Warning the following programme is not for the weak hearted. Those who are close minded or in general you're scared to learn what's behind closed doors. Here at Sapphires Airplay. I want you to pour the wine, grab somebody that you want to hold on to or better yet get the vibration stimulated through your body. Get ready for one hell of an air gasm in 54321. What is up all you sexy mother fuckers out there in Radio Land? It's your girl sapphire. You know I have to say this right now.
I have my very first in bedroom studio guest in like a year and a half. Other than Benjamin, the Man, Mr Suit and Tie, no one else has been in studio in the same room with me for about a year and a half. So yes, I'm excited. I'm excited. I'm honoured. This is my girl, Sabrina Perry, very dear friend of mine. She is a screenwriter, writer, director, poet, Tara reader. But that's not what I brought her on to do today. She is going to interpret some dreams. So, Sabrina, thank you so much,
girl. Thank you. Thank you for having me. This is my first podcast ever. This is like a since I've moved to Los Angeles. I say it's like a rite of passage sort of thing. So it is, it's either you have to start your own or you become a guest or something like that. So 1000%, welcome to the show. Boo, Boo. Thank you. I'm glad to be popping your podcast, Cherry.
We're gonna have fun today, man. I don't know about any of the earbuds out there, but I feel like I have very vivid, wild dreams and sometimes I just cannot make sense of it. And yeah, I'll, I'll look up, you know, look them up on the Internet. But I never thought to hit you up and be like girl. So I had this dream yesterday, and maybe you can make some sense of it now. Ben and I have moved in together. We've slept together many a nights together and all that.
But to have consistent nights I I feel like I should have came with a warning. I have night terrors like no other. Like I will flat out scream. Wow. Scream like somebody is killing me. And sometimes not. Even just like once a night. It's like sometimes 234 times a night. Hmm. It will happen. And I feel like a lot of times like cause my mom suffers from a lot of she'll have very vivid dreams. She'll have like similar dreams where she's kind of scared a lot of times.
People that have anxiety and if you're particularly going through something that's super duper stressful, you will probably more likely have dreams like that where you know they are more terrifying in the sense, but they're not. As not as dire I would say as like like how they make you feel, Yes. It's kind of like it's almost like your brain is telling you how like your body feels when
that's under stress. Like, it's funny because even when I talk about it with my therapist, I was telling her because it was scaring Bane a lot. Like, he was getting alarmed. He was like, yo, you need to tell your therapist about. This. He's always up at like 4:00 AM exactly. He's like, I have to sleep like kind, but it's like literally, even as a kid I have had, you know, night terrors, you know, it was to a point where I can watch certain movies, you know,
before bedtime. And I love horror films. Everybody knows this. I love, love, love horror films. I love true crime. You know, the bloodier the better. But what I've noticed now lately in my dreams, especially with him, it's sometimes as if someone else is in the house. Now, mind you, he sleeps on the side where there's a 9th. So we're ready to go. Yeah. You know, some. It's some shit went down. We got a knife. I got the man in the bed. We're cool.
But at the same time, I'll have these vivid dreams where I literally feel like there's someone at the foot of the bed right next to him, grabbing him, grabbing me. I've had dreams where someone's hovering over me and then I wake up because I'm screaming. Yeah. And I know you're not supposed to wake somebody up, but I wake myself up because I'll hear Ben and he'll like, quickly grope me to kind of, like bring me back down.
Yeah. But also I feel like the ongoing stress of as earbuds, I've been telling y'all, I'm not on Twitter. So if you're asking why have I not been tweeting, I'm not allowed on Twitter. I put I posted about this on Twitter though. Thank you, of course. They have a lot of my a lot of my friends and audience are astrology, spiritualist, tarot people. So I am. I'm very excited to do this and I'm hope I hopefully they listen and I hope so too. I think they will, yeah.
I couldn't. I can't tweet anymore because of my soccer and that's been causing a lot of night terrors too. Yeah, I mean that probably, you know, that fear of having a stalker is probably, you know, much in your brain and your subconscious now that you feel like he's going to come and take you. And that's probably manifesting in your dreams. It might your terrors might literally just be about that.
It's not. There might not even really be much more deeper things to it. No, I mean, it's sometimes, you know, whatever I dream of or watch the last, I'll have a dream about and I'll see that person in my room and it freaks me the fuck out. Yeah, but lately most of them have been about him. But it also happens when he coincidentally was calling. Yeah, I mean you probably.
I mean, everyone has intuition. So you when you have dreams like this, you know, even for myself, I've had certain dreams that kind of like premonition something like someone's coming around or you know, something. You kind of just have that feeling. So I it's to be mindful of that as well. And also I was gonna say to you, do you notice that these dreams kind of happen more closer to your cycle? You know, that's funny. It depends. Definitely have had, you know,
some night terrors where. Yes. But most of the time when I'm having like closer to my cycle is definitely sex dreams. Like my sex drive of course, is higher, so then I'll have sex dreams. But it's not about with my partners. Yeah, it's with random folks. Yeah, folks from the past, people that I haven't even really given a thought about. And I'll, you know, it would feel so real.
It will feel real as fuck I I've had dreams about childhood crushes, celebrities having sex with me at a sex party. I've had a dream. Ironically, here's one So yesterday when I woke up this morning at a very vivid dream that went all over the place but one I vividly remember was for some reason my mom was meeting my girlfriend. OK, Michelle, who's been on the show and shout out Michelle. He's shout out to Michelle and I think she's going to be listening to this one. But like, legit.
My Mama was hidden on Michelle. That's funny. I was like, what the fuck is going on here? That's so funny. That's that's really interesting to me. Hmm. Cause your mother, you know, whether you see your actual mother or someone in your dream that kind of represents your mother, that's just obviously it was definitely my mom. So it was like it was weird because one my mom, you know, with me being polyamorous, it's not like I can really openly talk about it. Yeah, me being Poly amorous.
Let me not say Polly polyamorous. I know that's always the the Turkey. It's the tricky new phrasing. Now it's it's like it's Polyam. I'm Pollyanna, not Polly. Yes, there's a big difference. I'm not a it's. It's like, well, yeah, but I also, you know, we don't want to be racially insensitive now because Polynesians. Yeah, it's true. I didn't think of that. So that's, that's the new thing. But yeah, it was just weird because it's like, here's my
mom, I love her to death. You know, for the most part, my parents are very understanding. But you know, there is a side of me that they don't understand about polyamory. It's something that we really don't discuss, and that's cool. So it was just weird to me. My mom was in this room, my daddy wasn't, but my mom was, and she's meeting my girlfriend, and it was seemingly like she was either gravitating to her really well or that she wanted to have sex with her.
And my mom, for the record, is a very straight woman. Like, did she have wild days? Probably. So I don't know how wild they got besides what she and my daddy did, and I'm scarred for life, but. OK, some of us figured out when we were conceived and we were a New Year's baby. Oh, I was a honeymoon baby in Mexico. Nice. Yeah, a lot of tequila infused. And here's the funnier thing, 20 years down the line. My cousin who had just called me and her husband when they got married.
Mexico is one of their favourite places. They went to Mexico, they went to the same club that my parents got fucked up by and add me. There's something in that area over there and they girl fertility something. I'm not going to this place called Christines, OK? I'm just not. I'm not going to the Christines bar in in Puerto Vallarta not going cause I might come back pregnant in an 8 happening. No babies for me, please.
No, but a real quick I did look in my handy dictionary because even though I'm a dream interpreter, there are so many things you can dream about. So having multiple dictionaries is always important. And then I will come up with my. Own interpretation as well. I really appreciate you doing that because that just shows that you, yes, you can be a specialist and expert in something, but you can always refer back to books. I cannot stand it when experts and I put in quotations. Experts.
Yeah, they just rather go off the Dome and it's like, no motherfucker, Can you please have some research? Doctors do it. They have their nurses in doctor doctoral handbooks. So can you. I'm not going to be the source of everything.
I think it's also kind of like. Laying off, I would say it's kind of like a shame thing too, that people, it's kind of like almost like an imposter thing that they feel like also with like her school system, like you get tested, you know, it kind of feels like people, you know, when they're in, they feel like they're quote unquote expert or something because they study it for so long. They feel like they don't have
to learn anymore. And what I've learned about life so far in these 26 years of living is that I'm always going to be a student of life. If anyone is an astrologer, I have a Sagittarius Midheaven, so I'm always up for learning and teaching and all that fun stuff. I was just about to say what the fuck is a mid heaven? So you have so in your astrology chart. You will have houses. So when you have your ascendant, you have four points.
Your ascendant, you're descendant, your IC, which I'm like blanking on what that's kind of like, It's kind of like more of like a lower point. And then you have your mid heaven, which will be kind of like your mid heaven will be more for your career. Kind of like where you're going, where you want to see yourself. Kind of the kind of above it.
Whereas like your your lower points can kind of represent what you already know, kind of what you come into this life knowing even sometimes past lives as well if people are resonate with. Doing that past life record.
Like right now what's the word I don't know but connecting with our past lives and it also will talk more about your family like on that lower point interesting mid heavens more it talks more about that side of the chart is more career how you present yourself social circles and school kind of like that's that more side of that chart. So I will say, see your mother in a dream does indicate that pleasing results are kind of
coming and. Also, I think when you see your mother, you know it is a symbol of like what mothers mean to you, you know? And I think your mother getting along with your partner is something that would be really important to you. So I think seeing a dream of it is actually indicating that it might be more pleasant than you
may think. You know, everyone has that, those jitters before you meet, you know, parents meeting their partner, you're always afraid how they're going to like them and then you know they're so you're they're so into your partner, you're like what like you were. It kind of beats your expectation. So I think it's honestly a good omen that. To get even more in touch with like your feminine side. OK. And for example, like, it's kind of just like like the masculine versus feminine energy.
I don't always like to categorise that binary because, yeah, let's talk about that. Because when I whenever I am, I'm not astrological at all. Like, yes, I know I'm an Aries. I was literally just having this conversation with a friend of mine and I was like, I don't even know what the fuck a rising sun is, you know, I I don't know how to find that. I've tried, you know, websites, they don't register the city that I was born in, which is very weird.
Interesting. Woodland Hills is not on these charts. I would honest you don't have to be that specific. A lot of times you could just put Los Angeles cause it's more or less for the time zone. OK, it it doesn't matter location but. I mean, like my father, for example, is born Italy in the smallest town that's not going to be on the thing. And I mean we we do all of our Italian family, we try to pull up all their charts. Ohe goodness.
So getting as close as possible is always just advised. You know it doesn't have to find my rising sun then. I think we did it a long time ago. I know I'm an Aries born at 6:15 in the morning. I. Actually, remember your big three? Oh shit, I have a very. Benjamin actually said I probably have a strong synapse.
From remembering people's birthdays and their big three because I have such an interest, interest in it, which I'm like, yeah, probably coming from the man that's always like OHGI, me and astrology. Yeah, yeah. Anyway, you are. I remember I did this a while ago. You were a airy Sun, Libra moon. Leo rising. And I remember this because I remember I asked you one time. I said, you said like maybe you did like a poll on your Instagram.
I was like ask about ask me any questions or like, let me know something. And I was like, I really thought you were a Sagittarius rising for some reason. And you looked it up and you were like, no, I'm actually a Moon Leo rising. And I was like, OK, cool. And then another time we did it. And the reason why I remembered is because I am a Libra, Sun, Aries, Moon. So we had the inverse. OK, so that's why I was always able to remember your chart. So we're not toxic signs, right?
You know, for the record. Sister signs, actually. Oh, I love that. We're very much like. Our kind of balance. Or like Aries can kind of be the they're like the brave children of the Zodiac. But the first sign, you know. Yeah. It's not that say like Aries are immature. That's very. I don't like to, you know, kind of put fraud broad strokes over it. Yeah, like 4th record. I get mad when I go onto these like little Instagram accounts that they talk about, you know,
the signs and everything. Everybody seems to shit on Aries a lot. They put them in the same category as like a scorpion and I'm like are y'all fearful of a fucking sex warrior. Very like we know what the fuck we want in life. Well, it's funny that you actually compare to your Scorpio, because Scorpio and Aries are ruled by both ruled by Mars traditionally. OK, so they have similar energies of the planet and that that kind of that Aries has that fiery like.
Kind of is ready to start things, you know, very much a go getter, you know, and is very much willing to speak up for little person. Whereas people don't always kind of give Aries this rap that they're immature or they know they just kind of always want to fight. They're kind of picking fights, whatever. They're very loyal and they're very much like protective as well. And that's a lot of times people
don't see that side. And they're just have a lot of energy that sometimes people I think maybe intimidated by, I could see that. And where it's funny where And then your sisters, the Libra, are the scales. You know, they're ruled by Venus, but Venus and Mars, I would say, are like besties in the sense that they get all they, you know, Mars really does really well with venous signs, which will be Taurus and Libra. So Libras are like diplomatic.
They're a little bit less, they have a harder time deciding things, whereas like areas are much more like. They decided faster. Interesting. Where you know we kind of that's where our balance kind of with our sister signs but we because we are also the media like Libra technically like mediators so and Ben is a Libra. So and it makes sense it it seems like out of the guy signs I've ever came across his sign is the only one that has one
stuck around obviously. But at the same time, it's like I do see the lion Libra is also a Lion. No, Leos are the lion. Leo's are lions. What are libras? Scales. Scales like the justice scales. Oh, that makes even more sense because he is done. He is like at the end of the day he justifies certain things is I don't want to say he's an overthinker, but he definitely is a well like out of the relationship. He keeps me more balanced than I keep him balanced. Yeah, if that makes.
Sense whereas you probably on what you give him is drive and you give him kind of that energy push to go do things that. Where he might be stuck around too much in his head, whereas you kind of help him get out of that while he helps you. That's kind of let the balance, which is funny because that's what he does for me. I drive him because he drives me because I'm always chaos, like I'm the organised chaos as we call it. He's the more disorganised
chaos. So it's before we get started with anything I forgot to even get more about. You oht yes Wayne. Like you know listeners are probably like hold up save like how do we know Sabrina's legit? Sabrina, when did you know you had this gift? Because again, I had a another spiritual psychic on last week and you know, we were talking about this and she's a Reiki healer as well. Awesome.
And so we were talking about, you know, these foe psychics that we'll just walk up to you and be like your aura and it's like, well, hold up, you got to ask for consent to even try to read me and shit. So it's like, again, you know, from your perspective on things and you know, we see people on Instagram more than ever now because of COVID, you know, saying like, hey ioffer readings. So, Instagram. TikTok, Twitter. Yes, Facebook. So what? Metaverse. Whatever it's called now.
Meta space. Whatever. Yeah, whatever The fuck it's supposed to be meta. You suck ass isn't. Twitter can kiss my ass too right now. Get me fucking reverified. Get me the fuck back on Twitter. Stop using the hands of abusers. Stop listening to abusers anyways, cutting back to you. When did you discover you had this gift that you needed to share with others? It's very interesting question.
I love to answer. Growing up similar to you, I've always went to Catholic school, so I've always been more spiritually aligned to religion, more or less. These more recent years, I've kind of straight away because of just certain connotations that come with the church.
And as I've gotten older learning different perspective but nonetheless I've always had the had an interest in spiritual matters and my mom also had a very strong spiritual matters like interest in spiritual matters matters. And she always would have like a dream book, like a big dream book that you would look up all your dreams on. It would have like a little like psychic test in there. Kind of gave you like all this like how to.
And I remember just being a kid and that was like my favourite thing to go, my mom's room for. I was just look out my dreams and me and my sister would just like go through and just like figure them out. And they had like very beautiful artwork, so. I find that funny. As, you know, most people as kids, they they try to find, you know, mom and dad's sex toys or condoms and it going through mommy and daddy's clothes. Oh no, Oh no, no, no. I don't care anything about my parents sex life.
I love that it's away from me and I like to keep it that way. But yeah, she it was never like it was a hidden thing either so it was very easily accessible. But I've always been into dreams. Whenever I would have one, I would look it up. I was just trying to, like figure out what it meant. And, you know, I always thought it was cool that, like, dreams don't always mean like they're literal meeting. They do have a kind of like something. They're telling you something
else. Yes. And I've always just been very in tune with my emotions as well, even if I couldn't really decipher what they were. I've always felt a lot. So I always liked dreams and that's. And then my family's just kind of like a spiritual Christian. Well, more Catholic, I would say, because I don't know, I feel like sometimes Christians a little bit. Kind of like a broad strokes
term. There's always been, you know, the the ongoing debate of, you know, Catholicism and Christianity. You know, they do draw similar lines. Yeah, I mean ongoing thing. It's like in my family too, we got Catholics, Judaism, and then we have Christianity. It's like everybody's all over the place. They're pretty still monotheistic at the end of the day. Absolutely. Everybody believes in a certain God. You know, one piece of religion believes that Jesus. You know Rose from the dead, the
others do not. So you know there's not that much of a difference. The stories are pretty much the same. It's just somebody believes in the Old and New Testament. 1 believes them. Just the Old Testament. Everything else was bullshit. There you go. There's another day where we'll talk about how Jesus was actually in astrology thing. But I've definitely heard that before, which is very interesting. I watched a TikTok on. It. Oh my Lord.
Well, I I, I follow a lot of people that actually study this stuff, but then the source it as well. But they kind of talk about the stars aligning and how Jesus is actually a Pisces. He's not a Capricorn. I mean, no Capricorn would sacrifice their life for humanity like a Pisces would. I'm not saying Capricorns aren't possible of doing that, but when you meet Capricorns like sacrificing themselves for the good at like people like that. They don't exist. They're slim.
They're like slim picking a little bit. They're just like, why? You know, they look a little bit more questioned. They're little. They're a little more Saturn rules. So they're just like kind of like there's like restrictions and stuff with them. So they're a little bit like, I don't know about that. So back to the origins. So yes, so, or rather I guess my.
Order your origins. So then I've I've also like my family's been very superstitious as well because my family is also from Italy. The boot, yes. So they have where they're towns are from. I've learned over the years that they've known witches and they've known, you know, there's a lot of, how would I say, superstitions as well. I know I said that already, but it's like. Do you have anybody who talks or sees the dead? Not exactly.
So my mom has a lot of visitation dreams from past family members that passed on. She did have an aunt back in Italy for a while who also read tea leaves and coffee grounds. Love that. Which I also got a cup and I'm going to Start learning, so I'm very excited about that. But she had. So there's always been, despite being Catholic growing up and knowing that, like some of the stuff is like a sin and it's like satanic never felt that
way. And I was always like, I kind of called bullshit on that for a very as a young age. But I never really felt like I had time to really invest in it till I got older because I just didn't really know and I was hacking your kid. You kind of other things to worry about. Yeah, you want you come into your own about different things, and then you tap into your other talents later on in life. Yeah, because something called
to you. Yeah. And then I would, I remember as a kind of growing up as a teenager, you know, I was, as I got a little older, my mom would tell me she was been to psychics. You know, she they've told her very accurate things. You know, she always talk about these visitation dreams. So eventually I I tricked my way to a psychic. What and and one of these kind of these St psychics.
You know, it's not to say that all these people that are kind of trying to take advantage of you or anything, but I felt like the woman I went to and she said to me I had a family curse, which I was like, I wouldn't doubt that, but I was like, OK, cool. But she wants you. They kind of want to keep coming back and back, of course, and spending a lot of money. You know, the the she was trying to get me to pay like $200.00 to lift this curse.
And then the fuck. And then if you do it and then she'll always have something else to say like, oh, it didn't work fully. We got to keep doing it. You know, like it's kind of something like that.
And that's where, you know, I had that experience really young and I thought, you know, especially now that I started reading cards doing dream interpretations, I don't like to carry myself and just kind of this come back and see me in a month or just kind of just feel like you have to come back and see me. And like if people, I have returning clients, you know, I never, I don't like to push
that. You need to come see me because I feel like that's when the messages lose their legitimacy. That makes sense because it's like how many messages can someone get per session? I I wouldn't. Think that is psychic reading is like going to a therapist every week. I mean they look at your they might look at your hands and do palm reading, but it's usually very basic and they'll probably, they'll probably say the same thing to a bunch of other people.
Like if I talked to some other people that have had they've gone to psychics where this has happened to them. Their stories probably pretty identical to mine. If time allows, we might have a live reading. Oh awesome, I would love to get one. You know, something brief, but. I think it would be interesting because again, last week, last episode, there was a brief
reading. And again, full disclaimer, my guest had no idea that I was going to take earplay on a break from the audio side and go back and doing, you know, possible visual projects moving forward. So when she was saying all this, it was like, yeah, girl like. This is legit. This is the truth. And how I, you know, want to move into a different direction creatively. Because I'm not getting any older. I'm not. I'm not young, but I'm not old. Yeah. So I still have room to grow.
Yeah. So it's. It would be interesting to see what you have to say and what's been going on with me. Yeah. Because I haven't been sharing too much. So it would be interesting to see. Yeah. I do want to get into, you know, as we were talking about subject matter, sex dreams. Hmm. Sex dreams are very interesting. If they are. I've had ones that felt like I said real as hell, where I woke up coming. I've woke up. What? I've woken up so aroused I have to roll over.
And if there's a partner next to me, I got to act upon my actions consensually. Of course, You know, most of the time, if you know, I go to before I go to bed, there's always like a blanket consent, you know? But yeah, sometimes all I just like. Wake him up with the case and if they allow a little touching then I'll go straight to the business to act on those dreams. You know, from one website I went on to sleepfoundation.org. You know, they said that sex dreams are considered normal.
They're quite common. More than 70% of people report experiencing have sex dreams at least once in their lifetime. And I bet that number. I bet it would be even probably, like close. Like maybe like 98%. If people sometimes people probably forget them, they might not even know they remember them. So that's that's an interesting number, but very, very, very, very, very common. They even say that, you know, most people dream. Excuse me?
Most people dream. Of those, you know, people that they have sex with, most of them they recognise, but it's not someone that they're technically sexually attracted to. Hmm. What do you interpret sex streams like for you? What are sex streams, as someone who you know, studies these spiritual realm of? Psychic healing. Sex dreams, Are they necessarily like, you got to act upon them? Or are they just, you know, something that's just running through our minds?
Because, you know, when we're at a dream state, our mind just wanders. Sometimes we can be the especially for people who are asexual, if they woke up and had a sex dream, what does that say for someone who does not have any interest in sex? Sex dreams almost always relate to intimacy in your life and that doesn't always have to be romantic. Pharmacy that having a more intimate relationship with yourself with friends, family. I I kind of said this in my tick tock when I was talking about
sex dreams. I did like a little quick one but like even maybe one more intimate relationship like relationships at work or with your work. But I would disclaimer with work like you know make sure it's professional and you know it's you know you're allowed or you know that can kind of get into some uncharted territory. Interesting You said that because there was an earbud submission of a sex dream with the boss. Uh-huh. Should we go in that and then
come right back or should we? Let's I'll say let's give a little bit more definition because I want, I want to help some people, please. Of course so but then we will jump into the boss because a lot of times also with sex dreams, despite also being about intimacy, the role of the person you have sex with kind of can talk about things that you are trying to attain. So it depends on their archetype. Like you know you you mentioned, say your mother say if you had a dream where.
Again, it wasn't me having sex with my mom. No. It was the fact that my mom seemingly came off sexually interested in my partner. So I think maybe that would conclude to something where you want your mom to have more intimate relationships, maybe with your partner or in the sense that a little more closeness. It could also mean, like good changes coming. It kind of talks about that as well, because I do feel like sex does kind of can change us.
It depends. I mean, I know virginity doesn't really actually exist, but there is that, you know, that change of life from virgin to non virgin, Absolutely there is that change. You know, when you have sex. It does change your dynamic with a person, whether it's good or bad. And it depends really on how you enjoy the sex and the dream as well. That kind of determines whether it's, you know, kind of a positive message or kind of like wouldn't want to say negative.
But something you might need to work on or focus on that might not be at. It's just not positive, you know, It's just kind of real. But I definitely think sex dreams just kind of to talk about intimacy with even yourself too. A lot of times the partner you are having sex with from the dream is a reflection of yourself, more or less. Whereas like if you see two people having sex, that's going to talk more about your relationship with someone. When you're saying like you are
watching somebody. So it might be like, voyeurism. Yes. OK, so if you're, you know, you see other people having enjoyable sex, you're like, ooh, OK, like that's what that talks about. Interesting. What about when people have said that they have have like they've seen themselves, but they're hovering over their bodies having sex. Or like in here's here's one, some people go into a Dreamlight state when they're having sex with their partner.
So they might go into that. Dream state of hovering over their own body and seeing themselves in ecstasy with their partner? Yeah, What do? How are those interpreted? I haven't really dealt much with people that have had that antibody experience with, um, actually during sex. I think that would also kind of conclude to subspace as well, kind of that that's kind of where my head went. I think it's more of like a
comfort thing. OK, that's where I think it's just kind of like enjoying just the pleasure of it. What about a date? You know, what's the difference between people having just dreams when they go to sleep versus a Daydream? And it might be involved in sex. Hmm. Is there any connection?
Would you say or I would say there is a connection because I feel like if you are daydreaming about something you secretly want, maybe I wouldn't say secretly want it but more or less want it. On a subconscious level, you are daydreaming about sex. I guess you do want to feel close with people you know, and you kind of want to, especially sometimes when you're daydreaming. Like, I know from my own experience that you usually daydreaming about having sex with someone you you like, you
know you want to have sex with. So it's more or less like kind of kind of like a mental masturbation almost, I feel like. Hey, masturbation is good for the soul. So I I feel like the difference between like the Daydream is kind of you know, it is more of a control. I would say daydreaming is probably more similar like lucid dreaming. If you can achieve that, OK, because you kind of have that control over it because you are kind of awake.
I mean, you can let your imagination run free and it kind of is daydreaming is seeing your imagination in your waking life, whereas regular, regular dreams throughout the day. If you just have like these these regular images, you know, it's just kind of your brain just processing like what's going on around you, the images it's seen, it's kind of dealing with what it saw today. And you know, it's kind of dealing with some stuff you might have seen five years ago
and you totally forgot about. You know, it's just trying to cycle things and your brain doesn't wonderful job at trying to release things that you don't really need to know anymore. Like you don't have to remember every little detail. You know everyone's name. You know people certain, you know sometimes they will be, you will remember them out of the blue and you're like totally forgot that you actually like had this and it unlocked something in you, right.
Which dreams kind of have that funny doing. But they usually, you know, dreams when they unlock something like that it's usually for a purpose. But it's easy to tell. I feel like when you just having a dream, just a dream, because when you wake up it's that's what determines, I feel how important the dream was. I like that. So there, there you go, folks. Sometimes the sex dreams are not as important as you may think.
Yeah, they're just kind of you may, you may feel also if you feel like you're having sex dreams where at a time where you're not really having sex with your partner or you're just not having sex in general, you kind of want to you want to be close with people. You kind of want that. And I I wouldn't be surprised if in this COVID, I don't want to call it an error because that's a little long, but it might
become an era. But in these times of COVID that people are craving intimacy and trying to want to be with more people, I wouldn't be surprised if these kind of dreams are more common right now. Absolutely. Because people want to share that intimacy again and they
want to feel loved. You know, kind of our brains want us to feel, want us to remind us that our brain does love us. Not to mention, it's scientifically known, and I've said this in probably almost every episode leading throughout this. Again, we are still in a pandemic. You know, the human body needs physical touch and not just from ourselves. Yeah, sure, we can love each other, We can touch each other. But to feel intimacy with somebody else, it doesn't always have to even be sexual.
A hug. We were deprived of hugs for a year, yes. Hugs. Kisses. Just seeing somebody. Face to face, Yeah, right now I have to say I'm feel I'm fulfilling a need. I have not had anybody face to face with me in a studio, yeah. That's that's being glorious. This has been great. I feel like the last time I well, there was the time where for fuck university I helped. I did that little photo shoot with you guys that was probably like, but that again you were with Benjamin.
So you know it's a little different, A little different when you also see him all day. Exactly. So it's nice to have. Somebody outside of my intimate relationships to be like, fuck, this is what it's like to interact again. Yeah, you know, we're all relearning things. And again while. Changed. A lot of this has changed. I mean, to say that I was the same person I was at March 2020 would be false, and that's OK. That part, well, it's also, you
know, with having sex dreams. Like I mentioned earlier, they all they do denote change, so that is important to know. If you do have you know things are changing around you. Um. And I think a lot of times when you do have sex dreams, you kind of want to, you kind of want to see what's going to change around you. But you might be hesitant as well.
So you kind of because a lot of times, especially if you have sex with someone that you previously were involved with, if that kind of keeps repeating, I feel like you're kind of craving that what you had at one point. We're missing those feelings. And you don't always have to necessarily miss that person in the waking life. Like you don't know, they could have been toxic for you in a
relationship. You know, you just kind of maybe end things on good, good or bad terms, but you might just miss that those just those physical feelings of, you know, pleasure too. Because we do live in a society that kind of feels like pleasure is almost like a reward, not like a it's it's not a right, it's a privilege.
Almost. Yes. Especially think of Bob's Burgers quote, where I know this is very random, not about sex at all, but it's like the kids at school are making fun of Tina and Louise goes, that's our job. That's not, it's a privilege, not a right.
So every time I say that, I always think I'm literally quoting Bob's Burgers for all the OG Bobs burgers fans out there like myself, which you know, side note, I think Bob and Linda are an awesome couple to. For the record, y'all, I have no idea what just what the fuck she's talking about, but I'ma let her talk. So I mean I saw this on Twitter.
I don't know if anybody has seen this any of your audience members, but they were like talking about like animated characters that they think would be good or at giving head and they put Bob, Bob Belcher first. I don't know if you ever seen Bob Belcher. I I've. I've seen drawings of these folks. I've seen like photos of them, but I have never sat and watched. Episode of My life. That's so funny. You would. I think you would really enjoy it.
People, that's the thing. Like like side note, here we go on and tangy. And I don't really watch the animated comedy shows. The only one that's really stuck with me that I've like, really gravitated to is Netflix's Big Mouth. That's the only one I love. I'm pretty sure there is some crossovers with the voice actors. Oh, very much. I really loved Bob's Burgers. This is very since they have a there's a funny they have a couple episodes. They've dedicated a lot of times to Valentine's Day.
Like every year they do something and it's. Always most shows, and it's always like Bob and Linda's thing, and they're always really bad at Valentine's Day. But they love each other, which is the really funny, ironic thing. Like, they're a perfect couple, like, but when Valentine's Day rolls around, they're always just kind of like, like. Like what do we do? But they had this one episode where they Linda does like A7 just almost like an advent calendar.
What the for Valentine's Day because Bobby so bad at it that she plans things so like the one night they get like sexy dice and it's like it keeps rolling to like lick foot and like just like things and like one night he has to strip tease for her but like his windows open and the people across the street are
like yelling things to him. They're like they're they're just making fun of him But then he keeps going just like out of spite because and he just could only and he's like all I could do is kind of just like round his hips around like it's it's I really liked Bob's Burger. I really like Bob's Burgers because it's not satirical, OK? It's just more or less like, genuinely like just this family dynamics. Just like the they're quirky and they're just like they own a
rat. They work in this restaurant that doesn't do well and it's kind of just they like get into shenanigans with the town and they're just like, they're just so like loving and comforting. I don't know. But I digress. About. Oh, it's fine. I'm gonna take a sip of water. Take a sip girl. Alright, let's interpret some earbuds extremes. And it's very interesting because you've already pointed out. Them. And without even reading these, which is great, she's kept them a secret from me.
I have, so I don't want to start off with a sad one. So let's do a fun one. Let's do it. Not a sex dream, but an ongoing dream. I'm running through a field chased by I kid you not Jason the dude with the hockey mask. For the record, his name is Jason Voorhees. Then at some point, lock eyes start to dance. Then it cuts to me seeing dead bodies all over the woods. Sometimes it's versions of me from the past, sometimes it's people who've bullied me.
Am I a psycho killer or should I stop watching horror films late at night? Well, well, I definitely don't think you're a psycho killer. Whoever submitted this stream, I think you're probably a very nice person because you actually are able to see in your dream that proceed past versions of yourself. You're never gonna be the same person over and over again. So I think that's actually kind of cool that you do. You see different versions of
yourself. Now, the fact that they said they have seen like the dead bodies of their pasos, does that mean that they technically are killing their own past or is that too literal thinking? It's not that it's. I wouldn't say it's too literal thinking. It's more or less like a version of yourself that allowed things to happen. Like I don't know what this
person is like. OK, so this person went through some bullying and I saw, you know, I saw something recently where I was talking about how in the part of the healing process you have to kind of also grieve out the the version of yourself that allowed that to happen. So it's kind of a, it's almost kind of strength rewarding in a way that, you know, you were able to overcome and kind of rejuvenate yourself from.
Dealing with these hardship, and especially with bullying is so, so hard and especially when you're a child, you know makes much more of a difference. Absolutely. Because that's kind of ingrained, you know, your brains not fully developed, going to carry into your adulthood. Yeah. And I think actually this person has done a lot of good work with healing from that and standing in their own. And I would like to congratulate them. I do think being chased, Let me
see what the book says. Chase chasing dreams are very common because you might be trying to quite literally be running from something. But let me see what this says. Chase, chase, chase. OK, so the dream of being chased suggests a comfortable life with new friends and family. So I think you're actually like you might. I feel like a lot of times this person also might be stuck in their head sometimes about this past.
And I think why they see these these kind of like gruesome things is to show you how much they've cleansed themselves of it. So they're they're actually, you know it it kind of comes off bad, but it's actually a good a good meeting let they're like they're they're moving on from it. OK. And to kind of not look back at it, because when you stay stuck in the past, you will kind of you know, you won't grow anymore, you know? You can't dwell on your own past. You gotta move forward.
I mean, it's not to say that you should forget the past, right? Because then you might be doomed to have it repeat. So it's kind of learning from it. It's kind of also it's trying to say to you, I think it's also kind of commenting on like being present this dream, because I feel like, you know, that movement, you know, you're just kind of rushing around things. So it's like trying to, you know, take a moment to be mindful of like what's going on.
And also it correct me if I'm wrong, is Jason wear a mask? Jason dies, as the person pointed out, wearing the hockey mask. Yeah. So it's definitely something that has to be uncovered as well, something that that something that looks one way on the surface but might be something else underneath. All right, so yeah, and especially watching scary movies
before bed will. Trigger, trigger some of those images to pop up because your brains processing them and that's like the last thing it saw before you shut your eyes. So it's going to be very, I feel like it's gonna be very prominent in front. OK, here's another one. I'm a gay man, 46 years old, and yet recently, since going to my first play party, all I seem to be having is dreams of having
orgies with women. I've been out of the closet for almost 30 years, been married twice and recently started entering the swingers lifestyle. While congratulations for finding out about that about yourself in that way. And disclaimer, this type of dream does not.
You know, I'm not trying to speak for this dreamer, but if they don't feel like, you know, they're, you know, they they're very proud and being attracted to guys doesn't mean that they are going to, you know, maybe switch, Well, I won't say switch, but like kind of easing the bisexuality or anything. I would actually say that this person is kind of has to deal
with their, uh, feminine side. Interesting because like I said earlier, when you're having sex with someone, usually when you have sex with someone, other people in our dreams are reflections of ourselves. I don't know if you've ever seen Inception. I have. So in Inception, I think this is another movie that really struck my. I loved it because it was all about dreams. But the projections in the dream
are protectors. They kind of, you know, like the whole scene where they know they're kind of infiltrating whatever. But when you have a sex with someone, especially someone that you know some some type of gender that is not your usual interest, will definitely talk about getting being more intimate with your feminine side, especially for from a gay man doesn't really matter, they're gay man. But because they kind of already have this, there's kind of that stigma that gay men are more
feminine in nature. So maybe there maybe this person trying to resist that a little bit. Or there maybe they have to be more in touch with when I say feminine, I disclaimer, I don't mean just, you know, woman. I mean more or less like nurturing, protecting. So not so much flamboyancy. Yes, not flamboyancy. Not trying to be a stereotypical woman. Traits. I'm talking about that nurture. That kind of just that care. There's like a career to it.
It's not to say that masculine energy doesn't care, but there is that more like comfort, you know, that deals with comfort and dealing with just being in with yourself and just kind of in your emotions as well. Maybe also like this is not to say for this dream, but you know, if they are going to certain parties, maybe they feel intimidated by some of the the women there. OK. Or maybe they feel, hmm, depends on the dream dreamers kind of
like perspective. I'm not saying that this dreamer in particular is intimidated by the women at these parties, but maybe kind of want to take a like a note from their playbook. Got it Almost. Because I feel like there is typically a kind of a dynamic between men and women, men and women specifically. I'm not talking about non binary people or people that do not identify with the gender binary
when they go to sex parties. There is this kind of like, you know, those stereotypes, you know, our society doesn't stop. No, when we go into these types of parties, so you. See all different walks of life. You know, I've been to queer sex parties, but they were queer sex parties that were more LED towards. Vulva vagina owners I got, you know, I've also been to queer sex parties where it didn't matter. It was just queer, you know, So
you saw all walks of life. And then of course I've gone to your, you know, your typical straight, you know, sex parties. But there's also bisexual women. I haven't really been to one that's had bisexual or gay men per se. And if I did, I wouldn't know because, you know, it's not like I'm going through every room to see who's going to. Makeup, yeah, But I'm pretty sure you know, if you're into the lifestyle. They could just be hanging out, chilling and and not even necessarily having sex.
The physicality of sex being involved. I also think maybe this person, maybe they're they might not feel like they have strong intimate relationships with women in their life. Maybe they need to work on maybe working on attaining them, or maybe not so much working on attaining them, but maybe they crave that kind of that connection and that is why they're having these dreams. And it also can. I'm not saying this is to the
dreamer. I don't know anything about this dreamer, but it could also be dealing with like your relationship with women in general and how you how you perceive them. Here's another my boss and I seem to have a sort of eye fucking going on, but I've never acted upon it. One night I got a little high and started masturbating. I fell asleep, then had to write down this vivid dream of us. I was in our copy room doing the usual duties when he came in and bent me over over the copier.
It felt so fucking real. I woke up and even had a puddle of my own cum. Oh my gosh. A few weeks later, my boss relocated to another job site. Did I conjure his moving OHP? That's funny. Well, honestly, I feel like a lot of times when you have like the boss archetype, hmm, superior. What does this boss have traits of that you would like to acquire for yourself and that you would like to kind of be more, um, one with, you know, maybe this. You know a lot of types bosses are.
What are they? Leaders? What leadership skills do you want to work on? Do you do you feel that maybe you you want to promotion or something like that? Let me see what Let me see if I could see Boss here. But I would definitely. I definitely think that also like it is on your mind, you know, it's one of those things that it's common to have that.
One thing I found in my research too was that they said when you have sex with an authority figure, they say that it may and like you said, you're seeking approval from someone in charge. Yeah, you want the approval from them and then you. Also this book says this book sometimes is a little bit. I feel like this book sometimes has fear mongering messages. Oh, because this one says liking your boss in a dream. Which I mean, this person is liking their boss.
Because they've. I fucked, but they never acted upon it, which is great professionalism at all times, yes. And so liking your boss in the dream means you need to watch your back at work. So interesting, I would say even for this person like you know, they are very professional, but if they felt like it sometimes maybe they're like OK, maybe I need to like tone it down a
little bit before I keep going. I want to let everyone know I am looking at 12,000 Dreams interpreted by Gustav Hinman Miller, revised and updated by Linda Shields and Lenore Scom. Scammell, Scammell. I Don't Know How to say. I'll put it in the description of the episode so folks can get it. Yes, it's it's available at Barnes and Nobles and probably on your Kindle. Awesome. So yes.
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your own dreams. Yeah, So yeah, I would say. This also says to dream of OK, so this person isn't being a boss. So I would say to this book says to dream of being a boss means that you will soon fail at your job or career. But clearly this is not what the person had. They had a sex dream. So they want to be more intimate with their leadership side. They want to be, you know, they want approval from people that they look up to as well, especially they might even in
their work like of their work. I'd be very interested to see what this person does for a living, but I can only. I wish they wrote it down. I'm going to Daydream about it and I will make it up for myself, but no, just kidding. So yeah, let me go back to seeing intercourse. Which one is that? I have a lot of sticky notes because I've been trying to write, work on my blog where I sorry, I'm just trying to look where I talk more about this
kind of thing. I've talked about driving dreams before and I've been working on water. Dreams and water. I'm from Philadelphia. I don't know if anyone could tell. So what are dreams have deal with a lot of emotional things. And there's so much to go into water. Dreams because you can swim. There's storms, there's rivers, there's, you know, bodily water, you know, so it's a lot that. So, yeah, they seem pretty comfortable in this, in the
intercourse they were having. So I definitely think there was happy changes. I mean, it kind of sucks that I think it was funny that there was a change after they've had sex with this boss. In their dream, at least. You know, I think it does, kind of. I'm not going to say that this dreamer conjured their boss away, but I definitely think that maybe this final dream was kind of like a nut from the universe that this is kind of
bleating. Hmm. Speaking of fleeting, I don't want to say that this is too much of A trigger warning, but this one is not also on. Cute. What does it mean to dream of an abusive ex? Especially when you were never really sexually attracted to? My current partner says They hear me moaning, even sometimes saying their name. The ex. This ex was the worst. So why am I dreaming of someone who hurt me?
OK, before I start this, I would like to say that if you do, if this person was abusive to you, no matter what I say, I still think you should talk with it. Someone who's a professional mental health provider, I definitely think that even if in the dream they're having pleasant sex with this ex, I still think it was an unpleasant experience. So what the book says that if you have uncomfortable sex, is that your way of thinking about a relationship will change, but
not always. For the better, I would say, but not for the better. I think that's a little subjective and I I don't actually kind of agree with that for this interpretation. Yeah, because they're obviously, they've moved on to a different relationship. I think as someone who was also a survivor of sexual abuse at some point, I think a lot of times our brains are processing that. And they it kind of is kind of a
little bit of a memory thing. And it's kind of like your brain is almost trying to wrap around like where was the intimacy? Like how can you be this close with me and still hurt me? Like, I still I think when you have dreams like that, it it does talk about like kind of trying to figure out why. And I think when you do have these kind of replays in our in your brain, you're trying to like look back and see what has happened, you know why like where did things go wrong, you
know and that sort of sense. I also feel that having a dream like this can, you know, it doesn't really say anything about their current partner. Cause considering the circumstance of the dream, I don't really think that I also can kind of ate my. I know this kind of is kind of a positive spin on it, but it might indicate that they're actually having intimacy in their waking life with their new partner despite having these dreams of this ex partner.
I would also say to this person, which I should have mentioned a little earlier, but actually it's probably a perfect timing. You know that sometimes when you have sex with people that are, you know, I would say look up their name. I saw this on a someone, another spiritual person they post on their Twitter. I wish I remembered their handle
right now. But they said, you know, sometimes when you have dreams of people that you don't really, you know, know or you know, maybe just look up their name meaning like everyone's name has a meaning, a meaning to it. See what that has to say. Cause a lot of times that might have something to do with it as trusting. So like say if you have um, sex with like a Michael, right?
You could if you look up Michael's look up the name Michael you'll probably every hit will probably be like Mark Michael Archangel. Michael Archangel is a protector you know that's his archetype protection kind of this clearer like clearer of obstacles type archetype. So looking up name meanings does excuse me help with deciphering these dreams. I think it's also dream of strength too. I kind of think it's a strength
from leaving. That MMM. Because that makes sense because it is kind of there is that strength that I think when especially when you are in abusive relationships, that sexual intimacy is kind of a hard thing to break. But I congratulate this person for doing so and I hope that they heal from this And I definitely think doing some work like spiritual help with, um maybe their womb area or their kind of sacral chakra area might really help them with this as well.
But then again, like I said in the disclaimer, you know, definitely seeking mental health provider to go through that. I probably, you know more times than not they probably already are dealing with that. But a lot of psychologists have studied dreams. You know, Freud had his book, then Carl Jung had his book, and then they whatever. Whatever. So most of your therapists are able to talk about these things, so that's a good thing. But yeah. I think we have time for one
more. Awesome. Hey Saph, My wife and I have one kid together. She recently got her tubes tied. However, I keep having this recurring dream that we're having another. I have no desire for another child. She dies. We're both against getting a surrogate. And again, I have no desire to carry another, so I'm assuming. She carried the first one. Hmm. Is this dream telling me I'm selfish or just simply a dream of missing the joy of being
pregnant? It's very interesting that, you know, a lot of people, some people do enjoy being pregnant. Some people have very negative experiences being pregnant. And it it seems like again, for someone who says that they are against and this is no offence, but for someone saying that they're against and no desire to have a child, but yet you end it with. The joy of being pregnant. Hmm. Saying, I definitely think there might be a need to relax here a little bit too, because arousal.
Arousal and dreams can also kind of indicate maybe it's time to step back. Because we kind of, we did have some some other dream interpretations here that were a little bit more in like a stress inducing. So it's like, OK chill out. Like it's OK like that's, you know, part of enjoying sex in our waking life You have. It's good to be relaxed and calm because you're not going to have the same experience or it's not going to be even good.
Right. If you're not in a in a in a clear headspace, I wouldn't say positive. You don't have to be like, oh so happy that day, you know, to have sex. But I definitely feel that. Can you can you read the second and third sentences again for? Me. I'm gonna read it. She recently had her tubes tied. However, I keep having this recurring dream that we're having another. I have no desire for another child. She dies. We're both against getting a Sergei. And again I have no desire to
carry another. OK. So I also feel that you know they that you know when you cause it's more about pregnancy. So if we were talking about pregnancy, we talk about semen. We talk about the egg. We talk about birth, right. But and this can sometimes be like, oh this maybe is foretelling and she's got someone want her or her partner is going to have it be pregnant. I'm kind of getting the sense that it's two women. Oh no, it is definitely too women.
Definitely too. Women, I'm definitely picking up, right? But I would say too, where you keep having dreams, where you get pregnant or I've had them even when I was like a child and I was like, what the I'm like, why am I having pregnancy dreams? Pregnancy also holds this meaning of new creative ideas that they're synonymous with each other.
OK, Where you can feel like there's going to be some new creative endeavour on your horizon, or that you guys might want to be invested in. Creative does not have to just be about art or you know something that specifically creative like art. I kind of something already up there, but it could also be about creative design. Maybe they want to do something with their home that can also be something that's you know deals with that as well because home
life, you know that's pregnancy. Having children, that's home life to me and I think there was kind of be like maybe like a new this. Girls be like a new season in their relationship together as well. So that's pregnancy always comes with this notion that something new is going to arrive. And sometimes it is very literal that a someone will end up pregnant and a new baby will
arrive in this world. And other times it's other things like when I was having them as a as a teenager I was like I'm I was not a sexually active teenager the slightest. But I was a very create. I'm I was a creative writer. So a lot of times when I would have those dreams, they were kind of premonition that I'm gonna have a new idea or some something new was gonna come to me that I can work on. It's not always necessarily financial, I would say.
I wouldn't say, you know, could be financially beneficial late, it might have to do with something with finances later. But I would say it's more like that, something that needs to grow as well, like a garden almost. Like that. Well, earbuds, y'all guy. A bonus long episode tonight and I'm loving it because again, you know, sometimes it's just some. Like you get caught up in the information that's provided and something's. Want to be said If you want to hear more from Sabrina?
Sabrina, where can they get in touch with you for services? They can reach out to me on Instagram at Sabrina E Perry Perri Not a Y and I Through there, I have a link to my website and then in my post as well when Ioffer Tower readings, they'll have an email that they can reach me at. I'm still working on my I'm still working on having bookings on my website. I'm still I'm. I have a hard time tech savvy sometimes. It it is OK? Cause I feel like at the same
time I'm the same thing. I'm the same way. It's like, I don't know, I feel like sometimes I'm just focusing. I'm like trying to create things and I'm like, I know what to do. I have so much to do. I don't even want to start, but I would say just hit me, send me a DM, send me an email would probably be the best bet. If you wanted to book a reading with dream interpretations, I will say for my dream interpretations, I don't just interpret your dreams, I also give you a tarot reading.
So we kind of take what your dream says and then we're like how we're going to apply this to your life and like where to go from there. Because I feel like sometimes from my own experience of looking at my dreams, it's very much like these one sentences like, oh, you're gonna have good luck and good fortune or something. You're not gonna get something. Watch your back or you know, like how somebody. Solutely quick little sentences.
So I like to use that extra insight to decide to kind of get a deeper meaning of my dream. Well, again, follow her at Sabrina Perry on Instagram. Yes, please, Perry. Perry Oh my goodness. I got to put that in the bio thing. Yes, make sure you follow Sabrina E Perry because I think you would go back in the past of Sabrina Perry's past. And Speaking of going into the past, we have one more eargasm to go. Next week we have the return of Opal McLean. She came on a couple ear gasms ago.
I want to say earlier of last year talking about, you know, being a thick woman in in shape, fitness wise, she's a female football player. I remember. I remember that. Yeah, it's going to be good because, you know, we got to feed the soul for Thanksgiving, whether or not people like to celebrate, you know, this terrible holiday. Or just want to get fat on the holiday, but we are taking A twist on it from the last time we spoke. It's gone.
It might get a little heavy, but I think this is very interesting. She wants to centre it around how white supremacy affects our nutritional health in ways to avoid it this holiday season. That is very interesting. I am. It's a very heavy topic as well considering that even though I am a white girl, I've definitely felt I'm plus size. So dealing with that, that stigma from doctors, like I'm getting a well visit soon.
I'm already mentally preparing that, you know, they're gonna tell me I'm completely healthy, but I'm still gonna need to lose weight and that's been my life since I was a child. So and I've always been tall and you know, I just was just grew big fast. So I'm very interested to see where that takes you. We're going to feed your soul and your mind, so get ready, earbuds. It's not going to. It's still going to be sexy because this is Sapphire's earplay.
But at the same time, you know, I always have to hit you guys with some hard stuff. So of course there will be a trigger. Morning depending upon the content matter, but we are going to feed your soul, your body and your mind next week with Opal. With that being said, ear buds. Remember, you can follow me at Miss Radio Sapphire. That's MSRADIOSAPHIRE of course. At Sapphire's Earplay SAPHIRESEARPLAY and visit the new Miss Radio sapphire.com.
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