), we discuss Brittney Renner and her sit down with Shannon Sharpe, on his show "Club Shay Shay", her having fun with 35 men, and the archetype of the Harlot, body counts, 304s who are for the streets, redemption, shadow work, self love, and so much more! Join me as we breakdown these and other topics on the spiritual basis of these matters. Enjoy!
Jan 04, 2024•1 hr 13 min
After going through the underworld, I have finally finished my trials and await my journey back to the mountain top. Join me as I share my journey of resilience and growth, inspiring you to conquer tests and trials. Remember, pain is fleeting, and amidst life's chaos, there's a way forward. Discover the strength within as I discuss overcoming challenges and the transformation it brings. Intro song: Fred Hammond - They That Wait On The Lord
Aug 13, 2023•1 hr 7 min•Season 1Ep. 81
This is a very touching and vulnerable topic concerning the basis of men and their mental health. It is very important that we acknowledge the issues that men go through on a spiritual and emotional basis. A lot of men do not feel that they have the space or position to express themselves or be emotional in a healthy manner. With this podcast, I want to unveil this issue and really dive into the depths of what men go through in terms of depression, slouchiness, overthinking, overemotional, and b...
Aug 06, 2023•1 hr 11 min•Season 1Ep. 80
In this podcast episode, we thoroughly breakdown the obsession with conspiracy theories, the black community, being "woke", and Dr. Umar claims on black men. This is a MUST HEAR! Enjoy!
Aug 06, 2023•1 hr 52 min•Season 1Ep. 78
Join me as we discuss the matters of the character of Sukihana and what happen during the YK Osiris incident and analyzing the great harlot. Intro song- Good Girl by Joe
Aug 06, 2023•1 hr 24 min•Season 1Ep. 77
In this controversial subject, we will be discussing the fascination with cosmetic surgery and the whole deal with DC and his fiancé religious life. It seems a lot of women who get these surgeries also somehow have a relationship with "God", whoever that may be. With all of this in mind, I can not help but wonder how is it possible to be a fervent christian and dishonoring "his temple"? Join me as we dissect this topic about the body being the temple of God, loving yourself, insecurities, gnosti...
Jun 17, 2023•1 hr•Season 1Ep. 76
In this podcast episode, we will be discussing a few things that surround Janelle Monae, the talk of misinformation or lack thereof concerning sex, why the black community has a dysfunctional connection to sex, and the Target incident with their wardrobe for kids. All this will be discussed and talked about as I am talking with my Instagram viewers! Enjoy!
Jun 12, 2023•59 min•Season 1Ep. 75
In today's podcast, we're gonna explore the roots of why black men and women sometimes find themselves bitter when it comes to relationships. We'll dig into the tough stuff, the pain, the struggles, and the scars that have shaped our "community's" journey. But we won't stop there. We're gonna shine a light on the powerful forces at play that pit us against each other, causing disrespect and division. From societal pressures to media misrepresentation, we'll expose the myths and break down the ba...
Jun 12, 2023•1 hr 15 min•Season 1Ep. 74
