In our first episode of 2025, we return to the End of Seeking Podcast to share reflections on our evolving spiritual journeys. We explore the power of surrender and the recognition that everything in life — both ease and challenge — is an expression of the divine, guiding us toward deeper wisdom. Through themes of inclusion, resistance, and the transformative nature of suffering, we examine how awakening moves beyond neutrality into a full-hearted embrace of life’s richness. Martyn shares insigh...
Mar 05, 2025•1 hr 11 min
In this episode of The End of Seeking Podcast , we reconnect after a brief hiatus to explore themes of transformation, spiritual cycles, and the profound power of presence. We reflect on the importance of stepping into liminal spaces, and discuss the spiritual resonance of sacred locations in West Wales, including our experiences at St. David’s, St. Non’s and St. Govan's. Together, we delve into the transformative practice of pure attention as an act of love, drawing inspiration from mystics lik...
Dec 11, 2024•56 min•Ep. 37
In this thought-provoking episode, we explore the profound concept of surrender on the spiritual path. We delve into how the practice of surrender evolves from a conscious effort to a natural state of being, addressing the common misconception that surrender means ceasing to exist or act in the world. We discuss how awakening reveals the divine nature acting through us, dissolving the illusion of a separate self. Our conversation touches on the role of meditation and other practices in purifying...
Sep 18, 2024•59 min•Ep. 33
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Aug 07, 2024•1 hr 11 min
In Episode 34 of the End of Seeking Podcast, we discuss the importance of 'showing up' on the spiritual path. We explore how persistence, patience, and earnestness are crucial for spiritual practice and inquiry. The conversation delves into the necessity of dedication and aligning actions with stated goals. We examine the concept of sacrificing lower pursuits for higher callings and the challenges of taking risks and stepping into the unknown on the spiritual journey. The power of self-inquiry a...
Jun 26, 2024•55 min•Ep. 34
In this episode we discuss the concept of "amor fati" or the love of one's fate, as proposed by the philosopher Nietzsche. We explore how embracing all experiences, past and present, with acceptance and love, can lead to freedom from suffering. We delve into the stages of awakening and enlightenment, which involve recognising one's true nature as pure consciousness beyond the personal identity. The initial stage is often marked by a gap or glimpse beyond the clouded experience of phenomena, wher...
May 29, 2024•58 min•Ep. 33
In this episode we discussing fear and its relationship to intuitive knowingness. We explore how we can identify our internal sense of guidance and discern when fear is clouding our judgment versus when we are receiving clear intuitive signals. We discuss tools like Human Design that can help locate one's intuitive authority. While fear is a normal emotion, we talk about how it should not be interpreted as guidance. Intuition provides a pre-rational sense of yes or no that we must learn to trust...
Apr 17, 2024•1 hr 7 min
In this episode we dive into the mystical path and what it means to embrace the "wildness" of spiritual awakening beyond rigid traditions and structures. We discuss the seeming contradictions between non-dual teachings and the devotional love for divine forms like Mother Mary, and how the mystic path holds these paradoxes. We reflect on the pain of leaving behind spiritual communities in order to surrender to our own unscripted mystical unfoldment, offering insights from our journeys into findin...
Apr 03, 2024•46 min
In this episode we explore how in our daily lives we often struggle to truly meet others and be present with the full breadth of their experience. Consumed by the chatter of our minds, we miss subtle emotions, sensations, and the depths of our inner lives. While pleasant feelings are easy to embrace, difficult ones are often avoided - yet suppressing strong emotions leads to suffering. True growth requires extending beyond our boundaries into the unknown, which can trigger fear. But meeting ours...
Mar 20, 2024•55 min
Welcome to episode 29 where we're exploring some obstacles on the path to spiritual awakening. How expectations can often cloud our perception of the obvious. We discuss how these expectations can lead us astray, causing us to bump into our own assumptions rather than see reality for what it is. We discuss how aiming for future attainment can be a strategy to avoid the present moment. We also explore the paths of the householder and the renunciate, observing that enlightenment is not reserved fo...
Mar 07, 2024•1 hr 17 min
In this episode we discuss the motivations behind why awakened beings can feel called to teach. We explore how wisdom naturally emerges during awakening. We note the seeker's unwavering focus on ending suffering and uncovering liberating truths, and talk about the concept of the "two-turnings," transitioning from inner exploration to outward engagement after liberation. We discuss how our ability to connect with others depends on our ability to explore our own depths and how contingent identitie...
Feb 29, 2024•1 hr 3 min
Today we discussed the place of faith on the spiritual path. We talked about Pure Land Buddhism which is a faith-based Buddhist school. We reflect on the difference between the idea that “there’s nothing you can do” vs “there’s nothing you *need* to do.” The role of self-effort. Can one short-circuiting practice? Progressive vs sudden awakening. We explore limiting ideas regarding what’s required to awaken. And notice when Life says “hold my beer!” Every part of your life experience is “your way...
Feb 14, 2024•1 hr 3 min
In this episode, we explore the power of direct experience over intellectual knowledge, that there are profound teachings to be found in the fullness of the lived experience. Life itself is a constant teacher. The solution to global problems? It starts at the individual level—discover your true nature rather than trying to imagine and bolster an unsustainable identity. We discuss "bootstrapping enlightenment" and the value of an eclectic spiritual path. We caution against comparing spiritual pat...
Jan 24, 2024•1 hr 19 min
Glad to be back for 2024! This week we talk about the many different aspects of silence. How to cultivate a relationship with silence and recognising that the experience of silence is bliss. We acknowledge that sometimes one needs to traversing the ‘gunk’ to get to the silence. We touch on St. Teresa of Avila’s mystic ecstasies and how extended experience of high-intensity ecstatic bliss can take its toll on the physiology. Bliss isn’t a peak experience but a fundamental quality of being itself....
Jan 17, 2024•1 hr 6 min
“There are so many different ways of doing this work of holding space and guiding & supporting others. And so many ways of awakening to our nature and integrating and embodying that fully in the human expression that we are. Infinite ways of Being. If I could ever impart anything to anyone - it is to trust YOUR way.” In this episode we discuss the quiet joys of a Winter retreat. We explore the notion of “Do what thou wilt”; who is the one who wills and what is the “true will”, and how these ...
Dec 21, 2023•59 min
In this episode we discuss issues relating to sharing creative work. We talk about the demons of doubt in the creative process and reflect on not letting others' judgment hinder the truth of our creative expression. We discuss viewing one's work as an offering to life, recognising that it's a gift from life itself. We talk about the idea of letting go of outcomes and simply offering it up, relinquishing control and attachment. We also explore the secondary nature of words during Satsang, recogni...
Dec 06, 2023•1 hr 3 min
In this episode we delving into the vital “descent into the heart” and embracing the felt sense of our experiencing. We discuss that sometimes nondual teachings can inadvertently neglect the richness of the pre-conceptual felt reality. We explore the challenge of meeting life's afflictive experiences beyond thoughts, discovering tools and language to navigate this uncharted territory. We touch on practices like softening, opening, receptivity, and curiosity as ways to meet the felt sense. We use...
Nov 22, 2023•1 hr 12 min
This week we explore and discuss the power of conscious relating and how it supports awakening and ever-deepening integration and growth. In particular we explore our own relationship of nineteen years and how it's served as a crucible of profound spiritual insight. Hope you enjoy. Imogen’s website - beyondimogen.com Martyn’s website - martynwebber.com Get full access to The End of Seeking Podcast at endofseeking.substack.com/subscribe...
Nov 15, 2023•1 hr 26 min•Ep. 21
In this episode we explore the concept of living a life in service to something greater, surrendering to the flow of existence, and finding one's purpose through trust and intuition. We discuss the importance of not comparing oneself to others and instead, trusting your unique expression and what you're called to do. We also explore the significance of identifying your hierarchy of values, your North Star, your guiding light, to align your actions with your inherent highest values. The symbolism...
Nov 08, 2023•1 hr 10 min•Ep. 20
In this episode we explore the aftermath of freeing oneself from the ego's tyranny and the shift in motivations. This post-awakening phase often begins with a sense of absence, known as the doldrums, where the deep inner calling from the true self has yet to fully emerge. While it may feel endless in the moment, looking back reveals a purposeful process of unwinding, rewiring, and rebirth. The episode delves into the challenges and struggles of post-awakening, including detox, integration, and t...
Oct 05, 2023•1 hr 29 min•Ep. 19
In this episode we explore how breakdown can often precede an awakening or breakthrough. That at our lowest point both personally and socially, we find the presence of the grace as a response our crisis. Life/God restores unity and order at the point of maximum breakdown. In fact it’s the disorder that initiates the restoration of order. We see this pattern elucidated in myths, in scripture and in literature, as well as in our daily lives. For example: the Hero’s journey, the phoenix rising, Kri...
Sep 27, 2023•1 hr 12 min•Ep. 18
In this episode, we explore the topics of perennialism vs syncretism and eros vs logos. We talk about the essence of awakening as a profound act of remembrance, and how non-doership shows up in the lived reality of our daily lives. Manifestation teachings are delved into, alongside stages of awakening and the process of purification and refinement after abiding awakening. Also discussed: that truth needs no protection, awakening transcends worldviews, the love of sacred existence, and serving li...
Sep 22, 2023•1 hr 34 min•Ep. 17
In this week's episode we talk about Imogen’s personal journey with Divine Mother Mary and impact that's had on her life and her work. We discuss the embodiment of a heart-centred feminine path of awakening, and the feminine vs masculine approach to awakening. We talk about how our stories are updates and the constant breaking open to all that is, which is living from a broken, open heart, from a place of surrender. We touch on much more: thusness, going beyond inclusion, the balance between tra...
Sep 07, 2023•1 hr 15 min•Ep. 16
This week we talk about speech that emanates from the heart. “Trust and the words will be given unto you”. Satsang is all about the question. What gets spoken in group Satsang is reflective of the consciousness of the collective. We talk about the beautiful energy of Sunday mornings, focusing on the Divine for the day, and the loss in modern culture of that focal point. We explore the question of “is there a spiritual path or not?” Is it just a trope to say there’s no path, or is there really a ...
Aug 30, 2023•1 hr 16 min•Ep. 15
In this week’s episode we talk about the need to sacrifice various short-term distractions and things that don’t ultimately serve us on the spiritual quest. We're called to seek the highest first, sacrificing the lower for the higher. We explore what it is to enter into a prayerful inner dialogue with reality as a way of aligning with the divine will of “let thy will be done”. We talk about kenosis, the emptying out of the person and the union with life. Which brings us to the topic of the Chris...
Aug 23, 2023•53 min•Ep. 14
In this episode we explore the difference between gaining knowledge and self-realisation, and how after awakening, expressions emanate as a flow of the infinite through a body-mind. We discuss how teachings point to the same underlying truth of reality but can be vastly different on the surface level. We talk about the need for a good grounding in direct experience in order to see the commonality of different teachings and pointers. Also, we talk about how different teachings, methods and types ...
Aug 11, 2023•1 hr 28 min•Ep. 13
In today’s episode we dive into the topic of enchantment, wonder, and innocence with life. We explore the initial recognition of "the gap" and how that evolves into the remembrance of our foundational ground. We talk about the different stages of enlightenment, the arising of love and devotion, and how love motivates and shapes the process of life. Enjoy. Imogen’s website - beyondimogen.com Martyn’s website - martynwebber.com Get full access to The End of Seeking Podcast at endofseeking.substack...
Aug 03, 2023•1 hr 13 min•Ep. 12
In this episode we explore the profound recognition that the 'I' thought is the root cause of suffering. We discuss how happiness can be found in embracing reality through letting go of expectations. We talk about the difference between problems and situations, as well as how the journey of self-realisation often leads to the necessity of meeting our shadows. We also contemplate the role of spiritual communities and contexts in our lives, discussing the support they can offer us (or not). Finall...
Jul 29, 2023•1 hr 23 min•Ep. 11
In episode 10 we talked about the benefits and power of going on retreats as a larger spiritual sandbox in support of Self-realisation. We debunked some post-awakening myths, and talked about meeting and releasing reactivity and trauma. As usual much more too. Enjoy. Imogen’s website - beyondimogen.com Martyn’s website - martynwebber.com Get full access to The End of Seeking Podcast at endofseeking.substack.com/subscribe...
Jul 13, 2023•1 hr 27 min•Ep. 10
In episode 9 we discuss Martyn’s recent conversation with a materialist on Twitter about how consciousness is not an epiphenomenon. We talked paradigms, worldviews and presumptions about reality, the consciousness-first view and subjectivity vs objectivity. And much more. Enjoy. Imogen’s website - beyondimogen.com Martyn’s website - martynwebber.com Get full access to The End of Seeking Podcast at endofseeking.substack.com/subscribe...
Jul 09, 2023•1 hr 28 min•Ep. 1
