In this episode, Jessica, a self-described ExMormon sex worker, shares how she came to be in the crosshairs of an ego-driven man who has no qualms about destroying anyone else, just as long as it benefits him.
Apr 21, 2021•1 hr 14 min•Season 5Ep. 4
TikTok’s Maggie in Babylon joins this podcast episode to discuss how predators turn the tables on their victims and if there’s anything that can be done about it.
Apr 15, 2021•55 min•Season 5Ep. 3
This episode is dedicated to the enabling attitudes and behaviors in the ExMormon community that allow predators to continue hurting people.
Apr 05, 2021•45 min•Season 5Ep. 2
An introduction to season 5, which will be devoted to talking about predatory behavior in communities recovering from religious trauma.
Apr 02, 2021•18 min•Season 5Ep. 1
Why did my ex-husband get so angry? How could my mother gaslight me for a decade, yet believe she had done nothing wrong? In this episode I explore these questions.
Sep 05, 2020•16 min•Season 3Ep. 13
A brief portrait of my sex life as a Mormon wife.
Aug 22, 2020•35 min•Season 3Ep. 12
In 1980’s white suburbia, there was a mold we had to fit. Even the Mormons. Especially the Mormons.
Aug 08, 2020•27 min•Season 3Ep. 12
A discussion of how a child can be groomed to accept sexual abuse even when parents never physically touch them.
Jul 25, 2020•25 min•Season 3Ep. 11
What is Spiritual Abuse? The analysis of spiritually abusive tactics continues.
Jul 04, 2020•33 min•Season 3Ep. 9
What is spiritual abuse? A description of 4 tactics used in spiritually abusive communities.
Jun 27, 2020•27 min•Season 3Ep. 8
13 ways a friend, partner, or family member can manipulate and control you without hitting or raising their voice.
Jun 20, 2020•50 min•Season 3Ep. 7
If your partner uses these ten tactics to keep you in a state of submission, you may be in a verbally abusive relationship.
Jun 13, 2020•29 min•Season 3Ep. 6
How I feel about the current unrest and racial injustices in my country.
Jun 05, 2020•12 min•Season 3Ep. 5
Your family might follow the enmeshment doctrine if your future has been planned out for you and healthy boundaries are perceived as a threat.
May 30, 2020•40 min•Season 3Ep. 4
No one gets a free pass to treat you like cr*p. Not even family. Especially not family.
May 23, 2020•33 min•Season 3Ep. 3
My dad is father of the year... until he doesn’t gets his way. 7 signs someone you love may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing.
May 16, 2020•34 min•Season 3Ep. 2
Dedicated to my father, I kick off season 3 by analyzing the home he grew up in and the poisonous effects of choosing perfectionism over people.
May 09, 2020•30 min•Season 3Ep. 1
How I went from believing God was outside myself and that my body was the enemy to integrating a soul-body connection that led to greater self-acceptance.
May 02, 2020•34 min•Season 2Ep. 18
What exactly is touch deprivation? A list of comforting touch substitutes, the most healing way to be touched, and the importance of having at least one secure attachment in your life.
Apr 25, 2020•32 min•Season 2Ep. 17
Rumination and trauma. How to reflect on the bad while bringing in the good.
Apr 18, 2020•25 min•Season 2Ep. 16
12 unwritten narcissistic family rules you must break to develop self-compassion. Plus, three practices to accept and forgive yourself.
Apr 11, 2020•31 min•Season 2Ep. 15
An exploration of writing, art, and music as a means to process and heal from trauma.
Apr 04, 2020•35 min•Season 2Ep. 14
A rundown of YouTube videos, blogs, and books to help heal from workplace mobbing. Plus nine ways to know you’re relatively safe in your relationships.
Mar 28, 2020•35 min•Season 2Ep. 13
The three degrees of mobbing injury and how I’ve been personally effected by the experience.
Mar 21, 2020•29 min•Season 2Ep. 12
The reactions of my bullies after I formally resigned told me a lot about who they were. It wasn’t pretty.
Mar 14, 2020•46 min•Season 2Ep. 11
When my mobbers and my administration joined forces, everything turned ugly.
Mar 07, 2020•39 min•Season 2Ep. 10
When my principal and vice principal became aware of the mobbing, they could have stopped it. Instead they joined in. In this episode, I talk about how that felt and the resulting repercussions.
Feb 29, 2020•40 min•Season 2Ep. 9
Being mobbed is like being chased by a pack of wolves. No one will help you because they’re too afraid of the wolves. In this episode, I talk about the effects of being stigmatized in the workplace. It happened to me almost overnight and it was terrifying.
Feb 22, 2020•38 min•Season 2Ep. 8
What is a “critical incident” in workplace mobbing? It’s the moment power is challenged. When the status quo is threatened, it bites back.
Feb 15, 2020•40 min•Season 2Ep. 7
Before stage one of the mobbing process, the warning signs are there. When it happened to me, I didn’t recognize them. Here I detail the behaviors I missed and the personal traits that made me vulnerable.
Feb 08, 2020•36 min•Season 2Ep. 6