I was a fool from the minute I walked away from you. No joy could ever amount to the joy I felt with you. No happiness with you could ever be matched with someone else. I was set to be in hell. My spirits did not forgive my actions. My heart was damaged beyond repair, and I was set to perish. I was to depart broken and lost, lonely and chained, unwanted and hated. I woke with a purpose. I was to find you, I was to get you back in my world. This was to be my sole goal in my lifetime.
I wish to lavish you with songs, I wanted to spread your message up in the sky. I wanted to speak to your subjects in all types of tongues. I wanted to carry your words like they were sacred. I wanted you to live within me until I was lucky enough to ascend to you. With my need in mind the demons started circling. I was taken to the high council to be ridiculed and mocked. I was beaten to rid me of my love. I was denied my right to love, my right to be your follower.
I was made to carry the world's burden. I was blamed for the sins of my fellow man. I was told to resign to the fate of being dead. I was told to die, I was told to be gone from you. Then I returned. I was reborn. I forgave you, I healed you, I brought you your joy back. Our happiness returned to break away our chains, our burdens were taken away. My heart was full of love and admiration for you, and I was on the road to feeling fulfilled. You returned my heart back to me.
You returned to me, and we became one. Now I endeavor to show you my love. I regret no affection I send your way, and I register all your smiles. I wake up to knowing your heart is paired with mine. I never take you for granted. You are always on my mind. You are always in my heart. You will be the joy of this world and its salvation. You will be its king and queen, and for that I praise you and thank you for the joy.