Ep 167 November update: Hurricane Helene, Taking Down False Structures, & A New Prosperity with Sarah Poet

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Hello, good people, beautiful community. This is Sarah Poet. Thank you for tuning in to this episode. It has been a while. My apologies if that was confusing. I definitely did not intend to stay away so long. It was almost as though I tucked into a period of quiet that apparently was needed. We also had Hurricane Helene here in the Asheville, North Carolina area at the end of September. That was definitely jostling.

So I have been, you know, focusing on my home and nest. Yes, our apartment was safe in the storm. I feel very, very blessed about that. I had taken a salaried position over the summer to cover, you know, just to put stability under my son and I. I really needed that. And apparently that was short-lived because I lost that salaried position in the storm.

So that, you know, kicked up some of the resource fears and I've been working through those.

In a really steady and really beautiful way like this time really has allowed for some really deep alchemy around really long-standing things so that's been wonderful so i've really enjoyed not going to a day job actually you know that's that's not for me probably in short spurts or consulting spurts great actually like I loved I loved having a paycheck again to be honest like I loved having that like buffer but it's so you know like what can we really like rely on and count

on you think you have security and a paycheck or you have security in a house are you know humans make our best laid plans and then you know nature creation all of the forces good bad etc they have been and we respond and we adjust and that is definitely one of the. Lived experiences of being in the region of Hurricane Huene. I don't know that I'll go a lot into this podcast about what that has been like. I mean, it rattled the entire region. It cleared the grids.

I'm tracking this in the Earth, in the energy fields. There's a massive, massive transformation.

Going on in the like grid consciousness in Asheville I think we are moving into a future earth timeline what we would call like the new earth in the Asheville area it's beautiful that that is happening it's amazing and you know the things that I've been tracking and talking about for a few years like moving into regenerative frequencies moving into quote unquote a new earth It's like, well, what does that require? What does that actually mean and look like?

And so in the next episode of this podcast, I'm going to publish a conversation that Mary Costello and I recorded actually today as I'm recording this here. And I talk a lot in that podcast about false structures and what I was seeing in the grids and in Asheville. Maybe I'll get into that a little bit in this episode too, but don't miss that next episode. The next couple of episodes of this podcast are great. I've already recorded the ones that come after this.

So it's so good to be back and it will be consistent and yeah, definitely finding my voice again. Yeah, I think I'll talk about that a little bit more of this, like finding the voice and the truth. And this podcast episode is going to be a little bit of updates about what I'm seeing in the field, you know, what's going on and how I'm relating to that.

And it is my intention that something I say here, be medicine for your soul, as we're all traversing these very, very interesting times on the planet. Yeah, so in the sacred remembering community, we've been talking about letting go, like shedding, you know, shedding the metaphorical steak skin, really letting go at an alchemical level of what is not serving and what is blocking,

you know, you standing in the truth of who you are, we standing in the truth of who we are. us. I think I said that grammatically incorrect. So, you know, this space, the Sacred Remembering community, it has been really strong. In my absence from the podcast, the community is stronger than ever. So I definitely invite you to take a look at joining that live community if you are just wanting genuine women's community in the way of a soul evolution, right? So we put these intentions out there.

We have these monthly themes, we have monthly community calls, monthly energy calls. And so November was really feeling to me to be this theme of, you know, what really must go so that you can stand erect in the truth of who you are, so that you are so connected to your own God's source connection, so that, you know, you can really be the person that you are here and meant to be. All of these words that I speak, they're great words. And then, you know, and then the magic starts to happen.

The actual alchemy starts to happen. And I personally have gotten real uncomfortable. That is the truth. I have gotten uncomfortable this month. And I also know that that's really beautiful because there was like a version of me, the version that was like, okay, I need to put a salary position under me right now. There's nothing wrong with that, by the way. The version that's like, well... You know, I'll think about these certain things, but I won't take a stand on them.

Or I'll let this, you know, group of people assume that I am okay with A, B, or C, or think the same, but I don't want to cause, you know, rifts, and so I won't really say anything. And, you know, this period of time, I'd say October, November, and then we've had the elections in the United States at the beginning of November. And that really threw me as well, because I wasn't aware of how much extreme polarization was actually going on in many people.

And because I'm not attuning to that, And then it became so much more apparent after the election. And, you know, when I started to share some of what was true for me personally, it was as though people in my life thought that I stood for one thing, and then they were like, oh my gosh, you're, you know, not as this or that as I thought. And I'm actually being specifically nebulous here because it's not about the stance or the political affiliation.

I'm not exactly trying to get into that, which I don't have a stark political affiliation anyway. That's not at all in alignment with who I am. So you know but but it's like I'm looking at the energy I'm looking at the agendas I'm looking at the mind control I'm looking at the confusion and I'm like whoa this is where we are so I just made you know a couple of like story posts and things like that and that little bit of.

Standing in that alignment was polarizing enough that like a long-term friend canceled me in a text message you know for example um so and I laugh because it's like really like that's it's separation you know at the core really my point being that propelled me to realize like in an in another way, in an additional way, that it is important for me to stand more in what we say in this podcast is like my truth, right?

But when we say stand in the truth of who we are, what we're talking about is like stand in the frequency of who you are, stand in the source alignment of who you are, not in the fighty polarized, you know, quote unquote, quote, like, this is my truth of the moment. This is the truth that I have to shout across the line. I'm not talking about that so much as like, what do you know, because you have lived it? What do you know, because your experience has brought you there, right?

And so, like, my experiences with. Such hardship in the last few years, like, and finding the roots in, you know, the SRA influence and these like interdimensional forces and this and that. It's like, I've gleaned so much from that that I'm not...

Sharing very loudly or sharing very potently. And so that was like the implied invitation from that whole election, you know, that thing. And then it was really interesting.

I, I living this now, this initiation and truth telling about this topic of like the job and the resources and the journey with that and oh boy oh boy I do I want to stop right now I want to like stop recording I want to not say these things right now but one of the asks that my soul is literally giving me and God and the universe is literally giving me I have a funny story to tell in a moment is to own the whole picture more so.

Like, can you hold in both hands, Sarah, what is so rich and so meaningful and so good and what is hard? And what has been hard and difficult has been the financial prosperity for me.

Not always, but when I was kind of more locked down in my energy in the last two years as a result of like a shit storm of extractive behaviors from you know all over the place I just like was genuinely exhausted and and I don't feel that I need to like go into that so much but yeah there was there were these extractive things that happened and I was like holding them and trying to manage them and you know trying to

kind of like I stayed silent about some things as a woman about like some pretty. What's the word? Like, well, wholly inappropriate things that had happened in this last relationship that I was in. It was almost like an assault, like a sexual assault that happened at the end. And when I spoke that I didn't like that, you know, everything ended. And it was just like coming up against these like dominator forces, these extractive forces that I couldn't make heads or tails of entirely.

And it just, it was so utterly like depleting to my feminine. And I went through a time of like deep sadness. You know, I've written about this. I've talked about this. It's been like a frigging long time. I'm sick of it. 2024 has been a whole other like beautiful re-emergence and maybe I'll do another podcast episode about like the main themes about 2024 because now in hindsight it's so rich what has actually been like alchemizing and anchoring in but the financial piece back to that was hard.

Now I know and I've talked about this for five years on this podcast like you know and this is this is mine to do right like this these core wounds that we come in with so I've always wanted to live in the full expression of the truth of who I am and have the prosperity match that and I really believe like that's really the only way that it can be and should be right and that can also be difficult because, you know, the path to truly and fully standing in the truth of who you are,

that's not the fighter kind of spirit. That's not the, well, I'll live out loud on Instagram and social media in some ways, but over here be struggling silently in other ways. This is like, I'll stand in the full and integrated truth and offer from that space. And I am still very much learning. I plan on being, you know, an active learner my whole life.

So, so what was happening after the storm, after the hurricane, and after losing this salary jobby job that was nice for, you know, as long as it lasted, it lasted exactly three months because I had eye care, eye insurance and dental insurance for exactly like a week. So I got to use that, you know, thanks God for, for my new glasses.

But it's like, you know, you can't make this shit up. These timelines are so funny. So, so. Yeah. So this funny story. So this was like stripped away, right, with the hurricane. I actually, I felt it coming. The storm hit Thursday night into Friday morning and the Monday before I knew that things were ending.

And then that Tuesday I don't know this group of three of us as women these medicine women we we put a snake in the ground like we buried a snake the one woman had a vision we had to bury the snake the snake went into the ground under this big tree and then I jokingly was like well if an earthquake happens in Asheville tomorrow we'll know why like Tuesday literally before the storm, right? So lots of things weaving together. But even as I left work that Thursday, I was packing my office.

I literally knew somewhere in me that I wouldn't be back. And I actually didn't want to go back. So that happened. And then the resource fears came up, right? Like they will. Like, oh, okay, well, I have this much money right now. And, you know, I don't know when the next money is going to come and everybody's freaking out the economy, local economy is collapsing.

And like, what am I going to do? So, so part of my intuition was like, you know what, it's going to be the, like the easiest support to get is going to be for the same things that everybody needs help with, right? So everybody's going to need help with like food and rent, right? Specifically rent, because my rent is almost $2,000 a month here in Nashville. So if you have a lower rent or a lower mortgage, just like, you know, give thanks right now because it's so freaking high, right?

And there's already like a housing shortage in Asheville. So I decide per my intuition, I'm not going to pay my rent. And I'm going to hold on to the cash that I had because mama knows how to like spread some cash at this point in, in life and in my journey, like I can make some cash last. Okay. So I didn't pay my rent and I get an eviction notice the day after rent was due. So this is not common.

Like you usually have like 30 days right and then you have another 30 days and so the rental window was november 1st through the 5th and then on the 6th i got an eviction notice and i was like whoa you know everybody's stressed out like they are not messing around. So I asked them by like the 8th or the 9th, I was like, could you please kind of stop, you know, sending me like notice after notice after notice? Like, I want to pay your rent. I'm just going to figure it out. Right.

So I end up going to, long story short, shorter, I ended up going to a church where I heard there was help if you had an eviction notice.

So it was that like good news bad news who knows right so eviction notice bad news I go into the church and they're like well we can help you if you have an eviction notice I was like oh good news so I go to the table you know I kind of get in right away it was very cool and this woman was in like Carhartt overalls or something and like a tie-dyed shirt you know glasses like very intelligent looking woman, but like very relaxed. And she starts talking to me and asking me about, you know, well,

has your rental company ever given you an eviction notice this early before? And I was like, no. And like the story that I'm telling you right now, I'm telling it because. It was this kind of invitation for me to come out of hiding about this very thing, right? So the next part is the funny part. So she's like, well, Sarah, I'm the pastor of this church and the Washington Post is here today. Interviewing people about evictions. Would you be willing to interview with the Washington Post?

And she had just said to me like, oh, poet, that's a cool last name. And I was like, thanks. I gave it to myself. You know, she goes, are you a poet? I was like, I'm a writer. And I changed my name because, you know, my guidance told me to, and I knew that I would publish books one day. And she's like, oh, that's so cool. You know, I'm a poet and we're bonding like this, right? And then she was like, would you be willing to talk to the Washington Post?

And I was like, well, I wish that I was talking to the Washington Post about like my successful books that I've published that we were just talking about, you know, like, here's the vision.

But the reality is I'm here because it would be cool if I could get some help with rent so that I can stretch my cash probably, you know, a month or two and get through Christmas, right? Oh, man. So that's worst case scenario, right? Because structure and flow is on sale. It's going to work out. So, the pastor of the church is asking me if I'll give an interview in a national, I mean, global, really, to be honest, news outlet about the very thing that I would really rather hide.

Right? And that was not lost on me in that moment whatsoever. And I was like, of course, I will talk to the Washington Post. Of course. And that was really healthy and was really the beginning of some good, good alchemy.

I'm still in it. yeah just being with the both and of having so much to offer and you know there are periods of drought and dryness financially and like even owning that in myself that that doesn't mean that I'm a total failure or, you know, that the work, the body of work that I have cultivated isn't incredibly valuable. It doesn't mean that me as a woman, that I am not inherently resourced, right? Like these things that I've lived, I talk about and vice versa.

The things that I talk about, I have lived. And so, you know, even sitting there, like getting help with rent, which would be a source of like. You know, a prideful struggle for many, like, I could honestly feel so grateful and not very shameful. Like, I'm kind of happy to discover that in this moment, that the shame of needing to be there was like, not, it was not big. Now, I have felt that shame when it was just my struggle.

And that is really important actually because I felt that shame and and struggle and financial ups and downs like so much especially in the last two years but when it's like a quiet struggle and you're the only one struggling you kind of keep it quiet so in a hurricane and a natural disaster like y'all our economy I can't even imagine how bad it actually is for Asheville right now, because I don't know the numbers and things but like we just missed our whole

tourist season this town is usually filled with tourists it's kind of like we kind of laugh at it but now we're like whoa no tourists are here like it fuels the economy especially during leaf season and we just missed all of that. So the fallout of the local economy is going to be long-term. It really is. And so Asheville needs your support. I'll say, I need your support. And this is what's so beautiful. I always needed referrals. I always needed people to speak about my work.

I always needed people to say, hey, have you ever listened to Sarah Poet talk about feminine masculine? She talks about it differently, right? Like I've always needed that, but I was struggling silently. And what that was doing to the energy was pinching it like in a way that I'm sure could be felt. I mean, that's why the energetic pinch, right, around the finances. But that inner pinch was like I was trying to hide what I was struggling with.

Like more so in the name of business like in the name of just keep going like just keep trying just keep offering the things and you know maybe the right thing will come down the line all of that can happen all of that is able to flourish and the thing was am I going to own all parts of myself and so that feels good I can feel the alchemy working here in that moment I can this moment I can feel the integration and just like. The relief, honestly, of like not holding it.

And so, yeah, again, like when everyone is struggling together, like in the aftermath of this hurricane, like it became more acceptable to say, I just lost my income. I just lost my paycheck. I have an eviction notice. And so many other people do too. And so, wow, I'm just feeling like immense gratitude in this moment to this storm that just like wiped that habit, that pride, you know, like out of me.

So that brings me to false structures, actually. That's a false structure. That false structure of you should have it together. You should, after five years of being an entrepreneur, like have this dialed in you should I don't know you're 43 years old have a have a hold on your finances like those kinds of of shoulds and shames right yeah just it allowed that to to wash out oh I know what okay I lost my place there for a moment I apologize so false structures.

All of those shoulds are false they're like these false notions of consciousness that you know they'll uphold you but they won't uphold you in a holistic way they won't uphold you in a truly like aligned way they won't uphold you in an integrated way right they'll erect an image of you know i've got i've got this together and yet there's a fracture because you're like trying to uphold something without the whole truth of who you are right and we don't have to be perfect and integrated in

the truth of who we are that's not what this is but like we're constantly alchemizing those parts that we have oh what's the word I'm looking for like you know set aside or like ostracized or got dejected I'm still not finding the exact word that I'm looking for but like you know those those fragmented parts that we judge as like not worthy or not what we are supposed to do we try to like outcast those and then come up with this like doing business as.

Version of the self and and I really was like trying so hard for so long to like live the mission and make the money at it but it was my own. Denial of the struggle that was creating the struggle i mean not surprising there right but you don't like these things get integrated when the magic and the alchemy happens and so. So the theme of false structures has been one of the themes of this year certainly one of the themes of this storm.

So I think I will share this story very briefly that I had been channeling about the blue rose and the crystal spiral like all year. Since this time last year, actually, I recorded a podcast called The Portal Door. And at this time last year, this whole thing was like starting to come in about the crystal spiral and creational energetics.

And I was actually just called this past weekend to go back and listen to that because now this kind of annual perspective is coming to view, realizing that there was a method to all the madness that was happening. So this blue rose that I was seeing, and some of you were in some of the channeled events that I did.

Mary Costello and I did an event in July where we were talking about fear and we were talking about bringing down the structures of fear and really replacing them with more regenerative frequencies and really going to some of these seed fears. So no surprise that I've been working out my own seed fears. Resource fears, fears having to do with like resources and acquisition and masculine. And, you know, that's been the core wound throughout my life.

So in July, as I was channeling about the blue rose and these creation energetics, I started to see water, just so much water coming in and like as the rose would spin.

And this was at the earth level at the earth grids and it was like somehow this blue rose was going to you know help us get into these new energetics in the new earth grid and and so I'm just channeling it and I'm seeing the metaphor and I'm knowing that it's purposeful but I wasn't putting this all together so the water this like torrent of water was coming into the visions about the blue rose and I was seeing buildings snapping and like structures snapping I thought I was seeing

metaphor purely I thought I was seeing all metaphor never did I ever think I was having a premonition about an actual flood coming and snapping actual buildings right and I didn't even put this together immediately until my friend, and she's been on the podcast, Sacred Remembering Community member, original Audrey Maddox, said, it sounds like what you're saying about the Blue Rose. And I was like, oh my gosh.

But like in the aftermath of the hurricane and seeing this land that I love, like totally devastated and these people. And I mean, it was just such a collective trauma that we were all experiencing. So, like, I wasn't fully with it. I didn't fully put that together. And then I was like, oh my gosh. And right about that time, people in the community started talking about various premonitions that we didn't realize were premonitions. So,

Yeah. So the actual energetics of the earth changed with this storm. I don't have all the intel because it was difficult for a couple of reasons to track the energetics, but I did do some grid work within that first two weeks. And I did some of that live. You can find some of what I recorded on my YouTube channel from that time. So I was doing like some public grid work as my contribution.

And one of the days that I was doing that, it wasn't recorded, but I was taken down inside of the earth under this region, like under the mountains in this Asheville region and there was like a controller box this like machine and this was protected by like all of these really gnarly nasty like tentacles and in the vision and the journey I was down in the earth and it was like I was like swimming through these layers and this these tentacles

were not going to hurt me like it wasn't I wasn't afraid and I was like moving the tentacles they were you know really disgusting energy but they weren't very alive it was like a program had put them there to guard this controller box and so I moved the tentacles and eventually like I turned off the controller box and all of this like i would.

Say like false energy like false electrics stopped so this is an opportunity for a full reboot in the energy grid system um in the actual area this is what i'm tracking and you know it's happening it is happening and so i've been learning and attuning more about the the electrics and the sound frequencies and the water and how we really have those have to work together and that's the feminine and the masculine and it has to work together in us right because we are healing in tandem with the

earth i've been seeing this for years. So this hurricane journey and the personal journey about the resources and the personal journey about the healing of the resources and the masculine, all of that is in the story. And of course, I'm leaving out like lots of details for the sake of time. So in the, this blue rose.

Imagery force you know like that holy daughter blue rose that's like hey we're gonna correct the earth grids and you know we're gonna move into regenerative crystal spiral field like essence in in there this is the foundation of the new earth y'all like if you go back oh my gosh like i was talking about this in 2022 you know I was really struggling at the end of 2022 from all the fucking extraction energy the episode 144 yes

144 I thought that that was going to be my final episode I mean I was done I was out I was like whatever this is that was the negative force that's taking me down period and like and how it manifests you know in us when there's so much fucking attack in one lifetime. So, you know, hooray for like staying with it and finding the wave of regenerativity. So anyway, I've been talking about this for a long time.

And sometimes I'm channeling the stuff like before I integrate it or before I know what it means, obviously.

So we're like we're living it we're living the changes so the feminine and the masculine you know have to come back together and i've had some deep deep healing around that and some other great journeys that i've been doing lately and yeah just like a peace and cohesiveness that i have not had ever as i come into this healing so from there i'll say that the blue rose this frequency very much disrupted like or there is a disruption right and we are

now in the in-between time here in this region in this land and you know this is going to happen to more places not necessarily the flood, but like this changing or maybe, you know, Asheville doing this is going to emanate out and ripple out. I'm not exactly sure what this means, but we are moving into regenerative energetics in the earth grid in Asheville and the surrounding area, like in these mountains. And I'm saying this because I feel and I sense it.

And I was shown that, you know, the water came to destroy the false structures. Period. Hands down, the reason that I could not go back to that workplace is because it's a totally bogus false structure. Like, the man who decided to fire me could not even look me in the eye when I saw him in person in the parking lot. You know, I could say a lot about that, but it's like, totally ill-equipped in his masculinity, sorry, not sorry, to deal with the leadership that was required in this situation.

You know, he had the finances somehow to start this operation, but he didn't actually have like the actual embodied leadership needed. And I'm not down, I'm not just like dogging this one guy. I'm saying it's a symbol, right? For this false structure. Like, oh, you could build, generally speaking now, like you could build an operation, you could build businesses, you could build financial institutions, you could build whatever the fuck you

wanted if you have the resources to do it. Well, where did the resources come from? From the earth, from the siphoned feminine, period. This is why we're depleted. Like, This is why it's fucking hard to survive in these systems. So anybody with the means, which did not necessarily come in an ethical way, generally speaking, could build structures that pumped out more money, more profit. But we know that those are inherently, again, extractive of nature.

Nature i'm saying nature itself nature as that which aligns to creational energetics and i'm gonna say the womb and innocence those kinds of things were subject to be stolen in those old systems so of fucking course those systems would now have to fall like we know this We know that those things do not survive in the world that we are creating through, you would call it planetary ascension, right?

Like the entire planet is going through upgrades right now, like for sure. I mean, it feels very messy, but I really hope that you can also acknowledge all of the upgrades that are happening.

It's phenomenal. phenomenal and so i will use my voice to remind you of that and i will use my voice to track these energetics that that i am noticing and this is what mary costello and i do on this next episode coming up here so all of the fall structures have to fall and then after a little bit after that i just really saw and heard like. This place will no longer support false structures, meaning anything that is now rebuilt here will have to serve thriving life or will ultimately not last.

I can say that and I feel like that is true. It is easier for me to say that wild esoteric thing as truth than it is for me to share my own truth about the struggles. Isn't that interesting? Isn't that interesting, y'all? So that's good, though. That means I have a confident relationship with my actual gifts. So that's perfect. All right. So from there, let me feel into this. Yes. Yeah. So from there, I want to say something kind of explicitly about what my current intentions are, right?

So I started out, I was always talking about feminine and masculine on this podcast in my work. And I was especially interested in the relationship that a woman has with the feminine and masculine. And, you know, removing the false masculine, the false feminine, you could call that hyper or hypo masculine, hyper or hypo feminine, you know, like how to get both to consciousness, how to really have a relationship with conscious masculine and feminine within our systems as women.

You know, I have eBooks about that. I have programs about that structure and flow in part is a system that supports that, that structure and flow is reopening the annual.

Journey and cohort. Just feeling into this, it feels very beautiful. We are meeting in January, but the doors are open now. So if you're listening to this and you want to learn more about joining structure and flow, please visit sarahpoet.com backslash structure and flow all written out.

And this is going to be a really beautiful journey, and if you catch the early bird, you can get this three-month journey for under $1,000, so I'm very much interested in giving you very high-quality experiences, very alchemical experiences, and also respecting your resources, your inner resources and energy, and also your financial resources, so that is the goal with that price point, which I feel is very fair. It's very fair. Very fair.

To be honest. So, okay. So the inner masculine and feminine journey. And then, you know, of course, we're healing relationally and we're healing at that level of our relationship with the divine and how the divine has been represented to us and, you know, reconciling all of these things, right? Then my journey took me into this deep and unfortunate realization, but fortunate because it's my mission. So I got to, you know, live it. This thing about the, the resources and the finances.

And it was like, wow, even though I've cultivated all of this, it was like, you know, men wanted to partner with me. Men wanted to fuck me. Men wanted to hire me. Men wanted me to support their projects. They wanted me to come work for them, et cetera. Like, It was recognized, but then it was also like grabs were made, like feminine energy wasn't actually respected.

And this was a pretty hardcore, hard, hard lesson to learn. This is the extraction that I was naming earlier, like coming through in weird fucking ways, right? So I was trapping on this energetic level that I track on what do they want and what do they know to respect and what do they want that they don't know to respect like what do they expect so that's where my like saying about the eight feminine resources came from you know that's why I talk about women's resources, inner and outer.

And this is that right there. I feel like that's my life's purpose, honestly. Like the, I don't know, that space right there. I hope you can feel it. Of, okay, what does it look like to be a sovereign, loving woman, right? We are loving. We want unity. We love men. We love everything. We love, love, love, love, period. That's who we are.

And we get to be sovereign and we get to amplify our resources, enjoy our resources, have enough, have more than enough, share with our friends, build communities, build prosperity for women and children and everyone on earth, right? We want to share. We want to have, like, we want to amplify the heck out of the goodness that there is. And we need our resources to be our own in order for that to happen. We need our resources to be integrated. We need our life force energy to not be stolen.

We need our wombs to be sovereign so that when we're having sex with a man, if that's what we're choosing to do, and he's hooked into some fucking siphoning grid, we're not being siphoned and feeling tired after having sex. And he's like, oh, thanks. I got all that energy. I feel great, right? You fucking know what I'm talking about.

That is a whole network of feminine siphoning that is invisible, that we are not talking about, and that is stealing women's energy left and fucking right because it has been since like 15, 20,000 years ago. So it's this space right here where I'm definitely called to work and serve women and, and serve relationships.

Right. Because sometimes like the woman is so tired in a relationship or like she wants out or she wants to be honored or, you know, she just like wants to not feel tired fucking every day of her life. And the man is like, what, like, what did you need? Like, and I, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have used that. Voice. That's probably not okay. Sometimes he's like, but I don't understand. I don't understand what she needs or why she's tired.

I would give it to her if I was able, but he doesn't understand the inherent energetics that are going on that are completely depleting her, like perpetually depleting her. So that's where I come in. So I am not here as some regular old polarity teacher, right? I'm not here to assuage men and women in trauma-bonded relationships. I'm not here to pretend that siphoning doesn't exist. I'm not here to pretend that dark feminine, dark masculine doesn't exist, right?

There are all kinds of forces at play. My job is naming them and helping you get sovereign in your resources. So part of why I'm naming this today, which again, I'm standing in truth, right? This is me further clarifying my truth. I put up a Facebook post yesterday, I guess, feels like a long time ago, where, you know, I was saying, like, telling a little story, copywriting, you know, and I started out with, like, I was naive. I thought that if I cultivated my feminine, it would be respected.

But that didn't happen, and there were energy grabs that ensued. And a man who wanted to be my example on this podcast today who shall go unnamed i don't i don't know him he said he made a post like or a comment relatively lengthy multiple paragraphs about how or maybe there were two comments totaling multiple paragraphs about how he was really expecting a turnaround story.

But he didn't find that he didn't find the like and then the masculine of my dreams showed up and this knight in shining armor proved to me that this like extraction stuff didn't happen these are my words not his but he said you know we attract the vibration that we are at so essentially this like spiritual talk of gaslighting saying that a woman who attracts an extractive behavior from man masculine is calling that to herself so um. Okay, heard. I was like, did I attract you to my post? Maybe.

So there's some relevance to what he's saying, right?

But I would say it's like the not knowing what forces are at play and the ways in which I wasn't sovereign.

And yes, maybe the ways in which I was still kind of like oriented toward men this is another thing i could talk a lot about the orientation the false orientation to men where women like make men the center and when we believe that men are the provisional source of resources or like our access point to resources we make them the center this is not an accident this is a part of the grand plan to like make women's energy available.

Yes like we can be oriented in the wrong way that is a result of many things not just like oh it's your lack of feminine evolution i'm not gonna shame women like that like this shit is nebulous and I know that at the point that I got involved with these relationships these exchanges that I was like I'm pretty clear in who I am and who I want and I'm pretty clear that I am a good woman and my feminine is well cultivated and like I'm showing up in this way and I was just saying like,

no, you can't take this from me. Like the assault that happened in the bedroom one night was, and I apologize if this is too much, but I just became empowered to call this an assault women. And it was two years ago. And the reason I'm saying this is because hopefully it empowers one other woman to be like, oh, that's a fucking assault on my energy. But this man, And he came back from a vacation where he did not feel confident. So he picked up some shady shit, right?

And he came back and he wanted to dominate me. And I would not let him enter my body because I was like, well, we are dealing with some other energies that were not here before. And I could see how he was feeling. And I was like, no, we're not going to go there.

It was so rapey in its energy and the like there was oral sex and the way that went down felt absolutely disgusting and it felt rapey as fuck and it was an energetic assault it was not okay and then after that like he was gone so that in combination with everything that was going on with my family and calling out the influences of the SRA and protecting children like all of that was too fucking much for my system. Did I attract a man that could still be taken over like that? Yes, I did.

Did I, you know, was I fully in integrity in that choice in partnering with him? No. Like those things are true. Am I to blame for dominator frequencies wanting to rape my feminine energy coming through him? I am not responsible for that. So, and I'm using the words that I want to use right now. Because that is what I have held in my system and that was what was so fucking hard.

So i again i hope that somehow me naming that allows you to look at these dynamics maybe that happened in the past for you or maybe that are still happening and and like if it feels like is taking any bit of your feminine energy and you feel like you are being taken from sister you are and these energetics are so nebulous like these are interdimensional multi-dimensional nebulous ways of taking primarily womb energy but also like so much other fuckery happens in that space because it's

like you know causing mass confusion and yeah so ultimately we need to be looking at the energetics of sovereignty, building the light body, building that nervous system, bolstering and resiliency. And caring for our hormones, and setting great boundaries energetically.

Even if it's your husband, even if it's somebody that for a long time has just been able to expect sex from you if you are not feeling it but you're continuing to give it it's extractive and and that can be cleaned up at any time so um, This, this is my why this is my why, because these energetics, they're not good for men. Mary and I, in the next episode, we talk about like this false womb projection that I saw it. So it was wild.

So I'm going to leave that for the next episode, but you know, it is not good for men. The men are like, we've all been confused. We've all been hijacked by these various forces.

And yeah we want men and partners that are like waking up and waking out of this cloud and not trying to like play fucking dom sub games so that they can get feminine energy in like a like pseudo-spiritual way but like they're actually men of their hearts with feet on this earth that truly like i saw so much of this in ashville after the storm like you know men embodied with their hearts like taking care of people right loving their wives loving their

communities and their land like such a beautiful expression so it is in the continued re-patterning of feminine and masculine that i work i have always worked in the re-patterning of feminine and masculine dynamics and it is into some of these, spaces where, you know, human egos want to become offended and be like, I don't talk about, you know, men's behavior like that or women's behavior like that. Everybody, let's just fucking pretend that we can like get it all done with

a polarity teaching. We can't. We have to continue to remap these energetics through every aspect of our being, through our exchanges so that we are sovereign. Because when we are sovereign and our light bodies are sovereign, our physical bodies are sovereign, our wounds are sovereign, our hearts are sovereign, that there is an energetic structure to that that connects us into God's source multidimensionally.

I just taught this a little bit in the Sacred Remembering community. so when i tune into people's fields in sessions in private work and i can see the multi-dimensional architecture of the light body because that's part of how i see or i'm shown if i'm meant to be shown it right the breakages that i'm primarily working with to help heal and obviously it's not Like Sarah, the ego, it's like the whole, the field and the Christos Sophia that I work for,

the field of unity, of masculine-feminine balance, right? Way beyond what I've accomplished as a human, right? In this field, there is a perfection of creation. And I serve that field. That is, that is what I do that. Like, I love that so, so much. I love that field of creation. I serve that field of creation. So when we tune into that, the breakages are at the 10th, 11th and 12th dimensional structures and 12th is where this unification with source happens.

So in the historic timeline wars on this planet, there were targeted breakages at the 11th and 10th dimensional spaces that most of the people that I see are still experiencing. Like it's a breakage in the light body. So when your soul comes back on the earth, that breakage is still there. So what we're doing is healing at this quantum level.

These breakages, and then we have much more access to our full truth of our source connection and our soul's architecture right or our entire light body architecture the second place that there is the most interference and and like siphoning going on you could say breakages or just like inversions of energy energy that's supposed to be yours it's like tunneled outward toward god knows what is in the first second and third dimensional spaces so we know that this is like from the womb and

root down right so that's where the womb energy is often siphoned outward like when I first started to like know this about myself I could feel the tunnels stretching outward towards this like black matrix but i didn't know how to heal it right and that was that was you know years ago now and so you know i've seen it in sessions like i've seen those tunnels like there are tunnels that are on the structures of the light

body and you can see that if you don't even know about this then they just fucking exist and it's like perpetually draining and perpetually. You know forgetting that you have this direct connection to god's source so. Yeah all right so that was some good stuff that came through here i think i'll mostly leave it at that and wrap up to say there is plenty more there is plenty more to go and so we continue on,

let's look at what the options are. So monthly regenerative feminine energy events are now inside of the sacred remembering community. Y'all, I have a few main ways of working. Now, this is something beautiful that came out of this period of time of like getting a job. It took the pressure off my work. And in that, I was able to see where I had extra offers going because I was hustling to try to make something happen. So to work with me directly, there are two main ways all year round.

One, sacred remembering community. It is now $65 a month, $5.55 a year. Continual alchemy, continual tracking of the mystery. You can ask questions. It's like, you can get my attention. That is amazing. That is robust. That is real. You are welcome there. Women are welcome there. Then I have one-to-one containers, mostly with a rare exception, starting at 12 sessions, three to four months, depending on how we stretch it out.

Okay. And then we can go up from there to six months, a year, mentorships. But it is that true, deep, transformational work, helping you process threshold, those kinds of things. That's what I'm doing. So single energy sessions are no more. So that structure feels really good to me. So if you're like, oh, dang, maybe I just want one. Go to the community and dive in because it's that alchemy of learning these things consistently that is going to actually change a lot.

And then when you have the money, invest in the deep dive. And that would be beautiful. But that's what feels good to me. So that's how I'm working. Then the additions to that are when I open up a group program or when I do like a little one-off thing, which both are happening soon. So there's this thing that I've been wanting to teach for a while called Birthing Upward.

And this was, again, something that came to me early, but is just now landing in the energetics in a way that I get the green light to go ahead and schedule.

So that's going to be december 7th and it's going to be like a two and a half dollar workshop it's going to be an energy activation i'm going to talk about these new regenerative creational energetics and dynamics to amplify women's creation amplify women's energy it's especially good if you are like an entrepreneur if you are a creator and you are maybe scattered in your energy Like you're like, you want to create things,

but you're kind of all over the place and you don't know how to like actually bring something through and having new, new structures, new feminine structures and new codes about that coming through. And then as previously mentioned, Structure and Flow is now open for enrollment. We begin mid-January. So it's like a New Year's, it's a great New Year's, like start the year off right kind of program.

We travel as a group of women because there is the weaving of the alchemy and the noticing part, right? So you're not just on your own, but we're like, you know what I mean by weaving, we're noticing together. We're actually bringing in new information through the weaving, through the collective. So the magic happens in you doing the system yourself, like you doing the process, and then sharing your notices. And that's what amplifies like into 4D, 5D, you know, and into the changes.

So we want that women's group component and the individual component is that there's a workbook and a planner and a journal that's like a companion. It's like your best friend for 90 days. So there's some commitments. Some women who don't have a lot of structure in their life could struggle a little bit in a really healthy way to stick with it. You know, your inner feminine needs a little bit more structure. So I challenge you to lean into that.

And then some women have like so much structure and so much rigidity and like not a lot of softness for their own inner feminine. So it's also really great for that. And again, like entrepreneurs, it's great for entrepreneurs because we make our own schedules. But it's also great for those who work a more steady job because I just did that. So when we do that, you know, we have fewer hours.

So like the priorities kind of come to the surface more and structure and flow helps us to clarify exactly where our women's resources are going, our feminine resources are going and exactly how we are investing them, exactly how we are exchanging them.

So if you are feeling fraddled or burnout or like you're not happy with your relationship, but you're not admitting it, or you feel like you don't get respect as a mom, like all of those things that we feel as women because, yeah, because our energy hasn't been fully respected.

That's true. We know that's true. this system helps to build that sovereign support so that like you are so much more clear in how you conduct yourself and then it ripples out so and it's fun like I really love structure and flow I've done it for four years you know throughout the years because it's a three-month program And every time I do it, something really amazing happens in my life. So...

Come join us. Come join us. It's sarahpoet.com backslash structure and flow, all written out. You can always email me, sarah at sarahpoet.com. Ask questions. Ask for a link. You know, tell me about yourself. Ask a question that I can answer on a future podcast.

How about that? ask me a question that's an invite to my human design projector self is like ask a question that i can respond to that that would be great okay my loves thank you for listening it's good to be back i don't even there's not going to be a vulnerability hangover about the truths that i shared whatsoever i think i'm alchemizing it bringing it together feels so so good integration feels good so So, yeah, those shadow parts that we have related to these core wounds,

related to the shit that happened, totally understandable. And, I mean, we came to this earth to transmute stuff and, like, bring in more light. And, yes, ultimately resonate at higher and higher frequencies.

But if we haven't transmuted the actual shit then we're fooling ourselves if we think that we can just resonate at the higher frequencies and you know what else helps us to resonate at the higher frequencies is healing the light body so there is a method to this there is a method come join us in the sacred remembering community it's awesome it's a real community the women are incredible I love you all. I love you all. All right. Thanks for being here.

And I will see you soon. And I will see you consistently.

Sometimes on video, but consistently on audio. All right. Much love.