Not Letting Your Disability Be Your Handicap

And, and you're looking very beautiful tonight. Thank you so much. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah. I'm sitting here doing double duty because as we record, this is election night. So. So. Yeah. Oh, yeah. So yeah, she wrote. They voted. You feel me? You know what I'm saying? So there you go. So, and, and I don't care about politics because they ain't about that what have you, but Lord, but I hope it goes the way that I wanted to go. I don't want to see the

alternative. I swear it ain't good. But unless you are, unless you are white, straight, male and Christian, nothing that that that Trump is not going to help you, No. Never, not a day in your life. No doubt, no doubt. So over did election night. How you doing, baby girl? I apologize to say. I apologize to say, baby girl, please forgive me. You know I'm about to turn 50. You know, I don't want to offend anybody, but go ahead you. Know I'm all right.

I'm actually recovering from a reconstructive surgery. I had a double mastectomy last last summer, and so this late summer I had my first reconstructive surgery. So I'm actually still recovering. Oh. My God, and and I know you doing. Are you going through physical therapy and all that? I'm going to start soon. I'm still only I got surgery on the 11th of October so it hasn't even been a month yet. Oh my goodness. But I still wanted. To put on a face today for you.

Well, thank you so much. Thank you so much. So let's get let's let's get to it a little bit. Now to my smokers, you know that I am here to bring you the industry, all spectrums of it, all parts of it. Now what is interesting that I have interviewed talked about the transgender side of point. I have talked about the gay side of point. Yes, I didn't had a man describe what it feels like to have neck shot in your mouth, in your face. Yes, people.

But this is different because it's the side of point that you didn't think about, know about, think it existed. And it proves my point. There's a kink for everybody. So you was on a panel on X biz that I saw on your page. So please tell everybody what the panel was about and now shut up. I was asked to be on a panel through X Biz. Not through X biz, but through

another creator. She organized the entire thing and how does all come in for experts to do the panel discuss disability and access and porn and really there's so. Many people, it's about to be that kind of Oh yes, and. Because there's like. It's about to be that type of episode. You sit on two different. Sides and you know, you understand because you're black that it's like I I am putting something deeply personal about

myself in the world, right? And I hope people positively respond to it and if they negatively respond to it, what that might also look like, you know, because we want to be realistic. We don't want to disable. Everyone's going to love it no matter what.

We're going to think about what, what are the, what does that comment section say where you're trying to engage with people, but the comments are out of sorts, even for your online persona, not even for your personal self, but for your online persona and having to deal with that. Like for me, it wasn't even about making it a part of my porn necessarily and saying like disabled person does XYZ. It was just, it's there. It's just there, like no one would say guy wears sneakers, you know?

Well, I mean, let's keep it more honey. Let's keep it more honey. We have people in the business that's artistic. Right. We have y'all get mad matrix little people what have you in the poem business. How far fetched is it? There's a place for disabled people in porn. There is and I feel like it's the only people that can reclaim that, just like any other oppressed group are the people who are being oppressed. You know what I mean?

So if you are going to say disabled person has, you know, 10 man gangbang, you know you are allowed to reclaim that for yourself. Absolutely. I believe in reclamation big time.

And and to also people don't realize it's a market for it just like it's a market for scat, just like it's a market for but you think of it. I remember that this one of my, my, my partner said if females go on Christmas sale and they do a video of everything that cooks of all the hashtags, you'd be surprised of what people are into, what turns them on and the whole 9, you know, and like I said, because when you said disabled, I said, Oh my God, I'm going to love this interview

because yes, there's a part of porn where fans want to see a female in a wheelchair. They want to see a guy that may have a prosthetic leg fucking the shit out of somebody, you know? Yeah. Disabled people deserve to see themselves in porn, too. It's nice to recognize yourself in something that was made by somebody who is disabled. I've been on sides of, you know, of people who I wouldn't necessarily consider my colleagues because I don't know them.

But doing. I saw somebody doing amputee porn, but she was taping her leg back to do it. And I was like, there's so much thought there because or somebody who is an amputee deserves to have that space, deserves to reclaim it, deserves to call it by its name, you know, deserves it is allowed to be sexy, but it's not a, you know, it's not a fictionalized sexy because it, that part of themselves is very, it's real. It's, it's something that I can't do anything about, you know?

Yes so on people also this sexy human being it's also transgender. Now with that being said, time to smoke this over. Welcome to the smokers lounge. You know who I am. I'm Kavanaugh with Southern chap AKA the poor rap star. Find all my links with one link allmylinks.com back slash porn rap star for a sponsor to tell you about that you know and love. The first one being a Rost is a magazine one of the hottest mags in the game. Next up, award-winning award was

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I am body by blunts. I make beautiful queer porn. I am. You can find me, of course, in the places that you can find everyone on Twitter.com, back slash Body X once. You can also find me on Instagram at Body BY Once. I am a creative director of a drag show. I'm an artist and I'm an advocate for sex workers and have been for the last 13 years, you see. Buckle up people, we're about to have some fun with this episode. Let's let's go back, back, back,

back, back, back, back. What got you into adult thing? Well, first of all, before we go there, what is your disability so everybody can understand? I am a person who has autism. I also use a cane and a rollator which is like a Walker with wheels and it has a steam. It's fancy. It's from the Netherlands. Because I have a neurological disorder that atrophies my muscles and, and my muscle control. And so like chronic pain, you know, it mimics a lot of like fibromyalgia, it mimics

autoimmune disorders. Oh. My. God, basically it's my spinal fluid backs up into my brain. So, so when you do your your scenes, because OK, do do you do solo content? Fuck content? What type of content do do you got out there? Right now, because my whole body is changing, it's been changing for the last two years with a mastectomy and getting this first reconstructive surgery and I have one more surgery to go in about 6 months to be finished

and complete. I decided to, I know this sounds, it's gonna sound crazy but please bear with me. I chucked pretty much everything with the exception of like a couple things that I kept, and I'm getting rid of a lot. I got rid of a lot of stuff. And so now my priority is, of course, filming some solo work because I love doing solo projects and getting to be creative and having nice backgrounds, even if it's a simple, you know, jerk off

video. I want to jerk off in the forest, you know, and then I'm looking to collab with people, but I only want to collab with other trans creators. So trans men, trans women, non binary people, gender non conforming folks. That's who that's why I'd like to film with. I changed all of my gender markers on all my all the foreign sites.

So I'm in the trans categories now, which some people would say like, because I pass as a woman, that I should just continue doing, you know, boy, girl, you know, hetero focused porn. And I guess I could, but I got to a point because I've been in the been in this industry for so long that I was, I was stagnant and I wanted to change the way I was working. Well, I mean, if you ask me, the game is opening up to where they want to see CIS women with transgender women.

They want to see CIS men with transgender women. They want to see transgender women with transgender women. You feel what I'm saying? And I've been saying this, I'm staying waiting to see a transgender man get in the mix. I'm just just, I'm just saying I'm all for us fucking but. There's, I mean, there's amazing transgender performers. Yeah, you know what I'm saying? Shouts out to my girl, Cassie Cummins. You know what I'm saying?

Paris Triple X Jamie Castles. That's my yeah, you know what I'm saying? And the the now when it comes to the disabled kind of people want to ask this is it a market for disabled porn? Yes, absolutely. There are so many disabled Americans. It's astounding. It's something like one in five people are disabled, which is a lot. It's a lot of people, you know. And so in this case, they want to see themselves reflected back.

I think we're having really great conversations and adult film work around terminology because it's as old as, you know, you know, Bethlehem. And we need new terminology to describe things because, you know, black people don't want to just mark Ebony on everything. You know, someone's looking for us. I don't mind putting that I'm black, I am black. But when on earth do Ebony? Come on, come on, We could do that. We can do that even. I mean, I mean, I mean they're

already blocking gangbang. You can't even say gangbang on platforms. I mean, if you're not on Twitter. You know, because. When you're on Instagram. Yeah. That's how you lose your account Internet privacy. It you know, it's so important, you know, put throw on your VPN get to work in and having something like Twitter is like it's not about liking and I don't like Elon. I am not a fan. So let me make sure like that man is out here doing the most and has a whole company to run

to run, mind you. But he's going to be in that cabinet if he gets elected. He thinks he's going to be in that cabinet. He thinks he get because now he got his little robots coming, his I robot copies. And he figures I'm going to get any good with Donald Trump to get my I robots. And I don't y'all making. I don't want to talk about politics, about this shit. No, but Twitter's that girl because you can be butt booty balls naked and no one's going to take your post down like

this. You know I hate having to soften or over saccharinize our words because the platforms will get rid of us. Like on TikTok where they're like spicy worker or accountant. I fucking hate saying both of those. I hate it. It's so annoying because I know the only reason we have to is because of their own specific censorship. Here's all I'm going to say. Porn was meant to be taboo. Now y'all take away the taboo. It was meant to be taboo.

We I'm, I'm sorry, we supposed to say gangbang because that's what the fuck it is. You know what I'm saying? It's it's a bang. Yeah yeah, it's a gang. They ganging up on her to fuck her. It's not a train. It's not a one. He couldn't. No, no, no, they all on. Her. Yeah, I I don't even, I swear this, this woke. Paul was never meant to be woke. There's many things that need to be woke, but Paul was not one of them. But I got there's.

Aspects of, yeah, there are aspects of porn that need a little touch and shine and that could be a bit more progressive. But All in all, you know, there are good voices in place trying to make those changes. I consider myself one of those, but I'm surrounded by really fucking excellent people, so. So why did you decide to Chuck your earlier content? Is because, well, I need to explain it.

Well, honestly, it OK, so I made that content and the way my body looks in that content, my body no longer looks like that at all, at all. And the things I'm saying, it's not at all. And honestly, it was from a business perspective, because marketing those scenes, if I have somebody who really, really enjoys them, they're not going to be getting that same thing again. They'll never get another one of those again.

And I was looking at the stats on what was selling and what wasn't and, and really everything was kind of like plateaued. So when I took, yeah, the ones I left up were ones that were actually like, every month I get a sale from them. Those stayed up. All the other ones went away. And because I can deal with like, you know, some and some of them mirror what I want to do now. And you still had that big booty problem, so he probably had a nice ass.

So yeah, I've been. Staring at my ass for the last two years because there was nothing else to stare at. Because that's how the picture, if you took, I guess on the the red carpet, I was like, Oh my goodness, that. Ass. Yes, ABS. I was like Oh my goodness. Oh, so so now because I always talk to to transgender performance about it's probably why you would like to work with transgender performance more so than let's say the the sis. Well, can I call them the queer

guys? They won't call them queer because I can't call it queer man. Yeah, queer man. I can't call you sis, man, because you know you're not ten years. But well you are being you're talking about gender and sexuality. So you can be a CIS male who is also queer. You can be a queer CIS man.

Yeah I'm open, I'm open to it. But I'm prioritizing trans performers because especially trans men, I noticed when they want to do any content with anyone who looks femme and like I am pre op, I don't have a phalioplasty yet, but they understand where I'm at. And they when you're doing a scene with somebody like that, there's so much more care and comfort taken because they, they understand and get it. And obviously I'm happy to explain this is how do I refer

to my parts? Like this is my Dick, that's my pussy, that's my asshole. Like, you know, we're, you know, it's very clear conversation about how I'd like to refer to each of these different things and. I don't have to have that conversation twice. It's one of those unspoken things, like when you meet somebody from your same culture and yeah, you don't have to explain whatever The thing is that you were thinking about, because they already understand it.

Yeah, and then too, when you deal with some of these six men, they want to be shamed of working with with transient women, you know, and to me as a man, I'm like this, if you fuck it off camera, why don't you fuck it on camera? Why not show your face? You feel what I'm saying? I hate when a dude go shoot with a transgender, he want to wear a mask. I'm like for fucking what?

Why? You know, so I can see why y'all are rather just deal with each other because you know, with some of these motherfuckers out here, it's a headache. It really is because like they'll be like, oh, I'm talented, you know, everything, all the other things check out.

Then you get to the trans conversation or they don't realize because they look at me and I just see woman and I have to explain to them and I'm like, I don't want I don't want to be called a man, but that's what the parts are going to be once I have surgery. So this is what we're talking about. Then it's, oh, lots of backing out, lots of I got plans, you know, that kind of thing. It's like, oh, you're, oh, you're scared because you were. You feel inadequate. Why?

Because she because you got a bigger click. He has a bigger Dick. Because I know what to do with mine and he's got more to work with. But see, so you're looking to have surgery to turn it into a vagina. To addict. To it, oh, to it to turn to a Dick. Oh, so you're going, oh, oh, oh, if you see. So I'm yeah, I'm keeping my boobs. Love my boobs. They're great. They're not going anywhere, thank goodness. And then, yeah, I would like to have a thalioplasty, a nice, a

nice thalioplasty. Please so so so you go turn your coochie into a DIF person with the clip. Person Well there are a couple ways to approach a thalioplasty. Some of them that you can go the urethral route where they move the urethra so you pee out of it as well. I that is not something I have dysphoria about so I want to go the other route where you can get your phalloplasty and you get to keep your pussy too. Wait a second, wait a second,

wait a second, wait a second. So you about to become home affidate? No, I think the proper term for that is intersex, but that. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it was. Born so it's congenital They were born with multiple sex organs. So for you, you're going to have both a Dick and a pussy, am I correct? Yeah, that's correct. OK, OK. I would refer to myself as gender fluid or genderqueer. See, I'm going to tell you what was interesting, right? I had this conversation on my podcast.

I want my other podcast about because I said it, not trying to offend anybody, but I was like, I see transgender women, but I was like, I do remember, I remember looking in a magazine where I first time I ever laid eyes on Amaphrodite. You know, I heard of it, but never seen it. I saw it in a magazine and it was form of a woman. She, you know, she it was a shit and the dude was fucking the brakes off of it and I was like, if a man has sex with him,

affidate. Intersex person A. Person. Intersex person, would that make him queer, pansexual. Or would it make him bisexual? Well, honestly, like bisexual and pansexual kind of live in this. They're the like, like like colloquially they're the same. You can kind of, you can switch

them out. Now there's a lot of discourse in the mid in the mid aughts about, well, bisexuality excludes trans people, but that's not true because by if you're attracted to the opposite sex and you're a man and that's a trans woman, that's a woman. Yeah, yeah, you're a. Man, and that's a woman. That's a straight relationship. It's not gay. To never prove my point we will make to fuck everyone. Honestly, it depends on how the intersex person identifies a lot.

Of. Sex people were traumatized at like in their childhood because having multiple sex organs their parents would just decide for them. Yeah, which is fucked up. Which is fucked up. Yeah, what the fuck is that? Which gender they're going to be for life. And then they find out that they're intersex later on because they're you're sterile. You can't have children, you can't have children.

They finding out later on that they could have had the option and a lot of them transition away from that because they're like, I didn't, that's not what I would have chosen for myself actually. I'm just going to let y'all know, whenever she finish up all these operations, I'll be the first one to watch her porn. I'm sorry, no 'cause I'm sorry. You know, I mean, the females going to shoot with your ass,

sis. Females sis quit where they want to go because boy, you doing what you're doing that's going to make this keep going. That's going to make some money, because that's something you don't see. You don't see someone with both a penis and a pussy and an asshole. Can you imagine that devil? Can you imagine that DP? So I'm getting my breasts reconstructed right and after the lot like so right now I have expanders in because they have to stretch the skin after the

mastectomy. They fill them each week with saline until they get to the size that I want and then they take them out at six months and change them out for implants. I am opting I'm not getting a nipple reconstruction. I don't want any nipples. Ask you to suck on. It. I know it if a woman had no nobles. I still suck on it. I find something so but no but serious business though. Did you ever really think about the Amazon said done you will be a a hot commodity service thinker.

Like I said again, can you name any performing indie adult film that have both sex organs? Yeah. I don't. You know more than me, baby. I'm just saying. There's a trans man, he's amazing and this is how he advertises himself, so I'm not like outing someone or something fucking awful like that and make sure I get the name right so I can not. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Please advertise them.

Y'all go see his name is Phalio Daddy and it's PHALLO daddy and it their tag is F to M with a cock and it's like he is not only a sweetie, but just like so like so handsome, so fucking handsome Yeah, I'm I would gonna drive out to film with him. I don't care where the fuck he is. And and see that what I'm saying because it's to me it's like this because OK man, we need to admit y'all do look at

transgender porn star. Y'all know when y'all Scroll down your Twitter page on Pornhub, you going to look you going to look, man? You go look. It doesn't make you gay, but you do go look because it makes you curious. Yeah, it'll. Make. You. I ain't shame to say it that day. Yeah, Lee is one of my favorites. Like you can be hetero romantic yeah, but have be home be homosexual. Like you are turned on by the same sex, but you can't see yourself ever being romantic

with them. So you're hetero romantic. And a lot of people are that way because they assume that being with somewhat they're like, am I this? And it's like, well, you're not in a straight relationship right now, but it doesn't mean that you're not necessarily straight, but you're not in a straight relationship. So you got to unpack that. Yeah.

It's like, think about yeah, because I think part of when we get into this business, even on the straight side, we have to reteach ourselves shit and break certain curses and and teachings that we were taught, you know what I'm saying? Because when we granted the grace of sexual discovery, we could be as freaky as we supposed because that what we supposed to be, you know, hands down and everything. So I'm going to ask you this real quick.

So when it comes to your filming, how much pain do you feel when you feel? So I'm in pain pretty much all the time. And so I kind of do it like this. I can either be in a lot of pain from doing the dishes and chores and all of that, or I can save up that reserve and use it for filming or a performance. So I am in pain during it, but I stretch, I medicate. I'm really good in communicating the directors. Like, you know, if I'm feeling by myself, obviously that's

different. I can take breaks whenever the fuck I feel like it. But in a professional atmosphere, I'd rather, you know, whoever I need to look to whoever that person is and let them know like, hey, I need a break or hey, I need to change positions because of this, that or this. Just so like if we're getting a shot and it's like we need, you know, 45 more seconds of frame, you know, I'll thug it out for 45 more seconds.

I can fucking do that. That's why that Percy is my hero, because I be sore and I don't have pain like this. I can imagine, especially because I'm pretty sure that you do you ride, do you do all the positions, doggy style ride missionary cowgirl versus cowgirl. I'm very, I'm very flexible and like maintaining my mobility, like flexibility is so important to me.

Now I'm ask you a question. When you walk on that set with the cane and then they say you do all you do, how shocked to your coast stars be. I've only been on one professionals like professional professional set and it was for a commercial like a oh God a long time ago now. But people are always a little shocked how much perceived energy I guess I have. But like, I prepare for it. I'm responsible. Like I got good sleep the night before. I either ate breakfast or didn't

eat anything at all. You know, whatever I'm supposed to be doing. And even when I'm feeling by myself, I do the same thing. Like it's a practiced kind of thing because I want to make sure that when I'm traveling I'm doing the same shit and it doesn't feel like a brand new routine because that can feel unsteady. So, so we so with you when it comes to that. That's when they to the person on Facebook that said, what the fuck? You mean physical prep?

There you go, dumb ass. It's it's, it's a mental prep and and physical prep to filming. And people don't believe that shit when I tell them that whether you, whether you disable or you're not, are you able? It's you. You can't just get on set and just go. You need to stretch, you need to make sure you got your water intake and like you know yourself and know your body. If you know you have to like squirt, you have to prepare for that starting the day before.

You can't just decide that day on no liquids that you're about to make that happen. That would be that would that would be so difficult. Everybody has to do it for every job. So like, I don't know, like there's so many people who enter this industry and think it's a cash grab. And I think it's quick, fast money. And I'm like, no, babe, this is a career. You can't just jump into a career like that. You have to start somewhere.

You can jump in by starting somewhere, but you can't just like decide to be inconsistent and think that that's going to pay off or get a subscription service account and expected people to just find it by magic. And it's like, no, you have to post every day. You have to film, you have to edit that content. You have to engage with people online. You have to an admin. It's a full time damn job. You ain't lying shit Dick. Dick. That's the that's the hard part.

The easy part is the filming. You know? I'm saying because you got the package, they shit for the sale. People don't realize that, you know, hands down. So now when it comes to other performers, because you went to the AB, NS or what have you and even with the power with XB, how has the regular performers reacted to you and treat you? Well, AB NS was a little bit mix of a couple things.

I'm so glad they moved locations for this new one because the World resorts were not it. They're just the, the security there just wasn't doing their job when it came to us at all. And there were too many times where it was like somebody being just obnoxious or harassing where they didn't do what they're supposed to do. I the only like I would say I, I would just call it a negative, a small negative impression or of this. I don't even remember.

I don't remember her name, but she was standing behind me in line at AB NS And I, you know, I turned around because the line to get to the red carpet is just, it's nutty. And we were at the park that's still inside the casino standing in line forever. And I turned and looked at her and said, your dress is really pretty. And she goes, thank you. Really. Really. Oh, you're, you're welcome. And I turned back. I was like, what the fuck?

And then I realized I was like, oh, I bet she thought I knew who she was and I wanted something from her. It's like, I don't, I don't know who you are 'cause I don't. I'm not your market, I bet. I don't care who you are, I was just being nice. I see. Guess what? I don't like being nice to people. Here's why I don't like people. But I did meet some awesome, other really awesome people like Leilani. Oh my God, what a sweet Peach of a person. So kind.

So she makes me want to move because she's so sweet and she's, she just seems like, I don't know, she like I feel like she's up next. Honestly, I feel like she's up next if I can just say that. I'm just going to say this right now. You when you miss what you do, you're going to be a miss. I'm trying to tell you because I'm. Sitting here about being in demand at all, I didn't even think about that part, actually. No, no, no, I look, I'm a freaky ass dude.

I'm sitting here thinking about because I'm also now I was a metal tower was a cameraman the shot just imagine this. She does a ADP winning ass winning pussy. At the same token it the position I'm seeing is reverse. It has to be kind of a missionary reverse cowgirl type situation to wherever the guy plays with the Dick. I'm sorry, that would be a killer ass shot.

I'm just saying I'm just saying people, you know, because like I said, even point like here's a couple of females I don't want to see. Yes, well, I didn't you be hot.

No, because like I said, one you're beautiful. 2:00 you got a banging ass body, you know, and then when you add to the fact that everything you're doing with your surgery, it's going, you ain't going to help but to stand out like a turn to punch bowl babe, because because like I said before, there's not it's like Jay-Z said, there's there's less of us. No, there's plenty of us. You feel where I'm coming from.

It's going to make you stand out because you can do things that transgender and six women cannot do, they cannot pull off. You feel me? So it what's the term again? Because I don't want to say the other ones, because I don't want to offend anybody when they got both, you know, a. Person who is intersex. Intersex, yes, you, they're just like transgender man. You don't see too much of that. So to me, you bout to create a market that is scary with Ben itself. Baby, I'm trying to tell you.

I'm trying to tell you. I've been to business too long, people. I know both sides of the fence. You bout to kill the game girl? I hope it's good cuz. Oh, no, you no, trust me, you have some because that's dudes that I already know two off the top of my don't They probably jump at it and they know who they are. Hey, hey, reach right out. Hey, Andre Stone, how you doing? So. So now when it comes down to it.

Because you don't OK then because when you do film and you're able to do the stuff that able people do, how does it make it disabled? Because like for example, if if someone thinks the area before they thinking girl in the wheelchair giving me blowjob, you get what I'm coming from. Dude with the prostate leg got danked butt ass naked with the you can see the prostate leg he hit the doggy you build me. So how does that speak? Hey, you know what I'm saying.

Disable. Well, honestly, it's up to the performer, up to me, you know, theoretically, but you know, if I walk, I use like my role later. Cane sometimes look like props when you see them on screen. And I want to make definitively sure that they know this is not for prop usage. So my rollator is probably the best bet. Plus it looks nice. It's a nice looking rollator. Oh yeah, and. So and keeping it, you know, in the scene but in the background.

Oh yeah, 'cause I had to go front if if if I was directed No, I want you to play that up. So that and and because each import like for the people that found me in my porn years, I worked with BBW Tang you soon she was literally she was literally deaf, deaf. She she could not hear. She was good at reading lips, sign language or what have you. So whenever I had to explain the scene that she had to be looking at me. But damn them scenes, didn't you

know what I'm saying? Damn them scenes didn't pop off. And I did label it hashtag disabled handicapped porn, you know, hearing disabled. And I made sure that she let the people know that she was hearing disabled because she was sitting and say can't, can't hear you. You know what I'm saying? I want to say, well, you can't hear you, you know, period.

So it's kind of like to me, while someone might look at it as a negative, to me that's a positive when it comes to your scenes and even your brain, You get what I'm saying because sometimes, no pun intended, your handicap can be your greatest strength. You know, pretty. So how much do you play into that? When you when, when you start filming again, when you do your poverty role play scenes, and so forth. I plan to incorporate it into the work.

It's really important that people get to see themselves in pornography, you know? It's important that, like when you do see this content, that there's representation there too, that that place does not look homogeneous and white, that it can be diverse and it looks diverse because it could be anybody. It could be it's a melting pot of people because disability doesn't care about your financial status or who you were born to or what town you came

from. It can happen at any time, either through congenital or through a car accident or a sports injury. Anything can, you know, can get can you can become disabled so easily and eventually we all will in our lives. And that's another thing that people don't think about. And it's a lot of honestly, the American fear of aging, of aging. It reminds them of their bodies possibly breaking down, but they instead of like looking at it like a celebration of the body

that you have. It's a lot of reason why a lot of people don't want to see older people, people over 70 in porn, because in their mind. Shit. They're like age. They're so scared of aging, they don't want to see it. And I'm like, people who are 70 might want to see themselves on screen. I can name 2 girls off the top of my Dome right now and they said he's killing me. Secret black.

Rita Daniels because the game is getting older anyway, because the younger generations of older women, you know what I'm saying? And plus seem like the older women know how to move into business a little bit better than young girls do. Because we kind of saw that with Gucci third leg. I don't need to even go into that conversation, but to but but like I said, to me, it's how can I put this?

It's how you present yourself, you know, period with with your content because like one of the things that was interesting because like I said, when you say that you took a lot of your scenes down, you know, my first thought is did it hurt your money any or less is more you made more money when you're taking time. Yeah, the money didn't get

funny. Actually, it got better and like now I've like narrowed down which sites give me the most traffic and where I want to be where, and it's different for everybody. That's the other thing. There's so many people like selling courses and all this shit and it's like, look it. This experience is individualized. Yeah, actually.

If like they're better off going online and looking up things about accounting and business and how to time manage and looking up time management, like time management for content creator, they'll just have it for a YouTube, right? But the YouTube model of success works. It does work. And they're better off looking at that and then figuring out sexually what they want to put on camera and what works for them and works for the audience

that they want to have. Because that's what we're really you're making it for the audience that you want, not just the one you have, but the one that you want. And that. Takes thought and it takes forethought. They're not always ready for that shit. Oh, no, because you think about it is that's part of you have to step into this as a business. And so even if you didn't step into it as a business, at some point you have to start thinking as a business cat or

conversation with somebody. I hate when someone say I'm doing this for fun because nothing against it. You're like pretty this way. You probably have fun with this, but if you're doing this for fun, you make mistakes. When you do it as a business, you don't make the same mistakes. You know what I'm saying? You know it because we seen the people that do it for fun and we see the tests go bad. They didn't gave somebody something, They didn't piss some girls off.

They didn't got caught out on Twitter. I'm just saying. I see more of that more often than anything. These guys that are like, oh, I'm a content creator and you go to their profile and it's a only fans link and it's like nothing else. On the on the Twitter though, it's like, so how do you advertise into who and to where? It's A and you could tell that they don't know what they're doing because their follower

count is not hidden. So they have like 3-3 followers and I'm sure they're all bots, but nobody is subscribed. You know that kind of thing. It's like, what are you doing? It's like, have a plan or don't have one because otherwise you're just going to waste your time and energy. Like how long can you film toilet jerk off videos? How long can you film toilet jerk off videos until they all look the same and on? I had to applaud you for that. I've been Please continue. I'm going to shut up.

Like just go to a different location, damn it. Go to a different room, lay on the floor, I don't know, lay on your back and put it overhead. That's one of my favorite ways to shoot like. It's called thought. Put thought into your shoe. That you don't want to fuck up or fail. Like when there's no stakes involved. It's just like I want to have my Dick online and someone will pay to look at it. No one cares about your Dick, Timmy.

Go back to the frat house. No one cares about your Dick, no. But we don't. I always say this. There's always why. You know the militarized name that you know, Because they fucked the right chicks. That's why they fucked enough of the right chicks that you kind of knew their name. Dan should tell you something. He had you fuck multiple chicks for, You know his name. She fucked one dude, you know her name. Smoke that over.

Yeah, they act like they, I think they are stepping out of their, they're fighting out of their weight class with that shit. No, that might tell females if you want to take this business seriously, you work with established talent. Iron sharpens iron. Yeah, yeah, LeBron is not going to go do pick up with the middle school kids unless it's for a charity. That's why I haven't really. I've been so very like I collab with two people in my whole career because I don't trust

anyone. Wait, the way the way this game is, you see, I retired, so that should tell you something. That's it. I was like, no, he's just getting too crazy. So now I got to ask you this once everything you know, you get yourself right everything. Are we looking to do gang bangs? Blow bangs? I think I would love to do a gang bang with all trans men. I would love that. That would be amazing. And are we into BDSM? Yes, some kink. It depends on what it is, depends on who it is.

There's so much that can go into that because of safety and trust and all that, so I almost shy away from it a bit. I think until I find someone who is more established or trained under a Dom that I trust then I'll be willing to do it, but preferably again trans. I see and you? I apologize for calling you a trans 'cause I didn't realize I apologize. You know what I'm saying? No, because what? See smokers, you always hear it one way. We don't never hear it the other

way. You get where I'm coming from and that is what I love about this interview because is I never talked to a female born sis becoming a intersex. You feel where I'm coming from it you know, and to me it's kind of like I said, that's the first that she gave me a first people act because, like I said, it's that is beautiful. I I can't even explain no, the reason why I'm saying this because I want people to think I'm being funny.

No, no, no, I'm not being funny. No, understand this is that because you are becoming your real self. Yeah. How much did you have to fight to be you? I didn't really. I was afraid to come out and definitely like in the closet and you know, since I think it was my early 30s and coming out then and trying to, you know, pronoun change at that point, I'd already changed my name and it usually that's a typical

first step. But The thing is, all the other details no one would ever know unless they're unless we fuck, unless we're fucking. So for the most part, I don't, you know, I don't do one night stands or sleep with people on occasion, you know, things like that. I have a romantic partner but she's long distance so I don't get to see her often, but I would rather not than do.

Dating is difficult. Oh, yeah, I can imagine, because I can imagine, because that conversation in itself, that that's not a conversation you would think you ever had with somebody because. Because one, I'm gonna ask you this how much from your own community you get looked at crazily? A lot of the times there are a lot of people who are very, they're only about binary transitioning. So easier you're becoming a man, you're transitioning to man or transitioning to woman, to femme

or masculine. And because I'm somewhere in between that I'm not on the binary, you know, non binary. That's how I label myself as non binary. It doesn't always sit well with some people, but honestly, I was expecting that from the jump, even when I started coming out and labeling myself as trans because I am.

But not allowing myself to feel OK about not explaining, about not having to explain myself in social situations because there's so many aspects about me, you know, working and sex worker activism during the day, doing this, doing adult film work, doing art, you know, there's so many interesting things about me. But the conversations I worry about are the danger conversations. So a lot of the times I'd rather be safe than sorry.

Because see. Yeah, because a lot of the times I do get mistaken for a trans woman. I'm six one, I'm very tall and I'm about 250. 2. 50 lbs So like I'm not, I'm not a small person. So a lot of the time they assume because I'm tall for whatever, like homophobic or transphobic reason, they're like, oh, that's a trans woman. And they want to know, like, how did you start? What were you born as? And you know, and those questions are so you know, they're invasive as fuck.

When you're you know and someone's not, you don't know in advance that someone's going to be asking you questions and you're just trying to enjoy your beverage or enjoy your night out. It's like, I'm sorry, I'm gonna be a tall woman. I don't give a fuck. She she could be 7 foot. I climb it. I don't give a damn thinking tall. That, that, that that's beautiful. That that's that's beautiful mix. I'm sorry, you know, that's just me.

But but no, it's crazy because you don't hear people talk about that the the shit you got to get from your own people, because you're I do remember. I remember when my, my, my step, my adopted step, well, adopted daughter back in the day was about to come out or where she and she came out as bi and her best friend who was a lesbian was like, you can't be bi. You even got to be straight, a lesbian. And that was in the night, the early, early 2000s.

And so I can imagine like especially when you explain what you're doing physically, it's made yourself, you would think they will understand the fucking most. They're like, hey, why, Why aren't you with me on this shit? And it's always some asinine reason has to do with their discomfort about something that they would never do. But I'm like, no one's asking if you would do it or not. Good thing it's not about you, right?

Too bad it's about me, bitch. And see they they see they get mad at like, 'cause I had someone were like you kept, you know, mispronounce mispronouncing me doing a show. And I told her I said, baby, I understand something. I'm 40 years old. No disrespect to non binary. But when I see when I hear the term they I'm seeing multiple people. No disrespect. You feel me? Oh, it's just try to think about it like you're sitting at a table, right, And there's a

backpack on the ground. You saw someone, you think someone left their backpack on the ground, but you didn't see who left their backpack, right? So someone will say, is that backpack yours? And it's like, I don't know, I guess they'll come back and get it. They meaning the person because you don't know them, right? It's a. That's how you would use a singular. Singular they.

Yeah, no, no, no, I I get it. But what I'm saying is the same way that they jump down someone's throat when they get it wrong, not because they're doing it on purpose or being an asshole. It's just natural. You feel what I'm saying. Ain't no different when females sitting there be they be talking to each other. Bitch, you know, you my bitch, you know what I'm saying? It's just a kind of, you know, shit.

Now let me finish. But it is funny as fuck to me when y'all when they do it till they fucking own. That what blows my mind. You get what I'm saying? It's like. People stuck on buying IRA. Yeah, but because to me it's like how you going to fuss out

dude? Because he kept saying Sir, because you he, he sees a certain way where you get mad, you blowing up. But then that same person, if you had talked to them, would sit there and look at you like you crazy because of what you said that yeah, I'm into sex. I would say I'm non binary. Or non binary or whatever. But I mean even to the point is you somehow so many conversations came about your procedure. I mean, I wouldn't have it in public.

I like in an interview like this, this is fine, but unless we are actively having a conversation about fucking, there's no I'm not saying anything about it. Because The thing is, you can talk about a colloquial girl or bitch or whatever, but that's different than you're asking someone to learn something. You're saying these are my pronouns. I am actively asking you to

learn them. So that means I'm actively asking you to self correct because just like if somebody got married and changed their last name, we would respect that and call them by their last name, the new last name. So in the same way, it was like pronouns. If I go out somewhere and I feel safe at this place and they asked my pronouns, I'm happy to give them.

Now if they come back and call me ma'am, I might say, oh, sorry, I'm not a ma'am because we already had a discussion about they them pronouns and I would expect them in that respect to set, you know, to catch themselves now if you're unwill. Apologize. Apologize, motherfucker. Like if it keeps happening and it's like 2 minute spans of each other then it's like. That yeah, that's when it now you're being an asshole. You know what I'm saying? It was like, OK, my situation

was, it wasn't like 2 minutes. It was like here, there, what happened? And then when I caught myself, I apologize, you feel me? But the point being of it is, is that the the point I'm trying to make is you can't chastise one and then turn around and chastise your own because it looks stupid to me. Because if I'm in the community with you, you posed to understand the most because you don't want the judgement pointed back at you. You know what I'm saying? That's how I look at it.

Because at the end of the day, because at the end of the day, it's like even to the point that the way that that Lady treated you on the red carpet, just the fact because you was rolling, you know, with a Walker, with a roller, you know what I'm saying? Because yeah, you know what I'm saying? Look at you because. You. She she tried to act, she tried that Family Guy. Don't give him any eye contact.

You know what I'm saying? No you, you shit you there and probably can fuck better than her. Let her ass get on set when she was like, wait a second, she was just little and she's squatting on the Dick. But no, but you know what I'm telling me about you? You have a very strong will. Very strong will. Because me being a performer, knowing what you have to do and do it with the pain that you have to deal with. God bless you, babe. You a beast. They need to put some respect on your name.

So, so, so I know once you get better and everything, are we, are we going to eat some of these convictions? Yeah, I'm hoping to. I always, I've never been to the Urban X Awards and I really want to go. I want to go so bad. Of course the tea awards. I want to go to the tea awards. I want to go to AB NS if I could make it. I know they moved hotels to the Virgin or back to the. Yeah, Hard Rock. I hope they moved it back to where it is.

The girls can really cut up. Man, the world, the world resort. Did you go? Did you go last year? No, I didn't go. I heard about it. Trust me, it it came across my

desk a lot. Yeah, as long as I can afford a room and I'm, I get a, I'm pretty sure I can get passes in or I think it was 300 last year, something like that to get them in. I, I love X biz because we don't have to pay anything to get in, but AB NS is so different because there's so many damn people that I guess they can't like verify everybody to be at a certain threshold or level or what, what have it. You know, you never know. I'm not like seeking an award myself for obvious reasons.

I'm just there to be there to support, to meet and greet people, to network. So much networking is done at AB NS and that was that was totally worth it getting people. I just have a stinking suspicion the next two years she probably win an award. I'm just saying I just have that feeling, but I do. I just have that feeling. If I do, have me back on Oh, you're. Going to be back on way before then because people I didn't

held up here for an hour. So you know, we ain't touched nothing because man, like I said, I did my research. I thought I'd did my research. Boy, I was off in a good way. So that is so you know, I got to ask this beautiful person the $1,000,000 question. Blunts and bad body and blunts. Can I call you a smoke buddy? You sure can. Yes. So there you go. They will be back here on the smokers lounge and when they get get it, you know get their battery ride.

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And that there's many parts of the porn business, there's many kinks, there's many fetishes. There's many ways for ladies and gents to make money in this business. See, we just showed you disabled porn. You never thought there was a such thing, but it is. And a lot of us are disabled. Many mentally are. Artistic sub with depression, anxiety, hell we didn't have in the past three to four years. A couple of them commit suicide.

God bless their souls. But that's why being proud of who you are and what you are is important. Because see if you have any shame. See it's like a sea, right? Put it in the ground. What you do, we put it in the ground and you cover it up with dirt. You put water on it. It grows. So that shame grows. It goes from shame to who you are. Shame of the people that you around you surround yourself for, shamed the profession that you do to the point that you're

so shamed. You shamed of your whole life. See I rather be who I am and happy with who I am than to see him be miserable like the rest of you dumb fucks. You feel me? So I hope y'all learnt something on the last thing too. Learn to unlearn things. See I'm about to hit 50 and there's a lot of unlearning I had to do to be in this business in this world. From porn to having family members that are part of the

LBGTQ community. Having conversations with my sister about explaining to her what my niece is trying to explain to her when it comes to the term they. You must be willing to unlearn shit, to move forward, to communicate, to love, because if you don't understand someone, how can you love them? And you can't love unless you understand. You get me. So regardless of how this election goes, I hope we all love each other and learn to love each other and accept each

other. See God said in the Bible, you know, I don't really, you know how I feel about the Bible people come on. But come as you are, he just wasn't talking about what you wear. So with that being said, you know how we end these things all day, every day? Life is a learning experience. What's the point of being experienced if you haven't learnt anything? Smoke this over a beautiful with the blunts. Say goodbye to the people. Goodbye to the people.