Today, I'm going to tell you about my journey with the impossible, also oscars, an online victimhood and what they don't get about the her Report. We're going to talk about all of that today, Uncensored, unfiltered, un hinged. It's the Curel Cast. Listen daily on your favorite streaming service. It is the Carell Cast. I am Carrel, silvery glad you are joining me at dayly eight on this Tuesday. I gotta tell y'all, I must really love y'all to be here because I feel like crap. And that's because
of the impossible. That's right, the impossible has happened to me yet again, and I have to have I have so much emotion about what's going on in my life right now. I for once, I don't even think I can put it into words because I am terrified, I am angry, I am beyond upset. And you know, it's really what's going on has really made me think twice about a particular attitude that I have, and let me explain what's going on. Last Tuesday, I switched to Archwell Health and had
my introductory visit with the doctor. I was fine, my labs were great, everything was great. I was healthy, see you in six months. At that meeting. At that with the doctor, he pressed upon me the urgency of getting the shingles vaccine. Oh, it's a new vaccine twenty seventeen. It's called shing gricks. The side effects or you know, minimal, you know, just all these advantages that cuts your risk of COVID ninety five or not COVID and I'm sorry, shingles ninety five percent effective and all this
other stuff. Well, I have never had shingles ever in my life, as stressed out as I've been, but I have had chicken pox and that's the same virus that lays dormant. And so he's like, look, it's you know, it's just two shots. You probably won't have that many side
effects. Let's get you that shot. So after the hard cell from the doctor, after eleven years of turning down the hard cell, I said, well, okay, if you really feel, you know, that strongly about it, and you know, I believe in science and I believe in vaccines, so okay, sure let's do it. So she comes in, she gives me the vaccine on Wednesday, the day after. I felt so bad. I was just tired, every muscle in my body hurt. My arm
where they gave me the injection felt like I had been staffed. My legs, my arms, everything, my neck, everything hurt, just hurt. And so Wednesday night I go to bed and while I'm lying in bed, I touched a spot on my chest and ow ow, And I'm like, what's that? And so I look at said spot on my chest and it's a group of like little blisters. I'm like, what is this a heat rash or something? So the next day I wake up and I take some
steroid cream and I put it on the spot. I see, I can go right to where the spot is because I can feel it, and I'm not gonna lift up my shirt and show it. But it was red and angry. On Friday, I felt a little bit better, but the spot was getting bigger and itchy, and just you know, I didn't know what it was. So I thought I should call the doctor and say, you know, am I having a reaction to the shot or something? And so I go over and the doctor that not the doctor I saw, but a
different doctor, sees me. And all she could kept saying is this can't be possible. This is this can't be happening. This is impossible. And I said, well, what is impossible and she said, that's shingles. And I said, so you gave me a shot and it gave me shingles. And she said, no, the vaccine cannot give you shingles. It's not a live vaccine. It's an you know, a modified recombinant you know, blah blah blah vaccine. There's no live vaccine. It can't give you
shingles. And I said, and yet I sit before you with this spot and she said, yeah, it's You're an anomaly. This can't happen. Well, later I looked up online that it's happened to three other people and the NIH even did a paper on the reactivation of the herpes zoster virus after shingricks, meaning there were other people who after they got the shot, the shot actually activated the virus. It didn't give them the virus because they already
had the virus, but the shot activated it. And that's what shingles is. The virus sits dormant in your system. One out of three adults will get shingles. That means two out of three won't. By the way, So why we're so hot on this shot. I don't know, but whatever, And so I'm like, are you sure at shingles? And she's all, I'm pretty sure. Although she kept saying how impossible it was, how it wasn't going in a typical line like it's supposed to. You know,
it just seemed all wrong. The fact that I had it, the fact that I got it the day after the vaccine, see all of this, She's like, you know. So she gives me this drug, the vala cyclavir, one gram, one thousand milligrams, three times a day. So I start Friday afternoon, and then Friday evening. Oh my god, the headache that I went to bed with Friday night, I can't even tell you. And then a pain in my neck right here and a pain in the
center of my neck. No answer is from the doctors, because this isn't supposed to be happening, So excuse me. I start taking the drug Saturday. I feel like crap. I have a terrible headache at the top of my head at this moment, the top of my head feels like it's gonna come off. And I believe I am getting and we will go through it together. I'm getting a patch of shingles on my head, and I'm so terrified about my eye because when you read about it, oh you can go
blind, you can go death, you can all this stuff. So my medical anxiety is off the charts as I research and research and research. I spent three days, you know, just researching, and they're right. There's only been three other people that have ever had it reactivated, at least that we know about, after the vaccine. So I'm just, you know, terrified because it's not supposed to be happening. It's progressing in a weird way. On Saturday afternoon, I noticed, now there's a lot of spotches here
and here and here and here, not just the one. So now there's like six blotches and one on my back, one right here on my neck, and now I think with some coming on my head. Saturday night or Sunday morning, at one thirty and I wake up, I'm sorry, Saturday night, before I go to bed at ten thirty, I get the shakes. I'm going to the bathroom and I'm standing, you know, just peeing, and I just start shaking like uncontrollably, like like I'm freezing to death,
teeth chattering, everything. I go in bed and I cover up and the shaking stops after about five minutes. I wake up at one thirty after three hours of like delusional dreams, and I take my temperature and it's one oh one point five. It's one thirty on a Sunday morning, and I've almost got one hundred and two degree temperature. I was terrified. I call the on call nurse from Artwell and she's all, well, it still could be an reaction to the vaccine. Uh, it's still could it could be
the drugs you're taking it. You know. Again, no real answers, which is extraordinarily frustrating. So she says, take tail and all every eight hours, and take ibuprofen every eight hours, staggering them at four hour intervals. That should bring down your temperature, and and see the doctor on Monday. Well, Monday, the doctor can't see me, so I go to my dermatologist because they still haven't fully confirmed its shingles. And Monday morning I
stopped the Valla cyclop here because of the headache. It was just too intense. But it didn't take the headache away, by the way, So yesh, Yesterday Monday, I go to the dermatologist and she walks in and says, oh, you've got shingles, and I'm like, yeah, and I got the vaccine last Tuesday. She goes, oh, this can't be related, and I said, I am sick of you doctors telling me how it
can't be related. I have never had an outbreak ever, and you're telling me that the day after the shot, I get shingles and it's not related. I was furious, spurious. So how does the saga end? I will tell you when we come back. We've got this and so much more to talk about it. And has it made me anti Vack or anti Maine? I'll tell you, But yeah, it's broadcasting from a completely different point of view. Yours listen daily to the Corell cast on your favorite streaming service.
You're listening to the Corell cast driving you home or driving you crazy. So after the dermatologist yesterday says it shingles, she also explains my neck pain. She says, Oh, well, it's coming out of your c spine. The nerves are coming out of your c spine, and so it makes sense that the base of your neck would hurt in the side of your neck because those are the nerves. She explained how shingles is like a train on a track and it can't jump the track. It has to follow the nerve
line. Ah, and she switched me from val cyclavier to something called fam cyclavier and I started that last night. As for the headaches and the flu flew like symptoms, she said, yeah, that comes with shinkles. One doctor said, oh, that's the vaccine. The other doctor said, oh, that's the shinkles. So I've gotten conflicting information. I've been on two different drugs. My medical anxiety is off the charts. I'm convinced I'm gonna
go blind, lose my hearing, or possibly die. I don't know anything about shingles, the stages of it, but this doesn't seem to be following what I read online. Even just now, when I moved my head, I got a stabbing pain right here. I'm having stabbing pains throughout my head. That's not good because those are nerves and it could be in my optic nerve or my auditory and so I've been terrified that it's gonna spread to my face, to my eye, you know, just God knows what, And
so frustrated. It is so frustrating when doctors tell you, or when anyone tells you that what's happening to you can't be happening to you, and yet it is. That is so frustrating. You know, it's like, oh, no, it can't be the shot. So let me get this right. I've never had an outbreak my entire adult life. The first outbreak I get is the day after the shot, and you're trying to tell me it's
not related because they're told that by Big Pharma. Big Pharma puts out their information Glaxo Smith Klein and says, no, no, this can't happen, not even rare. There's no warning from the Shingricks vaccine that says it may activate your virus, even though now we know four times it's happened me and three other people, so there is a risk. And yes, I realize
I'm one out of like thirty million, But so what you know. Whenever you hear the side effects of drugs or vaccines and hear all the things on TV or whatever may cause this or that, you don't think much of it until it's you. When it's you, I regret getting the shot. I can't tell you how much I regret getting the shot. I should have just taken my chances with shingles, since two out of three people don't even get
them, I should have taken my chance. Now I'm worried it's gonna spread places and debilitate me, or cause a handicap, or make me blind, or do something to my throat or my ear, whatever the case. I've got pain in my jaw, stabbing pains in my head, a temperature that keeps coming and going. I feel like I've been beaten up. I'm exhausted. It's all I can do to stand here right now. And that's the truth. My legs are like, don't stand there, sit down. And
so I have to tell you. I understand the anti vaxxers. You sit there, you let them inject whatever it is into you, and then it's a crap shoot. I'm still worried about Gil's bar syndrome, which can kill you or make you be put on a until later, and they can't guarantee me I'm not gonna have other side effects that doesn't start for weeks. And I just had another stabbing pain in my head and it's coming from this spot
up here that I think is turning into shingles. So it probably is turning into shingles, and that means it's going around my head, which means it could be in my ear, could be in my throat. This is a nightmare. You know, you guys, I'm not gonna cry, but I cried yesterday at the dermatologist when she at least explained the pain in my neck. I thought I had meningitis. You know, when you wake up at one point thirty with a temperature and you type in temperature rash, you know,
and fever or fever and rash and neck pain. The first thing that pops up meningitis, go to the er, and the nurse on the phone couldn't tell me that it was there wasn't. So everyone's guessing about why this is happening. Everyone's guessing about how it's gonna happen, what the progress is going to be, or if other, uh, you know, symptoms are going to appear from this reaction to the vaccine. And the three doctors I've seen have all said that it was impossible that it happened in the first place.
I'm I'm just done. And now it's weeks three to five weeks. I'm gonna have to live with this had they told me before the shot that if there's a remote chance that could activate the vaccine and give you shingles, I would not have gotten the shot. But no one told me that because Black saw Smith's Klein doesn't tell anybody that. So I'm furious, and don't think I haven't thought about calling a lawyer, you know, I'm furious. I'm scared. Mostly I feel totally out of control. This is what AIDS
must have felt like. I have no idea what this virus is gonna do to me. I have no idea what other symptoms are going to pop up from the shot. I can't take the shot back. So I am terrified. I've been crying. I've been stressed, and that's you're not supposed to be when you have a shingles, but I am, and so all I can say to you all is, you know, we think of anti vaxxers as idiots, We think of them as this and that, and a lot of them are. But at the same time, nothing is one hundred percent
safe, and if it's if it's you, it's horrible. The people who got the heart problems from the COVID vaccine, the people who got the other issues from the COVID vaccine. That's terrible and is it worth the risk? You know. I hate to say this, I really do, but we just accept that science. You know, there's gonna be acceptable risk. No create a freaking vaccine that has no side effects. And until you do, no vaccines. Oh but Correll, the millions would be blah blah blah,
yeah whatever. See right now, I'm starting to get horrid on this side of my throat, that's the side with the shingles. Is it in my throat? It can be. Is it traveling through my throat, my ear, the side of my head, it might be. I'm I'm so scared, you guys, I am so scared. This is gonna get just worse and worse. And no one will tell you how long after you start making taking the meds does it stop? You know, like, Okay, that's as much as you're gonna get. They don't know. So anyway, that's
why I wasn't here yesterday. I don't know how I'm gonna be the rest of the week. I don't know. I have to cancel my long beach plans next week to go get my heart scan because I can't go with shingles. It's totally upended my life and cost me money thirty dollars copaid three times that's ninety dollars, another fifty nine in medicine. That's one hundred and fifty dollars. So far, the vaccine has actually cost me almost two hundred dollars
and for something I didn't want. And you know what, I'm not sure we all need it. I'm just putting this out there. If only one in three Americans are going to get shingles over the age of fifty, that means a majority or not. So the vaccine should not be pushed upon you. They should recommend it. But my doctor pushed it on me. Oh no, you really need it, you really blah blah blah blah blah,
just upsold it. That should be wrong. They should offer it to you, and if you want it, great, If you don't, you don't. Now, with a communicable disease like COVID measles, maybe that can't be left to personal choice. But others you shouldn't. Just you know, just take anything they tell you to take. I wouldn't have. I wouldn't have. One of the things I did have time to do was watch the Academy Awards, which were wonderful and go on social media threads, and I have
to tell you, I got in so many fights. Leave social media. I got in so many fights with Jews and blacks, and I'm probably am gonna be racist and inappropriate, but the way I feel right now, fuck it, I don't care. So after Divine Joy won the award for The Holdovers, which was fabulous set in the seventies, wonderful film, people online were saying, the one black actress that wins an award, and she wins for playing a mammy. And I read that and I was pissed off on
a multitude of levels. First of all, this character, although she fits the mammy trope according to Google, the large black woman taking care of white people, and you know, blah blah blah blah blah, she was no mammy. She was no Hattie McDaniel or in you know, Gone with the Wind. I don't know nothing about Bertha, no babies. You know, that is not what she was. She was articulate, well versed, passionate, you know, loving, grief stricken, self sufficient, had her own
job, had her own life. Oh but blacks are upset because the one black that did win one for a mammy role, and I happened to bring up how many gays won none? And when gays do win, what roles are they for? Aids, victims, drag queens, persecuted, beaten, whatever, even all of us stranger. It's that movie that was making the rounds of the gay movies. It's a tragic story, because of course gay
man are tragic. So let me tell you how this controversy and how to do is controversy, and how everyone seems to be a victim Online the view oh madonnal dot com Daily you're missing out. Get the podcast videos and the blog including recipes at really correll dot com. That's really ka r e l dot com. It's broadcasting from a completely different point of view yours. Listen daily to the corell cast on your favorite streaming service. You're listening to the
Corelle cast, driving you home or driving you crazy. So I clap back to this woman. If you saw the movie, you would know that she was not a mammy, you know, And it belittles the win of the actress and the movie, the writer, you know, by calling her one. You know, that's just ridiculous. And I said, and would you have rather they cast a white person and the white person be standing up there
winning the award for the movie. Oh so we're just supposed to be grateful for whatever you throw at us. And for a moment I thought, yes, fucking are, because you know what, there's not as many gay people. Of two gay people lost Coleman Domingo for rustin a fabulous film, which he should have won for and Jody Foster, they both lost. Okay, and our gays out there screaming, only two gay nominees and they didn't win an Awar. But no, they're not because we're not perpetual victims. The
same with the Jews. I am sick to death of Jews now acting sanctimonious when they've killed thirty thousand people in response to two hundred and fifty people dying. Put down the fucking weapons, stop the war. And I am not antisemitic by saying you must stop and have a ceasefire. I would say that about any group who is systemat slaughtering thirty thousand people, many of them children.
Now, if you think that's okay, that because you were attacked and two fifty people were taken from you, that destroying cities, destroying neighborhoods, and killing thirty thousand people is okay. If you think that's cool, then you're fucked up, okay. And I am not anti Zionists, I am not any of that. But if your blind allegiance to your faith is such that you can justify killing thirty thousand people, then you're the ones perpetrating the
Holocaust. And that is what the director of this movie I'm looking at right here, called the Zone of Interest said when he won his award that he will not, you know, stand behind Jewish annihilation and co opting of the Holocaust to justify the killing of thirty thousand people, because what happened in October was no Holocaust. I hate to break it to you Jews. While it was a terrible attack and should have never happened, and Hamas should be taken
out, and they should release the hostages. I am on team hostage. Release the hostages. While all of that should happen. You don't kill thirty thousand people to make it happen, and you don't blame the people who are being killed for being killed. Well, if their leaders would just return the hostages, we'd stop killing all the innocent people. That is the stupidest thing I've ever heard, just like Madonna getting into trouble because she's on stage.
Madonna's always hated the industry sitting down front because they don't party. They just sit there on their hands. So she's looking and everyone's up and dancing and carrying on, and there's a group of people right down front that aren't. Now, when you're on stage in a large venue, you can't see much. So she looks down and she says, why aren't y'all dancing? And then she sees and she's all get up, and then she sees they're in
wheelchairs, and she's says, oops, my bad, politically incorrect. I'm really sorry, I'm really glad you're here. I defended her. I've been called an ableist. You know, I'm handicapped. My parents were in wheelchairs, but I'm being called an ableist because I said, look, she couldn't see. As soon as she saw, she apologized because everybody is a fucking victim nowadays. Oh but with the black people on threads and Twitter, if you bring up the gay thing, because I went there with this woman who
kept you know, don't you tell me it's not a mammy. And don't you tell me I'm oh, you know what, in nine African countries, you can still kill me. In the United States of America, you can still fire me for just being gay. You're trying to take away my marriage. So don't tell me that somehow you know you've got it worse. Anyone that is oppressed has it bad. But this victimhood. Jews, they're victims, Blacks, they're victims. People are victims of Madonna. Everybody's reveling and
being a victim. I am no victim. Yes, I have been persecuted. I might even be I don't want to say a victim, but a casualty of a vaccine gone awry. But I'm not a victim. I don't have the victim mentality. And now everybody is trying to lecture everybody, Well, you don't know how I feel. You don't know what it's like to be me. You don't know what it's like to be black in America. You don't know what it's like to be a Jew. You don't know. You know, you're right, I don't. But you're not gonna win the
pr war the way you're fighting it. And that's just the facts they're making racist. Literally, a conversation about Oscar calling a role a mammy and everything else. I'm sorry why people are gonna look at that and go, oh please, whether it's true or not, because you're not gonna win people over that way, calling Madonna ablest and everything because she just didn't see they were in wheelchairs. It's not like she then insisted they stand up anyway, Well,
didn't you bring crutches? Everybody's a victim. Oh, I'll leave you with this. I saw these hearings about this hurt the special prosecutor or here or whatever is huer. I guess And here's it. The right doesn't understand if what he says is true. And Biden is so mentally incompetent that he just didn't remember that he had the classified documents. That doesn't exonerate your super
viril. Donald Trump, who knew he had them, refused to return them, sold some of them, had employees move them about so they couldn't be found. In no way does a dawdling old man as they're painting him, you know, does that equate to the same crime. So they're proving their point. They're trying to say, oh, oh, he's a dawdling old man. He should have known better, blah blah blah, but he didn't. According to you, he's too infirmed to even know how to walk which
direction. So you don't prosecute people like that, dude. But your guy, you claim is virile and strong and in full capacity of his mental faculties. Well, if that's the case, then he should be prosecuted. And they missed the point because they want to be victims. Oh Trump is a victim of special prosecution. Uh no, two separate cases, apples oranges. Half of the documents that Biden had that were mark classified were his handwritten documents
and journal entries that he had written. So just like Ronald Reagan, who brought those home he thought, he probably thought, oh yeah, pack those up. Oh but no, Trump's the victim. So the guy that's supposed to have all of his mental capacity and everything that hid, refuse subpoenas all of that, he's the victim, and Biden should be prosecuted. What a ridiculous world we live in. I'll try to be back tomorrow unless this thing in my throat is something, or this thing in my head or whatever.
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