Hello, ladies and gentlemen, Colleen Gallagher here with the Colleen Gallagher pug. Oh, I'm so hot for today, which is good. But anyway, today we have a very important special topic, which is we are having a body where I feel like I need to make my own little like, what's this called? Like, intro song now like, calling Galaga tune in to receive the Franklin day and do what's in the multi dimension of that day as we take off the world with love. Just kidding.
Not really. Okay, but anyway, we really are having a party, we really are super excited for everything. But before I get into everything, welcome, if you've never been here, my name is Colleen Gallagher. I have this on Apple podcast on Spotify, I Heart Radio, every single podcast you could find outlet This is there. We also have the video live on my YouTube. So I'm looking at myself right now, which is
really looking at you. Hi. Um, so you can always catch the video replay there so you can physically see me I know I like the visual activation sometimes. And it's my intention for this show was just going to be brief, I just wanna let you know, just an important announcement that's happening is that we are having a party. And it's going to be in 14 days, which is exciting. And it's going to be on June 8. This is a virtual party so you can attend from anywhere around the
world. And we have rainbow tickets. So when you get it you get a rainbow ticket instead of like a red carpet ticket. It's a rainbow carpet. Virtual ticket. And what this party is about is my third book, launching and uncompromised life, overcome heartbreak and trauma truly experienced the unexplainable, and fall in love. So it's such a
phenomenal book. This book is it feels like surreal, you guys, if you would have told me where I was in my life, you know, 12 months ago, it was a very different woman, I can very barely go to bed. I mean, I was probably extremely depressed. It wasn't diagnosed. But it was
really heavy. It was really really hard for me, you guys, I really had co created a relationship with a man that I really loved the potential of this man, I really love the essence of who he is at his core when his life infrastructure is in the way that it is like who he is behind the mask who he is behind who he portrays to the
world. Man, he was just such an incredible, beautiful human and in so many ways I'd never really in so many ways it just I've never felt like that, like I'd never felt this like excitement to be around someone I'd never felt like this. Like dream of the future like, oh my gosh, you know, but he had a lot of other
things in his life. Like other woman, he had a lot of, you know, other things like dishonesty, he had a lot of things he was manoeuvring as well, like in his career, like he, you know, made a couple
moves and was shifting. And so I was as well, you know, but it was it was such a moment in time for me that I I treasured because in so many ways, I allowed this man to see who I really was when I feel like as you know, kind of as a stronger independent woman, sometimes our fault was like, we feel like we need to do it all on our own or even man like we felt we need to do on our own, we can't really share who we are like we always have to perform, basically to this external reality, it was
external relationship to us in order to make others happy. And so, you know, in a lot of ways, we kind of both did that. I feel, you know, he is done a lot of good things, but when it came to me was specifically more for him to kind of get what he needed for me and not really support like my dreams or my desires are my expression. And you know, to his fairness, he probably didn't really know how to do that with someone like
myself. You probably hadn't really dated someone like myself before, but according to him we never dated so I guess he wouldn't use that terminology. He would just say we hung out and went dancing a few times. Um, but anyway, what happened is, you know, I never knew that I could have a child I never knew that without being on medication and I wound up becoming pregnant and I had no idea the miracles that were going to be in store for my
life. You know, I had a higher calling from God's within me telling me to let the child go so to have an abortion. And in this book, I really open up about that abortion. I really go into the depths of what it physically feels like on a biological level to go through that. I share with you stories of a little kid looking right into my eyes, you know, right before I go in, and it was to take the pill the first pill it's two pills. And I really share that I really go deeper
into it. Like my emotions, my you know, My revelations, my calling my awakenings, my sadness, my darkness, the duty, all of it. And it's just such a phenomenal story that I'm so grateful God gifted me. And through this story of kind of listening to God of doing the hard thing, which was to really let this child go, even though I knew that I would be suffering much worse if I kept the child because it is scientifically proven, you know, a child as well, when you have two parents
who are raising it. And that was not going to be the case, this guy had multiple other women he was seen dating, I mean, he wasn't really going to be around, he was not going to really be responsive. I mean, he was not really going to be present. That's for sure. And I say that because he wasn't really present with himself. I mean, I saw the habit of that, you know, so how can you if someone's not present with
themselves? How can you expect them to be present with a child and so that decision and ended up revealing in my life and when we adopted my daughter, Ella, which is like this beautiful expansion through this trauma that I felt like very lied to by the Western American medical system, I felt very lied to by this man, I felt very lied to by just doctors.
And then it was challenging because right after this space of me going into like, Oh, my God, screw Western medicine, we go into COVID-19, a massive pandemic in the world. And I think there was a lot of, I had a lot of anger. Like, to be honest, I had a lot of frustration that people put so much trust into just this western medicine, when I just felt so deeply betrayed. I felt like the whole world was kind of like supporting something when I felt like betrayed by it, it was
very interesting. And I had this really hard time navigating my emotions, I had this really a hard time communicating, articulating why it was so like, against people having communication on illness, and as my life has unfolded, my role is recent event with my hacking of my social media, you know, I've realised it's not, it's not what we focus on, we create, it's the intention behind what we're
sharing. So we're sharing something like race, or we're sharing something like abuse, or we're sharing something like, expansion, or we're sharing something like trauma, and why it happened, how do we move
through it? How do we heal, the intention of if you're sharing to be a victim or you're sharing to be stuck in the same loop is gonna manifest only more of that towards you, where if your intention for sharing is to a cause an expansion, a liberated state, which is my magazine expansion, expanded the duration, you know, things began
to really shift for you. So this book is just so special, because it really as we're entering back into the world, it's just going to be an incredible time to party and be together and dance and talk about what needs to be talked about, like we all have so many different feelings about what's gone on this past 18 months, we've all had so many feelings about people that we've lost, and how do we cope with loss? You know, in this book, I go over that as well. How do we cope with differences of
opinions? How do we cope with heartbreak? And some people, you know, got divorced during this time? Some people are getting married during this time, like how do we move through that and so it's just going to be such a fun time to get together to talk to commune to share to be
present with each other. So that we can just rise into this world of love, we can enter back into this world with wholesomeness instead of brokenness, we can enter back into the post revelation of what's gone on with wisdom instead of the pain. And I feel like that's really
the moral of this book. The moral of this book is to really allow you to understand that whatever you've gone through, there's miracles whatever you've gone through, there is still hope for love to happen for you, whatever you've gone through, the best is yet to come. Whatever happened is because there's a better case scenario coming in your in your life and your divinity in your expression, and your creation. So, um, yeah, I'm just so excited. I can't I'm just I mean, I can't believe it's here.
It's felt like you know, this is my first book that I've done at full publishing. So it's like it's taken a longer time because you have like a sales process and distribution and you know, now we're going to bookstores and all the things so it's just such an exciting time you know, to be alive to be existing And so anyway, I hope that you like this. I hope that you enjoy it. Um, I definitely go to my website and you can get it I do a signed copy with a an
intuitive channelled note. So that means that every time you buy it from me I touch it I literally tune into your energetic field. I write you a specific note based on what the what I'm tuning into with your energetic body and your light body. People receive these notes you guys and they are in tears like tears, they are just bawling in tears like it is so accurate, what comes through me. So I highly suggest that you can do it, get the signed copy and do that. If not go to Amazon and
get your copy. And then lastly, we are having a pod. So I'm going to do it sound healing and meditation on the actual you know virtual party it's going to be just so phenomenal. Um, if you haven't heard my sound healing meditation before, I mean, I just posted to my Instagrams and LinkedIn social media, a sound bite from my most recent paid experience for a sound healing and meditation. And I mean, you guys I blew
myself away. It was the next level, the next level the next level, like the frequencies that are coming through me right now they're channelling through my bass on my body and like the more take care of it, I mean, profound I can never not do one again without a microphone because the frequencies coming through me are getting too high for the computer to tap to catch. So
it's, it's just so amazing. I mean, I channelled the Orion's belt we channelled the ladies we have the Arcturians I mean, I've never found so many frequencies in one specific or star systems during one specific meditation so that was amazing. If you want that specific one that's my anxiety relief workshop on my website, so go to that you get that and you get lifetime access. But this is the party that Bonnie, Bonnie Bonnie Bonnie, okay, okay, let me feel what else I want to say. Let me
think about this. If there's something else present you guys can take my coffee I think what I just want you guys to know is you know, I would have never imagined a year ago I'd be sitting here and you know, I took a lot of time to heal them extensively heal during 12 months after I you know, went no contact and really ghosted that relationship. To be fair, he did say he had visions of me dying and a girl was at my side of the car and he wanted me to drive him home at midnight.
But you know, there was there's a lot you guys and I really took the time to listen to podcasts like this. I went on YouTube channels I I really tuned in and like what is it I want my life to be I did, I did workouts all the time, I was walking all the time I did Neurofeedback therapy, like I was doing cognitive therapy EMDR there was a guy who was a kind of dating and that we dated like a year and a half, that was the guy who went and got married. After within three months and not
telling me which is wild. His friend invited me to his wedding and sent me photos of the wedding, just the most wild experience. But anyway, that's not the point of this. Um, just take time to heal and like be okay with your processing I kept knowing that I kept wanting to cleanse is going to be over once it's going to be done. Like I'm
so ready for it to be done. And I was really around the good negative girlfriend who kinda would be like, This is gonna take you a long time, like get over it, you know, they're out enjoying their life, you know, other stuff and I think just really honour where you are like that. I remember people say that, like you wish you you wish you had this time back later in life, you know, and there's times I'm like, No, I wouldn't like I'll be so you know, be so
excited this to be done. And in a way I was excited for that space to really pass like I really was ready to be done being sad done being depressed and being like, God, this just feels so heavy. Like I miss him. Like, I wish he could be here like, you know, I feel like he didn't show up for me like I feel like I'm doing this all alone. Like there was a lot you know, it was really heavy. It was really heavy. So I just want you to know if that's where you are when you're listening this
it just feels heavy. It feels like there's a lot going on. You know this party is for you. Like I showed up to parties like this, you know, safe spaces and kind of peeked my head and and even if I was quiet I would just sit there and you know be proud of myself that I just wasn't laying in my bed or be proud of myself that I was out connecting with people like you know, I remember one time I went to catch LA and that was with two
women. I really didn't want to go and I don't know I just knew I wasn't gonna resignate with one of them but I was like you know what, it's gonna get me out I'm gonna enjoy the food no matter why and remember I went out to that dinner and afterward to go okay kind of see why I need to be more picky about who I hang out with or maybe be better to go hang out by myself but I still was like in that moment it was perfect because it reminded me how far to evolve and reminded me of what kind of
people I do want to be around and so I don't feel this obviously it's my event is going to be like that I think we're going to have amazing people here who are just ready to heal who want to really like be like Hey, I went through some stuff and I'm transitioning through that and I just want to space to feel safe I want to space for my story to be heard I want to space for me just to be myself like that was really hard you guys after what happened to me because I felt like I showed
this man part of myself like I would I would show him parts of me and he would really shame me like unintentionally but he he really would I guess I allowed it you know I still a lot of take credit for that but yeah, he would he would say like mean comments or bad kind of comments out really at the core when against who I was and so I thought I had to hide those parts. I thought I had to be ashamed of them. As parts because then he wouldn't like me
or he wouldn't love me. And it's just so challenging because when we like, are infatuated with someone and we like so enjoy being around them and you know their energy and the cultivation together, but it's not sustainable to get very short moments, we can kind of get addicted to that, because we don't really know what we're worth. We don't know that we
deserve that all the time. I think that was even really hard for me is like, I would see him dating like other woman, and he'd be saying stuff and then you'd like say stuff to me? And I'm like to say, do they know you're saying that's me? Or like, What are you saying about me to them? Like, it was just very messy. It was very, very messy. And challenging, you know, yeah, it's this, it's all very, it's all very hard. It's very challenging. It's all part of the journey, all part of
falling in love. And through that, you know, I birth, some, I mean, these 12 principles, my daughter ally, and so I just want you to know, when you're listening to this, I would have never expected my life to be where it is now. Like, where I go on, like, dates weekly. Like, I have multiple guys I'm dating, they all know about each other.
But, you know, it's like, I don't know, I would have never imagined that, you know, and it's like, now every guy just like blows every day, like blows me out of the water, like blows me out of the water. Like every single one is like just the next level. Like they're so attentive, they're so present. They're so like, what do you want to experience out of this relation out of this dynamic? Like it's, it's, it's just so beautiful, because you're really getting into the depths of what you both can
bring out of someone. And I really think that's where we want to align to and love. So anyway, I'm kind of drifting now on where I got off the party topic. But this is really what I do at my parties. I kind of talk like things like this. I don't
know what I'm going to say. But why do you know what I'm gonna say I'm gonna have an outline, I'm going to share things with you, we're gonna have a meditation, we're gonna have some laughs we're gonna dance we're gonna just acknowledge each other and the journey we've been on as men and woman in this dynamic of heartbreak and trauma I'm being lied to and just wanting to come back into wholeness of dating and relationships and
sustainability. So anyway, the tickets are in the link in my comments are in the in the bio here, the early bird or the presale tickets are going to go up Wednesday, May 26. So make sure when you listen to this if you want to get I'm so excited that you guys this is just gonna
be stellar. And make sure if you get it you get the book or if you don't have the book, get the book because you're gonna want to have the book so anyway, I love you guys tune in to receive the frequency and make sure you subscribe on Apple podcast and make sure that you leave a review. It really helps me and helps other people. Share it with your friends always reply to me in emails or on Instagram or Facebook, whatever works for
you. I'm here we're here together I want you to know like I really deeply care about you. I deeply want you to win. I deeply want you to know you're not alone and I want to be a space for you to come and express what's on your heart and and really create a sustainable lifestyle career out of that. So I love you so much.