Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

You're listening to Song Exploder, where musicians take apart their songs and piece by piece tell the story of how they were made. I'm Rishikesh Hirway. This episode contains explicit language. Goo Goo Dolls formed in 1986 in Buffalo, New York, and by the time 1998 rolled around, they'd already had a pretty successful career. They'd released five albums, and one of their songs, Name, from 1994. had become a top ten hit. But things really changed for them when they made the song Iris.

It originally came out on the soundtrack for the movie City of Angels, which came out in 1998 and starred Nicolas Cage and Meg Ryan. Iris spent a record-breaking 18 weeks at number one on the radio, and became one of the best-selling songs of all time, with over 14 million copies sold and over four and a half billion streams.

So for this episode, John Resnick of Goo Goodolls came over to my place and he told me about how he wrote the song. He told me how the Grammy Winning producer Rob Cavallo helped them expand their vision, and how the version of the song in the movie isn't actually the version that everybody knows. My name is John Resnick. And who else is in the band with you? Robbie Tak. It's just me and him. We are the band and uh Robbie and I make the records. And how did you two first meet?

Oh, I met him in college when I was nineteen and we were playing hardcore music. And how did it go from you guys playing hardcore to uh the sound that it became? Because that's a pretty big shift. Yeah, I think a lot of it had to do with being exposed to a lot of different music that I'd never really heard before and

And also, you know, when you play in a hardcore band, there's no girls there. And, you know, we forgot rule number one, why do you play in a band? You know, well, you know, to meet girls. Why? Because I suck at sports. Okay. You know, and I had met a girl who eventually became my first wife. And it was bizarre because I was truly so smitten. It was like all of a sudden, you know, my little love bubble started showing up in my music. You know, you you're in love. And uh changes you chemically.

Okay, let me fast forward a little bit to right before you started working on Iris. What was happening in your life at that time? Well that girl wo and I were getting divorced. Okay. It's like it always ends the same way. You know, and I'm like going through a divorce, I moved out here and I moved into a hotel called the Le Parque over in West Hollywood.

And um I was just so frustrated with everything that was going on. There was so much change going on in my life, my personal life, my professional life. What was happening on the professional side? Well, I wrote this big hit song with name, song name. Yeah. And everybody went, Yeah, John, you wrote a big hit song. Do it again. And it's like, uh, you know, I stopped writing. I felt like I couldn't write.

And then I got a phone call from my manager and he said Danny Bramson, this is got Danny Bramson, who's a music supervisor at Warner Brothers. And he invited me over because he wanted me to write a song for a film called City of Angels. What do they tell you about the film? So it's the story about this angel who has immortality, but he's lonely. And he sees this woman and he just wants to know what it feels like to feel.

what all these humans are feeling'cause he's just going around watching them and So he makes this leap and he gives up his immortality for her, for love. And, you know, and then he winds up, you know, getting spanked by it. And at that point in time I could really relate to that story. And uh basically it's a remake of Wings of Desire, which is great, great, great movie. Yeah. So he's like, I'm gonna show you the scene of this movie.

and I want you to see if you can come up with something for it. Did he happen to tell you why he wanted you specifically to write a song for the film? I was lucky enough to get it. So I saw it and I went back to my hotel and I went to some video shop and I got Wings of Desire and I put it in the thing and I'm watching it. And I thought, where am I gonna write this from? And then I said, Well, what would I say?

What would I say to that woman? I had a guitar and because I detune and use alternate tunings, I'd gone a little too far and I popped two strings off the guitar. So I had four strings on this guitar left and I detuned the low E to a B, the other three strings to D's. Yeah. And I'm just playing. Running this like basically the shape of the biggest.

So you're in your hotel room and you're thinking about this scene. Do you remember what the first lyrics were that you came up with? What was the first jumping off point? Can I say okay if I grab that guitar? Yeah, yeah. Yeah. This is a cool guitar. But I do this when I write songs. You know what I mean? I'll do like the you know when people do their impersonation of Bob Dylan? It's always like You know, so that's how I get melodies, and I always find melody first. What sits on top of the chord?

And what does it make you feel? And then sometimes a word will come out. You're sitting there going, yada da yada da yada yada and I don't want to be like ya. I don't want to be like ya. I don't want the world. I don't want the world to see me because I don't think that they'll understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. So it was, you know, I'm this. otherworldly being who wants to be a human.

You know, I don't think he planned for all the pain that came along with being human, really being human. But I just love that concept of like, yeah, I'm so in love with you, I will give up everything for you. You wanna feel so bad, even if it feels bad. And this helped snap me out of the writer's block. To have the script and a film, instead of just trying to like pull stuff out. thin air. It was like, oh okay. Yeah. I found my subject.

So I took it back to Danny and I played it for him on the four-string guitar. Yeah. And then Danny was like, yeah, let's go do this. So then I went over to there was a place here in LA called Swing House, which is like a very, very classic old rehearsal spot. And uh one of the guys that worked there set up the drum machine and a microphone and we recorded it. Can we listen to the demo? is not what I would have expected. on the drum machine. That's why it's a little bit more.

You can see the tuning isn't completely there. So I had to add the top two strings and I tuned those And one B. I really appreciate how committed. D strict. And I took that demo to a producer named Rob Cavallo. And then we went in the studio. You know, he did some tweaking. And Rob Cavallo fixed the drum pattern and came up with the proper beat. And it has that sort of six eight feel.

But I don't think those side sticks made it to the final. I oh my god, I lose it every time I hear a side stick, I No, they're definitely in the final version of the song. Yeah, they're on there. Yeah. I hate this song now. And were you thinking about a specific drum sound that you wanted? I looked at it as an opportunity to like take the next step. So it should feel epic.

should feel a little bit bigger and a little more muscular than what we had done before, you know, because we'd mostly worked in Buffalo and, you know, We were a punk rock band when we started. But then you come to a city like Los Angeles where your resources are unlimited. So they rented this beautiful set of drums and all the gear and I got it was the first time in my life I got to play like five guitars and go, Oh, I like that one. So he tripled it. And the base Who's playing that mandolin?

That's Tim Pierce player. One of the greatest sessions. Mm history of recorded music. Do you know whose idea it was to bring him in? Robs, this is where Rob turned us on to some crazy stuff. Jamie Hobrak. A crazy town to get Another And can we listen to your vocals? S Oh god, yeah, sure. And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming all the moment of truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies Was it a hard song to read? Oh yeah. That note is crazy high.

The high note in the chorus. Yeah. But I remember taking a singing lesson before I went in. I'd never taken a singing lesson and I went to some guy here in LA. and did all the warm-up with me. And I'm like, oh, okay, cool. And then I w just went back to the studio with all this like confidence. I'm like, nah, I know how to sing now. I took a singing lesson. There we go. And uh, you know, and then he just went in and did it. I just My conversation with John Resnick continues after this.

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One of the things that I think is interesting about the song, just structurally, yeah, is that you have a really long instrumental section. Yeah. Inspire them. I tend to get a little dramatic in my music and I like a lot of dynamics. Whatever feels right, you know? Pierce again. Tim also played that crazy guitar solo. Then Rob was like, we're gonna put strings on this. And Robbie and I were like, what? You know, we were very reluctant to do it.

So Rob's like, no, no, don't worry about it. We're gonna try it. It's gonna be cool. And then we were like, Well, okay, but if it freaks us out too much. We reserve the right to say no. Okay, fine. And then we met the king, David Campbell, one of the greatest composers, string arrangers, and Beck's dad. Yeah. So they got an eight piece ensemble and Robbie and I were in the control room and we were kneeling in front of the glass watching the players. And when they came out and started playing

Robbie and I were like, uh oh, uh oh. It's kinda cool. And then I'm like This is no going back to what we were doing. And he's like, Yeah. And then we were both like, fuck it, let's do it. So In the spirit of moving forward, you know, we did it and it worked. And we took a lot of shit for it, but it worked. I guess I'm surprised to hear that you took shift for it because at that point on your previous album, you had a ballad that was like a big hit.

Yeah, name. Yeah. Name, yeah. But that was more ragged and worked in that sort of world that we were living in of like soul asylum and the replacements and REM. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, and I and it was a little scary. It was a little scary because it was a very, very fine recording, a very fine recording engineer.

And it was also like, Oh my God, are we are we sellouts? Yeah, because that was a big deal back then. Now everyone is trying to sell out as hard as they can. You know, there is no such thing as selling out anymore, which is interesting.

I wanted to ask you about the title,'cause the name Iris is not in the song. No. And it's not in the movie either. No. Where did the title for the song come from? I was seeing a girl when I was living out here. We were having coffee and looking at the LA Weekly. And Iris Dement was playing. The singer. Yeah. And I just said Iris. That's a beautiful name, you know, Iris. And they were like, Yo, you gotta name this song. And I was just like, It's called Iris.

It's called Iris, just leave it leave it. Because I was listening to uh Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness. Yeah. And it was like the Billy Corgan thing, you know, bullet with butterfly wings or whatever. Yeah. And you're like, huh. Yeah, man, I gotta have one of those cool names for my song. It's not in the song, but you just call it that. Yeah. I mean, that was a thing for a while. Yeah. But I just love that name.

So after you finished the recording, how is it received when you handed it in? Because you were writing this for the soundtrack, but also for the scene in the movie, right? It had to play in the actual film. Yeah. Yeah. Right. I was definitely writing the song for the film, but the director got the song. Yeah. And he didn't like it. He didn't like it. And he was like, this is

This is too big, it's too dramatic, it's not working. Can you record a completely stripped down just you and an acoustic guitar playing it? And I bitched and moaned about it because I was uh you know, full of my own shit. You know, so I was in the studio with a guy named Jack Joseph Pwyg. You know, and he set up this beautiful microphone and gave me It flowed and I softened my position on the whole thing because I was told, and this was great advice, I was told, listen, you were hired to do

this to support the vision. And that humbled me. And I was like, okay, if this is more closely related to his vision, I'll do it. Of course. Okay, fine. And nobody remembers that version I don't think, but 'Cause you only hear it in the movie. You only hear it in the movie But then the full band version that you did, that came out on the soundtrack. Were you surprised that that ended up being like such a big hit? So Danny Brampson was talking about the soundtrack.

And I was like, Who's who's gonna be on there? And he was like, Well, you two, Peter Gabriel, Alanis. And I was like, Well, I just want to be on a record with those guys, you know? Yeah, and that song was very, very much the dark horse. I mean, you know, come on. You're going up against you two and Alanis and Peter Gabriel. But the soundtrack came out on Reprise record. And that radio team decided they were gonna work it.

And was there a specific moment where you realized that the song had become a huge hit? Yeah. You know when it dawned on me? Okay, I remember this. A guy, a guy came up to me. I don't know where I was. I was just doing something. And a guy just walks right up to me and he's like, Hey man, you're that guy from that band. That's always how people approach me. Excuse me, you're that guy from that band.

And then uh he says, Man, I gotta tell you, I love that song, Iris Man, but they gotta stop playing that shit on the radio, man. It's just on there so much. Every time I turn on any radio station, I gotta hear that song. I'm getting sick of it. Then I was like. Alright, it worked. Yeah, cool, man.

And now here's Iris by Google Dolls in its entirety. To learn more, visit Songexploder.net. You'll find links to buy or stream Iris, and you can watch the music video and also the scene in the movie that uses the acoustic version. This episode was produced by me, Mary Dolan, Craig Ely, and Kathleen Smith, with production assistance from Tiger Biscoop. The episode artwork is by Carlos Lerma, and I made the show's theme music and logo.

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