Episode 2 How to Become Aware and Follow Your Obsessive Knowing / Intuition

amazing things. And I also have a lot of woman friends at the same time, we're looking for men who are, you know, successful, but are also burying their hearts and also really looking to cultivate a relationship. And so these are things that I've wanted to share with every one of the people that I see that have extraordinary relationships with people that I see that are really living their life to the fullest have each of these eight things I'm going to share with

you. And so in this first episode, what I'm going to talk about are the first step that I see in you really becoming a heart centred business leader and really just a heart centred person is to follow your obsessive knowing. Some of you may refer to this as your intuition. Some of you may refer this as your higher self, it could be lots of different things. However, I just want to talk about it as your obsessive knowing. And as during this podcast, I'd like everyone just

to take a deep breath. Ah, wherever you are, put your hand on your heart and sit in stillness just for 60 seconds. I want you to notice what thoughts are coming up when I asked you to ask yourself, if I was being honest with myself, and living my life the way I know I meant to what would my life look like right now? See, I truly believe deep down you already have 1,000% Even more than that knowing with certainty and conviction that you're meant to be doing something

extraordinary. You know exactly what you're meant to be doing. You have an obsessive knowing deep down inside of you that you viewer afraid of nothing, no rejection, no fear, no failure, that you will be impacting the world having a wildly successful life, everything you could desire more. Yet, for some reason, if you're listening to this, that's probably not your reality right now. And maybe from the outside looking in, you do have everything you could

ever desire. But on the inside do feel empty feel like there's something missing. And that's because you haven't followed your obsessive knowing to actually create the coffee you're meant to create. And so I'm going to clue you in on a secret, and I kind of gave it

away there a little bit. But if your life isn't the way you want it to be right now, because you're not taking action I want you to know you need to do and what I mean by you know, you need to do like you know that if tomorrow was your last day, this is like the thing on your bucket list that you would need to do. This is the opposite way that

you want to help people. This is the opposite way where you want to look another human being in the eyes, and have them voice back to you that they their life was changed because of what you just shared. These are the conversations that you get lost in for hours. And you're not taking the action on making those conversations be your daily life. And see I promise you, your life can shift instantly. It can shift really

in a moment. Yeah, it comes with the number one golden rule, which I share here is follow your obsessive knowing. Trust me, the obsessive knowing voice never makes any logical sense. And that's kind of the dance you get to do is saying, forget the how and you can't hide from this knowing you can't hide from this voice that feeling deep within you that's nudging you, it's communicating with you. It's telling you exactly what to do. Because that's the voice of your

soul. And you can't hide from because it's going to continue to show up in different areas of your life, whether that you go out drinking all the time, whether you avoid dating seriously, whether you want to make more money, and that's not happening, maybe as you want to be a mom or dad and that's not

happening. Well, it's literally because you're not following the process of knowing until you understand how you can start to communicate and follow the success of knowing that one thing that you deeply want so badly is never going to manifest because you're hiding from it. So the core of this is what I want to share with you is this obsessive knowing is literally your internal guidance system of telling you the exact reason of why you came to this earth and it's telling you

exactly what to do. At the core of this rule, you have a responsibility to show up and make that obsessive knowing become your reality. Because every time you don't act on that sense of knowing someone in this world is suffering by not being impacted by you, by you not acting on that thing that you

know you're meant to do. One person goes on living their life not initiated into the path of light into the path of wholeness into the path of what could truly allow them to flourish and blossom like a beautiful flower. And, of course, I mean, it's always your choice to take action on this obsessive knowing. However, the longer that you ignore it, resist it and don't listen, I promise you, the voice is going to become louder, and louder and louder.

Through eating disorders, losing money, mental illness, weight gain, family members passing away, illness. So really take the time to listen to this

episode. So I'm going to share a few things on how you can really start to have a greater trust with that intuitive knowing and get more comfortable with that you're not going to know anything in life except the power of guiding you to feel good the power of taking one action step four, that's going to make you feel like a successful, full, amazing human being. And it's never really going to make logical sense.

Because what feels good for you may not feel good for the friends that are around you, it may not feel good for the relationship you're in, it may not feel good for the career path that you currently have. Yeah, it's when you start to become selfishly selfless. And you make yourself a priority of following that intuitive knowing your life shifts miraculously.

So the three things I like to share with this intuitive knowing is whenever you want to go make a decision, or even if it just to go to the grocery store, what should I eat, just take a moment, and breathe, become still to listen to the obsessive knowing and take the one small action step to move forward. And so there's three stories that I want to share with you in this episode of following your obsessive knowing. And the first

story is about signs. So I believe that the universe speaks to us in signs, I believe that people speak to us in signs, I believe that everything that happens in our life, there's a meaning and sign in it. Now, that doesn't mean we have to focus on every sign or what's occurring to us or why it's happening or all these things. But everything has a sign. So I like to start with a story when I was in New Zealand that worked for $400 million company. It was

called inner noc. And that was an extraordinary company, I did demand response to them as an account manager. And I remember that I was just knowing that this wasn't for me. I went to corporate because I wanted to make a huge difference with women, I went into a male dominated field. And I was like, let me do this a hard way and like fight for a woman equality

and all this stuff. And let me tell you, it left me very exhausted because I was fighting for something that already exist, equality and fairness already there. And I was forcing myself to be in environments that I knew were really where my skill sets were going to flourish. And so basically, I remember I saw this entrepreneur retreat, and I was like entrepreneur, like I've never dreamed in my life of being an entrepreneur, like, No way that's not for me for yourself.

Like you don't ever know what's gonna happen. There's always risk like, it's so crazy, like, no way. And then I just remember I had a hired a coach, my first coach at the time, and we were on the phone. And she and I were talking and I said, you know, I think I meant to go to this. I think this is meant to broaden my perspective. Yeah, I'm really nervous. It's $5,000 investment. And I've never spent money like that. I'm just a retreat, and I'm going to Fiji and you know,

all this stuff. How's it Okay, well, I guess as entrepreneurs do, right, they have usually a lot of money, they just spend $5,000 on this stuff, because they have the money for that. It's not like you're working in a corporate job, you have to wait X amount of years to get a pay raise, like you want to do control your own income. And so I was like, Okay, I think I can do this. And so I remember I invested my first retreat ever $5,000 was beautiful resort in Fiji. That was just

extraordinary. I'll never forget that my bathtub was on my balcony and you got to sit there and listen to the ocean and the waves it was it was just extraordinary. And so I remember though, it was my first time being around multiple multimillionaires and I was like, oh my god, I just want to like spread some love in the world. Like there's no way that I'm able to do this with this type of business people like

this is totally different. Like I'm talking about some holistic healing and these people are like very money business focus. This is like two different worlds and how do I connect the dots and Oh My God, My head started spinning and I had all these negative beliefs come through me and so I remember I was like, why just knew I had an obsessive knowing I was going to be here. And I remember I was

like, Okay, this happened. No one right in this moment, because I'm literally spinning out of my head and have all these negative self voices going in my head. I'm just gonna go to the ocean and I'm gonna watch the sunset. I remember that. The sun was setting and I took a picture with my nice canon add karma. And I remember how the lens captured the sun. There was a hardware on the sun. I saw that picture to this day when my first company was called Love

Out Loud. And I have these beautiful red heart sunglasses that are on the page of my cover of my first book, live your truth. And I was like, oh my god, this is a sign. This is a sign for me to call them my obsessive knowing where I have no idea how this is gonna work out, I have no idea where I'm going, I have no idea what's to come next. But this is like my obsessive knowing giving me a sign giving me a confirmation

that I'm on the right path. Like this is what it takes to really lean into not knowing a single frickin thing or how it's gonna work out, except that I have a sign that somehow a heart was put around the sun through my camera for me to see, for me to know that I meant to go around the world empower people to live with love. And now I have a podcast, it's called the heart centred. They're sorry for focused on men, a man's best friend, but I'm focusing on a heart centred business leaders.

And it's like, you know, you never know how you have to follow the signs. But the trust, the signs have to lean into surrendering to know that it's all gonna be okay, and everything's working out in your favour. There's a divine plan in order, that's the range for you that you could really never comprehend. Well, the second thing that I want to share with you is

symbols. So I talked about signs a little bit because we always have a successor knowing I knew that I had to be at the entrepreneur retreat, I knew that when I had to get up in that sunset, because my head was spinning. I knew that once I saw that heart around the sun that I had to leave my corporate job, and I did within like 60 days, and I just knew it, those were all signs might doesn't know enough confirmation. Well, the next day is symbols. So I believe that the world speaks to

us in different things. And this could be that maybe your mom, Pastor, your dad passed away, or your grandma or grandpa that was important to you, or maybe it was your child or whoever did this. But the world speaks to us in miraculous ways if we choose to see it. Well, one of the symbols were my angels, and my guides speak to me, and let me know that I'm asking in alignment, that's a whole nother topic. But is I find pennies on

the ground almost every day. I'm like, literally, I've probably have over 100,000 pennies that I've collected in my life, I really need to start counting because I want to reach like a million pennies. But I have so many pennies all the time. Like it'll show up in water. It's randomly in the dirt. It's randomly under my tire. It's randomly like in one of my clothing and like pennies are

everywhere in my life. And what I know about pennies for me is I sat there and I was like, Why do I see these pennies all the time. And I just got a feeling and an obsessive knowing to feeling in my gut that this is the show me that I'm exactly where I meant to be, I don't have to be rushing in my head or rushing to go somewhere else. Like wherever I am. In that moment, I'm exactly where I

meant to be. And so I know that I'm living my life, and I don't see a penny for about 48 hours that there's something going on that I'm not I'm living too much in my head, I'm not being present, I'm not focusing on where the universe really wants me to focus on. And so the world speaks to us. In symbols, I have a lot of friends where hummingbirds have spoken to them or the parent or their their children to talk to them. And they have other ways of

communicating. And I have people that food is a way that communicates them or water or the way that a fountain shows up. Or that there's so many miraculous ways that the symbols can come to you might be something that you see in the sky, a cloud that you always see whatever that it is, or maybe it's a an image like a cherry that always pops up everywhere you go, or it's a heart that pops up everywhere you go.

There's symbols that are everywhere that are letting you know something, and whatever they're letting you know just a way for your obsessive knowing to know that you're on the right path. And it's your job to figure out what those symbols are. And so for that uncomfortability of the unknown to all of us. We hate the unknown. You know what I was? When I'm recording this is the time of the Coronavirus and everyone's on lockdown. And yeah, no one's human mind likes

to not know what's next. And so what symbols, it really just guides you to know that you're in the right place. You don't have to have it all figured out. Because where you are right in that moment is simply enough. And there's a greater whole galactic force of angels and lights and beautiful things that are supporting you. So that's the importance of symbols and allowing symbols to really guide you in your obsessive knowing.

And if you have an obsessive knowing about something you're like, Well, I'm not sure this from my head, I'm logically trying to do this to achieve something. I just have a knowing in my heart that this was meant to happen. This is meant for me that I just feel like something is coming through me for so great. That force is just so great that I just know that this has to happen. And you can feel the difference in me even saying well I want to do this to get

new treatment. I just know I know because I know because I know and when you have that These symbols will start to show up for you in a way that have that I know because I know because I know, guide you in a beautiful way that you could never really imagine because it, it lessens the anxiety, it lessens the depression, it lessens the need for validation

from other people. And really, it lessens the need for you to even ask other people what to do, because you're already receiving your symbols and your signs from a source that's greater than any person could ever tell you. So you kind of start to pick up the phone and call your girlfriend or share things or this because the

symbols are guiding you. And that's a really beautiful place to be because you're no longer the friend that when people call, they're worried what you're gonna say what problem that's gonna be or whatever that was, which I was that girl for a long time. But these signs and symbols have really empowered me where I don't need to call and communicate and share every single thing going on my life because there's something so much greater than I'm connected to, it's guiding me to my

greater mission. The third thing that I wanted to share with you, and this is guidance, so are we choosing to become aware are we choosing to avoid? And those are two questions I'll go back to repeatedly throughout any teachings that I do is are we choosing to become aware, which isn't to avoid everything in our life is because we are subconsciously or consciously choosing it. Nothing in our life is by accident, nothing has

happened. Because either unconsciously, we're accepting it and tolerate it, or consciously, we're not becoming aware of it. And that is why expanding your consciousness, moving through, allowing space to move through you at a greater capacity is so important and allowing yourself to see and a wider perspective see and a broader perspective, see an eye and a lens that's much wider than just one person or 1000 people or million people. But maybe you're looking at a whole

thing of a billion people. So you understand how one trade agreement that could go from Chile, let's say to Portugal could have a whole impact of how the waves flow and how the amount of that trade agreement what food is being now consumed there is impacting a place in India. And you start to see that this this guidance system is so much broader and so much greater than we're ever going to be able to grasp. Yet it's coming back to what that obsessive knowing

is within you. It's kind of back into that tuning to that feeling tuning into intuition tuning into, you just have that knowing without a shadow of a doubt, this is what I know. I don't know why No, but I know that I know it. And when you have that you you let that guide you. And so an example I want to share with you, for those who may or may not know, I just recently came out with an Oracle deck. It's called the magical Oracle deck, it's on Amazon. So you can go on there and you'll see it.

And I focus on four things. I focus on freedom, I focus on business, I focus on mindset, and I focus on social impact from those cards. And I'm what's so beautiful about those cards is that I actually just started drawing creatures, some of you who may or may not know, but I function in a lot of different realms or dimensions, I guess that's what they call them. I'm a human language yet, I see things a lot differently, I guess than what most people

usually see things. So how I perceive the world, it's always been a little bit, I guess, different I've been told. To me, it's so normal. So I wouldn't know any different. However, there's these these these creatures are also like symbols and signs that I see in people, I see them in walls, I see them in buildings, to them in cars, I see them everywhere. And these pictures are kind of like pets, you can imagine like, you know, a dog or a cat and just have different meanings and

characteristics. And they explain a little bit about the person that they're with, or they share information about maybe a car chair, how a piece of fruit got to me and the journey that it went on. So I can understand a little bit greater of this beautiful food I'm about to consume, how the journey of it came here. And they're just these beautiful creatures that come and they share things and they can share things with all of us about people to make our life a little

bit easier. And I started drawing specific creatures for people I would literally look into what I see around them and draw the creature that was specific for them. And I would write a little thing about the creature wanted them to know. And all of a sudden I had like so many people on my Instagram and all my friends are like, I want to create your I want to create your and I was like oh my gosh, it's people who want to creature and so I was like What

can I do? And I was like, you know, I I feel I have a knowing that I meant to create an Oracle deck and I don't even I'm not a I'm not a psychic reader or medium or, I mean, I've been called those things but I did that as a living. And I was like okay, well I guess I meant to do this. So I you know, then I started to basically be like, okay, guidance, I'm gonna draw these 52 I got these four colours that I saw. I know that I see this crystal Castle all the time. And I did these things

that just came through. And I just did it and I just then found the person who created and then found the manufacturer, then figure it out Amazon could do it and you just kind of moved and that was all a guidance system because I was listening to the signs and symbols that the universe was giving me. I was seeing the signs of okay, well, I clearly people really liked what I'm sharing. I'm seeing the symbols of the creatures and what am I supposed to be guided to so this can help

more people. And from that I create an Oracle deck, which, obviously is helping tonnes of people. And obviously, I'm also created as part of my business. And it's no longer just a business to be a business. It's because it's a heart centred business. I'm truly impacting someone's lives with these because these are true creatures that when someone pulls a card, they're actually changing a life or getting a message from the

universe. They're getting a direct download, they're receiving a direct message that the universe is desiring and here because so many of us is obsessive knowing we have so many questions, but there's so many unanswered parts to it, because we're not supposed to know, we're supposed to lean into that discomfort was to lean into unknowingness. And that's the importance of the guidance. That's the importance of allowing this, this guidance to move through us. And that's

important of listening. are we choosing to become aware of the signs and symbols Are we avoiding? So it asked me your life come back to the very question that I asked him the beginning of this podcast episode. If I was being honest with myself and living my life the way I know I meant to what would my life look like right now? And I told you to really

ask yourself that question. If I was being honest, radically honest with myself, and living my life the way I know I meant to what would my life look like right now? And I guarantee you if you just sit with that question, the signs the symbols and the guidance will absolutely show up for you to make the impact that you desire to have.

So grateful I'm so honoured that you've chosen to tune in and invest your time and energy with this, please share this to anyone who may be evaluate so they can start to tap into their

obsessive knowing. Feel free to reach out to me with any questions and I'm sending you all just so much love and in the podcast notes, I have the link to the Oracle deck and my first book and you can reach out to me if you want that picture in Fiji with the heart so have an amazing moment in time whenever you see this because I know just how precious it is.