¿Estas preparado para el amor? parte 2

It reached out to me so that Wan would shake him, but he looked at her curiously to really shake his hands. Juan drew her to him to give her a hug and she laughed and returned the gesture. What he had predicted there would be a good understanding between the two of them, but the image made him feel the acid spilling into his stomach. Wan' s design suit and tattoos gave him the look of a reformed lord of drug trafficking and

he was the perfect complement to give all that rebellion softness. They looked great together. Esme sat between Wan and Kai, but turned to Wann with a careful Englishman. He said thank you for helping me with my father. It ' s nothing.“ I am glad to be able to help you, ” he said with his genuine kindness. Tell me, how have things been

so far, how about at work and so on. You like the acidic sensation in Caye' s stomach when he smiled at me and told Wane all about his stay until then, speaking English as he didn' t do with him and sharing things Cay hadn' t heard about. He never asked her about his day. Things didn' t work that way between them. He

was trying to ignore her and she was forcing the conversation with him. But now Kay wanted to have thought about asking him the data about me were stored in a special place in his mind so he would never forget them and bothered him how little he knew about her. The waiter approached his table and left a giant tray in the middle. It contained three kinds of cold cuts and an algae salad and there was also a jellyfish. They looked like rice noodles

or sautéed onions, but it was baffling. Esme could barely restrain herself while she waited her turn to fill her plate and then ate with an enthusiasm that made Wan smile, when when she blushed, Juán sketched a smile, even wider. Hungry asked him this is delicious. Esme answered. While he was wiping his mouth shyly with a napkin, Wan gave up a little laugh, I bet it' s really fun to go out and eat with you. John looked here and asked her and you took her to that place of cold

noodles of St Matteo a bitter taste. He invaded Cai' s mouth as he shook his head, he hadn' t thought of taking her to lunch. Out between your mother' s homemade meal and Esme' s. There was always too much food. I never thought it was necessary to leave until now. Ah well, you should take her. He recommended Wan all the food is great. It would be fun to see how much Esme can eat a lot with a laugh and his green eyes shone brighter than all the little

Sirconites he wore. She looked happy. Wan was making her happy. The dje began to play the wedding march. The groom, a distant cousin who Cain did not know very well and the bride moved her arm between the tables and crossed the dance floor to the stage, where they exchanged votes only in Vietnamese. After that, their parents gave their speeches and Kay' s attention followed another course. I had heard countless variations of that kind of parliament.

Very happy for the union of these two families, I wish them a promising future very proud of my daughter, Bla Bla Bla Esme, however, I was attentive to every word. She was smiling, but Kay detected her sadness, an unusual feat for him. Esme' s eyes had lost their shine and when the Bride' s father hugged her daughter, she rinsed a tear that there was extending her arm to hold her hand. When she stepped aside to cover her mouth and drown a laugh, she whispered something in her ear

and she laughed louder. He shook his head there like they were old friends. Key breathed out softly and looked at his hand. He didn' t think to make her laugh He didn' t even know how to do it. It was lucky there were people like Wan in the world. After the speeches, the waiters quickly served the main dishes, pequinese duck and steamed fish, the typical wedding dishes. When the lobster came in with scallion sauce and ginger esme picked up her hair, clumped over her and opened one of her

tongs to eat the soft meat inside. It was curious how beautiful she looked, even when she was acting like a desperate carnivorous. When she caught him looking at her. He took a look at the undamaged lobster on his plate and asked him to open it for you. I' m very good at it. No, thank you, I can do what I wanted her to be focused on her own dinner. She liked to watch her enjoy her food. “ How can you refuse that offer,” John asked. Then he

told me you can open mine with a smile. He put a piece of lobster on me on Wan' s plate and Kai had the ruthless urge to take food from his brother' s plate and swallow it. It was nonsense, so he took his glass of water and drank a big sip of a floral flavor. It made him frown. What was that. When he removed the cup from his lips, he saw that there were red lipsticks on the

edge had accidentally taken Esme' s cup germ transfer. He was not excessively phobic to germs, but with all the new runes that would certainly be invading, his mouth was as if he had kissed her, except that he had never done it, not even once. He didn' t know the softness of his lips or the taste of his mouth. Having drunk from his glass. He had suffered all the damage without any benefit. They seemed nothing to her, just her gaze focused on her fleshy, red, wet lips and

were attracting him. When he sucked his fingers, Kay felt the attraction in the depths of her being The air escaped from her lungs as if she had been punched and her body suddenly became dizzy. He drank the rest of the esme water and walked away from the table. I' ll get a drink. Perhaps alcohol would help him eliminate bacteria and clear his mind. He greeted me with his hand stained with sauce, while he quickly ran away to the

var to order something strong. However, he failed to escape, as John followed him and supported one of his strong arms over the bar bar had a relaxed and dangerous look. At the same time, how are you, Wan Kay asked,“ I had no idea how to express his current state, so he responded as he always did well, you didn’ t go to the Quedo training last week. That was quite an event. Kay had never missed training, even when she had been ill, but he had asked her

to take her to see what I read. If she asked for something, he knew he' d give it all to her, as long as it was within his means. I' m sorry. I was busy. He answered, John laughed and caressed his shaved head tell me. I' m so busy with this shit myself that I barely have time for anything else. That' s why I didn' t ask you how you were so far. I didn' t expect Mom to pick someone like her for you, but it' s great. I' m surprised you don' t like

it. Kay prepared to correct her brother and tell him that she did like him, but frowned and looked at his drink. If he admitted that he liked how he would probably start officiating as a matchmaker and he didn' t want to. He found it difficult enough to stay away from her so far. What you don' t like about her, asked Juan is fun and Sexy, as few kay couldn' t answer that question. There was nothing I wanted to change in esme even one thing. I' m just not

interested. However, while he was uttering those words, he felt uncomfortable as if he was lying the relationship he had was not even physical and he already felt almost addicted to it. He had to stay away for the sake of both of us. He took the article he was carrying in the inner pocket of his jacket and browsed the pages with his thumb before even realizing what he was doing you' re joking, didn' t Wan look at the article with indignation, you' ll start reading with her sitting there. Yeah,

that was the plan. Weddings were already boring in themselves, but watching Esme and Wane interact as good friends was even worse. She didn' t bother to analyze why you can, at least try to be nice to her. It is clear that weddings are not easy for her to digest. He grew up without a father figure and it has to be terrible to see the bride

with her father. Kay frowned. He had not made that connection before because of his stone heart, of course, but now that he understood the reason for Esme' s sadness, he swore to himself that he would review the list of fils one by one. If necessary and then he would send his father, wrapped in a red ribbon like a lexus for mother' s day. As for being kind to her, she thought of her brother’ s weakness for the orphans. Be it dogs, cats, little, high school

gangsters. Whatever' s out there will be fine with you. Maybe you ' re giving me your girl. You' d agree that she and I were together. He took him here for a moment and understood what his brother was saying, but then his muscles were thought involuntarily. They didn' t agree at all. I didn' t want to have an esme for himself, but I didn' t want him to be with anyone else either. He always imagined them both separated but single, because I' m interested.

She went on to only her eyes are already amazing, but the rest is giving her. Wan made an hourglass movement with his hands god hear his brother talk about Esme that way was worse than hearing someone chew with his mouth open and felt the unknown desire to punch him in the nose. When Kay realized that she had formed fists with her hands, she relaxed her paralyzed fingers, got rid of violent thoughts and forced herself to act rationally. When I was

thinking about Esme' s needs instead of yours. One thing became very clear. Jan was perfect for her. His brother could give Esme things Cain couldn ' t. John could make her happy and understand her and, more importantly, he could love her. Kay wanted that for her. She was jealous, she deserved it. I agree. He heard himself say. Then his throat was cleared and he was forced to specify. I agree that you two are together. A few drops of cold sweat bathed Kai' s forehead as

the nausea goes in her stomach and drank a drink of her drink. I didn' t remember what it was, but it tasted strong. I wish it was. Even more I' ll go down and read. Let him know where I am. Vale Wall watched for a few moments with her gaze fixed and intense. Yeah, I' ll let you know. Kay lifted her glass towards Wann and rushed out of the living room, feeling as if she was leaving behind some incalculable value. Scene fifteen when Caleta left the banquet

hall with a drink and an item in her hands. The lobster that is was chewing on me became tisa. It was the best lobster he had eaten in his life, the ideal mixture, desalado and sweet, balanced with the freshness of ginger, but he was no longer hungry. He was abandoning.

Once again, he swallowed hard. Before cleaning their hands and leaning against the chair, John sat next to him as the waiters removed the dishes from the table and placed portions of fluffy pastel in front of everyone.“ She took her fork and watched her portion from different angles, trying to gather enough enthusiasm to eat what you are looking for,” Uan asked,“ it’ s too nice to eat it. The flowers made of glaciate appeared to have

been painted with aerograph roses and viscous lotus flowers. Seeds were a burst of colors. Usually, he would have felt exultant to put them in his mouth, but not at that time. Juan Rio and pushed his plate towards her. I' ve already ruined my portion. You can share with me His offer. He drew a smile on the face of esme. Despite his mood. He was one of the nicest people she had ever met and was incredibly grateful that he was sitting next to her. It' s not right to

waste food. I' ll eat it. This is the perfect cover of the cake with his fork. While she was giving the first bite of the spongy vanilla and strawberry pie with its slightly sweet cover. Wán bowed to her and asked her how it was going between you and my brother. Suddenly, the cake felt insipid in his mouth and as he tried to pass it with water, he realized that he had the glass empty and had to steal it from calette. Well, really, that' s what he pinched his cake

with the tip of his fork. He lifted his shoulder and said nothing else. The dance will begin soon. Oan said, you want to dance with me. He looked at me. Suddenly you want to dance with me. Yeah, I want to dance with you. Won' s lips curved into a smile and made his face go from being serious and dangerous. He' ll love ravillously. I bet that man. I uh is left me the fork. What people will think. Yeah, I don' t care what

everyone else thinks it' s just a dance it is. Wan answered me with a carefree smile, but it wasn' t just a dance it was more than that. She was there to get married and people would be ruthless if they watched her flirt with both brothers, and Carol would be disappointed. Wán had to know unless he was interested in marrying her. I hadn' t just met her. There was no way he' d want to marry her already. She didn' t start rubbing her face, but the smell

of the lobster made her stop. I need to wash my hands. I ' ll be right there. He announced before moving away from the table in the bathroom. It occupied the cubicle at the bottom. It was funny, but the bathrooms relaxed her, probably because she found them familiar. She had cleaned a lot, but she couldn' t stay there all night. I had to make a decision. You know the only thing that looks for his money and the visa commented on one woman from another of the cubicles, of

course he did. Another one gave me a contained breath. They had to be talking about her and Calette knew these conversations were going to happen. In fact, it was surprising that I hadn' t heard them so far to be honest.“ If he wasn’ t in the family, I would also go after his money,” the first woman said laughing good. Actually me, too. Both women laughed in unison They were talking about Calette.

They made him look like a millionaire. However, I was sure that he was not even rich, although he assumed that it was perfectly possible for those two women to be in a worse situation than Calette' s. An old, unconvinced house. It was better than not having a home at all, for example, and you' ve seen her swing over Wan asked the first yes, if it doesn' t work with one brother try with the other. It frowned me with anger. They were definitely talking about her, but

she hadn' t flirted with Wane Oh. Yeah, in any case, not on purpose. However, he was really attractive, fun, attentive and kind. If I had never met Calette, I would have immediately agreed to dance with him. But I' d met Calette. He smelled the flushing of the toilets, the steps of the heels against the mosaic floor and then he water running when the women washed their hands. The truth is, he ' s so handsome. The second woman commented. Yeah, and an idiot.

I agree. I know it' s you know, but I' ve heard that she complained to Sara about her wedding right there at the table, the same day as the celebration of Esme' s tolerance. In the face of that evil secret conversation, he ended when a fire lit inside, opened the door of his cubicle in one blow, and went out angry. He' s not an idiot, he' s sweet. She didn' t care if I thought the worst about her. I wasn' t going to worry about it, but Caleta was related to them. Instead of spreading

rumors and condemning it, they should have tried to understand it. One of the women blushed and rushed to the door, but the other blushed at me with her eyes. You can' t rebuke anyone. He lifted my chin, but he didn' t say anything. While the women were retreating from the bathroom. What could I say. Both had judged that men and Calette without knowing their stories. Calette was not bad, he was misunderstood and as for esme, it was not a house fortunes. His reasons for marrying Calette

had nothing to do with money. It was a shame not to be able to tell anyone about them without spoiling everything. He finished washing his hands, looked in the mirror, and his shoulders plummeted no matter how much something tried in it he always looked off. He dug into his bag until he found his lipstick and applied a fresh coat, but that didn' t solve the

problem. The woman Calette dreamed of was still not an accountant, but Wan wanted her perhaps and seemed to want her as she was but a diploma in accounting or a high school. Unlike Calette, he wanted to dance with her. Maybe it wasn' t anything from another world to Wan, but it was for it. He had a great physical appeal. Their bodies would touch, he would surround her with his arms, move together and she would react to him. How could I not do it was human and I was willing.

Of affection, if he was intelligent, he would stay with the brother who offered him the best option and at that very moment, that brother seemed to be Wan. However, when it came to matters of the heart, she had never been good at listening to logic. The real question was who his heart wanted. Kay couldn' t concentrate on her article. It made no sense to keep trying, so he slammed it down and walked down the restaurant floor, touring the corner of the article with his thumb and passing the

pages fliid fliit, fliit. The plain walked from one side to the other, no longer toying with things, although evidently it did. The restaurant receptionist and all the staff were busy with the wedding and Kai' s footsteps felt strong on the red carpet. The dance will begin soon. Karin did not dance, but Wan did and suspected that it was also Woan' s words resounded in his head. I' m interested. Only her eyes are already

amazing, but the rest of her. The restaurant resounded with serious music and Kai felt his skin cold and numb. The dance had begun. First it would be the bride and her father' s turn, but after that it ' s Me how they have their bodies together moving slowly. He was gonna throw up, his skin was burning, every breath hurt. His guts were about to burst because the hell he wanted to destroy everything. Juán would place his hands on Esme' s lower back, that place he had fallen had

claimed for himself. A little earlier I' d touch her hip, arms, hands and she' d let her. She' d touch it too, and she had to. John was the perfect man. Kai realized he could leave. Wán would take care of Esme and take her home. Perhaps after spending time with Juan, she would want to pack and change her brother

and house. That would be great for Kai not to develop a real addiction if she disappeared by pressing her jaw, headed toward the front doors of the restaurant and leaned her hands on the metal knob, but her arms refused to push. What would happen if she didn' t want to dance and if she wanted to come home right now. It didn' t make sense that Juan taking her to Sica was going to be the same route. It wouldn

' t be practical. She turned around planning to head to the lounge and face the music for long enough to make sure she was happy and announce that she was coming home. And there she was at the foot of the stairs with her hand resting on the beautiful railing. And right there I had come to look for him once again. No one was ever going to look for him. Everyone knew he wanted to be alone, even though he wasn' t always like that. Sometimes he was left alone by habit. Sometimes he

found it difficult to distract himself from the growing emptiness of his interior. You ' re going to ask her quietly She was going to warn you. He smelled his own words from afar as if someone else had uttered them. If you want to dance, you should stay You want me to dance. She didn' t say the words, but she hung up. They gave in the air between them without you cay swallowed saliva if it makes you happy. She took a step towards him and what happens If I want to dance with

you, I don' t dance you can try. He took another step towards him. He closed his chest for me. I can' t have ever danced in his entire life. It would be terrible to do so and end up hurting her and humiliating himself not to mention loud music. I couldn ' t do anything with those deafening decibels. Another reason Wann was better for her. If you want to stay, I know Wan would love to take

you home. You want me and him to dance frowned. It' s okay with you if that' s what you want and it was true. If that' s what she wanted, he wanted me to have it. Even if that made him feel like his chest was being trampled on. I understand. He responded after a few moments. Then he smiled, but tears swept through him. His face rinsed them off, breathed deeply and sketched. A wider smile. Before turning around, he had made her cry esme. She ignored him and went back to the stairs. I' d go find

Wan, I' d be perfectly happy without him. Something inside of him broke loose and the rational part of his mind went out instead, an unknown part took over. Her skin became hugging and her blood roared in her ears. He was aware that his feet were making him cross the living room and saw his hand wrapping her arm, turning it around to look at him.

Those tears shattered it. He rinsed them with his thumbs.“ I’ m fine,” she whispered“ Don’ t worry about me” He took it from his chin, leaned his lips on his own, while the feeling of having it so close wreaked havoc on his body. Soft silk sweet esme, realizing that she was rigid, began to retreat horrified that she had

been thinking Then she relaxed, kissed her back and that was it. Kise ' s thoughts shrouded and something else rose from the ashes, something he had kept in chains for so long that he was now pure ferocity and animal hunger.

She passed her tongue through her lips and when she sighed and opened them up to a feeling of savage victory, she pierced it and took hold of her lips, her mouth, the cano liquid value, of her interior, which tasted of vanilla and strawberry towards a woman, it melted under the intensity of Calette' s kiss. She' d never been kissed that way like Calette was going to die if she stopped. His movements had been undecided at first, as if he were discovering it, but he had quickly gained confidence.

Every dominant pressure on her lips and every movement of her tongue weakened her a little more. Her knees threatened to yield, but she was afraid to hold on to him. If she stopped, she would burst into tears. Esme needed more, much more. Desire wouldn' t let her breathe. He returned to the kiss with greater intensity and he groaned against his mouth and passed his hands through his neck, his shoulders, his back. Lower down,

he squeezed it from behind and the smes muscles thought. Calet brought her closer to him and moved her hips to support her firmness on her. She breathed agitatedly as an electric current shot directly inside and then arched against him by clinging to the flaps of his jacket. It was either that or falling to the ground closer. I needed to be closer. He tried to merge with him, rub his body against his, but it wasn' t enough. His palms hurt because of the desire to touch him and explore him, to

meet him. He repressed the impulse and fastened the flaps of his jacket more strongly. As he kissed his jaw, he bit his earlobe and kissed his neck. He felt like chills, crawling up his skin. The hall turned like an intoxicating swirl, leaving them both plunged into a world of their own. The only thing Esme was aware of was the safety of his arms, the warmth of his mouth and his aroma, soap, man shaving lotion.

They needed a bed, a wall, a table, anything. She wanted him at that moment and he was so ready.“ They have put too much oil in the soup,” a familiar voice said,“ but the fish were woefully in heaven. Calette' s mother and several of her aunts

stared at them from the middle of the ladder. Esme and Calet immediately separated with an intense blush on their face, Esme passed her trembling hands through the dress, while the women finished coming down the stairs.“ Chao Carol, ” Esme said,“ before bowing her head toward the aunts, she firmly put her legs together, she was not used to being excited in a crowded room. Calette passed a hand through her hair hello Mom Guián Dimai Ditweet,

diverting the look from Calette bit the lower lip that already looked swollen. Oh, my God, he had lipstick everywhere. Ancalette lets me esme take a hand to her face, seeing that she hesitated to touch him so much. He took his hand to his jaw. What' s going on? He didn' t even look like Lips. She passed her thumb over a stain that Calet had in the corner of her red mouth, but it didn'

t come out. Oh, no, Calette, instead of bothering as she thought it would happen, he smiled and showed his dimples and warmth flooded his heart. He didn' t care if they caught him kissing her. Oh, today' s young people. One of her aunts commented and the others laughed with their mouths covered like elementary school girls. These guys. Carol tried to sound serious, but she couldn' t hide the smile from her face and she' ll come home and see you all hurried in her huge bag

until she found a disposable handkerchief and handed it to Esme. Then he walked away with the aunts as soon as the front doors were closed He took the handkerchief to my calette mouth, but he dodged it and kissed it again with a firm lip to lip bond. The handkerchief was pressed into her forgotten hands, as he passed his fingers through her hair and bowed his head back so

that he could kiss her better. Someone cleared his throat. But this time, when I tried to move quickly, Calet' s arms wrapped her and kept her close to her body. She looked over her shoulder and found Wan watching them with her arms crossed and a big smile on her face. The elders are starting to retreat. Oan announced maybe you should go somewhere else. You know not to give them a heart attack. Calet first looked at her brother and then smelt and loosened her arms around her a little. You want

to come with me or stay. I want to go with you. She whispered that beautiful smile. It spread through his face again. Well, let ' s split up and he kept a lock of hair behind the Ear, not knowing very well how to act in Wan' s presence, but he didn' t seem angry or offended. Rather satisfied, it was possible that somehow I had planned all that. Which one shook Calette' s hand and then gave her one of those pat- on- the- back hugs,

with the other hand call me if you need anything. After a good night, she winked at Esme and climbed the stairs again and greeted him uncomfortably. Caleta opened the hand that her brother had held before and found a shimmering envelope on the palm. A blush broke out on Esme' s cheeks, but she couldn' t help but smile. John was the best brother in the world. Calette moved the envelope to hold it between her index finger and heart and watched esme with a fixed look. I' ll have a chance to

use this tonight. She bit her lip as anticipation bubbled through her veins. After taking the article he had dropped to the ground a little earlier, he looked at Calette and answered that I expect scene sixteen Kei drove home in a state of complete madness. His heartbeat was so out of control that it was

a miracle he wouldn' t have had ten accidents by now. The condom he had in his pocket burned his thigh would have sex with esme, sex with esme, even in the middle of his Frenzy recognized the fact that he shouldn' t, He had to stay away from her. Girl loves boy? He loves a girl. What would happen if she fell in love with him. He couldn' t, he didn' t say it firmly.

He could. He had made it clear to me that he had no expectation and he trusted that she knew his own feelings about him and his fear of addiction, he would overcome it. He had come too far to stop. Now I longed for it very much. Besides, adults did it all the time. His brother did it all the time, as evidenced by his constant supply of prophylactics. After parcara fell out of the house, they both walked

to the front door. They had done it countless times, but everything seemed different that night and real in a certain way, the air smelled sweeter, even though the jasmine that flourished at night had always been there. How could he have never heard the crickets sing, as he did at that moment or noticed the stars flickering between the treetops. As he opened the door, he

hugged his article against his chest and looked at him beating his eyelashes. She moistened her lips and Kuay felt such a strong desire to kiss her that the muscles in her abdomen tightened. He tried to regulate his breathing, calm the torrent of his blood, recover his usual state of functioning, but then recalled that he had permission to kiss her whenever he wanted. She leaned against the door and kissed her on her lips, groaning as she relaxed and kissed her

back. He always expected her to turn him down, but she never did. It was somewhat intoxicating to accept what else would allow him to do. He kissed her last in the mouth and then toured her neck with his lips. I hadn' t intended to, but I had left a mark there. A cave satisfaction. She untied inside and did not question it, but kissed that area with devotion. When she bowed her head to one side, offering herself in silence, Kai surrendered to the instincts she did not understand and

nibbled on her soft skin. She breathed in a short way and he saw that her arms had become erect. He had provoked such a mild reaction, so sensitive to him, only to him. For now, holding his breath, what and did what he had been wanting to do for a long time. He put his palms on his breasts and she let him. Her thumbs found the hard spots of her weights through her dress and caressed her exhaling shakily. When her eyes narrowed and then she prayed, she bit her lip,

and I fell. She was 90 percent sure that she liked what she liked best could make her feel as good as he felt at the time. I was determined to try it I needed to please her, I needed it more than anything else. Kay found her mouth once again and her mind became blurred. She overwhelmed her senses, making it impossible for her to think of only the smoothness of her skin, the curves that filled her palms and the softness that touched her. Every time he moved his hips against her. Calette bed.

Now she whispered between kisses bed sex esme. Kai' s body hardened painfully and he released her lips and leaned his forehead against hers, taking a moment to calm down and relearn to use her brain. People always told him he was smart. I should be able to figure out how to get them both to bed. It was a daily task. It couldn' t be that hard. It was only necessary to divide it into steps to follow. He opened the door. He gave himself an extra point by remembering to keep

the keys in his pocket and then loading Esme into his arms. She laughed while driving her around the house. I can walk I' m better. I like to take you in your arms. He looked me in the eye. Her lips didn' t bend, but he felt like he was smiling. She remained silent all the way to the room. After Ke laid her down in the middle of the bed, she sat down, left the item on the bedside table and then took off her heel shoes and dropped them on

the fluffy carpet. He also got rid of his necklace and the rest of abbas. Then he sat on his legs and watched him with eager eyes. After a moment, Kai realized that he was waiting for him. Ah he Kay took off his shoes, something he had never done in his room, because he did it at the front door. He was likely to have left a trail of dirt out of the street all over the house, but before that could upset him too much he shook his head, took off his jacket

and brought it and sat on the bed without wanting it. He had placed himself one arm away from her, a safe distance. She watched the empty space for a second before looking into his eyes, taking his dress and removing it from the top, which she finished canceling in just a moment, she had redefined what perfection was. Now Kai' s standards were aligned with the exact proportions and measurements of esme. No one could overcome the beautiful woman beautiful

sculpted breasts and beautiful dark weights thighs. He wore the same white cotton panties that the night of the first wedding he had noticed for him little bow of the center that or she had several equals. Did women buy panties in six - packs like men did. The image of six white panties with six small white ties. He crossed his mind. He was fascinated by the little one. He wanted to touch him and also his legs, his skin and his

whole body, his breasts, no doubt, his breasts. You are touched by the scratchy tone of Esme' s voice had almost a tactile quality and Kai' s skin urchins. He had his mouth too dry to form words, so he nodded. She felt like she was shaking, but she held her hands steady as she untied her tie and unbuttoned her shirt, that look she had on her face, as she watched each of her movements. To him, his body was just his body, that thing he lived in.

Seeing yourself through her eyes. It was a new experience. When Kai took off his shirt, Esme' s lips were pierced to take a quick breath.

When she took off her pants and stayed in her underpants, her eyes ran through her hair completely through Ardia' s falling skin, wherever she was looking, her chest, her arms, her abdomen, her legs Esme passed one hand through her long hair and bit the yolk of a finger and Kay let the air out of her lungs unable to keep resisting, got down on her knees and came a little closer and a little more to half an arm away to a room. Their bodies joined skin and skin. For the first

time he had fought men. It was a deliberate and firm contact with other bodies and was acceptable to him. I knew, then, what it felt like to have someone against him two forces of equal size that beat each other and fought a slip and made you a key. But that was nothing like

what was happening now. Esme did not smell of Gymnastics socks or male sweat, and her curves fit into her soft body against hard, smooth against rough the perfect debit against her credit made no sense, as she was much smaller than him and could knock it down in two seconds, but she was never going to. Her warm breathing gave her a scorching sensation on her neck and

he bowed her head back so she could see her face. His drowsy green eyes looked at him and his red lips awe- open sealed off any axis he could have just presented. Keys approached his mouth, gave him a deep kiss with tongue and she gave it back to him with the same ferocity. He couldn' t get close enough, he couldn' t breathe, he couldn' t think. He touched it everywhere as he drew a map of his body in the mind, the perfect curves of his ass, the soft

line of his back, his breasts. He groaned when her firm nipples rubbed against the center of his palms, seemed to be wanting his mouth and when he wanted to realize it, he was sucking a hardened tip, touring it with his tongue, lying it in bed. That' s where he got lost in his body. He opened my legs to welcome his hip and he shivered as he moved against her. That fiction, the aroma emanating from his murmurs was in the sky. Now Calette, he didn' t understand what

he was saying He couldn' t stop moving against her. Calette repeated with a gasp. Now Kay fell back and her nipple came out of her shiny wet mouth. The image was so erotic that he had to turn his eyes before rearranging his thoughts now that he asked with a scratchy and recognizable voice. He opened my lips, but his words didn' t come out. His chest was raised with agitated breaths that moved his breasts in the most attractive way

and to his sides. Hands were open and closed. They opened and closed, as if they were taking something that wasn' t there the condom finally said and it all made sense. He came down from the bed and took the only condom out of his pants pocket while staring at her. He lowered his underpants and exposed his penis. When their eyes darken the n and the tip of their tongue, they passed through their lower lip. A wave of

pure lust almost destabilized him. She completely lowered her underpants and then took them off before lying on the bed next to her. The envelope made noise while opening it and then rolled the lubricated latex over its now hypersensitive manhood. When he finished, he dropped his hands to the sides. The time had come, but I did not know what step to follow. He had always believed that he would open an inner voice by giving instructions. Human beings had been

mating for thousands of years. They found it natural instinctive, but all Kay could hear was her own breathing. He was going to ruin everything by keeping his eyes fixed on his Esme' s, he bit his lower lip and took off his underwear. After subtly raising her hip, she kept her legs together, but the cloud of curls between her thighs distracted Kay who swallowed saliva

with effort. She was naked, gloriously naked. Ben here asked her the street body obeyed by its own decision, advancing between Esme' s knees, covering it by aligning them in the right way. The temptation of Esme' s lips was too strong and she kissed her in despair. When she moved her hip, her penis slipped over her and the tip lodged inside her. Only the Keai tip felt a bonfire everywhere, on the back, neck, head. That was happening. Eli Esme together kissed her harder. While pushing

slowly. Every inch, she would change it, crumble it and then re - compose it, until she finally settled into it completely and she threw her head back and groaned for a moment. He felt too overwhelmed to move. He had provoked her to placer. He had never believed it would be so easy to satisfy a woman. He took his hair off his face and kissed his lips. Invaded by an entirely new sensation and sensitivity, there was nothing

better than being inside of esme. She felt tense and fit in with him as if they were both tailor- made, warm and soft for each other. When she lifted her hip and had him push a little more the pleasure pierced him and those instincts that he had believed did not come to life. Suddenly he went out and came back in with a loud groan out there faster, demons. The sex was good. The sex was fantastic. Ten thousand times better than masturbating in the shower. A million times better, a billion

times better. And the years because I was with Esme, she made everything different. She was so happy that her first time was with her. Es He pressed my sheets with his hands as he struggled against the desire to touch Calek, who had a contracted face as if he was feeling pain, She wanted to relieve him and then caress him everywhere. It was splendid all powerful muscles and strong lines and it was good, very good. And even though she hadn' t touched it once where she needed it. I was painfully

close. She arched her back and twisted against him trying to find the perfect angle, but his movements only excited him more. The onslaughts that there took speed and became more superficial. He opened his mouth when he pushed harder and then joined the hips of both for a period of several seconds. With her breathing agitated, she kissed her in the temple Then she came out of it, came out of bed and disappeared into the bathroom. She sank into bed

with disbelief. That was it. No doubt, her sex would soon return. Lee hurt and wanted him to return to finish what he had begun, but he lit the shower. She sat right and stared at the bathroom door. As his skin cooled, he had already felt pleasure and now he was removing what was left of it in the bathroom. It hadn' t even been a minute since he was done. Eme' s lips were still wet from his kisses. Her eyes were filled with tears, but she contained them.

He didn' t know how long he stared at the bathroom door. Maybe it was hours or seconds, but at some point he got out of bed, recovered his stuff and dropped it on the floor of his room. Then he collapsed on the sofa and wrapped his arms firmly around his body. She had wanted to be with him and had succeeded. He had already satisfied his curiosity. She had told him that she didn' t expect anything from him, and that' s what he had given her anything. The pain

and anger made their way through his body and focused on anger. When he heard the shower went out, he went to the bathroom. He looked up as he dried his body with the towel and after an uncomfortable moment, lifted the towel from his thigh and dried his hair, which left exposed his beautiful naked body, definite muscles in the arms that were marked when his head was dried, his shoulders wide, his stomach firm that part of him and his

strong legs. Everything was perfect, but nothing was meant for her. He smiled at him revealing his dimples, but the smile faded when she watched him with a stony expression entered the shower and violently pressed the buttons. What happened to her that he, with his single smile still melted her seemed to have no respect for herself. When she cleaned between her legs, her sensitive skin felt the need. He had kissed her and touched her until she had become

wild from desire and then abandoned her. Again I would always abandon her because she wasn' t what he wanted. She already knew, but she still gave herself to him how stupid she had been as the water fell on her and the heat melted with her skin. He swore that everything ended there was enough, enough to wish him secretly, to seduce him, to take care of him. Everything was over and she wasn' t rich, smart or educated, but it wasn' t something to use and throw away. He

had courage. Maybe she couldn' t see herself in her clothes, in her nonexistent titles, in her way of speaking, but she felt it, even if she didn' t fully understand where she was coming from. He punched inside his chest, big, strong and bright. She deserved better than that, emaciated by the strength of her conviction. He turned off the water, took a clean towel to his chest and came out of the shower warm He was brushing his teeth and stopped half brushing to turn and look at it

and scoured his skin with his eyes. Naked. It was impossible not to notice that I was firm again and the treacherous body of esme felt a wave of heat in response. What a stupid body passed before him and locked himself in his room without uttering a single word. If I tried to talk, I' d cry or yell at him. After putting on another pair of white panties and his pajamas he took the sheets and placed them on the sofa.

The bed sharing was over while I was covering my legs. There was a knock on the door and Calette entered the room dressed in a pair of clean underpants. He rubbed his neck as he watched the sheets on the couch. You won' t sleep in my room. As always, the couch is fine. Calette frowned, but after a moment she nodded very well. Then, good night he sketched the glimpse of a smile. He closed the

door and his steps faded away. As she returned to her room, she punched her pillow before taking it from under her cheek and hugging it next to her body. As if I were a person I didn' t need to sleep with him. His anger would make him company scene seventeen. The first thing he fell the next morning was the empty half of his bed. Not at all, not even a wrinkle in the sheets. It was normal to

want space after having sex. He didn' t understand it, especially when she had nightmares, when she slept alone, but he didn' t know what else to do except leave her alone. He sat down, leaned his feet on the ground and passed his fingers through short hair. I had slept like a log. Good sex probably had that effect, but it was all weird. The walls seemed too gray to him, the room too dirty, his bed too large, even the carpet seemed extra unpleasant to him around his

bare feet and his softness was not enough. To make up for their ugliness. Waiting for routine to make things right, he began to fulfill his usual morning duties. During the weekend he dressed, devoured a protein bar and lifted weights and smenó left his room. At no time did I know it, because he had waited for her to last all that time. After taking a shower, she found her sitting on the couch reading a text article with an

animated background film on television. He took her laptop and joined her on the couch with the intention of working while she was studying. However, as soon as she sat down, she got up and disappeared into her room. What the hell was going on, he was tired of it. Now that they ' d had sex, he wasn' t tired of her. In fact, I wanted it even more, not less. Browsing her frown, she

left her laptop and followed it in front of her bedroom door. He took a deep breath to arm himself with courage, stretched out his hands and knocked on the door. He opened up a short time later and he confronted me. He was wearing his yellow em Geoan Geum shirt on shorts that reached his knee. Her hair was gathered on a scruffy ponytail and a pencil behind her ear looked so beautiful that it made her chest hurt.“ You are angry with me,” Kay asked,“ she squeezed her lips and stared at

him why you act like this. He wanted her back to the way she used to be. He lifted my defiant and stubborn chin and the stubborn desire to kiss her increased. She almost responded to the urge, but she seemed to be about to bite him, except that then her eyes became glassy and she breathed more agitatedly. I do what I want. You' re hungry, I can' t thank you. He slammed the door in his nose. Kai stared at the door for a whole minute what the hell was going

on. Maybe he' d done something wrong. He couldn' t think of anything. He had had sex, which had been fantastic and then he had showered immediately so he wouldn' t spill all his sweat on her, which had cost him a superhuman effort, as he had felt as if someone had shot a tranquilizer for hippopotamus what it could be as he wished to be able to understand people, but he knew someone who did because he was the

ideal human being. He took the keys and left the house. It took him 45 minutes to get to Wan' s neighborhood in San Francisco, and then fifteen more minutes to find parking. When he finally knocked on the doorbell of the building where he would tell his brother, he received no reply. He tried nothing yet once again in the hope that he would answer nothing. Again grumbling for your insides. He took his phone out of his pocket and

dialed the one number. This one answered him after the first tone Hey, how are you, asked the raspberry voice of sleep. I' m down here in your building. Hey, what happened? Something' s waiting downstairs Wait a second. A soft female voice murmured something in the background and he responded. He' s my brother. I' ll be right back The call was cut off Which kicked a little stone on the asphalt on the street while I was waiting. Apparently, he wasn' t the only one who

had had a busy night. However, I didn' t think Wan' s quote would have been ignoring him and avoiding him all day. The front door opened suddenly and Wan appeared showing off his tattoos and some old jeans. Hey, for a moment, Kay was so distracted by Wan' s tattoos that she forgot the reason for her visit. When you did this to yourself. You have some plan for that empty patch. Juán scratched the swirling calligraphy from his right side that mixed with the Japanese- style tattoo he had in

the left sector. I' ll leave it blank. Excesses are not good and all that you don' t believe. You' ve already crossed the line of excess. Kay asked, shut up my ass is still blank. Come enter Ca there entered the building and both went up in the elevator And well what happens, asked Juan. As the numbers on the digital board increased, you never visited me. Kay stretched her fingers again before relaxing them. Last night I had sex with Esme a big smile. It was drawn in

his brother' s mouth. Your first time didn' t shut up felt sharp. He had never told anyone that he was a virgin, but of course Wan, who had an excellent intuition, knew good work. Little brother, John held his fist high and kaylo bumped into his own by habit. Then he felt ridiculous. You don' t mind. I know you said you were interested and I didn' t. I don' t mind. Wan answered with a laugh You' re my brother I' ll always choose

you first. Besides, I like her for you. I' m glad you did it Who inflamed his chest with a deep breath, relieved that he didn' t ruin his relationship with his brother because of his indecision, but also strangely proud that he chose him instead of Ahuan. If Kay were a woman, she would have chosen Wan. No doubt about it. What happens is that now it acts in a very strange way and I don' t know what to do with it. You mean she' s holding on to

you and you want her to stop. That happens sometimes. You have to set a limit with kindness. What I do is no, it' s not that. He wouldn' t mind her holding on. To him that would be much better than what was actually happening. I think she' s mad at me, but I can' t figure out what the problem is. She doesn' t tell me. John raised his eyebrows when he began acting in a strange way. I think Kai looked sideways as he looked through his memories. I think right after we, uh, after we had sex,

wann snagged his eyebrows even more before his expression went blank. Maybe that ' s it. So she likes it, you know. Yeah, that part was easy, he really asked in a serious tone on your first time. Yeah, which one gave Kai a skeptical look What are you King Midas of orgasms. I' ve been perfecting my art since eighth grade and sometimes I still don' t know what I' m doing down there. Women are complicated, what art is sex. You put two bodies together and things

happen. It' s like a documentary about nature. He was not skilled with emotions, but had succeeded in that regard. Damn it, I' m pretty sure I figured out what the problem is. Juan Qai said he put his hands in his pockets, so tell me. I was almost completely sure Wan was wrong. How do you know she' s done. The elevator issued a beep and as they walked down a narrow corridor towards Wan Kai ' s apartment, it cleared his throat, made sounds, that kind of

sounds, very good sounds. Something else, Wan stopped at his door and put the key in the lock. Who' s in the apartment. Oh, for God' s sake, come in and sit down. Juan opened the door to his bachelor apartment. There he entered carefully, almost convinced that he would find sperm on the walls, but everything was quite in order. Definitely, there was no sperm that he could see clear the black leather armchairs were analyzed carefully. Who knows what I' d find out. He didn

' t take off his shoes before he followed guana. The kitchen has a seat. I need to fix my hangover. Wan moved through his modern kitchen, broke some eggs in a blender and added orange juice. Once he had mixed it all for the fourth time he poured the mixture into an ancient and gigantic glass of propaganda and sat next to Cay on the kitchen table you want. A little spread the smoothie towards his brother Caí made a grimace. No thanks, you have ibuprofen. I didn' t run out of anything.

Juan drank half of his brew, left the glass and rinsed his mouth with the back of his hand ok Back to sex, what I think is that she did not reach orgasm. What are the symptoms of orgasm, which burst into laughter and drank more of its hangover cure. Only you would talk about orgasms as if it were a disease. I' m drumming my fingers on the table. You can finish the matter Ok Ok Ok How he breathed deep before he let go of a laugh, shook his head and scratched the incipient

ba from the jaw. First she hopes it wouldn' t be wonderful if Maco was here. He' s a professional. With these things I already know let' s call it no. You can' t just tell me. Juán moved his fingers in the direction of Kai' s pockets. Pick up your phone and call him. He can verify what I say so stop looking at me like I' m cheating on the answers to a test. You call him, he won' t answer. If I call him, it' s Saturday and it' s not even 8: 00. If

you call him, he' ll think it' s an emergency. You never call anyone. Turning his eyes blank, Kai picked up his phone, dialed his cousin' s number and pressed the speaker button. No way I was gonna have that talk. He only Michael answered after the fourth tone hello Kai how you are what held the phone towards his brother and Wane said Make we need your experience. It' s about orgasms. What the hell is a joke, a sound of frustration snooping on the phone. I' ll

keep sleeping. We' re not kidding. Kai hurried to say it came, a prolonged pause before Maco answered what you want to know? Kay breathed deeply and then exhaled tensely before asking how you know. When a woman is having an orgasm, what are the cint signals wou ok orgasms, uh, cleared her throat. There are many signs, but women are not all the same. In general, they cleared their throats again. Why this is so hard. I laugh a little very well, since you' re as mature

as a nine- year- old boy. I' ll start. John said the sounds are truly misleading. In general, when you have a noisy woman, she' s pretending and she wants the sex to end because she ' s not liking it, it' s more effective to observe her body. When a woman is about to finish, she tightens and lifts her hips, blushes and when orgasm arrives, she convulses hard and fast. Maybe his whole body will start shaking. If you pay attention, you will feel it

on your penis, finger or tongue, whatever you' re using. It ' s spectacular. After another prolonged pause, Maco intervened like this is a feeling of discomfort. He climbed over Cai' s skin as he watched the phone and then his brother' s face. I don' t know if she did all that. I was distracted by how well I felt you were all inside her. Wan asked,“ Well, yes, that’ s how sex is practiced. Kay didn' t answer. They had taught it to him in the fifth grade health class. Which one gave him a look

of impatience. You touched her clitori and even what' s that? There ' s demons? Cursed Michael, how did he pat his forehead on his clitoris is where do you have to stimulate her to get her to orgasm and where is that? Wán rubbed both hands against his face, while Maco repeated there are demons. What Kay asked. They didn' t teach us anything

about clitoris in high school health class. It didn' t even sound real as far as he knew it was an urban myth like the Chupacabras or the extra terrestrial Rosbel case, as they should, Maco said with a distressed tone. Why don' t you do it. Michael and Wan remained silent. All right, so maybe he didn' t have an orgasm. That' s a reason enough to get mad at me. Kay asked who we'

re talking about. Maccob asked.“ It was kay A,” Maccob said,“ who did you want me to go,” Wan said to see at the end,“ you hugged her” They need a few minutes of that why fuck. Juan protested Machacob. You should have prepared it, better prepare me for what. Kay Wan asked over a hand in her head, shaved, shit. I was all sweaty and I was afraid the condom would break and get her pregnant, so I took a shower. I thought

it was appropriate. You weren' t. Juan kept taking his head, shit, shit, why do you keep saying that, exclaimed Kay Wán, lowered his hands from his head and watched Kai with a fixed look. Imagine you' re a girl and I' m serious. It' s not funny You let a guy touch you. However, when things start to get really interesting, if you' re starting to really enjoy it, he stops and then you tell yourself that it' s okay. You' re glad he had a good time, but then he leaves you right there and he

takes a shower and leaves you alone in bed. How you' d feel sexually frustrated. John looked at the roof yes and used, sad and abandoned. They get very sensitive after having sex and you have to make sure they feel careful. I agree he felt macob Kai released a heavy and defeated breath when it came to women. What Maco said was worth gold Kay had ruined everything in the worst way due to the deficiencies of the fifth grade health program and her stone heart.“ And what do I do now,” Kay

asked, completely lost. Michael and Wane spoke in unison to apologize. You could give me an example of what I should say. He asked for a script would be best. I could memorize it and repeat it to her. Don' t say anything. Maco orderedÁn and then went to Kay. You better think of something. Only then will it be authentic. But first I have some items for you. What articles, asked Maccob sex education articles.

I do read amazingly. Juan shook his head toward the phone. I think you can go back to sleep or have sex with your girl now. I have some things to talk to Kay what articles I have. The barely audible whisper of a female voice was heard, followed by something that was unequivocally a kiss. I' ll talk to you guys later, call me if you need anything. Kai' s phone screen went out and Wan stood up. I' ll be right back. They' re in my room.

Kuay watched his brother walk down the hall. It wasn' t long before he came back with a pile of articles under his arm real sex for fools. Kay asked you to read. This offers a good summary of the subject, but I like this one better. Toma Oan supported the articles on the table and placed her. It goes first over the pile. Not everything in this article is unbreakable rules. It' s just suggestions. I don' t agree with everything you say, but it' s a good starting point.

Key reached out to the article, but then hesitated when his fingers were about to touch it. It' s safe to touch these articles. Of course I do, you idiot, of course I do. I' d rather masturbate with porn, not with manuals. Keep them. I don' t need them anymore. Okay, thank you, Kay took her go first, browsed it and raised her eyebrows in front of the diagrams. He hadn ' t done that, but he wanted to. There are videos that teach things with fruit on YouTube. You should look at them, but I'

d save them for later. You have to hurry to read this article and then apologize as soon as possible. Kai picked up all the articles. Well, I get it. Thank you. John again curved the Comisura from his mouth. Not at all. I should have prepared you earlier, but I wouldn' t have listened to you. I wasn' t ready. Probably never would have been ready if it wasn' t for esme. Now yes, Wan stared at him for a long time, until he finally said be

careful. Okay, you' re adults and you can make your own decisions and so on, but just be careful with you and her and I really think she' s a great woman for you and wand said someone from the other end of the apartment. I' m cold. John suddenly put his hands together and rubbed them as if everything had been solved. I think we ' re done. Call me if you have any questions, but not early at ten. Good luck, ah, and you might want to buy a box of condoms on the way home. I' d give you some of

mine, but I only have two left. Kai went to the door. I' ll take your brother' s advice. He seemed too optimistic, considering how things were between him and me at the time, but it was better to be prepared. Don' t forget to apologize, first with words and then with your tongue. He heard Wan say as he left the apartment scene eighteen is. She gave me every effort to focus on studying, but the thoughts about Calette kept getting between her and American history. Why he had

been so confused. That' s how he treated all the women. She was supposed to be grateful that he would have cost her and begged her more made a grimace of disdain, not in this life, not even in her next life. When I was a catfish. After reading the same page three times he closed the article no longer wanted to impress him, so I wasn ' t sure why he was still studying. That information. It wouldn' t help her clean the toilets better. A wave of nostalgia assaulted her.

He looked at the time, but it was too early to call home. When he couldn' t talk to his family, the best thing he could do was eat fruit. The fruit and his home were connected in his mind. Everything Carol had bought from him was over a long time ago, so she snuck fresh fruit into the pantry, it was the best thing, but the tata was better than nothing. He opened a large can of Lichis served

it in an ice bowl. Yes, he led to the living room and put the hump of notredame in acflex I was sitting with my legs crossed in the carpet in front of the television, putting Lychis in the mouth with a spoon. When he came out the door, he took a quick look in his direction before concentrating on taking off his shoes. With his frown, he wore his reading glasses and had all the looks of a killer accountant with his

shirt and black pants wonderful mind, wonderful body. The night before, that man kissed her like there was no tomorrow and then he threw her away. As soon as I was done with her. A lychee got stuck in his throat and she forced him down. Swallowing hard, he took his bowl of Lichis half finished and prepared to escape. Don' t go. Calet took a step towards her and some plastic bags swayed by her side. Please, I want to talk to you. She considered running out anyway, but the

plea in his eyes kept her still. He played with the spoon with a lychee floating in the bowl while waiting for him to say what he needed to say. I had no idea what to expect. He had never been predictable. Instead of talking immediately, Calet crossed the room and sat on his heels in front of her, the plastic bags creaked when he left them on the floor. I bought you this. The unmistakable thorny red shell of the rambutans swirled from the top of one of the bags and she screamed and drew them

closer to her. For me, where you got them, they didn' t have that kind of fruit in the store near Calette' s house. He sketched the glimpse of a smile. I had to go around with the car, but I found them in San Jose. You' ve been going around all day, not all day. He bowed his head and laughed a little bit it was either she or Calet had blushing cheeks. I' ve been reading too. He took off his glasses and left them on the coffee table.“ Thank you,” she said more moved than she wished to

admit. But then he saw the box inside the second plastic bag. I knew what kind of box it was. He blanked his eyes. If he believed that she would have sex with him again after the night before, he had some things to learn. Those fruits would go with her to her room and hopefully he would fill the house with ants, feed them secretly and drive them to the calet room to be bitten. While I was sleeping. He lifted the bowl and bag from the ground and extended his legs to stand up.

And at that moment he looked at her directly and said sorry. The words were so unexpected to him that he did not know what to do. He looked at it without blinking last night I messed up everything I didn' t realize it. I didn' t know Calette made a sound of frustration and looked at her knees. I swear I' ve rehearsed it, but it' s not working out for me at all. Her eyes met hers

again now with determination. Last night was my first time. She shook her head without understanding my first time around with a woman with anyone you never said she would dry her throat. I know it' s not a big excuse. I should have prepared in advance to do well for you, but your

expression softened. I' m glad he went with you. She doesn' t sound like answering.“ I had never dreamed of being someone’ s first experience and being the first for that man so secretive meant anything, I guess it’ s a very selfish thing to say this Considering that you didn ’ t like it,” Calette said, sketching just one face, you would give me another chance to make it up to you. She opened her mouth to answer, but no sound came out. Or I' ve ruined

everything. When she went on unresponsive, he deflated his chest. His lips curved with a half- smile, without ears, and he turned his eyes and knelt down. I' ll go to the office.“ I will see you if I give you another chance, what will you do,” she asked. Calette' s eyes searched for hers before they stopped on her lips and darkened more kisses, many more kisses and then touched you more. She shuddered when he toured her body with his gaze. Who can play only

You. Calette frowned. You can also touch me if you want anywhere. He was ending up nodding when he said except in one your face ha, you can' t touch me there. You already have. Then where he asked a thoughtful expression crossed Calette' s face. It' s not important unless you decide to give me another chance. You' d give it to

me She bit the inside of her lip. Before answering perhaps how I can help you decide is I left the fruit aside and got on his knees so that both were almost on the same level give me as the first time. For an endless second, Calette remained completely immobile. Later, her arms wrapped her, drawing her towards him, bowing her head back. The lips of both of them met and she let go of a gasp. When the warmth invaded his body, he relaxed immediately as if he were afraid to hurt him,

and the kisses became slow addictive. She grabbed him by the shirt while struggling not to touch him, and he backed back and said I' m sorry more. He kissed as if she were his whole world and if she had no longer been on her knees, she would have plummeted to the ground. Hold on to his shirt and give him back with longing. Each kiss, each touch of tongue was kissed until they were intertwined on the floor with their lips swollen without breath and then kissed more, each lost in the body

of the other. However, when Caletes rolled his hand under her pants, he came out of his stupor and his or her entire body tense broke with the kiss as an unexplained panic wave cooled his skin.“ What is it, ” Calette asked. Her cheeks were blushing, but her eyes looked at her with confusion and concern. You' ve changed your mind. She shook her head quickly. I wanted this, I loved him, but that was the problem. She had wanted it from the beginning, she had opened herself

to him over and over again and that she had achieved with it. I ' m scared to whisper Calette' s face. He was groggy with something that looked like pain to me. She shook her head again. I' m not afraid you' ll turn me down again when I touch you the wrong way. I' m afraid you' ll leave me again against his will. His eyes were dampened and he shed some tears, he turned away his face from his face, and he rinsed his tears with one of his

sleeves. Now ashamed, even before her own ears. It sounded pathetic. He hollowed his palm against his cheek and gently encouraged her to look at him. I won' t. He assured with a snoring voice, at least I' ll try not to. She nodded and tried to smile in response, but felt strange. I' ll try not to. It didn' t sound very convincing. Calet surprised her when she held her hands in fists and kissed her knuckles. Yesterday you also did this It made the rigid fingers

of esme relax and open. And when he saw the deep marks that had been left in the Palmas with his nails frowned, stop doing it. After a brief moment of doubt, Calette sat back on her heels and took off her shirt and revealed the wide extension of soft skin that covered her sculpted muscles. The place I ask you not to touch me is he breathed deep,

straightened his shoulders and said the navel. She could not stop a smile from spreading across her face and a laugh threatened to escape her belly button from her mouth. Yes, my belly button. I know it sounds like a joke. A little bit she tried to contain the smile, but that only made it wider. I mean it. He insisted on a serious look. I can' t stand being touched here. You do try. Maybe you accidentally hurt yourself. I can' t control my reactions when it comes to this

place. I don' t even like to think about it. I won ' t touch him, I promise, but he came up to him. I can touch you in all the other places. Caleta once felt yes as long as no soft brushing I know. He brought a hand to Calet' s chest and he stood still. He didn' t make any move to stop her. Before making contact, she withdrew her hand, stopped for a

moment and took off her shirt just as he had done before. As usual, she was not wearing a bra, she hated them and he devoured her with his eyes, making her feel like the most desired woman on the planet. She gathered their bodies from the chest to the knees, leaned her cheek against her shoulder and cautiously wrapped it in a hug, holding her breath. He firmly supported the palms on the hard muscles of his back, even though he knew that he could not see his movements. I felt his heart beating

so hard that he could feel his sternum shaking with every heartbeat. It was the first time he ever dared to hug him since he had gotten into his bed because of the nightmare. If he was going to refuse it, that was the time, but he didn' t. Instead, he kissed his head and hugged him back and, second after second sme loosened against him, as fear slowly evaporated from her. He finally let his hands explore him freely.

He walked his strong shoulders, his big biceps and everything else. From the muscles he had between the homoplates to the twin marks, which he had on the lower back, and he allowed it. I trusted her. Maybe she kissed his neck and jaw. When he approached her, both her lips met and multiple sensations passed through her. The kiss began soft, but very soon he climbed toward something intense, as both tried to get closer and closer to each other. She could barely breathe, but she didn' t care

about that boldly. He caressed him above his pants and enjoyed how he groaned and kissed her more strongly and then anxious hands were happening. They unbuttoned buttons, pulled down ledges, took off clothes. She touched him there for the first time and was delighted by how deliciously different he was from her and he also returned the gesture. He touched her by moving the tip of her fingers

between her wet curls and wet folds, and then stopped there. There, there, she opened the box he had bought with trembling fingers and drew a small envelope. You don' t want oral sex He asked the articles I read They recommend it a lot, and I want to try. It took him a few seconds to discover what calette was referring to and then c blushed so much that it felt as the heat emanated from his body in waves. That wasn' t something she knew and her grandmother certainly wouldn' t approve

of. The idea of him kissing her between the thighs was scandalous and intriguing. Later she answered and urged him to hurry. Once Calette had put on the condom, she lured him to the ground. With her, her bodies aligned perfectly with each other and he pressed her cheek against hers, as if she were savoring being by her side. Please don' t let me make you cry He whispered in his ear if something' s wrong Tell me so I can fix it. Please, Esme' s heart contracted and hugged him

tightly. I will. Calet swallowed salt once before he moved. The hips and masters joined with short breaths and long sighs with the inside. She couldn ' t help but bow down and try to get a little closer until Calete reached out and touched her hand. Esme strained strongly as her a wave of heat emanated from the place where his fingers were caressing. Show me how to make this fascinating to you, too. He asked as he looked at her in a direct way, not a glimpse of shame on his face, because

I need you to feel as good as I am feeling right now. At first, she paralyzed herself with a mixture of humiliation and shyness, but then leaned on her hand and taught her how to give pleasure to her. I had always believed that it was improper for a woman to participate that way in bed, but prejudices did not matter. When it came to them two, she would be what he needed. When he began to move his hips while caressing her with his fingers. She could not prevent the sounds from escaping from

her fondled throat inside and outside, treasured loved. He surrounded me with his arms, containing it in every way he could, while their bodies were at a rhythm. He was there, he was his and he wouldn' t

go anywhere. Kisses everywhere, on his lips, neck and shoulders, heads together, heavy, intimate sighs, whispers to the ear, answers like this, and so on and so forth, Eme hips rose abruptly from the ground and stuck as close as possible against him above his head back, too, too, too well also a trembling groan, strong convulsions over and over again and you all I need is your name. His name. His name, his name, Pure stillness in the mind and heart of Esme warmth, satisfaction,

feeling security in the arms of Calet He saved in the fingers. She ' s melo, she hugged harder. He was harrowing and stronger, but she would protect him with all his stage being. Nineteen, Kai woke up from the deepest sleep of his life and blinked until he managed to focus his room. When he saw how lighted it was, he took a look at the clock ten and twenty- three in the morning. Seriously, I'

ve never slept this late. He tried to sit down, but a warm weight kept him against the bed, raised his hands and found a long silky hair and soft skin. It' s Me memories invaded her mind kissing her, touching her that she touched him, being inside her, watching her melt with pleasure. While lying there looking at the roof, Kay recognized that she must be losing her mind. His Sunday plan was ruined if there was a woman in his bed sleeping over him like a lazy man in a tree,

but her weight calmed him down. He had managed to sleep eight hours and for the first time in a long time, his testicles did not hurt. It felt good. He looked at that rare sense of well- being, since he didn' t trust her. It was due to oxytocin and the dorfins released during sex. Maybe now he was addicted to sex, or worse than that, he was addicted to Esme had to get rid of her before

it was too late to think of losing her. He made his stomach turn and his body tighten as a way of rejection and pulled a lock of hair from his cheek and kissed his head, as he needed to make sure she was still there. Well, that explained all kaydiep accountant addicted to esme in a surprising way to the. That idea made him feel good. It was hard to feel upset when she had her in her arms, but the day would come when she had to leave and he didn' t know what he

would have to do to refurbish his life without her. However, for now I didn' t have to think about it. They were there. Just in the middle of the summer. His phone vibrated and he took it instantly. Grateful for Oan' s friend' s cheering distraction on the list of fills before he could open it. This one moved. Oh, I' m on top of you. He said I slept like this all night. I think I' m sorry. He stepped aside, he was about to

protest, but instead, he stared at his hair. It seemed as if she had combed it backwards applied to Spry while he was head down or both. This month he lizó the messy and extra- voluminous locks and shyly kept the only docile lock behind the ear. You' re in pain for sleeping on top of you. I mean, she felt his chest with her hands like she was looking for something. He did not know what symptoms of internal

bleeding or perhaps broken bones and Kai covered his hands with his. If she kept touching him, they' d end up having morning sex with bad breath and he wasn' t sure how it worked. That' s fine, you' re the perfect size. To me he assured She smiled You think I' m beautiful and I' m the perfect size. That was obvious, so he changed the subject. Wan' s friend just sent me a smaller list. Kai sat down and opened the hymeo. Apparently, he reduced

it to nine. They are full names, class attendance information, phone numbers and photos of your former student cards. You want to see her clearly I want to. He grabbed my phone and immediately curled up next to him. And he threw the sheets on his breasts. A real sorrow alien to his

disappointment. Esme gave him a look of enthusiasm before observing the photographs. When she reached number eight, she took Kai' s arm, which was further away from her and made her surround her by the waist and then smiled at him He liked that to be snuggled his smiles, the fact that he helped him be there for her. He had not known that she needed to be hugged and was incredibly liberating that, instead of becoming angry with him or sad,

she would communicate and teach him what to do is whispering. Esme, number eight. Kai looked at the photograph with skepticism. The man had green eyes, but to him they all seemed more or less the same. Why he had stopped in that particular to judge by his area code six hundred and fifty is from here he covered his mouth. It' s too early to call. Now. It' s not early. It' s past ten. He enlarged my eyes and looked out the window as if he just realized

the time of day, we fell asleep. Right. That' s right, while the memories of the night before were happening in her head, Kay let her look through the profile of her, the elegant line of the jaw, the graceful curve of her neck, cleared her throat and touched with the tip of her fingers some small purple marks that he had left on her skin. I, uh, maybe I left you some fucking marks were permanent. He had not done so on purpose, although he had to admit that the

image was incredibly satisfying to him. Apparently, he was like a dog and felt the need to mark his territory, but not with pee. She laid a hand on her neck and smiled. As he blushed, they would disappear, he nodded relieved and disillusioned. At the same time, after seeing the photographs again, she again concentrated on number eight. His finger prowled about the number he had dialed on the phone, breathed deep and then pressed him and

put the phone out loud. He bit his lower lip while the phone rang one two, three times, four times, five six, feel, eight nine Hello has communicated with Felt Jackson. He' s probably busy in the O R. Please leave a message and I' ll call you back. When voicemail started recording she cut off communication and Kay looked at her confused. “ You don’ t want to leave a message,” she asked She shook her head quickly. For a few moments his lip continued to bite.

As I watched the photograph on the screen. You think he' s a doctor. Maybe we can find out. He took off his phone and Googled Feud Jacks in both medical and Greek. There was an ugly tall stick Jackson specializing in cardiovascular and thoracic surgery. Esme took his phone and added up on the man' s photograph. She looked pretty good with her elegant white hair and glasses and had a nice smile, as if Strécouis had shaved and exercised. He' s a whisperer, but he didn' t seem happy.

He had wrinkled his forehead and kept biting himself. The lower lip is a problem. She passed a hand through her hair rough and picked up a man, a man like that to be her daughter. I didn' t fall and look out the window. You don' t think she likes her eyes. They got theirs. You think I will, of course I will How could she not like someone? He surprised me when he clapped over him with

a hug and buried his face against his neck. After a moment of confusion, he hugged her tightly and leaned his cheek against hers was sad, happy crying. He had no idea, so he held her back and waited. But as he waited, he could not help but realize that he had a naked esme on his hip, with his breasts, on his chest and his sex. He was right there to his body. It took him a tenth of a second to react the way life expected and he made a grimace.

He didn' t think it was the right way to react when there was a sentimental woman in his arms. I was looking forward to his erection disappearing. When she grazed her penis, she stood still, when she noticed and rubbed herself against him deliberately, as she bit her ear again she asked with a whisper. There was only one way to answer that question. It seemed that after all, they would have morning sex with bad breath scene twenty.

The following month was the best month of Esme' s life, now that she had gotten used to working being a Waitress, she fit in well with her and had saved enough to fix her grandmother' s house or buy her something better. Besides, his grades in high school stayed high. He couldn ' t become an accountant, but he was getting the best of it all. Sinn without r r r was that his time with cove was like a

dream. Things had become easy. Among them she lit the extractor bell, every time she cooked with fish sauce and he had learned to kiss her every morning when she went to work and gave her a hug. When I picked her up from high school, she still didn' t talk much, unless she asked her specific questions, but she was fine. She talked enough for

both of us and he was good at listening. One day, she made a passing comment about wanting to take a sailboat ride one day and he had surprised her by taking her to a Sunday brunch in the water of San Francisco Bay. It had been wonderful your first date. Now they were resting on the couch of the house of caletteÉs. I had to study and his work seemed endless. She had highlighted a few pages of her text articles before

making the bad decision to look at him wearing her reading glasses. Again and as usual, he was dressed in black and carved garments and hovered over the screen of his laptop, as if planning the attack of an elite sniper, although when he spyed on the screen he saw some spreadsheets instead of battle plans. In any case, he found it sexy and could not help but set aside his duties and curl up next to him. Calette didn' t seem to notice it at first and she kissed her strong neck and jaw muscles.

Calette whispered what you think. His lips found hers and the rest of the words didn' t matter. As always, he kissed her, giving her his absolute attention and intensity and it was not long before she took her laptop and occupied the space on her lap the plan she had devised from the beginning. His glasses were twisted and he took them as if he were going to take them off. She didn' t say it quickly and repositioned them on her face. I like them. He gave her a look of confusion.

My reading glasses you want me to wear now. She bit her lip while smiling. I think they' re sexy. The glasses shook his head as he let go of a little laugh, but he didn' t take them off. What else is sexy you naked. She grabbed the hem off his shirt and threw it up, but then her phone rang and vibrated. It was that adorable little song that sounded every time she got a call from her mother' s phone she had chosen it because she had thought Jade would like

it. Calete stretched her hand toward Esme' s purse that she had left by her side of the couch and thoughts assaulted her faster than lightning. I either knew where she kept her phone. I' d get it to him. I' d see the photographs of Esme and Jade on the screen. She jumped over her purse, but instead of intercepting Calette tripped, she fell off the couch and almost broke her head with the tea table. You find well, his strong hands helped her get in and he caressed his head.

Just to be sure, her phone kept ringing. I' m fine, only the call may be Fel Jackson made a grimace. It wasn' t Felt Jackson. Calet took the bag and when she started opening the outer pocket, where she kept the phone, Esme took it out of her hands.

“ I was in charge,” he said with a voice too loud, “ but when he finally took the phone, it had stopped ringing, which the guilt with or contracted his stomach judging by the number of calls.“ It had probably been Jade you will return the call,” Calette asked looking at the phone. With curiosity, she bit her lip. Eh maybe later I the phone sounded the same tone of call again Esme' s mouth dried up and the sweat began to bathe her forehead. She took the phone to

her chest. I had to tell him right now. Things were going well. Maybe he' d take the news easy. It' s my mother who heard herself say with her heart beating at the gallop. You should answer to me. It doesn' t bother me, but it was like that. What would happen? If it was too soon and I ruined everything, I' ll talk in the other room so you can work. She announced she lost all courage during the last second she ran to her room, closed

the door and rushed to answer the phone hello. M Jade' s unmistakable voice was heard on the other side of the line and Esme' s sense of guilt escaped. What kind of mother kept her daughter secret. Esme wasn ' t ashamed of her daughter, but having her been so young didn' t give a good picture. She already had too many disadvantages. How could I add another hello?“ My child called you because I miss you, ” Jade said. He felt a knot in my throat and sewed their eyes.

I missed you, too. That' s all I wanted to say no to you and he said not to waste minutes on the phone. Oh, and if they have toy horses there, you can buy me one. If you want. I love you so much. When the communication was cut off, she let a sound slip from her lips that was half laughing half sob and buried her face in her hands. I had to talk to Calette

soon, but not yet. On Monday I was sitting at one of the tables in the restaurant after the busy lunch hour trying to make up my mind between two toy shops that I had found with his phone, one that gave forty- five minutes on foot and the other half an hour on foot and

a half an hour more by bus. When Carol showed up from the kitchen, hey what you' re doing here alone, asked Carol sme rushed to turn off the phone and hid it under the thigh just in case before pretending a smile lunch, She wished to have talked to keo leave from the beginning Carol looked at the plate of fried rolls on the table. Once again, fried rolls go five days in a row, you will obstruct your heart until you die. The obstruction of her heart was just what she needed, even

though she wanted it not to kill her. If I could tolerate high cholesterol and pain. In fact, maybe I could meet Fel Jackson as a patient. That was a lot better than calling him and hanging up when he jumped voicemail. Well, you' re still young.“ You should eat all the bad things while you can,” Carol said as she slid in the seat across the table. Tell me how everything is going between you I see you happy Esme could not contain the smile that spread on his lips. I

' ve never been so happy in my whole life. I hope I can make Ancalette. The bells tinkled at the door and Calette entered the restaurant I saw Vis tidor his suspicious black clothes and as if he was about to commit a robbery the heart disme took a leap of emotion and ran to meet him. He hugged her right away.“ What are you doing here,” she asked. You' re hungry, I can bring you anything you want. He replied with a kiss, which made his blood warm and thick.

We had a meeting outside the office and I' m done early. I don' t want anything. You come to see your wife, but not your mother. I see how things are. Carol commented, there was a biting tone in her voice and bothÉsme and Calet shrunk. It was true here. She didn' t like to visit her mother, because she always asked her to run errands. He had gone by himself, knowing that I should not touch him by surprise. He held it by my sleeve and passed

his fingers through his palm and he took it firmly by the hand. Carol sighed these guys come sittin' down. She gestured to them by pointing to the table she was at and after both of them sat down, she pointed to Esme' s plate of fried rolls. He' s been eating this all week. You have to tell me something. Caleta observed without expression the rolls, the garnished vegetables and the small tacita of fish sauce. He likes them. Fried rolls are the best in town, they' re the best

in all of California. Carola corrected before focusing her attention on Esme, so women eat when they are pregnant. Maybe I have a grandson on the way. Esme was dazzled when mother and son stared at her. Calet seemed about to have the heart attack that is I had been wanting to suffer. No, I' m not pregnant. I swear.“ You are sure, ” Carol asked with her eyes narrowed. You' re tired all the time. I' m sure. Esme said she was tired because she stayed up

all night studying and playing with Calette. Calette breathed a sigh of relief, but an uncomfortable mixture of emotions stormed Esme' s stomach. She wasn' t pregnant, but she had a baby tell her. Now he ordered a voice inside his head. Now was the perfect time. I don' t want to push you, but summer' s almost over. Carol commented, as she looked at Calette, she patiently intertwined her hands on the table. It' s time for you to start thinking about the future. The heart

of e is half- sleeved in the chest. As I watched the muscles of the calette jaw strain, what I was thinking. I couldn' t want him to leave not after the neo. It' s perfect that they ' d been through together, but I' d love her enough to want to marry her. I still have that event hall booked for August 8. If she doesn' t marry you, she' ll leave on the 9th What do you choose a wedding or a trip to the airport Tell me your decision at your cousin Michael' s wedding this weekend. Then I' ll

have time to organize things. He asked for Carol. I' ll let you talk it over. Maybe you can go for a walk. The weather is nice outside and right now we don' t have any customers. Calette ' s mother got up and disappeared behind the kitchen doors. Before Calette could say anything. He stood up to me, untied his dark green apron from his waist and picked up his phone. I want out. I actually wanted

to delay. The conversation was terrified, so that he could say, Calet followed her from the dark restaurant to the sun shining outside and she held the phone against her chest as she walked blindly to the sidewalk bordering the busy street. The air smelled like exhaust gas and concrete almost like in your home. I' d be back there soon I hated all that. He didn' t want his life and that of his daughter to depend so much on the

elections. Give someone more for a thousandth time since I had arrived.“ He really wanted to be an accountant, that educated woman who needed no one and had nothing to fear why you were going so fast,” Calette asked. She slowed down the march and gave him an apology look. I' m sorry Ann He put his hands in his pockets as he walked staring at the traffic that was going on over there. We' re supposed to be talking about our future. He said we don' t have to. She

wasn' t ready to have that conversation. He grabbed the phone harder, but that didn' t keep his hands from shaking. After a few seconds he realized it was his phone. Someone was calling him. He took a look at the screen, doctor, Dad, the panic went through her and made her scotch Las Palmas, and a cold sweat ran through her face. My father extended the phone to Calette. He shook his head and enlarged his

eyes. Why you give it to me. Answer hurry before she hangs up, she spread a finger toward the call acceptance button, but failed to do so. What if he' s mad at me for calling too much and if he thinks I' m honest, he' ll say all I want is residence and his money. It is true that I want a different life, but also Calette took his phone and pressed the answer button followed by the speaker button. Then he held the phone to her to talk. She covered

her mouth. I couldn' t even talk I couldn' t even move through all the heavens. What had I done? I could hang up, I wanted to hang up Hi, your father said a serious and kind voice. I have some missed calls from this number. It' s the package they can' t deliver to me. Actually, I' d like to have it now. My name is Felt Jackson Calet first looked at Esme then on the phone and vice versa, inciting her quietly to speak.“ Hello,

” Fell once again said,“ is the shipping service. Somehow, he regained my voice and responded with his best English Hoe Hello, I am not from the shipping service. Ah, okay, so what are the calls coming to? I and I think he swung a deep breath of air with effort. My name is Esmeralda and I think you' re my father, came to a prolonged pause and then he said Wau let me sit down another long pause. She pictured him walking through her hospital office, sitting on her

desk. All right, tell me all about it Start at the beginning with your mother. Please, tr at Twilling. You met her twenty- four years ago on a business trip, but you left before you waited a second Where that business trip took place. A disquieting feeling passed through her in Vietnam. He cleared his throat. He knows how to curse this, but I ' ve never been there. I think he cleared his throat again. He ' s got the wrong person, the heart of esme got stung, he

flipped. Everything collapsed and their hopes shattered. Ah I' m sure you ' re completely charming and now that somehow you' ve overcome the shock, I can say I' d love to have another daughter, but I' m not your father. I' m so sorry. What he said his name was Esmeralda. She answered. I' m so sorry.“ Emerald, ” he said, sounding like he was giving bad news to the first patient on a long list. I can help you in some other way.

No thanks, wait. Yeah, my dad went to clauber Cley, like you with not being an ugly guy who would have gone to bit Nam twenty - four years ago. Oh, my God, the fel man let out a big sigh, I might, but his name isn' t felt, it' s Gleaves, so I' m not very sorry. Evange esmer Esmeralda. Thank you, Bill, for her time, she said no wonder good luck the line was silent and she stood there watching the cars pass at full speed and the traffic lights changed green, yellow, red and then green

again. Calet wrapped her with a firm hug and she broke into tears. He anointed his face against his chest and soaked his shirt with his tears, but he did not protest. He kept counting it for what seemed like years. When he finally calmed down and separated from him. Calet pulled a few damp bumps out of his face. He didn' t have to say anything. She saw everything in her painful sad eyes and that comforted her more than any word. I thought he would be the voice of esme sounded much weaker

than she had expected. Why I had a feeling. He leaned his hand on his stomach. Premonitions can be very unprecise. To be sure, I would recommend that you revisit the list and call each of them. He proposed I can help you if you want, considering how much he hated phone calls, that seemed like a very generous offer and she kissed him as his heart overflowed. I' ll call them. Thank you. A car entered the parking lot and stopped right next to the calet porch. A client should come

back. We can talk about the other subject later. He nodded very well. They walked back to the restaurant holding hands and after a quick hug and kiss. She ran in. Later he would arrive too soon, but he was glad it wasn' t now. Kei walked back into his car and sat inside, but didn' t start the engine. I couldn' t stop thinking about what she said. He' ll say all I want is the residence and his money. It' s true that I want a different

life, but also how I haven' t seen it before. That was the main goal of Esme' s journey, a different life, not a romantic relationship. It had all the meaning of the world. If he were in his place, he would have done the same, except that he would not have put so much effort into one single candidate for marriage. In it he would have had many more appointments to increase his SS chances of success. Why didn' t she do it? Maybe because he thought he' d

find his father and get citizenship that way. Actually, it was the best option. If he found his father, that would automatically grant citizenship and he would not need to marry anyone to achieve it. The process would also be faster. But if he didn' t find it, he picked up his phone and searched Groogle, a U S citizen through marriage. According to the results of the search, the Government gave notice after three years of marriage to

an American citizen. Cay was American. If that was the only thing she needed and it seemed that was the case, he could marry her, could prolong everything beyond summer. His head turned as he and she watched it together sex and television and shared the bed and their smiles and laughs forever. He didn' t think it was right. That would be to take advantage of her a visa was not worth a life sentence, but it required three years

of marriage, three years with esme. The strength of his desire became so intense that the skin burned him. Compared to the meager three weeks he thought he had left. Three years was a luxurious amount of time. She could give free rein to her esme addiction, for three whole years, and then free her to find love. They' d both win. But only if she didn' t find her father. However, his mother wanted an answer for Saturday, so he was running out of time. That' s what

he decided. If he didn' t find me his father that same week, what would he ask for marriage scene twenty- one on Saturday afternoon, and esmes was putting his black dress on his head. When his phone vibrated with an incoming call, he pulled the dress down and hurried to answer unknown number. He said the answer button. Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. He gets a message hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,

from this number, a man said what it' s about. She breathed deeply to calm her nerves and repeated the phrases that had become familiar during the last week. While I had checked the list of fils one by one hello. My name is Esmeralda. You' ve been to Vitnam. Yes, of course I do. Whether this is a free vacation proposal or something like that. I' m not looking for someone who was there 24 years ago.

He announced me ah, for he heard him exhaling out of the hand was to wheezing and prolonged, as if he were poking in his memory. No. The first time I was there was in anoy at the beginning of the 2, 000. She sighed as disappointment settled within her. That meant that there was only one fel left and there was no guarantee that he was the only true fell If he had not been to Vitnam either, that left her at the beginning of her search. You' re not the person I

' m looking for. She said thank you for returning my call more would be missing. No problem. Good luck, I hope you find him. Goodbye The man hung up He left my phone on the desk carefully. The last ugly one on the list was a Sumacker or his biker, as Calette put it. She tried her last name with her first name to Schumacker' s smo val and frowned. It would take him a while to get used to it, even though he liked the meaning of a shoemaker. There were

many feet in this world. That reminded her that she would have to wear back heels that would torture her all night long. He put the damn shoes in question. He took a handful of cheap jewelry and looked at his image in the whole body mirror in the bathroom held the shiny necklace against his neck, but decided not to wear it and put it aside. Once he finished putting them on earrings, a bracelet and makeup. She met a new woman

who looked at her from the mirror this time she had succeeded. She looked elegant like Calette' s sister, and that gave her the confidence she needed so much. That night was the night I' d talk to Calette about Hadey if he didn' t show up completely overboard, I' d propose to her. Just thinking made him shake his hands and with the r died towards the sink in case he vomited. While breathing to get rid of the nausea, Caleta entered the bathroom with her black tuxedo. He looked like a

secret service bodyguard. I can' t stand these things, he twisted the ends of his bow tie, tied them up and let his hands fall with exasperation. I' ll take care of it gratefully for the distraction. It ' s the mess he' s made, and he' s made a calm bond with him. That' s it. Thank you. He answered as he shook his arms and breathed as if he was preparing for battle.

She smiled and straightened her flaps with her hands, satisfied with how she looked in her laced suit Denna did not wear it and it was felt with her hands the sector where she believed the inner pockets of her suit were. He frowned. He' s what the article you always carry with you. He watched his face You' re telling me I should take him. She didn

' t respond quickly. Well, if you wish. She shrugged rather than preferring him to talk to her, especially that night, who was so nervous, but if he really hated weddings so much, he didn' t want to torture him. Galette smiled and then we have an hour' s journey until we get to Santa Cruz and I don' t want to be late. She followed him out of the house and they both walked the way to the sidewalk, where he parked his car. Instead of going in directly.

Calet frowned at the white splashes decorating the roof and windshield. This is statistically unlikely. Not even a patch under a tree did he add the lips of esme they wanted to sketch a smile, but he contained them with effort. The birds are telling you to park in the garage there' s plenty of room. Just move the bike aside. Then the inside of the lip was bitten. Things had become so easy between them that I had forgotten that that

was a taboo subject. His stomach contracted as he watched him, not knowing how he would react. He would be angry like the day she had gone to the tent ninety- nine ranch After a brief pause, he responded. I don' t like parking in the garage why he blinked and his face contracted while thinking how that why. What' s the reason. She asked me, because it didn' t make any sense to her, because there

' s the bike. He answered him in a sharp manner before opening the door of the companion for her esme entered the car and watched him close the door. He surrounded the car and settled in his seat. He turned on the engine and went out into the street as if the conversation was over. But it wasn' t like that. If you don' t like the bike, why not. I didn' t say I didn' t like

it. Calette clarified. She exhaled a tense sigh even more confused. Then why he looked at her for an instant before returning his attention to the road, changing the march and passing by a convertible. That' s how I like things. He' s like you and why you roll up your socks like that. She looked down and turned her bracelet on her wrist. You, you kept ignoring me. I did it to make you think about me so you don' t roll up your socks. That way she didn'

t respond with a laugh. He bowed his head aside It worked He smiled at me. I know, though he didn' t turn to look at her. His lips curved as he continued to drive and pronódó swirled a pleasant silence among them. She watched the office buildings go through. It marveled at its bright exteriors and well- kept gardens. That' s mine Calette pointed to a building that had a blue glass façade and a sign with huge white emsoft letters on top. Sme straightened himself in his seat and watched him with

interest. Which floor is your office on top of everything I share with others like a boss. She said with a smile, jokingly imagining the pineapple in a tiny closet. While all the important people enjoyed the view of the windows, Calette dedicated a funny smile to him. Something like that. Many of the fils are bosses. One of them thought I was his employee. He

commented on me in the absence of anything better to say. Calet kept an unusual silence before asking you' ve heard from the last two of them again It wasn' t him. She squeezed her lips and rolled her head. You think I look like a somacker. Calette looked at her thoughtfully before concentrating on the road again.“ Perhaps these two might make shoes,” she

said extending her hands and making such an ugly grimace. She sketched an uncomfortable smile and crossed her arms to hide her hands, but he stretched out his palm let me see asked you are driving. He threw her in the arm until she gave in. However, instead of inspecting his hand, he took her fist to his mouth and kissed his knuckles. I don' t care what these hands do as long as they' re yours. It was silly and he was not a poet, but his words made his eyes full of

tears. When Kath rested her hand on the lever of change, she placed hers on top of his. It wasn' t a beautiful hand, but at least it was small in comparison. People would think they were a good couple. She relaxed in her seat and watched it from time to time during the rest of the trip, recognizing the excitement that burst in her heart. I had been invading her little by little, growing every day and now I

couldn' t ignore her. When you had those feelings for someone, I didn' t hide secrets no matter how scared I was tonight, I' d tell them everything. Attending a wedding dressed in tuxedo and barefoot was something new for Kai. She couldn' t get rid of the feeling that she was missing something from her shoes, but I thought she was delighted. He sunk his toes into the sand like a little girl as they walked hand in hand along the beach towards the white folding chairs and the wedding altar set on

the water' s edge. Again she was wearing the shapeless black dress, but she still looked so beautiful that Kai' s mind was dulled by her smile. She was happy. Everything was fine in the world. Only twenty people asked me there was a brief pause as he stopped admiring her and focused on her words. Yeah, they wanted something intimate. Estella doesn' t like crowds, just like him. You like weddings. Largely, he would offer a very busy wedding if she so wished, but something like that was

more his style, though with less sand, small or large. Anything' s fine. That' s it. He raised my shoulders with indifference, but then his eyes shone when he said how funny the flowers, the dress and the cake are. What she felt and immediately memorized those details. Yeah, if she agreed to marry him, she' d get the best flowers, dresses, and cakes. A truck full of flowers, a haute couture wedding dress, ten cakes or a hundred if it was for him as long

as she said yes demons, it was knotted in her stomach. They don ' t have to be like that. He added esme with a smile. These look very expensive. He pointed out the giant bouquets of white roses, orchids and lilies that decorated the ends of the seating sector. Your cousin spent a lot of money. He watched the flowers and decorations. I think so. I can take care of the flowers myself. I know how to do it. Then he bit his lip and turned his hair away from his face.

I can also make my dress and I don' t know how to make a cake, but I can learn her green eyes met Kai' s and she seemed vulnerable. I can make everything look amazing without it being expensive. He didn' t know what to answer. She didn' t have to do everything by herself, unless she wanted to. He didn' t care if the wedding was expensive. I wasn' t planning on getting married over and over with once would be enough. He would never want someone other

than esme. His addiction was very specific. Hello, young lady, beautiful and my son. Kai' s mother greeted them with one or da and black that had bright blue flowers on the front, without the height provided by the heels. The white silk pants that accompanied her dress, rubbed the sand and she threw them up impatiently. I never thought I' d attend a wedding without shoes. It' s a different experience. You have some news for me. Esme' s hand strained over his and looked at him for

a moment before turning his gaze away. Not yet, Carol, we still have to talk about it I was thinking after dinner would be a good time. He said Esme was here. He nodded and outlined a brief smile. Sounds good to me. Ki' s mother watched closely her joined hands do what you have to do, but before you leave the wedding you have to talk to me. All right, we' ll do it. Carola assured

me. Carola felt calm enjoy the Sanjo wedding and retired to talk to Kai ' s sister, her aunts and cousins what and that were heading for her seats. When Maco appeared, he shook his hand to fall and surrounded him with an arm. His three- piece tuxedo made him look fresh from a catwalk, even without shoes. I' m so glad you came. Macob said he smiled, but his movements were abrupt and sudden and his breathing tense. He must have been nervous. How it goes down, except Maco'

s girlfriend had already said yes, what did it say? Nervous you are well, asked kay yes great I have already told you that I am glad that you came, because it is so. Estella really likes you. Maco ' s gaze fell on ename and drew a crooked smile. You must be beings I' m glad to meet you. At last she shook her hand and she smiled back with a cool, envelopsed expression. She had also fallen under Maco' s spell, even if he got married within a cursed hour.

Maco and his handsome features to me too I am glad to meet you Estella is a very lucky woman. He responded with a fantastic smile typical of esme and in English, as he did with everyone, except with kay maccoel tried to smile, but instead he took a breath of air as he shook his hands and straightened his shoulders. Thank you for saying that. I' ve never been so nervous. I am so in love with her that, if I do not appear, her words faded away as she concentrated on a

group of silhouettes in the distance and her face adopted a romantic expression. He squeezed Kay' s shoulder without even looking at it taken. I' m sorry this is gonna start. Everyone hastened to settle down and the conversations stopped. Esme practically vibrava of enthusiasm Estella is beautiful. Your cousin a dreamy look flooded his face and Kai was sure she would say he' s so handsome. Instead, what he said was worse. He' s so in love.

Kai' s stomach became a big knot and forced himself to remember that he was doing the right thing. She wanted the visa, he could get it for her. The wedding would benefit both of you. For three years, a guitar began playing a cover of a pop song and Kay watched the ceremony carefully. If everything went well, he' d be doing all that very soon. The bridal procession walked down the hall in pairs formed by Maco ' s sisters, a group of Iwan friends, and then appeared stella dressed

in a white diaphanous dress that Michael himself had surely designed. When her father gave her a weeping smile, she returned her gesture and kissed her one hundred before taking her arm and walking to the altar where Maccoel was waiting for her who watched her with the same romantic look as before, but multiplied by a thousand had red eyes as if she were on the verge of crying. As she walked through the sand, her gaze never deviated from him, whatever MacOS

felt for her. It was reciprocal. Girl loves boy, loves girl. As the bridegrooms exchanged vows and kissed, the sun plunged into the horizon and the sky shone over the ocean. It was a magical moment. The cameras flashed on numerous occasions. A dozen phones shone and no baby cried. The small group of guests rinsed the tears Esme included and Kai felt like an impostor until Esme gave him a handshake to get his attention. He kissed her by

surprise on her lips and then smiled at her. If they weren' t in public, I' d have brought her closer to him and given her another kiss until they melted. He knew how to do it, but he gave his current situation. Kay simply devoured her with her gaze, wishing her with all the strength of her uncontrolled addiction and judging by how the pupils of ESME were dilated. She didn' t care. Kay was getting close to

her to kiss her. In spite of everything, when the guests stood up to watch Macol and Estella pass by them, the staff of a nearby hotel gave them to a garden to enjoy a relaxing cocktail party. Queis I shared a sex onde Beach while everyone ate appetizers and talked. She had no tolerance for alcohol. After just a few sips, he was leaning over Kai and I was giving him that look that, according to his experience, indicated take me to bed and do what you want with me. That look was one

of the best things in the whole world. Key was determined to enjoy it during the next three ros years, after the cocktails, the celebration moved to an outdoor dining room located under a tent made of wooden beams, white fabrics, semi transparent and golden Christmas lights. While the Asian style dinner, fusion and speeches were happening, he rehearsed his proposal. Mentally, logic indicated that

she would love it. I' d say so. It wouldn' t make sense if I didn' t. When everyone was eating cake and mint ice cream with chocolate sparks, Kay took the hand of esme you' d go for a ride with me. She ate one last bite of cake. He removed the fork from his exquisite lips and supported the utensil on the plate. Of course, they left the tent and walked quietly along the shore of the beach with their hands firmly intertwined and their feet sinking into the sand.

There was almost a full moon that threw a pla light over the water and the air smelled of sea salt and seaweed. Once they were at a proper distance, he slowed down until he stopped. The fucking time had come. I was shaking inside. I' ve never asked a girl out before. I' d never wanted to do it, and now I' d make a marriage proposal. You heard her ask me what music. He bowed his head and then heard them beats of soft guitars traveling with the Brisa from the

tent recognized the clear melody of moon of bushy are dancing. She smiled, passed her arms around Caii' s neck and began to swing from one side to the other. We' re doing it, too. I don' t know how to do it, you have to move. Thus, she replied with a laugh. He felt completely ridiculous, but he followed the game and moved with it and then somehow stopped feeling ridiculous. There were only the two of them, just the moon, the ocean, the sand, the

music and two hearts beating and she was smiling. He put his lips on that smile, stole it and when his tongue entered his mouth, the flavors of Fruit, Vanilla and Champagne made him spin. The head. I' d never eat cake again without thinking about it. I' d never drink champagne without thinking about her. Every triumph of his life would taste. Esme couldn' t help but walk her body with her hands, try to find a way to SS favorite parts, but her loose dress made it almost impossible

for her. When he released a sound of frustration, she laughed at him. One last time, he turned away and wiped off the lipstick in his mouth. We need to talk. You' re right. Kay breathed deep to get rid of the lust of her mind and took her hands. The sooner I proposed, the sooner I would finish everything and be much closer to marrying her. It is Me Ancalette Kai doubted surprised by the shaking of her hands. Unlike him. She was really shaking when she was nervous and caressed

her knuckles with her thumbs hoping to calm her down. You talk first if you want. She lifted her chin and said very well I first relaxed her lips and adjusted her hands to hold them from him. While he was holding his own. He started talking on several occasions, but he stopped before the words came out You want me to talk first. Then he asked I can ' t. He took another deep breath and bit his lower lip before saying

when I got here he had reason to get married. With you many reasons and I approached you for those reasons, but then his look found his. Then I got to know you his fingers clung harder to his fingers and I approached you because I wanted to be close. I often forget my reasons because I' m happy with you. You make me happy I fell inflated my chest, his heart beat at full speed and couldn' t help but smile. There were an infinite number of reasons to exist on this earth, but

that seemed the most important of all. I' m happy to be here I' m happy to be here. Kai said. It may be too fast, it may not be the smartest decision, but she slowly smiled at the soft, liquid eyes in the moonlight and said with a child. It ' s clear I love you, Kai' s lungs stopped breathing his heart, he stopped beating. He loved me the warmth bubbled over him with waves to vassalantes what had he done for whom she loved him? I was willing

to do it a million more times. Kai took Esme' s hands to her lips and kissed her knuckles. I couldn' t talk, I had no idea what to say. Lu being much more beautiful than the moon, stars and water. Behind her, it' s Me sketched a flirtatious smile and asked you love me even if it' s just a little bit. He was paralyzed by that question. Not why I' d asked that question. He could give her anything she wanted. The visa real diamonds her body, but love, the hearts of stone did not love. He didn'

t want to answer that question. His whole body rebelled against it, but he forced himself to admit the truth. No. She blinked and shook her head before smiling again You love me more than a little bit. No esmel retreated and let her go. I' m sorry, but I don' t love you much or little. I don' t love you at all. I can' t. The face of esme dissociated and her eyes opened wide and weepy at all she whispered. I don' t love you. Kay felt her whole being hurt like she was imploding and I never will.

This isn' t funny at all. I' m not kidding. I ' m completely serious. She didn' t say a word. He only stared at him as thick tears poured down his face. He wanted to retract, he wanted to erase the sadness of her. I would do almost anything to make her smile again, but I couldn' t lie about it. She had asked him the question and deserved to know the answer. I don ' t love you, I never will. The heart of esme split in two and the sharp splinters stabbed her from the inside. At the same time

she was overrun by shame, a heavy and suffocating shame. She knew why he couldn' t love her, she could go to high school, change her clothes and change her way of talking, but she could never change where she came from. From the bottom it was so poor that it could not afford to finish high school, so different that even other poor people despised it, so small that it could not climb to be free, at least not in Vietnam. With everything he had done for her, he had believed me

that he saw more of things than she did. He couldn' t change and he valued her for what she was inside, but he couldn' t do it. Considering his words. I never would. I' m sorry I bothered you. I go said away from him, He shook his head, the expression attentive but inscrutable. You don' t bother me with a laugh that grazed the hysteria escaped Esme' s lips. I don' t understand you. She turned around to run away, but he stopped her holding

her arm firmly. We' re not done. She took a deep breath and took courage to face the worst, almost afraid to look at it for fear of what he was going to say. We should get married. Esme ' s body loosened from confusion. I wouldn' t mind if you stayed with me long enough to get your citizenship papers. Then we could get a quick divorce. I think that would work for both son and then he squeezed his lips firmly into a wrinkled line. Maybe she had tried to smile.

He shook his head, he had heard his words, but they made no sense. Why would you marry me if you don' t love me? I' ve gotten used to you being in my house and in my bed. There, when he mentioned his bed a wave of hot heat, he invaded his face to esme and lowered his head. Sex wanted more sex. Of course, he had been a virgin before all that and they were really good in bed, but she couldn' t do it, when it meant making love to her and it was just sex to him. He didn'

t take his hand away from me and back off. I can' t marry you. Galette frowned. I don' t understand why, because it will hurt me a lot, because she loved him. If it was just a cold deal between strangers, maybe she could have made that marriage, she could have done a lot for jave, but she couldn' t. He destroyed his mother first. Galette wasn' t the solution. I had to keep looking and find another way. He looked down. I' m sorry some warm tears fell down the face of esme. She also felt it Esme

don' t cry myself, without uttering a single word. She turned and staggered through the sand back to the wedding reception. I had to get away from there. To do it. She needed her phone and money suddenly entered the romantic tent and kept her arms close to her body, while she quickly dodged couples who were slowly swinging on the sandy dance floor, feeling like an

intruder. There was his imitation bag. On the back of his shoulder he hung it on his shoulder and put all his efforts to avoid eye contact with the rest of the guests. You' re feeling well esme asked be and greek who stopped mixing sugar in his cup of tea. Her hair looked perfect, her makeup perfect, her perfect black dress. She was born for those

occasions. Esme forced herself to sketch a radiant smile and nodded cove. He entered the farthest end of the tent and watched the guests with a frown as if he were looking for someone. His gaze looked at her is Me did not hear what he said, but he knew it was his name. Calette walked in her direction and the panic took hold of her had to get out of there. All those people thought she was climbing the social ladder. By

marrying Calet and I didn' t want to be there. When everyone found out he was thinking the same thing, he ran away laughing at the table and bumped into something firm. He looked up and saw the face of wan Hey where you' re going. In such haste he asked with his characteristic joy. I' m sorry I was looking over his shoulder and saw Caleta, advancing towards her with a determined step. No, please, let me

go, please, what' s going on? Did you fight?“ Wan,” he asked“ I felt his vision cloudy as he shook his head. No, we didn' t fight. Calette was getting close She dodged wan and ran off. As I went outside almost slipping. He saw that Wande had Caletti and talked to him with a worried look on his face. He ran me at full speed for a long stretch of sand, feeling

the rough grains scraping his feet and finally bumped into the pavement. I didn ' t know where he was going, but he was moving away and that was enough for now. Her phone rang and rang, but she ignored it and kept running blindly, running away from him and the horrible shame she felt when she could no longer ignore the tone of call stopped, picked up the phone from her purse and turned it off. While standing there with his lungs,

burning his mouth dry and feet, possibly bleeding. He realized that he had no idea where he was somehow. He had ended up in a quiet street bordered by small beach houses and tall palm trees, without calet, without Carol, without her mother, without her grandmother, or Jade, no one just same and had nowhere to go. It surrounded her in a huge world and nowhere was hers where she could go. When you didn' t have anywhere. Kay toured the beach for what seemed like hours, but couldn'

t find Esme. He was missing in the middle of the night. She tried to call her back, but she communicated directly with the voicemail the worst feeling. He climbed up his skin. The air was cold, but he couldn' t stop sweating. He loosened his bow tie at once, took off his hair and took off his jacket. He almost threw it into the sea, but then remembered the velvet box in his pocket. That little box belonged to Esme Good, it would belong to him once he had a chance

to hand it over to him. How he could have gone that way. Wan came running from the opposite end of the beach over there You haven' t seen her. What a frustrating question, if he had seen her, he wouldn' t be there alone. No. Wán rubbed his shaved head. What the hell happened between you guys why you ran off Kay kicked the sand. I proposed to you. Even in the dark. Kay saw her brother enlarge his eyes Wow, okay. I' m surprised she wasn'

t happy. I thought she was really in love with you whaty squeezed so tight the wrinkled jacket of her tuxedo that the fabric issued a squeal. It ' s good. I was tonight. He told me he loved me. He still couldn' t believe it He looked at him confused and he ignored the question and started walking down the street. Maybe she was sitting on a bench around waiting for him. Maybe his momentary anger. He' d missed

it before. He had thought things over and wanted to change his answer and what Kai insisted Juan, who reached him and walked next to him, Kay put his jacket back on and put his hands in his pockets. And I ' ve told you the truth, and that truth is which way faster. He left the sand behind to reach the pavement and watched Santa Cruz Street plunged into the darkness of the night. There was a bench next to a lone light pole, but it was empty. He took a look at the parking

lot where his car was. There were no signs of life. She wasn ' t anywhere to hold him firmly. Kay, what did you tell her why she was crying? Kay tried to swallow saliva. It didn' t work on the first attempt or the second, but for the third attempt he remembered how to do it. I told her I didn' t love her. That' s silly. This I want what the hell I told you, because it' s true. Kai insisted,“ You are crazy of love for her Look at her,” Juan told you, gestured with his

hands toward Kai as if it were something obvious. It' s not true. Kay let go bitingly. Don' t fasciris. Of course it' s true. You' re a man of everything or nothing. So we always knew that the first girl to get your attention would be the one. It' s Me It' s your choice. I don' t have a choice. I' m not good at relationships. He went down the street looking everywhere where Esme shit was, he' d be safe. It didn' t seem like a dangerous area, but that was no guarantee.

She felt an adrenaline rush and her heart bumped into her ribs as she grabbed her phone and called her back straight to the voicemail demons why she didn' t recede. He mumbled more for himself than for Wan.“ He does not want to talk to you,” his brother replied. Anyway, you don' t tell a girl you don' t love her, and then you ask her to get married. With you. I don' t know what you were thinking. Kay put her phone back in her pocket impatiently. He needs a visa and I can give him one. It' s that

simple. I even told her I' d be willing to divorce her. As soon as it' s all officialized. He should have been happy instead of saying no and running away instead of responding immediately. John exhaled and passed a hand through his face as he shook his head. At least they agreed on something. This situation was exactly bullshit. Why are you willing to do all that for her?“ If you’ re not interested in relationships, ” Wan asked with his eyes squinted, his brother’ s eyes swerved and

shrugged. I' ve gotten used to being with her and we' re fine living together. Then why didn' t John raise his hands great reasons for marrying? I' m going back to the wedding. If you know

anything about her. Let me know. While John was returning determinedly to the wedding tent, Kai went to his car and slipped into the high- heeled esme shoes were resting on the passenger seat forming irregular angles and he looked into the car with enthusiasm, until he remembered that she had left them there from the beginning. Qai drove aimlessly searching the streets, sidewalks, banks and shops for a woman wearing a loose black dress who was barefoot. He didn'

t find her anywhere. When he stopped at the same traffic light for the fourth time he recognized that it was time to surrender. She had her phone and purse and knew how to take care of herself. If she didn' t want to be found, there was no point in continuing to look for her. Still it would stay close just in case it stopped the car in a parking space next to the beach, put the handbrake and turned off the

engine. Then he sat there waiting to hit his fingers on the steering wheel as he watched the darkened sky scene twenty- two a bright light went over the eyelids of esme. She grimaced, rubbed her face and dropped the small bottles from the minibar to the floor. The TV was still on and the roof of the hotel room was spinning, or maybe it was she who was spinning. He got in hard and the billy went up his throat while the

bedroom was leaning. Ay did not run into panic towards the bar and touched the floor with his knees, just as he began to vomit in the toilet again and again until he felt his eyes burst. When she finally managed to stop, she wiped her mouth and watched her face numb in the mirror. He had vomited so strongly that a few red dots had come out on his cheekbones and around his eyes. And to make matters worse, her hair was a mess. He was still wearing the black dress the day before and smelled

terrible. If her mother and grandmother could see her at that time, they would surely be very disappointed and Lee would order her return to Calette' s house, where she would be safe to thank her for her marriage proposal and sign the papers as soon as possible before he changed his mind. Jade needed it, but a one- sided love story would destroy Esme not to mention that she would be setting a terrible example for her daughter. Esme wasn'

t going back to him. He picked up his phone, searched for Fealsumacker ' s number, and called him back. He rang several times until he cut himself without entering the voicemail, so he called again. Before reaching the first tone, a recording was heard. The person you call is not available at this time. What did that mean? He tried again. And once again, before reaching the first tone, the message was heard again. The person you call is not available at this time. He must have blocked the

number. Maybe it was his father and he blocked it. That made him stomach, turned him around and his pride broke, but he convinced himself that everything was fine. She didn' t need it, she didn' t need anyone. Maybe she was still drunk because of the minibar drinks and maybe she was too sensitive. However, there alone. In that hotel room, he really baratized himself. He swore that from that moment on he would do things for himself. It wasn' t enough for caleto, for that mysterious

felsiumach, but it was enough for herself. He didn' t need a man at all, he just needed his own hands. While washing her hair and removing the sand from the wedding feet under the cheap shower, a bonfire burned in her heart. I didn' t know how, but it would prove its worth in front of everyone. He spent the day planning a new independent life. He took a bus to a thousand pitas. He toured the

area near Carol' s restaurant. In search of apartments, he found a place that offered a monthly rent, signed the contract and went out to buy things for the house and new clothes he would rather walk naked than call calette to get his things back. He could keep them that night while sleeping in a sleeping bag in the l of his apartment, in a single environment.

He dreamed that Jades' father took her away and woke up crying. He snuggled up against the wall and heard the building crackle and cars pass outside. Like it always used to happen to him. Their fear gradually became guilt. If she had given her daughter, father and wife right now, Jade would have a whole family, with a mother and a father, not to mention living in a luxurious house with servants. But since she hadn' t, her child was trapped in a room hut while her mother led a life apart

across the ocean. Perhaps a better mother would have given up her baby was selfish to keep jadé was love enough for her. A ferocity took over his body. Love would have to be enough. It was all she had. When the sky began to clear, he stopped trying to sleep and made a search on his over- vised work phone. There had to be opportunities for someone like her in a place like that were very good. Sorting out the difficulties, but he read multiple Internet pages and they all said the same thing.

He needed to have a university degree, twelve years of specialized work experience or a surprising mix of both requirements. She had work experience, but something told her to clean toilets. It wasn' t the kind of specialization the ads requested. I was still struggling to assimilate that information. When a little later, that very morning she entered Carol' s restaurant ah my beautiful young lady has arrived. Carol ran to meet her and hugged her tightly. You

had me so worried about why you ran away without warning anyone. Hey, everybody was really worried about you A little shocked I just hugged her back. I' m sorry. I didn' t think anyone cared about her. After having rejected Calette' s proposal, she turned away, outlined a forced smile and extended her arms as you can see. I' m fine I ' m fine I' ve been looking all over for you. He told me he called you a lot of times why you didn' t answer.

Carol Esme asked focused on placing her purse in its usual place, next to the cash register and kept her breathing under control. That was the only way to avoid falling apart. I had nothing to say to him. Carol dismissed Esme' s words with a hand gesture. How you' re supposed to solve your problems. If you don' t communicate, tell him it happens and gall will fix it. It' s that easy. Esme’ s heart beat with a deaf blow, but fortunately, she had cried so much

during the last days that her eyes now remained dry. There' s nothing to fix. We' re not for each other. Her certainty must have manifested itself throughout her body, because Carol looked at her and disappointment became evident on her face. You' re sure it' s nodded me where you ' ve been. It' s safe.“ You need money,” Carol asked and patted her face and a grip on her arms as if she needed to make sure that she was. I was really there. I got

everything I need. Thank you. I stay in that place. At the end of the street, the one who rents rooms per month is pleasant, reported esme with a wide smile compared to his home in vit Nam. It was a luxury. However, it did not take much to make an accommodation more pleasant than your home. You' re here Esme suddenly turned around and saw calette standing at the door of the restaurant wearing her classic secret agent uniform,

black suit and shirt, but it looked different than usual. He seemed tired, but still so handsome that I felt a sharp stab in him. In fact, I was desperate to find a distraction. He took the sugar sachet tray from it shelf and started adding the right amount of sachets to the small boxes on the Hello Calette tables. You didn' t answer any of my calls. He said as he entered the premises in great stride. I ' m sorry she could do it. It would keep composure three white sachets

of common sugar, two brown sugar coffee sachets, three yellow sachets. From her she drew her arms and held her firmly I was worried about you for a long time, He simply hugged her and she allowed it. He had reason not to, but at that moment he could not remember them. It was so nice and smelled also that the lonely part of esme melted with it something unknown. He pinched his cheek and passed his fingers through Calet' s face and then stepped aside to look for the best. What was that you

didn' t shave. He kissed her and a stabbing sensation pierced her heart like an arrow. As soon as she loosened up against him, Calet kissed her more intensely, seeking her mouth with frictions so full of desire that they made her feel dizzy. It was impossible not to react when he abducted in that way as if he had been sick of concern for her, as if he were passionately in love. Calet' s mother coughed loudly. He gave me the kiss and tried to split up, but Calette' s arms closed

around where you' ve been asking I got an apartment near here. He stood still. You' ll move. He hesitated for a moment before nodding. I don' t know why. You can' t stay with me like before. We don' t have what let go of a sigh of frustration, looked out the window and made a grimace. This isn' t the best neighborhood. His disdain for the area made the esme muscles think. Okay, people weren' t that rich there, but that didn' t

mean they were bad. To tell you the truth, they looked a lot like her is she pushed me into Calet' s chest and he reluctantly let her go. It' s not really. Crime statistics in my neighborhood are lower. You should go back. No. N. N. N N N N U s two heads. I can' t. Calette passed a hand through her hair and took a half step towards her. You were fine in my house until recently.“ Why can’ t you love me? ” she asked softly, giving her a chance to change everything. He squeezed

his jaw hard and took it from his hands. I can keep you safe when you' re hurt and her eyes fell in her mouth. I can always kiss you like it' s the first time. I can get her expression made up. I can work with you in the garden. I can even get a professional to take care of him. I can fix the house for you if you want the kind of wedding you want. I can. Calette said firmly. You love me. Calette closed her eyes and then lowered

her guard. No. No, no, no, no, I love you, she contained the tears, took her hands away and continued to organize the sugar envelopes. Three pink envelopes, three blues. It wouldn' t fall apart. It wouldn' t fall apart. You should get out of here You' re gonna be late for work. He took a deep and irregular breath goodbye Then she forced herself to smile that you had a good day. Calet leaned forward as if he intended to kiss her and for a moment

she would allow it. She could almost feel the softness of her lips over hers. He could almost feel his taste, but he threw his head aside in the last second and after he briefly doubted, he receded. Bye mom waved to Carol and left Essmes' s shoulders. He got into baron all of a sudden and watched with watery eyes like the silver porch. He was

leaving the parking lot at full speed. The sadness grew and weakened her and she was slightly surprised that she had managed to stand so strong that she could bear it. He was just one more man. Carol approached and sat on the bench, stunned and defeated. I don' t understand why he' s acting like this He likes you, I assure you. It' s clearer than water. Why did you say that I don' t know without

saying a word. Esme concentrated on the sugar sachets, put one last envelope in the black box, placed it against the wall next to the sriracha sauces today significant and continued with the next table. However, while taking the white sugar envelopes, a few droplets fell on the paper. She rinsed her tears with her shirt and took a new overcoat, but also moistened it ven ven Carola hugó ven see beautiful young lady, the composure of esme cracked and sudden

sobs assaulted her. She wasn' t strong.“ After all, I am sorry,” Esme said“ I am no longer your beautiful young lady ” I tried, but then I fell in love with him and I can ' t live next to him. So I will break everyone deserved to love and be loved everyone, including her. Carol caressed her back like she was scratching carrots, come on, come on, you' ll always be my beautiful young lady, it' s always hugged me harder before she swung a sleeve over her face. I wish I had her mother- in- law.

Carol patted her cheek and watched her with sad and wise eyes. Then he picked up his apron phone and held it as far away from her as possible. As he looked at the screen with his eyes squinted, he selected a phone number to call and pressed the speaker button. After a series of tones, Juan responded and said in a distracted tone Hello Mom, how are you. You need to talk to your brother. She said it had something to do with Esme Coni You found her. Carola felt briefly, although Wan

could not see her. Yeah, yeah, she' s here. Oh, well, that' s great. I had some background voices interrupting him, and sounds of drowning were heard as if he had plugged up the phone to talk to someone. Yeah, I gotta go. I' ll call tonight, tonight not now insisted Carol and if she doesn' t answer, you must go see him. I can' t. I' m in New York trying to get the funds for the next one. Carola spoke over her son. Go home. This is important. He' s your only

brother and he needs your help. John sighed sometimes he doesn' t want my help. You have to try. It' s your responsibility. You have to be better than your son of a bitch. There was a prolonged silence on the phone before Wan said I took care of it now I really have to go bye mom. She cut the call Carol, muttered something for herself and put the phone back in her apron. He took a bunch of sugar sachets, but he hesitated before putting them in the box. I don

' t know what he can do to Nuan. Carol seems busy. These problems between her and heat should not be a priority. Carol ignored the comment of esme one has to be firm with Wanne believe me. I' m his mother, but he usually does what he has to do. If I push it, you' ll see, it looks like he manages well. He' s just a kid. No, that' s quite an achievement. Esme didn' t imagine doing anything like that. Sounds good, but it' s a small business.“ Nothing to do with Calette,”

Carol said derogatoryly. Once again it gave him the feeling that they were not talking about the same Calet. Why people were talking about him like he was mega successful. If he wasn' t, he shook his head and continued to work. It didn' t matter. She had to take care of her own business. There were three weeks left before I had to leave and the clock ran. In that country of empowered persons, justice and equality,

opportunities were available to all. Marriage and birth could not determine the only ways to belong here. It wasn' t possible. There had to be something she could do to earn a place, some way to prove herself had to keep looking. Key sat in front of his desk in his office and honestly did not remember driving there, entering the building or the elevator. I had done everything in automatic mode. I had been too busy, assimilating that I

was safe and sound. The day before it had passed in a white nebula, even though logic had tried to convince him that she was most likely well. Horrifying scenarios had taken hold of her mind constantly and she had felt devastated, without sleeping or eating, and had looked at the news in case she appeared on the stretcher of an ambulance, now that she knew she was safe.

Finally he was relaxed and allowed to consider the fact that she was not only refusing to marry him, but was also moving earlier there at the restaurant. He had done everything he could to keep him and she had rejected him and so it should be. There was nothing but seeing him now. He had believed that he would suffer from a terrible abstinence when he left me forever. But I was surprised how well he felt. Everything seemed perfect, wrong

and surprisingly good. He did not feel sad, angry or depressed. I felt nothing. As he turned on his laptop and watched the screen come to life. Routine labor tasks lined up neatly in his head, emails, major junk projects. He was like a fucking machine back online ready for production. However, when he opened his first email, it took his fingers three attempts to write wave sidh correctly, set made the MDDM soft and even when he

did, he wasn' t sure he had written wave correctly. It was just a wave- following h. It didn' t seem like a very sophisticated word for a concept as important as it was. He' d move on. People said he was smart. All I had to do was concentrate. He was too skilled to concentrate too skillfully sometimes, when he finally finished writing the hymeil he looked at the clock and was amazed to see that he

had spent two whole hours writing a short paragraph. He sighed and took a hand to his forehead to massage her and then stuck a finger in his eye by accident shit. Now that his head was paying attention, he was beating, his face was hurting and he had a strange feeling in his extremities, as if they had been taken away from someone else and glued to him. He was probably getting sick. It had been a long time since the last time, so it would certainly be a horrible thing. Now that I thought

about it, I haven' t had the flu vaccine in years. He opened the drawer of his desk, took the ibuprofen bottle he kept there, removed the lid and dropped a couple of pills on his palm. At least that' s what he imagined in his mind. What really happened was that the pills fell on him on his desk and on the floor. When he wanted to clean up the chaos, the pills broke under his feet and knees

and slipped between his fingers. When he had finished storing the majority in the bottle and accidentally spraying the rest, he hit his elbow with the chair and head with the desk. He went out into the hallway with the intention of going to the kitchen to fetch water and realized that the office was unsettlingly empty. It was like working at Christmas. At that moment. He recalled that on that day they had a meeting outside the company to encourage teamwork in which

all employees participated. Fear your partner would reprimand you for being antisocial. Once again, when his phone started ringing he took it out of his pocket and answered the call without seeing who it was, Hey, it' s me, how are you, asked a familiar voice that wasn' t his partner ' s hello. Juan, it' s all there. He took a look at the pieces of pills he had scattered on the floor of his office and discovered that one of his shoelaces had been untied. It' s all

right. Why are you calling me Mom, she says I have to come back from New York to see you, because it' s an emergency. What' s going on? There' s no emergency like this. Esme asked in a neutral tone. Well, Wan remained silent and waited. When Ky couldn' t contain herself any more, she added she won' t come back. He found an apartment next to the restaurant that he likes more

than my house and how you carry it. Well, I' m just fine and I wish I wasn' t. If he managed to have some kind of emotional outbreak, he would prove that he had a broken heart in the face of his loss and, therefore, that he was in love and could stay with esme. But he wasn' t feeling well. You want me to come home. Before he asked Uan we can hang out together. I don' t know how to flirt with girls at a tax convention or

something. No. Thanks, Kai, I didn' t want to do anything that would involve any woman for a long time and the idea of flirting with girls made her headache worse, even if it was to attend a tax convention. You' re sure, yeah, all right, but if you need anything, you can call me anytime. If I don' t answer, I' ll call you back as soon as I can secure Wan. You don' t have to tell me all this. I know who Kai had the most complimenting person in his life. I just remembered you well.

Now I' m leaving you bye, little brother Bye. As soon as the communication was cut off. Kay looked around at the empty office, took a step and almost ended up with her face on the floor sighing. He bowed on one of his knees and took his laces, but after multiple attempts, he failed to tie them. What the hell was happening to him? I' m sure he' d caught a flu sick of the whole process. He took off his shoes and carried them in his hand as he left

the building and walked back home. In no way would he lead or go to any work meeting in that state, the walk was long, hot and weird for going barefoot and he was pretty sure that people were slowing down when passing by him. Today he did not feel as a terminator or not as one in good condition. In any case, when he came home, he

was bathed in sweat and dehydrated and urgently needed a bath. However, after opening the door he stood there, unable to enter his entire body, refused to move his head, turned his heart around, hit his chest or had a knot in his stomach. The house was too dark and the air smelled of moisture and made him want to throw up. It didn' t make sense. I had been there that very morning, but I had been too busy thinking about possible catastrophes that could happen to me to notice something else.

He sat on the concrete steps outside and dried the sweat off his sticky face. That fever was really hateful. He felt exhausted. I could sleep for centuries, but first I had to shower and ventilate the house. That moldy air or whatever it was had to go away. Maybe one of the smes fruits was rotting in the trash and there were mold spores floating all over the place squeezing their teeth. He stood up, entered the house and threw his shoes to the ground no matter where they would land or not. Or to

breathe. The air felt dense and oppressive. It was all bad mold spores, mold spores. He walked to the kitchen with determined steps and pulled the garbage bag out of the empty kitchen cabinet. What the hell did he look for other places in the kitchen where the fruit might be rotting, but he found nothing. All surfaces were immaculate. The only thing that was out of place was a glass of half- full water on the countertop The glass of

esme felt a wave of warmth in its cold skin. He didn' t realize he was about to grab the glass until he saw his hand approach him and stopped. Before he touched it, he formed a fist and receded. He didn' t want to put his glass in the Dishwasher like he always did. I wanted him to be right there. That suffocating air swept through the house with bris and opened all the windows and doors, but it was in vain. His nausea became so intense that he spent a few minutes leaning

over the toilet, although he also failed to vomit the bed. He had to go to bed, but not when he was sweating so profusely somehow he managed to shower without causing any injuries and dressed himself with a sweater upside down to prevent the seams from touching his skin and sports shorts. He wanted layers, lots of layers and wanted to cover himself with his heavy blankets. However, when it came time to get into bed, his limbs were paralyzed and

he could not do so. I was an officer now. Esme would never sleep there again esme would no longer receive him naked inside his body calling him as he clung to him Esme would no longer climb over him like a sloth in a warm, soft and perfect tree. It' s me plain smile day at night tomorrow and every time he looked at her, he took one of the blankets from the bed and took her to the living room, where

she wrapped herself in it and collapsed on the shitty couch. They had had sex on that couch and also on the fluffy green carpet everywhere and there was another one of their glasses half full on the coffee table. He couldn' t get away from her. He didn' t even know if he wanted to do it and he felt like his head would explode. He covered his face with the blanket and inspired the scent of Esme. At first he believed

that nausea would get worse, but his muscles relaxed throughout the heavens. If I closed my eyes, I could almost imagine that she was there surrounding him with her arms and the dream dragged him to a place where he no longer felt pain. Thanks to the damn blanket never again, Kai would wash it up at strange intervals throughout the night and the next day. Twelve and thirty - four in the morning, threes, forty- five m six and seven in the morning, eleven and twenty- two in the morning, and then

two and nine in the evening. Last time, the lack of logic of the schedules bothered him and he was looking at the phone with his frown when Ana came in through the door. What kay had left locked, wearing jins and an old black T- shirt Wán watched the shoes scattered across the floor, the windows open and the silhouette of cale wrapped in a blanket on the sofa and asked what happened. You burned a pizza in the oven or something,

why you' re ventilating the whole house. Kai joined, but the blood hit his head because of the sudden movement, so he fell back against the back of the sofa. The air felt weird You' re all right Kay rubbed her temples where she was in pain. You shouldn' t be in New York getting your B- series funding round. John took off his shoes and crossed the room to lay a hand on Kai' s forehead.

I did the important paperwork yesterday and rescheduled the rest. I was worried about you about the breakup and about the anniversary of Andy' s death coming up. Kai turned his brother' s hand away. It' s just the flu that' s lurking back to New York. I' m shitty on the anniversary of death. A cold sweat bathed her body and made her feel tingled in her skin, as her heartbeat became erratic. He had deliberately blocked that data from his mind because he hated that kind of thing. But that

anniversary was an important one. Ten years there would be a ceremony more chants of monks and rivers of tears. His head was beating on the edge of the explosion. There' s no flu poking around. It' s summer. John frowned and put his hand back against Kai' s forehead, and you don' t have a fever, so I' m in the pre - fever stage. Kai murmured because the sounds caused him pain. Wan sat on the coffee table and watched Kai' s face as an astrologer reading the

stars. When he changed his position to make himself more comfortable, the glass came in his way. He extended his arm to him, but Kay stopped him. Don' t do it like that. He looked at him blinking and asked why. I don' t like it being here how much you watched the glass of water before you focused your eyes on the street. Finally, understanding what was happening, shit is yours. You don' t know how adorable that turns out. Wan rubbed his jaw and added, although it

also seems someone' s gesture a little unstable. Emotionally, you' re not acting like a pervert. Truth by stalking her and watching her with binoculars and calling her at night to make sure she' s sleeping alone and stuff like that, no, no, no, but who the hell she' d be sleeping with. If Wan was referring to another man, he found it disturbing enough to consider him carefully. They weren' t suggestions. Wann clarified don' t do it, I' m not acting like a pervert.

Kay responded with exasperation. Joan felt and, after an unnatural pause, took her phone out of her pocket and held it up as if she were taking a photograph.“ What are you doing,” Kay asked, sending a photograph of your beard to Obé and Greek you look a little bit like Godfrey gaw At this point, Kay put her eyes blank and rubbed her face. How long had it been since c had shaved. I didn' t

remember. The last few days had been chaos for his mind, I' m not joking look at you insisted Wan holding his phone up with Cae' s photo on the screen. According to Kai he looked more like a drug addict than a movie star, but he knew it. Just then, messages from ube and Greek appeared on the screen. Oh, please, tell her to let her grow up Wow, what made a grimace and passed a hand

through the back of her head. I' m not sure I want my sister to look at me and say Wau Wan river before her expression became serious. It' s just that you can make me true. Key thought about it for a few seconds, before once nodding the attraction, sex, lust and desire everything revolved for the lover around a single focal point. And that focal point was Esme I' ve been thinking about what you said at macob ' s wedding That you' re not in love and I don' t

know. You may not be, but this Wane gestured toward the open windows, the glass full of dust on the table and the silhouette of Cae on the couch before leaning elbows on his knees and leaning towards him. This is you. When you' re sad, Cae Kai looked at his brother with a frown. What the fuck are you talking about? I' m not sad. I have the flu Ján moved his head from side to side until his neck creaked audibly. You know you' ve been like this before.

It is not predictable behavior in You. I' ve had the flu before. I' m talking about having a broken heart. Oan speculated with the penetrating look on the cane in an uncomfortable way. Kai' s body was tense. I don' t have him.“ You remember when we were little and Mom and Dad split up,” Anne asked quietly. They were a little together and then one day they weren' t. Without further ado.

It went well. He shrugged, except you weren' t. You stopped talking and became so clumsy that you stayed home without going to school. For two weeks. An ironic smile was drawn on Oan' s lips. I remember, because there was no one to take care of you. So I also had to stay home one day I cooked ramen in the microwave if you bothered because there was no poached egg like when Mom did. I don ' t remember any of that, and what I did remember was neutral,

discolored and dull. He had been told to give his father one last hug before he left town for himself. He always remembered hugging a person who used to do everything for him and feeling nothing. Maybe you were too small and you remember what happened after Andy' s funeral. You do remember that. A feeling of irritation. He climbed up Kay' s back and pulled the

blanket away from a kick feeling the sudden need to be free. He wanted to brush his teeth and take a shower, close all the windows and maybe put that glass in the Dishwasher. One moment I wasn' t ready to put the glass away. Yeah, I remember. He was fine, too good. We can avoid talking about this because it doesn' t make sense. At that time, he didn' t have a broken heart and now

he didn' t either. Stone hearts didn' t break. They were too hard I' m like a terminator who has a programmed logic and no feeling. He sketched a plastic smile. Juan put his eyes blank and shit. You' re saying you don' t feel love at all. I know you have love for me. Quel bowed his head aside. I' ve never thought about that before and I assure you there' s nothing you can say to make me believe otherwise. Wan added with absolute confidence. Come

on, try it. I almost never do things with you and we have no common interests and you never forget my birthday and you always share your food with me, even when it' s your favorite, and I know that whenever I need something, I can count on you no matter what happens to Greg Wan. Well, yeah, those will be unbreakable rules in Kai' s universe, because that' s brotherly love. We just don' t say it because we' re tough and that but yeah, I love you,

too. Ján hit him on the shoulder and why the hell you' re wearing a sweater. At the end of July, Kai rubbed his shoulder. I told you, I have the flu, it' s not true. That' s how you behave when your heart is broken. It' s like you feel so much pain that your brain can' t process it, and then your body goes out, too. You acted very similarly. After Andy, even one sock. Kay looked at her feet and was surprised when she saw that she was wearing only one sock. Maybe it slipped out

in my sleep. He ran through the blankets, but he wasn' t there or you forgot. After Andy, you were so lost that we were all afraid that you would accidentally kill yourself, walking in front of a bus or forgotten to eat, Kay shook her head and rubbed her beard. I wouldn' t do that, Wan river of course not. That' s why we were all so worried and since then you seem lost. In fact, it' s been a long time since I' ve seen you as

happy as these last two months. Frankly, Kay squeezed her teeth. He had not been happy, He had been under the effects of a large dose of Esme there was a difference, although at that time his mind did not have enough clarity to say which one was frustrated. He took off his only sock and threw it to the ground. It was already symmetrical, but there was only one sock on the floor and it looked completely out of place.

Wán watched Kay for several seconds before saying you' re ready for the anniversary of his death next weekend, talk about him. Maybe it' ll help. You never do. Kai looked closely. Sock made it at Sarah' s wedding. Wan let go of a sorry sigh. Yeah, I heard that I should have been there with you. It' s not your fault I heard everyone. Kai clarified neither yours. Kai shook his head at his

brother' s irrational logic and looked back at the sock. I was supposed to pick him up, find his partner and put them in the washing machine. It was particularly infuriating to imagine his socks, scattered around the house separately, were meant to be together. Unlike Kai, he was meant to be a lonely sock. Anyway, lone socks also had a place in this world. Not everyone had their pair When it was the last time you ate something,

Wan Kai asked for a shoulder he didn' t remember. I' m fine, I' m not hungry, well, I' m sure you' ll eat with me John stood up and walked slowly into the kitchen. The refrigerator opened, the dishes were bumped, the cutlery resonated and the microwave buzzed and beeped shortly. They were eating together on the couch as Juan passed the TV channels, until he found a show where the stock exchange news ran at the bottom of the screen. Kai had not brushed his teeth,

fought or shaved and was convinced that he was a psychopath. However, sitting there with John, things seemed better. Eating with his brother and watching TV while he was sick. It was familiar to him and a few blurry memories passed through his mind. Perhaps he had been through this same situation before, but with respect to the rest of having his heart broken. I still couldn

' t believe that. Scene. Twenty- three at the beginning of the following week, when Angelica went to pass the Baccalaureate exam, he went with her as well. She didn' t need to take the test, she had no one to impress and a high school diploma wouldn' t help her with her work, but the price had not been too high and she had studied a lot, so she told herself she was doing it to set an example for Jade. However, inside she also knew that she was doing it

for herself and unconsciously had been studying for all that time. In general, she could not do certain things because she did not have a chance to do them and she was still concerned that she might not be able to do them because she was not good enough. Maybe all the rich were because they deserved it. Maybe she was poor, because she deserved it, too. But now the opportunity was right there and she wanted to see what happened, what

happened. When you gave someone a chance. Something later, that same week, I hadn' t solved it yet. The problem with his visa spun burning determination of his heart had vanished, so when he received his certificate in the inbox of his mail, he opened it with resignation. However, the information received made me feel chills. He reviewed the name three times to make sure they hadn' t made a mistake and sent it to the wrong person, but no doubt the name was emerald, under every subject. He said

he was fit for college admission and academic credit. He had obtained perfect notes in all areas. Maybe that meant he was smart. Yeah, the test was right there on his phone. Her heart inflated herself with pride for a change Well, she wasn' t very smart, just a little bit. Most people there graduated from high school, but that was much more than she had ever dared to dream. That country girl had a high school diploma, it was important and meant something big, but her mind was too busy with

that explosion of happiness. To understand. His phone vibrated a few times and when he looked at the screen, he saw that he had received text messages from Angelica and approved. We' re going to celebrate it at the bubble tea shop next to the Institute You see why I didn' t want to share the good news, but it wasn' t the right time to call home and talk to calette. It wasn' t an option. He wrote a quick reply, checked the spelling twice and then sent the message Congratulations.

I' ll see you there once he' s finished closing the restaurant, took this one off, threw it aside and said goodbye to Carol. It took him three minutes to cross the street and get to the bubble tea shop. When the humidity came in, he wrapped it like a blanket. Small flat- screen TVs. They were attached to the walls next to different groups of tables. One saw a Taiwanese novel, the other had a football match and the one that was next to the small group of Eme classmates showed a

golf tournamentés. He greeted me all. He asked and paid for a tenagro with milk and pearls and sat next to Angelica. In front of her was the lady, who wore jins, a loose button shirt and, of course, an elegant scarf as she always knew you would approve. The lady said that with a wide smile, of course she approved, Angelica gestured with her hand as if it were something absolutely predictable and he smiled at me. I passed. Yes, thank you, congratulations to you too, congratulations to

all. The rest of the table was occupied by three classmates, Juan, Javier and Juan, and they also congratulated her before getting up. We have to go, but I' m glad to see you. John came to the time of the University, eh is blinked at me shocked nor had he thought about it. It is possible to smile with unexpected enthusiasm before realizing the reality and the smile faded on his lips as he said goodbye to the boys. “ Goodbye to that expression,” the lady asked once the boys had

left. I can' t go to college. Why did they ask the lady whose Angelica, at the same time it is made me a grimace, because I have to return to bit Nam on August 9 and there was no way that I could afford to attend college in her country. His family urgently needed his salary, and that did not take into account the bribes he would have to pay to speed up his paperwork and accept it at some good university.

“ What kind of visa you have,” the lady asked“ What did she look at me with her little graceful fingers that she had leaning on the tourist table?” I too, Angelica leaned on Esme' s hand and gave her a rather brilliant grip. She caught Esme' s attention,

but Angelica withdrew her hand before she could look more closely at it. There ' s another kind of visa you know, noted Miss Q If you' re accepted to a university here you' ll be granted a student visa and also allowed to bring your family for the duration of your studies and after you get the diploma, you could try to get a work permit. The air escaped from the lungs of esme. I could get into a college here.

The grades of his exam passed through his mind suitable for university admission and academic credit. Of course you did have good grades. The lady asked what I was nodding. He tried to contain a unsuccessful smile and taught the lady with her phone certificate. Thanks for the classes for teaching me esme had won. Each of those notes was his and perhaps the key to belonging to that country. The lady with did not stop smiling while her eyes shone with tears not

shed. The pleasure is mine, the enthusiasm bounced in the blood of esme as if it were bubbles of champagne after opening a bottle. If what Miss Co was saying was true, she could become a real accountant, or maybe something else, she could be what she wanted someday, she could be sophisticated and educated and walk her head up high, even in front of calette.

However, there was a problem as much as the university costs, he asked dubitativa depends on which assists from ten thousand dollars a year to fifty zero for undergraduate students, but there are also loans and scholarships. Ms Q explained. The tension made its way through Esme' s muscles. Ten thousand American dollars. It was more than she had earned in her entire life. Without a steady job, he wouldn' t dare ask for a loan like that once,

let alone four times. But if I could keep working with Carol, I' d probably manage. It would go very fair of money, but it would be nothing new to her. I was doing the calculations, mentally deciphering how many shifts I could do and subtracting the expenses of rent, food and classes. When the lady went into your case, you' d have to get a scholarship, because you won' t be allowed to work on a student visa. But I know nearby universities that even offer international students with

your exam grades and your personal career. You may have options. I' ll get in touch with someone I know and see if they could consider you as a special case. Eme' s lips moved without sound. She understood the individual meanings of the words that the Miss had said, but she was too shocked to interpret her global sense. She knew the failure and the struggle that involved making a way for oneself and she found it difficult to understand a

generosity of that magnitude. You' ve got to keep an eye on my simees, okay? I could write to you any day if I send you a request, fill it out and send it to me right away. Now I' m going to call my friends goodbye girls. Miss Co came out of the bubble tea shop with great decision, walking so fast that Esme didn ' t even have time to thank her. I could really help Esme get a scholarship. That would be incredible and it would be everything for her,

as she realized it was her last choice. She knew from experience that she should contain her enthusiasm, but the lady who believed in her and the truth was that she had approved with perfect notes. If he had been able to do that in his situation, what else could he do if he had the chance. That was real. It could happen and their hope grew out of control. At first he had imagined marrying Calet and continuing his life as a waitress. It was great. That way I could give Jade a wonderful future

and she' d be with Calette. Perhaps they could even have more children, but now a new dream took shape in her heart, one that she had never dared to feed, but that she wished with an unbridled intensity to do something that she was passionate about changing the world to be more. I didn' t even know she was good, but I could find out. One of the shop employees gave Esme her tea with milk. She thanked him

and drank the sweetened tea and chewable pearls through the long straw. Television showed a close- up of a golf player and Emsoft' s logo on his cap seemed familiar to him. Suddenly he remembered that that' s where Calette worked on the top floor, in a closet. It had to be a big company. If he sponsored goal tournaments well for calette, perhaps if he worked hard, he would get a promotion and one day he could set up his garden.“ How about your boyfriend,” Angelica asked breaking the silence.

Eme' s hands strained around his tea with milk. I don' t have a boyfriend anymore and he was never my boyfriend. They had only

been roommates sleeping together. Now that he' s gone. I wanted him to be climbing the walls because of sexual frustration, and I expected him to think of her when he was satisfying himself, because I' m sure he ' d have to do it very often from that moment on, unless he knew someone, he started to get mad at imagining calette with another kissing her as he liked to caress her as she needed to be caressed and let her touch him alone as she had. Perhaps he would entrust his body to another

woman. Now that he had initiated it, she assumed that she should be proud if it were the case, but she only made me want to scratch the face of that imaginary woman like an angry wild cat. He shook my head to clear violent thoughts and realized that Angelica was watching her with a sad look of understanding. He seemed like a good candidate. Angelica said, my fiancé is sixty and absent all the time from business trips. He looked at

his dazzling engagement ring. That' s what he' d noticed me before. Angelica was engaged without saying anything. Your kids hate me They' re older than me. In time they will understand. He said he was me. Angelica looked down at his left hand, formed a fist and dropped it under the table. I don' t think so. They keep telling me to go back to Russia and they' re convincing him to have a vasectomy.

You know, so I can' t have any more babies. I ' m afraid this will end in a divorce or we won' t even get to the wedding because they don' t want to protect the money. “ When he died,” Angelica replied bitterly,“ I agreed to sign a contract before the wedding, so if we divorce, I will receive nothing ” But that' s not enough for them and I' ve always wanted to have a family. Did he love you asked me a soft smile spread over Angelica' s lips. Yeah, and I love him. It gave

me a little squeeze on her friend' s arm. Then you will be fine, unlike sme and calet, Angelica smiled and then her expression became thoughtful. A scholarship sounds good, but you' ve thought about dating other people. He shook my head. Angelica gave him an impatient look. It' s just getting emerald. Getting out involves kissing and touching and he couldn' t make himself say sex. The idea of being with another man as soon as he got his skin up. Any woman in his place would be trying

to fall in love with the first one he found. After all, I had to think of jade. However, I couldn' t do it. She was probably naive to think so, but if one day she got married, it had to be a marriage. Really, she didn' t feel able to take advantage of or hurt anyone, and that meant that, for starters, she would have to stop being in love. I' m not ready. Angelica squeezed her lips and nodded. I hope you get that scholarship.

I don' t want you to leave you are. My only friend here, Esma, prepared internally for disappointment, although her heart did not listen to her. She now had a dream and had never wished for something so intensely she took Angelica' s hand and her friend returned her grip. I also said esme. I also scene twenty- four kay had done it before. I could do it again. Besides, he was almost completely recovered from

the flu, he took off his shoes. He advanced in socks through the wooden floor between the incense mist and the strong floral aroma emanating from the numerous white bouquets, and there was, at the far end of the main hall, an altar on which was a large golden statue of Buddhas sitting on a lotus flower. He passed by the family and friends, dressed mostly in grey robes and sitting cross- legged on the carpets on the floor, and approached

the altar. One of the monks present gave him a stick of incense and Kaila accepted with discomfort. I didn' t know what the hell to do with her. That was her mother' s land, not hers stuck it in the bowl full of rice along with the other rods and looked at the photograph in front of the statue Andy next to her blue endy wave was sketching the same smug smile she drew on her face. Every time you read it,

there was an ingenious comment. He always had those occurrences, always sometimes even thought in advance what he could say to be ready when he came to the occasion, not like I fell who either paralyzed when people laughed at him, or he didn' t realize they were doing it. He touched the photograph with the fingertips and the cold glass surprised him. He usually did not

reflect on the philosophical questions of life and humanity. However, at the same time, as he watched his cousin' s portrait on paper and resin. He wondered what made a person a person. It was something mystical like the soul, something scientific like the neural connections of the brain or something simpler like the ability to make someone miss you. Ten years after your death, he recognized that that disheartening emptiness within meant he missed someone, missed endy and missed

me. But that wasn' t the same as having a broken heart. Wan was wrong about that. When she entered the pagoda and left her shoes on the front door next to the other pairs, her entire body paralyzed. Esme was wearing the same black dress. Released days ago and during a moment of confusion, it seemed as if she had traveled directly from the macol wedding to there, but it had been two weeks. Logically, Kay knew. Her eyes found hers. Her expression was tense at first, but after a

second she curved her lips a little. It wasn' t that typical smile that numbed his brain, but it was still a smile, a stabbing sensation. He toured his skin from head to toe and his lungs took heavy air. Slowly Esme walked barefoot among the people on the carpets and stopped next to Kay. Next to Andy' s portrait and the statue. I' ve

come to lend a hand with the food. He announced quietly, The monk gave him a stick of incense and she bowed her head and thanked him before placing the rod between his hands and bowing to the statue, as Kai should have done before. After sticking the incense in the rice bowl, she watched Andy' s photograph, touched the bike, and looked at Kay with an

inscrutable expression. In his face he asked him he didn' t think he could speak, so he nodded the motorcycle had been Andy and Dima' s most precious possession and had given it to him to fall making sure Gandy wanted him to have it. Kai' s mother had been angry at first, but when she saw that she didn' t use it, she had forgotten about it. Most of the time that hy also forgot about it and it was the best automatically. She took the bike and the memories that accompanied her

to the depths of her mind and focused on Esme. She had paler skin than usual and had lost weight. Anyway, and without a doubt, it was still Esme. No one else had the eyes of such a specific tone, of green, of such a precious tone. The need to embrace her became a viseral pain in her muscles and bones, but she moved away before he could act. It slowly surrounded the sitting area and stood at one end

away from the u of all. Kai' s mother greeted her son from her location next to Dimai, Sara, Juan Ube and Greek Maco other family members, but he passed by them to sit next to esme. Why are you supposed to sit with your family? She said frowning. A metal bowl resounded which indicated that the ceremony was about to begin and Kai was grateful. I didn' t know what explanation to give. All she needed was to be next to her was a thin man with glasses, a golden robe and

wearing a Buddhist rosary. He began to talk about the losses and how time healed all the wounds and Kai stopped listening to the words. I couldn' t breathe. It was like an invisible force was strangling him. He pulled from the neck of his shirt, but he was not wearing a tie and the top buttons were not buttoned. There was no reason for him to feel that way. The cameras flashed from time to time and the photographers filmed him

speech while the guests listened enthralled. Caí' s aunt had invited the pagoda, a famous monk from Southern California, and it was a great honor for him to talk about Andy. However, Kai wanted him to stop whenever he heard his cousin' s name. The feeling of drowning was getting worse. It was like Sara' s wedding, except that now her eyes were burning and she felt a tingling on her skin, as if she had regained circulation.

After he had cut off what the hell was happening to him. The metal bowl resounded and countless untuned voices sang something incomprehensible, incense singing dark faces. Andy quay had experienced all that before, but now it was different. He had had time to assimilate it and process it for a long time and now the barriers of his mind were crumbling and flooding it into a sea of confusion. The emptiness inside it expanded. The feeling of missing him grew so

much that he overwhelmed him. Andy' s memories invaded his head, his childhood. Together, high school together and that last night, when I fell, I had waited and waited for Andy to show up. He never did. Key felt a knot in her throat pain in her lungs and burning skin. A small hand held the sleeve of his jacket and traveled along his arm to lean on his knuckles. He firmly held Esme' s hand and she looked at him as if she understood, but how she could do it.

“ When he did not,” she whispered,“ we go outside” Kai rose up to distract the famous monk who was in the middle of a prayer and his mother looked at him with disapproval. He ignored me all and pulled his hand until he followed her out into the coy pond of the Pagoda. Sit down Calet you look bad, she drove him to a stone bench facing the water. He sat down and she pulled her hair out of her

sweaty forehead with cold, soft fingers. You need to drink water. When he tried to get away from me, he surrounded her with his arms around her waist and kept her close.“ Don’ t go,” she nodded and gestured to her to lean her cheek against her chest. Then she passed her fingers through her hair and her raspberry jaw Cay breathed deep to feel

it. It smelled a little different from how it used to smell as if it had changed the soap for clothes, but it managed to feel the comforting feminine aroma that was underneath its aroma, the scent of woman, clean skin, to esme. The smoke of incense slowly faded from his senses and he let everything go away except her. The feeling of being sick faded away. I could breathe again. People began to pass by with them few at first, but they knew more and more still. He didn' t let her

go. She needed to touch her scent, the constant heartbeat to her and Kai' s mother said, which made Esme strain at her side. Come help me with no matter what. I' ll have Wan do it. His mother' s footsteps quickly moved away. It' s me fingering her hair before asking questions there' s fried rolls, you want some. I ' m not hungry. It would take a catastrophe to get him away from her at the time. Which looked like a wounded animal who had found a

little relief for his wounds. Although you do, she laughed. I haven ' t eaten too many. He passed his fingers along his rough cheek he had believed that he would never again experience that feeling and let his eyelids close. While enjoying the caresses. She was better than sunlight and fresh air. Time passed, he didn' t know how much and his mother came back. You two should go. Calette you' ve been there for me truth said cob I can help clean Esme separated from Cai and he contained a protest.

I wanted to take her by the arms and wrap her around him like a handkerchief. There' s a lot of containers. Yeah, no, no, no, they' ve already taken care of that.“ People are already going home,” Carol said and said goodbye to them with a carefree gesture. You' re taking her home. Hey, Calette, he opened my mouth like he wanted to say something, and he hurried to add yes. Of course. All right, well, Carol' s retired.

Kai got up from the bank and took a deep breath. I was beating her head, but she hadn' t felt so good in days Come on You' re here We better wait. He said esme, yes, I ' m better, a little sore and bruised inside, but better than he had felt when he had been sick for days and the fever had finally lowered him only that he had never had a fever while walking to his car. Kay was keenly aware of the respectful distance between them. She kept her fingers

interlaced and her shoulders tense as she concentrated on the path ahead. Only two hands behind would have gone hand in hand. Just two weeks ago. She had been in love with him. It was two weeks long enough to stop loving someone might be a greedy fucker, but he wanted his love, He wanted to be the one chosen for her to receive his smiles. The reason for his smiles, his drug, she was his. After all that happened, it became clear that Cain had not had the flu, but had experienced

abstinence syndrome and was far worse than he could have imagined. I had to find a way to make her stay. They got into the car and he turned on the engine and laid his hands on the steering wheel where you live now. She looked down at her hands firmly entwined. Where they rent rooms for months next to the restaurant Key felt his stomach stirring and a feeling of

bitterness covered his skin. It' s not a very nice area. It ' s enough for me it wasn' t for him thought he squeezing his teeth, walked away from the San Jose pagoda and headed to Esme' s new home, driving down the highway. Eight hundred and eighty n crossed at great speed from an unpopulated area where there were offices, anodines and warehouses, and stopped at a small complex of grey apartments behind a shopping center. Come

less on the way from the car to the apartment. The shoes there were stepped on the glass of a broken beer bottle and passed by a dumpling shopping cart. He pressed the alarm button on his keychain just in case and took a look at the place looking for boring guys who might be interested in scratching his car or pricking his wheels. Luckily, he didn' t see any of them. His home was not wonderful, but at least he didn'

t have to worry about vandalism. When she stopped in front of a door on the ground floor of the building, the disapproval of the increase fell. I wasn' t safe there. It wouldn' t be too hard to break into your apartment. She had character, but it wasn' t enough to protect herself from someone bigger, stronger, and possibly armed. How he felt how his hands were sweating at the idea of some idiot coming through one of the windows to want to come in. Esme asked, looking over his

shoulder from the doorway of the door, you look bad again. He nodded quietly and she opened the door completely and let him in was a simple apartment in an environment that had a coffee- colored carpet, a sleeping bag on the floor and a pile of items next to him, a mostly empty wardrobe and a tiny kitchen with linoleum floor. She had left him. That' s why he felt a deep hatred for the whole apartment. He' s thirsty without waiting for Kay to respond. She rushed to the kitchen, filled

a disposable glass with tap water and offered it to her. He drank the water, grimaced at the taste and returned the glass. He went to the kitchen again, clearly planning to save it or throw it in the trash or something like that, and he took the time to hug it and bring it closer to his body. His chest against his. Sme was surprised and the plastic glass fell to the horrifying. Carpet marry me He asked for it. She breathed deep and her green eyes looked at him carefully because he shook his

head. I didn' t know how to say it. I felt it was very important and at the same time it didn' t seem enough. I missed you so much that his body had weakened. I need to know what you' re up to and that you' re happy and I want you close with me. He fisted me against Kay' s chest as he did every time he avoided touching, and he laid his hands on hers and

caressed them until she relaxed them. Go back and marry me. Galette esme bit her lip acting instinctively and desperately, kayla leaned back and kissed her. She relaxed against him as she always did, and came a little closer and

Kai felt her body tense with a wave of euphoria. She came up with the crazy idea that if he kissed her and touched her the right way, maybe she could cloud her senses to the point that she said yes, by accident and by God, that she was going to get her to keep her word married to me, Calette' s kiss, Calette' s caresses, her hands, her hands, touring her possessive demanding body, causing her to melt. She had tried to stay away from him, but the deep sadness

that had invaded him during the anniversary of death had troubled her. She hadn ' t known how she' d be there for him, but that she knew exactly what to do. That' s how he needed it, so he turned himself in. Kay said it again Marry me. It was probably an illusion, but I hear it. I love you in his words. Each proposal seduced her even more. The cold cloth of his sleeping bag, he brushed his back and he covered it with his body A rough palm slipped

under his dress, toured his thigh and touched it between his legs. Her experienced fingers caressed her and she moistened the fabric of her underwear. Marry me whispering and against her Kalette lips. Before she or urray was to finish talking.

He lifted his dress above his breasts. Yes, she delighted with the image, making her feel an acute sense of pleasure directly from her nipples to the area between her calet thighs, touched her under her panties, and her skillful fingers touched her there and snatched away her ability to think what she had been about to say. I didn' t remember. I was lost in his desire and hers. He' s never been so out of control,

so desperate. She kissed her by walking her body down with licks and small bites, and I felt chills with every puncture of her beard on her chest, abdomen, and hips. That was new, but he liked it. He urgently took off her panties and laid his mouth on her sex and she contracted hard. Calet' s repeated proposal resonated in Esme' s head. He had turned to her when he had needed her most and trusted her. He loved her and she felt it and knowing that drove her directly to the

limit with a sudden groan. He looked up surprised as soon as I licked you. Calet groaned at her passing her fingers through her hair and driving her back to where she wanted. Couldn' t stop yet. If she stopped, and he sketched a broad smile before he rested his mouth on her again, and the convulsions went through Esme swinged against his face again and again, until the tremors spread and then he was hugging, kissing his head, his cheek, his jaw married me she said with a rough voice she heard it

again. Master. Calet looked for his lips and put his tongue in his mouth while he was taking it from his hip and leaning against his firm member, " Say yes to esme he softened his whole body" If I wanted him, yes, I loved him, if I wanted to marry him. He took the huge lump between his legs and demanded Di that you love me. I had to hear him say that. She deserved it. He moved

his hips against her hand as a snoring sound escaped his throat. She zipped him down, took his firm limb with her hand and kissed his swollen mouth gently dilo. Once only once would be enough. Calet was breathless as she looked into her eyes. I missed you. She caressed him by passing his hand from the base of his limb to the tip and he worked out was making noise I wish you. She wrapped a leg around her hip and touched her penis tip with her wet folds. That would make him say it and

he shuddered and his gaze darkened. I need you and the esme throat closed with the threat of disappointment. Say it, just tell him why he didn ' t. Repentance became evident in Calette' s face and she suddenly walked away from him. He sat down and lowered his dress to cover his nakedness. He had not let her into his heart. After all, she had been making love to him and for him it had just been sex. It felt horrible, cheap and insignificant. He wanted to escape, but they were

in his apartment. He had paid for it with his money, which he had won with his effort.“ You should leave,” she said proudly that the words soups had come out of her mouth. Calette uttered her name with a grunt, got up and passed her fingers through her hair with frustration. Her erection remained proud and impatient, and that image was enough to make her feel pained with desire. He hugged his chest tightly with his arms and walked away from him. Please close the door when you leave there was a

long pause before a zip sound broke the silence. Then he heard his feet cross the carpet. He heard him bow down to put his shoes on and then the door squeaked. When it opened and closed. When the engine of her car came to life, she locked the door, went to the bathroom and opened the hot shower water. Now it was his turn to clean up what was left of him in his body and leave him unsatisfied. He refused to cry. If he didn' t love her, someone else would.

He wouldn' t settle for a love. I don' t run around, not in this life or ever. Once she rubbed her skin to red, she came out of the shower. He got dressed and checked his email. There was an e- mail from the lady, that a local university was interested in her. That sounded perfect. He grabbed his stuff and went to the university library to be able to complete the application and send it as soon as possible. I couldn' t have calette, but I didn' t need it. She' d make her own way and that was a

million times better scene. Twenty- five should have lied. Kay rebuked himself on the way home I' ll call you. It was just words and it wouldn' t have been the first time I lied. There wasn' t so much I' d told your aunt. Day I liked the sum of aloe vera that she had made and it was not so. In fact, I wasn' t even sure it was edible. He was sticky and twisted every time he drank it. If I lied, I could have an esme for three years. He needed those three years with despair he swore he

wouldn' t keep her by his side forever. He wouldn' t do that to her. Only three years I had to practice to say those words, change the course of the car and lie to him directly. It wasn ' t too late. Tea cleared her throat and tried to utter the second word, but it was not possible. After a while behind the wheel, he held the lever of change harder and said master demons Master Master. I love shit the heart beat him in the chest and he, sweat, sprouted

in the skin and felt completely ridiculous. It would not work if I had to say the words with a five- minute delay between them. I love you. Do I love you? Do I love you? Do I love you? He was forced to repeat alarms resounded in his head. He lies his sweat piled up on his upper lip and dripped down his neck and blue specks floated in his field of vision. Okay, I had to quit or I was going to have an accident. I' d keep practicing later.

However, when he arrived at his house, On' s black ducati was parked in Kay' s space next to the sidewalk and the garage was open. What the hell. He squealed through the entrance, put the handbrake on

and turned the contact key before jumping out of his car. What are you doing asked as he was going to large strides towards the garage, where Juan Sor was standing next to the motorcycle of a and had removed the tarp from him and had placed the black helmet on the seat.“ It is time for you to get rid of this cheap bike,” Juan said and stared

at it. Who squeezed his fists while straining his muscles. You' re not ready already.“ No ok then, get in,” John said no. Kay walked toward the motorcycle and stretched her hand toward the key before she could remove it which held him tightly by the wrist and looked at Kai from the front why you' re pushing him away. Even though you love her, I don' t love her. Juan was blushing. How can

you say that? You were there today, you were the one who was holding on to her like she was falling apart and she was the one who kept you whole. Her. That' s exactly what you needed, because you love her, and she loves you, too, asshole. Kay repeated to himself.“ I don’ t know if you do,” Wan said,“ but your head is full of idiots You feel responsible for Andy or something. You' re afraid of losing her, and that' s

why you keep her away from what this is all about. Find out today because she' ll be gone in a week and you' ll regret it for the rest of your life. Kay shook her head while her brain stuttered. All that wasn' t true, it didn' t make sense. He wasn' t like that and shit. There was only one week left. “ Why don’ t you drive this stupid bike,” Wan Kai asked. Deadly accidents are five times more likely on a motorcycle than by car.

That' s just a zero comma zero seven percent probability. We' re more likely to die from eating Mom Qay' s food blinked, remember the exact number. John set his eyes blank and raised his hands in the air if I read and remember things. Actually, I' m pretty smart riding a motorcycle. He' s not smart. Juán gave his brother a sharp look. Sometimes people do and believe nonsense. I, for example, feel more alive when there is a risk of dying and you think you feel

nothing and are convinced that the most sensible answer is to avoid people. That ' s the way it is. He answered, Kay, no, that ' s all bullshit. You understand, tell me where Endy was going when that truck hit him, what he saw the deep scratches on the motorcycle that had been caused the night of the accident. He was going to see me why and he bowed his head as his chest emptied and hollowed out because I asked him to. I wanted to hang out with him shit that horrible feeling.

It was guilt. Now I could name him and once in the last ten years you' ve invited someone else here, asked Juan Kai shook his head, but that' s because I don' t need to be surrounded by people. I don' t feel alone the guy who invited endy to his house because he didn' t want to be alone. Don' t sit down. Only Juan asked how the flu is going. Maybe you had a fever. Even Kay watched her brother with a look of rebellion. I didn' t want to talk about the fever I' d never had before.

John raised an eyebrow, so you' ll tell him. Now tell her you' re shamefully in love with her.“ That is what you have to say to him,” Wan replied with a tone of exasperation. How many times I have to tell you I' m not in love with her. John passed a hand through his head before breathing deep, arming himself of courage and addressing Kay with renewed patience. How do you know, Kai stared at him, how I know I' m not in love. Yeah, how do you know you' re not in love. I know because

I can' t love him. I' d already analyzed it and he didn' t like having to repeat things, so you never think about it. Wann added, of course, that I do, and you don' t care about her. For example, if he' s sad, you don' t give a shit.“ I do care,” Kai said, and you would not risk your life for her. True, I would, but so would you. It' s the right thing to do and

you don' t like being with her more than anyone else. You' d trade her for someone else without Repenting Kay looked at her brother with a frown. He didn' t like it, like he was manipulating the questions. Yeah, I really like being with her and I wouldn' t trade her for anyone. Juan gave her an unstoppable look, I bet sex with her sucks. It' s none of your business. Yours are memories of

what happened. So, within an hour, they toyed in his mind esme approaching his mouth, moaning his name, rubbing his wet parts against his penis. But it' s not bullshit." Fucking cocksucker," Wan babbled. I hope someday you realize that when you say all that stuff about someone it means you' re in love with that person. Kai walked away from the bike and left the keys to Juan. It' s not true, I' m not. Love and addiction were two different things. Oh come

on, Quai exploded. Uan I' ll go take a shower when you ' ve decided what to do with the bike. Close the garage. Please, Quay escaped into your house through the garage entrance. Once inside, he took off his shoes, took them to the front door, sat on the couch, leaned his elbows on his knees and buried his face between his hands, among the furious beatings of his heart. He heard that the garage door was closed and that Juan' s ducati roared when he came to life.

The deafening sound of the engine slowed down and then completely disappeared again alone, but he didn' t feel alone he liked it. Taste wasn' t the right word. I was used to it, well, I used to be until I had arrived and that' s it. On Monday I received an email from the Miss who said that the University had received the notes of her exam and that her application for admission was in the process of accelerated review due to her recommendation. That was really happening. He had the possibility of

receiving university education and changing his life forever and all. Thanks to her own merit, hope grew in gigantic proportions and the dream of being someone took hold of her desired it for herself and for her daughter. How wonderful it would be to teach Jade what she was able to do. Following his example, the following days passed in a nebula of anxiety and went from extreme trust to

deep uneasiness and vice versa. He also found the contact information of an immigration lawyer who could, hopefully, help her bring Jade and her family for the duration of her studies, but didn' t call him, just call him. If I got the scholarship. On Wednesday he felt a vibration on his apron while he was taking an order and knew it was Himeo. She was too busy to check her phone, but the mail stalked her from the depths of her head as she worked at the rush hour of lunch. Passing orders

to the kitchen. His blood buzzed with enthusiasm. It was a full scholarship and she would really become an accountant and could take care of her family by herself while taking the food trays to the tables. However, his heart overturned him. He was a hyme of rejection and would return home with very little to offer as a result of his stay in the country from optimism to pessimism.

From optimism to pessimism. When the last customer retired after placing a$ 20 bill as a tip under his glass of water and before winking at his eye, NR' s or her had become a bundle of nerves. Instead of picking up his phone immediately he picked up the dishes from the tables and then cleaned them with passing caba from the damp cloth. He was preparing for the news he was about to receive. If they were good, he' d call his mother right away and thank Miss Cu and then arrange a meeting

with the immigration attorney. If they were bad, nothing happened in their home. I had a lot of good things, I' d keep an eye on new opportunities, but maybe emerald after college student didn' t sound good. I' d be a wonderful student. He would study as he had done that summer, earn every dollar from the scholarship and later do something great with his life. When the last table was clean, he took his phone from the pocket of his apron n n n n n n u uar his

usual table and typed the phone password with shaky fingers. In his inbox there was a hymeum from the University that had as a matter of reference to his application for admission. The preview of the text said Dear Miss Tran, your application for admission has been thoroughly reviewed for that was good or bad. I could go on anyway. From there his heart accelerated his blood, went up to his head and his mouth dried up. I was afraid to open it

and keep reading. Maybe I should erase it. Then she would have control of her failure instead of those people who didn' t know her. They were judging her on the basis of a few test notes and a couple of texts she had written in one afternoon. That wasn' t enough to determine a person' s value. She got rid of those ridiculous thoughts and rebuked

herself for being a coward. I had to open it. She could mean everything to her, to her family and her daughter she took a deep breath and prayed to Wedding and also to Jesus to heaven and then opened the mail. Dear Miss Tran, your application has been thoroughly reviewed by the educational team of the University of Santa Clara. Every year. Our international student scholarship is a source of great competition and can therefore only be awarded to the most exemplary

students with proven academic potential. We congratulate her on the results of her review. After careful review of your application, we regret to inform you that we will not be able to offer you this scholarship. We wish you luck in your future projects. Sincerely University of Santa Clara breathed deep breaths and continued to do so. His vision was clouded, his face burned and his lungs threatened to explode. When he exhaled, he lost more than air. He exhaled

his dreams and hopes and his body collapsed upon himself. A few droplets fell to the surface that she had just cleaned and she dropped them. They had assessed it, considered it to be of little or no value and discarded it. That never stopped happening to her again and again and now she was so tired. How I could change my life when I was trapped like that. Its history did not define it its origins did not define it, at least they should not. She might be more if they gave her a chance,

but people didn' t see who she was inside her. I didn' t know and she had no way of showing it to him without a chance. The bells of the door tin tint it and looked up in time to see how Wan approached his table. He had a motorcycle jacket on a designer t- shirt and some jins and dominated the restaurant with its huge body and imposing presence. He took a look at her and her face contracted from worry. There are demons. What' s going on? He looked into the

kitchen. It' s my mother' s fault. She yelled at you I' ll talk to her. She began to walk in that direction and she hurried to pass an arm through her face. No. No, I didn' t. He took a short breath and stood up forcing a smile, asked you something, water, cocoba coffee. I' m not okay,

you should sit down You look like you shook your head. Without finishing the prayer, she led her back to the table and sat down in front of her What happened as she did not respond immediately asked something with Kai. I thought you' d be together again. I had a conversation with him this week. She drew a forced smile on her lips and shook her head. We' re not together. He toured with his fingers the edges of his phone or rather, Calek' s phone, as he would return it

to him before he left. He didn' t call you He asked wan Es He squeezed my lips. I wouldn' t have answered. If I had called her. I knew he wouldn' t tell her what she wanted to hear, but at the same time I couldn' t help but worry about him. The Sunday ceremony had moved him in a way that she had never seen before how he was feeling Juán moved his head from side to side and rubbed his tattooed note. That' s the big question. It' s not like that. Nobody knows. I don' t think even he

knows. Esme didn' t know what to answer to that, so she looked at her phone. Why those tears asked Wan and sounded so kind that she almost started crying again bad news. He knew they were bad, but he had hopes and then shrugged news about what a scholarship to attend college here. I didn' t get it. He tried with all his might to keep the tone light and balanced, but still the voice shook him at the end of the sentence. That was your plan to get a scholarship and a

student visa asked Wan. She felt and sketched a determined smile on her face, arming herself with courage in case he laughed at her, as probably had been done by those of the University kuay te Ama. You know, he said instead," Estense me as if lightning had fallen on her and her heart skipped a heartbeat, two beats" He told you. He didn' t respond by frowning his lips. He didn' t tell me, not in words at least, but I know he' s autistic. True that

word. She remembered hearing it before. He did tell me. He watched her carefully. You know what uncomfortable means. He played with the phone. I honestly hadn' t thought about it too much. I thought it had to do with your problem, with touch, with the fact that you have to touch it in a certain way. That' s just a part, but there' s more. Your Mind is different, not a disease. In reality, simply their way of thinking and processing emotions is different from that

of the rest of the people. That made her think. Yes, he was different, but his differences were not insurmountable obstacles, at least not in his opinion. To her, Galette was just Calette and she accepted him as he was. What he had not yet been able to accept was the fact that he did not love her, that he did not accept her. To her as if I could read her mind. Wane said Kaite Ama just hasn ' t figured it out yet. She found it hard to believe it.

Love wasn' t complicated or you felt it or you didn' t. There was nothing to discover. Oan' s look became penetrating and then he asked you to know once and for all if he loves you I know how to find out. The pride of esme incited her to refuse. She had already given him enough opportunities, but his heart had to know. Yeah, as she responded feeling vulnerable, he looked her straight into her eyes and said if it doesn' t work, you' ll end up marrying me.

You' re willing to risk a scene. Twenty- six, Kai stared at the invitation that had reached his phone and had to be dreaming. No, it wasn' t a dream, it was a nightmare. That couldn ' t be real. We have the pleasure of inviting you to the wedding. De Esmeralda and Oan, Saturday, August 8, 11 a m, 3 p m, San Francisco, California. Please send your answer before August 7. Who the hell sent invitations the same week of their wedding. Nobody.

He was still in bed hugging the esme pillow because it smelled like her, the scent was fading and he didn' t know what he would do when he completely vanished. Maybe she' d start cuddling in the dirty clothes she had left there. His phone vibrated with an incoming call while the invitation was being observed. It was Oan' s number answered immediately. I just got your invitation. Juan Rio the very idiot.“ It is not fun, ” Kai said, but his relief was almost intoxicating. It was just

a joke. I didn' t mean for it to be. Of course. Wan, we' re really getting married. On Saturday his brother' s words struck Kai like a punch in the stomach and collapsed on his couch Esme' s glass over the coffee table attracted his attention. I just had a rest of the water inside. It was likely to evaporate the very moment she married him. Traitor of his brother. You' re really getting married. Kay asked, that' s the plan. Yes, with Esme your

age is that watching her leave on Sunday warned Wan. I do it mainly for her to get the visa, but I like it I' m considering it as a probationary period. Who knows, maybe it' ll work and we' ll get through the feeling of punching. In the stomach it was emphasized that he clung to the edge of the sofa with his free hand and pressed until his knuckles became white unless you made it clear, Wan added, I already asked him to marry. You know what to do if you want

her to accept. I don' t love her. He answered street between teeth. Why they all kept insisting. It wasn' t that he enjoyed saying he didn' t love her. He wanted to love her, only he didn' t.“ You have already gotten rid of that bike, ” Juan asked as if nothing had happened. Kai' s muscles tightened until his arm' s veins swelled, no, maybe you should. Kai opened his mouth to argue, but before I could utter a word, Juan added I have to cut, but you will come on Saturday true if Kay Great

answered I see you there. The communication was cut off and the gravity of the room caused Kai to sink even deeper into the sofa That was not just a dance or a night. It was a weddingÉsme would marry Wuan, share the apartment with him, perhaps even his bed, because of nightmares would smile at him every day, fill his silences and read his accounting articles. He' d fall in love with Wan. If he had fallen in love with Kai, he would no doubt fall in love with Wan and Wan of

her. Wan would be great for her. Shit. He did not want his brother to be excellent for esme pressed his hands against his eyes until they hurt him, but then he dropped them and stared at the glass. Again there was only a millimeter or two of water left and when it dried up the probability that she would fill it again would be basically null. What should I do? I couldn' t let her go and I couldn' t marry her, but I couldn' t let her marry John either. None

of the options seemed acceptable to him. He clenched his teeth and stood up immediately. I had to find another option and I knew what it was. Tomorrow was the big day and Calette hadn' t called or even tried to see her once. If he was willing to let her marry her brother, then he wasn' t jealous. Juan was wrong just when she was thinking about him. John entered the restaurant and she felt a tightness in her chest. When he saw the big suit case he had on his shoulder, he

could tell me what it was and his palms began to sweat. He supported the holster on the table and dedicated a crooked ubé and Greek smile to it. He borrowed this for you Esme went over his hands on the apron and, after looking at Wuan to make sure he could do it, extended his hand to the zipper and opened it. A few folds of diaphanous cloth appeared out of the sheath and she released a drowned exclamation and covered her mouth with

her hand. It was the ten thousand- dollar Berwan dress Sara had worn. Wan laughed when he saw his reaction to find a place to marry at the last moment is crazy. You have to accept what they offer you, what ors got was the City of San Francisco. The couple who had booked it, had a monumental fight, broke up and canceled. Yesterday you' ll want to be dressed for the occasion. It' s a nice place.

Yes, it' s very nice. Wan signed another laugh, and she took her hands off the dress and dried them again with her apron. I knew he had mentioned that he would marry her and Calette wouldn' t find out her feelings, but she couldn' t be serious about why she would want water to marry her. I didn' t know her at all. Wrinkling my lips, he closed my holster again You should cancel the wedding

and return this to Sara Ancalette She didn' t call me. Don' t waste your money it' s impossible, I already paid for the living room and your family is on their way. You remember Wan' s eyes shone when he gave her a smile and distracted her from the spark of desperate joy that invaded her before the idea of seeing her daughter again after so long. Besides, if you look happy, because I' m consenting to you, he' ll get even more jealous. More felt a bitter taste in

the mouth. It was obvious that Calet was not at all jealous. John approached her and bowed his head as he looked at her. He' s completely jealous. You know that right. She stared at him unanswered.“ I was serious when I said I would marry you,” Juan added. Anyway, it' ll just be temporary. I will make my life and you will make yours separate rooms and we can divorce when the time comes.

But he shook my head with amazement why he helped me. A sad smile was drawn on Oan' s lips, because I' m his older brother and I have to fix things. Then his smile lit up and reflected in his gaze and I like you if I want to see how you do it. It doesn' t cost me anything, but it means a lot to you Truth, she let the air slip and all she could say was yes.

It meant everything to her. Wál approached her the dress is not complicated for me, and my mother really loves that you help her at the restaurant. No one gets lost, he took her, he had to tell her. He deserved to know. He looked down at the cover of the dress without knowing whether to bring it closer to it or away. He depended on how he would react to what she would confess. Then I have a little girl, little Jade. She' s home in Vietnam. Galette bit her

lip and passed her fingers through the zipper. He doesn' t know anything. After prolonged silence, she looked up and discovered that Wan was smiling. She saw in her eyes that she did not judge her. I really like kids. He asked me with a sigh of relief, really and Ancalette I think he would like your daughter." Wan replied, after a moment of reflection, you still want to marry me" She forced herself to ask Esme, the sweat bathed her skin, but she continued. I want her to

come live with me, with us and my ma noy. If he replied with a laugh, let' s do it the more we' re not better. I don' t really care too much. I' m a little home. Esme closed her throat and watered her tears with the back of her arm as her body weakened from relief. Then I' m happy and grateful for marrying you, but we don' t need a big wedding. She preferred a modest wedding. Frankly, I' d be indebted to moun for the rest of his life and I didn' t want to add a

costly wedding to the list. He shook his head. I see you' re worried, don' t be, but it' s all right. Esme and this time there was a steadyness in his tone and expression. She nodded, I won' t worry, but it was a lie. Marrying Moanne was the solution to all his problems. Once they were married, she could enroll in a university as a legal resident and work to pay for their education. I wouldn' t need a scholarship to pursue your new dream.

But much of her still wanted Calete to intervene and worried that he wouldn' t. His future, even a promising one, would not be perfect without him or with him. As brother- in- law scene twenty- seven had arrived the day. Kay had done everything humanly possible to find a way out of that mess. He had spent money, called his contacts, found promising ideas and bought a racehorse. I could claim that Esme was a horse trainer and that way I would get her the residence, but she needed more

time. It was running out. The wedding would start in an hour. He had put on his tuxedo and was ready to leave, but could not get into the car. A little childish song kept ringing in his head. Just like one heart, they meet and kiss under the balcony. I' d lose my sanity if I saw Esme buan kissing. She was his girl to kiss, to hug, for what. He couldn' t stand looking at the empty glass on his coffee table, so he rushed out of the living room. He didn' t have destiny in mind yet, but he

ended up there. Of course, in the garage he pressed the gate button. As the light flooded the dark space, it advanced towards the bike. Some specks of dust shone in the sunlight like fireflies and breathed that smell of moisture and gasoline spilled over the concrete. For a moment he closed his eyes and let the aroma lead him to a different time of a tug. He removed the tarp from the motorcycle and toured one of the black handles with his

fingers. They had a rough texture, the marks the fingers had left on the rubber cold and lifeless. It was always like this, always disappointing, just as it had been when I had kept her back home after he had taken her to the store. He toured with the tip of his fingers the marks on one side. In a way, I was hoping to find blood there, but his fingers only touched rough metal against all logic, that' s all the motorcycle was displaying After crashing into a four- ton truck,

Andy hadn' t been so lucky. He had been that zero comma zero seven percent of people dying in a motorcycle accident because of Kay. He had asked him to visit him, although perhaps asking was not the right word. I' d told him something like that when you came to hang out. They had been complaining about the summer school duties and that he had told her to take them to make them together. Actually, Kay would just do her

homework for Andy, but he didn' t care. Whenever Endy was there until then Andy had said the journey from Hndy' s parents' house in Santa Clara to the house of East Kayal' s mother in Palo Alto. It lasted about twenty- five minutes and you took the central highway. Like Andy always did, he said trees made him feel good. But the twenty - five minutes had passed thirty forty an hour and Andy had not arrived.

Kai had walked from one side to the other angry and impatient, feeling a great discomfort and had browsed the pages of every article he could until the corners were permanently folded. When the phone had rang hours later, a bad incomprehensible feeling, it had seized him, it had not answered, it had remained motionless nailed to the ground, while his mother answered the phone call. When she paled and leaned against the countertop. His suspicions were confirmed. Andy'

s dead. Kai' s head had remained empty and plunged into absolute calm, no feelings, no pain, no more worries. It was pure logic. At that moment a pattern had formed, two points created a line and one could extrapolate the curve and direction from those points. His father had abandoned his family for a new endy family had died. Bad things happened when he cared about someone, but it really mattered to someone who didn' t compare

his apparent level of affection to others. Before he could figure out what he was doing, he put his helmet on his head and got on the motorcycle, turned the keys, the engine roared deafeningly and came off the garage to advance to all the speed wave across the street. It had not been his intention, but his hands led him along the central highway to the high pine trees under the sun, in a cloudless sky, with wind pressure on his

body. How many times I had experienced that feeling in I walked hundreds of times, perhaps before everything changed. What he had planned to buy a motorcycle so he could do it together somehow they were doing it now. The sound of his heart breaking was choked by the noise of the engine, but he felt it inside. He felt all euphoria, fear, emotion, sadness more alive when there is a risk of death. He came to the place where the three lanes melted in two and a wave of suffocating heat flooded him.

Her lungs, muscles, eyes hurt. He drifted with the motorcycle until he stopped at the left arsen and he staggered down. He kicked some pebbles and garbage until he leaned against a pine tree. That was the place. Andy had died right there, but the safety tape was gone, there were no deep marks on the pavement, none of that. The sun, rain and ten years had eroded the crash site, so it looked like anywhere else. The passage of time. He had also hidden his emotions waiting for the moment

his brain was ready to process them. It wasn' t much, but at the same time it was. It was the anniversary of Andy' s death over and over again, but Esme wasn' t there and he was alone with his sadness, sinking it and crushing it by devouring it. He took off his helmet so he could breathe, but the hot air suffocated him. He passed a hand through his hair and then luno through his face and

as he lowered his hand, he saw that his fingers were damp. For a moment, he thought it was blood, but the fluid was bright and transparent. In sunlight, tears not because I had specks of dust in my eyes, nor because I was frustrated or feeling some physical pain. They were tears of sadness for lndí ten years later he shook his head for himself. That carried the meaning of a late reaction to an incredible end, but he was a person of extremes. After all, his heart was not made of

stone. He just wasn' t like the one of the most. Even without the tears, he would have known and could have recognized that he had been deceiving himself all that time. Wan was right. It was easier to keep people away from each other when it was for their own good instead of their own. That way, you became a hero instead of a coward. But now he didn' t care if he was a hero or a coward.

All I wanted was to belong to esme. When he checked his watch, he was startled to see it was ten and twenty- two in the morning. He had wasted a lot of time with his emotional outbreak. He emotional and the wedding would start in thirty- eight minutes. I would be late, especially because it was impossible to find parking in San Francisco for a car. However, for a motorcycle, he passed a sleeve through his face, put the helmet back on, speeded up the bike and left at full

speed. Central highway lew eighty- five n hundred and one. N He had never driven a motorcycle along the highway and it was terrifying and exciting. There was nothing between him and the cars passing by him. At one hundred and hundred, thirty or one hundred and fifty kilometers per hour more alive when there is a risk of death. I would certainly have tried to drive a hundred and sixty kilometers per hour just because I could, but I didn'

t want to be part of that zero comma zero seven percent voluntarily. Once he reached the last leg of the journey, he mentally addressed the problem he had to solve. She had a wedding to stop and there was only one thing that would change her mind to esme, just one thing that she wanted to hear two small words and the last time she had tried to say them she had almost had a car accident. He had to practice now, as he was living at the limit h tried to utter the next word, but

his mind and body resisted stubbornly. It was hard to undo ten years of coaching in such a short period of time. In spite of that, he forced himself to say it. Master. T Master breathed deeply and moved forward with determination. Do I love you? Do I love you? Do I love you? Do I love you? Do I love you? The wind stole almost all the sound, but he still felt ridiculous to talk to himself until he said the last word. Esme and everything softened inside. I love

you Esme. That sounded good. That sounded right and I wish it wasn ' t too late. Scene twenty- eight. The hand of the minutes reached six and a half to m and there was still no news of Calette. Esme hugged her stomach and observed her reflection again. The bride in the mirror looked sophisticated and beautiful. A$ 10, 000 drinking dress would do that to anyone and as pale as death, Calette wouldn' t come to stop the wedding. She would have to marry her brother a thousand times she

had told herself that he would not appear. And yet, when she saw that that came true, she felt crushed under a mountain. Tears began to sprout and spoil her makeup and she hurried to contain them blinking and forced herself to be happy. Any other girl in her country would say it was a dream come true, a handsome husband, a design dress, the town hall, some extravagant bouquets, a crowd of guests to crown him. Everything.

She and her family could stay there, they would have that luxurious new life that she had never dared to desire, she could follow her dreams and be an example to her daughter. But he was the wrong handsome husband. Juan was great, but he wasn' t Calette. He had not run to see her at the doctor' s office, nor had he charged her to the car. I hadn' t kissed her like she was everything to him. I wasn' t saving her best smiles just for her without Calette.

That wedding seemed like a farce to him, but he would move on. In any case, he had told John everything he had exposed his secrets and flaws and he still wanted her to have that opportunity. She didn' t care about the government, universities, or student scholarship organizations, but she did care about one person, and sometimes a single person could make a world of difference. I' d do everything in his power to make sure he didn

' t regret helping her. She would make a difference in that world, straightened her shoulders, lifted her chin, and felt the determination burn deep inside her. She was not shocking in a way that could be seen or measured, but she had that fire, she felt it, that was its value, that was her merit. She would fight for her loved ones and for herself, because she was important. That fire inside it mattered it could accomplish things and succeed. She may have been dismissed, but she was paving the

way with as much integrity as she could with her limited choices. The woman in the mirror wore a wedding dress and high heels, but her eyes shone with the confidence and determination of a warrior. If that wasn' t class, I didn' t know it could be more. He turned me around and walked away from the mirror just as a small body clumped over her tiny arms. She was hugged by the waist and her heart burst with incandescence. She raised the girl, hugged her tightly, leaned her cheek against hers,

as she always did, and a huge love flourished within her. Aroma to baby soft baby skin small body of good, not so small. Here' s my little girl. A face often curled up against her and above her small shoulders, she saw her mother and grandmother entering the room. They had arrived from Vietnam just the day before and they must have been exhausted and suffering from Jerlack, but you loved them had dressed in their sauda and more elegant

and smiled from Ear to Ear with great enthusiasm. His mother had even put on makeup. Esme had never seen her so beautiful and suddenly she felt grateful that Wan wanted to have a wedding all over. The weddings were for the groom and the bride as well as for the relatives and perhaps more for them. “ Come loose little girl to your mother will ruin her dress,”

Esme’ s mother said while making Jade turn away. Then she hugged Esme tightly and she couldn' t help but feel the slight smell of fish sauce that had her mother' s clothes and hair and smiled. Now that' s Me it seemed half American because I detected that scent, but it didn ' t bother him. Her mother retreated and sighed with maternal pride. As I watched Esme and the dress my child wore has a sublime beauty, really

beautiful. Esme' s grandmother hugged her briefly, an extraordinary gesture of affection, since the older generations in general did not embrace and it again detected the aroma of fish sauce. Instead of worrying about ventilating the room, he breathed deep to absorb it into the depths of his lungs. It reminded him of his home. After all, she was a country girl. Her origins did not define her, but they were part of her and she refused to be

ashamed of them. I think it' s nothing. Jade said surprised before frowning what my father will be. After this, he sighed at me and passed his fingers over the girl' s soft cheek. I don' t know, maybe, but don' t be so hopeful. Cuban only marries me to help us. It' s not a real marriage. You understand Jade' s face adopted a serious expression. I get it. This place is too beautiful to be a real marriage. His mother insisted, contemplating the

elegant moldings and furniture so clean, so large and air conditioned. He' s got good intentions, he didn' t have the energy to explain. So he sighed and raised his shoulders. All four settled in the Jade armchairs next to their mother, and caught up with bit Nam gossip. As the minutes passed, he became more anxious with every second that passed, until he finally hugged Jade and closed his eyes, as he was too distracted to concentrate

on speaking. A noise was heard and Wan opened the door, entered and then closed the door again. After him he gestured with his head to Esme ' s mother and grandmother and winked at Jade. Before concentrating on Esme he looked dangerously handsome with his suit and tattoos and perhaps also a little dazed. The truth was that Esme had never been so dazzling and she knew it.

After leaving his stupor, Wan said the time has come. He moved his shoulders to fit his suit jacket.“ He is not here, so let ’ s do it you’ re sure,” Esme asked absolutely and you stood me up, fastened his skirts, breathed deeply and nodded yes. Thanks for everything, Wuan' s eyes found hers and then squinted. When she smiled at nothing, she opened the door and drove Esme and her family into the lobby, where an older man dressed in suit, waited for her to

hold an elegant bouquet of white roses. He' s my uncle. He ' ll walk you to the altar. The man smiled and bowed with his head toward all, murmuring polite greetings. I' m not walking with her. She clarified the mother of esme before holding her hand and giving her a grip. I' ve been both her mother and her father since I was a child. I should do it. Juan smiled surprised very well. Then Bacos will warn you when the time is right. I' ll see you

there. He gestured with his head to Esme' s mother and then accompanied Grandma and Jade to the place of the ceremony and Esme and her mother stayed in the lobby with WANs' uncle He took superficial breaths and dedicated a tense smile to his mother and Wan' s uncle as he struggled with a growing sense of panic. He knew he was doing the right thing, but his heart didn' t care. I wanted what I wanted and it wasn'

t Wan or fake hum marriage. His heart wanted calette forever. A few strong steps echoed through the marble lobby and for a second the hopes of e Esme grew. Perhaps he had arrived after all, but the steps faded before someone appeared and Esme' s hopes plummeted again somewhere. In the distance a cello began to be heard and Oan' s uncle said this way delivered Esme to the bouquet and her hands fell asleep a deafening silence. He invaded his

head. Her mother had come in the shadows or smiled with her to cheer her up and encouraged her to follow Oan' s uncle. An echo of heels resonated on the marble clickclick clicklick. They entered the circular hall, where the ceremony would be held. At the foot of the most imposing staircase she would have seen an ivory vaulted ceiling. He would rise several floors above them and display artistic images of angels or perhaps naked people in any case, they

should be cold. There were rows and rows of guests, flowers, a cellist, a handsome boyfriend waiting for her at the altar. All that should make her happy, but it wasn' t like that. He held the bouquet more firmly, raised his chin and prepared to walk down the central corridor among the seated guests. Sir, you can' t come in. A wedding is taking place. Sir, a commotion behind her caused him to turn suddenly and his heart sang with hope, but it wasn' t calette.

He was an older family- looking man, although she was sure she had never seen him before. Medium height, a somewhat prominent belly, cachy- colored pants blue buttoned shirt and a blue, navy sports jacket, short and almost completely gray hair and eyes that could be of any color at that distance. She thought they were chestnuts. Suddenly, his heart stopped beating.“ I would have truck driver’ s hands,” he asked,“ but I wasn’ t looking at Esme Link, Esme’ s mother dropped an

exclamation and covered her mouth. The man stepped forward. His movements were slow as if he were in a trance. Yesterday you are and I saw a very strange voicemail. Someone was asking about an ugly guy who' d met a line in Vietnam 24 years ago. She said that Feo' s daughter was getting married today at San Francisco City Hall and that she needed her father. The man looked at Esme' s face before looking at the woman again. Next to her and her mother clung to Esme' s arm as if

it were the only thing keeping her standing. I was not sure the possibilities were remote, but here I am said the man, as he approached even closer to two meters to a meter and the light green color of his eyes, made Esme run out of breath. I took the first flight I could, a night flight from New York City. Di, you live in New York. His mother asked in English. It was the first time I heard her speak that language. I only live in New York. The man cleared

his throat before earth continued. I came back for you and I looked everywhere for you and you weren' t anywhere, but now I think I know the reason. She' s his gaze set on memoria. Her mother gave Esme a little push, until she stepped up to him and it' s Sumacker told me. That' s his name, Faithful Smaker. Some wrinkles of confusion darkened the forehead of the man Feel Suma no, I' m

no Sumacker. My name is Gleaves. Gleaves Pilander called me Ugly until I became Gleaves said with an apology smile before his eyes were enlarged with horror. That' s why you couldn' t find me. The only data you had was Felt. Of course you' ve been looking for a fellap you want to postpone the wedding and talk about this in private. Wan asked, as he was heading for the little gro Before they could respond, another commotion

was heard behind them. Sir, there' s a wedding. I' m here for the wedding, announced a familiar voice and Caletti burst into the compound, getting exhausted with her hair peeled in all directions and her chest, waving with heavy breaths as if she had run to the place. She took a look at Esme and her gaze turned to charming.“ You are late,

” Wan said, without taking Esme’ s eyes off. Calette responded there was traffic, but luckily I came by bike I could make my way between the cars.“ It was about time,” Wan commented,“ but Calette ignored her brother. I was watching Esme, as I always did, with complete and absolute attention. I' m sorry it took me so long to use the motorcycle and come here. She shook her head. As soon as I had seen Calette' s photograph, next to the bike.

Everything had made sense. Don' t be sorry I understand. Calet swallowed saliva and took a step towards it. He stretched out his fingers, loosened them, and extended them again. The wedding' s over. There was something I needed to say. No, it' s not over. The hands of esme trembled, so he clung harder to his bouquet. He was there, he had come, he had something important to say. His hope grew so much that he didn' t know how to contain it in the

body. Calette' s shoulders relaxed from relief until she noticed the other person who had interrupted the wedding and who was standing next to him. Who are you the man? Quite possibly your father said it is he hesitated me with words for a moment. Before answering I am leaveless, Caleta felt as if everything was perfectly normal, you must be the right ugly. Then I' m glad you came. You' re the one who left me the voicemail. Gleaves commented, he didn' t call me back I took the first

flight I found. That' s what Caletti was gonna say. He' s in suspense. When Jade ran down the hall and clung to Esme' s skirts, the es Cucalet said little Calette was dazzled and watched Jade carefully. One is medium. Esme' s heart beat hard as he first watched Calette, then Gleaves, and vice versa. Both men were amazed. His name is Jade is my daughter. Jade clung to her harder. Calette'

s look found Esme' s. You never told me. Carol said you didn' t want a family and I was afraid I heard her lip bit. I had no arguments other than that. What he had come to say. Perhaps the news had changed things. He lifted his chin. If he thought she was vulgar because she was such a young mother, then he didn ' t deserve her or Jade. He surprised her. When he bowed, he looked at Jade and extended his hand as if they were both at a

business meeting. Jave looked at me for a moment before approaching Caletti. After watching him for a long time, he shook his hand like a little adult. None uttered any words, but I felt that they understood each other perfectly. When Calette joined, she looked around at Gleaves, Jade Oan and finally Esme' s mother, bowing her head toward her. Chao cobt said The mother of esme looked at him with narrow eyes. Well, what was that so important you had to say. There' s a lot of people here

waiting for the wedding to start at the time. He made me aware, with horror of all the attention that was centered on them hundreds of curious eyes. Let' s go somewhere more private. He can say what he has to say there and not here where everyone can hear it. He ordered his mother with a firm voice facing caleta, despite already gigantic abyss, in wealth and educational level that was between them. My daughter was good to you and you broke her heart. What you have to say, he made a grimace

and let his gaze travel through the crowd of guests. He knew me that, like her, he hated being the center of attention. However, she finally re- focused on it. He took a step forward and spoke ann geom He breathed deep into me in silence and covered his mouth too shocked to speak or do anything even in his wildest dreams. He told her in English, took another step towards her and another, until they were only one arm

away. Then, looking at her as if she were everything to him, he said I love you, I tried to convince myself that it wasn' t like that, because I was afraid of losing someone again and I doubted myself and I just wanted the best for you but the feeling has become too strong to deny it. My heart works differently, but it' s yours. You' re my chosen one. He gestured toward Gleaves Wan and both men straightened out. Now you have options. You don' t have to

get married if you don' t want to. Now that we' ve found your father, your paperwork, it' ll be easy, well, easier, but you do want to get married. He took a deep breath and fell on a knee marry me, and not just for three years, but forever. He felt his pockets and made a grimace. I forgot your ring, but I swear I bought you one. It' s nice. You can probably cut glass with the yes he cleared his throat and looked at her enveloped you would marry me if you still love me the heart of esme

enlarged and enlarged and enlarged until his eyes were clouded by tears. I' ll always love you that' s a yes, she asked, gave the bouquet to her mother and made Calette stand up. I don' t have to, but I will marry you. Caletes blew a huge smile with dimples and everything and in front of all the guests drew her to him and the time like the first time, lips against lips, hearts joined without distance between them, not even an arm away. Any unauthorized use of this audio article

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