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Hey man, how's the going?
Questions for you? How are you really doing right now?
I'm doing really good. It's been a really really special time. I've been on the road this year for longer than I've been at home, which is a new experience. So I've only been in my own home, in my own bed for three weeks this year because I've been on my world tour. And it's a really interesting experience because I'm getting a slight glimpse into how touring artists feel. We're doing around forty shows. A lot of touring artists
will do one hundred, one hundred and fifty shows. You're a music artist, and I'm getting empathy for the challenges that come with traveling, always being on the move, not being in the same place. But for people like us, I think for so long, you know, for the last seven years, I've been connecting with my community and my audience digitally. I started making my first video on the third of jan twenty sixteen, just over seven years ago,
and I've never really met my own community. I met people obviously on the streets or at an event or whatever it may be. But to be doing events all across the world and to see your own community attending and having these incredible experiences, and then going on social and seeing that people are posting stories and comments and
their experiences, it's really beautiful. Like it's been really good for my soul because I think that when things are tough and when things are hard, a comment, a positive comment, doesn't hit you the same way as a memory when someone looked into your eyes and said that video stopped me from committing suicide, or Jay, that book that I read of yours helped me get through my divorce, or you know when I saw that podcast you did with so and so that conversation has changed my career, Like
when you get that feedback in the flesh when you're holding someone's hands and looking into their eyes.
I don't think anything compares to that.
So right now I'm really good because I feel so fueled up because I've had so many positive conversations with so many incredible people, and my heart's filled with gratitude for the amount of love and support I've seen. We've been to all over the US. We just finished Australia. We did three shows at the Sydney Opera House. We just finished Singapore, and then we just finished India and now I'm in Dubai, and then we go to Paris and Amsterdam and Berlin and UK and Spain and Barcelona
and Madrid. So many left. So anyway, it's been a very special time.
You know, I would say we're in similar circles, and you're so right, Jay that until you experience human interaction, you don't really know sometimes how and I don't think we will ever know, Jay will really you will never truly know your impact on world. We will never know how to quantify it or measure it fully. Even our teams don't. Yes, you hear nice things people post, or people stop your sending long letter. Sure, but sometimes you
get these moments. And you reminded me of a moment where a guy stopped me in a souk in an old shopping area in Saudi and he told me how his mother suffers from Alzheimer's and she likes to listen to my voice before like to restore, to calm down. And it was one of the most crazy compliments to get that you're also on an app for meditation, that people are using your voice to actually relax them. So you might be like, ah, that's nice, but you really
don't realize how much it's impacting. So when you're doing this tour, human interaction is so important, absolutely, like senses and smell and touch and feel, And I think COVID scared us when we didn't have that there's video calls, and you can't hug people when you see them. Yeah, yeah, you know.
That's my favorite thing.
My favorite thing is what I bothered is someone has given them a big hug and holding their hands and looking into their eyes, and it's such a special experience, And you're spot on. I don't think we can quantify what's happening in the world right now and the scale of impact or any of it. But I just I live in gratitude that even one person like you just said that beautiful example. I know people who are like dealing with their cancer recovery, listening to the meditations, and
it blows my mind and actually inspires me. I think so many people look to the things we do and think that we inspire them, but I would honestly say that when people tell me their stories, I'm more inspired by them because sometimes I don't even have the challenges they do. Sometimes I don't have the difficulties they do. I don't have the hardships the same hardships. I have other hardships, but I don't have the hardships that some
people in my audience do. And when they told me that, I always look at them and I say well, you inspire me because the fact that you can choose growth and self development and healing at a time like this that takes courage and strength.
And so yeah, you sport on that.
If I ask you, who are you, Jay, how would you describe yourself?
I would say that I am consciousness. I a raw energy here to serve support and try to hopefully improve people's lives and people's life experience by giving them access to wisdom and knowledge that they wouldn't otherwise have come across. So I see myself as consciousness and energy when it comes to the essence of who I am, and then I see that purpose of that consciousness and energy to simply want to serve support and improve the lives of others.
And that's what I'm designed to do. That's what I'm built to do. That's what I was created for. And so I've often said before that we're educated for greed, but we're.
Wired for generosity.
And I believe that I'm just trying to tap into that part of me that is wired for service.
And why, like, why do you feel that you should do it? Like, I know it's your purpose, but you know, we all as human beings want to feel validated or significant on this earth, and certain things make us feel valuable. Why does what you just said make j feel valuable?
Yeah, such a great question.
There's a beautiful statement by Muhammad Ali where he said that service to others is the rent we pay for our room here on earth. And I love that so much because I think that if you look at everything in the universe, everything in the universe is always serving. I'll give you an example. If you look at the sun, it's constantly giving sunlight. There are so many things on this planet that depend on the sunlight to be alive. If you look at the water, it's always fueling people.
It's nourishing people, it's hydrating people. The water is always serving. If you look at a tree, a tree is growing every single day so that it can provide shade, it can provide fruits, it can provide flowers, all in the service of others. If you look at everything in nature, it's always serving. And we ourselves are nature. We may see ourselves as separate, but the truth is that we're no different. We grow, we evolve, we die, and so
when you are nature. The reason why it gives me so much significance is because I realized that in order to be aligned with the universe, I have to serve. So when we talk about being aligned with the universe, when we talk about being aligned with our purpose, when we talk about being aligned with who we are, if nature is at the core and at the essence of who we are, then service is not making us feel significant for any other reason apart from that is our
natural inclination. But because we've tried so hard to become the enjoyer, We've tried so hard to become the person who just wants to have pleasure. We've tried so hard to become the person that just wants to exploit as well,
that doesn't lead to joy and happiness. Imagine the sun decided to turn off, and when I'm not giving any more light for the day, or if the water decided to stop and said, you know what, no more water for planet Earth, or you know what the trees said, you know what, I'm not giving any fruits.
I'm only going to give fruits to.
My trees all of a sudden, like so much would break down in an ecosystem. And so I think it gives me significance because I realized that it's how we're made, it's what we're meant for, and it's also what leads to our happiness. So even selfishly, honestly speaking, it's not that service is completely selfless. Service is also selfish and selfless because it is knowing that it is good for myself, it is also going to make me happy. It is
also going to make me feel content. And I think you know this and we feel this that I'm sure in your lifetime you've had so many of the greatest pleasures. And I'm not saying any of those are bad. And I'm not saying we shouldn't have fun, and I'm not saying we shouldn't have nice things, and I'm not saying
we shouldn't be happy and surrounded by beautiful things. But what I am saying is we know that all of those things are useful and necessary, but those aren't the things that make you go to bed feeling fulfilled and grateful and happy about your life. And so I think when anyone's served, when anyone's tried to serve, the feeling is incomparable.
That's a good answer. If I have a white canvas for you like this, and I ask you to draw your mental state now what would you draw?
Oh, these are good questions, man, that is a great question. So I've often said, I don't know if you've ever come across one of my friends, Humble the poet. So Humble the Poet is a speaker and writer, is a good friend of mine. And the reason I'm thinking of it is because he's probably the only person I've had this conversation with. So I try and design my studio
and my office to look like my mind. So I literally have said that before that I try and design spaces that I live in, in my home, my studio, my office, all of it to look like my mind. I like to live in mental spaces, and I like to feel like I've taken a vision out of here and built it around me. And so if I went if I took you into my office now back in la or I took you in my studio or my study or whatever it may be, you would find I would draw a lot of bookshelves, and I would draw
a lot of books. And the reason for that is because I feel for so long I wasn't a reader. So when I was growing up, my parents were really scared that I wasn't going to be that smart because I didn't read, and I didn't read up until the age of fourteen, and the reason was because school only gave us fiction books. And I was never interested in fiction. I wasn't interested in a made up story or a made up character. It didn't touch me, it didn't move
my heart. And then at fourteen, my dad started to give me autobiographies and biographies, and so that time I read Malcolm X, I read Martin Luther King, I read
David Beckham, I read Drained the Rock Johnson. Like I was reading this complete gamut of people in their lives, and I found that studying people's lives has been the greatest investment in my life, because when you study people's lives, you start realizing how similar your life experiences to so many people when it comes to failure, when it comes to rejection, when it comes to setback.
So I would draw a lot of books and bookshelves.
You'd have Steve Jobs's book, You'd have Martin Luther King, Malcolm X, you'd have David Beckham and Drained the Rock Johnson, and a bunch of others. The next thing I'd do is I like having statements or mantras or affirmations around me, because I really believe that we don't use visual cues enough to change our mindset. What I mean by that is when I walked into your space today, which is really like your space is beautiful, Like it's so minimal
and simple and like it calms the mind. Like as soon as I walked into your studio today, I was like, oh, this is my vibe.
I like this.
Right, everyone seems like they're really happy in their spaces, but I find that because of the environment, it also creates an energy right internally. So I walked in here, I feel a certain way, and I feel that when I walk into my home and my spaces. I also like putting up either art or lines of wisdom or insight that helped me lock back into.
Where I want to be.
So I have this one piece of art in my office that I'll send you a picture of so you can put in the edit if you want to help it. And it's a picture of Okay, I'm gonna try to describe this if it's a bit complicated to describe. But do you remember as a kid, I don't know if you had them, I don't know. I guess you had
them all over the world. But there were these little machines that would be outside the supermarket and you put a little coin in it, and it'd be like a little space machine and it would like move like from side to side. Right, Okay, I don't know what they call, but you know what I'm talking about. So this artwork has one of those little space machines, like it looks like you'd have to put a little coin in it.
But then there's a person sitting inside the space machine, but they're dressed as an astronaut, so it's like this little kids space machine, but an astronaut is like writing this little space machine. And then in the background there's all these different prints from musicians and songwriters, everyone from Elton John through to other artists that are less well known, and there's a beautiful lyric on one of them underneath the music notes and it says, may God's Love be
with you lift off. And I bought that piece of art work because there's so many messages inside of it. So every time I look at it, I remember that I'm just a kid putting a coin into a machine trying to get to space. I'm trying to do something quite outlandish ridiculous. I believe that I want to be able to do something phenomenal in the world, but actually I'm just a little kid trying to figure it out.
You know.
I'm just a student of life.
And at the same time, I'm like that astronaut who has this big vision and can see the solar system and wants to be curious about the world that's around them. And at the same time, at the end of the day, I'm fueled and living at the grace of God, the universe of the energy that I've been given through the people I've met, and that I need their grace in order to do this work. So that art piece is what I would try and draw, but it would be terrible because I can't draw to save my life.
So I would have to say, I'll tell you the picture please. Yeah.
If you had to describe your childhood in three words, what would you tell me?
Conflicted? Loving, transformative?
Tell me about conflictive and transformative.
So conflicted because I grew up in a home where my parents didn't have the best of relationships and they had their own challenges, and I have a great relationship with both of them and have a personal relationship with both of them, but together for them, for each other,
it wasn't the best relationship. And what I'm really grateful for is I feel that I started to have the capacity to listen to each of them independently, and I think it gave me this really unique skill early on of being able to sit and be present with someone and just listen to their story and express compassion and empathy for their experience, but then do it on the other side as well. Because here were two people that I loved, two people who loved me, two people who
cared about me in their own way. You know, my mom was my mom till this day. I always say, is I'm anything I am today is because of my mom. The amount of love that my mom has filled me with has only allowed that love to overflow. And so the love that the world feels through me is the love I felt through my mother, through my monk teachers, through the love that I've gathered, and any skill that
I have is through my father. You know, my father's highly smart, thoughtful, strategic, like you know, any skill I have in that way is because of my dad. And so I got so much from these two people, but they weren't necessarily getting so much from each other, and being able to learn how to navigate and manage that at a young age gave me a lot of healthy experience in what I wanted to be when I was older and what I didn't want to be and conflicted.
Also because I grew up in an area where I was one of the few Indian people in my area, and so I was bullied for being Indian. I was bullied for being overweight. I was quite overweight as a child, and I would get bullied every single day. And when I say bullied, I mean like beaten up. Like I would get beaten up regularly at school, primary school up until the age of about seven or eight, to the point that I would come back with bruises, I would
come back with my shirt ripped. I would come back with like, you know, bloody knees, whatever it may have been. And I was just, you know, bullied regularly. And it's really interesting because that actually didn't negatively affect my confidence because I was loved at home by my mother. But what it did do was build an empathy and compassion for other people who go through that, because I could
see how damaging it was for other people. So that's the conflicted part where it was like I was having these like very mixed experiences where it's like I felt love, but then I also saw hate.
I felt.
Joy, but then I also saw jealousy and envy. I felt pleasure in some areas of my life, and then I saw deep, deep pain and trauma in people's lives. And I think everyone can identify with that. I don't think that's unique to me. I think everyone sees that. But I think the way I saw it I'm very grateful for because I just started to realize that there was this duality in the world, and that learning to
navigate that duality was the goal. The goal was not to run towards the love and ignore the other side, because the other side was always going to exist. The other side was always going to be present. Could I have the ability to live in the middle, accepting that the reality of the world is duality and that both of these things will coexist for the rest of my life, and if I can learn to navigate and figure out and maneuver through this chaos, that would be the goal
of life. The goal of life was not to simply run towards happiness, was not to just run towards love was not to just run towards joy, because the other side would catch.
Up slowly, it would run right after you.
So I think that's what was unique about why it was transformative. It was transformative because somewhere along the way I picked up that ability to notice that I didn't have to run away from anything, and I didn't have to run to anything. I actually had to be right here in the discomfort. And if I could sit there and be present in the discomfort, that that itself would heal whatever I was experiencing.
You lost two very close friends when you're sixteen, God rest their soul. How did that play with your mind or your outlook?
Yeah?
I lost one friend through him being involved in the wrong company and the wrong scenarios. And I lost the other person in a car accident. And you know, both of those losses are You know, when you lose someone at sixteen and you don't really understand loss, especially if young people.
Both these people were young.
It really pushes you to reflect in a way that you wouldn't usually. Initially, I was angry. I was upset because I felt they didn't deserve it. They were wonderful people, they were beautiful people, But somehow, why did they have to go through that? Why did they deserve that? And that's a question that you can never fully answer, of course. But what I realized was that the biggest mistake I could make is in not living with the insight and
the learnings they gave me. The way it forced me to reflect was it started making me reflect on my choices in life. I started to realize that life was a lot shorter and a lot longer than I thought. And what I mean by that is we all say life is short, like live it now, but also life is long when you make bad choices. So when you make good choices, you can live happier in the present, and when you make bad choices, it can feel like forever.
Right you make the wrong choice, you choose the wrong partner, and you struggle to get out of a toxic relationship that can feel like decades. Or you make a good choice and a career path you choose, and you can live in the present and enjoy the life that you're creating, and so life can be sure and long. And at that point I realized that my choice has mattered more than I thought. I had to be far more intentional than I thought.
I think.
Up until then, I lived a quite unintentional, sixteen year old, unthoughtful life where it didn't really matter, like there's no consequences to my actions, let's just live on the edge. And all of a sudden I started to realize, well, actually, every one of my choices does matter, because if I end up living a long time, I'm going to be experiencing them for a long time. And even if I go now now in the next few years, as I've seen some of my friends do, it's going to matter even more.
And so either way, they matter.
And I think I hope that realizes a lot of times people feel, well, life doesn't matter because you could go at any point, and it's like, well, no, it matters even more. Or people feel or life doesn't matter because I have so long, and it's like, no, it matters even more because you have so long to live that experience of life. So I hope it helps people realize that your life matters whichever length it ends up being.
But to me, it made me reflect on like, how could I be far more intentional and conscious and thoughtful with the choices I made? How could I not underestimate the power of a choice, and I started to realize at that point that there were four important choices we make in our life. The first is how I feel
about myself. How you feel about yourself is the most important choice you will ever make in your life, and it's a choice because the way you feel about yourself is based on the thoughts you choose to believe about your So if a thought you have about yourself is I'm not good enough, and you keep repeating that thought, you will start to believe that thought, and that thought will become your reality. And now you've chosen that thought so many times that that is the life you've chosen
for yourself and for me. I started to recognize at that point I had to choose my identity rather than have my identity be chosen for me, because life is sure.
And so that was the first decision. The second decision I realized was who you decide to spend your life with the second most important decision you choose to make in your life is who you choose to give your love to and who you choose to receive love from, because who you choose to give love to is going to decipher whether you feel fulfilled, whether you feel inspired, whether you feel energized, and who you choose to receive
love from is going to affect your mood. As we get older and older and older, we spend less time with our parents, We spend less time with our family, We spend less time with our friends. We spend more and more time with that person that we chose to be with, But often we don't really make a choice
based on any information. The third choice we make, the most important choice we make, is what we choose to do for money, what we choose to do to with our lives, like what you're doing right now and what we do right now, because you're going to do that for you know, nine ten hours a day, if not fourteen hours a day, if.
Not sixteen hours a day for some of us.
And then finally, the fourth most important decision you choose to make is how you serve the world, how you choose to give back, how you choose to reciprocate for all the greatness that you've got, because no one is self made. And that's when I started to realize that I had to start getting intentional about my choices, because up until then I was just doing anything and everything.
Why did you choose to be a monk.
The two reasons I chose to become a monk. I saw two things in the monks that I didn't see in anyone else. So when I was eighteen, which was how old I was when I first met the monks that I speak about in the book Think like a Monk. I had met people who are rich. I'd met people who were famous. I'd met people who are beautiful. I'd met people who were powerful. But I don't think i'd met anyone who was happy, or who was content, or who was self realized or had gained some level of
being centered. And when I met the monks, I saw two things. One was emotional mastery. The people that I met had a sense of emotional clarity and mastery of their senses, their emotions, and their ability to convert their own envy into positive energy, to convert these darker feelings that we experience of insecurity and ego and competition into
service and collaboration. I saw them be able to be magicians and wizards in how they took these very lower energies from within and were able to help them to rise and transform them into things that actually benefited the world. The world has never been benefited by someone's ego. The world has never been benefited by someone's insecurities, and the world is never benefited by someone taking out their trauma on other people, and forget the world a relationship. An
individual has never benefited from any of those things. And I saw that these people were working on that, They were working on figuring that out, and I thought, wow, Like, who else in the world is trying to figure out how to deal with these very real things that we all deal with, by the way, But they're trying to figure that out. That feels like a worthy pursuit. That feels like a really, really worthy pursuit because they're learning
to deal with the things that make wealth meaningless. Right, If you have lots of wealth but you have lots of end, you'll just be envious of the other person who has more wealth. If you have fame but you are insecure, fame does not solve that insecurity, and actually it makes your fame worse. If you have beauty but you don't have self worth, you allow people to exploit that beauty, and you allow people to exploit and take
advantage of it and feel empty. So actually, all of our life, we can have fame, we can have money, we can have beauty, we can have all of these things. But if we solve that core, we can actually appreciate and use and actually enjoy these things in a much deeper way. And so I saw with the monks that they were focusing on what I believed was the core
to human life, emotional mastery. And the second thing they had which I really gravitated towards, was that they quoted Emerson, and Emerson said that we should plant trees under whose shade we do not plan to sit. And I love that because when we choose to extend ourselves, we've ALWASO talked about service today already, but it was that service
connection what I talked about earlier. That they were choosing to live a life beyond themselves and choosing to live a life for others and people that couldn't do anything back for them. And I thought that there was some beauty in that, because despite my conflicted or challenged childhood, I still had a lot more than a lot more people right as in the sense of I didn't have a lot financially, or we didn't have a big home or anything like that, but I still had a good education.
I still had parents who were making me work hard. I felt a sense of responsibility and accountability to give back to people who didn't have that. And when I went to India and I saw you, one experience I'll never forget is I was nine years old and it was the first time I visited India. And as I told you earlier, my father's from India, Southern India. My mother was born and raised in Yemen, but she's originally Indian.
And so I'm there at nine years old and we're in the back of a taxi and we're going back to our hotel. We're staying at a simple hotel in the city. And I'm in the car and I'm looking out the window. I've never seen anything like India. Have you ever been to India? So I've never seen anything. Right, I'm a boy from London. I've never seen anything like India.
And I look out the window and we're driving past an area where there's a lot of young children on the streets and they're all there, and you know, some of them are half clothed, and you can see some of them probably haven't eaten for a while, haven't drunk water, or you know, they look like they've had a rough rough time, and that as a nine year old, I'm seeing kids who are nine years old having the same experience. Now I've never seen this in London, and I see
kids doing all sorts of things. I see some of them playing with a little ball. I see some of them running around. I see some of them just sitting there and I see these legs that are poking out of a trash can and I realized that this kid must be inside this trash can, and I can see that they must be trying to scrape something out of
the trash can, maybe some food or something. And then when the child comes out, I realize they don't have any hands, like they're just scraping with you know, they've lost their hands and they're just scraping with what they have left, trying to get some food. And it's like I saw that and I wanted to do anything I possibly could, Like I just wanted to, you know, get out of the car and just run across the other side.
But I'm nine years old and I have nothing to give them, and I don't know how money works, so I don't know what's going on. Like, you know, I'm having this little experience of where we're stuck in the traffic lights and then the car moves and that you know, I can't do anything, and I feel like this is the worst experience I'm having right now because I don't
know what to do. And then we get back to the hotel and I remember hearing that there was a couple of people complaining about the buffet and I remember that just hitting me and just going wow, like that kid didn't have You know, that kid was scraping the bottle of a trash can to find food.
And you know me as well.
You know, we can be so ungrateful sometimes in not recognizing that benefit which was upon us even to have access to clean water and good food. And it was at that point where I was like it was at nine years old where I had that feeling. But that only came back when I saw the Monk. I almost forgot about it, right, It was really interesting. I left India,
forgot about it, didn't think about it. And then when I met the Monk at eighteen and started spending more time in India, we would actually go out to feed the homeless. So when I would go out, I would take part in this program that the monks run called midday Meals, and the monks that I was spending time with were feeding one point two million now today are feeding one point two million kids a day in India, and that even though that's such an amazing number, that's
just scratching the surface, like that's not even enough. And so I got to be a part of that when I was there and go out every day and feed the kids and just you know, see that experience. But it was amazing how you forget about that stuff between nine and eighteen. I didn't think about it.
Once you said it was two reasons, right, Yeah.
So the first reason was the emotional mastery and the second reason was this service element, wanting to extend our life to others.
You know, something that has played with me in the last year is the importance of contrast in life, Like you wouldn't know the other if you didn't taste the other, right, and for you to see a buffet and a child scraping garbage, just this contrast taught you that this is ridiculous that we're hearing complaints about a buffeto when somebody can't If you never saw that, all you knew was
buffets do you think this is the norm. It's okay to complain about a caveat or a buffet or a FOURK, but contrast really makes human beings compare in a healthy way sometimes, I hope, And a lot of times. You said also that ego never served anyone. Do you think that applies also to sports, for example, or business that can ego actually serve you if controlled?
That's a great question. I think the first part, I really loved that point you just made. I think it's such a powerful point that you just drew out, and I never saw it like that in that scenario.
But I agree with that point of.
I think if we were exposed to more opposites growing up, it would help us find our middle, it would help us find our gray. But we're not. We're just exposed to one type of lifestyle. And I think if we were exposed to more contrast, more paradoxes, more opposites, more seemingly challenging things, it would actually spand our horizons and expand our mine, not close it. I think we're scared that if someone sees something, it's going to scare them or it's going to worry them, but actually it helps
them become more thoughtful. And I think that's one of the things that's become so important to me that I wouldn't have become who I am today.
If I didn't meet the monks.
But if someone asked me at sixteen whether I wanted to be a monk or meet a monk, I would have said no. Like I would have chucked a bottle of alcohol at them, right, you know, like as in the reaction would have been like, you're so stupid, that's ridiculous. And so I think most of us are just too exposed to the same people, the same faces, the same things,
or we're exposed to the same parts of people. That's one of the things I think you try and do and I try and do on my podcast is even if you know someone, I want you to see a deeper side of them, a new side of them aside that you're not aware of, because it's not that that person is one dimensional at all. And even today, as I'm sharing with you, I feel like anyone who listens to and watches this will be like, oh, I'm learning by Jay in a way that I've never learned about
j before. And that's a healthy thing to do. So but Anyway, going back to your second question about ego, ego can be used to achieve great things, but after the achievement of those great things, it will then fail us once again. And so yes, in business, ego can be used to achieve astronomical success. In sports, ego can
be engaged to win incredible championships. But in the end, ego is the same thing that will break you and lead to your ultimate failure, because the real battle was with ego, not with the sports team, and not with the other game, and not with the other team, and not with the other business person. The real battle was with your ego. And so I think that confidence and
ego are two separate things. I think a lot of athletes that I admire, and I'm guessing we admire some similar athletes have a confidence that they are the best, but they back it up and they have the ability to still glorify and appreciate someone else. Ego is lacking the capacity to appreciate, glorify and admire others in public. If you struggle to hear good things about someone else and to join in and to be a part of that and to celebrate that, that's ego. If you struggle
to acknowledge. You may say I'm the best in the world. You can say you're the best in the world. Sure, but even the best in the world, if you really sat down with them, they would happily talk about someone else that inspires them to be the best in the world. They'll never say they're self made. They'll say that I'm the best in the world because they have ten people around me who are amazing. Look at you, you have
a huge team around you today. I would assume that you know you're getting to do this because you have a team around you. It's how I feel like we have an incredible team. Like I can walk around thinking that I'm doing something phenomenal in the world, but I
know that it's brought by by a team. So ego is when you lack the ability to acknowledge that there are other people in your journey, that there are other people adding value to the world, that there are other people who are improving the world in their own way, and that there's.
Space for everyone.
Ego says there's only space for me, and I think that ultimately will lead to someone's demise because.
It's just not true. And ego set up that way.
It has to be broken by the time we die in order to let us live. And if we don't break our ego, life will break it for you. And I've seen that many times in my own life in little ways, and I've seen it many times in people that I've coached. I've seen it many times in people that I know where it's much easier to relinquish your own ego. It will save you a lot of time and a lot of stress. And ego doesn't mean you don't have the confidence that you're brilliant at what you do.
I think I'm really good at what I do. I'm very comfortable saying that. But that doesn't mean that I think I'm better than others. I just think I am who I am. I'm just different. I'm just And I think that's the human construct that in modern society we've made people think you either have to be better or worse than others. You're either head or behind of others. You're either early or late compared to other people. And
I'm just like, I'm just different. My timing is different, my opportunity is different, my voice is different, my background is different. And that applies to you, it applies to everyone in our space. It applies to everyone outside of our space, which is different. It wasn't ever about being
better or worse. I mean, you talk about soccer right or football like I'm a CR seven guy all the way, but you know it's like the constant debate of who's better between CR seven and Message Like they're just different.
They are genuinely different players.
They play different positions in their career, they've played in different places, they've played in different teams. Like, in one sense, if we acknowledge that difference is what makes us special and beautiful and what makes everyone phenomenal, we can appreciate that we stop getting lost. And what we don't realize
is when we compare ourselves to others. So if we think we're behind, then when we get ahead, we're going to be scared of the people behind us, because we know that we call up and we beat someone who is number one, now we're scared of their number two. And so you keep staying in that cycle of like I'm ahead, now, I'm behind them ahead, I'm behind them ahead,
and that's just going to go on forever. Like I don't think Jeff Bezos and Elon Musk are sitting there looking at the rich list, going I'm number two now, man like, oh my god, I got to get back up to number one, Like who's that LVIERMH.
Guy who's like you know.
You know, if people, I'm a very practical, logical guy. If we just use logic, and I say, jays g he is a certain height, certain looks, certain eye color, certain skin color, certain personality, certain childhood, certain journey logic, and I say, and as you're the same. So it's already not apples to apples. So I can say how can I beat them? Or how can I be better than I'm not competing. It's a pineapple and a chair.
It's it's you can't just make that comparison logically. And if we but people are under the perception of all human beings, I should compare myself to a girl compares to herself to another girl or another actress, And the comparison is really dangerous because you don't know what they're going through. You don't know how their life is, their mental state, their money actually in the bank, You don't know anything. So this comparison has already flowed from the
beginning logically. So the moment you're like, how can I be better? You know software one point oh one point one one point five too, and until I die, I am at the best version of J the best I really worked on myself and this is the best gear I could give.
Yeah, well then we're good.
Yeah, yeah, it really was said, I can agree with you more.
And I think that that allows you to be inspired by others.
I think it's really interesting.
Right.
Comparison can work two ways.
You can either compare yourself to someone and say I wish I was them, or you can compare yourself to them and say I'm going to learn that.
Right, I see what they learned, I see what they started. I think I do that.
I've done that my whole life, where I compare myself to so many people, but in a positive sense of well, if they can do it, then I can do it. Or if they learned that, then how do they learn that? What do I need to learn? What am I missing? And then comparison becomes this beautiful thing because it's inspiring, it's energizing.
Yeah, you can come and learn and as use this camera, maybe I can use That's a good comparison, exactly exactly. It's a very good point. So comparison can be positive and negative. Yeah, now I know why you became a white Did you leave?
Yeah, that was a hard, hard, hard decision. I don't At that time, I don't think i'd made a harder decision apart from joining. So I just want to give contact because you know, sometimes people will say, like, you know, oh, Jay, you became a monk, so you could tell your story one day. And it's really interesting that comment, because I decided to become a monk at a time when all my family and friends were like, this is the worst decision of your life, Like, think about this. I'm a
London boy, I went to a good university. I have a good education, I have a first class honors degree. I'm a straight A student. My life is ahead of me. And I decide to go away. Everyone's thinking I've gone mad, I've been brainwashed, or I've lost the plot. And a lot of my friends and family said things to me like, Jay, this is the biggest mistake of your life.
You're going to regret this decision.
You're wasting your parents' investment in you, You're letting your family down.
What are you doing with your life?
And so I left with a lot of friction and a lot of pain and a lot of tears and a lot of emotion from my extended family who were just like, what are you doing? Like this is not a good idea. And so I didn't leave to like a cheerleading squad of like, no, it's amazing. But you know, it was quite a tough decision to leave everything behind. I turned down my job office that I had in the city, and I left with a lot of negativity
and confusion. And then when I decided to come back, and I'll tell you why I decided to come back. But when I decided to come back, it's like all those people were there on the other side saying, we told you so, look now you messed up. And look at all your friends are. All your friends got promoted, they got apartments, they're getting engaged, they're getting married. Look at you. Look where you are. You're three years behind
everyone else. And so it was never easy to go or to come back, because I knew what was waiting for me when I came back. And the reason I decided to leave is in three years, when all you're doing is self awareness in terms of so much of your work is dedicated to understanding yourself. I realized that I wasn't meant to be a monk. I didn't have the qualification or the ability to be a monk for.
The rest of my life.
And what I mean by that is monks live very obedient, disciplined lives, and while I'm a disciplined individual, I'm kind of a rebel. I like being independent. I like making my own choices. And while that was a beautiful training ground and it was great for giving me my foundation, I felt like it was a foundation to help me fly, not a life.
To live forever.
And it's almost like I spoke to my monk teacher when I was leaving, and I was actually really embarrassed to talk to him because I thought I was also a failure in his eyes. Now I'd already been a failure in my extended family's lives, and now I'm scared. Now I'm letting my monk teacher down. And I said that to himsel I'm so embarrassed that I'm leaving after three years, and I wanted to do this with the rest of my life. I'm feeling worthless and I'm feeling empty, and I feel like I let you down.
And he said to me.
He said, Jay, what's more powerful. Someone goes to university or college, and after they graduate, some people become professors, and some people become entrepreneurs, or they go outside and work in a company. Said which one's better? I said, neither of them. It depends who the person is. And he said, that's the same for you. He said, you came to university, You've got your three years, and now you've just got to go and use what you learned
here and share it with the world. He said, but you don't have to stay here to make it a success. And that was such a freeing mindset. And so the reason I left was I realized I wasn't a monk in the in the rules and the obedience.
In the lifestyle. You live communally.
You live in a room, sometimes with thirty people sleeping in a room, sometimes one hundred people sleeping in a room. It was really tough on my health. When you're living
in that communal quarters. It's like you've got someone waking up at two am who's waking up two hours earlier to meditate, and you're waking up at two am, but you want to be up at four am, so your sleeps disturbed because you're sitting right next to someone, You're using communal showers, bathrooms, like all of that space is shared. It was like really tough on my immunity. And then food as well. It's not like you're getting to choose or for menu what you eat.
Every day.
You eat what you're given. And I started to realize that my body and mind needed far more sensitivity than that. And so there was also a physical aspect that led to it, And there was a deep burning desire in my heart I can say this to you and us, like there was a deep burning desire in my heart that I want to share what I've learned, because if I stay here, all my friends back home, all the people that I know that I grew up with, they'll never get access to any of this because they'll never
do this. And we're learning so many incredible things here. But I know my friends at home are struggling and suffering and going through so much, but they don't know how to start. So I felt some accountability and responsibility that even if I share this with the people around me, would help them, and I had a desire to share it further. But I never imagine you would get to where it is today. I never, never, in a million years,
thought it would be where it is today. But I had that, and all those three reasons made me very clearly convinced that I would regret it if I didn't leave, even though I was going to go back to no job, twenty five thousand dollars worth of debt because of my student loan, moving back in with my parents, who don't have a lot anyway, and having to figure it out from scratch. I was like, that's better than not living an authentic life.
Do you wake up happy or said?
I wake up neither.
I wake up feeling purposeful and disciplined. So there's some days where I wake up and I'm tired and i'd rather the in bed, But my discipline gets me out because I have commitments that I believe are important and that are going to get me to where I want to be and who I want.
To be, and it's worth getting up for those.
So then sometimes it's a discipline day, and sometimes it's a purposeful day. I wake up and I feel so connected to my purpose, kind of like today, I knew I was coming to see you today, and I was excited about being with you. Today and with your incredible team, and I respect what you do so much. So today was a purposeful day. I didn't have to come here
out of discipline. I came here out a purpose that I'm going to get a chance to be myself and share myself with someone and someone that I've heard so many amazing things about through mutual friends that we both respect, and if I can be that, then that will be amazing. And so purpose and discipline are what I try and wake up with as opposed to happiness and sadness, because I can't really be happy every day because sometimes I'm just going to get through the day and get it
done and I'm not. Generally, I don't experience so much sadness because I've the emotional mastery training really works, and you don't want to spend so much time in that space either.
You know. The cool thing is you figured out the show without me explaining the show. The show is a slogan is discovering the human behind the title. So for me today, it's about who's G the human being the ones that you You know, people love your snippets and your videos and your podcasts and your book, But who is G? And I want people to get to know you and I want and you'll see those comments usually after you see I love you g but now I love you more.
I love that.
That's because they connected now. Yes, that you're vulnerable, you've had tough times. And what I loved about your Monk's story is you had the pleasure and the blessing to know also what you don't want at a certain time. Sometimes it's so important to know what you don't want. And I think you reached that three year and you're like, I've given it a shot. Yeah, my mission now is
beyond a bigger or outside the circumference. And I think what you just answered about purposefulness you wake up, Jay and I can relate is because it's bigger than you thousand.
That's the only way you can get out. If it was just about me, I'd rather stay in bed.
But if somebody asks you how can I be happy? What would you answer them?
Don't try to be happy? That would be my honest answer. Don't try to be happy. It's it's a loaded word which has so many hidden meanings from so much baggage that we had in our mind of what happiness is. Because let's take me to your example, which I love
that question you asked. Right, if we said to someone, draw what happiness looks like, either people wouldn't know what to draw, or what they would draw is what they've seen in a movie or they've seen in some picture, or if they've seen in some film or some image. Because when people say they want to be happy, my challenge is what does.
That mean to you?
And do you even know if that's good for you? I'll give you an example. Someone would say to me.
Jay.
If I said to someone, what would make you happy for lunch? What would you like to have for lunch? Let's go out for lunch. What would you like to have? What would make you happy? That person may say burgers and fries, right, They may say pizza, they may say a sugary drink like some sort of whatever.
It may be.
Now, that may make them happy, but it's not good for them. It's not actually beneficial, it's not actually healthy. And so what I'm really interested in is do we want to be happy at the cost of being healthy, at the cost of being nourished, at the cost of being fulfilled, or would we rather be healthy, fulfilled, and nourished and happiness will just come anyway, because that's a far more sustainable experience.
And so I would encourage.
People to pursue something very different. I would say, pursue what's healthy life. If you're healthy, you'll be happy. I feel that every day. I don't feel like going to work out every day. I don't feel like eating well every day. Like when you I always give this example of like when you wake up for breakfast, or you go to lunch, or you go to dinner and you see a healthy bowl in front of you. You feel bad before it, You're like, why am I doing this
to myself? And then as soon as you finished it, you feel so good, you feel happy, you feel wow, that was a great choice. I'm so glad I chose the healthy choice, because healthy choices make me happy. But now if I did the opposite, if I chose the Burgram fries, and by the way, I used to leave burgram fries sometimes as well. I'm not saying not to eat burgram fries. But if you choose the unhealthy choice,
you're happy in the start. You're happy before it. You look at it and you go, let's get some more fries, like bring the catch up in like you know, let's let's get it, let's do it properly. You're happy at that time, then you consume it, then afterwards you pay the price. And so I think I always focus on on not how I feel before something, but how I
feel after. The things that are good for you will feel bad before and good after, and the things that are bad for you will feel good before and terrible after. And so I'm more focused on how can you be healthy? We want mental health, we want physical health. I want relationship health, I want love health, I want friendship health Like health is more important to me than happiness, because health creates happiness, And so I would encourage people to
pursue health in their life. Have a healthy relationship with your partner, have a healthy relationship with your kids, have a healthy relationship with your body and your mind, have a healthy relationship with the people you work with every day, because health will never let you down, whereas happiness, you constantly keep trying to find it in grab it and hold it, but it will it will leave you, it will escape you because it's not meant to be found.
It's meant to be almost felt through being healthy, like a byproduct, correct, Yeah, like a byproduct. But even more like it's like I think, yeah, when you think of happiness as something to be found, you keep chasing this thing that you don't know what it is and you don't know what it looks like.
Whereas when you're healthy, you feel happy, and I think that's what it is. It's a feeling.
And so this is actually let me throw this out there to break it down even further, to really help people out, to make it practical. So at any point in time, we're doing one of four things, thinking, doing, feeling, or knowing.
We all know what it feels like to think. You're thinking a thought and you repeat thoughts or you change your thoughts.
The second is doing. We're doing something. We know what that feels, we know what that looks like. Right we all do something. You're shooting right now, me and you are talking. I'm talking, you're listening. We're doing something right now. The third is feeling. I feel sad, I feel happy, I feel tired, I feel burnt out, I feel annoyed, angry, upset.
We know what it feels like to feel.
And the fourth is knowing, which I class is more of like a spiritual potentially for some people, faith based a faith, intuition, knowing, where there's a knowing I'm in the right place, there's a subtle energy that's guiding you in a certain direction. So we're always doing one of these four things. What's really interesting about our generation is we're trying to change our feelings with more feelings. We're trying to feel different by trying to change our feelings.
So we say things like I don't feel like exercising today, so I won't do it. That doesn't make you feel better, It makes you feel worse. But if I say I don't feel like working out today, I should do a workout. I should have the thought that working out and exercising will actually make me feel better. Now when I follow through on that, I do feel better. And so you don't change your feelings with your feelings. You change your
feelings through your thoughts and your actions. And we need to start using thoughts and actions to change feelings because otherwise you'll never feel like working hard. You'll never feel like going to the gym, you'll never feel like having an uncomfortable conversation with your wife. You'll never feel like asking your boss for a raise, You'll never feel like doing anything that's hard because your feelings are always going
to tell you no, no, no, don't do it. So we have to change our thoughts and our actions, not our feelings. I don't know if that resonates or makes sense.
It does. If you could teach children only one lesson.
Ah, these questions. Man, this guy, you're a pro man. You're amazing that. That's a great question. I'm going to be thoughtful about this. Give me one say just one thing, right, yes, take your time. If I could teach children, one thing would be to not repeat their parents' trauma. I think that all the challenges in the world that exist today are because we keep passing down trauma and the trauma we experience from our parents or the people in our
lives are caregivers. We pass on to our partners and our children, and then they pass it on to the next generation, and they pass it on to the next generation, and it keeps spreading across the world. And so the number one skill I would teach any child is the ability to heal from their own trauma from their parents as they grow older, and help them gain the insight and the healing that means they won't just.
Pass it on to their kids. And their partners, because.
It's really interesting how we just keep repeating mistakes and keep doing this.
And I'll give you a person example.
So, when I was.
A young kid, some of the caregivers in my life, some of the people in my family, they loved me a lot, but they made me feel guilty that I didn't love them back enough. So these adults would love me, but then they would make me feel inadequate, that I don't care about them the same, that I don't make them feel as important. And I carried that for so long that when I married my wife Ruddy, for years in our relationship, I did the same thing to her. I loved her, I showered her with love, but then
I made her feel guilty. You don't love me the same I love you more. You don't love me enough, you don't show me you love me enough. And she's there thinking, but I, but I do love you like I didn't ask you to do all these things, and I didn't expect any of this, and I do love you.
This is how I love you. But when you've been loved in that way, we.
Love people the way people have loved us, and sometimes the way people have loved us has actually not been healthy, and so the love we're now repeating and passing on to other people is unhealthy love, unprocessed love. We're loving people with the same mistakes and the same negativity as the love we received because we've never healed that. And that's what we think love looks like. We think love looks like making someone feel guilty. Subconsciously, we don't actually
think that. Subconsciously, somewhere in our heart and our mind, we think love looks like creating drama. Maybe the first boyfriend you had always made you feel insecure and you always had to make it up to him. So now when someone makes you feel insecure and you have to make it up to them, you think that's love.
That's how love looks like.
Or maybe you had someone who always created drama and so something was always interesting. And now when you date someone and there's boringness because there's peace, you're confused. You're like, wait, wait, wait, this can't be loved because love's going to be more fun than this. But we don't realize that that fun
was trauma. And so if children were trained, as they got older at the right time how to heal their own trauma, the world would be a much better place because most of the problems that exist in marriages, in parenting between kids and their.
Mother and father is not anything but that. It's not something unique to that.
There's a beautiful statement by There's a beautiful statement by Russell Barklay where he said that the people who need the most love often ask for it in the most unloving ways. And I think that is the challenge with our world. That everyone is screaming out, reaching out, calling out for love, but their way of doing that is causing pain to others because they don't know how to
ask for love. They didn't know how to ask their parents for love, they didn't know how to ask their partners for love, and now their way of asking is demanding, aggressively, sometimes pressurizing, sometimes exploiting, sometimes taking advantage of And that's only because they were never loved properly.
It's scary, you know, Jamie. It is scary if everything in our life is a word, and then it's a gap, a line, and then the first experience is the definition. So if a child he still didn't experience love and then his father beat him, love is beating first definition. And the first definition is very difficult to break at a race, even if you're a you'll still see the lines there. So to take a lot of work. Yeah, would you say that you were able to break that trauma for you?
I would say yes that I have spent the last couple of decads my life simply trying to heal, monitor, and navigate any trauma I've had. And you're absolutely right that you don't become fully free of it.
It's not like it's all gone and now life's great.
And you know, I still catch myself making mistakes with my own wife all the time. I had a conversation with her the other day and I was just messaging her afterwards, going, I'm sorry that conversations are all my fault, like literally just like two days ago, and it was I realized that I was. And it wasn't about something. It wasn't between me and her. We weren't arguing about something.
It was almost like there was something that had happened in our family and we were both taking different sides. And I realized the side I took was only because of my own ego. It wasn't because of I actually believed it. I just wanted to be right about it, and I wanted to be seen and heard and felt and understood in a certain way, and I went about it completely the wrong way. And I remembered how nicely
the conversation had started, and she called me up. And you know, we've got crazy time difference right now because she lives in La as we live in La, but I'm in Dubai right now. And so in that short window we had, like I wasted the core. And so the trauma doesn't go away completely, but you get better at noticing it, you get better at observing it, you get better at limiting it and how often it happens, and you get better at communicating it to your partner.
And I'll often say to Radi that, hey, you know, that was just me projecting this thing. I just want you to be aware of that. It wasn't about you. And as long as you understand that, I just want you to get that. And at least it helps you have that conversation. Whereas without you being aware of it, you think you're right right, You still think that you got it right.
What does love mean to you?
So I'm like you, I'm very practical and I like to define things less wishy washy and more like practically, what does it mean? So I define love as three things. The first is when you like someone's personality, basic obvious. If I like your personality, that is one aspect of what love is about. To me, it means I like your company. Studies show that in order to call someone a casual acquaintance, you have to spend forty hours with them just to call someone a casual acquaintance.
Now, I think podcasts are different.
I think when you spend two hours like this with someone, you accelerate the casual acquaintance for sure. And when you listen to someone's podcast, you accelerate it too. Even if someone's listening or watching us right now and they listen to you every week and enjoy the content you make, they know you deeply as well because they're fully embedded
in your life. The study says that it takes one hundred hours to call someone a good friend and it takes two hundred hours to call someone a great friend. So love to me is can I spend two hundred hours with this person? In the personality section in getting to understand them? That's the first, and the personality part is do I take the time to understand? Do I take the time to listen. That's what love includes, not just you know I like them. The second thing, this
one's really important, and I'll define it more specifically. Do I respect their values and do they respect mine? When we talk about respect and we talk about values in relationships, we want people to value what we value equally to how we value it.
That will never happen. There is no one in the world who will equally value what you value in the exact way that you value it, even if you have the same values. And what love is is I respect you so much for what you value, and you respect me so much for what I value.
I actually respect that you are who you are because of what you value. I don't want to change your values. If you want to change someone's values, you don't love them. If you want to change someone's priorities, you don't love them. I have a lot of friends who say to me, I'm getting this guy. He's not ambitious enough, and I want him to be more ambitious. And I'll be like, well, what if he never is more ambitious? What if he's happy being unambitious and happy where he's at. Oh well, no, no, no,
but he can become more ambitious. I know he has it in him. Yeah, but what if he doesn't want to? No, no, no, I know he can be. And I'm just like, this conversation's unhealthy because that's not love, that's not belief, that's not you think you're seeing his potential and you're going to find him and you're going to be the one to make him the guy he becomes.
But the truth is he doesn't want to be that for himself. So now, even if.
He does it for you, at one point, he's going to figure out he only did it for you, and then he's going to be upset that he wasted his life becoming someone he didn't want to be for someone who.
Didn't want to be with him. And that's what happens to so many of us.
We become someone we don't want to be for someone who doesn't want to be with the real loss. And if someone doesn't want to be with the real you, because they don't, if you don't respect that, that person is not ambitious, but that's what makes them special. And if they don't respect you as being ambitious and that's what makes you special, then there's no chance of love. And the final one I was going to say is the third part is am I committed to helping you
towards your goals? And are you committed to helping me towards my goals whatever they may be. Because that commitment that I'm going to help you, I'm going to support you to become who you want to be, to achieve whatever you want to achieve. I'm going to support you, and you're going to support me. And sometimes that support me in space. Sometimes that support means a call. Sometimes that support means cheer leading you. Sometimes that support means
checking you and telling you the truth. Love requires all three of these things. Liking someone's personality, respecting their values, and committed to helping them achieve their goals, and they have to have it back if it's two way love.
And I'll give you a real example. A lot of people have been asking me.
So the number one question I get asked anywhere I go in the world for my World tour is where's RADI right, where's your wife?
And I'm like, she's back in La and they're like, oh man.
And so I go through this thing in life where people are happy to meet me, but then when they know about my wife, I'm a nobody and like she steals all my friends and no one cares about who I am.
It's a good thing. My wife's amazing.
What's really interesting is that a lot of people are like, why's your wife not traveling with you? And I'm like, because she has a purpose, she has a passion. She has a life as well. And if my wife's only job was to follow me around and just be in the audience every night while I'm on stage, sit in a chair right now while I do this podcast, that can't be a fulfilling life for anyone, just in the
same way it wouldn't be for me. Now, my wife's come to some show, She's going to come to the London shows.
She's supportive, we talk every day. It's great. But I'm not going to make my.
Wife sacrifice her purpose to support my purpose, because if I love her, I'm going to be right there supporting her, making sure she has time to do what she loves, because that's what makes her special. If I take away from her what makes her special, I might even fall out of love with her. And we forget that. We think that if I change this person, they'll be more lovable. But as you try and change someone you take away the parts you actually even love about them, right now?
So yeah, man, I just, you know, in order to answer your question, I just feel like I don't even know where I start.
I don't even know what is love? What is love?
Yeah?
What is love?
I don't know?
I repeat, I repeat the Monica BLOUTI article quote, and it's very similar. She's like, don't change. Don't try to change your lover, your son, your child, because if you do end up changing them, it might fall out of love with them.
Oh wow, I didn't know that. Yeah, exactly, that's exactly. Wow, that's exactly.
Like this photoshop. I want to edit J because I have an image of what my ideal husband, brother Frend, should be like. So I need to edit you. Yeah, and then when the editor is done, you're like, I don't even like them anymore. Yeah, And I think sometimes the editor also comes out of an ego because I think you should be this way correct. You know, is that the reason why you wrote your current book? Yeah?
The reason I wrote my current book is so much of what we've talked about today, And you know, it's the reason I wrote it was because I saw that falling in love was such a critical part of whether people.
Were fulfilled in life or not.
So I saw people who had amazing professional lives, but if they didn't have a partner or they didn't have love, they felt a bit unfulfilled. And I saw other people who had amazing partners and even if their professional life wasn't good, they still felt resilient and ready for what the world would bring to them. And I want to caveat that with the reason. Real reason I wrote the book was because I wanted people to get to the
deeper understanding. And I think this will resonate with you from what you just briefly told me before.
Is that we compare.
We put romantic love as the highest love. So even if you love your kids and your kids love you, even if you love your brother and he loves you, even if you love your sister and she loves you, and even if you love your mom and dad and they love you, you feel because of the way society has set it up that if you don't have a partner, that you can't have the ultimate love.
But I disagree with that.
I actually think that all love is love. Often the love that parents have for their kids is the greatest love that one will ever experience. And if you look at the greatest love stories in humanity, they're not between two people. They're not romantic love. The greatest love between two people is usually one person sacrifice for humanity, one person sacrifice for their people, one person sacrifice for their community, their town, their city, their country. That's sacrifice. That's love.
It's not romantic love.
We don't talk about in history, like two people who loved each other and how that helped the world.
You never hear that story.
I can't think of one couple that you think, oh, yeah, when they got together that changed the world, That made the world a better place. The love that made the world a better place was the love that a few people had for the people in their town that they protected through tough times. So the families that came through together when there were floods, when there were famines, when there were wars, when there were hurricanes, when there were tornadoes and tsunamis, like people who came to that was
the love. The love that we all felt during the pandemic, when people were trying to help each other even when it was so tough, that was love. Those were the love stories we told so let's not live and think if I don't have someone in my life that I'm without love.
I have an interesting question that needs your imagination. Gone, it's a cool one. Well, I need you to close your eyes, okay, Okay, I want you g to imagine empty desert.
Easy to do here?
Yeah, nothing in this desert, completely empty. And then suddenly you see a cube. Have you done this cube test before?
I've never done the cube test. I've done something else, but not a cube test.
So now and this empty desert, you see a cube appear. Can you describe the cube?
Yeah, it's white, and it's I'm gonna because it's changing in size right now, but I'm gonna. I'm going to say it's white and big, like it's big enough for me to walk into.
Okay. And is it on the surface, sunk floating?
It is on the surface, on the surface.
Is it transparent or solid?
It is solid on the sides, transparent in the part that I can walk into.
And then you see suddenly a ladder up here? Where is it?
The ladder is on top of the cube, pointing into the sky.
How tall is it? Is it above twelve steps or less?
It is above twelve steps?
New or old, it's new, okay. So it's on top of the cube. And after the cube you see a horse. Describe the horse.
So the horse is a platinum horse. And the horse is very active, like running fast but also raising on its back legs, and it's a beautiful horse. It's like you know, I mean, the horse has platinum. So it's pretty, it's pretty spectacular.
It's a it's a it's a vision because it's running to the cube, to that away. Where is it going?
I would say, right now, it's running around the cube.
Okay. After the horse, you see flowers appear where.
In the round circle that the horse has formed. So it's the cube in the middle, ladder on top, and then there's all these beautiful flowers now around and then the horse is running around them.
Okay. And after the flowers, I'm assuming they're in good health, yes, the way you described it. Okay. And after the flowers, you see a storm. Where is the storm.
All the way in the background.
Is it far away? Is it affecting any of the things. No, open your eyes.
I've never done that before.
Seriously, I'm glad.
Yeah, I've never done that before. I've never done that before.
Look, I have you in front of me. Yeah, I'm taking advantage of this.
Yeah, you do, man. Yeah, I've never done that. I love stuff like that, and I've never done that before.
You love this.
Yeah.
It's called the Cocology Cube test by a Japanese psychologist.
I love it. Yeah, I love stuff like I'm excited.
Now you can. You can even use it and you'll find it on Google. And so the cube is your sense of self or ego. Yours was a medium size, so it's between bold, confident and willing to be seen and small, which is introvert, shy, modest, quite rather to blend in and stand out. You're somewhere in the middle because it was a nice size you could walk into standing on the sand. Means you're stable, know what they want from life and intend to get it. Your logical
and precise sounds right. And you're the first one who had a solid and hollow okay, So you're between knowing yourself and not easily manipulated, and you're very self assured and still busy discovering yourself.
That feels right, That feels fair. Yeah, that's good, that's good.
Yeah, lad, there is family and friends. You've said this was interesting because I've hardly got this. You said, it's fairly new, so most of your friends are fairly new or you don't know each other well because of maybe your new tour and all of the life that you're living now. You said many steps, So you probably enjoy being the social butterfly. You know a lot of people, a lot of acquaintances, few friends, but also entertained acquaintances, and.
Would and I would agree with that.
I would say that I have a lot of new friends because I've moved country and moved state, so I've had to build new community. Like I've been in LA for five years now, okay, and so that's fairly new. And I didn't know anyone when I moved to LA, so it's been a lot of new community. I have a lot of good old friends that like my best friends that like you know, that I grew up with. But yes, I've always kept a tighter circle, like I don't have a huge circle, so that feels fair.
Yes, I have a lot of acquaintances.
Of course higher than the cube value friends and family very highly and dependent on them. Okay, so you said it's touching the cube, so not completely dependent on family and friends, but rely on them for support and guidance at times.
Correct.
Yeah, I'm not.
I would consider myself to be as in that's good and accurate. I would consider myself to be quite independent in how I make decisions. But I appreciate the value that friends and family have in life. Like I wouldn't want to live a lonely life. I don't think that's healthy to you know, disconnect completely in order to be successful or anything.
Yeah, of course, ideal partner Brady. Okay, So he said, it's interesting since she was going around the cube so close to the cube signifies a close relationship. And you said the thirdy glamorous prancing or glamorous prancing house, your value, outward appearance and once someone that others would also approve of, and a sign moving towards the cube a sign of new relationship or strengthening of bonds of an older relationship.
Well, I think ralely orbiting makes a lot of sense because we're both connected, but we're both doing our own thing. And so there's like, yeah, that's interesting, that's fascinating. Wow, And the platinum that doesn't what does that's the beauty? Oh, that's the beauty. I have a very unique partner since because I've never heard platinum before.
Yeah, rather here whatever, Rady is very.
Like, Yeah, she's, she's she's a very unique person for sure.
Like I've I've never met anyone who has judged me as little, criticized me as little, and not wanting wanted me to change as little.
I've never met someone like that.
I think everyone I'd ever dated before wanted me to change in a certain way, judge me in a certain way, criticized me in a certain way.
And to be with someone.
Who's really happy with you being who you are and allowing you to make mistakes and allowing you to rectify them and then you provide the same space back to them. That's the uniqueness that I love the most, because it's hard to.
Find that, you know, it's hard to find that. So yeah, very Yeah.
She must be very at peace with herself.
She is, she's definitely, she's so self assured. I've never met someone who's, like, you know, not insecure in that way.
Flowers children, we don't have any Yeah. Yeah. The idea that it was between the cube and her and it was around that was around you, which is both it's the joint venture, you know, and near the cube shows you wish for a close relationship with your children future children. Amount of flowers signifies the amount of children, like.
I saw way too many flowers.
But I think in my experience with this question is children in general. Yes, you like to be with children because they're pure or what. Some people don't like. You'd see that, he says, one flower, two flowers. I also see like the company of kids.
I also see what's beautiful about that? And I think you've resonate with this. Is so my monk teacher never had biological children because they're monks and they're celibate and they don't have partners, but they always treat us like their kids or younger brothers, depending on the age difference. And I've always found that my community and my audience, I see them as younger brothers and sisters. I see
them as people who are you know. That feels like that paternal aspect, if that makes sense, not like a father, but like a sense of being an older brother. There's that paternal aspect I have towards even my community and audience because it's like, hey, don't need to make mistakes I've made, like you know, here's here's what I'm learning. Like,
there's that guidance you want to pass on. So I also see that example perfectly as it's not just biological children, it's people of the world that you feel you want to extend yourself to.
So I love that.
Last one is a storm fear, stress, and anxiety. Vaguely insight or on the horizon, you are at a more peaceful innerth place. However, the closer the storm, the closer they made the threat, and he said it didn't engage with any of the elements. So you consider the threats, any of them manageable, and you have the confidence and ability to resolve them.
That is a really cool activity. That's probably the best one that I've heard of, because I've done some like more simple ones that have been done with me.
You have to try this, yeah before she sees this, Yeah.
Yeah.
I shows you also how honest a person was on your interview or whatever, because they can tell you their story. But this is subconscious answers.
Yeah, I had no idea.
I mean, you know, I've genuinely never done that before, and actually like I didn't. Also, what I love about it is you don't know what you're being asked about. Yeah, so I had no idea that horse was rathery or the kids. It's brilliant. It's really good man.
Thank you.
Do we do the Evy talks one, the random card you have it? And so this we just released this.
Oh yeah, I love this. Let's do it, man.
Okay, let me just get a bunch and we'll just do one.
Yeah, okay, you're gonna get me a pick one.
Wow, there's a dice as well.
Yeah, we'll use this thum mix. Yeah, this is cool man, all right, I'm just us the one. The question is do you think of yourself as an optimist or a pessimist? Throw this and you have to answer accordingly.
Throw it all right, okay, right, but not far away anyway.
We'll read it. Story.
Oh okay, cool.
Oh wow, that's a great addition. Man, I've not seen we worked on this for nearly two years. I've not seen anyone do that. That's genius, that's brilliant.
That is the best.
Okay, guys, you will have to get this box of cards because that is the best one I've seen. I've done cards, but that is that's a beautiful little.
Pessimist or optimist and story for them.
Yeah, I know which one it is, but I'm trying to find the story, so.
I'd say overall optimist.
And the story is when Radi and I got married, I made a commitment to her, and I promise to her that we would live within one mile radius from her parents' home. And I was happy to commit to that, and I was optimistic about it and I was looking forward to it.
Our friends live in that area and we like the area.
And then two weeks after we got married, I got an opportunity to move to New York. And when I told her about it, it was heartbreaking for her because she's so close to her family and she wanted to be close to her parents. But I was so optimistic about the move. So in twenty sixteen, I changed job three times, I got married, and I moved country all in one year. And they say that those are three of the most crazy things to do in life. And the only one that we didn't add was have a baby that year.
But those are considered to be like three of the most difficult things to do in a year, like change jobs, change country, and get married. We did it all within three months, and I was optimistic.
That I would be okay. Like I was like, Yeah, this is going to work.
Out, this is fine, but it's a lot of like it's very demanding. Like the reality is that I was very optimistic, but it's extremely demanding. So you have to be that optimistic about it because it's hard. It's much harder than it looks. It's much harder than I thought it was. But I'm an optimist.
What are you afraid of?
I think my honest fear for a long time has been not reaching my potential. And that's what's spurred me on so much, is that I never wanted to live a life. I felt like I got given a lot of gifts and a lot of beautiful mentors, teachers, guides in my life, and my fear would be that I don't not that I don't live up to what they want because they don't have any pressure, but that I
don't feel like I lived up to that potential. But a deeper answer that's coming to me right now as I'm sitting with you, is that the thing I'd say the fear I work on the most. I'd like to give that answer if that helps, because I'm always working on my fears because it feels manageable and a healthy
thing to do. The fear I work on the most is getting ready to be able to free myself one day for when all of this goes away, that I'll be able to peacefully let it go, that I'll be able to happily step back and realize that it was a beautiful blessing and a beautiful journey, and that I did my part. But then now it's okay to let it go. It's okay to be insignificant, it's okay to be irrelevant, it's okay to be.
Forgotten.
That's okay, it's okay, and to allow yourself that piece that at the time of death when it comes, that you did your part and you tapped out, and that life was about so much more than just this that seems all consuming and all central at this point, but my relationship with God and my relationship with the universe, my service to humanity was always what it was about, and it didn't matter what it looked like and how
it sounded and what it felt like. It was just that I did my part and that I left peacefully. I think being able to be prepared for that is the fear I work on the moment.
It's one of the best answers I've got. If you were on your deathbed, hopefully after a long fulfilling life, and you're surrounded with loved ones, people you can imagine now that you want them around you, and you had the blessing of saying a few words before you die, what do you think you'd say?
I would say, don't cry for me, don't cry for losing me, but cry for the people that are in pain right now, who are still alive, And find a way in your life and in your heart positively impact just one person. Take your time to extend your life beyond your family and friends, to one person out there who may need your love the most right now. Someone you may not even know, someone you may have never met,
someone who's a stranger. If you could just to extend yourself, extend that love you feel for me now, extend that love to them. I'm good, I don't need it. Extend that love to just one other person. If you can extend your love to and express your love to one person apart from me, with the same love you feel for me, that would be the greatest gift of your love for me.
And hypothetically, if I could take your heart and place it in front of you. What do you think your heart will tell you.
At that time?
No?
Oh, now, just keep speaking your truth. Some people will like it, some people will hate it. Some people will understand you, some people will judge you. Just keep speaking your truth because that's all you have anyway.
What is something you need more than anything at the stage in your life?
What I need most of my life right now is to trust myself, just like I trust myself even years ago when I started this journey that I don't know the part ahead, but we'll figure it out.
Last one Jay in one word, purpose, thanks.
Thank you good.
I enjoyed this. I loved it.
I have I have a fun one gone. If you could choose three people on a dinner table or alive, and they all speak the same language, who would you choose? Because I know you met a lot of people in your life, and someday maybe you never met, But would you love me?
So everyone everyone I admire is dead and so so who was on there to be?
Steve Jobs.
I've studied Steve Jobs his life for years and I find him fascinating.
And he was very spiritual too.
He spent a lot of time with monks in India, and so I have a lot of fascination because he has this incredible east west paradigm and dynamic.
In his life.
And so Steve Jobs would be at that table. I'd say Nicola Tesla, like Tesla himself, because I think that there's very few people again, so you'll notice all the people I'm picking, they had east and west like they were able to see like he was able to see science, but then there was he had a belief in something beyond science, and that that's what fascinates me is people who were able to find these synergies in things that we often see as black and white or opposites. But
the paradox is the contrast you talked about earlier. So Steve Jobs, Tesla, and yeah, I would say I would have to add Martin Luther King because I don't know anyone who like built like you know when you talk about these people, what they built like shattered so many.
Generations of thought.
And so I think what I'm trying to do in the world is and what we're trying to do, both of us are trying to do in the world, is we're trying to shatter so many myths and misconceptions that exist in the world around people, around ideas, around culture and society. And I don't think I can't think of anyone better than Martin Luther King who did it in such a prolific way and emphatic way that you know, has made such a difference long lasting and broke down something that was so longstanding.
So I agree, yeah, those three people.
You know what's funny, while we were doing the interview, we sometimes move similarly, really, like when you're thinking and I'm thinking, I can see we do this. Really I always do it. Yeah, sometimes you.
Do this and do That's so funny, man, that's so funny.
I love that.
Now, dude, you are phenomenal at what you do, honestly, like, you are so good at what you do, easily easily the best thing to be done in a long, long time. And it's because of you as in and also the stillness and the presence I fell in this room is really special. So I was so present because the environment you guys have all created and the energy that you guys have created.
You don't see them not moved there.
It's real, not even.
Cough, but I mean, it's incredible in here. So thank you, Thank you man. Honestly, I mean that from the bottom of my life change.
I think it takes two to tango. Also, I could be a very good interview about if I'm not dancing, hopefully I really get it too looking easily talk for us.
Have you ever had a friend get really into something and then try to get you into it too, like doing a detox, going minimalist, or taking up CrossFit. Maybe you even got sight and said, yes, I'm totally doing that, But when it came down to it, you never did give up coffee, get rid of half of your stuff, or learn how to do a muscle up. Well, if you felt bad that you didn't follow through, don't worry. The problem wasn't with you, It was with your why.
The next seven minutes are about your goals and how to line them up with what really matters.
I'm Jay Shaddy. Welcome to the Daily Jay.
Before we dig into our goals, let's pause and get centered with three deep breaths. So take a deep breath in and let it out, flowing in and flowing out, gathering up your attention and landing in this moment. Now, let's dive in a few years ago, a team of psychologists wanted to study what makes people accomplish some of their goals but not others. They are subjects to list
a few personal objectives they were trying to accomplish. The participants said things like payoff debt, lose twenty pounds, and clean out my closets. The researchers had them rate how they were faring and then answer a pretty unusual question, did trying to achieve each outcome make them feel more or less connected to their true self. The participants were also asked to indicate how much they believed that accomplishing those goals would make other people like or respect them.
In the end, the researchers found that when our goals align with what's truly important to us, we're more likely to achieve them. But when our motivation is to make others happy or to look good, the odds are against us doing what we set out to do. Whether it's from parents, friends, or even just culture at large, it's easy to feel buried under a mountain of shoulds. For one, people are often quick to offer us advice, or we see what others are doing and automatically think we must
do the same. Either way, it's easy to internalize those shoulds and make them our goals. I should do yoga, I should start a company, I should travel more. Those objectives may be positive, but if they don't align with our values or what we want for our lives, we're less likely to accomplish them, and that can derail our confidence, sap our drive, or distract us from what we really want.
Maybe you came across an article that outlined how every successful person reads at least twenty books a year, and you say, I'm gonna do that, But two months in you're only halfway through book one. Then the criticism starts. Why can't I just do this? You think, what's wrong with me? But the issue is an aptitude or even attitude, it's alignment. The goal was never truly meaningful to you.
Of course, it's totally fine to get external inspiration. Sometimes what someone else is doing can clue us into our own passions and desires. But you might find yourself pursuing something only because you feel like it will increase your status or help you fit in, or perhaps you think it's what you're supposed to do. If that's the case, chances are it's going to be an uphill climb, and if you do make it up the hill, you may
not feel as excited or fulfilled as you'd imagined. So as much as possible, try to set goals that appeal to your authentic self. Line up what you want with who you are. And now, with our time today winding down, let's turn to a short meditation before reflecting on your goals.
So get comfortable wherever you are, tuning in to the present and leaning into ease, letting go of distractions, judgments, or expectations as you give yourself permission to pause and simply be here in this moment, continuing to settle your mind, continuing to settle your body, continuing to embrace your experience
of the present. Now, begin to become a little more aware of your experience, aware of how you're feeling physically, emotionally, mentally, aware of any thoughts that may be popping up, or aware of the quiet in your mind. Whatever your experience, see if you can observe it with clarity and non judgment, while always orienting yourself toward ease. When we check in like this, we start to grow more aware of ourselves and any forces that are pushing or pulling us hopefully,
ultimately we can take back some of the control. Now, let's open this up. Bring to mind a current goal of yours. Is that objective aligned with your authentic self? Is it something that really matters to you, or is it asshured you've internalized from the outside world. Going forward, can you make sure your aspirations come from you instead of others. Thank you so much for being here today. I hope to see you back again tomorrow.