This is spoken by Ellsworth, a ep H podcast. Be sure to like and subscribe. Plus visit my website for sessions to intense, to be included here. Visit my patreon to collect your free codes for sessions. Hello dear. It's quite possible you know me well. And what I say next will be of no surprise to you. But listen care anyway. I'm going to be quick as a flash. And when I'm done, I'm going to dive straight into hopefully full h no session.
A proper session with mental training to guide you, to the right way of being a pleasing service. This session came out of a week long back and forth with 1 of my patrons. Someone who's been with me over a year, and has come leaps and bounds in their dedication to a submissive mindset. I'm not going to name names here but I'm immensely proud of them.
They're good, and obedient and eager, And I'm quite certain, that's not all about getting to dress up and stockings and steam white apron, and to imagine performing most of their services from their knees, The session you're about to hear about made play. So there are references to guys dressed up in queued up, making themselves useful. I'm going to use h agnostic suggestion and a solid state of tran to help you experience that as deeply as I can.
And it is my belief that you will be able to vividly imagine these acts it's even if you've never performed in this kind of play. But it's not just about those sensations. Or about the fun of being in a uniform that includes high heels.
It's about how those acts make you feel about yourself and how they make you feel about your role as the submissive partner, It's about creating a positive and fulfilling attitude towards acts of service and enjoying them for their own sake with no promise of reward and often this no ultimate end. Like I said, the session came out of an extended conversation with the patron.
I love being inspired by those listeners, about creating together and always the first ones I turn to when I'm stuck in a project or want to get their impressions of something I've been working on. They're I have a number of very active patrons where I've recently added community chats for a little extra fun social discourse. On top of that, I've changed from rewards so that the bottom tier, my spell bound supporters. Get at least 1 free session from my website each month.
We'll So this is my ever so brief plug. If you haven't cast your eyes over on my Patreon page or my website, spoken by ellsworth dot com. Do you promise to do so after you spent time with today's session. This is a service session. Spoken by Ellsworth. I want you to explore something with me, I explicitly want you to explore it with me in a really specific way. Because I have a goal with this session, encouraging you to think about the mundane bits of service.
As the fun part, or at least almost as exciting as the very naughty stuff. And since we're talking about service, I'm also going to be talking about Sis maids. This could go 1 of 2 ways dear. If you're opposed to the idea of wearing, billy f uniforms with short skirts and panties underneath. Well. It's likely. This is humiliating for you even on a basic level. You're wondering why you can't be a smartly dressed butler or just where something comfortable, something you know I find attractive.
The answer is It's a test, a test of my abilities to make you do whatever I want to base yourself. Put yourself in a thoroughly compromised position. The more completely, your conscious mind once to say this is a terrible, awful thing I'm making you do the more I want to push you into it. It's not going to hurt you. It's not going to break you.
The worst thing that could happen really is that you'll love it, that you'll start to crave it, that you'll need this time together this time of focus and of training for the other reason I was talking about. Because conversely, if you like the idea of being my made, If you've already picked out the perfect dress. Can't wait to be locked in tall height. Heels, and teeter around pretending to do chores, then we have a different goal here, because you've been fan about this kind of service.
Been no doubt. About all the most fun parts of this kind of play. This kind of relationship. The parts that start in the bedroom and end there too. And I'm here to ensure that you understand that serving this way can be challenging, difficult, frustrating. You're not going to be able to ask for what you want. You're often not going to be able to guide our play. In any meaningful way. You will be at my back and call. You will be at my mercy.
I might decide to push on your loyal, euro obedience, and then reward you for passing my tests. I might use you for something entirely men. Making you wonder whether you're even engaging my interest. I could leave you humiliated, even ignored. I could test your patience. And All re and you getting snot with me. Hearing a hint of an attitude I don't like.
I'm reminding you what your loyalty and interests are supposed to be, I think you get the principles, but today, we're going to work on solidifying them. Because it's not that I don't want you to enjoy the naughty fantasies. The ones you're always day dreaming about. The ones I keep giving you because all good things come for mistress. I like encouraging you to consider it a core part of your personality. Your sexuality.
When you're thinking of something intense, something exhilarating I like that you're able to think of yourself, not as a man, not as a woman but as a made, a servant. In this role, you're the very bottom rung of the ladder. And many of the more heated experiences you might have are rather focused on the pleasure of those you're with offering a helping hand, cleaning up when necessary with staying quiet and out of the way, allowing others a pleasure, of your and your obedience.
I love wrapping these sorts of thought thoughts around the core of your being, using your natural submission as a framework. Thoughts and dropping it in thoughts of embarrassing little uniforms, and impractical school shoes of overblown makeup, painting blow jaw lips and bright pink flush onto your face. I'm going to take you into a state of f trends. In just a moment. I'm going to guide you down the stairs in my home.
The place I love to play these game somewhere that we have all the privacy I want, including none, somewhere you can enjoy this fantasy fully. You'll start at the top of this stairs. And when you reach the bottom, you will be fully down. You will be deep and trans. As deep as it is possible for you to be for me and you will be ready to perform for me take on the role, I know you're excited to assume. To be my good little servant. To my goods that made.
I want you to picture a long and grand staircase. Your mind is already likely to decided if that staircase has a rich, textured wallpaper or a wood panel. It might be straight or curve around. And maybe it's carpet And if so, it might have those gl brass bars. Running across each step, holding that carpet in place. However, you picture the staircase. Know now that it has exactly 100 step or and that you are standing at the very top. Start walking down the staircase now.
I will count down each step. For you. 199, 98, 97, 96, You've walked down this staircase before, 94. 93 92. 91, Each stat is familiar 89, 88, 87, 86. Each step 85 tank brings you closer. To relaxation and ready 2. 81 80, 79, 78, 70 you already know. 70 exactly what is waiting for 5 at the bottom 74, 73, 72, 71 and have familiarity is a call 9. 68. 67, 66, 65, e 64. 63, 62, 61. As you walk 60 down the stairs, 50 na, feel valued, lingering, your body.
56. 55. 54. 53. Even now at the bottom of this staircase. A hallway stretches out in 49. 48. 47, 46, 45. You know that it will be dim lit 43. 04/02/4140. You remember the artist entire painting that hang up here. And 37. 36. 35. 34. 33. You also know that's doors lead to the left and the right, 30. 29, 30 28, 27, 20 store is shot 25 tight. 20 24, 23, 22. You know that each 1 has purpose 20, but the details don't right now. 18 17, 16, 15. Matters is that 1 door will be open 13 just a craft 12:11.
10. The light spills, out of that open door into the hallway. Sick. Inviting you in. The room then. 321, the 0. Now that you're in a state of f trends. Want to share with you some wonderful little day dreams, fun fantasies of service. I Some of them simple, very modest and realistic. Some of them, quite a bit naughty, but all of them grounded and being good to me, serving me, making my life better. You can enjoy these thoughts passively. I will share with you while you love each 1.
Why each 1 should make you happy, but You are on your knees again, 1. When you're in a longer skirt, it pulls around you and hide your heels under those layers of pet codes. You can feel the touch of satin just about everywhere on your body. Your mistress is mostly ignoring you. You did what was expected of you and fetched me a fresh drink. A tall glass, of sweet iced tea for a hot day. You can feel the base of the glass between your shoulder blades.
Your best all the way forward so that you can perform as my impromptu table and you can feel the weight to the glass resting there. I'm not having you balance it tier 1. I'm not sure you're well practiced enough to perform that way. It would be amusing if you had to clean up another little mass. But I'm enjoying this enough that I don't want to spill just to torment you.
So I'm keeping my hand around the glass, and you're serving only to support my wrist, By now, your own risks are likely getting tired. Since your hands are pressed against the floor. Your fingers are displayed. You can feel some tension in your toes or in your ankles, depending on exactly how you're knee. How you are arranged. You've chosen oppose and you're going to keep it perfectly.
The idea that you can do this, and that you want to do this Is 1 you're are able to keep at the forefront of your mind Because it's a warm day. That cold glass is beaded with condensation You can't see it right now, but you can imagine it every once in a while, 1 of those drops of condensation falls down the glass and starts to soak your uniform. Soon, there's a circle of cold and wet at that spot. That spot where my glass rests. On your back, high up on your spine. If you shiver, I will notice.
Be still be useful. And I'll let you fetch me a fresh glass when I'm done. Enjoy the thought I've have given you. Pick out the most wonderful good thing about the experience. Think about why you want to experience that moment so badly. What it means to you? Why This could be a sensation, or it could be an emotion that comes to the forefront of your mind. In that moment. As you concentrate on why and how this brings you pleasure. Allow that pleasure to pour over you.
I want good things for you, always. And I promise that service is a good thing. Good now cleanse your palate. You can hold on to the mindset you crave, the opportunity to cultivate. But the scenario that I've described for you has passed by. Now, it is a memory, You can always look on fondly, even a game that you can beg. Beg me to return into 1 day. And now we will move on gather her Years standing at the bathroom sink.
It's full of warm water, your hands are in that water as you move as you ag the surface. You can hear the quiet splash. In the water is the delightful mix of some of my favorite panties. All the cutest ones, the delicate ones, the songs, those that they definitely not to be tossed in the regular wash. They just won survive. So they need to be hand washed wouldn't and you, yeah, you are absolutely the best person for the job. When the water has just the right amount of cleaner added.
It has an interesting, almost silky feel. It's a cloudy white color too. With a fresh scent that fills your nostrils. Don't you like this year. Don't you enjoy that I trust you with it. A high some of these are 50, a hundred bucks a pair. Some guys have met have had it in their head that I might dress them up in these cute under things. But you know that's unlikely. Truth is that even if you and I had matching waist sizes. There's an unfortunate bulge to deal with.
You know the 1 I'm talking about. And I don't want you getting all excited, and stretching out my favorite pears. Move my panties around in the water. Gently squeeze and rub the fabrics together, Of course, you're not to ring them out vigorously. This isn't the rag wash that you're doing here. That's just 1 more way. You could ruin a pair. You'd be a very naughty bunny if you had snuck off to the bathroom and tried any of these on before washing them up.
And you'd earn corner time if I've realized you would wrecked to particularly cute. Or sexy or just expensive bear. I think you understand that wouldn't be brady behavior The sort that earns a mild playful punishment. I would make you regret. While you're here tier 1. Take time to look in the bathroom mirror. This is an opportunity. As you live out this fantasy. In this moment, you can see yourself, however you please. There's You can wear a perfect wick or have hair styled way you like.
You can see courageous puff balls sleeves or barely their costume of a uniform. That's only a hair away from being underwear itself. I want you to be comfortable in this moment Even if what you see in the mirror is a fantasy or an aspiration. You belong here. Trust as you are. In the role, I've given you. Doing my chores. Wouldn't do you agree that you are good. What you agree that you are good to me. And I know that you agree that I'm am good to you.
Enjoy the thoughts I've given you pick out the most wonderful good thing about the experience. Think about why you want to experience that moment so badly. What it means to you? This could be a sensation, or it could be an emotion that comes to the forefront of your mind. In that moment. As you concentrate on why and how this brings you pleasure allow that pleasure to pour over you. I want good things for you. Always. And I promise that service is a good thing. Now cleanse your pallet.
You can hold on to the mindset you crave, the opportunity to cultivate. But the scenario that I've described for you has passed by. Now, it is a memory. You can always look on fondly. Even a game that you can beg, beg me to return to 1 day. And now we will move on together. You are a wonderful and loyal servant. You are not a perfect servant. And key to part of our relationship is that it doesn't matter if you've performed perfectly. I'm well within my rights to punish you regards.
But this time, I want you to imagine that you've earned it It shouldn't be too hard for you. To imagine something you do wrong. Something that would irritate me. Or something, you would refuse me. Some way your training would fail you. And you'd end up making me correct you. If you want to, right now You can allow that reason to crystallize and become clear in your imagination. Now you can intimately recall the details of the events that led to this moment.
And if not, the hazy idea that you needed this attitude adjustment is present in your mind. The result, of all of this is corner time. The issue with corner time is that it only allows me to express a certain amount of dissatisfaction. When you're properly con really truly fucking sorry that you crossed me. It's very possible that I could still be mad at you. I could still be mad at you when your calves start to ache from standing in your heels.
I could still be mad at you when you're desperate to fidget. I could still be mad at you. As deep boredom sets in. As the lack of stimulation starts to nod you. And even your usual day dreams start to seem grey. As you lose count of clock ticks and doubt it really could have been an hour 2, more. As you wonder whether I'm still in the room with you, still watching. As you wonder if I forgotten you. And dear made, who foolishly earned this punishment you would not test me on this, not today.
You know that truth. All the way down to the core of your subconscious. Some element of my tone, My delivery has told you that you will hold your nose here in the corner until you collapse from exhaustion So when the call of nature eventually grew loud enough that it couldn't be ignored. You didn't move. You didn't take your nose out of the corner. You stood quietly. Silently. Applaud yourself for being so damn good for me. You're going to earn that forgiveness, you want so badly.
Going to replace it with pity perhaps. You're and then a sense of embarrassment at the mess you have made, all in good time. Right now, you can feel the slight cooling of the liquid that doused. Your wet under things, clinging to your bottom. It trickled down your legs, your soaking your stockings. You're even aware of the little puddle in your shoes. The scent of you is in the air. But the thing that you're feeling most prominent, is relief.
Wonderful overwhelming sweet relief, Now that it's done that the flood gates have been opened. That's what forgiveness feels like. And you will thank me for it. Enjoy the thoughts I've given you. Pick out the most wonderful good thing about the experience. Think about why you want to experience that moment so badly. What it means to you, to this could be a sensation, or it could be an emotion that comes to the forefront of your mind in that moment.
As you concentrate on of why and how this brings you pleasure. Allow that pleasure to pour over you I want good things for you always, and I promise that service is a good thing. Now cleanse your pallet. You can hold on to the mindset you crave, the opportunity to cultivate. But the scenario that I've described for you has passed by. Now, it is a memory you can always look on fondly. Even a game that you can beg. Beg me to return, until 1 day.
And now we will move on together There are times when you won't be in uniform. There are times when you will have a day off of course. It's not my intention to wear your fingers to the bone. But what will you do with yourself? What will you do with yourself and that time between 1 day of being a good to made for me and the net? Of course, you need your beauty sleep. Of course, you need a place to get good rest when you're off duty. Picture a perfect little room. Made up for a servant of mind.
You can settle on something right out of a period drama, at least with hints of the Victorian home around your little haven. If your practice of being my made, like I know you want to be. Then here is the bulk of expectations. That tone where you can record all the behaviors that I demand of you. The rules you will follow. The details of the persona I expect you to embody. You don't get to be your mundane self in a short skirt in Apron.
You are my servant, and I will teach you how to be properly loyal. Properly flirt. How to act when I decide to call on you, which is often. Here too, your uniforms, the makeup, I allow you, Other appropriate literature are and perhaps a few tri or toys. You get the idea, don't you. Beneath the crisp white sheets, you're wearing very little. A night of course, because you wouldn't be so dis as to wear nothing at all.
Your legs are bare And when you move them, you can feel the cool sheets against them. No stockings right now. And not a single hair either. Perfect. Here you can reflect on what you enjoyed about a long day of serving me, of being pleasing, Being the 1 I need and rely on. Even if what I rely on you for is purely sorted entertainment. Doesn't it still feel good? You would asleep here. If right now, I were to tell you to do so.
You could do so easily because this plays this role is deeply comfortable to you. It's easy for you, and it's safe. You know everything that is expected. Of you. Even if you're not always sure exactly how I'm going to use you. It to make me happy. And you know that tomorrow is another day of this game. These were. Isn't that just as comforting? Isn't that just as perfect? Goals Enjoy the thoughts I've given you. Pick out the most wonderful good thing about the experience.
Think about why you want to experience that moment so badly. What it means to you this could be a sensation or It could be an emotion that comes to the forefront of your mind in that moment. As you concentrate on why and how this brings you pleasure. Allow that pleasure to pour over you. I want good things for you, always. And I promise that service is a good thing. I'm now going to count. Back up from 0. Not 2 100, but just a 5. And when I reach 5, you will have risen completely out of f tran.
Ready to move on to whatever is next, just as I have described to you. 0 1, coming up now. 2, 3, heading back up the stair well. 4, so close to full conscious awareness, 5. Calm, relaxed, fully out of tran, choosing now to drift off to sleep or go on with your day. Good work. I'm proud of you. Thank you for listening to the session. I know you had fun with it, just like I had fun making it.
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