Being Repelled by the "self" — Dec 2022

This video was recorded in Dec 2022 after my deepest penetration yet into non-existence. The first sentence is very telling as Nothingness is in fact, quite a different taste than even the subtlest forms of conditioned existence. Ultimately of course the Dark Light comes together as One Limitlessness. Being disgusted by the self’s manipulation tactics is a vital feeling to fully feel, develop sensitivity to, and exhaust into non-duality & simultaneity. It is what gives contrasting insight into shadow work and what it is to be healed, purified, and released. https://allensaakyan.com