Ladies and gents, it is corporate MILF. Back with another episode tonight I'm going to be giving you another perspective about face sitting and pussy worship and what kind of state of mind it will put the man into. I'm also going to walk through a sexy text chain and decode it for you. And I think that this is going to help the guys start to see how an alpha is able to position himself and then also, of course, how I am perceiving him.
So I hope that this helps you guys to open up your minds to these phases of connecting with somebody for the first time and gently making them aware of your desires and of course theirs too. So I'm going to pop over to the text chain here and kind of go through it for you. Now this is with someone who I did connect with on Instagram.
And the reason why this is interesting for me is because within the space of fandom, of course, I've had men explain to me many times their desires around face sitting, pussy worship and all the ways that they really just wanted to, you know, worship a goddess in the past. And I don't know that I fully had wrapped my mind around the
power of that. And now that I'm having this connection with this person who I'm attracted to, I guess the difference is, you know, you have all these people saying like, hey, I want to worship your pussy. And it's like, cool. But like, I'm not going to like just do that with anybody, you know what I mean?
So it's like hard for me to get my mind into a place where I can kind of take in the power of it. But in this case I am taking in the power with every fucking word he says because this man has my attention. So we start talking and somehow I must have asked them. We were on Instagram now we're on tech. So like I I'm kind of missing that the the lead up here. But I come to find out that he likes my ass. So when he texts me, he says, oh, hello, this is your new seat, check in.
Now he's really planting seeds very slowly with me because I don't think that he knows my full background. He doesn't know that men have told me like the sickest shit. So I've kind of like heard a lot of things. So it's like, it's not going to scare me to hear it, but it's, there is a difference between hearing it and hearing it from someone who wants to do it specifically with you and like
you want to do with them. So anyway, he's like, yeah, I'm, I'm watching your ass videos on repeat because at this point all he's seeing is just like kind of like the same stuff that I post on TikTok, which is like my gym workouts. OK, So he had said before, oh, I could scoop you up really easily, hold you nice and sweet, or I could just grab you, throw you over my shoulder and snack your ass while I carry you to where I want. So there's two sides of this
That's so fucking hot. OK, so there's holding you nice and sweet, like to be held like a like a little, you know, cute animal like that he just scooped up and grabbed is like so hot. And then having a man like carry you around like he's totally in control and you're just there to play around is like really super hot. But see, I'm picking up on like the Super small things that he's saying right now because we're just starting to get to know each other.
So he says, I want to snack your ass while I carry you to where I want. Now, I don't know that I would have really picked up on the significance of that before, before I understood what an incredible desire that is that a man may have to eat your ass. And I just sort of pick up on that. OK. So I sort of like, leave that moment there. And then he says, I'll be fantasizing about losing all my breath, which tells me that he likes to get smothered.
So not only does he want to kind of do dirty things, but he is also saying here he wants to get smothered. That is different. That is different. So I'm, I'm not going to pause here. I'm just like scrolling through and kind of like trying to pick up on all the nuances here. He's also describing how, oh, oh, I asked him, like, what are you thinking when you're up there? Because I think this is like a huge fear for women is like, all right, fine, I'm up there.
Like, let's say I'm sitting on your face or like, whatever. What are you even thinking about? Like what's happening in the man's mind? He says if you were up here and I was looking at you, I'd be thinking many things. My eyes would be going up and down your body, looking at every curve and muscle, memorizing every inch and getting turned on as my mind started to wander.
Then I'd be thinking about how bad I want to RIP off those skin tight pants off you because I'd be so curious to see what kind of thong you're wearing. And I'd be praying you just came from the gym where you got a hot and sweaty. So while I eat that thong off your body and chew on it like bubble gum, I could taste all of your juices and smells. So again, we're just beginning to get to know each other here. And what I'm picking up on here are a couple of things.
So he's saying that I want you to be coming directly from the gym. And So what that tells me is like, so there's a lot of guys who would just like prefer you straight out of the shower, like they might be a little nervous to smell you. This guy, he wants to smell me. He wants my body odor. He like, wants to smell every single part of me. And then he's talking about chewing on my thong like bubble gum, which says to me like, he really, he's really into this. Like he wants to taste the
juices and the smells. So like he's kind of setting the tone for what his desires are. And I'm loving this because this is a huge one for me. Like if I'm going to be with a partner, like the my fucking worst nightmare is like being with someone who's like not into me or like maybe they smell me and they're like turned off. Oh, that's such like a like for me, that's like horrifying, right.
So I'm basking in the delight of this here because what it's telling me as a female is like, I can just relax. Like, I don't have to be perfect here. And in fact, he likes all of me for what I am. And like, that makes me feel more fully accepted. So that's like, huge to me. I love that. So anyway, so so again, we're kind of getting to know each other here. And he's like, do you like lingerie? I'm like, yeah, I love it. Would you like to show me what you like?
And he's like a good answer. And he's like, how can I do that? And I said, well, you should definitely take me lingerie shopping. But until then, screenshots will do. Says, oh, man, this is bad. I'm hanging on to every word you say like a little schoolboy, you're dangerous. And I absolutely love it. Says I'm definitely taking
lingerie shopping. Now what what I've done here is I've planted the seed that I do want him to take me shopping and that that would be fun for me, Although I'm not telling him that he has to do that in order to see me in lingerie, which I do say that to plenty of guys, right, because it's like, which barrier are you going to make them jump through in order to be with you? He's like, you keep telling me what I got to do to earn your attention.
So he's like, you know, picking up on it and he's like, Oh my God, how you single? Are you smoking hot? He's like, do you do you intimidate men? And I was like, maybe he's like, are you not used to being with alpha man? And I'm like, no, I'm not. I was like, but I'm ready now. So the thing that makes me interested in him is that he's fucking jacked. First of all, he's huge. He's gorgeous. Like I'm extremely attracted to this guy.
But the, the tone and the conversation and like what he's coming at me with right now is what's making me very attracted to him. Because you can also like chat with a guy who's like really hot and they're just fucking dumb as bricks. And they're so fucking boring. And they're like, hi, I fucking hate that. Like when guys just send me a note that says hi, God, it pisses me off. I'm like, you're wasting my fucking time and you're not interesting.
Well, anyway, he is interesting. So I'm kind of running you through this. You guys can learn a few things and up your game. So he's kind of saying, Oh, this is interesting, Like I'm not used to being in the vicinity of dominant woman, you know, because I keep kind of switching on him so he sees that he can't fuck me over. That's kind of the point. And so I basically just say like we're talking about how I'm like whatever, hooking up, right.
So he says I was saying I was going to dominate him and he's like, well, I'm skeptical. I'd certainly like to see you try to climb this mountain like a spider monkey and get me to submit. But I have a feeling my natural instincts would kick in before you knew it and I'd have you on your back as one of my hands pins down both your wrists above your head and my other hand Fernley around your neck, letting you know I'm about to have my way with you.
Unless you're able to sit on a sit and smother my face first. In that case, you'd own me. I'd be yes ma'am, ING and every other thing that you said and wanted. So here he's telling me two things. He's telling me how incredibly powerful it is for him to be like teased with my pussy and to like have me sit on his face and like how he would just be like completely incapacitated if I did that, right? Because he's like, he's like,
I'm going to dominate you. But like, if you sit on my face, like I'm literally not going to be able to do anything. But then he's also saying I'd have you on your back as one of my hands pins down your wrists. So you're you. OK, Let me explain this. So you're using body force, like body physicality as the point of dominance.
And so like, you can tie someone up, but I actually think it's hotter to be physically dominated because I'm being physically dominated with the man's strength, and it's his strength and power that turns me on specifically. There's a time and place for bondage, and we're going to get
there. But right now, Oh my God, like this, that's probably like the first and easiest thing that you can kind of bring into the bedroom is like kind of these little tiny things that you can do to assert yourself. I do feel like this is a ladder. Like I feel like if you just go in hot and heavy and you're like wicked rough with somebody for the first time, like you might fucking scare the fuck out of her. OK, Like it depends on this
chick. Like I feel like at least for me, like there definitely is a a process of trust that is built with each other through the small acts that build up overtime. So even you can see like with these cuck fantasies, like I do feel like we're kind of trying things in like a process that makes it, you know, OK. And I feel like I am so cautious because like I will just like dip my toe in like 20 times before I'm like, OK, I'll put my heel in now. Like now I'm comfortable enough
to try this other thing. So for me like to be dominated like this with a man's power holding down my hands and then with his hand around your neck. So the way to do that guys, is so like if you have your hand around her neck and you're pushing forward and like if you push down on the front part of her neck, that's not great because that's like blocking her
airway. And I don't, I don't know, I don't, that's kind of fucked up. I think like squeeze from the outsides, like so, so squeeze the outside of her neck kind of in, but do hold her up and off. Like I hate when it's like a barely squeeze. It's like I've just placed my fingertips over your neck. It's like you fucking pussy fucking squeeze, right. So you do kind of have to strike a nice little balance or it's just not going to have the effect that you want to have on the girl.
It's like, fuck, can you fucking just do it? All right. So now I'm like completely lost within these fantasies and I'm like, wow, I'm totally lost in this fantasy. And I said, by the way, I won't have to try to make you submit. I'll just do it. And you'll be so lost in the pleasure that you won't even have realized that you're mine until you can no longer speak in your frozen and subspace. So here I'm addressing his sort of desire to have me own his face with my pussy.
And he's like, Oh my God, that actually happens. Like, like, that would be fucking crazy. But I'm rooting for you. And I was like, now I'm rooting for myself too. He's like, so basically you Moonlight is a professional Dom. You have a slave tied up in your basement right now. Question mark this one. I was like, OK, I was like, how much of this has, how much has this guy been stalking me up into this point? This is this is where I'm like, OK, how much does he know about
me? Like, does he know that I'd do some fandom or not? Like, or is he just picking up on like the things that I want to do to him? And also he's like, do you have a slave tied up in your basement right now? But he doesn't know how real that is. Because first of all, guys send me messages every day asking to be my slave, the record. But I've had detailed conversations with people who
wanted to do this. I had a guy who wanted to come and remodel my house for me in exchange for me putting him in a dog cage, naked, tied up in my basement. Which by the way, I have one side of my basement that is finished and the other side is scary as fuck. It's like dark concrete. It's spider webby. There's bugs. And he's like, I'm like, what do you mean? Like how long? I'm like how long you want me to leave you down there for? He's like, whatever makes you happy.
I'm like, what the fuck? So he's like, so you have a basement. You're, you know, a, a slave tied up in your basement right now. And I'm like, well, there could be anyway, so let's continue. I'm kind of like going back and forth with him now about how thinking about the weight of his body on me pinned my hands pinned with his hands around my neck. Like I'm kind of just explaining to him how much I would love
that. So for me, that feeling of being like totally powerless and dominated by my man with his full weight of his body on me gives me such a release. It gives me so much comfort. It gives me, it like makes me want to cry with happiness because it's like the one moment in my life where I can just pretend for a minute that likes like I don't have to do this shit by myself. You know what I mean? Like someone's got my back. Like that's the way it makes me feel.
He's like I'm thinking about that skin to skin contact. And I was like, you'll love my skin. It's the golden sheath. He's like, of course it is. A queen is always wrapped in gold. And I'm like, oh, I'm flattered because, you know, I love gold and I really do believe that my skin is gold. And he's like, now, now I have him wrapped around my finger, 'cause he's like, wow, I could listen to you talk all night, read all your words over and over. I'm craving you. Keep it coming.
You got me hooked. And so I'm like, you look pot as fuck. And so I asked him to send me this picture and it's like just his chest, like laying in bed. And he's like, I'm not going to explain what he's wearing because I don't want I don't want this man to be detected yet because I want him for myself. But his chest is out and it's got like the perfect length hair of like, first of all, let me just say guys don't turn me on very often.
They don't, they don't. It's so hard to be turned on by a guy. But this guy is doing it for me. So I sent him a picture and it's like a really hot pic where like, like I'm covered. Like I'm wearing a tank top and you can fully see my nipples through it. And I'm kind of like leaning back a little bit. So like, it's a really nice view of the curves of my tits. And he's like, wow, beautiful. And he's like, I'm not even a boobs guy, but yours are perfect. I was like, you're not a boobs guy.
That sucks. But I'm learning, I'm learning here what turns him on and I want to fucking know everything. And he's like, I'm an ass guy. And I'm like, OK, so like the next morning by the way, like while this is happening, I'm also learning something else through a different event that is occurring in my life. I'm learning something about
pussy fetishing. So the next day, so basically like the way I'm trying to bring you up to speed with this story is that here I am sending here I am sending pictures that I think are hot of like my tits, OK, But like they're not out. Like they are covered. The nipple is covered. You can see the outline of my tit. And I'm like, yeah, this is so hot. Apparently I could have done more. So so I'm learning this and I'm learning OK. He's he's an ass guy. And so I was like, I'm a little
disappointed. He's like, if you want me to tit be a tits guy, then I'm a tits guy. Your tits are really beautiful and sexy. They're perfect. This bookshire is turning me on like crazy. I want to suck, lick, kiss, bite those tits all day long and night. I want you to smother my face with those tits till I pass out, then grab my Dick and squeeze. Now he put that in quotes because I had told him I was going to do that to him earlier.
And two things here. One, I'm learning that I need to up my game with my pussy and ass pics because the tits pics aren't really the thing that he is like going crazy over. But that's OK right? Because we're warming up to that moment, but I'm also seeing here that he wants me to smother his face with my tits till he passes out and let me see if I can kind of bring out the nuance there for people.
There's a big fucking difference between when a guy is like fumbling around on your fucking tit like he has no fucking clue what he's doing. He's just fucking like squeezing it and shit and like doing random shit that doesn't feel good. And like someone who wants me to literally stick my nipple in their mouth and press my entire fucking tit onto his face and to the point where he can't fucking breathe. There's a difference there.
So now I'm like literally losing my fucking mind because now I've been texting with him and I'm like really turned on by him. I'm like genuinely lit up so far by this conversation. And at the same time, I'm not having sex because my man and I were kind of in this fight and I hadn't had sex in like a week. So like, the thought of this guy being like totally into doing all these things with me is like literally, he's like a fucking dream. He's literally like a fucking
dream. So he sends me a screenshot of something I said to him and I'm going to reread it because the reason this is important to me to see these little things is like it's giving me hints at what he likes. So he says this is my quote to him. I said, by the way, I won't have to try to make you submit. I'll just do it. And you'll be so lost in the pleasure that you won't even have realized you're mine until you can no longer speak in your frozen and subspace.
He's like, I'm going to print this out and hang it up like a poster. Probably the sexiest, sexiest text ever. I don't even know what it means, but I love it and see like that. I love that because I love a guy who's just like kind of can joke about it a little bit, you know. So anyway, then I'm sending him pictures and it's just basic stuff like literally just me and a hoodie me like at the gym. And he's like, I could get lost in those eyes.
And you know, I'm sending him about like my, my workout, just like really basic shit. And then he's just like, save those panties and feed them to me after you left. And so now at this point, I am separately in another event that is going down in my head. I'm revved up. I am literally on a fucking high right now because of two other things that are going on in my life. And I have this man who is recently come into my life because I have been considering a new partner.
So my eyes have been opened now. And so this isn't like just bullshit like I am actually texting with this person because I'm interested in him but meanwhile I am like literally losing my fucking mind over here because I'm so fucking horny. It's been like a week and it's not like any week. It's also with the energy combined of I may have lost my current sexual partner and I need to find another partner
immediately. So not only am I sex starved, I'm sex revved up from these events that are occurring. And anyway, so so the next thing I say is I'm like, all right, I'm getting worked out because I'm putting myself back into that moment. I was like, what's something nasty you fantasize about with me? He's like, how nasty do you want it and how honest do you want me to be? And I'd say if there's any time for you to say something nasty in this, this is the one.
And I want to know your true deep down desires, not something that's made-up or fabricated is something that's truly coming from you. I want to fucking know your darkest desires so I can hold it over your fucking head. I didn't tell him that, but anyway, he said all of the following would require you to be raw, fresh out of the gym. Lick the sweat off your feet, taste all of you. Lick the sweat out of your ass. Piss down my throat. I'll drink all of it. I want to taste all your juices.
3 and honestly, all above. You can sit on my face all day every day, and I'd be the happiest man alive. He's like, those are the first three things that came to mind, but I'd legit do anything with you. I want to make your fantasies a reality. I said, oh, I'm very interested in all of that. He's like, so for me, the nastier the better. I didn't want to go too far and scare you away. So let's dissect this so you understand how I'm processing it
on my end. So first he says raw, fresh out of the gym, again making the point that he wants to smell my actual real scent, The scent that comes from like when you've been walking around during the day and like your hormones are starting to mix together with like, the sweat that's coming out of your body and it creates this unique scent for each person. He says, lick the sweat off your feet. I'm thinking, oh, that's interesting. OK, I know he has a pussy fetish. I know he loves my ass.
I know he's not really a tits guy. Like obviously he still loves my tits, but like he wants to lick the sweat off my feet. See he's a foot boy. He wants me to piss down his throat. I'll drink all of it. I want to taste all of your juices. So that's fucking so hot. So like what's so crazy? If you go back into my Q&A, one of my Subs had asked me how I feel about this and at the time
I did not have a good answer. But hearing this guy who I would like I'm really into want me to piss down his throat is so liberating for me because it's like saying I accept you for everything that you are and I want it and I want to be completely covered in you. Like Oh my God, that like literally it makes my heart so happy. And then he's like honestly all above you can sit on my face everyday and be happy as me alive. So that tells me like no time limit.
I don't have to rush with him, which is something that I like also like gives me a real release and it like makes me happy and it makes me just like want to cry because like it's like such a deep desire and like these desires are usually mingled with like some kind of trauma or hurt or whatever. And everybody has like a different, you know, hurt. But for me, it's like so many years of not being desired.
And even though I walk with confidence and I know I'm desired now, and I do have the incredible word is, but I am lucky enough to have sexual intimacy now, which I do find to be like an extreme blessing. I don't know where I was going with that. But anyway, OK, I want to get back into Oh my God, I said so anyway.
So now I'm on the edge of my seat because there are events happening outside of this as well and I haven't had sex in a week and I'm actually starting to get like crazy over here and I'm like can you fucking start naming dates? So now we're just like now we're flirting. But he hasn't asked me out, which is starting to piss me off. OK like he hasn't said this is the date I want to hang out. Like can we do this?
And I'm like what the fuck? So anyway, I'm like, I got a lot coming up so you better start naming dates. And he's like, I'm trying to get back there but he doesn't name a date until like fucking couple months away. And I was like, wait what? I have to wait that long and he's like, I'll see if I can come. Before I was like fuck, I'm like fuck. I'm literally like now I'm fucking freaking out.
Like my entire body is like actually like shaking from the inside out because I'm like, I'm like I'm not going to be able to take out my sexual fury on him. Like I'm like, fuck, it's like not happening soon enough. And so, so I said, so I said, regardless, book me in. I'm going to kill you if you don't come see me sooner. And he's like, yes, ma'am, how are you going to kill me? I'm curious in the details.
And I was laughing my fucking ass off because again, this is something I would not have picked up in the past. I would not have picked this up. And so let me describe this for people who have not sat in the position of being a dominatrix and hearing people's deepest, darkest fantasies. So many men want me to literally beat the fucking shit out of them. They literally want me to fucking strangle them, beat them up, kick their balls.
Like really get at it. And if you're fucking lucky, I'll tell you a story about how I did that one night to a man. He said it was the best fucking night of his life. So anyway, he's like, how are you going to kill me? I'm curious in the details. And so I'm laughing because I'm like, OK, now I'm starting to get the picture. Like he's being very subtle. He's being very, very, very fucking subtle with what he's saying, but I'm picking up what
he's putting down. And I was like, ah, you do like it rough and I'm here for it. I've never yet been able to unleash my full theory on anyone. And I tell you that right after I told you how I did beat the fucking piss out of that guy. But what I'm referring to is a little bit different. It's my real fury. It's like my real fucking fire that I want to breathe down someone's throat. I was like, we have a wrestling session. I want to beat you up with
everything I have. And you just laugh and take control. So now we're just like laughing back and forth. And he's like, yeah, no, you can definitely take out your fury on me. He's like, he's like just curious. Like what? He's like, tell me all about this built up fury that is so desperately dying to come out of you. And I said at this moment, it's literally screaming inside my entire body saying you need to get fucked right now. He's like, Yep, OK, cool.
Multiple wrestling sessions, lingerie, blah, blah, blah, blah. So like, literally that day I happened to get a delivery from Miri Mir, which is this really beautiful luxury lingerie that I had just ordered because I'm having a photo shoot soon. And so I show him this lingerie and he's like, wait, what the fuck? Like because it's really hot. And it's like, how often does the girl you're talking to just happen to get like at the perfect timing, a delivery of lingerie?
So I'm showing him this because I just want him to be like, wait, what? And then I switch and I switch because I can see what's happening here, like looking back, because I can tell I've now sort of because of another reason, had an emotional drop. And I said, there's something you should know about me. I'm going to tell you something about what turns me on. And then I want to hear something about you. I said I love starting slow with
very gentle sensual touches. It drives me way more crazy to have that almost there type touch then full on in the beginning because it makes me just beg for more. I said do what you must with that information. And so I'm not going to read through his whole thing, but basically he's like, yeah, OK, So like I'm painting the picture here that like, even though like I can be dominant and he likes to do all this stuff, like pussy worship and all this stuff.
You know what I fucking hate? I fucking hate like, rushing. I hate rushing to the point where it's like all hard and vicious and like, you know, in the movies when like, they just attack each other and they're kissing all hard and stuff like that. That's no, no, I'm not starting that way. I'm not starting that way. Like you need to fucking love on me a little bit. You know what I mean? No, like I want to feel loved.
I want to feel both. So meanwhile, he's kind of pulling back his energy a little bit. OK, so we've had this like kind of, we're kind of like warming up here, like hot and heavy. And I'm like learning something about what turns guys on because of a different scenario. And I'm sort of testing this out on him. So he's like, yes, so I passed out and like whatever. I'm like, I fucking hate that when they're just like. And so I was like, I will get your attention.
So I sent him a full body pic nude. This is the first time he's seeing my nipples like anything. But you can't really see my pussy in this one. Like it's a top down photo. So it's more pussy. I mean, it's more boobs and pussy. And then he's like, yeah, loving this. And then I send him like a real lame picture of my ass that's like, I'm fully covered. Like fully, fully, fully
covered. But then I'm like, fuck it and send him this picture of me fully nude, like looking like I'm sitting down, like as if I'd be sitting on his face. And I said, should I hover or give you my full weight? So now I know I've got him. I'm like starting to get him here because I'm getting closer to his fantasy and he's like full weight always. This is an all caps. He's like every day every hour. God I want you so bad it hurts. OK so I am starting now to get him where it fucking hurts.
I'm also in a revenge mood at this time, so I am definitely being edgier than what I would normally do. But you know when you get me at the right time and you just never know what I'm going to do. So I take this picture of myself where I am fully leaned over with my ass completely up in the air, like in front of a mirror in the way that the picture is facing is like so you can see the front of my body and you can see my ass and my pussy, but it's not really that clear.
It's like a little bit, it's a little bit far away, but it's definitely like fully implied. And she he's just like now freaking out and he's like replying to us like this is mine. I'm going to eat and lick it all, all that. Like he's like, I need it daily. And I was like, good. And so like then he did something that like really made me fucking so happy. Oh my God. See, this is where your trauma can like really play into how you like get addicted to your
new partner. And by the way, for a while, I didn't let myself get addicted to anybody because I just got so hurt from the previous one that like, I literally couldn't, I couldn't, I was like, so fucking, I was like on the edge every day, like about to cry. But I think I'm at the point where I can get addicted to somebody again. So he did something that really impressed me because the guy I had been dating before, he never claimed me. He never introduced me to anybody.
And Oh my God, fuck. It's like I was like, so I was not in my goddess power, OK? Like basically the entire way I lived that relationship, I was like learning. I was in a learning phase and I was not confident. And this man played me like a fucking fiddle. Like a fucking fiddle. Anyway, the one thing I wanted him to do so bad is I had wanted him to put a picture of me on his phone so that everyone could see.
Like so basically like he was boasting like who he was with, like he was proud of me, but also like I could claim him in that moment. And so he literally said, your ass is the most perfect thing I've ever seen. Please God, let me worship that, he said. Now the question is which one of these picks do I make my home screen background? He offered me the thing I had been begging another man to do for me and he offered it to me. But it was like, it's not just anyone.
It's like he's the guy. He's the fucking guy who I want to do that. Like he's the guy who I'd want to have do that for me like that. Like I feel so good about them. So he then then he sent me a screenshot of me actually on his home screen as proof, as fucking proof that he did it. And I was like so, so happy about that. And I was like, please keep that on there until you get caught by somebody. By the way, the picture you put on me was like fully tits out.
So it would be like him getting caught with tits on his phone. And I was like, you know, I love that you're a big, strong, fierce alpha and watching you melting my energy. That's what makes me horny. Like, that's what makes this really fun for me because it's not really fun for me to like fuck with a guy who's like really like I can fuck with him so easily. Like, what's the fun in that?
So he liked that. And The thing is, is all these little seeds I planted do it on purpose because I want him to know this is the thing. I want him to know that the dynamic we are creating here is not about me dominating him. I want to know. I want him to know that I look up to him because he's the alpha and the reason why it's hot for me to dominate him is because it's him. So I'm really kind of explaining this to him, which is like my
ultimate fantasy. Like even though I do all this weird shit and dominate guys, for me it's like the like if I dominate them like my ultimate fantasy is like for them to find a way to then like then take control back from me. So like my ultimate fantasy as a Dom is to be dominated. So like I'm ultimately looking for an alpha guy. I know that's ironic because like a lot of like betas will come to me because they want me to Dom them. But by the way, it's not just betas.
Like that's such a, that's such like a basic way of looking at it because really like everyone likes to be dominated. And in fact, the more alpha you are, the more dominant, the more you probably like to be dominated because the less it actually occurs in your real life. So it's like a really fun release for you.
Oh my God, so he is. We are going back and forth here quite a lot and there's actually so much more to this, but I'm actually going to pause on like that part of the thread and just try to very quickly weave in something for you here. As I am having this experience, this exchange with this person who I am genuinely attracted to and who's like everything he's saying is like lighting me up in real time, I'm able to more fully embody what it must feel like for him and also for me to
have this experience. Like so for him, he's explaining I'm like, what does it feel like to you when I'm sitting on your face and he's like pure bliss. Like it is such a release for him. And like just being able to like literally be allowed or told like you have nothing else to do right now except stare at my pussy like that is such a release in a fetish for him. So now I'm starting to understand. And so he's fetishizing my pussy. And you know whose pussy I was
fetishizing at the same time? The little goddess and training who my lover was fucking at the same moment. The story thickens. I'm going to pause there, my friends. It just keeps getting better and better. As always you can find me on TikTok at Corporate MILF only fans, at the real Jim Queen Instagram, at the real Jim Queen X at Fendom Jim Queen. As always, you are not allowed to come until I do.