At five years old, actually, I was cleaning shoes. The reason why me and my brother's jumped on road. My enemies, bro. My enemy's new. You can't catch us on any block, bro. Our block. What's the Masjid so big up to them? In it go halal girl shots for them. You're saying ham do the LA You blame it. You always want to find a reason to blame something else. Take the blame, bro. Accountability. So shout to the drug dealers, bro. You're a dusty little guy, bro.
1 Lahal Adim 90% of our beef is because we helped others. I'm already brave like this outside the house. I was always praying we never left the solar. There's certain things that I went through that gave me a wake up call. One of the things was when it comes to repenting and this is I, that I was sighted over and over and over again when I was in prison. Allah gave me the opportunity to at least come back to him. The sweetness of repenting to Allah.
So this dream, my mother came to me here. I don't recall seeing her face. My mother came to me and goes, yeah, Amen. This is the reality of the road. Act, wake up. Act. Time to change. Act. I'll try my best. You're good to go. Yeah. Miss Medal. Mahem es salaamwalekum. What? Ahmatollah. But I care to Marshallah Tabarcola. I want to start off by saying oh, praise me to a lot. The most gracious, the most
merciful, the most powerful. It's only him we worship and only him we bow down to. And only him we turn to. One way in need. And also like to send peace and blessings upon our beloved Prophet Muhammad salahu and he was selling. I'd like to give thanks to the message for inviting me here again at Hamdillah. It's a great turnout and I would say this before we carry on. My dear respected brothers. What lahi renew your intentions right now. Renew your intentions, Man.
You didn't come here to try and take some clips for TikTok or Instagram or Facebook or? Unless, unless you're old man, you're on Facebook, but not seriously on a serious level, man, renew your intentions. We're not here to have little clips and put it online and this way. It's come to the homour of the Prophet Muhammad. Salaam has come to an homour of attention seekers, people where they like to video things in order for them to get the likes and the shares. And you already know why.
I'm on Paul because it happens. Everybody's cloud chasing for the wrong reasons. Paul, we are in competition with one another because of views. We should be in competition with one another due to what here? Baraka blessings. Are he giving charity wherever? Maybe. Advise your brother sitting next to you. I will not add him. It upset me that while we were praying you got brothers that were talking. Where's the etiquette of a Muslim? As the Sheikh mentioned, there's certain people here.
It's their first time coming into the message, bro, first time. What's going on? We're better than this act. The Prophet Muhammad's of Allah and I was him two hours better than this bro. We've come a long way 1400 years after that. Islam hasn't changed bro. Nor has the Quran, nor has the Sunda, nor has the following in the teachers of the companions. So why are we trying to put our little twists and turns into the D now? Well, why?
There's people, Muslims, they take stuff for rivers, they become Muslims, then they lose their way. You know why? Because of the characteristics and the ethics of another Muslim in our communities. More Is it fair? Imagine, just imagine that someone leaves Islam because of you or because of me. And this is what's happening day in day out. You got brothers and sisters constantly beefing on on on social media, let alone on road. Just before I came here we see a
drunken brother. He drunken brother. The brother wants to sit me down in the barbershop. Actually, let me tell you how hard my life is. Like he Why do why have we come to a stage in our life where bro, we want people to feel sorry for us. But I don't want no one to feel sorry for me bro. Sometimes I go on comments on videos about me. Oh, I feel so fame. He's gone through a lot. I'll handle a lot. I've gone through a lot. It took me to go through that to get close to a lot.
Some people can't even walk a mile in my shoe while why They can't? But yet people come and this is something that is disturbing amongst our communities, bro. Every single community I go to, there's brothers that come up to me and goes, bro. After this, after that, this is the amount of man after this is the really. You're a dusty little guy, bro. Well, why? Since when? Since when what you thinking you're a gamblinger? And I do my real I do my little research. That's what about them.
They turn out to be a good person from a good home, bro. A good background. Why are people coming from a good home? Actually, I was on the way here with a brother. Actually.
We're in the car. We're talking about Tower Hamlets. Newham and Hackney are the poorest brothers, if not in the UK, but they're the poorest brothers in London. A majority of the people in these brothers are who Muslims. So shout out to the drug dealers bro, because you've made your life, but you claim that this is a life that's worth living, but your parents are living in the council flat. You're chasing this lifestyle hardly any of you make, and you're all runarounds, bro.
You all send outs. All of the man that's out there telling you to go do your runarounds after you're getting peanuts and you think this is a life to chase, A life to be like there's brothers around me, bro. That's the life in Joe. The brother I came with here, brother. He's the life in Joe. You're asking me? He regrets everything. He hardly saw his father. He hardly saw his mother locked up for 1718 years, and he regrets every single second of it. But I handle a lot. He went to Joe.
He wasn't even practicing, bro. He hated the word. His name, which I'm not going to state it's a big name Islamically. And he hated it until he found out the true meaning of his name. And what is he trying to do now? He's trying to live up to that name. So should we. Some of us, our name is Hamza. The line of Allah live up to that name. Akhi Khalid, safe for law.
Akhi safe for law. The man that's never been defeated Khalid Manwaleed even the battles he had before before Islam he never he never lost and when he did become a Muslim Allah Mubarak there wasn't one battle he lost bro and people told him do you not fear that you may lose. He got given the title of Safe for Lord the Sword of Allah. How can this title be broken? This is our role models bro. Not dusty guys like me don't take no Dean for me bro.
Learn from my mistakes. And I wish I could go back in time when I can be in your position, bro. Where I can adapt myself to be a bad Muslim. And how did I learn that I have come from a rock, bro. I was born there, more so the last city to fall in Iraq. I left there when I was about 8:00. Then we went to Sudia and while we was living in Iraq, I think we all lived a struggle lifestyle, bro. We wasn't the richest of rich at five years old.
Actually, I was cleaning shoes, the brothers telling me 13 years old. Telling me bro, I made this money while wearing a Montclair jacket. 13 years old, you dusty little spinner. Since when or you can, how can you afford that? And this person has the audacity to put pressure on these parents to say what mom, you need to get me the clothes so I can fail with the rest of the guys. The guys that I'm in school with is this, is this really worth it? You don't see me wearing band
clothes, bro. I don't jump on the bandwagon like everyone else does. People are jumping on this bandwagon for what? To get a few lakhs and shares? Nowadays everyone Muslims are taking pictures like this or with their middle fingers up. What's that all about bro? You. We have lost our Islam Akhi and because of ourselves we blame ourselves, bro. You can't blame no one else. Society doesn't put a gun to your head bow until you do this. You're not in the not where
you're both. You're not in the Middle East where the certain countries are going for war and even though they're in a Muslim country, you would die because you live up on Laila Inova and this is the reality. Be grateful for where you are, bro. We're Muslims. I will lie. I'm saying this now, bro. I'm saying this now. Yeah. Look at the friend that's around you, man. Is he really doing something to make you become a better Muslim? And if he is the person, then
I'll handle the lad. And now you have to question yourself. Are you the person that's been in this person around you? Closer to the Dean of Allah upon the Quran and Sundar upon the understanding of the companions.
And people want to jump on this bandwagon where they're going to what do what always like to point fingers at others And I'll say this now brothers why not he stop being around people that find folks in another Muslim. Stop being around them if you know them to have some burner line online. Yeah, I don't care where it is, man. And there's got a dead username decides to go and comment on every single person's video. Keep away from these people,
bro. This is not from the ethics of a Muslim. The profit of Allah 13 years. A he tutor heed 13 years. And then, and only then did the rules and regulation came into play. When the ire, when the ire of hijab came down, women, women were running a he running. To grab anything just to cover their hierarchy. You got our sisters that are leaving the house. What if I say this all the time? Will they? Convertible hijabs? Yeah, with the Superman I buyers and so on and so forth.
I can't blame them, bro. I blame their older brothers or their fathers. And this is something that a lot of parents are not taking into accountability, Bro. Your parents are the reason why a lot of people are going astray, bro. There's no Dean in the household. But for on Friday you lose some masses. A brother came to me for my background, a Kurdish Iraqi, he came to me. He goes, I fear, I fear to pray in front of my parents, cause his parents come from a Muslim background.
Do not like the fact that he's praying now. This is what it's come to bro. And then handed a lot at the age of 14. He wants to make an impact. So if you are the first person in your household that's really trying to make a difference, Islamically, I could go ahead. As long as you're not displeasing a lost final Tyler. You have to obey your parents, use your wisdom, the wisdom that lies giving you. If it means you pray in secret in another room, do it. I was 13 or 14 years old.
So they What are they doing, bro? What are they doing? They're making TikTok videos of dancing. You're jumping on this trend of dancing and fuck you. You get a tripod or you attach it to a call wherever it may be for you to record the video. No, but look at your desires. That is the biggest jihad, bro. Fighting your desires. Your desires of smoking food, man. Don't call it food smoking weed. Your desires of getting closer to girls or commands dinner.
Those desires. Your desires of what you do behind closed doors. You know what Monarchy. Pornography has become normal. Let's not be around the Bushnell, bro. It's easy. Anybody can get access to it. Where's the ethicus of a Muslim gun, bro? I wish I was in your position so I can make a difference. Be the reason why someone falls in love with Islam. You got no Muslims here today, bro. First time in the machine. Where's our ethicus and our manners?
Who even gave them Salaam? Who even gave them Saddam? Someone came to the Prophet Muhammad salahu and they were saying, he said to Yara Salah. When two people come close, the two people come across who should be the one to give Salam first? He's son of law. And they were saying replied the one that is closest to Allah you feel with your head today. No worries bro. If there is something that's uplifting you, no worries.
Act You see your Muslim brother, whoever it may be, give him Salam, even if you don't feel right within yourself. I know a lot of men that came in today, He didn't even give the Salaam to the brother that's sitting next to them. This is reality. So for the next few seconds, right now, I can give Saddam to the brother next to you. Paul, give Salaam to the brother next to you. Sincerely. Oh my bad. This is what Islam is. Allah, my buddy. Allah, I don't know what to do. OK?
This is the Dean of Allah my guy. So this is look. Look around you as well bro. Every single person is a different shade. And look at the beauty of Islam. Some of us have two nationalities within us. Islam didn't come just for the Arabs or the Africans or the Asians or the Europeans. It came from mankind itself. And we have a big illness within our hearts, and the illness of our heart is both. We are trying to please anything other than a lost panel.
Tyler, you see this heart that we have? It's not here that you try and fulfill every single person's right or fulfill every single person's need. Your heart was designed, Every beat was designed to worship on us with Allah alone. So do not connect with any sister. And I know bro, we live at that time and age. My dear respected brothers, I know there's a finna, the finna of women. We see the gal. I understand we can't lower our gays. I understand that we're men.
That's our weakness, the brother said. Handle the light is anything rather than that. You're in the wrong place. You feel me? But this is our weakness. I understand, My brother. If you're being serious about even getting married to a sister, actually do it the right way, bro. You're destroying another man's daughter. Another man's sister by selling them false dreams. Actually, I'm a man. Don't lie to me telling me that bro. I have good intentions, bro.
You're lying to yourself, bro. Well, why you're lying to yourself? We need to grow up. We need to smoke the coffee as the English people say, and we need to turn back to Allah, bro. Forget about pleasing our parents and our brothers and our sisters and our and our teachers and our bosses at work wherever. Maybe firstly be obedient to Allah and this is the thing about me and my family. But we come from Iraq and we've always lived a lifestyle where we were connected to the machine.
Why is it that the machine is this packed? Because of a speaker? Bro, why come to the master? Bro, you got problems with a girl? Come to the master bro. You got problems with your mother or your wife? Come to the master, You got a problem with your boss? Come to the master that connect with this house. Because other than my house that I've slept in. I connected with the machine. My enemies, bro. My enemies knew that if they were to come and link. I'll come and buck the Akis from
lose some machine. We would link them at the machine. You can't catch us on any block bro. Our block. What's the machine? Our house was the machine, bro. Where we prayed, where we slept, where we did Islamic studies. What's the Machine Brothers only come to the Master for what? What's a lot to Juma? Why is that 35 players that he 35 players in a week and you come and choose to do one in the week which is Juma. It's become a what actually let's be rule bull. It's become a a, a a a a youth
club aid as well. Amanda might dress their best. The a WI. Understand what I'm about. You're meant to dress your best. Have also whatever may be a heeds spray some perfume. Do it some brothers out of the blood. I hope you're not doing your nails too Hear me? But you're meant to be well equipped. Hear me come to the machine that he come to the aid in the park, whatever it may be. But at the same time he This is something that hurts me.
Every single aid we spend more time with our companions, with the girlfriends, with the boyfriends other than our families. And this is the reality of it, bro. Stratford Westfield. It's a dis. It's a disturbing place, bro. I see Muslims walking through the audible she thought would be confused. What's going on? I understand she don't trying to get to us privately, but we're doing things publicly, bro. Why is that? Because there is No Fear of a law anymore.
This is what we're lacking. We're lacking knowledge in our community. You want to fall in love with this Dean? Open the Quran. Follow the professor Laho I know you were selling. Follow his companions that were around him. These are our role models. Then that's when you fall in love with this Dean. Some people say to me, actually I opened the Quran. I opened the Quran and I gained nothing from it. I read one or two pages a day. I gained nothing from it. Why is that, Paul?
Because we're doing it for the wrong intentions. That could be one of the reasons. Another thing is actually we're distracted. Our mind is going out 100 mph constantly to the level. We don't have time for a lost para Tyler. So when you open his book. Man them come to the master to open, actually open the and the brother can't even read Arabic, he's just moving his lip around. Are you doing it for a lot or are you doing it for Abdullah? Let's be rude.
This is the reality. But handed it like, like I said this, and I say this many, many times. My dear, respected brothers and sisters. Yeah, there's no sisters here. Yeah, no undercovers. Yeah, I would, some brother said. Yeah, like you're the sister. I would be there. So we give thanks to a loss of Hannah with Tyler. And let me tell you something actually one of the reasons why we jumped on road why it is nowhere near the reason why people are jumping on road today.
The reason why me and my brothers jumped on road that because when we came to this country we were in other words getting bullied for not speaking English. We were in Surya when 911 happened that he we witnessed 911. On top of that, when we came to this country, we lived in an area called Southeast London. Southeast London, someone said, yeah, Akhi's a dusty area, there's nothing to big up about that. Akhi, the best thing about Southeast London that he's
Lucial machine. So big up to them and then go highlight girl shots for them, you know what I'm saying? Hamdu La La. But that was the biggest blessing in Southeast London. And when we came to this area, he like I said to you before, when people were doing their sets to get into secondary school. Akhi in year five. In year six I am learning This is cat, this is dog. Imagine that Aki. It was very difficult. Man them are blaming us for 911 ask Muslims from Iraq during playground.
Aki during playground during break at lunchtime. Me and my brothers and my little sister in primary school we used to rush to try and find each other in order to spend time with one another. This was the reality. You don't don't have that struggle ack man. Them are wiling out. On their teachers and their fellow people in school. And who do you blame? I've got a DHD, bro. Shut up, man. You blame it. You always want to find a reason to blame something else. Take the blame bro.
Accountability. It is upon a Muslim to take accountability for your wrongdoing. Man don't want to blame every single prescription in the pharmacy except for himself. Your prescription in Estonia is the Quranakhi. It's the Prophet Muhammad Salah. While you were selling, it's just the companions Rodya, Laho and. Who these people that full for you, bro. And I'm not talking about fighting for you physically, but fighting within themselves to try and spread this thing. So what do they do?
They gain knowledge. There was a man. He had the ill mother Listen to this, my dear respected mothers. Here there was a man that had the ill mother. He wanted to travel to see the prophet son-in-law, Ali Wassalam solely because he wanted to be what his companion. He wanted to be labeled as the Sahaba of Rasul Loy son-in-law, Ali Wassalam. Just this. So he made the promise to his mother. He's going to go there for a few days with or without.
The prophets are selling with with or without seeing him. Time was taken, but he wanted to have this title of the prophet solo law. And they were selling. But he knew. Look at this, this is the greatest man that ever lived. But he knew that obeying his parent, his mother, was more important than having that title of being the companion of Ross who the law. He saw the law and he was selling.
So when time was right, the brother left and decided to go back towards his mother without ever having this title. You know why? Because he put his mother first. This is who we should try to be like, bro. This is who we need to be like. This is who we need to be following. And my dear respective brothers and sisters, like I said, I keep saying sisters, I'm so used to it. Yeah, we come from a background
where we jumped. We jumped on this road thing solely because of what one Lahal, I think 90% of our beef and some of the brothers that know was 90% of our beef is because we helped others. So because we come from a background of Iraq and we were very, we were very close as brothers, we liked helping others. So when people used to come to us with their problems, what do we used to do? We used to jump on the bandwagon of helping them. So our hearts were too soft.
So soft to the level where people used to use and abuse us. So to the time when our beef got big, proper, proper, serious was done. Both sides are being stepped up and sure, and some people are dying while harmed. No one died from my side, but when some people were dying from the opposition, what tend to happen bro? We only found ourselves becoming in more of a target from people that we didn't even have beef with.
You know what? You might don't know the struggle Ack. Because of jealousy. Because people wanted a piece of you, Paul. People wanted a piece of axe. Not the Ackies that you see today put that. You're beefing each other, not ack. We didn't do that back then. I remember when I went to Joe O Twelve 2012, some of you wasn't
even probably born then. Yeah, anybody that tells me they're born in 2000 and and there's A and there's a. 2012 when I was in Joe, there was a brother by the name of Highland Arriva brother. He was in Joe for 11 years straight. You know when 2 Muslims had beef with each other in Joe in H&P, hide them. You know what he used to do? He used to put them in the cell because you two beef in each other Rd. They're my like yeah man, it is where he is.
So the Brother Highland used to say, I would say to them, if you don't squash your beef right now, for the sake of Allah, I'm a smack, both of you man up and you're going to get rushed by the rest of the Muslims in the jail. Because we're Muslims, we have this character of betraying this image about us. Where we don't care. We really don't care if you're going to go down that path of killing each other on road, but actually we're Muslims in jail.
There's people that have become closest to Allah in Joe, and I'm one of them. And I'm not saying to you both for you to go and do a crime to go to Joe and now you're going to be obedient. And this is a comment I see a lot online. Yeah, not a lot, but it comes from dusty people. Yeah. And the comment is, why is this guy only went down the path of being turned into a victim and then he turned to Allah. My dear respected brother, you dusty little spinner.
Let me tell you something, Ahi. I was always praying we never left the solar from back on roads. Ahi. We never neglected the Salarpo. We delayed it. Yes we did, but we never neglected because we come from a good home. Our premise is to pay for us to go madrassa. We did the Quran studies and the Islamic studies and the Arabic. We did it. So we were always praying. But there's certain things that I went through that gave me a wake up call. One of the things was.
Seeing my mother come to prison when I was in prison. Seeing her coming and getting searched by the govs to get searched. A hijabi woman bro your mother. My mother being searched, told her to go to a side room and all the fire to check underneath her hijab. This is the reality of our mothers. When I saw that said never again, never again am I going to allow my mother to come and see me in this disgusting place. That's when I made the oath for the lost panel.
Tyler, that day I said, yeah, Allah, I am never, ever going to go back to my old, sick and twisted ways. The ways where I used to oppress people, where Amanda used to ride out. Actually, your mother would get clapped. Your baby mother. If I'm senior, you, whoever. Maybe There was no mercy on the road back then. And this is one of the reasons why I hated the fact that we could never go shopping with my parents. Because I never wanted people to know what my parents look like. Mind them.
Ask me, Do you still look over your shoulders? Of course I look over my shoulders, bro, just cause I moved on. Do you think they've moved on just because I came closer to a lot? Do you think they haven't gone closer to Shaytan? Of course they're going to come for me one way or another. But I make my car every morning and evening and leave the restaurant lost Panamatayala. And this is something we neglect. And this is what made me jump on the roads. And I know what I take that back
here. We were never on road. We did things to survive. Problems came to us. We dealt with it like men, fist fights if it needed to be. Weapons were being used, but in reality it was mainly fist fights. And there was a story of two brothers in London. Stuff for the two family members in London. Listen to the story. They both had the intention of walking out of the house, ballied up, carrying a knife. Both of these family members,
they were cousins by the way. They left the hood where we badied up. They decided to ride out on their enemies area. But guess what happens? They both came across each other without realizing who they are. Both of them started stabbing up each other. They both ended up running away. One of them that went, and he spoke to me about this, Yeah. And I met him in Joe. The guy said to me when I was in the hospital being attended to. I see the same person that I stepped up coming on a stretcher
one day, took off his mosque. I realized that I just killed my own cousin. Mothers. Are sisters, sisters, bro. They went out there. They displeased the law. They never put things in the hands of a law. They wanted to act upon their desires, Lou. Did they know they were riding out and they were there with the intention of killing their enemy? Or one of them died? This is the reality of the road. Ack. Wake up ack. Time to change ack.
Because everybody likes to be called ack, but no one wants to act like a brother. No one wants to act like upon this, this beautiful Dean that was allocated to you. And this is what I've got to give a big. Shout out to the reverse because we came into this life by being Muslims by Difu because our families are Muslims. But the reverse on loss of Hanover to Aladdar directly guided them. They did their researched, they did their research. And then what happened?
They found the Dean of Allah. They found the love for this Dean. A brother that I met in Milton Keys, a brother called Jamal, stuff like that. Me and by met his friends. He wasn't there, but I got told about this. Guess what happened? Like he memorized sooner than Fatia had before he became a Muslim. Before he became a Muslim. What's going on with us bro? You ask him out to recite. Fancy how bro? It looks like he's beatboxing. Let's be rude. You can't even recite the ur.
I am properly bro man. They want to go and make a difference with the humour because I will almost suffering. You want to go and do something about it? Fix yourself first, little boy. Leave the rest to our last panel to Allah, because a lot doesn't need your abada. Allah doesn't need your prayer. Allah doesn't need your charity.
Allah doesn't need you to worship him in order for him to be glorified that he. Because guess what some people wake up a Muslim and die as a careful and some people they wake up as a disbelieve and Allah guides them and they die upon this Dean. So the Dean of Allah moves forward with or without you most well no Muslims are contacting me saying bro. I want to become a Muslim. My family are so against it. If they turn, if they see that I become a Muslim, do we have this issue?
We don't have this issue bro. So where's our gratefulness? I will lie in my dear respective barbers, and this is something. Actually, I'm going to actually I'm listen to me carefully, bro. There's an eye that comes to mind when it comes to repenting. And this is an I that I was sighted over and over and over again when I was in prison. And I remember this Iya Miss Milay Rahman or Rahim Holiya, Ibadi Ladina Osrafu Allah and Fusihim Lair talking to woman Rahmati Lair.
Oh, my servants. I last talking to you, Paul. He's not talking to you about old servants. He goes. Paul. Yeah. Abadi. Yeah. Oh, my servants. He's letting you know you belong to him. Actually, if you drive a nice car and man them are walking past and you know that's your car, What do you say? Say that's my car. I have pride. Arrogance. You say it because it belongs to you. It belongs to your hard work, right? We all do this, bro. That's my car. That achie.
Nowadays we've got a lot of Diu from our community. Our bro. Who's that sister? Yama. That's my wife. Ach have no shame in exposing their wife online, but look at the pride they have. They tell you people, this is my wife. So what does the last part I say, yeah, I bet he's talking to you as one of like like you belong to him. For those of you that have
transgressed against themselves. Aki the Bunning that we used to do. The girls we used to be with the money we used to chase the robberies we used to commit. The man we used to stab. The man we used to shoot wherever it may be under the sun. Ahi at last telling you do not lose hope. In my mercy. Do you know what Shaytan does? Shaytan whispers in your ear telling you bro, you've committed too much sins. Don't worry, Allah will never
forgive you. But Allah told you in this area, do not give up on or or do not or do not dispute on the hopes of a lost panel of tala. Do not, do not neglect a lost mercy. And this is something we keep talking about. Actually, every single time someone commits a sin, we as the Muslim community would like to talk about the punishment. Ah bro, you know what the punishment's severe? The punishment. This. The punishment that our Uzibila.
What about talking about the mercy of a lost panel tala your brother that's with you smoking or doing vaping? I could tell him to turn around like he audible at the moment I said mention vaping. Some brothers already wanted to expose their phone by looking at them. Don't do that. Leave it to Allah. And if you do, my dear respective mother, if you do do a serious serious sin, such as smoking or sin or whatever maybe. Or even listen to music.
Actually do it with yours by yourself, because the Prophet Muhammad Salah Laho Ali was, Salem stated. I listened to this very, very carefully. Every single person in my own mother, that's every single one of us here will be forgiven except except for the one that sings publicly and openly. So my dear respective brothers, for the listeners, for those online, for those at home, for those who who wherever you are, if you're committing a sin, do
not do it openly and publicly. Because the Rasura I owe the villa. Some brother jumped on. Teacher already I owe the villa. And this is the reality of a Muslim where we are openly sinning. Where's our fear of gun man? Where's our fear of a law gone? I don't know what that was. That sounded like. You know that chicken that you squeeze a lot of My bad. So my dear respective bothers here, anybody could fall into the traps of the shaitan. And this is innocent people
around you here. People that have no experience on the roads. You yourself could fall into this trap, bro. Why? Because you want to fit in on Friday Again, people like to come to me and this and I don't know, they just like to talk to me about the issues. Yeah, one brother said to me, actually I am 15 years old. The closer I get to a loss of panel to add about reading Quran or coming to the machine more often. My own friends are telling me bro, what you doing? Muslim friends.
I tell them why you? Why you always going to the machine? Well ask my girlfriends, why don't you have a girlfriend? This is what your bad company is telling you. This is the situation. But you have to always tell yourself, bro, you need to take away Aki. I'm not telling you to cut tires with your brother because this is not from Islam. What I'm telling you to do, my dear respected brothers, is do
what is keep away from them. Take a step back, because these brothers don't give a damn for your Akira, and this is what we neglect a good companionship. And something I'm going to touch up on a lot as well. I know some of you, I'm not going to lie to you. I'm burning up in here. It's a sooner today. A lot homobatic. I'm not going to lie to you. I want to give a big shout out to the mashal once again. Mande, Mande, they did. They did their best. Yeah.
I think every single one of us here is going to leave here today with some links. And I'm talking about the diode, not links are on the roads and that. You know what I'm saying? Every man's boiling right now. A lot homobatic, but something, something I wanted to touch up upon and show a lot. My dear respective brothers and sisters. Yeah, sisters again. It's one of the reasons why I repented back to our last panel of title is because a lot gave me the opportunity.
You see, I miss my mom, bro, all of us. And put your hands up right now if you still got your parents around. Allahu Akbar. Allahu Akbar. Half. Half. Yeah, Allahu Agbola. He may have lost final title. For those of you that have lost a parent may a lot grant on the highest level in gender. May a lot. Why didn't they grave and shower them with their with his mercy a lot. I mean my dear respected brothers for those of you that still have a parent around bro, do above and beyond for them go
home. Do not neglect him. And something I mentioned the other day he cause for a very long time my mother make do I have for me. I love the shower hall with him. You know the shower hall with his mercy and so on and so forth. And actually there was a dream that came to me. And this was a few weeks ago. Yeah. Because when we get distracted in this Dunya we need we started to neglect the people that we love. So this dream my mother came to me actually I don't recall
seeing her face. My mother came to me and goes, yeah, Amen. And the closer I got to my mother, the more she was moving back. So I was walking closer to her. And she kept her moving back, but she goes to me. Yeah. Amen. Have you forgotten about me already? Have you forgotten about me
already? It's only been 7-8 months ago bro that I lost my mom and I'm already forgetting about making Doha and every single Salah. But this is the distraction of Dystunia and this is what we're going to regret. Brothers, turn to alarm man because guess what? Allah gave me the opportunity. Allah gave me the opportunity to at least. Come back to him. You may not fall into that situation where you're like me, bro. Allah may not give you the opportunity to repair him back to him, bro.
Some people are dying upon committing Xena. Some people are dying upon driving and doing balloons in the car act. They're dying and they're killing the people with them in the car. But I'm grateful cause a lot gave me the opportunity. He gave me the opportunity to turn back to him, to ask him for forgiveness because one law he now that I've tasted. The sweetness of repenting to Allah. I can never go back on my old ways. I can never go back to smoking bro.
Sometimes I might joke around about a second wife, a third wife. I can. Don't worry. This is just the desires talking bro. But I can never do it bro. I'm already brave like this outside the house. Can't talk like that in front of the wife. But this is the reality bro. We got this, this religion, this religion. It's not here to be a burden on
you bro. If you do everything as the religion told you to do, 1 LA, you would see the fullness of it. You would taste the fullness of it. So for the brothers, not having sisters, not going down this part. Bad path, bro. Blame yourselves. Act regardless. If you're younger, older than her, she's only picking up on you. She's only picking up on your footsteps because you're not doing your part as a brother, you're not doing your part as a Muslim. Every single person want to
change the OMA and the state. What we are in, what we need to do, my brothers. What we need to do is we need to change the conditions of our self. Threats. We need to change the conditions of our souls. Rest. So where do you start? What's my what is my advice to you lot? Yeah, my advice is Akhi. I give you 3 things. Work on your relationship with a lost panel of Tyla. Whatever comes with the Dean of Allah. Leave everything aside. If it's your work, if you've got a girlfriend.
Akhi Dumper. I'm being real poor. What lie? If you really, truly love a lost panel, Tyla, you would get out of your way. Today you will send a text message saying, I I can never, nor will I fulfill my nor will I fulfill my desires in being with you. Because these are the desires of the Chaitan. So I can't be with you. What she going to do? Cry. Shut up man. I'm trying to get to gender bro. Do you understand? I'm trying to get to gender act.
I'm trying to die upon being obedient to a law. So what comes with the Dean of a loss, Pano Attayala. And I'm going to ask you something. Brothers, have three questions. I want every single one of you to shout this out from your heart with your passion. Like these hooligans, these football hooligans. And the first question is up here, who's your Lord? You know we're sleeping, man. Who's your Lord? Allahu Akbar. I love you. I like you. What's your Dean Laho Agbar.
Laho Agbar. Who's your prophet? So La Laho Alehi was selling them These three questions that you're going to be asked in your grave And we ask a loss of Hanover to ale that it is as easy as what we just recited here in the mission. Because now if I ask you the same questions, I'm going to ask you the same questions, but do not open your mouth. Who's your lute? What's your Dean and who's your prophet? You're humming. Ain't going to get you nowhere, bro. You're humming.
Ain't going to get you know where at. Because if you lived by the rules and the regulations of a loss panova tala, these questions will be easy for you. If you live by the Quran then these will be easy for you. If you live by the Prophet Muhammad Solala and he was telling me his teachings and his companions as well that the allahu anu. These questions will be easy for you. Do you understand? I'm going to. I'm going to finish up sooner. I'm shot a lot. These questions will be easy for
you. So when I told you he answered these questions, but without opening your mouth, you already know the struggles already. You already know the struggles. So what do you do? You work on these three relationships in your life. Your relationship with the loss of Hannah Butter Island, whatever comes with it. That's the Quran. That's the son of the Prophet Muhammad Salah. I never said that is the teachings of the companions. Love the Allahu Anu.
That's the first relationship. Your second relationship, Who do you work with? Is your family, Your mother? If you still go around, your father, your uncle, your auntie, every single one of us at he, every single one of us do what we go down the path. Actually our parents are now beefing each other cause they got a divorce or my father's not talking to his brother which is my uncle. Therefore they're telling us we can't talk to someone.
So cousins and so and so forth. Actually you're not here to cut ties. Actually Allah forbids you for cutting ties. Yeah, if it means you still have to talk to your family members that your that your mother and your father cut ties with behind the back. You still have to do it because this is this reason to a lost panel. Tyler work on their relationship, your relationship with them that's your siblings are he. Make them grow up upon the Dean of Allah but act like a role model.
Be that role model for them to food in love with. And your thirdly, which is more important than the second one, but I mentioned it last as a respect for the family, is your relationship with yourself know you're worth ack? Are you the clown of your circle, or are you the man that brings people closer to Islamafi? Are you the person that reminds the people around you of Salaatan Akhya, Worked in construction, A nonbeliever? An atheist, My good friend, by the name of Craig Englishman.
Big up to you bro. Yeah, 44 years old. Akh he. 44 years old. Do you know what Craig used to do to me during during work times? Ayman's time to pray? One law he amelah guide him. I mean, he used to remind me to pray, but guess what? But while I was working with a Muslim now he used to say to me, Aki, you need to delay your daughter closer to us so you could join us at us together. Reality Bro. Reality. Imagine that man's telling me to do this Muslim up on the right head.
Tickets as well and to the level. That was why, because I got a bag on my stomach. When I used to work, sometimes my bag used to leak, so I didn't know what my man used to do to me. Because sometimes I used to change my bag 3-4 times a day during work. I was broke. So sometimes when I used to change it, I have to sit down for like 10 minutes because I used to put pressure on my bag. He used to say to me, yo, hey, man, you need to take that off your break, bro. Where's your rachma, bro?
Where's your mercy towards your Muslim brother? Is this is the money that we're chasing in this Astunia? And there's a stuff a lot. As in there's a lyric that I used to say back in the day. Yeah, yeah. And I'm going to say this lyric and I I want you to try. And the sushi mafer la ho ag. See that brother was good for me. Not everyone else is here. Well I bless you are here. Now I must. It's getting too hot in here still none I have.
I have. I have I have butter it is Aklok Hernan. And the lyric used to be here which which is very bad to say but now I try to adapt it in an Islamic manner And the lyric is here Time be the money. So it's money on my mind. If you waste my second I'll be coming for your time. I don't clap, but I would the buller rah yo-yo that's jahiliya, bro. I would the buller. I was clapping you was a I would the buller. But now look at the now look at
there is time be the money. So it's money on my mind. Every single one of us have money on our minds. Ahi. And this is the reality of your bro. But if you waste the 2nd, I'll be coming for your time. And now whose time are you wasting, bro? Apart from yourself? Because when the Angel of death come to visit you, bro, he's not going to give you another second or he. And something that hurt me And the Angel gave him an alternative. The Angel of Death gave him an
alternative. Old Russell Law, son of law. I know you were said to him. Would you rather be amongst your companions in this dunya? Who would you rather be with your companion, the Most High. And will I have dreams of this like like I am there and the Prophet Muhammad said Allah, I live with Salem states with my companion the most High, with my companion the most high, with my companion the most high. So for the brothers, they are here, brother.
Know who you're know, the six people or or eight people that's going to bury you and lower you down into your grave, bro. Because these people that are going to lower you into your grave are going to be the brothers are either going to make a legacy out of you after your death or they're going to make a curse out of you after your death. So remember those three conditions that I told you?
Those three relationships, bro. Your relationship with the law, your relationship with your family, your relationship with yourself. Know your worth. Give your rights to yourself, act, sleeping at the right time and not spending too much time on social media, All of these things. And do not and do not follow the rappers. Everyone's jumping in this bandwagon of these rappers. Some of the rappers that are around me and very good close friends with. But I don't mean I can answer for them.
Most recently a chewing came out. Do not mention no names. A chewing recently come out. Every single person decides to tag me. Bro. Why are you tagging me bro? Go and turn to a lot make. Doha for the brother. There's these trials and tribulations, bro. You could be worse than you could be more worse than him behind closed doors. And brothers know who I'm talking about. Go make Doha for him for a lot to guide him and guide you. Mind them attacking me like I'm Marshall. Lock him.
I'm the Angel that's going to come and put him in the straight path. I'm how far from that because God this only comes from Allah Bro know you know your do I know you are a badder it comes from Allah alone. So for the brothers I love you all for the sake of Allah. One life, actually.