[RECORDED YESTERDAY NIGHT] Thank you for tuning into Raising Vibrations! My apologies for just now uploading this content later rather than sooner. In this live stream. I wanted to share some words of encouragement with those addicts still suffering. The weekends were a huge trigger for me while deep in my addiction. The control that "THE GODDESS ISHTAR" had over me with mind altering substances, sexual rituals, porn, secular music, scallywags, and just simply crossing ethical boundaries is exac...
Feb 22, 2026•1 hr 15 min•Season 4Ep. 242
In this episode. I explain "HOW I DID IT" and beat the odds. Even while going through phases of addiction and relapse! Though I made the mistake of falling victim to the "HOLIDAY" relapse quad. I managed, with the help of the invisible, to persevere. Which in return, opened the doors to some major opportunities! Satan took so much from me because it's what I allowed. Now that I realize how much of a value I am within the spirit realm. Is the very reason why Satan won't leave me the fuck alone! H...
Jan 26, 2026•1 hr 50 min•Season 4Ep. 241
In this episode. I share some stories of encouragement that goals can still be accomplished. Yes, even while going through relapse phases! I managed to achieve my (CPI) certification while relapsing on the eighth of this month. Hell, I even achieved my peer support certificate in 2022 while dealing with intermittent relapses. I'm not at all trying to influence it. I'm just saying that you can still achieve even if you've fell off of the bandwagon. Which in my case, has opened the doors for me be...
Jan 20, 2026•1 hr 20 min•Season 4Ep. 240
In this episode of "RAISING VIBRATIONS" podcast. I open up in regard to my feelings centered around what happened at tonight 12-step meetings. I truly thank Dr. Bob and Bill for creating an amazing read "THE BIG BOOK OF AA" that has helped thousands of addicts recover from addiction. But lately, I've been feeling this type of energy that tells me "THESE AREN'T MY PEOPLE" in those fellowship rooms. I've come across more shady acting people than anything. I'm starting to see that these places can ...
Jan 09, 2026•1 hr 4 min•Season 4Ep. 239
[HAPPY 2026 EVERYONE!!!] In this episode. I spoke openly about how I (WILL NOT) allow my addiction to refine me. Rather, it's refining the fuck out of my ass! After a few relapses, both occurring after major holidays. I had, another, out of many, spiritual awakenings that revealed to me what my purpose is while here on earth. I'm a humanitarian, and I am to live a life of humanitarianism!!! Much as I dislike most humans. Source wants me to have a change of heart. I slightly figured my role in th...
Jan 02, 2026•2 hr 25 min•Season 4Ep. 238
In this episode. I share why I stepped away from the mic, and all of my other social media platforms for awhile. "IT ALL CENTERS AROUND WHAT OCCURRED THAT NIGHT OF NOVEMBER THE NINTH!" I'm not really surprised at what I witnessed. Unfortunately, this is the direction that our world is heading in. But the fact that I'm involved with this in a "SPIRITUAL" sense is what had me blown away! Who knew that what I thought about years ago in Vegas while undergoing meth psychosis. Would manifest into real...
Nov 21, 2025•2 hr 4 min•Season 3Ep. 237
In this episode. I share a hidden (GEM) with you guys that's truly a whole vibe! There's live music, singers, good food and beverages. But most of all, you're amongst some good company! I'm also reaching out to all of my Indie musicians that have experienced addiction, lived through it, and from those experiences. You created some compelling music centered around your struggles. I would love to interview and share your music on my platform. Music is story telling and the power of sharing your mu...
Nov 08, 2025•9 min•Season 3Ep. 235
It's been awhile since I've shared a hidden gem with you guys but that's going to change! I have several upcoming (💎's) for you all to work with if you so choose. Most of the gems that I share are going to be primarily local to my area. If you're traveling, or visiting here. Feel free and attend any of the activities that I post. There are several different events via this recording that you all can take advantage of as well. Who knows, maybe my ass will be at one of these functions! Until then...
Nov 08, 2025•6 min•Season 3Ep. 235
On this live show. I foreshadowed the fact that today "HALLOWEEN" is my birthday! Though there's ample excitement regarding my special day. There is some shocking truths centered around it as well! Which I share with you all via this stream. It'll make you think twice before celebrating "SATAN" each year!!!I I opened up in regard to my addiction, and how I've been coping with it. I even marched in this years gay pride parade on behalf of Lamba. We represented on behalf of "CMA", Crystal Meth Ano...
Nov 01, 2025•2 hr 2 min•Season 3Ep. 234
In this episode. I took some time out to apologize for my absence. I foreshadowed a great majority of the events that played out prior to me stepping away from the mic. I titled this episode what I did because it's important to touch base on addiction and adversities!!! People of addiction are struggling nearly every single day with some form of adversity. And instead of turning to a support system for help. We'd rather turn to that addiction for our choice of a coping mechanism!!! "SATAN IS A L...
Oct 09, 2025•1 hr 22 min•Season 3Ep. 233
In this episode. I spoke about how my guidance from the universe is opening doors to an abundance of magic! Reading the book ( THE SEVEN TYPE OF SPIRIT GUIDE: HOW TO CONNECT WITH YOUR COSMIC HELPERS) is by far one of the best books I've read leading me right to this very point! Because of this book. It allowed my spirit to guide me in the direction of my (MESOAMERICA AND ANDEAN) roots! Like the author of the book mentioned previously. Yamile Yemoonyah also has spiritual lineage similar to mine! ...
Aug 18, 2025•45 min•Season 2Ep. 231
In this episode of Raising Vibrations Podcast. I speak about my necessary hiatus away from the platform. As one of God's chosen. It's a must that I seclude myself away from the rest of the world in order to hear his messages. Which has led me to some major blessings! During that much needed hiatus. I elevated into a whole new person. One that wants to do God's work at all means necessary with limited distractions! I share life after the death of my two feathered friends and so much more! Includi...
Jul 28, 2025•1 hr 21 min•Season 2Ep. 230
[RECORDED JUNE 26, 2025] My apologies for uploading this episode later rather than sooner. I do believe this is the actual day that I found my two feathered friends deceased! Due to this tragedy. I've now started a movement/support group on Facebook for addicts who have lost their (NON-HUMAN) companions due to whatever circumstances. I think it's important to address every aspect of addiction. "INCLUDING ADDICTS OF PETS BECAUSE WE MATTER AS WELL!" I also spoke about some changes, that are not on...
Jul 02, 2025•37 min•Season 2Ep. 229
[RECORDED JUNE 26, 2025] In this episode. I share something very heart breaking for not only myself. But also for my remaining two that's left behind. As I explained via this recording. I'm not sure what caused this to happen! I just know that the discovery of my friends was traumatic enough as it is! I can just imagine what the remaining two felt considering it was them four. I still have the two that have departed this world preserving until otherwise. Considering my circumstances at hand. I s...
Jun 28, 2025•31 min•Season 2Ep. 228
In this episode. I took some time out to update my people of addiction, relapse, and recovery regarding the latest centered around my life! I further explain why I haven't been as active here on my podbean platform like I normally would. "LET'S JUST SAY THAT A WHOLE NEW DEE VENOM HAS EMERGED!" And I don't want to waste anymore of my time than what I did fucking around with methamphetamine! I have a (SPIRITUAL CONTRACT) to fulfill, and I don't have the time to waste on meaningless conversations! ...
Jun 24, 2025•1 hr 3 min•Season 2Ep. 227
In this episode. I share a (💎) with you all. "ESPECIALLY MY LOCALS HERE IN THE ARIZONA AREA!" There is a important cause that's happening courtesy of a particular food bank that I frequent quite often. If you have a heart and enjoy being one of Source's chosen servers. Feel free and donate toward something that could feed more than enough mouths right here in the Arizona area!!! If you'd like to participate in this event. Please feel free to listen and share this content in order to get the wor...
Jun 22, 2025•4 min•Season 2Ep. 226
In this episode. I share a (💎) with my people local to the Arizona area! Get your pantries ready for some extra free food items courtesy of DESERT FINANCIAL BANK! They also have a website and link for more information regarding their mission. I'll provide that info below for anyone who is interested. "YOU NEVER KNOW! YOU MIGHT SEE ME THERE!" Make sure to share this info with others who are in need. Myself and the universe would gladly appreciate any efforts! Until my next (💎), happy sober livi...
Jun 21, 2025•5 min•Season 2Ep. 225
In this episode. I share an (UPCOMING EVENT) with my people of addiction, relapse, and recovery within the Arizona area. The event centers around CAFTANS, SWIMSUITS, AND FUN! But most importantly, the main cause of this event is for fellowship! Check below for more information. Until my next (💎), happy sober living, and namaste. azspringbreak.org
Jun 19, 2025•3 min•Season 2Ep. 244
In this episode. I spoke about going (ONE STEP BEYOND) for some very special people! I explain why I haven't been so active on my podbean platform. And that's because I dedicated my time to a week of training regarding the people that I've been (CHOSEN) to look out for. The things that I learned during training truly changed me for the better. And now that I've seen the history of the people that I've been (CHOSEN) to look out for. It makes me even more proud at the fact Source has (CHOSEN) me f...
Jun 19, 2025•16 min•Season 2Ep. 223
In this episode. I share some (VITAL) info regarding next year's 2026 Cocaine Anonymous Convention! I'm giving my people of addiction, relapse, and recovery (MORE THAN ENOUGH ⏲️) to plan and attend this event! When I tell you that I had a blast at this year's event held in Scottsdale, Arizona. "BOY DID I HAVE FUN! I JUST WISH THAT I COULD'VE ENJOYED MORE THAN ONE DAY OF IT!" Even if you're not dealing with addiction. I suggest going to support the cause overall! Again, you just never know who yo...
Jun 18, 2025•3 min•Season 2Ep. 222
In this episode. I share a (HIDDEN 💎) with my people of addiction, relapse, and recovery. There's an event that's approaching and I'm giving my people (AMPLE) time for planning. Feel free to download, listen, and share this upcoming (SPIRITUAL GATHERING) event with others! "👀 BELOW FOR MORE INFO!" Until my next (💎), much ❤️ and happy sober living! EVENT: SAVE THE WEEKEND/RENEWAL IN THE DESERT! WHEN: OCTOBER 10TH-12TH, 2025 RENEWAL IN THE DESERT INFO: HTTP://RENEWALINTHEDESERT.ORG...
Jun 18, 2025•4 min•Season 2Ep. 221
In this episode. I share a (HIDDEN 💎) with my people of addiction, relapse, and recovery! This (💎) has both in person and zoom meetings! I'll provide the zoom meeting info so that you all can take advantage of this event, which is held every Sunday for anyone interested!!! Feel free to support addiction by participating in this event, which is not just open to our people right here in the valley. But it's open to any and everyone interested!!! "YOU NEVER KNOW! YOU MIGHT SEE ME AT ONE OF THESE ...
Jun 18, 2025•4 min•Season 2Ep. 220
In this episode. I share a (HIDDEN 💎) with you guys. "ESPECIALLY MY PEOPLE HERE WITHIN THE ARIZONA AREA!" I suggest attending this workshop in order to learn how to use this product. You never know if you may need it in order to save someone's life. Also, I foreshadow in this recording, about a little (SOMETHING SOMETHING) that centers around (DEEVENOM) merch! I'm looking into a few things regarding t-shirts for (ALL) body types! "JUST TO FORESHADOW!" The place that this particular workshop wil...
Jun 17, 2025•12 min•Season 2Ep. 219
In this episode. I catch you guys up to speed in regards to one's life. There has been some (VERY) interesting things that have occurred over the past month or so. And to my recollect, nothing has been negative! I'm so thrilled with myself considering I'm forty five days clean from methamphetamine! "AND CLIMBING!" The more I stay clean. The more blessings I receive via Source, and the universe!!! "AND MAJORITY OF THESE AREN'T NO SMALL BLESSINGS EITHER!" Take a break out of your busy lives to lis...
Jun 05, 2025•31 min•Season 2Ep. 218
In this episode. I share a (HIDDEN 💎) with you all in the form of a song! If you're a huge (GODZILLA) fan just like I am! Then maybe you all can allow your minds to meander to another place other than here for a bit! A place where mythical creatures live and reign supreme! A place where dragons breathe 🔥 and unicorns roam free! But most of all! Picture (MOTHRA) emerging from it's sacred hiding place ready for the 🌎! Don't pay attention to the beat of this song! Pay more attention to the backg...
May 22, 2025•7 min•Season 2Ep. 216
Satan is (TRULY) a liar and for so many years (A GREAT MAJORITY OF US) have been lied to in regard to our (TRUE) identities! The more I remain sober. The more that the universe reveals to me. "AND IT'S A BEAUTIFUL THING, TO SAY THE LEAST!" I know that I'm chosen. But I didn't realize that (I'M MARKED FOR LIFE) due to my spiritual agreement and it bares right in the middle of my palms!!!!! Spiritual lineage from years and years ago I carry. And all this time I just thought the lines on my palms w...
May 21, 2025•18 min•Season 2Ep. 215
In this episode. I share a (HIDDEN GEM) with you all in the form of a video! This video speaks volumes regarding what addiction truly is! I was amazed at what I was hearing and learning to the point. I just had to share it! "AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I AM DOING!" Please my people of addiction. If you don't do anything good for yourself throughout your battle with addiction. At least watch this video! I think it'll make you reevaluate yourself, and your circumstances! Until my next (GEM), lots of L...
May 14, 2025•12 min•Season 2Ep. 213
In this episode. I spoke about my time spent at the (RECOVIA) center! I opened up to one of the people who I am working alongside with in regard to a certain childhood trauma that I explained via this video. I also share my time spent at yet another (12 STEP) meeting Monday night. And lastly, I find out that I've been talked about behind my back by some ex co-workers of mine! To find out who they are and so much more! You'll have to download and listen!!! Until my next upload, lots of L.L.S and ...
May 14, 2025•42 min•Season 2Ep. 212
[RECORDED LASTNIGHT] In this episode. I was going to play some music for the people in order to get y'all Friday night going! But I had a caller phone in and I will admit. I was a tinge irritated that my show was interrupted due to the fact someone needed to vent. Interestingly enough, me being irritated turned into complete joy because I ended up having a (FANTASTIC) experience! I spoke with someone who I was going to reach out to anyway in regard to something they posted on their podbean platf...
May 10, 2025•2 hr 2 min•Season 2Ep. 209
[RECORDED YESTERDAY] In this episode. I spoke about my time spent at yet another (NA) meeting! While there, I earned a little (something something) that I'm proud of. "AND I SHARED ONCE AGAIN!" I also shared with you all. My experience regarding (RECOVIA) and how things went! Let's just say, I've only been there two times thus far. And I already love this place, the staff, and their services! I'm glad that I took the initiative and gave them a call! I also speak about so much more like withdrawa...
May 09, 2025•32 min•Season 2Ep. 208
