Episode 54 What is the Matrix and How do we Begin to Create a Lifestyle Outside of it?

matrix. And right now, as we are kind of re emerging into the world after you know, what happened globally, in 2020, the beginning of 2021. It's a challenge for me to navigate my intense feelings with the matrix. So I wanted to create this or my intention is to just offer a space throughout this communion together, this time of you and me of you tuning in to receive this frequency for you to be able to make sense of your reality, because I feel like something that I struggle with a

lot. And I think a lot of us in this community do it feeling like we have a space to fit in. Feeling like we have a space where we feel welcomed, where we feel seen. While we feel heard,

we feel felt. And one thing I love about this community, I know one thing I've really been challenged with is I've had so much going on multi sensory in my reality from the way I look at someone to the way I see a Pink Velvet couch and the molecules moving through it to the way that I see online business and online marketing and spirituality. And there's so much going on sometimes in my

head. And it's all happening so quickly that sometimes when I'm in front of people, or when I'm in presence with others, I can't always communicate what I desire to express because it's just so much and there's just so much going on. There's just so much. And this time in my life when you know I was hacked from Facebook, I was hacked on Instagram. My WhatsApp was just blocked two days ago because it's all owned by the same

company. My bank accounts were you know, hacked or broken into my email, they tried to steal like, there was a lot of things that brought up a lot of pain, it brought up a lot of resistance, it brought up a lot of unhealed wounds that I needed to look at. And it was a lot around the matrix. Which is interesting because coming from someone like me who was so anti any structure, if someone ever tries to tell me to do something, I'm going to do the

opposite. Like, I'm always going to follow my intuitive guidance. I'm never gonna work in a mainstream job. Like, I'm always going to be a creator. Like all these things have been really challenged. And it's brought me back to a place when I did work in a corporate job. Right out of college for three years. One was for $23 billion company. And then I moved across the world to New Zealand and I work for $400

million company. And this whole experience brought me back to how most people are interfering with life. I've realised that being hacked it's not just the things they're hacking, it's a mindset like they are literally toying with your mind to distract you from creation.

These these matrixes these energies come in different forms whether it could be a job that you dislike a relationship you're not happy in hackers, abuse, addiction, you know disorders, there could be so many things that comes in but this matrix It's an energy, like it's a full on Deep Blue systematic energy. And that's not a political statement when I'm saying that, it's simply just the colour I see in the field, I want to verify that.

But what I've experienced in this last, you know, 14 days, it gave me this opportunity to be reminded of how many of us are our brains are being manipulated by a matrix force to distract us from our creation. And so when this all happened for me, you know, I was travelling to DC with my PhD, I am writing my fourth book, I'm, I'm launching new programmes, I'm launching my new magazine, like I have all these different things that are going on. And when this energy came, it really distracted my

mind. Like I had to call the bank, I had to be on the phone with these people, I had to do two step authentication. I don't like all of my things, I might even have to change my phone number, like all of these things that, you know, had to change had to shift had to consume my mind, instead of being able to create, which is what I usually do. I'm like a full time creator, I'm always creating and it brought up like, intense, intense anxieties. Like, I felt like the police weren't

supportive. They weren't they wouldn't, right the first time that my identity was stolen, I had no one to call it Facebook. Like I literally had to write like, handwritten mail. Same with WhatsApp like it's it was a very, like helpless experience. And so this matrix that is so deeply rooted in this world around us that you become so distracted and getting all the tasks done that you never actually create this space to do

what needs to be done. Point intended this podcast episode took me five days after the download that is very rare for me to have an idea and it takes five days for me to implement very rare but I was so nervous I had all of this fear of like, well, if I release this, is it going to be a political statement? Is it going to not go with my business structures and not going to go with the launch of my third book and uncompromised life and a new

focusing on? I had all these ideas like all these things of like, what is it going to mean if I talk about the matrix and so what I really want to go into on here is noticed the times throughout your day, when you catch yourself doing task and you're like, I'm so frustrated I have to do this. I'm so frustrated. This doesn't feel easy. I'm waiting on hold this feels like my time is being wasted. I want you to notice in those times not feeling good.

That is God coming through and offering you to pause and move in a different direction let me

say that again. Anytime that you are going to do something and it doesn't feel good, it doesn't feel expansive my magazine expanded the operation it doesn't allow you to feel a relief then that is God telling you to pause and telling you to rewrite we wrote you know there was actually because I had fraud on my bank accounts you know an example of this is I was on the phone with someone from making America it was late at night and you could tell she was brand new you know took like 40 minutes

for to do the thing and then still like wasn't right and I was like I'm surely like I could have done this online. I feel like there was a way I could done it online. So whenever I'm like looking online was just taking forever when I like 45 minutes into this and I see that I can just create a claim

online. So hey, I'm actually just wanting to cancel the claim and I'm going to do it myself online and I did it within a matter of I don't know four minutes and I'm sitting there talking this woman before governance and realising like she brought my frequency down like I let this conversation be in my life afford for minutes to

bring my frequency down. Not that there was anything bad with her not there was anything wrong with her but she inherently you know, had a frequency that wasn't expansive it wasn't allowing her to wasn't allowing me to be like okay, you have my back. You know what you're doing it felt like stressful. It felt like she didn't know what she was doing. It felt like this is taking way too long. And

I didn't feel support. And I think that's the biggest thing in life is we all want to feel supported and anytime you can, you can start began to recognise that you a matrix energy is coming through to stop you from creating and get you into the hamster wheel when you feel like you don't feel supported when you feel unsupported, that is the matrix trying to come

through and stop your light. And I feel like that is why I've been so strict in my life, about matrix energies, that's why I will not be around people like I shut off very quickly, if I see that someone is very married to a certain belief, or I see if someone is very married, this is the only way it can be. I think everyone should do this, whether it's like everyone should be, you know, vaccinated, or everyone should not be vaccinated. Or when you have a overarching belief like that.

It's because there's a deeper trauma inside of you, that you have not yet acknowledged, and you're projecting now what you feel you wish you would have done at some point in your life upon all of humanity. It's basically like, whenever you hear someone say, I feel like everyone should do this. And they say that what they're saying is, I wish I would have done this thing when I was younger, or when I had this or

whatever, but I haven't. So now I'm going to wish it upon everyone else outside of me, because I'm still not taking the responsibility for what I desire or wish that I could have been or had or experienced in my life. And that's why I think some of these movements happening right now, you know, across the globe, but an immigrant even even the thing of

I believe science. You know, there's different sciences through different lens, there's science through Western medicine, there's science through, you know, Eastern philosophy, there's science through the quantum field, like there's many, many, many, many, many, many ways that science can

work. And so even when I hear that terminology of you know, it's science, or even when I hear people say like, this is the framework for that to happen, you know, a framework for what group of people the framework for what situation, the framework for what's going on, like i Everything is, so we try to make things so linear, and it's just not that way.

We're dealing with people who have in any every scenario, we're dealing with human beings, who at any given moment, have a variable, different backgrounds, variable, different emotional intelligence, variable differences of, you know, what could be possible for them in their life. And so you can't just cut and hardly say like, this is the way for every single person, because there's always going to be outliers, there's always going to be different

cases. So I just feel like that's an energy of the matrix as well, when people come through and say, or you've cut yourself and say, I feel like everyone should feel this, or do this or think this, that doesn't feel good to say, like, it does not truly feel good for me to say everyone should do this. Who am I to be the person to force

people into an action? Who am I to say that, that is the matrix of darker force coming through me to stop my creative energy and get people into a hamster wheel, I'm going to be so committed to getting people to do this, that I'm that I'm going into the hamster wheel. I want to get people to do this, I want to do that. Instead of creating, we're naturally people just come because out of the creation, there's beauty. We're out of the

other, it's forced action. I'm forcing people to do something, whether they desire it or not. And that's, and a lot of ways I feel like being hacked. You know, I'm being forced to do things that I wouldn't normally do, and it doesn't feel good. It feels like someone's forcing me into a corner. I feel very violated. And I feel like there's no one I can call. And I

don't like that. But I have to acknowledge that this is a matrix energy that's trying to come through to stop the launch of my book, a third book my uncompromised life, overcome trauma and heartbreak, experience the unexplainable and truly fall in love with life. I have to start to understand that sometimes when you carry such a light or sometimes new carries it to creation, or beauty.

There's obviously the matrix that wants to stop that there's obviously you know, every famous person you know, that's done brilliant things in duality, we've had very bad things said about them, because that's the matrix. The matrix will always try and come through to stop the truth of beauty. This stop the truth of luxury to stop the truth of freedom to stop the

truth of expression. And so what I wanted to really I guess dive into in this episode is that for those of you who feel like you're in a never ending, rat race of life I want you to do you feel like you're in a never ending rat race in life? I want you to really acknowledge, wow, this is taking a lot of my energy. Wow, this is really draining, it doesn't feel good. Let me pause, let me hang up and what can I do to transition my

thoughts into creation? What can I do to transition my actions into instead of feeling drained to feeling inspired, and maybe that's a walk, maybe that's a bath, maybe it's just looking at yourself in the mirror and telling yourself, I love you doing an amazing job doing the

best I can. Maybe it's just looking at your money situation and going you know what, instead of ignoring this, because that's what the matrix wants, I'm going to call the banker I'm going to call the you know, the debt collectors or I'm going to call the person I'm going to just admit like, I don't have the money for that right now. Or maybe it's you have an abundance of money, you need to start investing it like you need to do something with purpose with that.

I really just wanted though, in this space together, to make it short, make it simple. And just know that this matrix was really deep, the matrix spreads really deep with the masculine and the feminine, with men desiring to unknowingly suppress or control you know, woman's way of thinking woman way of being of exploring, and woman it comes through us through men to be manipulative and to say mean things and emotionally dump. Just notice, that's not you. It's a matrix, that that is what

it means to be in the matrix. A matrix is a force that is keeping you in a structure that says stuck, instead of breaking free into your creative exploration and devotion to God, to something higher than you. And so, just notice, when you feel anxious, just notice when you feel not good. When you feel drained, when you feel extreme fatigue, you know, when you're in the middle of something that all of a sudden, you're just so

tired. You know, notice what were the actions you were doing, before that tiredness hit you? What were the relationships you were hanging out with? And just begin to acknowledge because, you know, even in my third book, it's funny, I just read the very first, you know, the, the story, the Beginning today, again, and I read it this morning. And I thought to myself, Wow, what a

different woman calling. And I took myself back in that space where it was like, This man was always running in the back of my head. But even if I tried to focus, like I couldn't, it's like, he put this spell on me to always be worrying about him, like, his needs, his, his wants, his emotions, like, if he was okay, if, if everything in life was okay, if he was gonna want to hang out with me, if I did

this was I gonna mess it up. If I posted this or said that was it going to be too much like it was this constant state of nervousness, and in a lot of ways, he brought the matrix back into my life. And so I feel like in a lot of ways when this book is releasing, and what happens, I feel like the energy he represents is coming through to stop, you know, the launch of this book, which can't be done. But it feels really heavy. And it feels like it takes me back to a really lonely space in my

life. You know, I remember the times in my life, even when I first moved to New Zealand, you know, I was really committed to be well, is really committed to creating something higher, but I was still sometimes drinking a lot just to even sleep so my mind could relax, my mind could pause. And that still is the matrix. And so I really wanted to do this episode. To give a more clear picture of what a

matrix is. It's really anything that stops you and distracts you and drains you from not being able to creatively show up for what you know you're meant to be. and express. And so with that, what I want to leave you with is that if you're someone who's really struggling with the matrix, you're struggling with maybe challenging relationships, you're struggling with overcoming the money struggles you're struggling with.

Believing that your creative voice, your creative expression, your creative desires, the multi sensory experience that you go through every day in this world, is something you could create a lifestyle from, I would really recommend a for emotional energetic relief to get my mindset audio, which is why I share a three step process of how to really, habitually allow your, your mindset to get into a habit of becoming limitless, or when these things of the matrix comes through like being on the

call on the bank or being in the you know, not well relationship or anything trying to stop you from fully expressing you from fully being you from fully fine in love of life. It really helps you navigate it, and a shorter amount of time, or something that used to take me months, or you know, even at times a years. And now it takes me days or hours or moments, you know, and that's where we want to move to we want to align to because that's winning over the matrix.

The next thing that I really suggest is that I have a six week online self study course, from my very first book, which is called Live Your Truth. And in that is my most potent initial journey to healing and transformation. that six week programme is for you to really dive deep into why your life has manifested the way that it has, why your life has had the troubles it has and the RE re repeating stories that have gone on.

And it's helped heal so many people and bring them from darkness into the light and bring them from the matrix into creation bring them from war into beauty. And so you can go to my website, www dot Colleen gallagher.co. And you'll be able to click on the Online Courses tab, and it will see both of

them there. And then lastly, because my third book is released in June 8 and uncompromised life, that is just a beautiful journey for you if you really desire to fall in love, but from this podcast, I'd really recommend my first book as a starting point or that programme or the mindset audio because this matrix runs really deep. And it's not an energy that's going to go anywhere. Usually the more devoted you become to your mission and to your expression, this energy tries to come through and

different ways to trick you. So it's learning how to be able to become sovereign and strong enough in our identity where we are not tempted to become distracted by this world structure that is actually not meant for aliens like beings Lightworkers and true creative. So I love you. I hope you have a beautiful moment in time when you receive this. I hope this brings you relief. I hope this brings you guidance and I hope it allows you to make sense of your reality in a deeper way. I

love you so much. Please reach out. Let me know how it goes and I'll talk to you soon.