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SO EP:604 The Trapper Who Shot Bigfoot

Apr 30, 20251 hr 4 min
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Tonight, Brian shares the never-before-told story of Thomas, a fur trapper whose life was forever changed after a terrifying encounter with sasquatch in the remote Canadian wilderness during February 1987. This first-hand account challenges everything we think we know about these mysterious creatures. What Mercer experienced reveals them to be intelligent, communicative, and potentially dangerous beings with complex social structures and territorial behaviors. His haunting experience raises profound questions about what these creatures truly are and our responsibility toward them.

The story begins as Thomas, a third-generation fur trapper, flies his bush plane to his remote family cabin in the Northwest Territories to begin his winter trapping season. Almost immediately upon arrival, Mercer discovers massive, human-like footprints circling his cabin—nearly 20 inches long with a stride length twice that of a human.Over the following days, Mercer encounters increasingly bizarre evidence: traps carefully disarmed with ritualistic arrangements of objects nearby, complex vocal communications between multiple creatures echoing through the forest, and deliberate attempts to test his cabin's defenses through systematic tapping and probing of the structure.Most chilling of all, the creatures attempt direct communication.

First through arrangements of natural objects in geometric patterns, then through mimicked human speech—even speaking Mercer's name and referring to his deceased father. In broken English, they suggest they need an "alliance" against other humans hunting them, hinting at a government or private organization aware of their existence.When Mercer attempts to escape in his plane, he's forced to shoot one of the creatures that charges him from behind. In a moment that has haunted him for decades, the wounded sasquatch looks him in the eye and asks simply, "Why?"In the thirty years since this encounter, Mercer has dedicated his life to sasquatch research, building one of the most comprehensive private databases of encounters in North America.

Through his research, he discovered another harrowing account from the Olympic Peninsula, where a logging crew's encounter ended in a gruesome death—evidence that these beings aren't always the gentle forest giants of popular imagination.We should note that this episode contains descriptions of violence and disturbing content that may not be suitable for all listeners. Discretion is advised.Thomas Mercer, whose name has been changed at his request, was 25 years old during his encounter in 1987. Now in his sixties, he's spent decades researching similar encounters while maintaining his anonymity. This marks the first time he's shared his complete story publicly.

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Transcript

Speaker 1

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Speaker 2

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you see what it was? It enough here? Look, I'm new the window now and I don't need anything. I don't want to go outside. It's hello, hit the boddy out here? What quent on out there? I thought of a bench about text nine. I don't know easy an out there? Yeah, I'm walking right, heady h.

Speaker 1

I remember the sound of the engine first, that struggling wine as my old Cessna one eighty five Skywagon fought against the bitter February winds. The aluminum frame rattled and shook, but she held together like she always did. That plane and I had been through a lot together in the eight years since I'd bought her second hand from a retiring bush pilot and yellow Knife. I'd named her Claire,

after my mother, who died when I was fifteen. Mom had always loved the idea of flight, though she'd never set foot in a plane. Too expensive for a trapper's wife. Back then, the vast expanse of the Northwest Territories stretched out beneath me, an endless sea of white punctuated by

the dark green of pine and spruce. I'd been making this trip twice a year since I was nineteen, flying out to my father's old trapping cabin, deep in the back country, where the rivers ran unnamed, and the only maps that mattered were the ones etched into my memory. My father had died four years earlier massive heart attack while checking his trap lines. Found him three days later,

frozen solid, half covered by fresh snow. After the funeral, there'd been talk among my uncles about selling the cabin and the trap lines. Family tradition are not They said that life was dying, the fur market wasn't what it used to be. Go to college, they said, get a real job. I'd nodded and agreed, then took the next season's earnings and bought Claire instead. My name is Thomas.

I was twenty five that winter, though the weather and isolation of northern Canada had aged my face beyond my years. My father had been a trapper, as had his father before him. The mercers had been taking fur in these woods since before Canada was a country. It was in our blood. And despite what my uncle said, I made a decent living, not rich by any means, but enough to sustain me between seasons with some carpentry work back

in yellow Knife. More importantly, I was my own man out here, no boss, no time card, just me and the wilderness and the steady rhythm of the trap lines. The cabin came into view as I crested a ridge nestled against the edge of a frozen lake, surrounded by a dense wall of trees. The small clearing I used as a landing strip was just visible through the light snow that had begun to fall. I circled once, checking for obstacles or animal tracks, then lined up my approach.

Landing a bush plane on a makeshift snow strip is always a gamble. Too soft and you sink, too icy and you can't stop. That day, the snow was just right, about eight inches of powder over a firm and base. The skis touched down with a gentle hiss, and I cut the engine, letting momentum carry me to the edge of the tree line. The silence that followed was absolute, the kind of quiet you only find in the deep

wilderness in winter, where sound itself seems frozen. I sat there for a moment, letting the stillness wash over me, purging the last remnants of civilization from my system. This was where I belonged, This was home. I reached over to the passenger seat, where my worn leather satchel lay, the one constant companion on all my trips. Inside was my journal, a tradition passed down from my grandfather. A trapper's mind gets funny in the isolation, he told me once,

Writing keeps you tethered to yourself. I'd been keeping detailed records since my first solo trip, weather conditions, animal sign trap yields, and the occasional stray thought or observation. The journal was nearly full. Now I'd have to start a new one soon. The date was February twelfth, nineteen eighty seven.

I noted it in the journal, along with the temperature from the plane's gauge negative twenty four degrees celsius, wind direction northwest, and sky conditions scattered clouds, light snow, routine, normal, everything as it should be. I unloaded my supplies methodically, fuel for the generator, dried food, ammunition, trapping equipment, and the small luxuries that made the isolation bearable coffee, whiskey,

and a stack of paperback Westerns. The cabin was about fifty yards from the landing strip, and I made several trips, trudging through the snow with heavy loads, my breath clouded in the frigid air, the temperature hovering around fifteen below zero. It wasn't until my final trip, arms loaded with the last of my gear, that I noticed something was wrong. The snow around the cabin had been disturbed, not by small animals I knew those tracks well enough, but by

something large, something that walked on two legs. I set down my gear and approached cautiously, my hand instinctively moving to the thirty six rifles slung across my back. The tracks were unlike anything I'd ever seen, and I'd spent my life in these woods. They resembled a man's footprint, but were nearly twice the size, eighteen maybe twenty inches long. The stride length was enormous, easily twice what mine would be. In the deep snow, a chill that had nothing to

do with the temperature ran through me. I'd heard stories, of course, every trapper in the North Country had tales told around campfires about the wild men of the woods, the Sasquatch, the wind to go. Old Jim Blackfoot, a Cree elder who sometimes traded with my father, called them the shadow people, beings that lived in the spaces between the known and unknown world. I'd always written them off

as the product of isolation and too much whiskey. But standing there, looking at those massive impressions in the virgin snow, doubt crept in for the first time. I knelt down to examine one of the prints more closely. The snow had drifted slightly into the depression, but the outline was still clear. Five toes no notable arch with a deep heel impression, remarkably human in shape, just vastly larger and fresh made within the last day. Judging by the lack

of complete infill from the light snowfall. I followed the tracks around the perimeter of the cabin. Whatever had made them had circled the structure several times, pausing at the windows as if peering inside. Then the tracks led off into the woods to the north, toward the higher country, where the game was scarcer and the terrain more rugged.

The rationale part of my brain searched for explanations. A bear, perhaps, though it was the dead of winter when they should be deep in hibernation and didn't walk exclusively on their hind legs for such distances. A moose, No, the shape was all wrong, some kind of hoax out here, hundreds of miles from the nearest town. Impossible. I shook off

the unease and went about opening up the cabin. It had been battened down since my fall trapping season three months earlier, and a thin layer of dust covered everything. I fired up the wood stove first, then the small generator that powered the lights and radio. Within an hour, the cabin was warm and felt like my own again. The cabin itself was solidly built. My grandfather and father had constructed it in the late nineteen fifties using local

timber and stone. It consisted of a single large room, with a loft sleeping area accessed by a wooden ladder. The main floor had the wood stove, a small kitchen area, my father's old desk where I kept maps in the log books of our trap lines, and a sitting area with two handmade chairs. The walls were lined with shelves of supplies, tools, and my father's small library of books, mostly practical guides to wilderness survival, animal behavior, and trapping,

but also a few dog eared classics. My father had been a reader, something unusual among the men of his generation and profession. I went through my usual routine of checking the cabin's condition. The roof hadn't leaked, the cash of emergency supplies beneath the floorboards was untouched. The stone chimney drew well. Everything was as I'd left it, except for one thing. The small carved wooden bear that always sat on the mantle was now on my father's desk.

I was certain I'd left it on the mantle I always did, a small superstition of mine. Perhaps I'd moved it during my last visit and forgotten. I replaced the bear on the mantle, then unpacked my supplies. The light was already fading, winter days were short this far north, so I decided to settle in for the night and begin setting my trap lines. In the morning, I cooked a simple meal of bacon and beans, had a finger of whiskey, and read a few chapters of a Louis

Lamour novel I'd brought along normal routine. The strange tracks outside gradually faded from my thoughts. That first night passed uneventfully. I organized my supplies, oiled my traps, and planned my lines for the coming weeks. The strange tracks remained at the back of my mind, but I pushed the thought away. The wilderness played tricks on a man's mind if he let it. I'd learned long ago to focus on the practical, the tangible. Everything else was just distraction. I awoke before dawn,

as was my habit. The temperature had dropped further overnight and frost had formed on the inside of the windows. I stoked the fire, put coffee on to boil, and prepared for my first day of setting trap lines. The sky was just beginning to lighten as I strapped on my snow shoes and loaded my pack with traps and bait. I carried my rifle at the right. Not because of the mysterious tracks, I told myself, but because of wolves

and the occasional rogue bear. My main trap line followed the frozen creek that fed into the lake, winding through dense forests before climbing into more open, rocky terrain. I'd been working it for years and knew every bend, every good spot for Martin, mink, beaver, and the occasional wolverine. The morning was crisp and clear, the kind of day that reminded me why I love this life despite its hardships. The snow sparkled in the early light, and my breath

plumed in front of me. As I worked my way along the creek. I set my first traps methodically, a series of conna bears for Martin near a natural funnel in the terrain, then some leg holed traps baited with fish scraps for mink along the creek bank. I was about two miles from the cabin setting a conna bear trap for beaver near a small dam when I heard it, a sound so out of place in the winter forest

that at first my mind couldn't process it. Long mournful howl that started low and rose to a pitch that made the hair on my neck stand up. It wasn't a wolf. I knew their voices as well as I knew my own. This was something different, something I'd never heard before. The sound echoed across the valley, bouncing off the distant mountains, making it impossible to determine its source. It lasted for nearly thirty seconds before fading away, leaving only the soft whisper of wind through the pines. I

remained crouched by the trap. Every sense heightened my breath. Shallow minutes passed. Then from a different direction, came in answer, the same unearthly howl, but deeper, more powerful. The two voices called back and forth three times before silence reclaimed the forest, two of them. The thought sent a surge of adrenaline through my system. I finished setting the trap with shaking hands, gathered my gear, and headed back toward the cabin at a pace just short of running. About

halfway back, I stopped abruptly. There in the snow, crossing my own tracks from earlier that morning, was a fresh set of the massive footprints. They came from the direction of the ridge to my west, cut directly across my path and continued eastward toward a series of rocky outcroppings. Whatever had made them had passed this way after I had within the last hour or two. The implications were clear and terrifying. It had been following me. I raised

my rifle and scanned the forest around me. Nothing moved except the occasional puff of snow falling from an overloaded branch. The forest was deathly quiet. No birds, no squirrels, as if every living thing was holding its breath. With my heart in my throat, I continued toward the cabin, no longer bothering to be quiet. Speed mattered more than stealth. Now every few yards I would stop and listen, then scan the trees around me. Nothing for more sasquatch ot

to see. We'll be right back after these messages, but the sense of being watched was overwhelming. The rest of that day, I stayed close to the cabin, setting traps in a tight perimeter and gathering firewood. I told myself it was efficient that I'd expand my range tomorrow, but the truth was I didn't want to venture far, not after what I'd heard and seen. As dusk approached, I built up the fire in the wood stove, and made

a simple dinner of beans and salt pork. The windows of the cabin were dark mirrors against the night, and more than once I caught myself staring at them, half expecting to see a face looking back at me. I cleaned my rifle, meticulously loaded it, and kept it within arm's reach. I decided to make an entry in my journal, trying to capture the howls i'd heard in words. I described them as neither human nor animal, but something that exists in the space between, like the cry of something

that once new language but has forgotten it. As I wrote, I noticed my hand was shaking slightly. I poured myself a generous measure of whiskey, hoping it would steady my nerves. Sleep came fitfully that night. Each creak of the cabin's timbers, each whisper of wind, had me sitting upright, straining to hear. But the hows didn't return, and eventually exhaustion claimed me. The next morning dawned clear and cold. A fresh dusting of snow had fallen overnight, covering yesterday's tracks with a

clean white slate. I studied the area around the cabin from the windows before venturing out, no fresh tracks, no signs of disturbance. Perhaps whatever had been stalking me had moved on. With renewed confidence, I set out earlier than usual, determined to shake off the previous day's unease and get back to the business of trapping. I needed this season to be productive. The fur market wasn't what it once was, but I'd built a reputeation for quality pelts among the

buyers and Yellowknife, and I had orders to fill. I headed west, this time toward a ridge where I often had luck with Martin. The sun was bright, glinting off the snow in a way that lifted my spirits. This was just another season, I told myself, nothing different about it. I'd set about half my traps when I found the first sign, at the base of a large pine. The snow had been cleared away in a rough circle about

six feet in diameter. In the center lay a neatly arranged pile of pine cones, surrounded by a ring of broken branches. It was deliberate, methodical. No animal I knew behaved this way. I studied the area around the strange arrangement. The snow was trampled by those same large human like tracks. They led away toward a dense thicket of spruce, where the branches grew so close together that I would have

had to crawl to follow. I marked the location in my mind and moved on, but my unease had returned tenfold. Twice more that day I found similar arrangements, once with pine cones, once with small stones from a creek bed, each time surrounded by those massive tracks. At the third site, I noticed something I'd missed at the others. The tracks around the arrangement weren't random. They formed a distinct pattern, a spiral that wound inward toward the central pile ritual.

The word came unbidden to my mind, and I couldn't shake it once it had taken root. These weren't random disturbances. They were deliberate constructions, messages of some kind. By midafternoon, a sense of being watched had become overwhelming. The forest, normally a place of comfort for me, now seemed full of hidden eyes. I decided to check my beaver traps from the previous day, then returned to the cabin. The first trap was empty, as was the second. At the third,

I found something that stopped me cold. The trap had been sprung, but there was no beaver in it. Instead, the heavy steel mechanism had been carefully removed from the water, disarmed, and placed on the bank. Beside it was another arrangement, this time a pile of beaver tued sticks formed into a crude pyramid. No animal could have done this, not even a human, unless they knew exactly how to handle conn of bear traps, which even experienced trappers treated with caution.

My mouth went dry. I was no longer alone in these woods, and whatever shared them with me was intelligent and deliberate in its actions. I abandoned the rest of my trap checks and headed straight back to the cabin, no longer bothering to hide my fear. The sun was already sinking toward the horizon, casting long blue shadows across the snow. I wanted to be behind the solid walls

of the cabin before darkness fell completely. I was within half a mile of home when I heard movement in the trees to my left, branches snapping under heavy weight, the soft crunch of snow underfoot. I raised rifle, aiming into the gathering gloom of the forest. Who's there, My voice sounded thin and reedy in the vast silence. No answer came, but the movement stopped. I could feel eyes on me, watching, Assessing I'm armed, I called out, trying

to sound more confident than I felt. Show yourself. For a long, tense moment, nothing happened. Then came a sound I'll never forget, a sharp, clear, whistling, almost like a bird, but too deliberate, too complex. It rose and fell in a distinct pattern, unmistakably a form of communication. I backed away slowly, rifles still raised, until I could turn and half run, half walk the remaining distance to the cabin. I burst through the door, slammed it behind me, and

through the heavy wooden bar across it. Only then did I realize I was breathing as if I'd run miles, my heart hammering against my ribs. Darkness fell quick after that. I lit the kerosene lamps, built up the fire, and tried to calm myself with rational thought. There had to be an explanation. Perhaps another trapper had moved into the area, someone with an odd sense of humor and too much

time on their hands. But the tracks and those howls, no human I knew could make sounds like that, I picked up the radio handset and tried to raise someone, anyone. The nearest outpost was a small weather station about one hundred miles to the southeast, staffed year round. I'd spoken to them occasionally in previous seasons when the isolation got to be too much. The radio crackled with static. I adjusted frequencies, fiddled with the tuning, but couldn't raise a response,

just the empty hiss of dead air. This wasn't unusual. Radio signals were notoriously unreliable in the mountains, but tonight it felt ominous. I checked and rechecked the cabin's defenses. The door was solid oak, the bar a thick piece of hard wood that would take considerable force to break. The windows were small, designed that way to conserve heat,

and shuddered from the inside with heavy wooden panels. The chimney was the only other entry point, but it was too narrow for anything larger than a Martin to squeeze through. I was secure, safe, That's what I told myself. Anyway. I tried to distract myself with one of the Westerns I'd brought, but couldn't focus on the words. They slid

past my eyes without registering. I found myself rereading the same paragraph over and over, my attention constantly drawn to the windows, the door, the sounds of the forest outside. Around ten o'clock I heard it, a soft, deliberate tapping on the north wall of the cabin, tap tap, tap, then silence. I froze in my chair, book forgotten in my lap, ear straining. It came again, this time from the west wall, the same pattern, tap tap tap, testing, searching. I sat rigid in my chair by the fire rifle

across my knees, listening to the methodical sounds testing. I thought they're testing the cabin. The tapping continued for perhaps twenty minutes, then stopped. What came next was worse voices, low guttural vocalizations just outside the walls, not quite speech, but not animal sounds either. A complex series of grunts, clicks, and what I can only describe as words without consonants. There were at least three distinct voices calling to each other, responding, conversing.

They circled the cabin for hours. Occasionally one would shake the door violently or scrape at a window shutter. I kept the fire burning bright and stayed in the center of the room away from the walls, sleep was unthinkable. Time in the early hours, when the fire had burned low, one of them climbed onto the roof. I heard the heavy thud of weight settling onto the rough hewn shingles, then the slow, deliberate movement across the peak of the

roof toward the chimney. I held my breath, staring at the wood stove, where a small but hot fire still burned. Would it reached down, try to find a way in the movement stopped directly above the chimney. For a long, terrible moment, nothing happened. Then a shower of snow and debris cascaded down the chimney, hissing as it hit the hot stove. Something larger followed, a bundle of some kind

that landed with a muffled thump in the flames. Acting on instinct, I grabbed the metal poker and fished the object out before it could burn completely. It was a small sack made of what looked like rabbit skins, crudely stitched together. Inside were three objects, a smooth stone with a natural hole through it, a small carved figurine that might have been meant to represent a bear, and most disturbing of all, a battered metal button from a coat, the same kind of button that was on the winter

PARKA hanging by my door, A gift, A threat. I couldn't interpret the meaning, but the fact that there was meaning at all terrified me more than any physical threat. Whatever was out there wasn't just some unknown predator acting on instinct. It was intelligent, communicating reaching out. Near dawn, they left as suddenly as they had come. The forest fell silent again, and I collapsed into exhausted slumber in my chair, rifles still clutched in white knuckled hands. I

awoke to daylight in a deceptive normalcy. Birds called outside, a squirrel chattered on the roof. For a moment, I wondered if I had dreamed the entire night's events. Then I looked at the floor. Underneath the single window on the east wall, where the shutter hadn't quite closed properly, was a line of huge, four fingered hand prints in the dust. Something had pressed its hands against the glass, peering in at me as I slept. I approached the

window cautiously. The handprints were unmistakable, twice the size of my own, but with only four digits, including an opposed thumb. The shape was broadly human, but the proportions were off, the fingers too long, the palm too wide. I placed my own hand next to one of the prints for comparison and felt a wave of vertigo at the size difference. I spent that day fortifying the cabin. I nailed the shutters closed, reinforced the door bar, and piled my heaviest

equipment against the walls. Part of me knew it was futile. If they wanted in, they would get in, but the activity kept the terror at bay. While working, I found more evidence of their presence. Tufts of dark, coarse hair

caught on the rough wood of the cabin's exterior. A half eaten rabbit carcass under the porch, the flesh torn with teeth marks larger than any wolves and most unsett A crude symbol scratched into the wood beside the door, a spiral similar to the arrangements I'd found in the forest. By afternoon, I'd convinced myself to try the radio again. I hadn't planned to check in with the nearest ranger station until next week, but circumstances had changed. I needed

to get out, to leave this place before nightfall. The radio sputtered to life, but produced only static. I tried all frequencies, even fiddled with the antenna, but couldn't raise a response. Whether due to weather conditions or other interference, I was cut off. My only option was the plane. If I could reach it, I could be airborne in minutes away from this nightmare. But the clearing was a good fifty yards from the cabin door. Across open ground,

I would be exposed, vulnerable. I watched through a crack in the shutters as the sun began its descent, the shadows of the forest crept closer to the cabin, dark fingers reaching across the snow. I had to decide try for the plane now in the last of the daylight, or spend another night under siege. In an attempt to organize my thoughts, I turned to my journal. I documented everything that had happened since my arrival, the tracks, the arrangements in the forest, the disarmed trap, the events of

the night. Writing it down somehow made it more manageable, transforming formless terror into concrete problems to be solved. My grandfather had been right about that. The decision was made for me when I saw movement at the edge of the clearing. At first, just a shadow among shadows, but then it emerged into the open and I got my first clear look at what had been stalking me. It stood at least eight feet tall, maybe taller, its body covered in dark, matted hair. But it wasn't the size

that froze the breath in my lungs. It was how it moved upright, like a man with a fluid grace that spoke of power and intelligence. Its arms hung long at its sides, massive hands clearly visible. Its head was set directly on broad shoulders, no neck to speak of, And though I couldn't make out its face clearly at that distance, I could see the eyes, dark reflective, watching the cabin, watching me. I'd seen bears, wolves, cougars, all the predators of the north Woods, none of them had

ever looked at me the way this creature did. There was purpose in that gaze, intelligence, awareness. As if sensing my gaze, it turned its head directly toward my hiding spot. We stared at each other across the clearing, human and other. After a long moment, it raised one massive hand and deliberately beckoned to me a clear, unmistakable gesture to come out. I recoiled from the window, my mind struggling to process what I'd seen, not just the creature itself, but that

human gesture. The implications were too terrible to contemplate, and stay tuned for more Sasquatch ott to see. We'll be right back. After these messages, within minutes, darkness fell completely, and the siege of the previous night resumed, but with greater intensity. The creatures, three or four of them at least, began systematically testing the cabin's defenses. They pushed against the door, rattled the shutters, even began digging at the foundation where

the cabin met the ground. Their vocalizations grew louder, more urgent, calls and responses, complex patterns that could only be language. Occasionally, one would strike the walls with what sounded like a heavy branch, the impacts shaking the entire structure. I crouched in the center of the room, rifle aimed at the door, the only point of entry large enough for their massive frames. Hours passed this way, a stand off between one terrified

man and the impossible creatures that under him. The darkness inside the cabin was nearly complete. Now I'd extinguished the kerosene lamps, not wanting to silhouette myself against the windows. The only light came from the dying embers in the wood stove, casting a faint ruddy glow over the room. I could hear them moving around the cabin, their heavy footsteps crunching in the snow. They're breathing, sometimes audible through

the walls. Around one am, a new sound emerged, a rhythmic pounding on the ground outside, not random or aggressive, but patterned, deliberate, one two three pause, one two three pause. It continued for several minutes, gradually increasing in tempo and volume. Then came the howls again, but not like before. These were harmonized, layered, almost musical in their complexity. The sound raised the hair on my arms, not just from fear,

but from something deeper, more primal recognition. Perhaps some part of me, buried beneath layers of civilization understood this as communication. Around three am, they changed tactics. The assaults on the cabin stopped abruptly, replaced by a soft, almost melodic series of calls just outside the door, coaxing enticing. When I didn't respond, one of them began mimicking human sounds, first wordless cries, then broken fragments that chilled me to the bone.

C come out. The voice was deep, guttural, the words malformed but unmistakable human speech, or a nightmarish approximation of it. Had they learned this to lure victims? Or had they been watching us, learning from us for longer than anyone suspected? No harm? I bit back a scream, pressing myself against the far wall. This wasn't happening. It couldn't be happening. Homess my name. They knew my name? How could they

know my name? I clapped my hands over my ears, unable to bear the sound of my name and that inhuman voice. But the voice continued, growing more articulate with each attempt, as if it were remembering how to form the sounds. Thomas Mercer, my full name.

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I lowered the rifle, my hand shaking too badly to aim. This was beyond fear, beyond terror. This was something for which I had no reference point, no framework to process. Father, cabin Father. I froze my father. They were speaking about my father. Had they known him? Watched him all those years he'd trapped these woods alone, or a thought too terrible to form fully had they been responsible for his death? Heart stop? Sorry, No, it wasn't possible. My father had

died of a heart attack. The autopsy had confirmed it. But out here alone in the wilderness, with strange creatures speaking my father's name through the walls of his cabin, doubt began to gnaw at the edges of certainty. Help him. Too late, I found my voice at last, though it emerged as little more than a croak, What do you want from me? Silence followed my question, so complete I

could hear the blood rushing in my ears. Then, after what seemed an eternity, the voice came again, closer now, as if its owner had pressed its mouth to the very seam of the door. See you know you long watch, long watch? The words echoed in my mind. Had they been watching our family for generations? Was that how they knew me? Knew my father? Why? I managed to ask? Why? Now? Why me? Others coming? Bad ones? Hunt us? Hunt? You

need alliance, alliance. The concept was so unexpected, so far from the terror of being hunted, that I couldn't immediately process it. They weren't trying to kill me. They wanted an alliance. What others? Who's hunting you? Men? Guns, trucks? South Ridge? Three days find us, find cabin poachers, researchers. I couldn't make sense of it, but the genuine fear in that inhuman voice was unmistakable. Show yourself, I said, surprised by the steadiness in my voice. Come where I

can see you alone. Then we'll talk. Silence again, Then a soft tapping on the shuttered window. Three quick taps, three slow, three quick, some kind of acknowledgment. The presence at the door moved away. I heard footsteps retreating, followed by a complex series of calls and responses as the creatures communicated among themselves. Then silence fell once more. I didn't sleep that night. I sat with my back against the wall, rifle across my knees, straining to hear any

movement outside. But the creatures had withdrawn, at least for now. The silence stretched, broken only by the occasional pop from the wood stove or creak of the cabin settling. As the first gray light of dawn seeped through the cracks in the shutters, I rose stiffly muscles protesting after hours of immobility. I approached the window facing the clearing, working up the courage to look outside. What would I see in the light of day, empty snow, those massive tracks,

or something worse. I eased the shutter open a crack and peered out. The clearing lay pristine in the early morning light, unmarked except for my own tracks from previous days. The forest beyond stood silent, the trees heavy with fresh snow that must have fallen in the night. No sign of the creatures, no evidence they had ever been there at all, save for the lingering memory of that voice

speaking my name. Had I imagined it all? Was this what my grandfather had warned about the mind playing tricks in the isolation? I rubbed my face, feeling the rough stubble that had grown since my arrival. No, the tracks had been real. The disarmed trap, the bundle dropped down the chimney. I glanced at the small table where I'd placed the objects from the bundle. They were still there, the old stone, the crude figurine, the metal button. Not

imagination real. With daylight came clarity and determination. I couldn't spend another night in the cabin. I would make a run for the plane, risk everything. On one desperate dash across the clearing, I gathered only what was essential, my rifle, ammunition, the emergency kit from under the bed. I checked the action on the rifle one last time, steeled myself and approached the door. The forest was quiet, peaceful in the

early morning light, no sign of the creatures. I removed the bar from the door with trembling hands and eased it open a crack. The clearing lay empty before me, the plane a tantalizing promise of escape just fifty yards away. I stepped out, cautiously, rifle ready, ies scanning the tree line for any movement. Nothing. Ten steps from the cabin, now moving as quickly as I dared through the knee

deep snow. Twenty steps halfway there, the attack came, not from the forest, but from the roof of the cabin behind me. A tremendous crash as something heavy landed in the snow, and then a roar that shook me to my core. Rage and hunger and something almost like sorrow combined in one terrible sound. I turned and fired in one motion. The rifles report deafening in the winter stillness.

The creature staggered but didn't fall. It stood less than twenty feet from me, even more massive up close, its broad chest showing a bloom of red where my bullet had struck, not a killing shot. Its face, God helped me. Its face nearly human, but horribly wrong, like something formed by hands that had only been told what humans looked like but had never seen one. The eyes, though, The eyes were the worst part, because there was intelligence there,

an emotion, and a terrible awful recognition. It roared again and charged. I fired twice more desperately, the recoil bruising my shoulder. The second shot missed, but the third hit it squarely in the chest. It stumbled, fell to its knees, but kept coming, crawling, now leaving a trail of dark blood on the pristine snow. I backed away toward the plane, unable to tear my gaze from the creature. It stopped its advance about ten feet from me, swaying on its knees.

Blood poured from its wounds, steaming in the cold air. It raised its head with obvious effort and looked directly into my eyes. Then it spoke one clear, perfect word in a voice that sounded as though it hadn't been used for speech in a very long time. Why I broke turned and ran the remaining distance to the plane, fumbling with the door, throwing myself inside. My hands shook so badly I could barely get the key in the ignition. The engine coughed, sputtered, then roared to life. As I

began taxing, I looked back. The creature still knelt in the snow, watching me, but it wasn't alone anymore. From the edge of the forest, two more of its kind had emerged, larger, darker, moving with terrible purpose toward their fallen companion, toward my cabin. One carried what looked like a crude spear. I gunned the engine and took off, the little plane struggling for altitude Below me, the three figures smaller, becoming dark specks against the white clearing, and

then vanishing altogether. As I banked away, heading south toward civilization, toward sanity. But something made me circle back, flying high above the clearing one last time. What I saw froze the blood in my veins. There were more of them, now, at least a dozen, forming a rough circle around their fallen comrade, and beyond them, at the edge of the forest to the south was what they had warned me about. Vehicles, three snowmobiles, and what looked like a modified all terrain

truck with caterpillar treads. Men moved around them carrying what could only be rifles. I wasn't the only human who knew about these creatures, and unlike me, these men had come prepared to hunt. For a wild moment, I considered landing again, warning the creatures, helping them somehow. They had tried to communicate, tried to form an alliance. They had known my father, perhaps even tried to help him, but

self preservation won out. I banked the plane again and headed south, leaving the cabin, the creatures, and the hunters behind. It took me three hours to reach Yellowknife. I landed at the small airfield on the outskirts of town, my mind still reeling from everything that had happened. The normalcy of civilization felt surreal after what I'd experienced. People going about their day, cars on the roads, smoke rising from chimneys, a different world entirely from the one I just fled.

I gave a statement to the local ranger station, A heavily edited version of events. I told them I'd spotted poachers near my cabin, men with heavy weapons who didn't look like legitimate hunters. I described the vehicles as best I could. I said nothing about massive footprints, disarmed traps, or creatures that spoke my name. The rangers promised to investigate, but I could see the skepticism in their eyes. Poachers weren't uncommon, but they rarely ventured so deep into the

back country, especially in winter. Without more concrete evidence, I suspected my report would be filed and forgotten. I spent that night in a small motel on the edge of town, unable to sleep, despite the comfortable bed and secure walls. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw that creature kneeling in the snow, asking me why as its life blood drained away. I saw the others emerging from the forest, moving to protect their fallen comrade. I saw the men

with rifles hunting them. Had I killed it? The question haunted me. I'd hit it at least twice center mass. But how durable were these creatures? How similar to humans in their physiology? It had still been alive when I fled, but with wounds that would have been fatal to a man. Three days later, unable to bear the uncertainty any longer, I flew back, not to land. I didn't have the courage for that, but to observe from above, to see what had happened in my absence. The clearing looked undisturbed

from the air. My cabin still stood no sign of damage or forced entry. The area around it was crisscrossed with tracks, both the large footprints of the creatures and the mechanical patterns of snowmobile treads. There had been a confrontation here, that much was clear. I circled lower, looking for signs of blood, bodies, anything that might tell me the outcome. Near the edge of the forest, I spotted something, a dark patch in the snow that could have been blood.

Beside it, arranged in a perfect circle, were pine branches, a marker, a memorial. Perhaps. I never returned to that cabin, told the authorities there had been a terrible accident, that I'd burned it down through carelessness. Better that than trying to explain what I'd encountered. Better that than admitting I'd shot a being that could speak, that knew my name, that asked me why as it died, did it die? I don't know. That question has haunted me for thirty

years now, along with another more terrible one. What if they weren't monsters at all? What if they were something else, entirely, something ancient, intelligent, a people who had shared this continent with us all along, keeping to the deep woods, watching us from afar. And what if I, in my fear and ignorance, had committed a murder. I live in the city now, haven't set foot in the deep wilderness since

that winter. I sold the trap lines, sold Claire, took what money I had and moved south to Vancouver, got a job in construction, eventually started my own small business as a general contractor. Married a kind woman who doesn't ask too many questions about my past. Had two daughters who've never heard the full story of why their father doesn't take them camping or hiking, Why he flinches at certain sounds in the night, why he still wakes sometimes

drenched in sweat, reaching for a rifle. That isn't they Sometimes on cold nights, when the wind howls around the corners of my apartment building, I imagine I hear those calls again, those complex melodic vocalizations that might have been a language older than human speech. I've researched them. Of course, what began as casual reading quickly evolved into an obsession that has consumed much of my adult life. In the early years after my encounter, I haunted libraries, requesting obscure

journals and anthropological studies. Through inner library loans, I traveled to small historical societies throughout the Pacific Northwest, pouring through local newspaper archives and First Nations oral histories. Later, as technology advanced, I built one of the most comprehensive private digital collections of Sasquatch related materials in existence. My background

in construction proved unexpectedly useful. I developed relationships with logging companies, road crews, and park rangers, anyone who worked in remote areas. I created a network of contacts who would call me when they found something unusual. Most leads went nowhere, but occasionally I'd receive photographs of strange tracks or structures deep in wilderness areas that matched what I'd seen. I attended cryptozoology conferences, listening more than speaking, collecting stories from believers

and skeptics alike. I funded small research expeditions, though I never joined them personally. The thought of returning to those deep woods still filled me with dread, but I couldn't stop myself from seeking answers from a safe distance. Over the years, I've compiled a database of over two thousand reported encounters across North America, categorizing them by location, type

of interaction, physical descriptions, and behavioral patterns. I've crossed, referenced these with meteorological records, lunar cycles, industrial development projects, and wildlife migration patterns. Patterns emerged that few other researchers have read recognized because they weren't looking at the full picture. What I found both validates my experience and deepens the mystery. There are geographical clusters of sightings that remain consistent over decades.

There are seasonal patterns that correlate with game movements, and most intriguingly, there are behavioral consistencies in how these beings interact with humans, sometimes curious, sometimes territorial, sometimes seemingly attempting communication. Most sasquatch researchers fall into two camps. Those who view them as undiscovered primates purely animals operating on instinct, and those who romanticize them as gentle forest guardians with almost

mystical qualities. My research suggests a more complex reality. They appear to be somewhere between intelligent beings with social structures and communication systems, but also territorial predators, capable of extreme violence when threatened. I've never told my story publicly. Who would believe me? Even in the community of believers, My account would seem far fetched. Sasquatch that disarmed, traps that speak human words, that warn of other humans hunting them,

that might have tried to help my dying father. It sounds like madness, like the product of isolation and fear and an over active imagination. But I know what I saw, what I heard, what I did. In recent years, as I've grown older, the urge to return has grown stronger, not to the cabin I could never set foot there again, but to the wilderness, to find them, perhaps to apologize, to learn the truth about what happened after I fled. I've resisted that urge. What right do I have to

intrude on them again after what I did? What guarantee do I have that they would even remember me, let alone forgive me? And there's a selfish reason too. I'm afraid of what I might find that there are none left. The men with rifles completed their hunt, and stay tuned for more sasquatch ott to see we'll be right back. After these messages that I am partly responsible for the

extinction of something ancient and irreplaceable. And so I live with my guilt, my questions, my half formed theories about what they were and what they wanted from me. I lived with the memory of that voice speaking my name, of that dying creature asking me why. As I fled some nights when sleep won't come, I take out my old journal, the only thing I kept from my trapping days, and read my frantic entries from those few terrible days. I study my own words, looking for clues I might

have missed, for some meaning behind it all. And I wonder about those men with rifles. Who were they government agents, private collectors, something else. Entirely, I've never seen any reports, any news stories, any evidence that would shed light on their identity or purpose. It's as if the entire incident never happened except in my memories and nightmares. But it did happen. I have the journal entries to prove it.

And I have the small bundle, the creatures drop down my chimney, the old stone, the crude figurine, the metal button from my coat. I keep them in a locked box in my closet, taking them out occasionally to remind myself that I didn't imagine at all. The hold stone, I later learned, has significance in many indigenous cultures, a seeing stone or portal between worlds. The figurine, which I initially thought represented a bear, I now believe was meant

to be one of them, a self representation. And the button. The button was a connection, a symbol that they knew me had been close enough to take something from my clothing without my awareness, a message, in other words, one I was too frightened to understand until it was too late. I'm sixty three, now retired from the contracting business. My

daughters are grown with children of their own. My wife doesn't ask anymore why I still check the locks twice each night, why I keep a loaded rifle in a hidden compartment by our bed, despite living in a safe neighborhood in a peaceful city. She accepted long ago that there are parts of me she will never fully know or understand, but lately, I've been thinking of telling the story,

not publicly. I still have no desire for the ridicule or unwonted attention that would bring, but to someone who might understand, someone who might help me make sense of it all before I'm too old to seek answers. That's why I'm writing this account now, not for publication, not for validation, but as a record, a confession, perhaps a warning, because I believe they're still out there in the deep woods, watching and waiting, and I believe they remember me, the

man who shot one of their kind and fled. I wonder sometimes if they've learned more of our language in the decades since our encounter, if they've observed our civilization from the margins, adapting, evolving in their understanding of us. I wonder if the one I shot survived. I wonder if they still speak my name in their gatherings. A cautionary tale about the danger of reaching out to humans.

And I wonder, with increasing frequency as the years go by, what might have happened if I'd stayed, if I'd found the courage to face them, to communicate, to form the alliance they seemed to be offering. What might I have learned what insights into a different way of being, a different relationship with the wilderness. Might they have shared. I'll never know. That opportunity, if it ever truly existed, is

thirty years gone. Perhaps they're all gone, too, hunted to extinction by men with rifles and snowmobiles and no concept of what they were destroying. Perhaps I witnessed the last, despert attempt of a dying people to reach out, to find an ally to survive. The thought is almost too painful to bear, and yet I hold on to a small, fragile hope. The wilderness is vast, and they had survived there unseen for generations before I encountered them. Perhaps they

still do. Perhaps somewhere in the deep woods of northern Canada, far from human eyes, they continue their ancient way of life, watching us from the shadows, remembering the trapper who discovered them and then betrayed them with three shots from his rifle. If they do still exist, I hope they've forgiven me. I hope they understand that I acted from fear and ignorance,

not malice. I hope the one I shot survived somehow, And I hope as I approach the end of my own life, that they find a better ambassador from humanity than I was, someone with the courage to stay, to listen, to understand, someone worthy of the trust I betrayed. For me, I lived with my choice and its consequences. I lived with the knowledge that I turned my back on something

extraordinary because I couldn't see past my own terror. I lived with the memory of that voice speaking my name, and that single devastating question as I fled why, a question for which, even thirty years later, I have no adequate answer. My research led me to a particularly disturbing account in twenty ten that has haunted me ever since. I was corresponding with a former logger named Frank who had worked in the Olympic Peninsula during the early two thousands.

He'd been reluctant to share his experience, even anonymously, but after months of cautious exchanges, he finally sent me his handwritten account through regular mail no return address. Frank had been part of a small crew doing preliminary surveys for a logging operation in an extremely remote section of old growth forest. The area hadn't been logged or even properly mapped protected for decades. By a combination of environmental regulations

and sheer inaccessibility. His crew consisted of five men who would spend two weeks at a time in the forest, mapping terrain and marking trees. On their third expedition into the area, things began to go wrong. Equipment disappeared from their camp. Strange structures similar to the arrangements I'd found

around my cabin, appeared overnight near their tents. They heard vocalizations at night that they initially attributed to owls or other wildlife, but which grew increasingly complex and seemed to surround their camp. The crew leader, a veteran lagger who had spent thirty years in the deep woods, recognized the signs. He told them they were in their territory and that

they needed to leave offerings and show respect. The other men laughed it off as superstition, but they followed his advice, leaving small piles of food at the edge of camp each night. For several days. This seemed to work. The disturbances lessened, the men grew complacent. Then came the night that changed everything. They woke to screams. One of the men dragged from his tent by something immensely strong. By the time the others had grabbed flashlights and rifles, he

was gone. Only a trail of blood and broken vegetation indicated the direction they followed. Immediately, of course, five hours of tracking led them to a clearing where they found the remnants of their colleague, torn apart with a ferocity that Frank described as not animal, not human, but something worse than either. The body showed signs of methodical dismemberment, not consumption, a warning not predation. What disturbed Frank most was what they found arranged around the body, their own

offerings from previous nights, placed in a precise circle. Their attempt at communication had been acknowledged and rejected with terrible finality. The official report listed the death as a bear attack. The logging survey was quietly abandoned. Most of the crew left the industry entirely afterward. Frank's account had the ring of truth that I'd learned to recognize over decades of research, the specific details that matched patterns I'd seen across hundreds

of other reports, but which had never been publicized. I've collected other accounts of aggression and violence, though few as extreme as Franks. What emerges is a picture of beings that are not simplistic monsters, but complex territorial creatures with codes of behavior we only dimly understand. They appear to

have boundaries and expectations, communication systems, and social structures. They can be curious about humans, even attempt some form of exchange, but they can also respond with calculated violence when those boundaries are crossed. This complexity only deepens my regret about my own encounter. Had I been approached out of curiosity?

Were they attempting some form of peaceful content at that my fear transformed into a threat, Or was I being tested, evaluated, perhaps even hunted until I demonstrated my capacity for violence. I'll never know that uncertainty, more than anything else, has been my punishment these past decades. I've considered many times

organizing an expedition back to my old cabin site. Modern technology trail cameras, audio recording equipment, thermal imaging might capture evidence that was impossible to obtain in nineteen eighty seven. But something always holds me back. Perhaps it's fear of finding nothing, of confirming that they're gone. Perhaps it's fear of finding proof that they remain that the one I shot either died or survived, and that others remember what

I did. Or perhaps most terrifying of all, it's the fear that they might remember me not as an enemy, but as someone who failed them when they reached out, that they might still be waiting for the alliance that proposed, still fighting their own desperate battle against the men with

rifles who hunt them. The question remains as it has for thirty years, suspended in that moment when I fled instead of staying, when I chose fear over understanding why, I still have no answer, only the weight of a choice made in terror, and the lifetime of wondering that followed in s

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