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Sleep Over with Carolyn and Laila

Dr. Carolyn Lovewell (formerly Carolyn Elliott)www.theimmortalcollege.com
What happens when two modern ladies wake up to their immortal Magickal nature? Well, Carolyn and Laila founded a world-famous initiation into the Western Esoteric Tradition called Sleep Over Mystery School. On this here podcast they have a lot of fun talking amongst themselves and with other initiates and end up sharing ideas about Existential Kink, the Golden Dawn, star friends, Thelema, Aleister Crowley, Carl Jung, the 12 steps, time loops, and the art of being 1980s-style trad wives (the kind who are into diet Coke and having careers).
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Episodes

Jesus in the New Aeon : how Answer to Job changes Christianity

Carolyn Lovewell sits down with Sleep Over Mystery School initiates Rye, Mackenzie, Laura, River, and Julia to talk about the mind-blowing way that Jung’s under-appreciated theological masterpiece, Answer to Job, changes the game of Christianity in a way that makes the God of the Old Testament finally make real sense in relation to sweet Jesus … and that opens up a portal of fresh revelation & healing.

Jan 21, 20251 hr 14 min

How and why magick works

Carolyn and Laila sit in Laila’s living room with Laila’s sweet baby Christopher who coos a lot, to explain how the subtle rules the dense and makes magick possible.

Nov 18, 202450 min

Why you need to do magick now more than ever

Carolyn and Laila talk about common inner conflicts people often have about doing magick and why it’s so important to overcome these. Also you can sign up for Will to Magick, our life-changing live seminar on healing your hesitations around magick at this link : https://carolynelliott.samcart.com/products/will-to-magick?ck_subscriber_id=166582177&utm_source=convertkit&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=the%20hilarious%20truth%20about%20your%20magickal%20%27failures%27%20-%2015578289&s...

Nov 08, 202445 min

Self-realization and the Ma’at current with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman

Carolyn sits down at the Jamboree with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman, a SOMS initiate, to a riveting talk about Crowley, Jung, Nema, and what it means to realize the Self and forgiveness of the horrors of the world via the 93 current, including the incoming current of Ma’at.

Oct 04, 202456 min

An Initiate’s Journey

Carolyn sits down at the Mahasiddha Jamboree, a Sleep Over Mystery School reunion in West Virginia… … to talk with Rita, an initiate and a psychologist. Carolyn and Rita discuss Rita’s journey of initiation, and Eastern vs Western spiritual practices in relation to modern secular psychology.

Sep 26, 202456 min

Initiation, Babalon, the Cry of the 12th Aethyr with Julia Dunne

Carolyn sits down at her kitchen table with the wonderful Julia Dunne to talk about Julia’s experience of initiation in Sleep Over Mystery School. The conversation winds to Babalon as Compassion and Understanding and Carolyn ends up reading the Cry of the 12th Aethyr by Aleister Crowley. Neil chimes in. At one point Carolyn’s 5 year old daughter Lulu blows her purple whistle and it is loud and annoying AF and not edited out because we are very lazy - you have been warned . 😂...

Aug 30, 202455 min

Sex, Existential Kink & Awakening to the Beloved with Anca Gray

Carolyn sits down for an inspiring conversation with artist Anca Gray, an initiate of Sleep Over Mystery School. They talk about Anca’s journey from evangelical Christianity to Existential Kink, the magick of sex and coming into relationship with the Holy Guardian Angel, aka the Beloved. Search “anca gray” on Instagram and follow her to keep up with her beautiful adventures and offers of incredible magick retreat weekends and bespoke magickal hyper sigils.

Aug 06, 202457 min

Magick Letters and the Hyperbody - part 3

Part three of three. On a lazy weekend morning in the spring of 2024, Carolyn quizzes her husband, the deep magickian David Lovewell, about what letters like the Germanic runes and the Hebrew letters have to do with magick, the Great Work, and the realization of our connection to our higher dimensional Self (the Hyperbody). Part two.

Aug 01, 202428 min

Magick Letters and the Hyperbody - part 2

Part two of three. On a lazy weekend morning in the spring of 2024, Carolyn quizzes her husband, the deep magickian David Lovewell, about what letters like the Germanic runes and the Hebrew letters have to do with magick, the Great Work, and the realization of our connection to our higher dimensional Self (the Hyperbody).

Aug 01, 202425 min

Magick Letters and the Hyperbody - part 1

On a lazy weekend morning in the spring of 2024, Carolyn quizzes her husband, the deep magickian David Lovewell, about what letters like the Germanic runes and the Hebrew letters have to do with magick, the Great Work, and the realization of our connection to our higher dimensional Self (the Hyperbody). Part one.

Aug 01, 202427 min

The 12 Steps & Advaita

While their kids party in the backyard pool, Laila and Carolyn talk about honesty as the primary virtue and how they understand the 12 Steps via an Advaita perspective on total powerlessness ala Wayne Liquorman’s awesome book, the Way of Powerlessness. Features amazing loud singing from Carolyn’s daughter Lulu and thoughts from Laila’s husband Rory at the end.

Jul 31, 202450 min

Dreamwork - Objectifying the Dream, Following the Dream Ego

Carolyn helps her friend Neil interpret his dream “the Cosmic Hospital.” You can come hear Carolyn teach more about dreamwork and shadow integration at Ayesha Ophelia’s Dream Lodge event in August - find more info on that event on Ayesha’s instagram. To go deeper into magick, visit theimmortalcollege.com, join our email list and sign up for our offerings.

Jul 02, 202451 minSeason 3Ep. 17

3 Blocks to Communication and How to Solve Them with Dr. Robert Dee McDonald

The first ever episode of the Sleep Over podcast that's also on video! - Carolyn talks with her brilliant mentor, Dr. Robert Dee McDonald, about 3 Common Blocks to communication that wreck havoc in relationships of all kinds, and what can be done to solve them with assertion, empathy, and forgiveness. Dr. Robert shares his wisdom and expertise, and he also shares details about the upcoming Ultimate Communication Skills Workshop in Los, Angeles California, July 12 -14th 2024. To learn more about ...

Jun 27, 202446 minSeason 3Ep. 16

New Aeon Awakening via Existential Kink with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman

Carolyn sits down on her back patio with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman, a SOMS initiate, PENETRATE graduate, and genius certified Existential Kink coach. Mackenzie shares about her spiritual awakening and what she’s gained in New Aeon consciousness via her journey with Mystery and Existential Kink.

Jun 24, 202459 minSeason 3Ep. 15

What the Deep State, Whitney Webb, and Magick Have in Common

Also on the drive down to the 3rd immersion of SOMS 2024, Neil, the set guy for SOMS, and Carolyn nerd out about the rabbit hole of Whitney Webb’s reporting about the deep state in One Nation Under Blackmail and the foreboding rumors that Neil hear from a friend of his in the intelligence community about a possible 30 day disruption of services in November surrounding the U.S.A. election. … and how it all relates to magick & the Great Work!

Jun 24, 20241 hrSeason 3Ep. 14

Neil’s Twin Flame Relationship Advice

Carolyn and Neil, the set guy for Sleep Over Mystery School, talk about modern relationships - including the folly of Twin Flames - on their U-Haul ride down to the 3rd immersion.

Jun 10, 202459 minSeason 3Ep. 13

Shadow Work, Theurgy, and Expanding our Capacity to be Present with High Sensation

Carolyn, Laila, and Rory talk about how Shadow Work, Theurgy, and Expanding Our Capacity to be Present with High Sensation weave together to create a virtuous upward spiral of grounded, profound positive change in our lives - and that’s why they are the pillars of the life-changing work we do in the Immortal College.

May 04, 202428 minSeason 3Ep. 8

The High Value Webinar of the Gods

Carolyn and Laila talk about the demon Olivia Soprano, the evil eye, and the psychedelic medicine of Dune 2.

May 04, 202429 minSeason 3Ep. 6

The Torroidal Jelly Donut Made of Hebrew, Arabic, and Greek Letters which Extrudes the Universe

Carolyn forces Laila and other friends to nerd out with her about her current obsession: the Hermetic genius mathematician Stan Tenen and his mind- blowing discovery of the exquisite geometric metaphor underlying the pattern of the Hebrew letters in the first verse of Genesis. Those letters form a torroid pattern and the torroid consists in 6 hand-shaped sections. The shadows of the hand form the Hebrew letters (at different angles, also the Arabic and Greek) thus making the first verse of Genes...

May 04, 202447 minSeason 3Ep. 7

Babalon & the Will to Numinosity

Carolyn and Laila sit down to talk about Babalon and how slutty magick shadow re-collecting power works.

Feb 29, 202455 minSeason 3Ep. 4

Existential Kink and Battle Magick

Carolyn and Laila hang out at Laila’s kitchen table and talk about the life-saving magick of EK, the crystallization of Wholeness as Battle Magick — and also, Carolyn evidences live, in real time, her Pooh Bear Siddhi of manifesting sweet treats.

Feb 15, 202444 minSeason 3Ep. 3

Higher Self Remembrance; the Fylgja and Hamingja

Listen to this if you’re in the mood for a potent distillation of high level magickal knowledge from the Germanic pagan tradition woven into Thelemic and Jungian stuff. Carolyn sits down with her wise husband David Lovewell and their dear friend Frank Cafardi to talk about the Fylgja (the Fetch, anima / animus, HGA) and Hamingja (luck, karma) and how they interact. Carolyn ties it all together at the end to Solomonic magick and the alchemical truths of Harry Potter.

Jan 15, 20241 hr 9 minSeason 3Ep. 2

Frank the Swordsman and the Great Work

While on vacation in Tulum, Carolyn sits down with Frank Cafardi, who is a steelworker, swordsman, left-hand path Germanic pagan practitioner and also her husband David’s best friend. They talk about Frank’s approach to the Great Work via metallurgy and combat arts.

Jan 12, 202451 minSeason 3Ep. 1

The Traumatic Memory Resolution Project with Dr. Robert and Dr. Luzette McDonald

While Laila sleeps in for some much-needed rest, Carolyn sits down for breakfast at the El Segundo Hilton Garden Inn transdimensional vortex of healing to talk with Dr. Robert and Dr. Luzette McDonald about their Traumatic Memory Resolution Project, designed to help people resolve traumatic memories at online events, en masse. Dr. Robert and Dr. Luzette share dramatic stories of painful memories that they’ve resolved for themselves and for clients and talk about how understanding the true nature...

Nov 12, 202333 minSeason 2Ep. 23

The Magick of Deep Listening & Transformational Storytelling

Carolyn & Laila sit down with other initiates of Sleep Over Mystery School and enthusiasts / skeptics of Dr. Robert’s TDM (The Destination Method) to talk about their experiences of deep change and why so many of us have decided to go to Dr. Robert’s upcoming Deep Listening & Transformational Storytelling course, with some of us repeating the course because it’s so dang good. If you’re interested in signing up for it, the event happens in early November 2023 in El Segundo California. You...

Sep 30, 202337 minSeason 2Ep. 19

Russell Brand & the Sinister Hypnosis

1980s trad wives Carolyn and Laila indulge in their monstrous wrongthink one evening at a local playground, whipping up a festival of disdain for mob rule and sympathy for entertaining alleged evil-doers: Lizzo, Bill Murray, and Russell Brand.

Sep 23, 202324 minSeason 2Ep. 18

More Voices of the Mystery

Carolyn & Laila sit down with a group of our wonderful recent 2023 initiates of Sleep Over Mystery School. Our initiates describe how they first felt the pull to join SOMS; how they decided to jump in to the program; the amazing changes they experienced in their lives; and their words of wisdom for future friends who are now contemplating applying for SOMS.

Aug 22, 202359 minSeason 2Ep. 16
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