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That's that's what means something because that's who makes your decisions. That's who makes these laws. That's who raises and lowers taxes. That's who racist exactly, That's who. That's who says you know what happens. Yeah, people need to be more educated on like what to vote for, whatnot to more than just a little ten minute commercial because it's like, yeah, I vote for us because we do this down the third We don't, you know, we're just looking like right

now California going through it. Right now, they tell me, oh, this is the Republican. Still if you pay attention to this man's track record, he sucks. He absolutely sucks. He does not now do I think his predecessor, the potential predecessor, is any better, Not necessarily, but he definitely can't be any worse. It would be almost impossible. It would be

almost impossible to be any just more like indignant. I mean, like this is a guy just tells everybody what to do and then just flippently does the opposite on camera and and not to mention like he's so my favorite. I work in the work in the oil oil industry, right, So my favorite is a couple of people asking why our gas process so high? I don't know. I'd have to look into that. How do you not know? You literally signed the bill that said raised taxes three per

cent every other year for the next twenty years. You literally signed that bill. How do you not Oh, how do you not know of what you're paying for gasoline is taxes? How do you not know that? It's not us? It's not it's not it's not the oil company. We're not making the money, like I mean making money. But they're not right. This is on the sticker the number who reads? But who reads? Okay, So no ceilings, no ceilings.

I only don't know only on no ceilings because it nick is talking about the governor of California like this, they're gonna fight you man, shout out to lose some. I just always start new. Some looks slick. Oh he didn't get into the whole death, but he looks. He looked like he belonged to the mob for show. So no ceilings looks like a futuristic mobster from like, I gotta give you that because glass is low. My man, Peter Bias uh out a couple of guests, Sierra Luss

is back. We didn't tell you, but we lost a sponsorship. Best know because of our podcast put a bad title on it. Why didn't I said, conversations with a porn star? What was bad title of that? Conversations? What a nurse held on? Actually the home care provider now corrected, apologized

care provider, But we would have. But who thought a beer company would be mad like not porn and alcohol like they go like like a moral high road when you're doing can't admit that exactly, and you can't publicate See, you got a micro bro not a publicly trader, right, you can't admit that because what's what's gonna happen? You're publicly traded okay, and then hold up. And then I got my little brother. Media matters are going to freak out my little brother drummer. My little brother Lock is

in the spot. I really smart young person. Um always you know, reading, taking time to learn things. So this should be really interesting. Um he's the bodyguard for porn starts by the way. But my thing is this though, right that? Yeah, because so I brought you back because we lost a sponsorship because of you, and we need to collect advertise to collect, right, so I'm gonna have to tell you to get it out there as not mine. But we just doubled down on the busheit that's what

we do on those sellers. If he's like, yo, we can't have points, I was like, we're gonna bring four a point. That is ridiculous. I mean, you're the reason I think that the model you can't cancel the crypt properly was coined on the podcast exactly like how would you cancel them? Like how does a beer? I'm laughing at certain companies who try to take moral high road. They have to. You gotta realize we're living in a cancel culture. He they kind of got to. Can't nobody

cancel nobody. If you if you lose investors, what do you have who's canceled somebody to this day. Okay, the dude who just took over Jeopardy, well almost took over Jeopardy, got canceled for something he said eight years ago. He didn't get canceled. He jepardy. He had it. They had already announced it. Listen, he was in charge of deciding who it was. He announced himself. So with me, he never had it because he announced his seven. If they could take it away, think it should have been our

burden anyway. But you know that's just if they could take it away from you and you're in charge of who you're supposed to give it to, that they want. But I want you to know something. They didn't take it away. He resigned exactly. He gave it back. That's the power because if you because if you don't, then you got this big old thing. You got to realize when people want to cancel you and it's not working out, they escalated. So now it's oh, boycott Jeopardy. Will guess what.

America is definitely gonna boycott if they say boycott, come on, they've done it. What how do you think news How do you think Newsom got a recall or how you got this recall? Vote? This? Okay, So this is my point. This is this why I'm at with it, right, and the whole concept of council culture, right, it sucks. Its stupid. Yeah, it will compare our governor to the Virginia governor. If you let anybody bully you right into your if you let anybody bully you about your opinion. Right. We're in

a time where it's like we want to counsel. So if you think somebody is ignorant on a specific matter, instead of educate, you want to insult, right, which kind of don't make sense. It's like like what happened with the baby? Right? Where? Really? To me, he didn't say anything homophobic, right, he said something exclusionary. He says something,

And I asked, what did he say? Because I missed the whole He if you, if you speak negative, and I'm trying to really pick what I say right now, if you speak what can be conceived as negative towards the LGBTQ community, I hopefully said that right, the alphabet marfia, if you if you, if you speak anything that can be remotely considered then you're you're going to be canceled Like that's that's almost if you fail to speak something that's positive enough. Right, No, yeah, really like you can't.

You can't negate them. The only thing you can really do is either shut up or lift them. Between that and doing porn, I feel like it's kind of like, you know, you're being who you want to be, You're being free to yourself, You're being you know what I'm saying, that's how well the point is, I don't give a funk, all right, because it's like, how dare you think you're moral? You know you you're the moral higher funk out of him?

Responsible fucking poison, percentages of road death. The only thing post gonna make you do a busting that you car sick and conscious? So how dare you look down? And the world is idiot if they allow you? Right, if the world allows somebody who has, you know, a low moral compass and like that's a business to take a high road, who the fund are you? I would I'll be damning McDonald's. Try to act like you better than

somebody you don't even get real bread. Hey, hey, uh, you gotta realize you're talking about like companies who they stopped them from being able to advertise on race cars, like they gotta really tread lightly at the well. And this is what it all comes down to. It's all about busting ship and real ship. I did this interview with boot Leg cav. I sent it to you to

see it. Okay, So I did this little interview and I was saying that I admitted I was transphobic, and people was in the comments mad right, I explained myself, I didn't do any I'm not here to give everybody props. Everybody, I don't got to give every what. That's what I say, is what it is. So I'm not here to see the thing is, That's why I don't want money from those companies. You all bitch ass niggas. You're all bitch ass niggas, and everybody gonna make you be somebody you

don't want to be. The locust who he is, right is advertised. This is how it comes and if so long story short, So I say in the interview, I was like, yeah, I'm transphobic, and I explained the main the center of my fear, right is it's always weird when Okay, it's one thing right for a human being to want to be something that they feel that they are inside. Right, that's their choice. That's every humans right to do whatever they want on outside. My issue is

when you want me to see you differently, that is deception. Well, my favorite, my favorite thing about it is this new thing that's coming up. They're going to stop putting the sex of your child on the birth certificate. And see, I don't want to get into that because they see this with us is going anyway, this is where this is going anyway. Right, Well, I'm glad you went there. And I'm starting to realize when I look at kids today, right, how messed up they are. Nothing about kids today made

me want to be a parent. Kids are? They are fucking these kids up, soul motherfucking bad. Today I was talking to my homeboy, right, my homeboy Manny him and uh me him and the homy jay you we got a group chat. It's one of the five group chats I got um and we were talking about this kid. This kid was talking crazy to a janitor at school, like talking down to him, like you know, your janitor, who are sucking you? Like? You know? Like bit she was a little kid, right, fuck up your broke milk money,

having that checked funk up man's making a living. But because because kids ain't ship and they're really fucked up, they're really selfish at times they could be and the worse. And that's who fund him up to that big part of why they sucked. So long story short, he's sucking with the dude, and the dude is telling him like, man, whych aw you talking to me like fun this janitor ship. I'm a man and a little kid just looking all

the tough. And he pushed on a little kid, and the hommy said, man, you know I would have had a problem with him pushing on my kid and my boy. Man, he said, I wouldn't have had a problem because you know what if he would have came and told me after he pushed my son out of fuck my son up after that. And that's the type of old school I'm about, right, Yeah, I'm about old school parents real life.

Got whooped down the street by the neighbor, came back home and twice once for doing what you did wrong, another time for embarrassing me in front of the neighbor, exactly making me look stupid. So I'm realizing what's happening with all of the kids. You know, I'm looking at that, right, I'm looking at right now a fourteen or fifty year old kids and go to the abortion that you don't know nothing about and they won't allow you to as a parent. You can't know anything because if she's twelve

and she's pregnant, she makes her own decisions. You got to sign a paper to get to get right from her if you can. Oh, I got one better than that. I got one better than that. I'm a whole last parent. Right? Did you know that your child is not yours until you petition legally to have the right to your child, you don't have no rights over your child. Your child does not belong to you. Technically, the state can walk in at any time and take your child. And that's

for rights for your child. A lot of people don't know that. Just birthing that child and signing the birth certificate, that just means you as the donor. It's not what's going on? What am I missing? Bro? Well, what's happening with the kids? Man? And crazy is so this is what blows me away. Right, take example, my nieces and nephews, my day some ship right there, I'm talking about they some ship out of this world ship. But as bad as they are, right, they're not nothing bad like we were.

Ain't bad to their parents. They're not bad in the streets. They talked ship to their MoMA and daddy that I was looking. I'm ready to I had to deck my lephew. We didn't call my sister a bit, and I'm thinking to myself, like I would never oh to kill him. You know, it blew my mind. They they they was into it and we was. I was at the house and uh, my nephew said something sideways to my mama.

I looked at that's just his grandmother. I looked at him, and then I looked at her because I remember I even had a flashback when she when she thought I thought about saying something to her, and my my nick was in her hand. So I'm looking like, oh, he's about to get it right. She's sitting there, so I'm like, na, so I getting do you know she sucked me and my just and see, this is my point, say, I want to focus on the parents, because the parents it's

already some ship. But let's focus only up as kids, other kids this twenty years ago, right, ain't no big Mama's no more big Mama thirty five But no, that's the honest, the guy truth. I'm thirty five and I am a grandmother. I'm I'm a father and a great uncle a few times. Yeah, and when you look at me, you're like, no, she's still at the club. And know I'm a grandmother now. Now my life, even though it's

not my child, my life has changed a lot. There's still some things I can't do because she's still a child, although the world makes her things. She's an adult. And this is this is where the kids are sucked up at though it's the world in society allowing these children to think they have the right to do what they want to do. Get up and go get an ultrasound whenever she want to talk to anybody in your kind

of way, call the people. And that's why big mamas who are older than thirty five, they're not they're not working with the kids because they like, you're gonna put me in jail because your mouth. I'm gonna kill you, because that's what I would have did to them. Like you said, we was bad when we was kids, but we was bad in the streets. We weren't disrespectful. We wouldn't dare to talk to our parents or do half the things that we did in the streets in front

of them. But I don't think they're bad kids. Yeah, what they are is they take advantage of product of their environment. Well I don't even think so, because the environment, they're not shipped in the environment. And see that's the deal. The environment makes them think that they're everything. Well, I think the environment now was in the house because right, because everything is turned into uh, fear based culture. So they're now too scared to take a chance outside the house.

But you're at the same time, you're creating such a safe space inside the house that you feel invulnerable here, but you're scared to see your own shadow outside. That's some cold psychologist and is like my mom's a school teacher now for over twenty five years, and now she doesn't she's an administrative vice perople. She deals all the

parents all the time. And like the evolution of like parents attitudes towards the school, towards the teachers, towards just ship in general in the mid nineties versus now, it's like night and day. Like she's retiring at the end of the Year second, and I can't taking them his phone calls. I'm not talking to people anymore. And it's like like Prima Donna. Parents, they're all selfish. It's all

about them, it's and there's never their kids fault. It's never their kids fault because they don't want to reconcile the idea that they might have done something wrong. And it's more and they're they're like, um, they're like lapdog parents, but of kids. They're being parents because they want to be parents and stay parent for their own fulfillment. They don't raise children for the betterment of the child and

as at the expense of the child. Well, it's really like a they basically got a life size living doll. I get to dress it up like me. You go take pictures. Look what I got. Oh, look she looks like me. Look she does what I do. I always say that one of the most selfish things in the world you could do is have kids. And if you listen to people talk about it, going up into the point of actually having the child, it's always a selfish reason. Well, if you if you remember, if you remember pre Janelle,

I was a little wow. So in my case, she actually changed me for the bet. Yeah, pre Janelle, I was so this version he was not wild. I mean, I'm what because motorcycle. I'm just saying, I'm just trying, like, I just don't think of you as this team. I'm

way turned down from what I was. I don't I don't too far so don't even understand you still why but the problem so no, But I'm saying, right, So it's easily to blame the parents, right, That's that's the easy thing, because I do think there's issue with some of the parents. The parents don't want to admit this. Even my sister, my younger sister, it's never her kids

fought forever. It's never her kids for and and I know she gonna cut me off for saying that, but it's true because it was never her kids fought when her kids was bad as little kids. And Tony, no, this is my little brother, so he know it was never it's the teacher. They come on. They said, hey, uh, ma'am, your kids is sucking up. Well, no, it's your teachers. And we would say to her, if you didn't see him do it, you don't do nothing. So then their favorite thing, when you did, you sing to me, do

it right. So this is how she this is how it goes right. So now right. So don't get me wrong, I get it. I think even with my little sister, her thing was she felt we got a tougher deal as kids, but in reality we actually got great parenting. Back to the same thing. Check me out. I'm not a felon, um, I don't. I'm what they call a viable member of society. I'm a war veteran. I'm I don't think I turned out too bad, you know. I mean, so obviously what everybody thinks it's wrong couldn't have been

too bad. I'm an upstanding American citizen technically, so it's only seven o'clock. We can ruin that still. But my my point is my upbringing couldn't have been that. And so I think the parents mistakes. They're trying to out parents their parents, so they cried about every little tough thing that happened in their life, and then well, I'm

gonna do better than my parents at this. But you didn't realize that there were a better class of human beings that I think they I think they I don't know about I think I think my dad and my mom were a better what are you talking about than me? And I think we are a better class of human beings then my nieces and they just they just have more they have more moral standards. I mean, but I think we did too. I think it gets worse and worse,

absolutely gets worse. Nothing loosing that because our parents parents and their parents parents, and you know how strict they were, so they ease up on the kids as they we couldn't have sleepovers. What you mean, they don't get much stricter than all had to be in the house before that street light right there came on the rest of them. Don't matter that street light. When the same crack right there,

you better be over here. Start seeing a life scoring running when you hear you know, they light up in succession. So you hear womb oh crap, you gotta out run that thing into the house. And she'd be saying it almost didn't. Okay, So what's the worst thing, Pete? You see the kid? Do? Lord? I don't care if it's on the internet. I haven't seen the kids since I was one, I mean even on Instagram. What's the worst thing? King? So King is here as always, Puff is in the

building puffed up. Okay, what's the worst thing you saw a kid done of the modern error? Wow? I mean there's so much that I guess on the internet, I see a lot of kids always talking back or trying to act like adults. Is the biggest thing I see where you see a four year old trying to dress like adults in the parents is in the background and

the kids is wrapping, cussing and things like that. But what's the worst thing, like you've seen the kid do Robert Robert Robert do at gunpoint twelve thirteen years old, robber to do the gunpoint Think that was that bad? What's the worst thing you ever seen that? Ain't bad so far? And one thing? Not not everything? You got kids, so you got so not all of that. I mean one specific if you have to narrow it down, even if it's particularly in your own life, narrow it down

to one point. He's like, I cannot believe this motherfucker dead. Oh. Just recently, my daughter she took my car to Labar stole my No, I ain't gonna say she stole it. I'll take you back. She took my car because I left the keys there, So that was my fault. I should have took my down. That's not imply transfer ownership. She she took my car to La Harvard because she talked to some boy out there or whatever. Yeah and yeah, so I didn't know. I left. I went to Vegas

that weekend. I took the I was picking up my niece and nephew. Whatever. I come back. Now, just this week, I got a ticket in the mail for June of court because I took her to go get her I d yeah, when she got an idea. Yeah, she got pulled over my car. She had my baby sister go get my car because she got put over at a checkpoint. If she would have never got stopped at the checkpoint,

I would never know. And I always tell her, like my mom used to tell me, whatever you do in the dark always comes to the so check it out. Remember Shanni used to steal grandma deal. I'm not I'm not going to make that a modern day years problem because Shani used to do it. Daddy used to do it about the Daddy used to do it. Damn car, my mom's car. I'm not saying it's right, but we used to do it too. We used to jump in the car, go down the street, go around a corner.

Do you guys are men? Boys? We learned it from our big sister. We learned it from our big sisters. I'm not gonna throw the little bus because under the bus. For that, she got a ticket. Did you guys get tickets? She gotta take it in my car. That's my for sure. Okay. The thing is also we were much better at crimes. The kids like, yeah, these kids don't know how we had to be sneaky we had. My sister would have got out of that. I know that because women live

in a universe with no consequences. My sister would have never got that, never would have got that ticket. Got what to say, They never have consequence to check it out. My pop, her daughter did have consequence. No, look pulled over. That's how I found out My pops got pulled over as a fourteen year old teenager. The cops said, do you have a license? No? Do you have permission drive his car? No? They called his grandmother, whose car he was in. Now she saved him. Yes, he did have

permission to draw my car. The cop got in the car and drove it to the house and put my dad in the other car. With the other cop and they followed him. No ticket, no citation, no nothing. He just got dropped back off at the house and then waited fifteen minutes until they left, and got back into the car and took off. Yeah, I never got a ticket when I got pulled over, even at a checkpoint, anything but three cars. That reminds me of a story

when I was younger. The police pulled me over, but I had three girls in the car and I was sixteen, and they gave me a ticket. But he told me once he leaves, I could drive off. He just don't want to. You don't do it from that, So he gave me a ticket and pulled off, and I just drove the car away. But again it goes to the point that it was our parents was a much better class of human beings than we are, and then we're much better class of human beings than My niece is

a nephew's age. The thing is they'll be talking ship man. They'll be like, I don't need you for nothing. I didn't turn around and ask you to cash after I don't need you for nothing, And then you'd be like, can I get seven dollars to go to I hop First off, what is seventy dollars that I hoped people? Yeah, how you know what, I ain't my money, I ain't been not happened a minute. Maybe it did get a little expensive, you know, I just paid seven I was

just dollars. We can I say this? I think that how you say you know we're a better class than our next generation is on and so forth. I think that only the things that we felt that our parents did not do correctly for us, like that's what made them a bad mom? Or oh we're gonna do better those qualities that we feel we're bad, or what we take away from giving to our children, Now what which

is what made us better people? But I don't think I don't think that's true because the one thing that we are generation take away is disciplined that we don't so because we didn't like discipline from our parents. I hate to getting women's but I needed them, and these kids need them. And my kid is going to be the next kids shot down in the street because but then I get frowned upon for discipline in my child.

At this thing you go to jail and looping us back to the beginning of the conversation, right back to the cinder of the day. It comes down to like probably about two things. The previous generation and current generations have different perspectives of adversity. So two generations ago, those those people when they were growing up, they looked at times that they got their feelings hurt or whatever the

hell else has something that they overcame. And then the people who are parents now hold on to every time they got their feeling hurt and say, I'm not gonna let my kid get my feeling hurt. You know where this comes from? Participation trophies. It does, and it's like it's it's that it's a hyperlutigious like we've basically cultivated a flop culture where people take a charge. You bitch about something and you threaten the lawsuit, you get a free settlement. You don't have to you don't have to

get good at nothing to to win something. All you gotta do is complain enough. Victim. Being perceived as a victim is profitable now and at some point that it goes from being like a come up to being a way of life. Fifth place trophies, man, the fifth place, my my my foot, participation, I didn't even place. That's a fifth place trophy, man, Like, you need to learn how to lose and take your lumps. That I mean, you need to learn how to use and take your

ups like I never want. I never want every fight I got in actually lost a lot of them. That's a good thing that nigga just said. Niggas don't know how to lose at all. They don't know how to get knocked down and dust yourself off and come back hard, come back horder, No, you don't. You don't know the time later and they're gonna be like, and what's crisis I'm looking on and that niggas is getting beat up in this era. I fucked me up. Niggas is getting beat up in this air talking on and then after

they got beat up. Yes, yes, black Eyes West, it lives all that bro. Calling that person that did that to your face is a bit thank you. This is true. Don't know how to lose, how to lose when it's publicized though, you know what I'm saying, So everything is publicized, it ain't that. It ain't that it's publicized. Everything is recorded now. It's like it's yeah, it's just you know what I'm saying, Like it's for everybody to see it's oh, yeah, I got beat up. Here, go to sympathy card. I need,

I need the sympathy card. And then now it's it's no longer. Oh this dude beat you up. It don't even matter why he beat you up. He's just a bully. Yeah, now he's a bullet. Back in the day, it'll be a fight. Or I always asked what did that person do? Right? And people get so mad, like if a dude like I'll be on the online right now, if I'm looking at the post and the armies might see me a post and like, man, look at this, and there's a dude that can slap the ship out of a girl

like me. They nigged some bullshit andgather they'll be like, oh that go back, man, what'd she do? They get so mad at me when I asked that I know what happened. While I got a lot of lumps, I did like I realized it. Now I'm a smart mouthed little sucker. I mean I say that you don't like

you can't say nothing back, so you hit me. Basically, if you really go back and look at everything, if you were to say, like, all right, why is there a standard now that's seemingly universal about body shaming a girl or about some guy getting getting fat shamed, I'm like,

how do you fat? If you dig down and look, every single one of those things goes down to a court case where some public entity had to pay a ship ton of money for emotional damn, just because some jerk off judge said, so, why what is going on with the judge? Why would they even pass that? Because you don't judge shop until you find asked niggas, because bullshit asked people. You gotta and you gotta realize something else. Most judges like, all right, you educated, I'm educated. You educated.

You know what I mean. It's a roomful of educated people, right, But we also grew up in the neighborhood, so you didn't get to be soft. You had to stand up for yourself or get ran over. Right. You got to realize most of the people that are sitting on that bench was people who got ran over in school. So now they're sitting here and they're hearing this that happened to me exactly. That's what you're getting. I'm gonna punish you for what he did to me twenty years ago.

Not only that. But in the in the system, with counselors and people who go and talk, you know, to the psychiatrists and stuff like that, a lot of times their problems are why this person killed themselves or why they want to kill themselves. It is because with this person said I'm ugly, you know, and you can't just say a comment anymore and stand on what you you firmly believe without it being suicide or somebody saying, okay, yeah,

well you get paid because she said you're ugly. Okay, Well, the cap every day and I mean this with the utmost dignity and respect. Hold hold a lot. That's that's there's there's too many lawyers and too many shrinks. Every time someone has a problem, they run to a lawyer. The parent runs to the lawyer and sends the kid

to a shrink. And like to me, looking at like your community big picture, like black American White America's perception of quote unquote mental health and all that ship was always on two Like this is so fault all this bush is happening, man, fucking mental health and funny because mental health is a real thing. Mental mental health is a real thing. It is it's a real thing I think. I think that it's just that people you got some

strength is a real thing, absolutely so true. It goes to what I was about to say, I'm too selfish to think about taking my own life. That's gonna hurt. I'm gonna miss something like I'm too selfish to do that. That's my mental strength, right, people learn that, like you said,

a victim culture. Right, So if I play on, hey, no, my mental health is not right, now you've you've discredited the people who actually have a mental health issue because now you're just playing the card, of course, to make it work for you, you know what I'm saying. So a lot of a lot of times. But even right there, what's to say? It's not mental health? Like what if? And that's what it comes to. What's to say? Because now I can't I can't tell you you're mentally unhealthy.

It's what you actually anybody can be because if I tell you, and if I tell you that, if I tell you, oh, you're lying, I look like a bully. See that's why I'm not in the key back to the original point that I began a podcast with, I don't give a funk what people think. At this point, as much as I care, because I'm such a that's a mental outstanding human being, right, I don't really care

about what they think enough of me. I'm so busy trying to be the best version of me for people that I can help that I don't have time enough to pour back to say what did that hurt your finish? If I'm talking to homies about helping them in the music business, yo, I don't got time to coddle you. I don't have time to deal with your mental health issues of you feeling that you're not strong or you're feeling rejection. You know, I don't got time for that.

But that goes to our raising too, like they you know, everybody calls us assholes because that's are way you're thinking, Like, Bro, I'm not here for your I'm not here for you. I'm not here for your protection. Were like, I'm not here for your protection. You either want the truth for you don't runs in the family. I'm asshole. Apparently runs in the family. I mean, it ain't no, Apparently, it ain't no. Apparently say that it ain't no. Apparently, it

definitely runs in the family. I'm a certified asshole. Everybody know I'm my asshole. I wear it as a badge honor on people. Absolutely, well, what's the ship this thing? I've said to you puff? Just now? Yeah, thank you? He started calling that thank you, thank you, thank you. That's great, said, but you just said fuck you. That's I don't talk about pup. I don't start calling you that. You started reference you started calling him puff. I didn't call you puff to Puffy. So so all right, I

don't know what the backstory is. What what's the dish show? That because asked that's what that's the back story because King is the engineer of the podcast. So Pete was making a joint. He was making a joke, right, he was saying, you know, if you want the engineer, they ain't all up on audios the pictures. So he's puffed. So Pete and Shig, I don't got nothing to do with this. I'm just respect you know who's really puffy. It's still steal for sure. Man, thank you, Pete, oh man,

oh man. But you No, I don't think. I don't think I I don't think i'd go around Okay, do I go around ship people? Definitely? You're just like to the world, use the biggest asshole when you made Tupac must die. But I didn't say anything you did disrespect at all. You just you just stated facts. It was the concept everybody's mind things and you know all you did anything, you did everybody. It's a story in moral compass.

So if I don't express so if I call the song Orlando Anderson, the song becomes about You could have said why Tupac died, Then that wouldn't be that wouldn't be a but no, no, no, So you gotta understand something. Wait, no, no, no, no, check me out the culture that everybody idolizes, you know, the best Tupac must die from. That's the point. That's more point of that. That's the point of that title because in this situation, you want to know why he

got killed. That's what he did basically, either that our baby Lane was a little bit and the moral responsibilities of this stubgn that we got going on. He had to die. He had handle that. I mean, it was because they really unhealthy. And it wasn't just his listeners. You know, everybody think it was something bigger to Tupac getting killed. They don't understand it was some blood and crypt shit. They really think that it was something bigger

than that. They wasn't around and content when the gang war was going on behind that ship. But so they didn't get that far. I'm just saying, even with Tupac Must Die, it was literally the point of the song. Like he said, he figured it out. I hadn't even talked to him about it. It was the It was nothing to figure out the Tupac must Die, Romeo must Die. Yeah,

I got it, uh, John tucking us. So the reason why we can said an assholes is because you asked the question that you didn't really want the answer to die. I'm an asshole because I told you we want you to give us the truth and a really nice, fuzzy pink package that we can die. Don't make in our hands. I don't make cotton candy, my dude, this ain't a sugar factory. I'm not a motherfucking carapit. I'm not a

motherfucking care bear. Bro. Therefore, you're an asshole because they're outside of our fluffy, nice pink But check me out, you idolize an asshole. Tupac is an absolutely. I tell people that he's dead, so automatically he's a Saint. No, yes, yes, every black man that died. Listen, listen, I'm glad you said that, right Jesus. Niggas hated Jesus was an asshole, and he was like, man, they walk around telling Nigga chase brooms. That's the story, right, Muhammad Ali. Nigga's rooted

against him. He was an asshole. He was in arrogant assholes, right mar Luther King. Niggas didn't like him in real life. Only the few people Malcolm X who liked these listen to the King Loki didn't like Malcolm Xon to the end. Tupac then niggas talked so bad about POC in real time. Parc was an absolutely That's why I love it because he was on the Brenda's got a baby, like he told you the real You can't be mad because he's telling you what really happened. Now you're sitting over there

pounding and moaning. And it was like, Brendy was like, you put my story out there, Brandy, you through your away exactly again. But you're right. People can hide under the banner of I'm too morally unhealthy to accept the truth for this story to learn of the culture that I'm actually trying to act like I'm a party. You know, they're actually trying like a dude from Canada, a DJ dude from Canada threaten to killing and multiple people threatening

to kill me said, you ever stepped foot in Canada? Wow, I'm gonna blow your brains out, Like I just ain't going to Canada, like I'm going up, like I'm going to Canada for sure. You don't. I'm definitely coming to Canada. I was going first, I'm definitely coming to Canada. Now I had no intention don't ever visit to Canada, but now I want to go. You're telling me that the

remixed Glasses must die has marketability if I make it? Sure? Okay, but the thing is but now say now, now, now, let me ask you a question, because in this situation, Tupac had a reason why he must die, right, what reason does glasses have to die? Jumped on nobody? Do you heard a lot of people's feelings and apparently there are so sad scratch your ask for feelings. If you heard a lot of feelings, consequences, so you're saying what they're supposed to do is sue me. This is if

you heard someone's feelings. They have carte blanche to whatever they want to do to feel better. You giving it to me, You got you gotta get my sun shining rainbows. And this motherfucker's I don't give a fuck crap, and I don't mean crap like the way these niggas mean it. That means that I have decided a long time ago that I'm not going to sign up to play the

rules by what people tell me I should play. When I was talking to Charlotte Mane when the whole ship happened with with a little nos X, right, and I said what I said about his brand and his art, which is not about him, but he gives everybody a nice, fuzzy, warm, feel good package when he blood and the Nike that's the fuzzy feel good package. Yes, let me spen Nike, bloke. He did not think it's Nike, but this is my point. But this is my point. Right, So people got so mad, right,

and it was like okay, gee, oh man. You know, first it became like so what I said, particularly was I said he was a puppet of white supremacy. Right. I was like, oh, you're plupping for white supremacy like that, means you're the entertaining piece. Right, there were black face like like little NOx is gay face, like how black people did black face. Sometimes it's like, Okay, you're black, bro. You don't gotta dark in your skin no more. You don't gotta put lipstick rad or lifted. You don't gotta

drag your arm a little bit more. You don't gotta be you don't gotta be every bit of the cool they think you are. You could just be the actual black man you are without the black face, but that wouldn't be entertaining. Well, that's little nozex as a gay face. You just overgatin this ship. He was cool when he first came out. Then it just got extra well, he wasn't cool white people. Like I said he was cool when he first came out, black out boys, that's not true.

Was he really making fun of hey? No, but someone wasn't really making fun of you. It wasn't. It was yeah, I mean I don't have boy, but I was like, I watched out to Go. That's a shot across you thought, John John Wayne with a tweeted listening to the hard Man got John Way with a tweeted n guys pulled up his stars and on horseback, tied up their horses and went inside. And it was the greatest thing I had ever seen about them. Was the was them was

competing the cowboys. Let's focus. So the point I'm saying is so people was mad, right, So what happened was I said, like, he's he's gay facing, right, like black facing. So you're doing that only to impress white people, because don't none of us think that's cute at all, Just like when Burt Williams was doing it as a black man, black facing back in that time in the early twentieth century, later ninete century, black people didn't think that she was cute.

It was always a nigger to trying to defend it, like, well, if they're doing it, he can do it too, because it's it represents. So that's what's happening right now. Right we're in the sense of gay facing with this little dude. This little dude is over gang everything to get to make that part of his marketing package to Brandon. So he's doing it with intentions of either stimulated people to

cheer or or or feel hurt or embarrassed by it. Right, So that's cool, But the reality is that's what you're doing, right, you're gay facing. I respect that gay face because you're not that gay. You've never been to jail. You're gay facing, right, So I'm cool. But I also said his art is corny, like his ship is tongue in cheek. It's just like whatever, Like it's just kind of like a judge, like weird when talking about not not not word, he's like a gay word. Our Yankovic. All his content is all his

all his content as a joke. It's not routed in no sense of reality, struggle bottom or nothing. It's like, oh, I'm whining because I'm trying to be successful and Nik's given me a hard time. That's not our problems. That's pot people problems. You're brother, we got some real problems out here. You still got the same problems we got. So people. The first thing they did they started becoming intellectually lazy. A lot of the kids became lazy. Oh

well you have to be a homopholk. Well you're not gonna make me a homophol because I'm telling you little NASAs is gay facing and his ship is corny, has nothing to do with me and gay. Then you start making points, well, let's see Sam Smith is gay. Fantastic, right, right, fantastic? What's the being a just Elton John is fantastic? Oh man, oh man, Lo the Van Draws is fantastic. Teddy Riley's fantastic,

Teddy rod Ect Teddy Pendergrass. I was like, what my bad head, Not Teddy Pendergrass, they said, like Teddy Pendergrass, they said, like trans trans folks. Uh, Prince was probably bisexual, if nobody ever wants, I'm just saying he probably was. And niggas one a minute, he still was jamming. You don't have to overly do it to get cross. Well, he has to overly do it because that's becoming the marketing.

The reality is the music is not strong enough. Right, So the first song the music was would even get past the cornership because it was such a great record. I mean it was really like old time role was a jam. Ever since then, it's been these kind of kind of pop inceptions, Right, this kid has been making these pop inceptions of ideas where he's just gay facing

with him. It's the same scene maybe that Christina Aguilera did in the Shower and you've just got five, you got ten black gay dudes, or the concept of ten black niggad dudes. But really all it is is gay facing because the art is not worthy. The artist decent. It's not bad. He's not a black I would never dispect. He is not whack at all. He is actually a good artist. He makes he's made up one of the best records probably in the last you know, ten years,

and he's he's he's great on execution. His visuals are executed well, you know what I mean. The music is executed. But the thing is it's just overly scientific and it lacks a bit of depth or seasoning that naturally black folks have in the culture. His ship is like bland and I get it right. But so you're mad at me because I'm demanding more from your blackness. I don't give a funk. If you're gay, you still gotta be dope. I don't give If you want to wrap a pop America,

you still gotta be good. I can't you have to be better than white folks. I guess that's what I'm saying, Like I expect nothing less, and if they are, and if they're allowing you to get by because you're overly sensationalizing a lifestyle. That's a regular thing. That's that's common as apple pie. But you over sensationalizicy. I mean, he's doing the same thing rappers do when they have third Like your videos are just tip drill that's entertaining, though

I'm saying I don't. I'm just saying, just like tips you people mad. This ship made people mad. Tip you people mad? Yeah, people, they fuck that a career. Really, I was cerious when they stopped. He's for the ship, you know how amazing that would this make them things? And this and this is the game and this is and this is the the Alphabet Mafia is insurious about that. I was never allowed on set once and this is

the Alphabet Maffia's problem. Right So, and because you're saying it right there, corner you, So what they're gonna do is do a gay tip drill. Oh don't do that. Imagine that favor drop giving ideas coming, Just knock it off. Paul's it's come going to ideas are executed tip drills. Excuse but no, excuse me, no, no, no, no, We're going to change the subject. Now we're done with that one. You know, I don't like the visuals that popped in my head like like all the men naked in the shower. Hey,

that is kind of had on clothing. Ship, that is true. Tip dread wearing clothes. No, not just gonna try to slide a car through some dude thinks go throw themselves. They's gonna throw itself off a cliff. Kid, I can't do it. The ma the man sick leg shit down for the day. You ain't got no more chicken. All he got his peas and carrots. It's gonna look like shout out to Jack black Jack Black funny ship. So no, so, but I'm saying I can see it in my little way,

and I'm not knocking it because I trust me. If I thought he was whack, i'd say it. He's not a whack talent. He's actually a good talent. He's just he's a he's a young kid. He's a good talent. But he is a product of these kids today where it's like it's always it's always mislead, it's always misdirection.

Oh instead of you talk talking about what I'm actually saying to you about your brand and your art, it's like, oh, you're just a homophone, or oh I got more tweating you that don't change, you steal the corn ball at I don't give too funks. How many motherfucking more likes to tweet you got on your post and me the

world is full of corn balls and you're one of them. Yeah, I'm Actually sometimes I get scared when I say something I've done some research, and then I realized that people agree I'm because I know they didn't do the research too. They didn't read no damn books. So when they started agreeing and should I'll be like, I don't know, let me look, make sure I'm not right, like a certain things. You could say that again, so but I digress. Charlotte man I was on Charlotte Magne about this SA like, bro,

you open his mental health door. Not everybody has a cop out, Like everybody has a way to say to themselves like I mean, and it and it takes it takes away from the person who's actually experiencing it. Because and my thing gets you can say he's not so and King is mad because this is King's realm. Right. King has a podcast that I want you to check out to. I'm tweeting the link out this week that's

on from the Crypt I'll tag it. No. No. It has a podcast called My Thoughts Rule right where he allows his thoughts to control everything that his body is. So he focuses on that and applies it to mental health because of all of the stuff he's been through, some crazy stuff, like crazy crazy legitimacy mental health. He's legitimately mentally unhealthy. But I think it's before this ship.

He just he don't really want to drink water. Wait. Wait, as far as I think King and the mental health, like the toxic mental health culture in the country, the over emphasis. There's a difference between focusing on persevering and overcoming and focusing on a walloway and directive. It's overcoming and persevering, and of that industry is focused on wallowing because funk, if you overcome and persevere after four sessions, what the funk am I gonna do the rest of

grand So? Can I let you in on a little secret. You know your asshole right now? Right? Oh? He's always been as he always what now? So you didn't realize that he was one? So so I was. I was just bringing it in because when he was over here being an asshole to you, acting like he understood what exactly because because I was absolutely I knew what it was left or I canole only one person is not an asshole. Was hurt. That's it. Yeah. So I mean

I just with nothing but my point. But my point was, remember earlier we went to we went to, uh, you know, we're you an asshole? And apparently it was. It was it was inherited through the family. I just want you to know, most people are assholes, they just don't speak on it. Yeah, prime example, on that same pos in

her head, she'd probably being the world's biggest asshole. Say, I own that point with Bootleg cav Right, So when I'm talking about it and I'm explaining why I'm gonna transfer right, I'm expressing to cav I'm like, yeah, this is why I have a fear. I'm worried that they're

trying to change my vision of who I see. And I think that's a bit much for my brain to handle, especially when you've got people that's trapped in the middle of being both and mother got a flattop and some tists, I forgot a beard and some ass Not trying to talk about p Valley, but that I actually like that character. That character actually makes me, I would like to talk to that real person. I probably could get over my guarantee you. I guarantee you that character that's Uncle Cliford

is sucking the ship. I guarantee that character is a real person. The only reason why I guarantee you that character is a real person it is. It is the only reason why I can't get with it because my son is for. He's not my biological but you know, my son is for. And when my sister just recently came to my house was watching it, he came back out like, Mom, why didn't that man have on heels and lipstick? My thing is, I'm not against nobody. Do

whatever you wanna do. But if you're gonna do it, why have a five o'clock shadow and wear lipstick and heels. Either be gay or be for you. But but that's also so people feel like they don't have to choose. And and and I get it, I'm actually for it. How don't change that. I'm scared of it. That's like not putting this sex on the birth certificate. But but but before we even go to that, I don't care that you don't want to choose. That's actually your choice.

The issue is when you start trying to make me see something. Straight up, I don't need you to re educate my mind. My mind is educated and intellectual enough to process a lot of things. But that's what society is doing to our young children. They're pushing it so hard. Our kids are so confused they can't even make up their own mind. I got rejected right. It was this girl, very nice looking woman, walked up owner. I'm talking to her. She said, how do you identify? I said, hold up,

hold up, I go, I'll go identify. Was just like this identified. What do you mean? Do you identify as a male? Do you identify? You know, like, what do you identify sexually? I was like, oh, I'm I'm a heead On'm a male. She goes, that's why I can't talk to you. And I go why She says, because you you accept society's gender roles. Yeah. I don't know if that was the most confusing, that was the most

confusing conversation. And if you won't cancel and drop my sponsorship because that motherfucker's retarded, fuck you too, every sponsorship. I'm tired of y'all. Y'all know, God damn well, what we're talking about stop posing for the public. Stop doing that, because you are creating a toxic environment of people that are confused, and you further in the fucking fusion. Trust me, confusion into the same way every time as long as you allow things to keep being Tell me one time

throughout history confusion ended out. Well, never were you allowed confusion to fester. If you've been married for four years and you don't know if your wife cheating on, you're gonna probably end up killing the motherfucker you have to. Again, I'm not saying that this should be something that we should stop for other human beings. I'm not saying we should stop telling a trans person or a child or anybody else not to be who they want to be. But god damn it, be ready for the consequences of

what you want to be. And and the consequences don't mean somebody has to attack you as a child. If you're disrespectful, it may not be meaning somebody kicking your ass. It might mean you getting in trouble. It might mean somebody kicking your ass. Whatever happens, Just be prepared for the consequences. Even if you're a trans at thought and you're like I'm standing in the space of don't be

mad if I'm looking at you crazy. I think it comes to the same earlier at everybody expects everyone to like them, absolutely not, don't give an Everybody accepts expects everyone to like them, or wants everyone to like them. Like you could be like, decide you want to be trans tomorrow I might not have and I didn't know you have gonna bump into I might not like you for five different reasons. You might have a weird ass personality and I just don't like you, and you you

could be trans or not. You know, it's like people expected. I mean, whether you want to be trans, whether you want to be rude, whether you want to be selfish, whether you want to be whatever it is. Yeah, you don't understand for every action, there's a reaction. If you want to cater towards prioritizing what makes you happy first,

that's great. You're probably gonna be happier, but you're gonna have to deal with the fact that one intent people isn't gonna like whatever choice you make, no matter what choices, I love, my cripting is discriminated against all the time. Like I still persons because this crip like I can't read because this is crip. Yeah, but no, that's I mean, not to get back on porn. But that's just like

born people discriminate. Yeah, no, if people discriminate, because and then it's just like if you don't like it, you don't like it. But guess what, Like I said in the last podcast, back then, when I started doing it, it wasn't Internet sensation. So but at the same time, I had to be prepared for the consequences that came along with it. And then it's just like back with mental health. Mentally, I can't be like, oh, well, now

I'm sad because I wanted to be. I ain't gonna say a hole, but I wanted to funk on camera and la la la, And now I got to be depressed about it because somebody else doesn't like it. No, mentally, I need to suck that ship up, just like when I got my eyes as a kid and say, you know what, let me deal with the life that God coming from me. I can't just give me. That was a thing. Would you consider yourself at that time? I

hope I know that's not a crazy question. No, because if I had to ask, no, I'm gonna keep it g though I used to, you know, do a lot of things. But anyways, I say things. I speak how I feel. I'll speak just like the rest of y'all gonna speak about me when I'm out in the room. Oh, these bitches a hole And that's the thing. Why do I have to actually a part of the She don't like Trump, so no, but this is the thing, just like he was saying about gays and this and that,

it's the same thing. Y'all gonna call me a whole Oh she no good? Oh she can't. You can't make a whole house. I'm one of the best motherfucking women there is out there. Y'all idolize the whole bitches, And y'all don't idolize the real women, no matter what we've been through. Just like a gangster n and murders and who what holes do we idolize? I'm not saying, y'all, it's just it's period. No, I'm not gonna I'm not

gonna say a half million followers on Instagram. Man, I would give anything that I have heard actually that earlier, that type of whole bitches. You feel a regular girl who made sacrifices just like city, Hi, go back to that. What would you do with your son's down home hungry ship. I'm about to do what I know best. I'm not gonna let this nigga sell my pussy, but I'm gonna sell my pussy and I'm gonna make this drop of my baby exactly so period. It is not you know,

we make that. I don't think the whole is a bad Who is a bad whole? Is a society society bad thing? Society only on a female though, because a man who is a badge of honor, like like I'm a whore. I was a whore in my past life. I was absolutely bullshit. Multiple women makes you there's women like I'm bringing the jiggolo on and probably a week or so, and there's because because there's there's like that's just sluttery. That's differences. Jiggolo's are making a living. They're

out there making a living. My Moore fucking a bunch of women. He doesn't want to to make a living. I didn't budy shoes. NI. We're not talking. We talk about paying the rent. I paid some ship off my dick, like paying the rent everything like like paid like like got forty eight months worth of loans paid because I was giving some dicks. I'm a salute who let me ask you a question? That was a side hobby with

us French benefit. That was not liked it. That was not like, look, there are no W two's this year because they didn't file for jiggalo. They really liked me. It wasn't just one. They because I was a whole a man. I used to bodyguard for ports. Look for you show me that. I don't want to talk my friend. I was my best friend. You talking to Mike. Sorry, that was that was my as best friend. So so I used to bodyguard. I used to bodyguard and draw

life for luxury more. You you met luxury, I definitely would have not knew because I would have definitely not known she was a porn You met luxury so so so so that was that was my best friend, my my, my everything. I spent days with her. You ask you a question, Tony. Your job, you make it. You make a good living. If a woman, if a woman wants to pay you a quarter million dollars a year to be on call, quarter million, quarter million a year, that's

one thousand. No, there's two hundred fifty thousand dollars. I'm sorry two like that's that's a little bit more than that. I'm about that, however, it is it's more than you make now, it is. It is what I'm saying, how close it is. And this lady said, I need you to be my on call porn star and you just have to make porn with me. Who I am, who I am, Who I am? Who I am, who I am, who I am