In this Real Christian Manhood series, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers unpack what real manhood looks like by examining the true character of Jesus. Far from the passive image often portrayed, Jesus modeled boldness, emotional strength, boundaries, and compassion—traits essential for men today. Listeners will be challenged to lead with authenticity, live on mission, and grow into men who are both strong and safe, through the example of Christ and the work of Crucible. Here are some of the topics we c...
Jul 07, 2025•22 min
In this Leadership Series episode, Brian Smith shares his journey as a reluctant leader, revealing how failure, emotional intelligence, and personal growth shaped his leadership. He emphasizes the importance of modeling behavior, doing the inner work, and embracing discomfort to become the leader others need. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's min...
Jun 30, 2025•23 min
In this Real Christian Manhood series episode, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers explore the difference between authentic leadership and imitation. They challenge listeners to reject mimicry, embrace their unique identity, and lead from a place of integrity, clarity, and mission. The conversation is a call to lead with purpose—not performance. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transf...
Jun 23, 2025•19 min
Michael Bartlett, Lead Pastor of Collective Church, sits down with host Joy Dunning to explore how vulnerability and authenticity are reshaping church leadership. Michael opens up about his journey from a non-religious upbringing to pastoral ministry, his transformative experience at Crucible, and the role of emotional honesty, anger, and community in spiritual growth. Together, they unpack how healing, faith, and action intersect to redefine self-worth and success in ministry. Here are some of ...
Jun 16, 2025•37 min
Martin Brooker interviews Mark Beebe, COO of Enterprise Stewardship, about the powerful integration of faith and work. Mark shares his journey of discovering business as a God-given gift, the transformative power of grace and redemption—especially in prison reform—and how listening to God’s voice can shape leadership, purpose, and impact in the marketplace. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal de...
Jun 09, 2025•26 min
Dive into the world of Apple TV's hit show Ted Lasso and explore themes of curiosity, judgment, and vulnerability in real-life relationships. Jess Donovan and Joy Dunning unpack how emotional honesty, safe community, and confronting uncomfortable truths are key to authentic connection and personal growth. With compassionate boldness, they explore what it means to be fully seen, fully known, and deeply transformed. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and ...
Jun 02, 2025•28 min
Podcaster Tim White is joined by longtime Pastor and Crucible Leader John Casey from Colorado Springs, CO. John shares his personal journey into self-compassion and life changing grace. For more information checkout TheCrucibleProject.org As a man or woman of faith, do you long to live at a deeper level of authenticity, passion and power? Unlike any Christian retreat you’ve attended, The Crucible Weekend is designed to challenge you to take a hard look at what is and not working in your life. We...
May 26, 2025•40 min
Host Jay Mountjoy sits down with Rudy Gezik to explore his powerful journey through the Crucible experience. Rudy opens up about overcoming fears, confronting perfectionism, and embracing community, accountability, and spiritual growth. His story offers an inspiring testament to the power of transformation and the importance of trusting the process. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal developmen...
May 19, 2025•25 min
In this episode, Joy and Mark Dunning open up about how The Crucible Project has shaped their marriage, parenting, and individual growth. From Mark’s first retreat in 2012 to years of slow but meaningful transformation, they reflect on how accountability, community, and a shared commitment to growth have helped them navigate family dynamics and build healthier relationships. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Ment...
May 12, 2025•24 min
In this Real Christian Manhood Series, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers tackle the topic of sexual purity, exploring why integrity and accountability are vital in relationships and how personal choices carry lasting impact. Through honest stories and practical insights, they invite men to step into community, find grace, and pursue sexual integrity with courage. This conversation challenges the silence around sexual purity and calls for open, supportive circles that champion men’s commitments. Here ar...
May 05, 2025•20 min
In this Real Christian Manhood episode, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers dive into why so many men feel stuck in life and how fear, uncertainty, and old patterns keep them from moving forward. They offer practical steps, encouragement, and a reminder that growth begins with awareness, setting boundaries, seeking God's perspective, and taking action toward real change. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Person...
Apr 28, 2025•25 min
Tim Kinnaird talks with host Joy Dunning about fatherhood, faith, and the power of personal growth. From chaos to clarity, Tim shares how his Crucible retreat reshaped his parenting, emotional awareness, and relationships. This episode is especially for young dads and anyone ready to lead with integrity, connection, and purpose. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation...
Apr 21, 2025•29 min
Leadership Series host Tim Rush sits down with Chadd Schrader to unpack leadership, growth, and lessons from the mission field in Mexico. Chadd shares powerful insights on self-awareness, team dynamics, and the spiritual practices that have shaped his journey. They discuss healing, vision, and discovering your true calling through the deep love of God. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal develop...
Apr 14, 2025•22 min
Host Martin Brooker interviews Dr. Joe Azzapardi, an expert in intergenerational dynamics. Joe shares his personal journey, including his traumatic childhood and the healing he experienced during his Crucible retreat. They explore themes of trauma, community, and the importance of empathy in understanding generational differences in the workplace. Joe discusses his consultancy work, focusing on helping organizations navigate intergenerational challenges and fostering a culture of mentorship and ...
Apr 07, 2025•24 min
Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten and Men's Ministry Leader Byron Myers focus on the challenges and transformations that men face in their spiritual journeys. They discuss the difficulties of change, the impact of personal growth on relationships, and the importance of community support. The conversation emphasizes that true transformation is often painful and requires a commitment to authenticity and accountability. Ultimately, they encourage men to embrace their journeys, seek help, and c...
Mar 31, 2025•23 min
Host Andy Spell sits down with Roger Lutrell, Thomas Road Baptist Church Men’s and Marriage Pastor , to discuss his journey from corporate America to full-time ministry. Roger shares how The Crucible Project transformed his life, helping him overcome negative self-talk, embrace vulnerability, and find confirmation in his calling. This powerful conversation challenges men to push through self-doubt, build authentic community, and step boldly into personal growth. Here are some of the topics we co...
Mar 24, 2025•23 min
Host Andy Spell interviews Jim Madsen, a stay-at-home dad and Crucible graduate. Jim shares his journey of self-discovery, the impact of his Crucible weekend, and how it shaped his role as a father and husband. He highlights the power of community, asking for help, and embracing personal growth. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christia...
Mar 17, 2025•21 min
Host Andy Spell talks with Mike Hall as he shares his journey of personal growth through The Crucible Project, tackling struggles with identity, passivity, and pornography. He highlights the power of grace, truth, and brotherhood in healing, especially through challenges like divorce. Mike encourages men to seek their true identity, embrace fatherhood, and find support in their struggles. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Dis...
Mar 10, 2025•28 min
Leadership Series host Tim Rush sits down with Barry Thomas to discuss his leadership journey and the expansion of The Crucible Project from Chicago to Texas and beyond. Barry shares insights on authenticity, self-belief, and the challenges of fostering emotional and spiritual growth in his community. He reflects on the impact of leadership on his family, personal identity, and the importance of vision and team building. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical hones...
Mar 03, 2025•16 min
Host Joy Dunning sits down with guest (and podcast editor) Robert Locklear to talk about his journey of self-discovery through the Crucible experience. Robert shares his struggles with anger and vulnerability, how his childhood shaped his relationships, and the pivotal questions that led him to deeper emotional awareness. They explore faith, authenticity, and the challenge of aligning one’s public and private self. Robert also reflects on his shift from ministry to teaching and his desire to imp...
Feb 24, 2025•41 min
In this episode, Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten and Men's Ministry Leader Byron Myers explore the concept of godly masculinity, contrasting it with toxic masculinity. They discuss the confusion many men face regarding their identity and the societal pressures that contribute to harmful behaviors. The discussion emphasizes the importance of emotional awareness, setting boundaries, and the role of Jesus as a model for masculinity. They also touch on the need for rituals and community suppo...
Feb 17, 2025•17 min
Terry Martin sits down with host Joy Dunning to share his journey of personal growth and transformation through Crucible. Terry discusses the challenges he faced in his family life and reflects on the importance of recognizing and embracing anger as a means to establish boundaries and gain confidence. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Ch...
Feb 10, 2025•26 min
Host Joy Dunning sits down with Chris Modrzejewski who shares his journey to the Crucible Project, discussing the transformative impact it has had on his personal life, marriage, parenting, and ministry. He emphasizes the importance of emotional awareness, authenticity, and the ongoing work of personal growth. Chris also shares his mission to build transformational community by connecting people to God, self, and others, highlighting the ripple effect of this work on families and communities. He...
Feb 03, 2025•24 min
Grayson Ege speaks with host Joy Dunning about the profound impact of the Crucible experience on his journey as a father. They explore themes of intentional parenting, the importance of emotional health, and the dynamics of family relationships. Grayson also shares personal stories about his growth, the challenges of parenting, and the significance of vulnerability and repair in relationships. The conversation emphasizes the need for self-reflection, support systems, and the hope that comes with...
Jan 27, 2025•27 min
Podcaster Armando Batista is joined by Jonathan Moynihan, Pastor of Mosaic Christian Church in Maryland. Jonathan shares his journey that resulted in him doing the work and living differently. For more information checkout TheCrucibleProject.org As a man or woman of faith, do you long to live at a deeper level of authenticity, passion and power? Unlike any Christian retreat you’ve attended, The Crucible Weekend is designed to challenge you to take a hard look at what is and not working in your l...
Jan 20, 2025•39 min
Leadership host Tim Rush sits down with Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten to discuss the critical aspects of leadership, particularly in the context of pastoral care. They explore the importance of vulnerability, the need for safe spaces for pastors to express their struggles, and how church members can support their leaders. They also emphasizes the role of confession and authenticity in fostering healthy church environments and the necessity of resources for pastors to navigate their chal...
Jan 13, 2025•26 min
Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten and Men's Ministry Leader Byron Myers engage in a deep conversation about goal setting and achievement. They reflect on the importance of realistic goals, the role of motivation and authenticity, and the significance of accountability in achieving personal objectives. The discussion also touches on overcoming stubborn goals, the value of community support in leadership development, and encouragement to seek help and not to go it alone in the journey towards...
Jan 06, 2025•29 min
Podcast Host and Pastor Andy Spell interviews Kenny Johnston as he shares about self loathing and the pain of his shame. Kenny discusses how he felt he didn't matter and was worthless. Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformati...
Dec 30, 2024•37 min
In this Christmas special, host Robb Paolasso and some of the Crucible staff team reflect on their personal experiences with Christmas, exploring themes of sadness, anger, fear, and joy. In this heartfelt conversation, each member shares their unique stories, highlighting the importance of emotional awareness and personal growth within the context of family and community. Join in on this roundtable discussion and consider what your future holidays can look like with the power of soul work. Here ...
Dec 23, 2024•52 min
Vickie Kerr shares with host Joy Dunning about her transformative journey through soul work and coaching. This conversation dives into the importance of coaching , the dynamics of authentic relationships, and the power of community support in personal growth. Vickie shares how she overcame personal challenges, embraced her worthiness, and emphasizes the significance of dreaming and setting intentions for the future. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty an...
Dec 16, 2024•31 min
