God's will for my life: Today I'm sick

We're all about God's will, but the truth is, His will is often hard, and it's not recognizable as good for me.  Like for instance, for this show, I was coming down with something, Pastor Greg was getting over something, and Pastor Gary was still suffereing from something.  In fact, as I type this, I'm getting worse, but be that as it may.

We also listen to some word/faithers teach us about Jesus being the first man to be born again, and how he suffered in hell in my place...  yup, it's weird.