Hello everyone and welcome back to Spirit School. I am so excited to be here with you for your April Spirit messages. We're gonna hop right into it because I wasn't intending on recording these today, but I guess officially at the time of recording this, on the 21st of March, it is the first day of spring. It is the new moon, this new energy coming through. Of course, we are past that by the time you get these messages, but guess what? We have another new moon in the same sign later this month.
So I think it's a really, really powerful month and I just have been feeling so inspired today. And if you're my close circle of friends or acquaintances, you know, I have been on the struggle bus since last September. Just constantly in the shadow.
Just constantly overcoming hurdles and overcoming health crises after health crises and just like persistent health issues coming up and just something about today, I just woke up with this incredible vital life force moving through me, and I have been awaken at it now for six and seven hours, and that increased life force continues to expand within me, and the inspiration hit after I created some things this morning.
I was like, today's the day we have to record the Spirit messages, and all these Spirit messages kept coming through me. And so I just wanna dive right into it and get started. And I also want you to know that the invitation at the end of this episode is quite new. I'm inviting you to dance with me. Again, if you know me, you know I do not dance. It's very vulnerable for me to move my body, and it's very vulnerable for me to dance. So if you're on YouTube, we're gonna have a dance party.
If you're listening by the podcast, I invite you at the end to join me for the song that just wants my whole insights to move. We're gonna be testing the Spotify, music rights, you know, AI channels, but will give proper credit to the song that I will play in the show notes. Just so you guys know where it came from, go click on it if the sound quality on the podcast is not jiving with you. But let's just get started because I have not felt this energy for a long time. For a long time.
And One of the messages, and I could cry even saying this, I'm just gonna hop in, but the world of Spirit came through so strong just saying, don't forget you came here to live do not forget you came here to live. You came here to live an expansive life. You came here to live a life that is not meant to be easy. That is not meant to be smooth all the time. And in truth, we cannot feel that expansion without the contraction. And after contraction always comes expansion.
And the real message for April, from the world of Spirit is, do not forget you came here to live. We did not come here to merely survive. We did not come here to chase the next thing constantly. We came here to live to connect with one another, to connect with ourselves, to remember who we are and where we came from.
And there's an opportunity coming into the month of April and throughout the month of April to really tap into this life force that is all around us and we lose sight of, and we lose conscious awareness of, because we get so bogged down with the lessons that we came here to learn. We came here to experience hardship. We came here to experience tough things and learn to remember who we are and why we came here.
Land into deeper layers of meaning and purpose in our lives and understand that what we may have thought our purpose was shifts and evolves over time. And to not keep ourselves in boxes and pigeon-holed to visions that we tend to outgrow over time. And to know that it is up for us to continue to expand on this path and to continue to expand through the hurdles and road bumps that come our way.
And my goodness, I would not trade this feeling of this life force energy returning to me for all the six months of hardship that I have just encountered. I wouldn't trade it for this life force energy that moves through me. Of course on this day, we are signifying the reemergence of Mother Earth in the northern hemisphere. The returning of the plants of the foliage of the greenery.
Reminder that through the depths of winter, through the snow on the ground, through the frost that covers the Earth's crust that life was forming all along beneath its soils and it creeps up through the earth to be seen by the sun, to be seen once again in its new glory.
More beautiful than we could have remembered even a year ago today, with maturity, with wisdom, with new lessons to carry us forward and the new lessons that we create for ourselves are an opportunity to share amongst the greater planet. And I just want you to let that sink in for a minute here, because I've been going a mile a minute because it, you'd think I had 10 coffees today. That's how I feel. And I haven't had two coffees and one breakfast burrito and that's it. And a shower.
And I just feel absolutely giddy and I hope you can feel the contagious of Spirit's presence. Move through me through this microphone, through the screen, into your heart, into your very being. If I can be a moment of resurgence for you, a revitalization, which was a big word that they were giving me revitalization. If you can take that from the energy and vibration that carry through my words and tap into that energy, tap into that life force and allow it to grow inside of you.
Allow it to expand from your heart space through the belly, through the seat, through the legs, through the feet. Through the neck and the arms and the hands and the throat and the head. Just creating this expansive ball of light that moves through us, allowing this life force to turn an on switch once again. And with this activation of life force continuing to move through us new inspirations, new ideas.
New ways of being, new goals, new sets of purpose, deeper meanings of intention and purpose to why you chose to come here, why you chose life now, and a reminder that only the most courageous have chosen to come forward during this time. This time in three and four generations in our lineages have not seen times like we have now and what we have just endured.
So if you have been feeling beaten down, if you have been feeling exhausted, if you have been feeling like you've had enough, know that only the most courageous and the most brave have chosen to come here during this time to set out a new course for a new way of being on this planet, a new way of being in community with one another. A new. A new way forward, and for many of us, we need to get uncomfortable before we can tap into a higher vision of newness. We need to sit in that discomfort.
We need to have enough with it to be able to pave a path forward that is more in alignment with what we want to see for ourselves, for our families, and for the collective. This new emergence of new energy moving through us. Easily accessible because Spirit makes me aware that it's always been here.
It's just where our level of awareness is, and I think so many of us get caught in the collective awareness, and so many of us find ourselves in similar paths from one another, and the world of Spirit is letting us know that there is a new awareness coming in that is accessible to us anytime we feel like turning away from the old and seeing what is in the mystery of new path forward and turning our awareness, focusing our energy on this collective new path forward.
And it's not even tapping into what has already been established, but what we want to create. And this is where the courage comes in because it takes courage to pave a path forward that hasn't been walked yet, and I think that's what is being asked for us in the generations that have chosen to come here during this time. I'm just gonna let that sink through me. The guides are very close for this month of April. I can feel a veil if you want a blanket being lifted off of us.
As we enter this new year for the astrological calendar of April, and I don't know if I can say new enough when it comes to the messages this month, I'm just feeling it, and the cards that I, pulled in advance. All these Spirit guide cards that come through, these are all Spirit guide cards that come through for me. It's just to let us know too that we haven't been alone on this journey and that our next steps will not be misguided.
We are going to be completely guided, but the world of Spirit makes me aware that it depends on where we are focusing our energy and our thoughts. And so if we are stuck in thoughts of the past, if we are stuck and trapped in a cycle of old ways of being with ourselves and with each other, that we simply need to choose new thoughts. We simply need to choose a new direction for ourselves, and almost like physically and sentiently feel our energy being focused in that direction, in that way.
And then new energy comes in. But we have to have that divine free will of the change of thoughts first before the Spirit energy can move through us. We have to choose consciously the new. We have to feel worthy of this life force and revitalization to move through us, and that's going to be a very individual journey for each and every one of us.
But if I am here to remind you that you were born worthy and nothing has changed, okay, that's a quote I wish I could remember to quote it from where I heard that from, but I know I have heard it somewhere. But you were born worthy, and a lot of this journey is to remember that and to lean back into that worthiness.
A lot of us are in a treasure hunt of finding worthiness, looking under the couch, looking under the rug, looking under the blankets at the bottom of a laundry basket at the bottom of a dirty sink. Where are you worthiness? Where have you been hiding? There you are. You were there all along. Just waiting for me to move my awareness to you. To really allow that to fill me. It's almost like everything we want is absolutely around us. Absolutely around us.
I see this wheel of life surrounding each and every one of us, and it's our conscious decisions where we put our thoughts and our energy, and then we receive more of that. So it's almost like the month of April is asking you to assess your Wheel of life, and that's been coming up a lot in our Spirit School collective. Actually, we're going through a psychic life wheels. So this is the symbology that they are bringing through me, and they are saying, where do you want to focus next?
Where does your desire for change want to guide you? And then you get to decide what your path forward is going to be focused on. And I wanna feel if there's anything else along that vein and I feel like I'm gonna go to the cards a little bit now before we lean into our dance party. I have a feeling this is gonna be a shorter one, but I feel like it's going to be full of this energy that comes with it that may have not come through in messages past.
It's almost like it doesn't matter what I'm saying. It's the energy that comes through how I'm saying it, which is what they're trying to convey. I recently shared this with my students, that angels quite a few years ago, was about three years ago now, came through with a message when angel healing started to come into my awareness that they don't necessarily need me, but I am an amplifier of energy.
And I think in a lot of regards, we all are amplifiers of energy and we get to choose what kind of energy radiates through us, and therefore the people who are drawn to be our friends, to be our children, to be our family, to be our colleagues, and our acquaintances are attracted to us based off that energy that we do radiate. So my hope is that you can feel the energy radiating through my heart, that I feel very much the Spirit world is trying to convey.
I could not get to this microphone quick enough, to record these messages because it was just coming in so strong, this energy that they want people to feel. And I wanted to record this in that energy. Now, there has been a lot of deep spiritual work being done in the winter months, and the world of Spirit is applauding you for meeting your shadow.
Each and every one of you who have been drawn to listen to these Spirit messages will recognize that you have met yourself in your shadows for these past few months, and they are celebrating you for the courage to face them. Because that is not in everybody's human makeup and everyone's human experience, and we hope that you can feel the reward and recognition from the Spirit world on the deep work that you have done, and though you do not feel like it is in completion, that is fine.
The completion process happens in the integration process. You are free to move on to a lighter path and trust that the lingering energetics of everything that you were working on through the winter will be completed as you move forward. We have to stop thinking about things as being so linear and it having a complete finish date and trusting that we can continue on the energy and a new color will form and it will just blend with the old color and create the new.
And then when summer comes, a new color is going to come and new energy, and it's just continuing. They're showing me this as like almost a ball of yarn that just changes colors as you go along. It's never a clean break, so we need to stop looking for a clean break. Okay. Because it's in the deciding of entering the new energy that we just continue forward and the integration happens for everything that we have just completed.
And I feel by fall you will fully understand what the completion process was for you when it comes to everything that you did in this later season coming forward. There is a lot of focus on love relationships coming up into spring. I think that's very common for spring energy, but it comes through the cards very strong as well, that there's going to be a deeper level of understanding and a deeper level of commitment to your relationships around you. This is not just your lovers, your partners.
This is with children and relationships with sisters and brothers and cousins out there. And I'm talking about the friendship kind as well, our chosen family as well. But it's almost like we're unguarded, we don't have as many guards up. We've been broken down. The walls have shattered around us, and we're willing to be more vulnerable and more ourselves around each other.
And because we can see each other so much more clearly, we have quicker decision making in a conscious way of who we want to choose to spend our time with or not. The walls are down. We are not easily eluded anymore, and we cannot hide our deepest sense of selves anymore. The wall of illusion has been broken. It has been shattered. It is down.
So where we may have been tricked in relationships of the past, seeing people for who they presented themselves to be, because the walls are down in the collective, it's very vulnerable. And if we have not done the work to allow our most vulnerable sides to come through, we will enter this season feeling very naked.
But for those of us who have done the work to allow ourselves to be vulnerable through our shadows, we are gonna be finding more fulfilling relationships that are centered around authenticity and genuinity. And that is some really celebratory things, my friends. that is worth celebrating. We are going to be finding much more deeper relationships in our lives, and I cannot wait.
I have been waiting to call in these friendships, waiting to call in these partnerships for a long time, and they're coming through and I just noticed the partnership card as well. Oh, there's just so much energy moving through me. I want to invite you into the space to move your body into the space to shake off the skeletons of winter. Shake off the dead skin of the past.
I know that's a weird thing to say, but that's how I was seeing it as we're moving our body and we're, you know, shaking and we're jumping and we're allowing ourselves to move more freely than we may have in some time. And I do want to give you a disclaimer for those of you who love high quality sound, I do not know what these next few minutes are going to sound like. So you are welcome to pause.
You're welcome to fast forward to the end, or you're welcome to hit the link below in the show notes to listen to the song in the highest of quality in which it was meant to be heard. But for those of you who want to stay in the energy that we have just created through these Spirit messages, you going to hear a bit of background noise as I play this song and we dance together, my friends.
Okay. Now just keep in mind I do not dance, so if you're catching me on YouTube, if it makes the cut, just close your eyes and move freely with me, my friends, and I'll see you on the other side of the newness that we are creating. Oh, how do you feel? My friends, if you caught me on YouTube, I am not a dancer, but I am going to send this to my therapist because I think she will be pleasantly surprised, that I did this.
But this just kind of embodies and embraces the energy that the world of spirit has been bringing through me all day. And I knew I had to sit today and record these Spirit messages and try my best to convey and radiate this energy for you so that you can enter the month of April refreshed. Rejuvenated. Feeling new, feeling excited about your life, and remembering that you came here to choose to live. To live in everything that it means to live here in this time on planet Earth in the 2020s.
You are all courageous, my friends. It's an honor to know you. It's an honor to be your mentor for the month of April, and thank you for sitting in this energy with me and being with me, I wish you all an incredible April ahead and I love you. See you next time in Spirit School.