Apologizing and holding you after an argument [ASMR,Roleplay,Spicy]

Hey, can can I come in for a minute? It's just for a minute. I just wanna I just wanna say a couple of things. Is it okay if I sit right here? Alright. Yeah. So I... I said some things last time we talked that I've been reflecting on Wow. I really regret saying it. I regret saying a lot of different things. I regret not being able to control myself. And I regret. Thinking. I just... I... I don't even know how... I don't even know how I... Fuck. Let me just start over.

I know what I said was wrong and I can't believe I actually said it. I knew it was going to be hurtful. When I said it, then I still let myself say it. They just don't know. I don't know why I thought I was. I don't know why I thought I would do that to you. I don't know how I could let myself do that to you. You're supposed to be somebody that and protect and take care of. I said things that were Incredibly hurtful. Clearly me and Things that I should've never

God. I just can't believe I did that. I'm not I'm not even gonna try and Ask you to apologize or say that you shouldn't have said anything either because I want it. I want it to be that I'm apologizing to you, not that I'm expecting you to apologize back because what I did was wrong, whether you did anything or not. It was wrong of me to say the things and do the things that I did. So I should have been better. I can't believe all of my suffer you.

I can't believe that I let myself re light the I feel Feel disappointed in myself.

Like you let us down. I say yes because it's me and you together. That's a man now. It should never be me and you. It's us. It's never me versus you, it's it's us versus the problem. Sometimes I argue because I wanna win and not. Because I want the problem solved, I I was just thinking about that. Amen. So fucking stupid. I see all these things and I can't imagine life without you. I can't imagine what it would be like to. Can they even picture it? You're everything to me Everything.

Amen. I want you to tell me. I want you to remind me the next time that we're disagreeing or you think we're about to fight and just remind me of this conversation. I'm willing to remind me what I saw it. I'm only here to remind me of the things I'm telling you right now.

This is what I really mean. in my whole world. I don't want an apology. I just wanted you to. I understand that I regret what I said and what I did. hear the thing about it. The moment you think, there's no rush. And then there's some things you just can't take back. Can't be on time. Let's see if you try any other. I see us. I see us growing on the other. Así es. I think about it. I dream about it. Just Let's think about it. There's no rush. On what you think. Um

Whenever you're ready to talk, just just let me know, okay. Alright.