Watch up and welcome back to another episode and No Sillers podcast with your host, not fuck that with your low classes, Malone. I look at you just looking like we got all the take. She got her ship. No, I was trying to get it moved before we got it. You know, we got to get this a lot more professional. I was looking at some other podcasts and I was like, damn, because our shit is like this. No Sillers is a real podcast. It's not like a YouTube show, right right,
So like there's a lot of intelligent discussions, insightful. But I noticed it needs a physical presentation, of course. So I'm like, damn, I'm trying to figure out, like handicap. I'm trying to figure out why this light you did you know that he had this issue? But that's my point. If I have to figure it, you not telling me I didn't listen. I got like, I gotta tell you. Y'all kind of communicate the same though. No, I actually communicate well. But what happens is as a person, I
can be overwhelmed. Okay, now I know. I'm sorry. This is my first rodeo with you. Gee, it's not really a rodeo. It's like but this is what I'd be on y'all all the time as nurturers and mothers of the earth, like you literally have the power to calm situations down. But for some reason, y'all be like fire, fire, fire more and more. So that's what we did today. We did not do that. It was no no firefire, nothing. No. I just think that we didn't respond. I did, No,
I know you did. That's why I said, I'm just getting up. I had to let them know, like I was really just had a rough night, you know. I didn't understand. Remember like when we was young and your mom be like it's gonna be okay. That shit is not what happens as you get a come an a doge. We snapped into it. As soon as you said that, we were like oh he Initially I was frustrated, and y'all just kept like it was nothing. It was never like an e fault, like gee, what's wrong? Oh my god?
I don't know. I was just really trying to figure out the solution, like, well, okay, let's fix this, right, let's fix it. But I'm just gonna say it's gonna be all right, just saying my badge. I apologized I didn't even see it like that, right, I should be more right, you're frustrated about it, open up a little bit. I don't know. It was like five different things, like trying to put it together, and it was just like,
it's a handicap. My laptop is hard. Getting my phone it's hard, like Karen crutches and a laptop is so hard at the same time. But you know what, when you said that, I was like, damn he right when he said, whatever, whatever time you got the time at the time, like, bro, like what the I just wanted to make sure I was prepared and ready to go. My bad. I was trying to what's wrong with her eyes game? Oh yeah, it turned it off? We turned the light off? No? Yea more yeah? Yeah? Oh goodness,
oh goodness. All right, right, so yeah, I was saying as a woman, right, like you could nurture more. I mean, y'all, And I really be on y'all. Since I've known y'all about these same sentiments, I've been working on it. No horribly, you should develop a course for him. Yeah, no, they nurturing course and nurturing and she might sell up. Is this supposed to go? Right? Yeah? Ok? What would be
if a guy is telling you right, he's frustrated. It's like you're like you're pressing him about time, right, You're like, okay, I need are we doing this at what time? And with this sign? With this time? And it's like they don't have a solution, right. I God, I'm trying to figure it out. I'm making the multiple cause and I get it right because you like I just need to show up. But it's like you would think like if it was a simple as like just time, like it
would be passed to you. So the end today, when I'm explaining it, I'm like, man, I'm so frustrated. You know this is a problem. It's a problem, like well, I gotta right. It's like you just went right to it. And as a woman, I would think you would know because y'all want more emotional support than real life solutions. So the very few times that men really want, you know, like emotional support, y'all just feel horribly. I don't just put your hand on it. I've told Rid this before.
I said, man, sometimes you just gotta put your hands on a nigga's shoulder and telling nigga it's gonna be all right, Like you would not do that to rolling. You would be like, well, what's the problem, nigga, You wouldn't do that to your kids do that. I was like, okay, so do you need me to find a studio. I was like, I got she did. I'll drive you down, like, that's not how it happened. That's you collapsed in twelve hours into one conversation. Listen. Oh he's talking about from
the time that he brought it up to today today. Today. When I started talking and I was telling you, I was frustrated. Okay, so that's what I'm saying, Like you had to I didn't. She was like, like, she tried to offer you a solution. Exactly right, I was, asshole. Imagine telling your kid that I tried to offer your dumb ass a solution like that. That's why I don't talk. I'm not a good communicator, especially on text text. I bet you if it was your kid, you would handle
it with care. You're right, I would. Human beings, you just don't hand it with care. You just on your own. You throw the hamburger at the own man she or eat it. Listen here, I telling you I'm working on self right now. Listen, I'm working on self. I'm doing way better. Do you not think it's just a disdain you have with the rest of the world, Like I think women don't realize they supposed to treat the rest of the world like their children. Why the rest of
the world like their children? Yes, because you are the mother of humanity, right, So if you kind of approach everything with a nurturings spirit, I mean, like that's something you should have did quiz A woman actually did that, Like that's just hard raw, that's real, like raw, Like I was thinking that she said it. I was thinking it, like, I'm sorry. The thing that I love about No Seelings is everybody thinks I'm crazy, but I really give sound
opinions and sound advice. We've we have different conversations, right, Like, this is one of them conversations. I've told you this rare straight up. I'm like, this is yeah, a real a real relationship, a real marriage. Let's just be straight up honest. You're getting a new father and he's getting a new mother. That's really what it is. Whether we
whether we're gonna fight it. This is how when marriage first started, when they was just going to pluck children fourteen year old girls from families, this is gonna be your new father. He felt to take care of you. Blah blah blah. He's just thinking about it. I'm thinking about yo. That's that takes it. I got a process that get they get a new father and you get you're getting a new mother. Godle that's in theory what
it is. That sounds like a bad idea, no, but it's true because that's the kind of that's the way you recognize love. That's been the most consistent love thing when you're growing up. Right, which woman loved you like your mother? That's the consistent way you knew she loved it. So even when you're looking at a woman, right quiz, you looking for what your mother gave you, it's always gonna be the measuristick. And a woman you know, if she had her father in her life, that's gonna be
the measurist stick. Right. That's true. If you ain't no way going to let you love her, love her less than her father loved her and whatever she consumed as love from her father, you gotta do that and fuck it. But there's variables. You got to do that, and there's variable It's like you'll look for the positive stuff that your dad or or you look for the positive stuff that your mother had, but you also know the negative shit that you're not gonna look for, like that negative
shit that you don't want. So it's not like you're looking for the identical or like the match. You'll take the positive shit, but you're gonna like kick out that other shit that you don't fuck with. Or even when you became an adult and you start like deciphering their personality or how they move or how they figure out, and you identify, Yeah, Angel, I don't know my angel dad the federal prison. She's Angel. You identify Angel in prison.
But you identify what you fuck with, what you don't fuck with, And a lot of like contexts comes from what you saw growing up with your parents. Yeah, facts, facts, no sellers. Jail. Oh we I got this for Red? What's up, Brad? What's up? Got my partner for me? Since I've kind of been in this rap business just about that long, we learned the business together, we learned records together. My nigga Quiz one of the freshest niggas in the world. Like honestly, like when niggas be saying
fresh like I think of quiz. I mean, like quis a fresh nigga fresh? What do you think about this fresh? I mean just classic fresh. But back to the point, Um, oh yeah, my man king on the engineering, but I'm gonna be on his ass after this podcast. He gonna be mad at me. But I only expect the best out of us because we are the best. He wasn't the best. It'd be different, but my man king out
king feel me doing what he do well? But no, So the point I'm saying is right, like it starts with your mother's love if you're aware of it, right, it starts there. I don't know if my mother's love, I could really say her love was bad at all. Now, don't get me wrong, my mom was. My mama tried to squabble you. But that's also why a woman could get ahead of faith for me, because my mom wants up a lot of the squabbles. Like my mom probably was like eight and two or something. Really, I'm not
you know, I'm not mad. This is consistent thing since you know me eight and two and I mean the two was like, really she got shot the second time, so I don't count it. Really Pop shot her because he's gonna go, She's gonna go nine nine. And then she faded with my step pops and he kinda da got her. He gave her to work. And what's crazy is about CT Clarence, Right, he never punched her in the face. He knew he could see that my mom like the squabble she stole on him. He don't want
to squabble. And I remember, this is a crazy story, right, So my mom was like, no nonsense. And if you know, Olivia, like this is how she got out. There wasn't no game. Olivia six foot three hundred pounds, hands like real fish like talk to fight. She got what this dude named Clarence. He was a nigga from Indiana. He might have been six one, one hundred seventy pounds, soker with fishy wait in his pocket. Mom six foot three hundred pounds was
heavyweight nigga for Dela rees, hard, real hands. Thought I got you, and I watched my mom beat up bigger niggas. She used to date this nigga named Kevin. He was like six three muscle nigga used to work out on remember solo flex, big nigga work on that. She whipped his ass out of his clothes in front of the house. I swear so I would look forward to my mom whooping on motherfucker veiggas women. She only fought two women out of those ten fights. Pretty much niggas handling them.
They've really given the all. So one time she actually lost that I say she lost the fight is um Clarence. We didn't really like him because he wasn't my dad what I'm saying, So we couldn't wait for that day. Me and Vinca used to me and my little He was like, I can't wait till that day. You should drink Mickey's big Mouth Mickey's He's drinking big Mouse right, So he was like a ship talking, asked me and West slick ass nigga. So we're like, I can't wait
till Livia fuck this nigga. I can't wait till my mama put hands. One day, this nigga was coming home. It had to be three thirty in the morning. He left a club three thirty in the morning. My mom was pacing, I know what time it is, A time Nick got me fucked up. She walked past this Nick got me fucked up. Soon as this nigga get here. I waked my little brother up. I read k up. Let's get up for players Christmas. Up. We're like, he it's gonna be good. Let me. She past it back.
Soon as this nigga pull up. You know my mom really della recent Hall of Nights, like nigga, you accuse me of stealing soup. As soon as nigga come, we hear this nigga. He has some sounds in this truck. Yeah, one of them old Alpine put out stereo. So this is eighty nine. So we got the Alpine pull out stre a little beat pick up, Nissan pick up truck,
a little small ones. Niggasad the seeing them wrapped about, jagging nigga spoor he come, he'd be zooming down the street to that daddy banging boom boom playing rock him. Or you know, I ain't no jokes bumping coming in poured in that driveway, said his Motherfucking I heard her this motherfucking ass here She hung up the phone, she go charging. We followed. We hide right behind the cars,
so we get right into the patio. So it's an area in comfortable where we lived at at my mom house where it's you part and you walk into the back patio right a little small boxing area ring right here. So I said, this is real. So he jumped out the car, pull that but fucking radio. I seen any pull the radio out. He came walking around. Uh my mom. Olivia met him at the door. What's up, Nigga? Like, what's up? Baby? And try to kiss her. She just
backed up, like, what's your motherfucking problems? Like, Nigga, what makes you think you're gonna be walking in this house at any hour? Olivia. I told y'a, I was going to the motherfucking club, nigga. We got off the club. The club is over at too. When he was at we went to Denny's. So you was at Dennis to three thirty. And I'm thinking to myself, like, you know, as an adult now, I'm like, I get how you be at the Denny's at three thirty, but at that
time it's a kid. I'm like, you're lying, right. So we're standing at the door, say like, man, only ain't gonna argue this shit? Stupid the hell? I just told you what I was doing. So he went to walk around her and she put her arm out. He blocked her mate mold and she went to still on him. That nigga backed up. I was like, did you just try to hit me? Yeah, motherfucker. She got in the stands. I said, whole song. Nigga said that radio day. He said, let's I ain't fighting no woman, but if you swing
on me again, I'm gonna teach you how to fight. No, I'm like, it's own. She stole on the nigga hit him boom face. That nigga laughed, you really want to do this, I'm like, that's how you talk. So I ain't gonna even hit you in your face. So we pumped up. We at the window. Man, they got the dancing around. She starts swinging. When I tell you this, Nigga hit her in the arm, the leg side. He was just whooping her. But it wasn't like a whooping like.
It was a whooping like you can't fuck with me, and I'm not going to destroy you, but I'm gonna tag you. And they had to dance for about three minute. You know, a three minute fighting the streets is long. He's just whooping on her. Never hit in the face, Come on, leave you what you want to do? Boom boom boom boom. I was like, damn, so I'm crying now, I'm about nine. I want to help whatever cousin's throwing. I'm like, I don't want that, don't feel not at all.
So eventually we just kind of started crying, like holy shit, like nigga stopped hitting my mom my. You he never hid her in the face. She just was like, oh, he's got you done. Can we go to bed now? It was nothing wow. And they went laying there and went to sleep, woke up. She was cooking breakfast the next morning. Huh, damn it. I was the only time I saw my mama lose a fight, That's what. And
they never fought again. And I've never seen my MoMA not fight somebody more than once like that, especially if it was a nigga, Like, she's gonna fight him more than once. Right, I'm telling if his nigga that like did something to us, shes gonna fight the nick. She don't want the nigga twice at least. So I say that to say, like I would date a woman that would fight me. I got me and Charlotte Man talk all the time, and I didn't date no woman that
wouldn't fight me. I would date the woman that would fight me whoop her ass, because maybe she didn't nobody whooped her. I ain't even doing that. I don't play those games. I don't play fight. I don't want to know what I'm saying, Like, I don't even play fight. I don't I don't even want to want to wrestle. Nah, man, I don't want to wrestle. I hate that shit. Do not do that to me. Let me ask you a question. It's my stuff pop wrong though, well she's wrong. Fire
handled it. Yeah, she wanted to fight. I mean if if they speak that language, I mean, you see, it was like they language. They went laid down. She gotta make breakfast. I mean the padcakes was good too. I mean I remember crying. I couldn't do it. But shit, I wouldn't even try to fight like that. No, I think it was the way. I mean, she want to fight. So you know she rightly don't want to fight them
no more. Mom. You know sometimes you know she she want to get that frustration now like she was bis like she apparently she grew up fighting like she a fighter, like you know, so he didn't hit her in the face, he didn't like he wasn't trying to hurt her, but he like, look, you know we could do this year. So so long story short, I was looking at the whole situation. Um, just different situations. Kobe Jonathan manages different people. And now I could appreciate y'all being honest because I
grew up and I understood that. I never came up in the world where hitting a girl was like a cardinal sin. It was like, you don't want to fight a girl because a girl can't whoop you. But what if a girl thinks she could whoop you? I'll say, you protect yourself at all costs. But as far as being attracted to a woman, that's like you feel like I've gotten so you like where I'm like, you actually think you could beat a nigga? Up? I felt that like and I was gonna go out. You thought you could?
I really was like yeah, like really like like I'm it's like I'm gonna die, kill me. No, did you think you can win? Not with you being stupid and you gonna sacrifice yourself? No, you win. I was really winning the fight. She had faith in herself, I mean had a strong chance. She didn't say it wasn't blind, said she had faith. Now, have you ever met a nigga and you thought you could whoop? Like he was like, whip him? Like met one He's like, I whooped this nigga asked if I had to nah bread, you ever
met a nigga you thought you could whoop? I mean you look at you like bitch as nigga hold everything. That's why I stopped talking to it, because I was like, if I feel like I could whip your ass, just this ain't gonna work. But only one, only one nigga zero he was dating them? Yeah, something like that? What you want to call it? So I think I know who about something about? Why do you think you could whoopie? I mean I just not like a whipping. I don't
know why. I just like you said, faith of mussel. I don't think I know nobody that break a whoop? Did you think did you think you could whoop him before he hit or after he stole on you like that? Because maybe he hit like a like a market You're like, oh, I will beat this nag. No he didn't know no hill, No, we never Like I told you, I don't play those games. I don't even I don't even really like to argue, to be honest, like if you fuck with me, then
I'm anna go there. But normally when I'm pissed, you know I'm pissed because I get quiet as a motherfucker. I'm gonna say shit, I'm just sitting there in my thoughts like Okay, I'm approached this cool, Like I have to work it out in my head first, then I I can't do this whole Yeah, so you wanted, Oh yeah, we talked. You wanted the people that blind rage, fight, black out, wake up. I was thinking about it right, Um, this whole ship going on with Jonathan Mags and shout
out to John like he's a really remarkable actor. He was just in Create three. You know what I'm talking about, right, you know I'm talking about so like the women was in love with this nigga for like the last eight months, like, oh my god, this nigga is God Earth. He's the one like he and I thought the nigga was funny looking, no disrespect to him, but like he did like he built well, like the nigga workout. You could tell we got some muscles. But the nigga looked crazy to me.
But women love it, and he was on the cover of Ebony magazine, like he got the sexy poses roses in his mouth like heads right. So I'm like this nigga killing him and Aiga is a really good actor. Like I checked the nigg out and it's a movie called Harder. They fall love that movie, and I just liked the nigga. I thought the nigga was a talented actor. But I mean, it's just been crazy and he just been killing and the girls love him. And it was a time even where he was wearing something that kind
of looked a little soft. Photographer was like emulating anime and had him wear outfits like this pink outfiberties, pink kind of tall pants boots at the same time, and it's like an anime character. And you know what I mean. Like niggas was only like bro, what the fuck? And girls like fuck you, nigga. This nigga is the man. So a report comes out on because where he like exposed to like either his broad or some random white lady.
I don't know. I think they said it was a white lady was talking to and the white lady accused him of either slapping him or choking her or something something. They got into a skirmish, she said, and so the police came and arrested him. And this happened about a day or two ago, when I tell you, because all that shit changed at the accusation and he was like, oh, I knew Johnathan Major's whooping bitches women up, you know,
in college. And then you just start seeing all this crazy shit coming out, and I'm like, what the fuck. But this has been my problem. We've been talking about this since we started doing a pot together. It's this weird rush to righteousness where everybody is so worried that somebody they want other people to see them as a righteous person, that they rushed to judgment. And right now, the attorney came out and was like, man, we have footage and everything. They're gonna have to drop this case.
This is not true. And I'm like, okay, let's say this is true. And the attorney presents the footage and in that footage, I mean you see he didn't or slapper or whatever, nothing, and it's like, okay, she apologizes. They dropped the charges. You could never take back the damage you did to this second rep and this society's fault. Because they're rushing to be righteous. It's not even that they just rush to have you know, the story, like you know what I mean to put out something, you
know what I mean? So they rushed so everybody and then everybody has to decipher exactly figure it out, you yeah, and don't nobody got time and nobody is going to be a reporter. And the reason why I'm calling it a rush to righteousness is because you never see people say, hey, man, I've been in that situation. I had to slap this lady. Sometimes it's like that. You never see people bring into real life circumstances. It's all like you should never hit
a woman. I've never saw that in my life. It's impossible. You know. Women are blah blah blah like and and it's like I always teach my nigga vent Late to
shut out to my nigga Van. Like it's a movie called Demolition Man with the vestor Stallan and they create a society called San Angels, Like it's a like a super prep version of Los Angeles where it's like no crime and all the radio songs are commercials from old TV, like from all the all the songs on the radio are commercials from old you know, all the songs on the radio, or old commercials from products like Oscar Oscar Meyer and they have one food and everything is just blended, flavorless.
And I think people are trying to like make this society in their mind to where they don't even take into account real life. You know, it's interesting about like what you would you say there quick to justice or quick to rush to righteousness, rush to righteousness? Like what's interesting if you look at when people speak on social media or like post shit, it's always from the angle of like them being the victim or someone doing and
them wrong, or if you fumbled me. We're all human, we've all like been on the other side of the fence. But none of the post or none of the acknowledgement is ever about like our experience on the other side of the fence. And that's what's weird. It's always about
like which is why I call it a rust. You know what I'm saying, like how you how you did me, or how you fumbled me, or how like when it's when it's my turn or once you once you do this, then it's always it's all or once you do this, and it's overall like it's no coming back or you know what I'm saying, And it's always kind of like
they're always the victim. But like yo, like you don't play the nigga before you know what I'm saying, like you and you never you never hear people do that, And that's what I'm saying, I think, and it makes me stand out on social media. People think like I've heard people think I was a contrary and I'm like, no, I live for real, So even when something happens for real, I've been that persons. Have I ever slapped a woman though never had to up to this point in my life.
I'm not taking it off the table though could possibly happen, but I've did things to women. I'm just saying, just never know. I don't know if it's like what is some white they welcome called me a nigga, spit on me, I'm slapping. I don't get fun with nobody think I'm going to jail for I'm gonna call the police and sit right there. And she says something else, I'm a slapper ass again. I mean, I'm okay with the repercussions
for that. Sometimes I think a slap or a punch might say somebody's life because you might say that shit to the wrong person, you know what I mean, and the nigga kill you. So I really think I'm a hero and looked out for you. That sounds funny, but I'm serious. I genuinely believe that. I believe justice at times can save a life without it, you know what I mean? You just you at the mercy of a different society. I'm not a ruthless person. I'm just like callous,
you know. I mean, I'm very like I'm a people have told me this word before. Um, I'm a tyrant. I believe genuinely like what I be on or even just the concept of causing effect, yeah, like, yeah, that's fair. You can't just do anything. So I'm not taking off the table. But I've done things wrong to people, to girls, and so I always say it when that moment comes and something happening, I'm a man. I did that too. I did a girl like that. I'm never the person
like like I saw niggas winning. The shit happened with the Celtics chokes and he cheated on Ni Along? How could you cheat on Ni Along? I'm like you never cheating, like she's so fine. I'm like, you never cheating on a fine bitch for real, Like that's what I thought about it? Maybe diok. I'm like, man, I wonder what time she be on? Like what made him think? Like
he finished, Like and that's what you see. You see a bunch of people that's like, oh, you know Ni along You know, you don't know, she might not even suck dick. You don't know. You don't know what's going on with Ni a long. You don't know what's really going on, but you just think because she pretty to you on the film, she's still the regular fucking person. Now,
I'm not saying she deserved what happened. I'm saying I've been the person and I connect with the person doing wrong, and I'll put myself in that position like man, I made that mistake or not only that, Like you know,
you don't know these people, Yeah, you don't. You don't know what happened behind Like you know what I'm saying, like these people of a whole life, like maybe he got he got caught cheating and our you know what I'm saying, but probably some shit happened to him or her and she did she did some bullshit that now, but she did some bullshit we don't know about. It didn't get publicized, and so he already feels some type of way. But he just got caught in the public way.
And and that's my point. We don't have to judge people. That's what I'm saying. There's no need to rush to righteousness. There is a time when moral and societal outrage is necessary, but its shitdn't be at the initial point of a situation because it's that fast that damage is virtually impossible to be undone like this nigga. We brand a woman beat there for whatever, whether or not you ever hit her, right,
because people people don't have no let's wait for the details. No, let's wait for the name somebody and I get it, like and they'll just they'll just read the us they'll just read the click bait. They'll just read the bait and that'd be the decision. Guilty, no context. Yeah, like you know, it's like you know what it's like you ever seen Boondocks When that nigga was like that nigga is guilty, it was like, you need to go in the bag and deliver rate. I don't need to deliver
rate nigga is guilty. Hey that nigga, Now I got the road right here. The article says she put a gun to his temple, he grabbed her by the neck trying to save his life exactly exactly. I don't know. I'm just read that exactly. You don't know what will be happening. And that's my mentality. I don't get into all of that ship. You only gonna read it because of his name. It could say anything that she did, but because of his name. And that's the business that
they end with journalism. They're gonna give you what you're gonna feed into, and you're not gonna look at nobody reads Nobody look further into ship. You see it sending. You send that ship to the homie like, oh my nigga, you see this ship. That's how I'm like, I want to know. I need to know, like once if I'm interested. Yeah, that's how Manny did me many so my homeboy, my love bees home me for twenties. Right. This nigga is a crip. He actually got a podcast Ace Boys International
YouTube's on Friday, shout out to Punisher fear Me. They got a dope podcast called the Eight Boys podcast on YouTube. Look it up. But my boy, that's only show Manny eighth Boy Manny, Right, So he's sending me the thing. He sends me the link to the fucking ship. And Manny is like one of them niggas to me that rush to righteousness, where it's like he just always want to be on the side of what he perceived as right.
And I'm telling him, you don't know what's right or wrong, Like you can have a moral we could all have moral standing, Like you could say you would never sell pussy and tell somebody walk up to you with two hundred thousand dollars and you'd be like, and the nigga cute watching me, like britt, I got this quarter million to give me some pussy. So I don't believe moral What should I be back next week? What you mean? So? Yeah?
So I was telling so Manny is my friend that does that, and he'll like we got a group checks and he's saying that. He's like, yeah, look at this, and I'm like, man so well, he like, man, he just fucked up five hundred million dollars with Marvel And I'm like, man, what the fuck? I don't thumbs down it right, you know that thumbs down it. He called me like, man, why the fuck he thumbs down? I'm like, man,
the fuck what he fus? Nigga got more money than all of us put together, and I've been getting some money. You don't need that shit. I'm like, he like, gee, you don't think it. I'm like, listen the fact that you are already saying this motherfucker lost and he's not convicted of a crime nothing. He hasn't had no dead court, just due process. That's that liberal shit in him. And I always teach him. I'm like, man, you a fucking liberty.
Your whole concept is this ridiculous rush to righteousness. It's like I need to look right in front of the people. And we talk about this like Van. I always teach certain homies who say, Van told me on his podcast you can look this shit up with him, and Rachel lindsay right on his podcast he would be happy to celebrate if the Temptations ran a train on his mom. What Nigga told me that, I swear to God, he
would be happy if she was happy. Oh, like, if he found out the Temptations ran a train on his mom. The day I swear on Olivia. Oh wow, that nigga said, I said, how would you feel it? To tempted? So we were having a conversation and Rachel is a really brilliant woman. Shout out to Rachel lindsay, she's amazing. For me, she's dope. Um. But she was, you know, on her high horse defending women where it's like, oh the women. You know, women try to act like it's some liberal
it's not. You just silly, stop, just keep it together. You are the givers of life. You cannot compare yourself to the scum of the earth and men. You're the givers of life. That's why you're on the pedestal. You're the givers of life. That's more. Yes, don't just fall down off the pedestal. So we were talking about it. She was like, geez, so you don't think women should just do what they want to what they body. I'm like, as long as you're willing to be called a slut
or a whole body, what difference do it make? Why we got why do men women gotta be that? And it just became this conversation and man to me is like, I ain't gonna call a nigga pick me as nigga. But to me, he just tends to try to side with women a bit much, where it's like, come on, bro, like it's okay to say you don't agree. You know what I'm saying you my men, nigga, Like I know you know, I know you didn't have some holes in
your life. I know you know women something time could be on some shit, so you don't have to agree with all the shit they do. And we were just talking. He was like, I was like, so, I just asked him hypothetically, I said, so, if the temptations ran a train on your mom you found that out, you'll be happy. Well, if she liked it, I'm happy for I'm like, y'all with this on my mom, like on your you let the temptations run the train on you, mama. This is
a real problem. I mean, I wouldn't this own my mom. We got a real problem, bro, we got a real problem. You imagine that. Imagine you found out your mom knew addition, ran the train on your mom and you had to take you had to take the take no like back then. Imagine your mom had a porn Imagine your mom had a porn or with a commodoor like the old school, real, the real? Are you looking at the picture slipping after?
I had two afros? An important? Exactly in the comment, you're telling me you wouldn't have nothing to say to your mom. You just definitely had something to say. I'm not gonna I'm not gonna disown you. Don't think you would. What would I say to my mom? Would something? What would you say? I would? I'd be like, mom, what what the fun? You know? What? The fund happened? Like like a nice shit happened? No, I just gotta you know,
like what I don't know? I would have to ask her, like if I had across it, how would that conversation start? How start? But you did? We still live here. I didn't talk to ask her about it. You didn't even make a play. God was fun like I was just I love the common doors music. Play that ship, play that ship, don't lay that ship. That conversation wouldn't be able to have. Maybe I wouldn't be able to have. Now that you say that, I don't think that's why I'm so. I just couldn't talk to Big O. I
have to she was alive. I couldn't just like speak to I had to just I don't know how long it would take me to give to it. I wouldn't you know, you would. I could never look at her face again. She was sucking lin jee. Come on, I'm just saying, mom, I was. I would talk to my mom. I would just never see the world the same, like
anybody's capable of anything at that point. Back to love the world the same, back to love like your mother and like your every woman, every woman that I met, I would think like she possibly had a train rant on. It would would be too kay to right or not. The commodore about Jermaine Duprie, immature like immature, some of these niggas mamas like like your mama was smashing on
Marion and Fizz. It's the commodore is at least it's some jacket edges in one twelves out here for sure, sure, and best believe some moms don't know which is it. If it's slam or might one of them niggas is the and somebody gonna marry them and plague meet me at the altar. She will be twitching. Dum dated girls who dated other rappers, and I've been in the car with them in the nigga music that I know they slept with came on. It is a real fucked up feeling. Man.
You'd be like, it's just me, but you don't care though, right, Yes, of course I care, you do. Yes, yes, You'll still talk to her though, right Yeah, yeah, I'll probably get over But in the back of my mind, I'm just like you slut bitch. Yes, question, Oh could you be with a woman who has a child but the child's father is a rapper? Yeah? Yeah, sure that's cool. That's the same thing. That's for sure. Now you know for sure she was sucking his dick, got that baby together. Damn.
You got to think if somebody and somebody's mama, you know what I mean, obviously they were sucking somebody penis sure, so, but that's different when it's a nigga. You got to hear that song, I mean song, come on, you'd be like, damn, see him around. I was trying to tell her quid I don't try to tell her this. The craziest shit, the most uncomfortable feeling is when you were a girl that you really like and you walk into a room
where other niggas you know, slept with her. That ship is like uncomfortable, and you know women lots on the back of your mind. You already have this list. She ain't confirmed, but you know, M trying to think I've ever been in that situation. You probably never cared for the girl though. He's like, chance, it's my turn. It's just my time. It's always your turn. It's always your turn until it's not. That's right, it's not always your turn until it's not. I don't know what what what's room?
How many permanent situations are in this room? How many permanent situations are in this room? Like in this room, who's married? I'm the only motherfucker that's got it crack? So everything is pending true, So whoever you fucking right now? It's that nigga's turn. Still further notice. Wow, so young niggas only his turn. I hope your nigga don't watch unless you go further unless unless it becomes permanent. Should definitely take a No, he shouldn't, because he's gonna be like,
you know what, We're gonna make this white. Definitely, he would be like, I'm gonna make this my turn forever. That's what I'm saying. Why why is that not the thought, Yeah, why would that not be the thought? So okay, what if? So what if the same thing that you said he was used in to fuck other bitches other women. He's like, you know what, it's just my turn with her, so I might as well taking men turn with other people. Well, no, he's supposed to be like, well, we're gonna make this
turn permanent. See see how the ends of the work. How to sit in this other work? You see it in your favor. That's why you shouldn't do that. Don't play that game because it might not work out for you to dice. I would never say that to anyone. We're just don't agree with don't agree with the thought. I mean because because that nigga. I would never feel you're saying that ship like this. She thinks it's a fucking gang. You think it's a game, like it's always
just my turn. Yeah, I wouldn't sad to somebody, and I'm not going in with like that, that mentality. But I've been in though situations where like the longest relationship, once I moved on, they got with somebody else and it was that nigga's turn. You're a question what what happened huh. Your longest relationship longest, like two years, that's my longest. It's not bad. Two years is not long.
You're not wasting time. Yeah, that's true, because if you went somebody, and that's because that's because I didn't know nothing. Now I know some should be six months. You just cut them. So what's worse. It's not in the end. What's worse a nigga that has been in three five year relationships or nigga that's been in ten three month relationships,
probab the one that's been in the longer relationships. That's and that's what I see where y'all go wrong at what I didn't Wait, if a nigga been with a broad three different broads five years, he's not marrying nobody, That's what I'm saying. That's the problem. She said, that's the worst one. That's the worst one because you just got to find the right nigga to snatty out of it.
But if a nigga is with putbody five years and y'all just keep breaking up like people who be in a long relationship used to watch them like you know what I'm saying, like side like it ain't nobody because it ain't nothing like when you see a woman and you'd be thinking of yourself, like so you was with this nigga for eight years and he never married you. You might got some shit going on. But do you guys, you guys do ask those questions though, you know what
I mean, like oh why you single? Like you know like what you yeah, because you start you start being like if you meet at but if you meet a good woman, like wait a minute, it's too, it's too.
It's two parts of that sure, like you want to you want to hear like the reason why you think you are and you're at the same time when you're talking, right, the reason you think you won't truth and truth and then when you're talking I don't know, you could probably like decipher it here, identify the level of context to be like, oh she's stupid, that's why she's nicest. Is dumb? Really? I didn't see some ship in these days some like that's your final answer. You just won't leave it right there,
like this is what you believe? All right? For show? Put my timer on right now, not the time put my timer on because it's wind has to wind down, like this is why Like that's not why would Chitty waste her time? No, he shouldn't listen. I am so for not wasting times. I trust and believe that I'm not what's wrong with a timer? Damn, it's just like, damn, you just turned it on, Like it's like you're waiting for, not waiting for. I've recognized I got you. Why not
walk away? Then? I wouldn't have fun for a minute and a little. Granted, I'm just asking him get a grand finale, and you could be wrong. I mean, sometimes you do me a little entertainment, and you couldn't. I made that mistake in real life. Russian the Righteousness what remember Boston and I broke up with her on her birthday at the Motherfucker's plot. That's because I didn't want to be wrong. I was like, man, I want to
fuck with other girls. I'm not sure I want to be with this girl, like like I wanted to be with her. I wanted to dat her, but we was already too serious to go back. She doesn't truly understand radomly what I'm talking about my life, that relationship, that's what that's happened. That song is really happened to me, and it's bruises person. That's the hardest. That's the hardest
break women get this ship sweeter. That's easier. I'm telling you, it's easier for us to be It's easier to get over the person when you're like man, because it's like you can be like something clicking your head, like I remember he did that to you, girl, and you keep it going. But when y'all had something solid and it just kind of y'all go separate ways. No, it is telling the truth. Has never in life worked with the
woman ever in life? No, but it hurts. I've always been like, it didn't work, Like this motherfucker like was fucked up forever of her feelings. You heard her feelings, That's what I'm she was. I get it, Yes, I get the concept of it. But don Nelle Jones, because you traumatized her. Let me tell you. I kept telling her you didn't do that. That's not right her birthday. That's not what happened. Let me tell you what happened.
I started to slowly pull away from her because I could see I wasn't going to be right, and I was like, I ain't even a dog this girl like that, like fear me so I kept trying to tell her she's like always figured out. I'm like, yeah, we're not figuring this out, Like it's you know what I mean, blah blah blah. So I was trying my best, and I just stopped talking to her, like maybe, okay, she's not listening to me, feel me, let me stop talking to her. And she's like, please come by my birthday.
You know what I mean, the world tommy blah blah blah. You know, she just really put a lot on it, and I didn't want to go, But then I didn't want to just crush her. In my mind, that's what I'm thinking, like, damn, she just want me to show up. And she was like, oh, this is my guy. I love it, like in front of all these people. Know. So what happened was I was like, look, we've been talking blah blah blah. And I started to explain to her when it was us but it was her birthday.
But I had to definitely so Danielle Jones, so that shit is not true. It is not smooth, bro, it's not gonna be that song. It's gonna be a problem. And that ship was a problem. Women. You don't tell women the truth. You really there's this lie going around that you tell women the truth they respect you. Oh they don't. No, you don't, because did you would tell yourself the truth? A motherfucker who lie to theirself definitely don't want you telling them the truth. Tell me the truth? Lies?
Really no, because I need to know, you need to know the fantasy of what's going on. You need to leave the most things are possible to keep your strength and go forward. You know, you know women do Men probably do it too, but you know what women doing what it sounds like like? No, I say, men probably doing something here we go that that's what they do. They do that you don't even say. You don't even say. You don't even say if you don't even say what
you're gonna say. They don't let you, they don't let you get your words out. Let me tell it? Does it does align what I was going to say. I'll just say, people feel in whatever you want to feel in. But people will like instead of hearing words without like a without a bias or any other theme attached, just hearing someone's words just straight up their words. Instead, people
hear the people hear words with their ideal attached. So this is what you know what I'm saying, because like because like you telling her this, but her saying we can work it out. She has like the idea of herself that she can like make it work or change you or like whatever whatever idea she has in her head attached to what he's saying. There's a real technical thing or like the storyline that she has in her head. Just told her straight out then before the birthday. Okay,
so listen. What's something wrong with? Says? They're technical? So the clinical no, no, no, to see how you jump? I apologize what happened? I missed it? The clinical definition of certain words right, So to hear. The clinical definition of hearing is to acknowledge sound. The clinical definition of
listen is to list an end. Right, So you know, tate what I'm saying an end I'm gonna say people like Quiz said, because I don't want to specifically go on to gender, but people, what they tend to do is here you could tell them to listen, and the way you know somebody is not listening but they're hearing, you can tell them something directly, right, and the first thing that responds it sounds like you're saying they go right into sound not listen list and in sound it
sounds like you said, you're just hearing me. That's what I'm saying that these are real clinical separations, and people tend to hear because north fairness. When you say stuff and you utilize words, words have a definition, they like, Nope, it's the way. It's not. It's not open like words in the definition isn't open to interpretation. It's actually a definition to what's being said. She just didn't. I don't know if she wasn't. She wasn't, she didn't care to.
This is not what she wanted. And this really fucked this person up, you know what I mean. And I felt bad because it was like I ain't never felt good by telling the woman the truth. And I made myself feel bad a lot because it's tough because telling women that there's it's no presence. When you fucking shit up telling the truth, you don't get anything. You don't even you're not stronger, you're not realer. You just fucked up. You could have I could have lied because it would
make life easier and better. Lies make life easier and better. The truth has never been exceptional. The lie is beautiful. The truth is ugly. Yeah, the truth is very ugly sometimes. Think about it, Like, right, how I always used to be on your eyelashes. Your eyelashes are they left? You don't like them? You think they they're ugly? Here we go, see here with the bullshit. Just rejected the truth. Just I rebuke you, Satan. The truth will set you free. I rebuke you. Say God is the truth, but I
rebuke you, Satan. Imagine if you had to do the shit guy was really telling you to do, Niggas would be cooked. Niggas would be angry. Imagine niggas had to do a guy tell them to you ain't get no pussy, you get married. Niggas would be devastated in their own mind. You had to stop today. Nobody stopped you getting pushy to you married. I don't even know if that's why
I don't buy that ship man. But but back to the point, like I've rushed to righteousness and in real life, you know what I mean, where I've rushed to try to make myself righteous because I felt some kind of way and I was like, you're not gonna do right, instead of disciplining myself into doing right as I could and seeing what could have been because it was a really great girl, you know what I'm saying. So it was just tough. Like that whole rush to righteousness, to
being righteous, it's not worth it. I'd rather be the villain, the anti hero A lot of times. At this point in my life, I'm not trying to be the righteous person. I'm actually walking in the best path as possible. Most times I get it right, sometimes I get it wrong. Either way, I'm gonna own them all, every last one of them. If I see some shit happened, if like if Jonathan Major slapped some girl and there's a tape, come on, he slapped, I'm like, that shit could have
been me, because if depends on what she did. Now, if the coffee hot on me, be like, man, that nigga tripping, But I'm not gonna start a campaign against it, Like damn me slapped because the coffee was hot. I mean, but I'm not gonna jump on him and shit like I only jump on So I have my things, Pauls that I get with. Right. I'm a big person of accountability, So like, if you're accountable, that's where we have issues
like snitching. I'm not fucking with snitching. I'm not gonna rally a whole campaign, but I'm gonna let you know I don't appreciate your lack of accountability, and I hate when people issues other people for themselves nobody as far as snitching, snitching is an unaccountability of yourself in the crime. Okay, right, So what about if you're attacks pain to and who doesn't commit the police? Yeah, you mean that's your fucking you pay taxes for its supposed to go to war
for you. Police spoler comes save life, they put the fire at your house. You still have a say in the election. Get my cat off the tree. I don't care if called the fireman and my cat was in the tree. But this cript isn't crip. Looked like calling my head is up in the tree. I got to climb up there and might break my back. But that's the point of being a crip. You just I mean, you take brisk in life because that's really all it is.
You start thinking you can do that. You can solve your own crimes, you can judge your own trial, you can get your own justice. That's all game. Bang, it really is. You just like I think I have a superior moral standing than the current legal system, right. I mean, so you really have to handle it with care, the legal system until you inside of it, and then you be up in that motherfucker come in crime. But I wouldn't like I said, I never went to gel and was like, oh man, they you know, they got me
in here and this ship. But I also ain't never been in there more for thirty years. But he said, so that's a long time. We already talked about. This ship. Can't be going. The nigga to keep going. People don't want to see this ship that longe. They be ready for it to you how many minutes has been King, that's good? Forty five is actually nigga older, don't stopping now because sign don't sign. It is classes malone and
we're out of here. This is Glasses alone and the No Sillers Podcast read ridden my man Quizz and were out of here. Good looking out for tuning into the No Sillers Podcast. Please do us a favorite, subscribe, rate, comment, and share. This episode was recorded right here on the West coast of the USA and produced by my homeboy A King for the Black Effect Podcast Network and I Heart Radio. Yeah,