Hey everyone, Colleen Gallagher here with the Colleen Gallagher podcast. This is episode 51. Oh, wow, I'm super excited to be here be present with you. In this space, I usually always do or released my podcast I should say, on Mondays and I did that for like a whole year basically, which was shortly after I was recovering from my narcissistic codependent
relationship. And right after I went the loss of my child or letting the child go, and also having a rebirth, as well as starting my PhD. So it was really interesting to start a podcast at this time, because there was a time that I really wanted to feel invisible. And I think a lot of us, we've gone through life, and we want to just go through life as quickly as possible, like get to work as quick as we can do the things we need to do and like leave and go
home. And I remember being in that, that space in my life, it was like I always feel like I was rushing somewhere to go, or I had something to do or I had some more to be. But it's like when I got there, I was already ready to leave to the next space. And it was like this constant race, almost like this constant sprint. And I think
still in my life. If you look at it, like in the past, what are we on Tuesday, if you just looked at my life when I posted on Friday, through my social media channels, which would have been April 16. With like all the beautiful things that I had happen in a week, which was like I had an Oracle deck order for 32 oracle cards for small business. So that was like a larger po for those. I had like a bunch of brand new clients in my earned income online bundle that I'd never heard of before.
I'd also had new people like show up in my community that was incredible. I had a few one on one client calls like it and I finished my PhD semester like there was just so many things that made it so incredible. And then we're on Tuesday this weekend, like I already got a facial I got selected for being a speaker at pod fest which is the largest if it's not the largest, it's one of the largest
podcast conferences globally. So it's incredible that this podcast is basically just over a year old that I'm selected as a speaker, at like such a large conference to be, you know, recognised like it's just something that's so incredible. We've had a few new clients from my brand new programme create right share receive, which just
was channelled through me. We're almost done with my fourth manuscript, my first book, we just re updated the manuscript to go to my publisher, and that's launching January 4, like you guys, it's almost like I can't keep up and it's like it's so it's not that I can't keep up with tickets. So exciting because it feels like I'm I'm sprinting still. But I'm actually able to hold everything I'm sprinting towards. And I think that's what makes us like
such a beautiful experience. And that's what makes life meaningful. Where before I was like doing these things, I was like on this plane, I was travelling here. And I mean, last week I was in San Francisco, I have DC coming up. I might have Tennessee coming up, like I have all these places that are like kind of, you know, coming up, but it's different.
It's like landing different because before it was always like I have a flight here, I've got to get this sales number, I've got to get this sales goal. And now it's all about like, how do I just authentically be dropped into my body be still in my body, and then share from that space and and create from that space. And I think that's such a different space than like, I need to get things done. And do this and check out the
task list. Because my biggest task list job for me at this moment in my life is to actually be present for what's in my body. And when you're moving so quickly, like when you're moving just at a rapid pace when everything just seems like there's so much going on.
There's so much happening and like you can't quite grasp at all it's like you're sick and then you're in pain and then there's this thing that happens in this thing that happens when you can't quite grasp it is really hard to find fulfilment and meaning in this life. And really what's the point of living in this life if it's not meaningful If it's not deep, if it's not expand them. What's the point?
And so I think it's really important like why I wanted to do this episode or just organically came to me without it's not a Monday just was like I need to release this is this whole four week programme that I'm running right now. And if you don't join it live with me, that's fine. It'll be recorded on my websites, you can go get there, but how do you start to really create the identity of
who you're meant to be? And a lot of us never had that opportunity to create our identity, like create who it is we wanted to be like, our parents kind of like, said this thing or did this thing and we just like fell into that. And I just always like to ask the question like, What if there's another way? What if there was another way you could do life that was easier? That was simpler, where you weren't like rushing to drop your kid off at school rushing to get them rushing to the grocery store?
Like, what if there just was another way? And in this, like simplicity of what if there's another way you're able to start communicating your life in a different way. You know, I remember when I worked in corporate you guys and I'm just I'm doing this lows, I'm really, I'm really trying to grasp what's trying to come through because it's just kind of like I just had to turn this on and
start speaking. As you know, I remember when I was in corporate and people would like, ask me about my dreams, if you would ask me about what I wanted in the world. Like, none of it ever aligned with that corporation. None of it ever learned that he was I remember I would talk to random strangers. I remember my
neighbours. I remember like anyone who would listen to me, I would talk to them about what I wanted to do in this world that I would talk to them and talk to them and talk to them and talk to them about all these things. And I had no idea what channelling meant at that time, I had no idea what downloads
meant. I had no idea what spirit guides meant, I really had no idea of anything outside of like church, like, you know, I had no idea there's like a different type of spirituality practice or a different type of enlightenment practice. Like, to be honest, I probably didn't even know enlightenment, that term even existed, like I don't even maybe I knew there was like that path, but I don't even
think I did, to be honest. So, you know, what I want you to look at is like, wherever you're functioning your life right now. And if you're happy or unhappy, but where is most of your
conversation around? What is it around that I remember even when I was selling electrical equipment, I would get there and these men will be talking about their wives and their their families and the issues going on and what they what they wish they could have done like, I remember lies, it was like I was like this 23 year old girl on the these men were like, opening up to me on this stuff and sales
calls. Like it was just like, the most bizarre thing and I just wasn't at all interested in talking about electrical equipment. I mean, I just wasn't and but I ended up selling it like they almost like my clients sold. They like created the technical equipment from my product line. So I could meet my sales goals, but they actually like really sold it in the only reason that they did that was because they like talking to me so much. And it was like this
bizarre thing. It was almost like these people I was selling like, could you imagine it's like, it's almost like you came to me and I and you don't really know your products very well. But I'm like literally making my own products out of your products. And then like I'm paying you for it because I just like being around you like I was like a walking sales therapist for electrical equipment. Looking back, it was really funny. But I was always creating
connection. I was always really understanding how do you be here with myself and with someone else and like really create depth and people in depth in relationship. And from that, I really started to write about it. Like I started to like write my dreams or started to like, read text and I started to talk about it more and then event like this whole idea of sharing what's going on your mind that get has to come to fruition with
you guys. This whole idea of like, I do believe there's another universe I do believe that there's another way of being. I do feel like I'm very intuitive. I feel like there's things I know that people like I feel like they're lying and they don't even know they're lying. Or like I always am mad a lot of anger at people because I feel
like they're lying. And they just don't understand and it's because fundamentally you are accessing more information about this person than they're willing to access about themselves. Because when when you access when you tap into intuition, which is a higher realm of creation, which is a higher realm as well. When you tap into this thing of creation, this entity called the system of creation, you receive information that sometimes is painful for other people to look
at. And it's painful for you to look at, like, you know, having cancer, young age was painful, having like a lot of being basically a serial Heartbreaker, like heartbroken or, like I don't even know what that means, like choosing these men who would always break my heart like 100%, without a shadow of doubt, we're gonna break my heart. But I kept choosing them and kept choosing them and kept tuning
them and kept using them. And like, it's like, it was almost like I fell in love with pain, like, it literally was like, the pain was so great, I don't even
know. But I like felt I thought that I had to have the pain to have the growth like it was just so bizarre looking back on it, why ever thought thought but if someone was to look at me those highly intuitive and they wanted to tell me I was causing my own pain and suffering at one point, I would have not been able to receive that, because that's painful to receive.
That's, that takes presence. And it takes responsibility that you have to receive that you are someone who's allowing these things to happen in your life. Continuously, not just one time if you happen continuously, like over and over and over like I was heartbreak after heartbreak after heartbreak. And only you are the person that can change that like only you are the person that can stop allowing that only you are the person that can do something greater.
And that took a key piece which was going from creating my life to sharing my life, I was very good at sharing my dreams. And this key missing piece was writing. I really believe that you can have all the ideas, all the creativity and you can keep sharing it and keep sharing it and keep sharing it and keep
sharing it. But if you are missing the piece of writing, which is so important of why I'm doing this four week course, this this writing piece of your life, you don't know how to write the thoughts you're having, you don't know how to communicate it in a very clear way. So that law of attraction magnetises The truth of what you desire towards you, it will never really manifest. And that's why you are not really
receiving. So you're having this space of you're creating and you're sharing, but you're not writing and you're not receiving because basically you're only doing 50% of the equation. And so I feel like the moral of why I came on here for this podcast episode today is that wherever you are, whatever's happening inside of you, whatever's going on in life around you, I just want you to know that you're here listening to this
for a reason. I want you to know that the reality that you're perceiving the things that you're seeing the information that you are getting about other people, it's very real. It's not made up, it's not in your head.
And I know all these people want to say you have like a wild imagination, or you know all these things, but you know the truth, you are truth and every thought every feeling you have, oh, I feel like this person might be cheating on me or Oh, I feel like what that person said to me didn't feel right, it didn't feel good. Maybe I'm crazy to think that but it didn't feel right. You are not crazy, trust, the feeling trust thing, it's valid. Your feeling your thoughts are
real. And they're connected to a greater creative trick system that's trying to integrate into your bodies that you can write. New Reality is new infrastructure here you can share it and you can actually receive an income and received impact from it where you're living, a lifestyle that's filled with purpose, a lifestyle
is filled with meaning. You're having deep meaningful conversations and connections about things that are important to you like masculine and feminine energy or health issues, or wellness, I should say. Or plants or writing or fiction characters or poetry, like you're actually having the release of what's going on
inside of you. Because otherwise you're sitting here in this creation system, it really is a system as I can it's an intangible system like garden that's throwing seeds inside of you all day long and it's trying to have these seeds break out of you to to grow a physical garden to grow a physical assets, I guess we'd call it like this
crate that's what it is. It's like this creation system that's intangible is throwing seeds inside of your body that you don't even know it's throwing it's trying to it's trying to have you flourish it's trying to have you grow it's trying to have you blossom and these seeds are literally needing to be let out of you into this world so that you can actually create assets that are going to grow you active income and passive income and even greater a community of people that you
actually want to be around actually want to have conversations with an actually change your life. That is what needed to be said that's why this podcast went live and episode. Get inside my four week programme right or sorry, create right share receive it will absolutely Change your life it is a no brainer offer. I love you I'm so proud of you. Remember you are the only person that is going to save you and you are the only person who gets to choose that you are worthy of
love. And this thing that will give you a greater grace, a greater compassion and greater hope in this world is that when you understand sacred love is the key to opening everything around you in this world. turn your life into the greatest love affair. Please share this with your friends. And reach out to me with any questions in any of my social media channels, which the links are in the show notes. I love you so much.