The Bry Dee Interview

so he'll be kicking the next one. We actually got another episode that we're doing this week, and he said to tell you he'd be back on James. He said, tell the homie, James, I'll be right back. I gotta go handle his business, his money, his time. Come over. But the day, you know, we gotta special special, special special guests this morning, friend of the show, long time collaborated brand. What's happening to Big Dog with you know what's going on with you? James? Are y'all doing? Man? Man?

I'm good with my brother. I'm good, good man. So it's a lot of stuff going on right now, man, A lot of a lot of stuff on. And we go go into some of the monkey business a little bit later on. We're not gonna start off with that because it's way more stuff to talk about. It's a

lot of stuff going on there. Seems like the world is almost losing their minds, been losing his mind what you're talking about, you know, it's just a lot of stuff going on, man, It's it's a lot of stuff, you know, from these guys out here, you know, committing mass shootings. Um two guys out here just doing some everything. Man, you know, people beating up their mama's right. It's just like, you know, I look at this stuff sometimes, man, not say man long. I never would have imagined, man, that

we be at this place in society. Well, I'm a say this norm Everything that we talked about is like it's a revolving door. We haven't all been through this ship before. If you live in the hood, comes from the hood, you don't seeing the homies beat up their parents, their grandparents that raised them. We don't seeing the shootings We've don't see uh, we don't seeing all this ship

that's happened in the day. History just repeating itself big time, you know what I'm saying, And it's outside our neighborhoods. It's these white boys picking up the pistols and doing this ship. It's it's just got out of hand. Should I say, yeah, has got a hand, because when it comes down to manage that we no longer have any morals, principles, or respect. And I was like, all that's all that's lost.

I remember a time, man, if you went outside, you know, you and your friends with customer something, you saw somebody's grandparents and parents. You kind of just, you know, be quiet until they want about their business. You had a certain amount of respect that you gave. And it's not like that no more. They don't give a damn no right. I don't get tell her better than better than anybody

he was here longer. Yeah, because I feel like, you know, when I was coming up and we said profectly, we apologize even to this day when I talked to my mother, you know, I'm grown man. When I talked to my mother, if I if I if I say, I'll shoot, but you know what I'm saying. And then I tell all, excuse me, my apologize. You know, if I even use profectly in front of my mother, I apologize, and then my children I'm so old. Who I tell my children don't cus in front of me and they're grown right,

don't don't cus in front of me? Man, you know you're in front of my father. Brow Did you get that backlash? I'm grown, pops, I can curse. Well, at first I got it from one of them. He tried to buck right and I had to explain politely to him what can happen to him? And he just looked at me funny, but he stopped doing what he was doing because he had bad habit calling me. I don't use them word. He had a bad habit to call me. Uh No, I'm just saying my nig And I'm like,

are you talking to man? I'm not your peer for real, for real as a child, but we could that, you know, you know, you know, only what do you get angry? And I met his angry is you know that will utilize the profanity, butthern that he don't use it with me?

You know, bro, You know, we're going to go back to your history because you definitely are an authority on this type of stuff, because you change your life around in many different aspects, you know, And I want to kind of go back to the beginning, and you're from the city of Compton, true city of Compton. Um. You just found out one of my good friends, one of me and James good friends, Bob, is your first blood cousin. Cousin. Yeah, in your cousin. So I said, wild man, that's it's funny. Man.

Good dude, man, really good dude. Small world, small world, extremely small man. Norm in Vegas when I was in Vegas on the bike set and we was at a club and we was gambling. So I'm kind of like punking everybody at the table if I if I saved out of my crap, No think I don't want no craps. Bob to tell you, Brian, and he had me faded and he was like, no, I'm gonna And the first question I said, I said, man, where are you from? God,

we can't do me like that, big homies. But he already knew who I wasn't even to do me like that, big home. And you had to respect him because he was the only one at the table that that man d up on this ship. Me and that litt nigga bed one hundred every since he didn't seen it all. He didn't see me bend niggas over the table, nigga watching the bitch where watching wood the woo woo, nigga. Don't talk like that, nigga. You want to talk to the business like that. But this is what I can

do to you type of ship. So one of his people, a cat that was just on one at my clubhouse. You know, we didn't have didn't tolerate that BS ship the bike set, you know, and where with my club it was just like being one hunting. So this cat failed rest in peace. Money felt that he can disrespect one of my sisters. Mhm, come on mon. They then you already know we don't get down like that. And he was an l a cat. And when he got there, I said and checked this out. I think you're using

the B word too much. If you won't, I can treat you like And he was like what what what? What? What? He thought the whole cript card was gonna be behind him, which it wasn't about no bloods and crips. This is respect and being on the bike set. So he he had me when no no point of return down, I gotta became, okay, you called the first bluff. Now what we're gonna do with this one. So I had to bend the nig over the table, lift his legs up

and say down to the bitch. You know. So he thought bombing them was spending to come in and just saved the day. You know, it wouldn't happened like that. Bob, my niggah. But this acts as him. But he Okay, it's just the respect that I have for for Bob that out of all of those niggas to be his age, you would think he was way much older than what he is. The way you carry yourself, feel me. So everybody and their mom on the bike said respect him

because he didn't act like a youngster. He act like like he'd been here before, you know before everybody time he was on that level. So number of respect to Bob. That's my little nigga, and he just Mom, James, I knew you before you thought I knew you, Bob James, and I had like, what you know what I'm saying that ironic? Hey, James, is it ironic that I said the same thing to your Texas that your proceeded to

me meeting you? And yeah, it's crazy we met in Texas, but you know, on something on something Okay, let's hollow whoop the whoop at certain a certain individual. And it was okay, we could do that. I mean, you know, it's like, come to niggas getting at this nigga, because no, I don't. I ain't even got time to get that nigga that type of energy. You feel me. We know who we're talking about. Niggas know what Texas was about.

So even though Brian wasn't there at that when that happened, his name was still in it just because and and and it was crazy because when Brian came to the campsite, he didn't show up at all. He figured he was to be attacked then, so ship went to where it went. But anyway, let's get to where we had. I'm just giving people a little history or Mr Bride. And when I first talked to him, his conversation, his intellect was okay, man, just just do right here and know what you're talking about.

And he was to come to do you know what I'm saying. So the way he was talking with straight facts and okay, this is whoop whoop. So here enlightened the little homie even from even though I'm from the other side, I'm a little homie. I gotta respect all and give respect where all is do. So I'm listening to him and then it's bamed. So we was good every sense. Then every sense like this reputation proceeded. You know, I just put it like this. In our former lifestyles,

we have high percentile rate. We was engaged in the same senselessness as I called it now and uh he was one of them guys that was yeah, okay, yeah, just put it right back, you know, in our former lifestyles, right and as I always said, uh, in the rivalry of worthy adversary. Yeah, so you're from the of course, carbon Park. We said it Carber Park. Let's talk to the people a little bit about you. The younger you.

The younger me was out of his mind. The younger me was, as I often say, I got it right here. I often say this to people, man, and they don't understand this. I went from from which is right here, a twenty nine page rap sheet right here, two college degrees right here. But the younger me was an individual who I just read it slightly. It's just one little

segment I'm gonna read. The younger mean was a guy who they said, uh, we have federal authority saying, with a ridiculously horrific, horrible, gangbanging, evil member of society that Mr Berkeley is. It's my transcripts. So they said about the court based on the younger me, like I said, being out of his mind, as I say, because based on once again, I was a guy that was a shooter shooter. I was a guy that lived to shoot that pistol. Because I wasn't the world's great in spider.

I didn't duct wreck. I just you know, basically they called me aftermath. It was like you whooped too, and then I'd be over there to see you guys on my moped. You know. I was a guy that unfortunately this is all paperwork pertaining the meat from young people. But I gave you because as I got I got a bullet in my stomach necking back as a result of where I lived. You know, this doctor reports it says anytime Paroley comes home, he's an immediate danger to

the society right here to the community. You know, So on paper I was I even deturable, and I was a dude that lived for the set. I was a gang bangers, gang banger. I was well just called the elitis I was a top shoot unfortunately, so you know that was me in the background. My neighborhood is the oldest Cript gang in Compton, were the first crypt gang in Compton, followed by the Grannies and Booth Hill. So and I've been from my neighborhoodver forty years. So I'm

just a product of my environment. As far as my senseless legacy, as I called it now right dog, You're witness it is now. When the Tenants was the only crypt gang that was surrounded by the Bloods, I mean they right in the heart of everything. You know what I'm saying. If you come from this in the Rosecrans, you got through town trees, you got all the Bloods, west sides and everything coming back towards the mild Bluesst Park Day in the middle Alm Street, in the middle

of everything. Do you think they was the coldest uh Cript sector because they survived being in the trenches. I've always said, in order for the Tennis to hold on the Rosecrans, they had to be the top Cripts on that side of the town. And that's not taking nothing from the neighborhoods the South's to Kelly's right, It's just stayed in the fact to survive and and we're gonna keep it one hundred from my perspective, and you can

correct me if I'm wrong. Prior to the mob clicking off on itself in the Losis Park mob and the Loosest Park, that was the dominant set over there that was given five cript gangs the Blues on a regular and consistent basis. And anybody did that say different, I tell them to their face, man, I'm not saying that to Blue Smoke, nobody really, I'm staying in the compt In fact, on that side of the town, Loss Park, not Am, not Holly, not Line, not Cross Atlantic, Lotis Park,

and Losis Park mob slashed. The mob was the ones. The reason why every crypt set over there looked at every quarter came through. Well back then, everybody Picky backed off of Louters Park, so he had a variety of somebody from every hood that was with it, but represented do this park. They wouldn't representing Almas and Holly and and all of that. It was. They was representing Louters Park. So louds part pretty much was what I called the

the mothership. Yeah, or went to prison. I didn't represent the mob. I represented Louds Park because I grew up knowing where it all started from. You know what I'm saying, I wouldn't do in the mob thing. I know where I'm from. But all of this here is it steals from Looters. So everybody over there, basically Louders got credit for a lot of it because everybody was, in my eyes, Looters until. You know, even though everybody you have different

branches of neighborhoods, everybody used Looters Park. So a lot of backlasds came because everybody was using and saying it was from loss. So the majority of the older guys such as myself, I'm damning in sixty. I know y'all older than me, but we're going to Prisson representing Looters Park,

not their hoods. Yeah, so definitely, And like like you said, you have the town of the town of held their own and they had to have been a strong neighborhood in order the whole thing on because they'd only crips that on rosecrans. You know, I got nominally in itself. So many cats were mad at me because you know, I gave props what process was due, and just because I was being or I was from where I was from. You can't sit there in line and say, oh no,

those niggas was whoo whoo. Why are they're still there there? Yeah, I mean you have to call the spade to spade saying you know, h like I said, like even when I was coming up, man, dudes say you from We're not Eastly because we was a small gang, but it was an old gang at that time. Now we're a large gang and they say you from where, ain't your

bounty hunters like now? But it was a core group of us that fended off the bounty hunters, And the bounty hunts always say, man, the Corbor parks, they helped their part down. Even though in my generation we was out number ten to one. We was born un you know, so you have to give props with problems to all old hunters. Say it in Carbor Parks. Yeah, they held their own. And it's the same thing with you guys in the towns. You have to give props problems to.

That's why I say worthy adversaries in that former lifestyle of ours. Right, So let's go back to where we was at. Why are you growing up and doing and everybody recognizing you as who you was, are, your reputation perceived itself, going to the first going to prison. At some point you felt you had to change your life because right dog would have got the virtual Criminal Act at some point. Yeah, what made you figure out that, Man, I gotta make this ship work for myself? Well, what

happened with me? I'm gonna be honest, man, You know, I was still engaged in certain aspects of the streets. And then in I'm at a computer at computers in the Fens, and they said called home a SAP. And I turned to look at this dude named Darnell d Nice from a setting in the North Long Beach, and I said, Damn, this is you know, this is my exact words from Damn, because Darnell did and he said, who was darning? I said, my son, I said, read the email. He said, all they say is called home

a SAP. So I called home and my nephew said, man, d got killed last night, And I just knew that was the catalyst to me, Like damn, my son followed in my footsteps and look where he had, you know, And so that that was the initiating me transformed in my life, you know. And then I start. You know, already had two collegian degrees, so I was in pursuit the more and I was like, man, I gotta make this ship work when I call home, you know, like

I can't do this no more. Man, ain't no snitching in me, and I'm not gonna let him retire me on this. I can't double up my age. So that was the beginning, man, And then I just want to have got me a couple of more degrees. I already had a degree in social mediator science with another degree in business. So I went on and got a couple of more and was like that's what. That was my ground zero, man, you know, because it hit hard home. You know, he was my little homeboy from my neighborhood,

which I didn't uh coldone. But what can you say? I was missing in action? Man? Yeah, no, let me ask you a question. So you already had to turn in your mind that she was gonna change your life when you got on. And this is the eighties, are assuming right now? I went to the fans and O three. No. In the eighties, man, in the eighties, it was go home and get right back in and like put okay,

So nothing I got that clear. So you came home to two thousand's, then I came home, I went I went to the Fens in two thousand three, and I came home last July. The ankle Braceley got took off my leg. Okay, so you just now getting back home. Yeah, so it's been a little bit easier for you to stay on that positive road, because if you just got out in the eighties, then like you said, he's been hopping right back in. Okay, I went to I went to the joint when I was seventeen. Man, I got

out of my mid twenties. I had a body then and I got out. I hit Solid Dad see four three, And then when I got out, there was the crack here and turtle recipes from Santana embraced me and I never looked back. But I was chronologically in my twenties, but mentally I was seventeen m And a lot of

people say that. So by being the tracy Solid Dad and things of that nature, in the choice of seeing all the madness and particip of painting in the madness, you know, it's like like the gonna be band from front of I told Mellie Mayo, he said, the only thing I used to get mad about bright Organ Tracy Is. He volunteered for every mission. He wouldn't let nobody go on a mission. When it came to a confidence, you did I go, I got it, let me go ahead, let me go, let me go. That was one of them.

I was a torpedo. So when I got out of prison, and it was a crack air. And then when I left, you got a barn. Mind it's twenty two rifles, thirty eight gauges and if you had it in one, you had the ship. And it was three fifty sevens and fot folks things of that nature. I come on, it's hecklers and its h ks' is a kss s ks it's And I was a shooter, so I was still mentally a child, but I was gang banging. So when I subsequently did a violation, I end up catching up

some shootings and the cats they kept one. I got to give them their props. I love him for that. They said, we're not coming to court, We'll kill you on the streets. And I was like, okay, respect. You know. I was gang banging. So when when did my violation, I got ten days at the house and the dude bumped into me and didn't say excuse me. And I did what I had to do and picked up eighteen more months. Then when I got out of prison, it was like it's back on and true to their words,

the cats shot me soon as I came home. They stuck to their word. I give the props, you know, Crisha'm off, you shout out to y'all, y'all shot me, you focus, But you know, but that was I was a gang banging, you know, and it was to me. Uh, I didn't give a funk about going back to jail. It became repetitive, but it didn't matter. I'm banging. Fuck this money. I'm going to shoot up every adversary of the core of reports and let him know I'm back.

You know, That's what I did before. I was a gang bangers gangbanger, so I was completely lost in the sauce, as the saying goes, sure bus, sure bus, su bust shoot dice. So let me ask you this, since you've been on the right path, you see a lot of pipe. A lot of people don't understand the mindset of what a real gang banger is and the ship that you do.

And that's on both sides, whether your blood or corric And a lot of people get slacked when they they hear that you change your life or you live in a certain kind of way, and it starts, it stems from the hood. The homies don't understand or don't want to let go of the fact that you change your life. Did you have to deal with that? Well, I tell him like this, don't let the new me make you

think that the old met don't exist. Trying me if you want to, that's just the bottom line, not threatening you. But I told you one this morning, I will never put myself and go back to prison lessons for self preservation or for the preservation of my family. M hm. So I will gladly go do a life sentence and you will be in a box forever. And I get pussy every ninety days because somebody gonna marry me and you will be in a box for every To defend

myself from my family. Yeah, I made the transition from a gang banger to a gang member when I was twenty eight years old, you know, and a lot of people from outside the United States to understand the transition, explain it to him. But the transition was this just a short synopsis. You're Piru and I'm a crypt and I'm selling drugs and you're on four and a half or you're gonna nine. At that time, I was selling nine for thirty two hundred. I got four children's mothers.

So I'm gonna say, I ain't gonna sell this pirum. Not here, pirrou for him, No, sir, rebob, we got bills. Give me that thirty two hundred. Take this nine piece to do it moving. That's when you make the transition from the gang banger to the gang member. When they looked at colors, that's when you become rocket. Rocket had his purse. He was selling Crip's work and he was doing him. So I became a rocket. Per se. Money is not presidented, doesn't care who owns it. And that's

when I made the transition. Yet it was still activity going on in my environment, but where I was at it was an adversaries like that against me. So it was like I was the man. So who is the bride dog today? A dude to tell my story and try to give you a plain simple you know the truth at the end of it. You know, first off, the paraphrase one of the homeboys, not a lifestyles to death style. Tell you, dude, it ain't no successful gang members,

bank robbers or drug dealers. You're only successful was your last acting. You gotta hope you don't get told on um the dude to tell dudes you know after telling my story, hopefully you understand. Don't be me and I just have I'll just say this to duse. Young dudes. If you're shooter, don't do a drive by. Go kill the top shooter that's supposed to be your rival. Blow his face off in front of God in the whole country.

So then that way we don't have to worry about him killing a little shirl, or we don't have to kill killing Ms Johnson. You're gonna go to jail and get war stuff, so we killed two of you with one stone. You get our stuff. He's dead, so we ain't gotta worry aout. You'all shooting up the community. Get as much pussy as you can get. Leave some babies behind. Your mother and father could see a party of you.

Learn how to masturbate when you get to the county jail staff as many people you can stabbs so your name or proceeds you when you get the prison and unless you get learned how to masturbate. But before you do any of that, go sit in your bathroom for twenty four hours. They're sitting there for another forty eight hours. The bathtub is your bump, the toilet is that, and the sink is your locker, and saying yourself, you'll be there for the rest of your life. That's my message.

A lot of them can't do that. That what are you? What are you're describing to you is your living arrangements for however how many years you have in prison. That's that bathroom is yourself. That's just how big it is. That's what you're saying to you. So because you look at it like this, James and you and you're still great. Me something going on right now. This is whole society

with a phone in their hands. If the phone don't get you, ring tone gonna get you, ring tone gonna get you, the Zandy bars, the ecstacy and everything else, because you're gonna run your mouth to the world, right and then as many cases as you see, you're go going to county jail and sitting at sitting and talk to your homeboy about what you allegedly did or none of you know the black sister on first forty eight snitches,

but everybody from Tennessee go talk to her. So we in the generation dummies right the thirtday, right to remain signing because social media is pretty much putting us into jail. Yeah, so you know the man of me today. Man, it's just I just try to let the du no man. Yes I am who I am. Yes I am from where I'm from, Okay, I said, Carving Parker is my foundation, But the galaxy, the world, the universe is my destination. I just try to tell you, don't be mean. Man.

Don't live like I live. Man. Don't live like a barbarian man. Don't be I'm lucky to be. I've been shot eight times. I got shot in eighty six, eighty seven, eighty eight, ninety and ninety three. I am fortunate to be a lie. I got five bullets in me right now. I've lost my share phase of dude said last night on social media to responds to me like you dudes get on here and say you never lost no phase and never say what happened to you? Okay, homie, I'm

not tough. The tough guys got to beat me up, the tough guys, the guy that shot me, the tough guys, the guy to stab me, the tough guys, the guy that ran me over them. The tough is not me. I didn't lost a gang of phase, so I don't get on social media like ro Ro ro rock, right, you know, I even rode cost the dudes. I mean one time nugget from Regel with me and he basically

told me are we through? Like hell, yeah, we threw half yeah, you know, and and you explained it right there, you know, taking the hel on the on the head of faith. Don't make you no punk nigger and don't make you no bitch. So a lot of cats, the majority of them that get at that, can't take that. Hell come back shooting. Yeah, And that's the fun up part about it. If you must, you lost, But you always got that cat on your shoulder telling on the homies just got his ass who by whoo woo whoo

and they laughing. So mentally I'm like thinking, like funk, I can't do this because the homies on one. So when you go back and the next thing, you know, you in prison because the same cat then told on you because you're committed murder. That's that's I go. Man. So you know today today the kids, man, they're giving them enhancements. Man, they are synthesis of a hundred and fifty four years towards years we had twenty seven to

life and that was that right, you know. So my message, like I said today, I'll be trying to just be on the message. Man. I don't glorify my past, but I use it as a as as a catalyst, as as as a bridge to telling dudes, what you're doing is a rerun to me. Man. Y'all the eighties, Man, the seventies was cool, but the eighties was that air where you hit a block, you'll see a thousand dudes flamed up with Puma dogs on, with big red shoe strings,

with Philly jackets on. You hit another block, you'll see dudes with the blue and black Booma dogs on. What we call the New Yorker is a big shoe strings and everybody got on the New York jacket. It wasn't though this jack was for that did. Everybody were the New Yorkers, and everybody were the Phillies. And you had colors right, and you didn't have crips wearing red, and you didn't have blood wearing blue. If you did, it was a minimum, you know. And so this generation you

can't even tell who's who. You know, acts and skinny jeans with cartoon characters. We had uniforms and we represented where we was from, right And that's just the truth of it. So they can't tell me it's a comparison. Yes, it's your world, and I wish they didn't game bang, but we don't live in a perfect world, right, you know, you know, like the system. Yeah, we know. We can't stop everybody from game banging because it is what it is, and a lot of us. Every hood then had a loss,

every hood that loss the homeboard. So in order for YouTube even a kid is gonna get better, everybody gotta stop crying wolf and accept the fact that we had losses on either side. We can't. I can't be mad because the wolf kill my homeboy, my cousin or whatever, because we don't did the same to the same neighborhood. So these guys got to realize at some point, just put the guns down you It's it's always gonna be

in you. Some guys got it on them. Some guys just got it in them, and at some point you just gotta say enough is enough. Okay, we all took losses in this motherfucker, so who's to be mad? Who's to say what's right is right on? Or I can't get over my boy being killed? No, we gotta get over it. We all took that. Hell, you know what I'm saying that we all haven't been to funerals, multiple funerals, So at some point we gotta, you know, I gotta show these kids or these young cats how to grow up.

That's why. That's why if dudes been looking at me on social media, he was Slick from Campanella all the time. Man. That's it. Man, I'll be saying y'all and that you're gonna do a damn thing too. But I don't care who you are, Right, that dude, Slick is funny in the motherfucker. That's my that's my. I say slick and say things to be that other people can't say to me, right, you know what, slicking call me retarded all day, log

and I'm just you right, I can't you know. So, Slick is a good dude, and he does a lot for the community and for the children. And see that's that's why I like interacted, like I like interacting what you on here, because it's showing people that they're forming war vets like us can sit up here converse. We can sit up here trying to find a solution just to save at least one dude, because that one dude may turn into the neural surgeon. That say, ten dudes

that come out of our community. Now, you know, you're just saying something really profound. Um, I do. And that's why we established this, you know, forum as a positive thing to bring change to the community. Right right, What did you say out there to those people? Because right now we just mentioned that we're in the age of social media and to where anybody can be famous now and there's a lot of money that can be made.

So you've got everybody chasing after that, right, and so in doing that, they're willing to do some unthinking about and other magical things. Just in the past year, we've seen things go down online that we never that I thought I would never see take place. What do you

have to say about that? I say, like this man, um dudes that slander dudes without any any anything to substantiate comes out of their mouth to the lot, the liableness, the slander, the the sensationalism, like Okay, I'm gonna sugar coote it, I'm gonna saying straight out, okay, black one's a Jerry Springer, of of of of of of of of social media. Only five years Jerry Springer shots you with everything from midgets with vaginas two giants with penises.

You know. You know, whatever he could do, you know. And I say, people such as him and people that are in that that do that they just do is gonna come to not in a sense of saying something violent, but I'm saying it's buffooniary at all time high and at some point we have to tell him, as as as people from that environment that this ain't cool, this ain't us. That's why I always advocate like certain people aren't the voice of the West Coast. I'm not the

voice of the West Coast. I'm an opinionated individual, right, But if you don't put clarification on certain things. To the rest of the United States, they take things as gospel urban nights, you know. And I say, you know, I've seen things on social media where I almost got caught up, but I got angry, and I was like, enough is enough? Made you slant? The people that look like us make the plan feel even Jerry Sprigger made it even He's gonna talk about Blacks, Mexicans, Whites, Chinese,

Martians or whatever you know. So I just say to that man, is that somebody needs to just beat the brakes off them. Dudes, just not killing. Just give me a good old fashioned ass whooping West in my house. If social media didn't bite you everything they hear that, the people didn't listen to and give energy and content to to to to motherfucking clowns like that, then you wouldn't have to worry about it. But social media is not that social media, and listen and believe everything they hear. Um,

I can't lie to you. I'm wanting. I get mad, mad, mad mad mad too to the point where I don't have no choice but to be mom James at this point because now Marm James is being attacked. But how do I this than myself from Marm James and not be your mom James and continue to you know, my path of being James McDonald. My life has changed. I'm different, bright, So I'm not the one to get out there and then go bound. But now here I found myself in my car like the old days, with my pistol in

my lap. Let's get out and let's beach about these niggas over here. Okay, y'all playing with me, let me show you what this and that. But that only sets a bride dog and a mom James back to who they were. So like one individual told me, Choston White told me, and he didn't want to make me see see, I told y'all even still, Mom James, this is motherfuck game.

Change said me, to funk up, because here I am being James McDonald and doing what I think I'm doing is right, and people wanted people to see my change and understand me. Here he is provoking a situation and he and and he succeeded in what he was doing. But at that time, if I was one of those cats, any strike counts for me, he had got to ask for And if I was mob James in that situation, he'd got to ask woman because apparently point they didn't work.

So playing b is to disrespect him to the bullets, and I'd have picked him up and and and and did great body harm to him. But at the end of the day, he explained to me, if you touch and beat me up, you're going to prison. You're going to jail. See you know what, I think. Charles does do some some out the way stuff, right. He does some way your stuff right. But one thing that I do respect about that dude is that he tells you exactly who he yields. It ain't no friend to him.

He tells you, I'm gonna talk to my ship, and if you put your hands on me, I'm gonna see a lot of things that Charleston Waite spoke on. I agree, I truly agreed to some of the ship that he speaks on. But when it comes to the blood and crypt thing, I think one speaks for all the way he's putting ship in and content. One blood, one crip. We speak for each other, whether it's l A Compton

or whatever. Somebody got to speak to this motherfucker because he was being reckless with the lives, with the with the niggas. That's a love with the ones that are dead. So that becomes all of our business. Those that game bang, those that don't. You know what I'm saying. So we all responsible for each other at the end of the day. Gang members don't understand that ship today. You know, we

are all responsible for for life and death. Yeah. Well, I'll tell you the most destructive part about this stuff. And my skin is a little bit thicker when it comes to the Internet because I realized what it is, right, and I take the destructive part about this is that you guys got people online talking about real solid people. I don't talk about people that at one time would

take you off this planet. Yeah, and so you think it's these It used It didn't be cool for a square, a civilian to pop up online and talk about the bride dog or talk about the James McDonald or talk about a big you or whoever. Right, they just didn't happen, right. Everybody kind of stayed in their place. Now you gotta do. They can sit behind the computer and leave a type of message and call the motherfucker a rat, call the

motherfucker out their name or whatever. And I remember it was a time and if you call the motherfucker out, if you call the motherfucker a snake, and you didn't have no proof. Because I'm gonna tell you this and I don't even want to bring it back up. Man, because it just we in different times. Right now, I can pull a piece of paper out right here, I can pull a piece of paper out right here on this show and say such and such told this is

this right here. Name don't be nowhere on there. But now you've gotta continguen to see if people saying that somebody is a tattle, tell right, somebody's to snack, somebody's a rat. It was a time when you got your he had knocked into the middle of the street. Your thoughts will be on a concrete literally, you just can't say things like that. So I think we're in a very disrespectful era. And I think people think that playing

the games is cool. They think it's funny. Now they're just seeing about everybody and anybody well knowing Facebook, YouTube, social media period. Uh that I just ship all of that ship gives motherfucker's Are those guys that wanted to be or wanted to be uh recognized as a gang? Remember, Uh, you know everybody can't be top dog in the hood. Everybody ain't top dog in the hood. So you got catch that wasn't a factor in the hood or running around in the hood. Now they're o g s because

all the real niggas is done. You gotta catch that couldn't voice their opinion. Now you've got social media where you can do it. You know that that phone gangster ship you got so some media gangsters now having to catch this running their mouf and talking that ship on my mama. They would not say that on the other side of this motherfucking desk and called me a motherfucker thing. Y'all gonna be editing some ship and let me get

that tap. You're filthy. That's why I took it to another. Unfortunately, and and and and it's exactly what you said. Still that unfortunately, to me, one of the greatest dudes offer the rap thing because what he was doing in our community allegedly said something about the individual, and by him not having something called this to back it up, immediately, the individual did what the streets dictated. You don't call

me that without this to back it up. And the fort that happened to Nipsey, he got put in that pickle jar. Okay. Now, I'm not saying it was right or wrong. I'm not saying anything of that nature. I'm just saying, with the streets dictate of old and it's a thing like I took it to another level. I was dealing with the cat who was making allegations against individal.

I said, first off, I'm gonna say my name is Brian Danielle Berkeley Senior, a K A O. G. Bright Off a K A bones Low two eight to zero eight one one to C four nine two three Freedom information at nextus, lexus, find law west Law dot com, look me up. Never made a statement, never will since in transcripts right, etceter etceter etcetera. So that cat didn't have the ammunition to slander individual, which is his nature, you know. And it's like you said, we call them

studio gangsters and we call them sales soldiers. I just step in the suburbs all day long going to computer and say, still ain't ship man, you know, still got knocked out the other night. Man, y'all weren't near because y'all ain't got access to where we go to. And then now now I got a million dudes in Tupelo, Mississippi believing it. And that's the problem because yeah, I've seen cats, you know, and I come from the area.

I'm not no crip or no blood. I let it be known you have a street origin about yourself, you know. But I had and this and this sense is validated. I have squabbles and don't mind squabbing, and that's my thing. I see all these guys like here to have all these issues with people. Why ain't nobody fighting, Why ain't nobody getting knocked out? Why ain't nobody get bolds put in them? Because that's the era I come from. If it's a problem, you got an issue with me, we

don't have to do all this. I'm not good that. I'm not gonna come here and sit behind on camera. They can go back and forth fiction. But I only got one ticket, one ticket to play at my age right now. If I go to jail, that's the rest of it. I'm on my other I'm living in the other half. Damn this sixty So I don't got time to play. I don't got time to get out of here. Just oh you motherfuck I ain't got time. But that's been there, done that. You gotta think, you gotta think

totally different now this. I only got this part of my life. And then on top of that, you know, I don't think about something no more. I don't think about this is about the hood. I don't think like that no more. And you know I'm thinking about grandson, my granddaughters, generational wealth. Yeah, so you know it ain't about me no more. That's what we have to do. And I'll be honest with you. You know, we talked about a few individuals. I don't know Whack one hundred.

The man ain't never said nothing about me. Um, I don't know him. I really don't know him, you know, I don't. I don't know him to have no opinion him. I just know from what I see, right, I know what I see and I know what I hear. Um, I know Charleston White, right, And like James said, Charleston White says a lot of factual stuff. He's not a dumby. He's very conscious of what he's doing. You understand what I mean. Like so it's like the whole rat Williams

think he got us almost like a character. He understands that and he plays it out well and he tells people, look, I ain't gotta never leave Texas. You come down here, I'm gonna shoot you. Well, I'm gonna call the police. M Either look at him now, don't know him. I'm gonna point this out. You you you hear them today and and and many men pointed out to me earlier this morning. You you don't hear him speaking on the game bangers no more. You're him talking about rappers. You know,

he learned his lane, he understands his lane. Well. A lot of these rappers heals full of ship. A lot of you know, a lot of these rappers heals full of ship. You know it sounds good on record. And that's the thing. At one point, everybody kind of knew their place. We lived in the area. Now to where don't nobody know their places? Man, Look at my cousin. Okay, my cousin, my second cousin, is Draco's ruler. Look at

his demise. This depies to me as a result of the rappers dictating to the entourage, as opposed with entourage used to dictate to the rappers. Right, that's unfortunate. His mother and me and first cousins, his grandmother and my father, or brothers and sisters. You think what I'm saying. So that's my cousin. And see the thing I have with these dudes. Man, it's just like you know, not jumping back to this dude and make it that dude show.

But the dude said I was a blood when where you know what I'm saying, you know, and I always said ship if I was blood, I would have shot somebody got del crips because of that there, the crip said. Everybody doubted the chrisp would never let me turn you know. They were like, oh, that was welcome to the crib. They said, I was a kidchen crip, so and kiss and crypt know me because of my history on any person Hooper so and come back your turns was the homie,

No man I got. I got much love and respect. Billy turn Up City, which is still Bill Run was my nigger. So you know, I know a lot of them catch over there, which most of them so uh, it's just the fact that I dude was trying to slam you when they have nothing else. You know. That's why I said, don't don't. Don't kiss on my leg and tell me it's raining and then come and try to give me an umbrella on the back channel. Don't

do that. I don't need you. I don't need anyone, you know, because I've always been a soul survivor such as yourself. You've been so survived you. I applaud to commend you because you come from Ohio to California made your niche. So in the most successfu people are risk takers. And the dudes in our lifestyle, the way we live, we were risk takers because every day we stepped out

that door, James, we took a risk, right. And now there in the latter of latter of stages of our life, because I see the life going forth stage zero to twenty forty to sixty and sixties or fourth stage, we recognize with your platform y'all, Donna, glorify, y'all, speak on what it is. And then you tell dudes like I tell them, is your end game of dad n game? Yeah, because nothing comes, nothing comes from bullshit but death. That's

all it is. And that's all I've seen. You know, whether it's Los Angeles, California, Compton, Cleveland, on how Detroit, Michigan, in Brooklyn, New York, if you played gainst the games, you wouldn't get received gangster prizes. Right. If you're telling me we can't smoke what we're doing this show, well, you know what, if you're gonna smoke, I'm at the end it out. He's just gonna make some more work

for me. But it's all cool. We can we can't we we can't condone cigarette smokes to the youth out there. You know we're a positive show, James. We can't be out there telling him the smoke cigarette. Somebody might look up to you and start smoking cigarettes. I ain't gonna tell ain't gonna to him. I've been smoking camels since I touched down in the county jail eighteen years oh, seventeen and a half. And I've been smoking camels that month along. I didn't smoke before. We we we we

We only got ten and fifteen more minutes. So so you'll go to take your smoke breaking a manute. This is what I will saying, and this is what I want to see right now, and this is what I wish everybody was listening to. You are not my enemy. He is not my enemy. The average coming white man is not my enemy. But if you pay attention to what's going on. I saw something on Instagram the other day. It was a kid there was about three or four

years old. You know that picture, that thing I sent you, James, that little boy, Yeah, he was breaking down the a K forty seven like breaking down, like really breaking it down. Four years old. And I looked at it and I said, you know, we are here shooting like we in the movies, sideways and stuff. You know what I mean. I can't hit nobody. I saw one time I was um, I was riding down on an imperium. I saw two dudes out in the gas station going on and they popped

at each other. They wouldn't know more than eight fiefs of each other, they both missing. Just you know, I'm probably don't hear everybody else around, and they having with it. But I'm just saying, we're sitting up there playing games. They are getting prepared for us. They're getting prepared to take us out, and we are not a quick to deal with it because we spend too much time online. Bullshit. Yeah, well let's look at it like this norm. They're getting prepared,

they but they should be doing it. We should be doing the same thing they're doing. We don't have time to teach, especially our own kids, how to survive or protect self when it's time. Now the time has come, and trust me, the time just coming where they're gonna bring their ass in coming. We ain't ready because half upus, like you just said, don't know how to use a pistol. Half of us don't know how to load that a k and you know, get on. You know, we saw that.

We saw that example first seeing James. I'm not gonna say the kid's name, but remember we was up in the studio in Hollywood. Man, he was up in the mansion. Yeah, and um day up in there, man, you know, shout off to the little homies. Man, they up there are shooting dice. They got about two or three hundred thous on the table brow and I'll tell you, I'm not exactly wating James to tell you they got all this money. So I hit one of the little younger brothers. Man.

He was from all the town he was from, I think, um Atlanta, right, I said, bro, check this out. You are here in the Beverly Hills, man, but you don't. It's some real motherfucker's in here, and you don't know who was in here, and you're flashing your money. Though, I said, be a little bit more cautiously where you at, because I said, I know some names. Right now. I could make a phone call. It'll be a dude coming here with a twain too. The smack me and he

had just to make it look good. Lay me on the floor, laverybo the four get the cash and be gone, right, and if anybody resists to try to show forth, they're gonna be gone. They don't need a planet. And he's not playing. He don't need no big fancy gon. He come in here with a twin two or three. Hadn't lead everybody down, big homie, I got this something. He pulled this stuff out the thing right, And I said, man, sometimes there ain't enough, brother, I said, I don't see him.

Dudes go away with it than they end right, you know, with their eyes open and they pistol in their end. I've seen it, so you know, he telling us what he got. Okay, he's not listening, right. What do we see maybe a month later exams, where do we see online get too down doing the same thing, gambling? You know, I guess the street camera cott He out there gambling. Man, they get into it. Everybody scattered. He grabbed that gun he talked about. You see him playing with it. He

don't even know how to shoot it. He try to shoot it, don't do nothing. He trying to play the thing who walked up just like I said, with a little bit. He three, but I had a nine on him back back back back back back back that said, he gone, yea. I try to tell him all the time, just because you have a gun. I mean, now, I got shot twice in this stuff before I didn't even put my fire on out. You understand what I'm saying.

I got to hit twice, and then by the time I came up with it, I got hit the third time. Then I was able to exchange. So just because you got it don't mean nothing. I just was gifted from the creators to still be, you know, because you know in James, you and him and Bride know this way better than not. Doe, Dog, you don't see it coming when somebody is coming to get you. It's not like you're sitting up here waiting for him and anticipating. I'm prepared for when he hits the corner, I'm gonna hit

him from here. No, you don't know. You could be with your daughter, you could be with your wife, you could be with your kids, you could be in a movie theater. All it takes for a nigger to see you and say being go, then that nigga go right there and come next even more something to you. This is what happens. Man. A lot of cats talk that good ship, that what they do and how they know to use a pistol. None of that ship matters until bam,

it happens. That's when you see the panic. I don't see Niles get up on the motherfucking cars with pistols, but they this this shooter is whoo whoo. Everybody don't possess that. Everybody don't have that in their motherfucking hard to be that nigger when it when it happens. When it happens, you got a nine in your pocket, but this motherfucker using the salt right or thinking that your ass something is just lay down in fold. Everybody is not ready for that part of the life. You could

talk that ship all day, but when it happens, everything changes. Man. The world is spending and something just don't come out of that that that swirl. No, they're not for that. What I don't understand about us man and and and these brothers be on that. I try to tell him, look at my story. I'm not talking about the negative part of it. I try to tell him, like, look, man, and and I'm not gonna going to what I have, but I come ome in the pandemic air. My first

job was separating thesis. I was throwing up for two days at the job, but I knew what I had to do, and I went to a halfway house. Now I live in Apply del Ray. I can run up the street to the beach. I can ride my bicycle, women walk their dogs at three o'clock in the morning. I've never had a job. Now I work sixteen hour days because I'm chasing the bags for other purposes which

I'm not gonna go into, but I'm making is. I try to tell dudes, Man, if you take a dude who's never had a job, who's been in prison the vast majority of his life, who's really can get disability checks because of all the bullets in and he's working, he could do what I'm doing, And why can't you?

But you want to sit on the corner smoker blunt and have a car wash when you did when you could take one day off the blunts and the liquors and pay your life insurance for the month and leave your kids or your mom is something the burial plan. It's a little change. If I can do what I've done at my age in such a short period of time, and just had an ankle brace that removed in July of last year. See, I came to Texas right after

the ankle brace that was removed. James, Yeah, you know, and do what I did did I'll beach other to do it. I don't hear no experiences excuses. I don't have no sympathy. It's just like when I was in prison. A brother be leaving the job, he won't take nobody to the man and say, hired my two home boys that are brothers. But every time a Mexican or white boy left, they bring five dudes and say, hey, you know, I'm going to Paroke, and you hire one of them.

And it's the same thing on the streets. We don't have no engineering jobs. We don't we want to go to construction sites to lay around. We can't wait to drink some beer and lunch. You know that's our problem. Man. You know, these dudes grow up with gadgets in their hands, so they already still prepared. They're already cold and prepared. Exactly. That's the message. I'll be trying to see it, man, Like, don't beat me homie, you know, and you're exactly right.

And that's my message to everybody out here. And I think I've been in California since eight right, so at this point I've been in California more of my life than I have been in the higher right. But tell them how much money did you come out of here with? I came out here with fifty dollars in my parker. I didn't have it. I didn't come out here man with with no silver spoon. I had a mission. I just knew. I see one thing about it, Cleveland, Ohio was really to get them. If anybody has ever been

to Cleveland, Cleveland is together. I'm from the ghetto. You know. We don't do no game banging up there. But it's still plenty of shooting and killing it going. But we're not into the game banging thing, right. But we will tell you this. Those cats know how the white folks I'm talking about the supremacy this and know they let it be knowing who they are. I grew up seeing those white supremecy offices with the flags on, with the Confederacy flags on them and everything. It's still on the

West side of Cleveland to this day. So I come from different eras where if one of those was walking down the street and they could be the same size as me, swallowen up and everything, swashter this don't make body and everything. They go call you, watch your name and let it be known. If you want to fight, you can fight. They're gonna say, what a deal. So I've seen that side. What I wish the brothers out here would do. I'm not saying we gotta be all

coom by yaut with each other. We better start respecting each other though, because it's will come a time where you going to lean on your brother. And if you think I'm playing of a conspiracy theorist, just go look at some of these videos. They don't there. These people are getting prepared to go to war while we're sitting up here. Bullshit and net is stupid. You're right when you come at us, we're not gonna know what to do.

And I see I see it too, because one of the areas I work can I work in uh was predominantly them out of van eyes, you know, And so yeah, you're right. I see certain things, man, I see I see openly tattoos or certain things. And because I know how to read tattoos. I see the secret, little secretness on the tattoos, you know, from prison, you know. And I see these cats when I go into places of business and their sleeves the road up. I mean, like, damn,

this do work here. But he's letting it be known what he represented. But he's letting it be known to those who know. Yeah, because if y'all noticed this man that, they're starting to get a lot more breezing. I'm talking about the racist right. And see, these kids aren't just unloading on these servilians for no reason. It's somebody giving them instructions to cause chaos. Somebody is instructing these people to do things right. And like James said earlier, they're

gonna come to comfort one day. They're going to come along beach one day, They're gonna come to wats one day. When you be prepared, you know how to you know how to destimate your own brother, you know how to destroy your own brother, you know how to destroy your own community. But yeah, when it's time to fight for that same brother in that same community, are you going to be prepared? Or are we gonna stay on the same dumb ship? Are we gonna stay stuck because it's

embarrassing to me. Man, is that all these guys acting the food are forty five years old enough? We have not matured as a people. We have not grew up. Are we supposed to? We're still acting like the fourteen years old. Well, we have yet to understand our own kind and and and and what our struggle really is. I'm not going all the way back to Harriet Tepman. I'm talking about our hood days. And we got to understand that our ship is built around total different ship

that what it is today. Back then when we grew up, I'm doing our game banging times we couldn't stop the killing. We couldn't stop and just bag away and just okay. This is that because we had other elements and bolved in our situation that created the war, that made the war continue to be what it is right now. You know what I'm talking about. And the same people you speaking of today wouldn't allow a truce, wouldn't allow uh someone not to be killed in six months, Boy, we

ain't had no gang activity went down six months? Bullshit? Because I ship we're gonna call you got the executioners, you got the band didos you got the vikings, you know. I mean, I remember at the peace treaty we were shooting dice and the Nikolasons and lap D wrote up a bus yeah, and we gave it to him and that was one of the participants. Yes, statue limitations of fun y'all. And I was one of the participants that

gave it to him. Some of them been involved in that got picked up and handcuffed and unhand and got released in the wrong neighborhood and not to car Yeah, you know, I had, I had those experiences. I had. Unfortunately I was still a functioning dummy and I shot to one at our peace treaty in Carver Park, at

Corver Park. And then the next day I was in a long beach and the sheriffs who don't come to the long beach pushed right up in the Carver the Carmelitos and said, oh, by the way, bright Off, thank you for shooting. Do that. The peace treat it ended it. It did not take me to jim So you know, yeah, I don't bite into the conspiracy, into the facts, and that's what it is. It's not a conspiracy because what we don't do is we don't like the news, right.

We don't do researchtion we look at alternative stuff. We look at people online pretty much. And right now we live in the area. It's all entertainment, right because people can say anything. I can come on here and say I'm a millionaire. I can come on here with a bunch of fake money and some cars. I don't run it and give motivational thing. Yes, if you believe in your mind you can achieve this greatness. You can and

you can have a bunch of people following it. Because see, we're looking for hope, but we're looking for hope in the wrong places, and that the wrong people. We idolized the wrong people right now. True, and it's really gonna be to our detriment. It's gonna be to our detriment. See, I don't think none of this stuff is funny. That's why I don't get in games. I'm gonna tell you something come from the heart of racism, my love black people, because all that's all we got. We gotta click up,

We have to click up. We had to stick together. We would get our ask for and then and then people ain't weak. It's not like you're thinking they're weak because they can get the swow. They're doing everything, They're going to shooting rings. They're ready. Helps ain't even enough shape to get in the fight right now. Can we sit around and smoke too much? We even drink too much beer all damn day, drink too much liquor all day, so we're not we're not ready. Yeah, you good from prison.

Unity only happens in prison to a certain extent. Not out of here, dudes, to cut you off real quick change, And I apologize, but I try to tell dudes, and just our sitting, you have so many commtent crips going at it with each other, and you have so many content parties going at with each other. But when your dumbass go to jail, you and that CC rider car and you're in that p funk car and you and

jail for killing his homeboy. His same homeboy is one that got your back for the rest of your life in that joint, and you can they're killing this homeboy and your same CC riding that you end up killing when you hit that yard. And then they say, well, I only sell me up with my own and it's that content cripp in there homeboy, and you killed You're going in the sail with me, right, so it doesn't

make any sense. And then that same dude that killed that dob Wou on the other side of the tracks when you go to jail, and then it's one of them wars. They're not gonna say, well, he's a part rue and he's a cryptin and he's in here for killing this or he's a blood. They're gonna say his ass is black. And you're walking down two five years with two life that mean you gotta die and come back a live and don't do the other life. And you're in the same dude that you and here for

killing one of his homeboys. Is your ace boon coon in here? Right? This is see? This is see. I think instead of him doing stories on these these these programs of like they then fifty one ops, which was the most foolish thing in the world, and they rode car replaces. Somebody got killed in Chicago. He was telling on your stuff that they need to dote one goales, But I got five seventy five years and eighteen I'm gonna I got fifty. You know, they need to road

call their names. They need to do like that of how many goes you know what it is. The black male in this country has become capital for the prison system. Right of course, every one of us to go to jail. It's profit. We're like a can of soda. We are like a can of pepsi. Right now, let's lock up him as we can. Uh. We don't care if they're innocent or guilty. We want to lock him up because it's about money right now. We are capital right now,

We're worth a lot of money to them. So the more of us they can lock up, the more money they can make me. The guy in the conversation was one of one of my homeboys, which just did uh he did thirty three flatten. He's pretty well established at it what he does for a living, right, and he's in charging out the nonprofits of things in the wordabal community. Shout out to you, l V, and I would saying, you know, I never stayed out of prisoners long and

I'm doing the right thing living as a civilian. You know, I came on this time instead of an ex con or X feeling. I came home as a return to citizen. You know, it's a big difference than that. And when I was telling you I worked sixteen hour days. And I told you I'm insomniac. I worked sixteen hour days because I have a short range goal. I came on from prison with a two or three and five year plan,

you know. And so you you right, man, it's a big profit man, because how much money a bo giving the state at a cost to the taxpayers of nearly sixty thousand dollars a year to house. So that's a lot of motherfucking money, man. But I mean, I guess I'm one of the lucky ones. I've been out of prison this and ain't seen another one. But I got thirty three years, thirty four years, ain't seeing the prison,

ain't going back to prison. And please believe, man, and please believe you've been at home that that long change and this force is out that is trying to convince you to go back to prison. Yeah, my d six nine six six seven, that was my number. It's four years off that he wants you to go back to prison. Bro, they can't make me go back to prison. What do both of you think of this? Already investigated and find

out what happened. Five weeks ago, a federal agent called my son, because we have the same name, my son's career military A wrong person. My son called me and gave me the guy a number. So I called the FBI just make sure that this was legitimate, and then I contacted Asian. I hung up and called back. This man said, I have firearms that when I initially was called that doesn't have nothing. They cleaned cleaning the border hell and that I can come get my firewarms. And say, man,

I'm on federal probation. What you talking about? He said, we're cleaning up. We're cleaning up and closing old cases, and on your case, we recovered these firearms that were brand new, never been fired. I said, man, fuck, you go to hill, don't call me no more. So I called someone I know and they said, yeah, they wanted you to come pick up them guns, and they was gonna wait for you and lock you up and give you an exceleible firewarms even though they were my guns

that I had bought under dubious circumstances. But they were cleaning in the boarder, healthy, weren't stolen, and they were the guns that I initially, because he described him, I initially had in two thousand three when I caught this case. How so yeah, you want to lock me up? How dare you? Because I was preaching a message on certain platforms or telling the kids, man, don't be me. Man, you can be this man. You could be a cold you could be a truck driver, you could be an engineer.

You can go start off making eighteen dollars nineteen dollars hours doing this. And I was pushing that line for two weeks on certain platforms and of from the FIS to come pick up guns. So you fit the criteria. And I mean every Mexican black white would understand what I'm saying. Every black man that had a voice or has a voice of today, they have locked up. So they came to hear that voice no more. Either they

locked you up or killed you. So it's not healthy for a black man to to have knowledge and speak what's true. And people followed. Name a black man that didn't have that knowledge from start with Martin Luther King before him. Look where they at. No, I'm gonna tell you exactly, and I'm gonna keep on saying that man, there are forces at work that won't a lock, that won't both of y'all lock back up, not just y'all me If they could. I don't have no record, don't

have one cluing cleaning the bill of health. I have never I don't have no smug on my name. You can't see because I've never been involved nothing. Stuff I did, I gotta wait with have sense enough to stop doing when I did it right. I'm gonna tell you right now what's going on, man, And I'm gonna tell you all this right now. We are dealing with a lot

of scary things right now. There are people, the forces at work that wanted, like I said, see people locked back up, right and see people destroy, see communities destroy, right, And it's a lot of our own that's in coclusion with these people. You have to read between the lines of stuff. The beginning of goddamn time, man, exactly when people putting you in positions to where you go to prison for the rest of your life, your people setting

you up. You have your own homies want that bag you got that will take you life for that motherfucking bag. I ain't blaming the white motherfuckers for this ship. We heard ourselves. So what we gotta do is be reconditioned to understand what we're doing to each other. You feel me and social media just made it even worser because they say, do this to that motherfucker, speak on this and bam and then you get paid for you See, I'm gonna tell you what it is. I'm gonna tell

you what it is, James. We have to to reach the young because a lot of us have been programmed already the way we funked up some of these dudes that's forty five, fifty years old, they've already been programmed a certain way, so they're useless to the cause, right, So we have to start with the younger people and invest our time and resources in the youth. Knowing what but you would see now we're about to be argumentative.

What you're saying, I hear you. But the youngsters grew up of seeing the ship that we did, the chaos that we did. Now, I mind you, I got nephews and shouldn't never been gang bangers, but they are with it because of something can start because of what they see. Some some cats start because of what they heard. Some cats start because of my uncle. My cousin was this nigga. So they got all different types of reasons why they

start this goddamn ship. But to be programming. They really got to see what the fun is going on and what bride Dog is telling you. Don't wait till you get my age pitcher. These little niggas gotta see the struggle bride Dog. The ship that Marm James went to to be James McDonald, I'm an old motherfucker that wouldn't even say other or say the word God, because I believe that was a sign of weakness in my ship.

I couldn't be uh contradict myself going to church, but getting out there with my pistols show that motherfucker's so I couldn't live that life. It was only one motherfucking world I was in. But until you realize what were you in? Like I told you, I ain't been to prison in thirty three years, thirty four motherfucking years, because I understood in prison what the old cast was telling me. Nigga, don't get out there and disrespect your mama. Do whoof

the whoop? Because one fuck up gonna bring you back in here. And every bitch that I had that said, don't negat you will be back in prison. Now, I'm just nigging that. Oh I got something to prove. I got some to prove. Now, mind you, to day I walked out of prison and came home. She'll Night was at my motherfucking door. They're got my set up right there they go. They would have dip away my motherfucking

dog right there, and I'm fighting people. I'm jumping on motherfucker's I could have easily went back to prison, but when I when the light bulb went off. Fuck this. It's better ways than doing this than just being up front out there like that. You're going back to prison now. The pheasants in our ship because she'd Night don't listen. See, we gotta understand and stop blaming everybody else for our bullshit and be accountable for what we do. I ain't know.

I ain't worried about what that nag could do, but be accountable for our ship. And I don't give a funk what the nigga say about James McDonald, But Mom, James got me to this point. Fucking in your ass, nigga, if you felt that way, you got twenty years and fun with me. Now I would have I could accept all this bullshit, my nigga, if I'm living that life, if I'm in the streets called me a motherfucker rat while I'm a gang member, I dare you. Let's do this.

Don't talk to me after twenty years. Don't come and put some bullshit out of here and do what you wanna do. I ain't living like that. But if you want the war and you want to smoke what they called it today, let's do that. Let's do that. Let's be gang bankers. I'm a gang banker. I'm a predator, so I could have I could come at you, and I can accept this ship because I'm in the hood.

Now you gotta Now, you gotta be that nigger. But what I'm saying is, man, we gotta attended to our own bullshit and and we gotta be accountable for what we do. That's when we're gonna if we don't get if we don't think like that, and we don't get better, like like what's going. He wanted to tear down every nigger that is becoming a household name, every man that's

becoming a household name. Like Bright Dog said, he ain't doing Messican his white boys and whoo the whoo whoo, He's doing his own people that they have that same struggle, this struggle that he's in right now, James, I'm like this man, A first can fix themouth to say anything right. I was in the fans man, I read the Homies paperwork right, and if I had to go to nobody got through on my watch, you know, like that. But the point I'm making is people could throw all kinds

of things around, but you have nothing to substantiated. Okay, I waited twenty years to come home to bring paperwork home on one of my homeboards from my hood, and I brought it home and I gave it to the Homies. He had three secret meetings. So when the person make allegations, if you don't have nothing to back it up, you file, not the individual, you're file. So I don't bite it

to that kind of stuff. But the thing thing that that that pisses me off, that just piss me off, is we constantly you on social media and attack good dudes. We constantly you on social media and attack dudes. Is trying to do something for generation now, right and to fer the agendas, you know, because I don't know nobody that's a multi millionaire that could be on social media seven that has businesses and artists and y'all know, I'm talking about I just don't That just doesn't add up

to me. I don't know. Nobody is always bragging about money. They have a set for a broke person or person who's never had money. Seeing I'm gonna tell you what the problem it was. Man. The whole Internet is an illusion, right,

it's allusion. People look at it for entertainment. Um, A lot of these stories that we hear are frogs and name I'm talking about even though major outlets, like when you see these things about somebody sitting with a cartail leader, there's nobody in the mixing tell this is gonna let you come down and interview him and put blindfolds on you and ship all that ship it's fake. Sure, Like we gotta start waking up and look at it what

it is. If those people are very covert and the way they move, they're not gonna take you today, especially down there mix so they're not gonna let you come to guy picks down and stuff is fake. Right, But yet we're so stuck on stupid that we believe all that stuff. Right, Yeah, we believe everything that we see, right, we leave everything that we see. Now you have to look at the situation for what it is right. All of these guys are being entertained right now, right everybody

is about the entertainment. I can say something about him, I can say something about you, right and people are going to believe it. What we what we need to do is we need to wake up and smell the motherfucking coffee. See. Another thing we need to do is those guys that are advocating all his madness about us, we need to expose him for who they are sort of public and just like, okay, I can't deal with him because of what he is, because when you look at him, man, this is what each me of. Man.

This platform should have millions of viewers to me, because this is a platform by us for us. It doesn't just speak on the former lifestyles that we let speak on the variety of topics. It speaks on positivity, speaks on things in our community. Right, But they get pens who would take if we allowed it, if we were reactionaries, if we were functioning your literas. They put MARB James right here today and say, so, what do you think of Brian d Man? You know he was a creep

man back in the day. He did fuck him and then tomorrow they'll have me on that same So there's your pen. And these dudes let them lead them, and they let them get all these numbers that capitalize off of them and throw them out like yesterday's trash. And I don't understand we we flocked to them instead of flocking to our own. We should have that old food ball analogy for us by us. The Gangster Chronicles are for us, by us, you know. Oh yeah, you know.

And we're a positive show and we're still doing we're doing. Actually, YouTube is just like a platform that we use pretty much to get our show out there, used to bring our audio is crazy, man, Like we got a lot of people to listen to our audio. James has spent his own down. Um you and what we call the Matrix, Yeah, Danny Pros, Yeah, because see like like like you said, James, you know, I'm just you know, to the artist. It's like I'm saying, it's really to the brothers and people

of color, Millane. You don't have to flock to people that don't look like you to get your message across, right, that's true. Poems man, you have platforms of variety of people. Man, you know you know that that you can go to you go to the hood post Me, go to Reading Low, you can go to the rose Can traffic stop with your slick new thing. You go to Gangster Chronicles. You can go to my show Urban Realness. You can go

to variety of shows. You don't have to let people that don't look like you use you and spit you out. You come to get chronicles. Man, it's not everybody that has a following. Is somebody got some concrete to say that our community everything about gang bang But for us, that's our foundation. By being our foundation, we speak on to try to deter you. We speak on this show you like, if we could do this at our ages right now, thank what you could do? One year old?

Two year old? It's gonna people that don't look like you and saying if my ops, if the whoop, the whoops, and after whoop the whoops and put yourself out there. Why this dude is getting numbers off your perfomer right and if you don't know the step and fetching is a step and fetch you to you generation now is to do that? It's a boss or Stephen from Dadjango. Y'all know who he is. Stephen for django for people that don't look like you and come on a platform.

Even if you don't get along with the dude, they're gonna allow you to a certain degree to say why you don't get along with that dude? Right, they're gonna ask you why they're gonna glorify you saying, oh, yeah, I'm gonna knock his homies down, but they're gonna say, why are you gonna knock his own? Okay, we're gonna respect where you from because we've been there is a rerun to us. Y'all be talking that stuff about you, O g s you. Oh, here's this y'all. We ain't soft, right,

that's stick. We got games that you don't know how to play and take it too a whole different level. Well, some of these catt is getting the picture because some of these youngsters is going to jail for a high one and when they see they ain't coming home. You see them in court crime, So you know they really got to pay attention. I think a lot of these

junctions need to watch first forts. Yeah. I think a lot of these little cats they need to start thinking like this, what if you have so many neighborhoods out here and all of these cats just ceasing the funk shooting at each other. Put the guns down to just people, all these neighborhoods, and motherfucker is able to go and do what they do instead of have to sneak through

and slide through. And just think where we would be how easier it is to make money and for ness should have you got a dispensary that stops all street sales of Maryjuan of right, they can go to the dispensary and do it. Craig Okain ain't going to where it used to go, So your hustle is pretty much fucked up right now to day. That's why home invasions and snatching, grab and all that ship is working the day. It just took it to a different level that youngsters

of the day of making money. It has it's changed, we all know that, but just imagine that if we didn't have to go through that bullshit. And you can take this social media ship and use it for some rude ship, just like you were saying, we're not thinking where it worked best for it, Brian. We think it that quick buck, but so many of them. You on five different drugs, man, I've watched them take a Zanni bar, an ecstasy pill, a Molly deeper stick, smoke a blunt

and drink some honey and say I'm cool. Now they want all the same time. And then they used the meth, the European drug. All so many brothers on that, and now they started to mess with the hero because they're going from the Zandy bar, which is a downer, to the hero. I've seen this, and we were on the generation synthetic drugs. But it's not taking nothing from because I smoked sum. I don't judge nobody. I smoked cigarets for thirty four years. I smoke sere in eighteen years.

I spoke five packs of camels a day in my last two years of smoking. You know that was a hundred cigrettes the day I smoked. You know. So, I'm just saying that we live in a generation is so screwed up. Yeah, we dropped the ball, but with I tried to explain the generation. Yes, we had all the shootings in the eighties, but a lot of people think it was because you were blood and I'm a creepy. Wasn't that? It was if you had the riety. Nobody can encroach on your game right out from that, you know,

right there, they part you out. I know mine it went out a couple of times. My internet went out, but I was good to kept your going. I'm signed, man, Yeah, I cut my phone off. But all I'm just saying, like in the eighties, everybody thought we were shooting a bank bang. They don't understand if the Carver Parks are constantly shooting up everybody over here, that's meaning you can't come two blocks into our territory over the up a

rock house. It's no longer like that it was. It was emulate the old What did the old gangsters do that we all want to emulate. They shot up territories to keep them dudes from selling bootleg on Fifth Street when they're down there from fifth Street to fifteen Street. They don't want the twenty first streets to come from fifteenth to fourteenth to take their territory. That's the eighties was about. People think it was a gang bang, and I think yes it was, but it was a criminal structure.

Now there's really no criminal structure left because the drug added coach. Right. And it's our job though to say what we're saying on these platforms. But the point out that, hey, man, you're gonna be that hero went attic in two years, You be that method fetter me the head in two years. Right, you know they don't get that, man. And then this is the one thing I hate about today's society. Man, he didn't tell on me. I'm getting money. I'm gonna get money with him. You were in the street, the

dude who you said, tell alone me? What would you think would happen when you get caught? Right, that's the popular saying out there. He didn't tell on me, Man, business business zone me. So we live in a society of the streets is corrupted, they are polluted, but it's still man, and I applout both of you to the extreme. Still can't give up and give up the oh't know, you know, And I'm gonna tell I don't. I don't plan this year. I don't know. I'm done after five years.

I'm giving five years to the community. Then I'm going to see the world if the creators allowed the live that long, right, it's crazy. Man. Well you know what, Man, we appreciate you coming to the show. And this is the first many things. Actually we're gonna talk you know me, You and James need to have a powerwall dog about the other stuff. Were talking abou bout definitely get stuff and you get stuff tight and really just you know, put on the display. But we gonna talk about that

later on. We talked about that, you know what I mean. Oh, for the people that don't know, what's your social media dog as Urban Real is hosted by O G. Brian Dean, that's day and there it is there, it is right there and we're on y'all. We hook y'all next week for a few days. All right, one, alright, one still man appreciation for sure, all right,