A home invasion is one of the most terrifying experiences a human can endure. Someone breaking in, attempted rape, and multiple stabbings. This is Leigh’s story. Content warning: This episode discusses sexual assault, drug and alcohol abuse and disordered eating. Resources are linked below. 1800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 18...
Oct 10, 2022•1 hr 22 min•Season 10Ep. 1
Sarah Wilson was a huge media personality she created "I Quit Sugar book” which became a movement. She gave it all up to be a part of a greater movement. The climate crisis. This is a conversation we need to have around taking responsibility for ourselves, climate change, how scary the world really is right now and that there is something we can actually do about it. It's a bit of a departure from our usual episodes but an important one. Follow Sarah on Instagram @_sarahwilson_ and her website w...
Sep 27, 2022•39 min
Nathan was an 8 year old boy when he was sexually assaulted by a grown man. His story is one of abuse and betrayal. He shares it with courage and in detail. It's not suitable for little ears. Nathan's story is extremely confronting. For this reason we have chosen to censor parts of it. The full unedited interview is available to subscribers on Apple Podcasts or Acast +. Content warning: This episode contains graphic descriptions of child sexual assault, drug abuse and depression. Resources are l...
Sep 19, 2022•47 min•Season 9Ep. 10
Today we delve into the mind of a cheater, an adulterer. Danielle betrayed her husband by having an affair for 12 months. This is a surprising tale about relationships, polyamory, and perceptions. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Di...
Sep 12, 2022•35 min•Season 9Ep. 9
Assigned male at birth, Clare's family felt the need to 'fix' her. So they sent her to conversion therapy with an unqualified religious fanatic. It was torture. You can still hear the pain in her voice. Content warning: This episode mentions suicide. For support please contact Lifeline 13 11 14 Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content fr...
Sep 05, 2022•52 min•Season 9Ep. 8
It sounds like something straight out of a movie. Ron was enjoying a road trip when out of the blue he was arrested for a murder he did not commit. And with no evidence and no trial he was put on death row. Ron never accepted his fate and eventually uncovered the truth, that this wasn't just a simple mistake. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra j...
Aug 22, 2022•50 min•Season 9Ep. 6
Last year Brie had a life threatening accident and survived but was left in a coma. Today we hear about that moment in her life, the bizarre things that happened afterwards and what it's like living with a traumatic brain injury. Content warning: This episode contains discussion of drug and alcohol abuse, domestic violence and suicide. Support resources are listed below. For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015....
Aug 08, 2022•36 min•Season 9Ep. 5
What happens if you've got it all - husband, children, career, and then just after your second baby you meet someone of the same sex and everything you know to be true about yourself is turned on its head? This is Sophie's story and it changed the trajectory of her life. Follow Sophie on Instagram @sophiecachia_ Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extr...
Aug 01, 2022•54 min•Season 9Ep. 4
This is part 2 of my interview with Collier - who lost everything when his father murdered his mother. Today we discuss what it's like to grow up with everyone knowing your sad story and what happens when he confronts his father in prison. Content warning: This episode discusses domestic violence including murder. For assistance please contact 1800RESPECT the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at a...
Jul 25, 2022•35 min•Season 9Ep. 3
Collier was just an 11 year old boy when his father killed his mother. And Collier was not going to let him get away with it. This is part 1 of the incredible story of a newly orphaned child's relentless pursuit of justice and growing up being famous for all the wrong reasons. Content warning: This episode discusses domestic violence including murder. For assistance please contact 1800RESPECT the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service. Join the community and go...
Jul 18, 2022•38 min•Season 9Ep. 2
Julia is a Ukrainian woman who is living through war. She's lost everything, her home, her business, even her husband, who has decided to stay and fight. She's got an 8 year old daughter and this is her story. Please note we interviewed Julia with the assistance of an interpreter named Sasha. Content warning: This episode contains graphic descriptions of war and violence including loss of life. Support resources are linked below. Lifeline 13 11 14 Support line for ADF members and their families ...
Jul 18, 2022•39 min•Season 9Ep. 1
New episodes of The Deeper will drop every fortnight - even during the holidays. Here's a little update from Zoe and a tease for the next few episodes coming up on The Deeper. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music AJ Davis - Comms Manager Please DM us your thoughts and b...
Jun 29, 2022•2 min•Season 8Ep. 12
Season 8 has been our biggest season of The Deep yet! Zoe reflects on one of the most controversial episodes - The Paedophile Hunter, the launch of The Deeper, and how it felt to share her own story of domestic violence. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music AJ Davis - C...
Jun 27, 2022•32 min•Season 8Ep. 11
You may have heard of crunchy mums before. A group of people who are passionate about health but it turned into something way more sinister. Laura was indoctrinated into this lifestyle and still carries the scars. This episode may trigger your beliefs about medical intervention, birth and beyond. Follow Laura on TikTok @iamlevelingup Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to reg...
Jun 20, 2022•46 min•Season 8Ep. 10
Today's episode is one of the most disturbing I've ever recorded. Darcy was in a relationship with a sex addict. But it's more than that. His fantasies became wildly depraved and non-consensual. Some of Darcy's story was just too horrific to put on the deep. There is an uncut version. For those who want to hear it, the full unedited story is available now on The Deeper subscription at apple.co/thedeep . Content warning: This episode describes rape and sexual violence in graphic detail, as well a...
Jun 13, 2022•45 min•Season 8Ep. 9
Just before Bobby's 2nd birthday he came down with what his parent's thought was a cold. But within an hour a blood test revealed the worst possible news. He had leukaemia. Bobby's mum Ness is a warrior and one of the strongest women I know. This is her story. Follow Bobby's journey on Instagram @charlie_eddie_bobby online www.bobbyray.com.au and donate through www.gofundme.com . Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus epis...
Jun 06, 2022•49 min•Season 8Ep. 8
Alice is a vibe. A young woman so in touch with her self, body and sexuality it’s inspiring. She's a sex worker. And she loves her job. In fact she’s proud of it! Today we get the nitty gritty of working in a brothel, the men she meets, the fetishes, and also the frightening encounter that left her traumatized. Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit content, drug use, rape/sexual assault. Support resources are listed below. 1800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic a...
May 30, 2022•59 min•Season 8Ep. 7
This is part 2 of Nix's story. After losing her son, Nix life took a turn. Within a week she had a meth addiction and was headed towards a life of crime including being a pimp. The story gets even wilder as she finds herself in jail, and then as an unlikely social media star. Content warning: This episode discusses miscarriage and infant loss, sex work, drug and alcohol abuse, domestic violence, medical/autopsy details, suicide and extremely coarse language. Support resources are linked below. M...
May 23, 2022•48 min•Season 8Ep. 6
Nix woke up one morning to find her baby boy had passed away in his sleep. A moment that changed everything for everyone. The sadness and pure mayhem that ensued is so unbelievable, we had to do two parts. This is part 1 of Nix's story. Stay tuned next week for part 2. Content warning: This episode discusses infant loss, sex work, drug and alcohol abuse, domestic violence, medical/autopsy details, suicide and extremely coarse language. Support resources are linked below. Miscarriage and stillbir...
May 16, 2022•46 min•Season 8Ep. 5
Deni identifies as a non-binary queer person. They are also a stylist, content creator and LGBTQIA activist. Today we explore identity, what it means to use different pronouns, and learn to embrace a world very different to the one our parents grew up in. Content warning: This episode discusses bullying and suicide. Resources linked below. Lifeline 13 11 14 Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800 Follow Deni on Instagram @stylebydeni . Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.co...
May 09, 2022•59 min•Season 8Ep. 4
William is a gigolo, a high class male escort. Women pay thousands to see him. Why? He knows what women want. This is the untold world of a male sex worker. Content warning: This episode is very sexually explicit. Follow William on Instagram @william_taylor_aust and Twitter @Will_maleescort and check out his website www.williamtaylor.com.au Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper . Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music AJ Davis - Comms Mana...
May 02, 2022•41 min•Season 8Ep. 3
Adam Whittington travels the world to save children from sex trafficking. But these crimes can happen right under our noses. This is a special bonus episode where we learn the covert ways predators are finding and grooming our kids. And most importantly, how to protect them. Content warning: This episode discusses child sexual abuse. Resources listed below. Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800. 1800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service Act For Kids to ...
Apr 27, 2022•33 min•Season 8Ep. 2
Adam Whittington rescues children from sex trafficking. He's seen the absolute worst this world has to offer. He doesn't work for any government- he created his own company and does things his own way to help desperate families. It only takes a quick Google search to find out Adam is a fascinating man who attracts a lot of attention for his work. Listen to the story in his own words and decide for yourself. Content warning: This episode contains extreme and graphic descriptions of child traffick...
Apr 25, 2022•1 hr•Season 8Ep. 1
A special bonus episode with multimedia star and critical thinker Flex Mami. It’s a candid conversation between two women that will stretch the way you think about life, vulnerabilities, success and suppressed emotions. Follow Flex on Instagram @flex.mami . Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper . Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music AJ Davis - Comms Manager Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoem...
Apr 18, 2022•55 min•Season 7Ep. 13
You had some strong feelings about this season's guests. Zoe reflects on her headspace during 'that' interview with Spanian as well as Molly and your reactions to them both. It's finally time to reveal what we've been working on behind the scenes. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper . Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music AJ Davis - Comms Manager Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.co...
Apr 04, 2022•27 min•Season 7Ep. 12
Behind closed doors, Sally's husband was the perfect man, she had the perfect family. But things started changing. Sally noticed her perfect life falling apart. Sally’s husband was becoming addicted to meth. This is a heart wrenching story about watching the one you love, your forever person, become something else. How long would you stick it out through hellish episodes of paranoia and psychosis? When would you walk away? This is Sally's story. Content warning: This episode deals with drug addi...
Mar 28, 2022•57 min•Season 7Ep. 11
Rosie Rees is a pussy whisperer, crystal sex toy entrepreneur, and nude yoga founder. She's all about connection to the vulva. Pop in some headphones 'cause this one is going to get juicy and isn’t for little ears. Content warning: this episode is sexually explicit. Follow Rosie on Instagram @rosie.rees and visit www.yonipleasurepalace.com to get 15% off with code: ZOE15. This episode is proudly supported by Modibodi. Visit www.modibodi.com and use code: ZOE2022 for 15% off excluding sale items,...
Mar 21, 2022•49 min•Season 7Ep. 10
One episode with Spanian was not enough. He also has this incredible book out- Spanian: The unfiltered hood life. And that's what this little bonus episode is about. It's an in depth look at his private life, the man behind the tough exterior. Make sure you listen to part one of this chat first because now, we're going straight to where it all started - with his mum. Content warning: this episode discusses extreme violence, drug abuse and child sexual abuse. Resources are linked below. For free ...
Mar 16, 2022•47 min•Season 7Ep. 9
Spanian is an ex-career criminal, a clinically diagnosed psychopath. A drug dealing, ram raiding and stabbing kinda dude. Well he was. Now rapper and social media icon. Come with us while we explore this fascinating man. Content warning: this episode discusses extreme violence and drug abuse. For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015. This episode is proudly sponsored by Her Black Book the app, for women who love...
Mar 14, 2022•53 min•Season 7Ep. 8
Addiction. It's a slippery subject, one we've covered a few times here on The Deep. Today's episode is about a woman, Jess who got addicted to prescribed pills. Medication from a doctor. This is more common than we think. It's happening and it's happening to young people. Jess's story is scary, traumatic and fascinating. Content warning: This episode deals with drug addiction and rape. Resources are listed below. For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National A...
Mar 07, 2022•45 min•Season 7Ep. 7
