You're listening to Song Exploder, where musicians take apart their songs and piece by piece, tell the story of how they were made. I'm Rishikesh Hirway. Now, as a duo, their most recent release is Add Violence, an EP. And in this episode, Trennaticus break down a song from it called The Lovers. Did you believe me?
I am Trent Resner, a year and a half ago. We've decided that the next major Nine Inch Nails work, rather than one kind of lengthy album, which split it up into EPs and that Plan is three, the first of which was not the actual events, very kind of aggressive return to guitars and confrontational type of music. And it was fun, it was exciting. The current EP Add Violence, which The Lovers is from, when we started that out, it was less defined what it was going to be.
It wasn't going to be another punch in the face, we wanted it to kind of feel like it started at that point, but went in a more potentially experimental direction. The way The Lovers began is I had written a kind of poem, I guess, and what it was about was the inevitability of addiction or seduction, where one could try to resist, but you're going to wind up succumbing.
And the setting was a visual one of New Orleans, a place I lived for many years, hot summer, nighttime, gas lamp burning, 100 degrees in two in the morning, humid, earthy, and I know that feeling well. I also know the feeling of being a full-fledged addict living in New Orleans in the summer, and not wanting to do something but unable to stop myself. So that was where The lyrics took place and that would end up being the verses.
I had these words for the verse, which was the denial phase, and the chorus was going to be the release and succumbing to whatever it is. I had a blueprint of the shape of the song, but I had no idea what was going to sound like. I'm Atticus Ross, where we originally started was bringing to life a score for this thing that's come out of trend's head. We know each other really well, and we're close friends, which is the foundation of our musical relationship.
With that kind of familiarity, I can say, hey, here's these words that might be terrible, and I think it's about this. I can share that with him with the medium amount of skin on fire feeling that I couldn't do with somebody I didn't know that well. I had The lyrics sheet, which I would look at and study, and then we start to piece together what might be the best toolkit to bring this to life.
We actually talk about it. Here's the setting of this song. Sometimes a literal place or a visual or a vibe that we could both have our own versions of what that is visually in our heads. It helps us choose arrangement, choose what type of instruments, how can we achieve that, how can we score that scene, how can we create the vocabulary of sound that would be right for that.
What we've learned a long time ago was too many options lead to paralysis. It needed that setting, and I know what that feeling is of being sucked into something in that environment. Then we instinctually kind of reach for things that we may not have reached out if we hadn't talked about it. In this case, he was saying, let's try the luminous garden and set that up.
There's a manufacturing folk tech that makes these weird little boxes that do a variety of things. But one that we liked a lot is the illuminate sky. It's like a cigar box with a metal plate on the top with some thick guitar strings kind of sticking out. Just to clarify, if you couldn't help from their description, the luminous garden is not a traditional musical instrument. I saw it in the National Studio before we started recording the interview, and I didn't really know what I was looking at.
There aren't any notes to be played on it. It's more of a conceptual sound manipulator. I'll put a link on the song, these put a website, so you can see what it looks like. Essentially, what happens is by tapping on that metal top that gets picked up by a mic which feeds through a delay and a reverb circuit, and that can create a loop. We kind of thought, let's make it sound like fingers tapping on a table, nervous, something that adds an anxiety, like I'm in the throws of addiction.
So we were doing things like dropping keys and pencils and hitting it with a hammer, banging the table real hard that it's sitting on. Just seeing what comes out and trying to make it kind of accidental, capturing these little bits. We'll be recording the output of that in Pro Tools. What anarchists will do then is cut together two or three loops. I'll usually leave for the 20 minutes it takes for that process to happen. Go outside and get some fresh air and come in.
And suddenly there's a weird tone happening. That drone, that's a snippet of the Illuminous Garden where the reverb got engaged. And that informed the key of the song. He's then cut together this cool polyrhythmic drum loop. The rhythm generated by hitting that thing and arranged in a way that is much better than it was when I walked out of the room. The different mindsets or different hats one has to wear in this environment. One of them is the kind of subconscious follow the muse, eyes closed.
Another one that's radically different is the editorial. What sucked, what was good, what's the piece that fits with that. I love having him do that part because I can stay in the other mode of not trying to analyze exactly what's going on and still stay subconscious in a way. It keeps us momentum going that neither of us are bogged down too much in our skill sets complement each other. So it's him arranging stuff. I just kind of bang into things.
The next thing that happened was tuning the kick drum to now sit with that. Just to anchor it. That was what God is saying. That's the foundation of one part of the track. We knew that was kind of the verse. So let's see where that leads us. So the rhythmic loop led to the tuned kick drum which felt like a bass. How about an imprecise unsure guitar that feels a little exploratory and a little apprehensive. I just kind of did the circular ascending, descending line of guitars around it.
That was meant to be kind of serpentine. I'm just going to play and purposely kind of not have it be a four bar or eight bar thing. That was played single line a number of times. I was trying to remember what I'd done the time before but not intensely. Did I stay on that note for three hits or two? And me not explaining to him, Atticus, my intention just to see what happened. And when I came back in the room after he'd arranged it, he just left him sit on top of each other.
So they got off because I wasn't playing it the same way. But it sounded cool. The right kind of dreamlike hallucinatory feel. Like someone slowly spun me around and I'm not sure where where I am. It didn't sound overly dissonant. I wanted the whole song to feel seductive but uneasily seductive. I'd loved to take credit for that but that was just his arrangement to pull that off. There is a tactile kind of the humanity has been left in.
And I feel that it is an exploration of humanity in one way or another. I think some people think we're real meticulous in a studio. We're not really when inspiration hits and you get that thing that feels exciting. Let's as fast as we can see where that leads until it goes away. There's plenty of time to bring out the it sucks hammer. Let's not overthink things at the beginning of a creative flow. Did you have a different process back before you two started working together?
Was it different when you were on your own? We've been doing this so long now that this feels like it always has been this way. But with a pretty hate machine it was a lack of understanding how to make a record. And that came with its own set of inexperience and intimidation. And broken was kind of the same way. Downward spiral there was a lot of fear involved because I made a record that people liked. And will I ever be able to do that again?
Being in the studio and creating was a tortuous, high pressure, self-imposed. I'm going to work my hardest but I don't enjoy the act of doing it. A few years later the fragile now I'm in the throes of addiction and my brain is not working this best. And I'm scared. So that record took forever. I was two and a half years working on that album. Because of fear. I wasn't embracing the process of creating. I was trying to get through it.
The pivot for me took place when getting clean, which was when I met Atticus. Then I was scared if I could do it sober. Because I didn't know. And you told yourself enough, you validated terrible behavior by, well, I need an artist. And that's what these guys did in the bullshit. But to my amazement, that's when I feel like I kind of came into my own and I could embrace the process of doing. Because I was present and we ended up having fun in the studio. So back to this track, the lovers.
The trick we use quite a bit is having monophonic sequencers that don't loop in time. So if it's in 4.4 rather than having a 16 step sequencer, have it 10 steps. It's the same pattern, but it's starting at a different spot, which makes it sound completely different as it sits over that drum loop. It adds complexity that still feels musical.
And also I like the way it rhythmically anchored that drum loop into something that just felt like a good foundation that we could sustain for a while, with a vocal brief. The Senate has moved on and all that's left is free. Finally, finally everyone seems to be asleep. But me. With these lyrics, it was me allowing myself permission to examine periods of my life that I'd consciously chose not to think about very much. Then immerse myself in it.
And it kind of, what if the path I'm currently on wasn't really the right one and I just went hard left the other way? What if my true nature is being denied? It feels kind of dangerous to think about that. But I dared to allow myself to kind of deep dive into what that might be like. To return to the place where I already am and have always been if I just really looked allowed myself to see. The difficult part of the song was trying to place the verse vocal once the right approach.
We recorded it a couple times trying to find the right process. And a lot of that was to do with delivery as well, where the emphasis was put. Let me record. I'm going to just talk what feels kind of natural. Drop it in and see how it sits over the music. Part of it is considering what the role of the verse vocal is in terms of the narrative of the story. It was written in a cut up style that wasn't necessarily a linear.
So it wasn't to the story you had to listen to every bit. What if we kind of made it overheard? It stopped at maybe and could stop if I wanted to. But I'm not the one driving anymore. I know who I am. If you want to listen to it is there, but it's not in the way. And if you don't want to, you can ignore it like it's a TV set left on while you're doing something else. And in verse two, you might notice this talking and laughing and whatnot. Actually, from a TV.
The whole song structure was meant to be a rhythmic jigsaw puzzle in the verse that leads to the feeling of release when you got to the chorus. When choosing sounds or instrumentation or what timbers we want to use, we are thinking about if there's something that feels electronic or unfamiliar to juxtapose something that feels acoustic and sonically familiar,
to avoid everything sounding like science fiction. And then that lead to an acoustic piano would anchor it and would have the kind of firmness, and that kind of foundation that could hold the chorus together. It feels like, oh, okay, I can exhale for a second. But it doesn't sound triumphant because you've given up the fight. You know, I've been resisting, resisting, resisting. Okay, I'm going to dive in. I'm going to say, if this is what I am, then this is what I am.
To me, when I listen to it, I feel connected emotionally to this story and a huge part of it is how he's delivered the chorus. To me, into the arms of the lovers. I think I sang it twice and the second time was the best one. And then we didn't go back in and say, okay, let me microtune that note. Leave it the way it is. That was him saying this primarily. Trent might feel ill and secure, but this chorus is excellent.
And not to be discarded because device cracked or whatever. A lot of what I get from music is the humanity, is the imperfections, is the soul, if you like. Take me into the arms of the lovers. As much as I enjoyed flirting around with self-destruction and depression and staring into the abyss, it caught up with me and it took me to a place where it wasn't sexy and it wasn't romantic. It was just death.
I really didn't want that and I would do anything to get away from that and needed to make serious life changes and kind of redefine who I am and why I'm here. And I feel good about my life right now. I would be happy not ever thinking about that stuff again. Just making a song like this, allow you to feel like you don't have to think about it anymore?
I think I'd be just as happy not having opened that can of worms and thought about it because I find myself, I dream about it now once in a while because it's a fresh thing now. I think we made something artistically I'm very proud of, but I'm not feeling like man I'm glad I processed that and was able to work that out of my system.
I kind of welcomed it back into my system. I've re-experienced something that even though I didn't physically go out and do anything, I have lived it in a way that it's part of me again. And now here's the lovers by nine inch nails in its entirety. I can hear you breathing, this looked out of time again, even though you're behind and I'm free. To return to the place where I'm already, I've always been in questions for you, but to allow myself to see you.
And then, as you see inside me, I just want to see you, but me and you don't let them raise back and put it right in. The sun has come and all that's left is for me, finally, finally everyone seems to be asleep, for me and you. Take me into the arms of the lovers, free. Take me into the arms of the lovers. I can't hear you breathing, this looked out of time again, even though you're behind and I'm free. I can't stop and be, I can't stop if I want to, but I'm not the one driving anymore.
I can't hear you breathing, this looked out of time again, even though you're behind and I'm free. To return to the arms of the lovers, free. Take me into the arms of the lovers. Take me into the arms of the lovers. Free. For more on 9-inch nails, visit songexploter.net. Song Exploder is brought to you by Progressive. Next time on Song Exploder, R&M breakdown, try not to breathe from their classic album Automatic for the people.
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