The Mr.Nobody Podcast: Season 3

A hallucinogenic exploration of meaning by guitarist, sound-designer and grieving father of a son who lost his life to heroin.

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Mr.Nobody #17 The Guitar Lesson I Would Have Taught Him

I was largely self taught as a young guitarist, I finally studied privately with amazing teachers. After my mini indy-rock guitar career slowed down, I aggressively took on Jazz with full commitment. My son and I were both obsessed with finding our respective sounds and paths, we both loved Jazz playing and spent many hours discussing various approaches, all this lead me to ask myself: "what would I teach him?" to really guide him. I reveal my breakthrough that illuminated the entire guitar for ...

May 29, 2020•31 min•Season 1Ep. 17

Mr.Nobody #16 An Apology

In this episode I explore how I feel stuck. I can't quite move on. An episode where I thought i had the virus made me appreciate sweet life and acknowledge my shelf-life. Perspective. I am not in control of my ultimate destiny. I'm only partially in control of my temporary existence. My outrage parts for a moment to reveal an apology. Life can be so sweet.

May 22, 2020•31 min•Season 1Ep. 16

Mr.Nobody #15 The Plague

I report on how quiet the Plague has made my city. It's hard to juxtapose all the death with the sheer pleasure of hitting a huge pause button. Unfortunately more drug abuse has emerged in my family. I recall the day my son was cremated, what I did, what I felt. The connection. So many have died and I selfishly mourn one. I also discuss a mystical experience I had...my rebirth. A different kind of plague took him, one he choose.

May 15, 2020•32 min•Season 1Ep. 15

Mr.Nobody #14 Suicide, Crack and the Bear

In this episode I explore memories and the space between thoughts where are primordial selves exist. My son encounters a wild and dangerous animal and another takes him away forever. I feel the beating of distant drums from a tribe I can't recall but when i lost him, I was reunited with universal grief and sorrow which connected me to nature. I spiral some dark thoughts and I almost wished to die which led me across a bizarre threshold.

May 08, 2020•30 min•Season 1Ep. 14

Mr. Nobody Podcast #13 My Birthday

Your mindset is everything, similar bodies have such different realities all dictated my their self-enlightenment In this episode, i share the last time i saw my father. I expose the monster in me and how important it is that we trust the thing we tell each other. Truth is the only thing that exists and time reveals all projections. Sadly too late. Each of us is personally responsible to not repeat or continue our parent's follies and addictions. I'm in animal mode...

May 01, 2020•31 min•Season 1Ep. 13

Mr.Nobody #12 Hello

Only you can decide to cultivate yourself, understand your dark secrets and respect the mystery of life. You cannot be kept from favorite things. Sometimes things are exactly as they appear. I reveal deep truths about myself. Music for him. too late

Apr 24, 2020•31 min•Season 1Ep. 12

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