My Wife Had Five Abortions Without My Knowledge, Despite Knowing How Desperately We've Been Trying To Have Children – Man Tells

After we got married, we struggled to have kids, but I focused on making my wife happy. Over time, she changed, and we had issues. She became disrespectful, and despite my efforts to talk to her mother and our pastors, things didn’t improve. I later found out she had five abortions without telling me, claiming it was to prevent me from focusing on our kids and not giving her attention. She has apologized, but I no longer love her, and I feel lost and depressed, unsure of what to do next.