002:God didn't give me what I asked, but He gave me what I needed : The power of prayer

“Submit yourselves for the Lord’s sake to every human institution.” 1 Peter 2:13 John 20: 26-29 doubts My heart is not willing. I know I need to trust God and our confidence in Him, but... My will to control the situation was so strong and doubting Him he was going to do some miracles over my current situation. I was like a child I was asking my dad for help but still; I am doing it my way. My son had a broken car and wanted his dad to fix it. But he still continued tinkering with the car and trying to fix it and dad asked. “Do you want me to fix it or not?" He can only fix it when my son surrendered it to Him." This analogy is very true in my life in how I learned the lesson the hardest way because God taught me about myself that I underestimated Him and I doubted His ways. Last year I just gave birth to my youngest daughter. She came to be not on the day we planned. Worries and anxieties came to me. What should I do? We don’t have a family here. “How will I survive?” Who is going to look after my other two kids when I give birth? What about cleaning? Chores? Cooking? Thinking about how would I solve the problem wasn’t really helping. In fact, it got worse. My worries killed my courage. My anxiety gave me sleepless nights preparing and planning for my childbirth.

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