Ladies and gents, it's corporate MILF back from a very long-awaited hiatus. I'm even more nervous to talk with you about the subject that I want to share tonight then I have been as I have been in talking about these super taboo and very typically private subjects. It's something I have been wanting to share for at least over a year and a half, which has been this long journey of transformation that I have taken on. And I could tell the story for probably hours.
And I actually want to Fast forward to not telling you about all the sort of trials and tribulations and things that I went through, but more that I started to see that there were certain things that would happen within the processes of creating change in your life. I'm going to get right into this and I might be ranting tonight. So buckle up, baby.
All right? Whenever you're starting to create change in your life, what I have found is that, for example, if I want to lose weight, I will typically come to a point of discomfort with where I am. And that is the catalyst that sort of creates the momentum or the, the sort of like the change that I want to make.
Or I mean, it could, it could be like for anything going on in your life, like usually like change comes from something in a place that's like way more of a devastating place where like you literally are faced with, you are faced with having to seriously confront yourself on what you're doing because you're so displeased with the position that you're in that you're actually forced to create change. That's kind of the place I'm talking about now.
I think that some of the things I've learned from being in those really deep crevices of being really backed into a corner and really having to make some serious changes, those are the those the big lessons from those. That's what do I apply to like some of these other things around creating other changes in your life. Like like if you want to get in shape as an example, assuming we're in this place, there's like 2 paths that we can go.
There's the backwards path, which requires things around forgiving yourself for where you're at. And I could go into that path, but that's sort of like looking even deeper. I want to actually take you like a little bit forward in the path right now. So you find yourself in a position that you don't want to be in. The first thing to do is to ask for help. You have to speak out loud what it is that you want. Now, you can take this in a lot
of different ways. You can take it as you're communicating directly with God. You can take it as you're asking the universe for help. You can take it as you're asking a friend for help. You can take it as I'm hiring a personal trainer to help me with my workout routine. You're identifying an area that you actually want to change, and you're with your tongue, with your words, speaking out loud. Now, that's a whole other thing I can talk about, which is that
your words cast spells. And I will go into for it for you at some point, how to really, really look at the words that you're saying to yourself and how to really start getting much, much better at casting spells for yourself. Because if you don't know how to speak into the universe, what it is you want, if you're still speaking negatively out loud, then you're just going to get the negative outcomes.
So if we're talking about manifesting and creating change and we want to create the best outcome that we can for our situation, speak out loud with intention the direction that you want to go with positivity towards lightness. First step is asking for help. Now within that, there's a deeper practice around creating your spiritual alliances and making sure that you have the trust in the unseen.
That's a whole other topic. I'm assuming we're there, but I guess I need to talk about that in the future pod. Again, we're going to move forward on this because these are the main steps that I think are required to create true change in your life. Number one, ask for help #2 it always comes along with letting go. There is always something huge that I have had to let go of that has created the space for something new in my life.
Now, when you have some a space in your life, this is when you have to be very intentional to invite in what it is you want. Otherwise it could be so easily that space could be taken up by a lot of other things if you let it. But we're manifesting the best case scenarios for ourself here for 2026. Y'all right? So we're thinking about the best cases, asking for help, letting go, speaking with intention into the universe, what it is that
you are you're asking for. Now there's a whole other language there that I think that you can develop over time with your spiritual alliances, no matter whichever religion that or you know, spirits or ancestors or whatever that you communicate with. I think that all of those things have value because it creates a trust in what I understand to be
a higher power. Whatever the entry point is into that higher power, I think we can all agree that there's value across the board for people to be able to reach higher into a place of love, which is what everybody says is on the other side of an NDE. The love that is said to be God is think about it like a spectrum of light to dark. Think about light as God as love, think about dark as Satan.
And then there's every single thing in between and there's every single emotion in between, and it's all kind of connected through the spectrum. So as you reach up towards love and light, however it is that you can do that, I believe there is value in that. The next part is to be so clear on what it is that you actually want. This is how you begin to manifest. If you can see very clearly the vision that you're working towards, then you can really start to embody it.
You can very easily set up a program to actually get you there. Once you're at that stage, it's not that hard to actually bring what it is that you want into your reality. What is difficult in this stage is getting through all of the different ways that we mentally put obstacles in our own way in order to get what it is that we think we want. And I think that this is really the difference between being able to actually get what you want in life and where it is that you fall short.
I'm going to give you an example that I hope will be relatable for you guys. I was chatting with my personal trainer. She's basically my therapist, although she is like, no, I am not certified as your therapist, but she gives me aha moments every single time we work out.
So it's like church over there. And anyway, she was saying something about like, you know, you need to start to go for guys who you're attracted to. And I had this like repulse, like, you know, I was in my man hating moment and I had this like repulse moment. Like, I'm not attracted to any of these guys, you know, like, I'm sorry, I, I was in a little bit of a moment, OK, But I actually do love men.
OK, I love you guys. It's just that I felt a little let down and I was sad and I was upset and like, no one was coming to save me. And I just wanted someone to save me. But you know, I this is the thing when someone doesn't come to save you, I think that's simply God saying not yet. This is your moment. You still have more work to do. I want you to save yourself here. But I was still like crying
inside, I'm not going to lie. So I was having a moment of being like, I'm not attracted to any of these guys. And then I started to realize, Oh my God, maybe maybe the reason why I'm not attracted to these guys is because I don't personally, or I have not in the past, had the confidence to go for the guy who I really wanted because I was insecure and I didn't think he might want me. I had that realization.
So as I've dug deeper on all of these different topics, as I've done this deep introspection and rewiring of my ego to basically go in, dig it up, figure out what it is that was going on. I rewired it the way I wanted it to go. And I have a resurrected as the queen that you see before you
today. Anyway, I have a new view on this now and I have a new strategy and I'm going to actually give it to you right now, which is I think the strategy at this point should be really like when you see someone who you are attracted to, actually make the effort to say hello to them in person. I think everyone would feel so much better if that kind of came back to life.
First of all, I think going for the person who you're actually really, really attracted to and like making a real loving effort toward that person. I realized for myself how toxic I've been for the last couple of years, even with the way I've even been dating, because of how much I got screwed over in my previous relationship and just how high my walls have been up. I knew I was being a little toxic or maybe a little manipulative, you know, because I did want the upper hand.
But I guess I just now became confident or healed enough in myself to be able to start letting that down a little bit and giving a little bit more of my love without without being scared of being hurt. That's what it is. I am now far more confident in my ability to overcome hurt in many different ways than I ever have been in the past. And part of that is learning how to express myself with my needs and desires, with my relationships, in particular my
partner. That has been a huge area of growth, I think for me as a testing ground to be able to express myself for what it is that I want. And in a way that has been received by him in a loving way that hasn't been in a way that stonewalled me or shut me down. And that's been very healing for me now, through expressing yourself and having emotions, there's this whole process of
completing a cycle of emotions. One way to handle your emotions is like if someone's yelling at you, if you are one of those people who has the ability to completely stone face somebody and completely block somebody out when they're yelling at you, like you can hear what they're saying but you're not reacting. If you have that power, listen to me. You are so incredibly powerful and I loved your gifts. I love your gifts so much and you will continue to hold that
gift. The other side of that is allowing yourself to cry when the person is yelling at you. Allowing yourself to say something back, allowing yourself to stand up for yourself. Allowing yourself to hear what it is that they're saying, but saying in your head, that's fine. I don't agree with you and I don't just blindly accept what it is that you're seeing as part of me, as part of my identity.
In other words, if someone's yelling at you and they're saying, hey, you're whatever, I don't even want to say that. The bad words on the on here, do you automatically think, Oh my God, I am. I am bad in whichever way that they're saying. Do you take that on? Do you take that on yourself? Do you accept that as truth? This this too. OK, number one, it's OK to hear what it is they're saying and to do the self inspection to find
out if that's true. It's another thing to take that on as your identity and to feel bad about yourself. And then the next part of that is to remember to come up with the positive sides of it too, and to stand up for yourself and to say, you know what? In this case, yeah, you're right. But you know what? In this other case, no, you're wrong. And here's why. Learn how to stand up for
yourself, especially the women. Coming back to being a motive, if you're unable to be a motive in some way. In other words, can you cry, scream, can you dance, can you lift? Can you somehow release this emotion from your body? It's possible that those emotions are being harbored inside your body and those stresses are sort of building up over time within the tensions.
It's like it's never released. So think about those tensions that I'm talking about in your body as things that need to be released. This is one of the things that you can let go. How many things in your life can you let go of? How many self criticisms can you let go of? I just let go of one that I think I carried for like 20 years.
I just realized it. I just realized that I let go of it like a few months ago through a path of acceptance that I actually experienced from these interactions that I have on my other platforms, which I've given me such incredible insights around acceptance that I needed for my own healing. You know, everyone in the world looks at this as like these taboo things that are just still S work is so bad.
Is it, is it, or is it exploring the human nature and exploring the healing and gaining the understanding of all these experiences, these unclosed loops that I've had in my life because these interactions have been so healing for me. And I do hope that I can bring those to life for you, for any of those of you who would benefit from that same kind of healing now on the path toward your manifestations. There's a physical process to this also.
And this is kind of why I'm bringing up this stress cycle here, because as you move through something, you may find that you have a physical reaction to it where you bubble up and you scream and you cry and you let go of the stories that you've been telling yourself. And you face the fact that this is gonna be hard. And you're gonna and it's, it sucks and you're super upset and it sucks so bad, and you're crying because you have to face
this. That is a physical step toward bringing in what it is that you need on your path. I literally just had this exact experience over the course of the last month. I've been inside a transformation. I have received, I believe the last key that I need to capture this third goal of 2025 that I have that is set up for myself at the beginning of the year. I did succeed in completing my first and second goals of this year and this is my third goal that I'm reaching toward right
now. I do keep certain things private and they are only my most coveted and most important strategic operations in my life. And friends, once I complete this operation, I will tell you all about it. Today my Jason Love BBC collab did drop on my Only Fans. You can find that at the Real Gym Queen and I'm sorry to say my TikTok lovers, my corporate MILF name was banned. They didn't like it anymore so it is now The Real Gym Queen. You can also find me on Instagram at the Real Gym Queen.
Goodnight my lovers.