Conversations About Emotional Men

on him somewhere, and he jumped out with bodyguards. And obviously they both started recording the actual event, which is weird to me because right, I mean, I guess they don't know each other, so they ain't really like ops or nothing, right, they just wrap enemies or something. I don't know. I don't know. I think the snitch is the actual enemy of everybody's if you, if you, if you and outlaw at all. So they both jump out, got their phones, the cameras and ship, and they just

arguing with each other, real man ship feeling. They arguing with each other because and the first thing meets like starts like he goes to social media becausein he's talking about it and he's like posting it the whole thing, like I spit on him and just that in the third and he posted they arguing, and then the little rap Boys start posting his side of this story, and so they're argument on the internet and the other ones

tracks out first. I don't know that nobody pinched each other because and this is my point though, this is what I and this is what I'll be said, because I think Meek is like a special kind of person when it comes to this ship, because he's always into these emotional situations where you know, they're like the thing with Drake Right, it was like you start tweeting about Drake Right, you like, yeah, You're like, he didn't he didn't promote my album because I found out he had

a ghostwriter. And so I think a lot of the decisions he makes are like emotional decisions, because mine is what the the event should be. If you see a motherfucker right that you think as a rat or you feel just trying to press you automatically gunfire, automatically gunfire. But it's the fact that they run to social media, and I think Meek finds himself always at a disadvantage because a lot of his moves are emotional base. Yeah.

I can't even I'm sitting here laughing right now in my head at the fact that he even he yeah, he was supposed to get off. He was supposed to get off. And I'm not even talking about I ain't even talking about on emotion like that. Dude is a rat, bro And you what what what Meek is selling to the world. I don't know the guy personally, so let

me make sure that's clear. But what you're selling to the world as you street type of cat, and when you're street type of cat, it's automatically certain things we agree with it and that we don't agree with. And you I don't even need to discuss nothing with a guy like that. But my thing is minus the actual actions of what should have happened, minus that, I'm not

even getting to that. Why run to the internet like this is kind of serious if you were a street nigga, like this is like you run into a high profile rat who popping it at you. So even though you don't get off that because you don't shoot a nothing for me or you don't fight nobody, why run to

the internet and explain what's going on. You get what I'm saying, Like I don't get that point, Like and that's what I'm saying, Like me is constantly in these situations where emotionally, like the thing that happened with Nikki and her husband and all that, so that wasn't like a store, was that a gucy store? Some rest in peace to her pops Nick And that was sad um. But they arguing in the in the in the and

Nikki's husband is popping it like high power. So my thing is, I think these situa just keep happening with him because he is like overtly emotional, if that's the right word. Overtly is that the right word. Like he's just over expressive about anything he feels. I think he's also way over obsessed with how he's perceived, Like there's

a certain degree of self consciousness there. People always run to like throw the term insecurity out all the time, which I think is a chicken shit cop out for a lot of people trying to like justify what other people do. But I'm not gonna say that. I mean, he might or might not be, but to me, like you were saying, you put yourself at a disadvantage by being emotionally reactive, which is true. You can do that

very easily. It's very hard to find yourself in a perception disadvantage to Takashi six nine in the hip hop community, that's hard to do. So to be as pre like, to be as bogged down with the idea how you're being viewed relative to that guy, to have to go sprint to the internet and go get your story out on your turns because you don't want this guy with his less than zero credibility to his name saying something

about you like everyone's gonna take it seriously. It's a very odd response, but that's and that's what I'm saying though, Like men like, as a man, right your your job is to not The only thing that separates us from behaving like women is thought. Logic. Logic right like thought like let me think first. And I feel like a lot of times I don't know if he's actually thinking versus just reacting. I would want to ask that dude, you know, I mean, you know, see a lot of

dudes is really emotional based on the upbringing. It's a possibility. I don't know him again, but it's a possibility. You know, he might have been raised around a lot of women. Man, You know, because to be that emotional in all these different circumstances, in my mind, I have to I'm always feed it to the side that you you you've probably been developed by women. Yeah, that's the first thing that popped into my mind. During the middle of the Super Bowl,

I put a post. I pulled it down because I thought it was kind of dick but like, and we all saw a certain defensive back for the Chiefs, and I know the guy's backstory. I'm a college football like super geeks, so I knew since l s U that his dad was locked up for years on a murder charge and ship like that. But Tyron Matthew has been emotionally, yeah, a little violatile and maybe there's a lack of of emotional development there with him since he was in college,

and he's been notorious for it. And it comes out in the Super Bowl, the biggest stage of copping penalties back to back to back, like that you're walking out with stacks of penalties. It just looked like the product of a guy who ran out of a house full of angry women can't control themselves and felt a helmet. Yeah, um, and that and that's my thing. Like I was telling

Muke Um. I was telling Muke we had a conversation on his podcast Toxic Masculinity, and I was explaining to him, O, you was there, because what I was explaining to him that like if I called my old lady cheating with a dude, like if I caught them in the act of cheating, that I would kill both of them. And I think people thought that that was an emotional response, and it's like, no, it's a calculated one that would be done with a level of precision to make sure

I punished them for what I think is wrong. There's no emotions. Emotions is me walking in the room screaming, Me walking in the room upset this. My feelings will be hurt. But at that point my mind state goes into like, Okay, how am I going to you know, blueprint this idea to get away with it? Clear certainly, I think emotional responses about winning the short game and calculated thought as about winning the long game. And it's always, as a man, is supposed to always be about the

long game. You know what I'm saying, It's always got to be about the long game, and there's so many men right that's doing things. It's like when two men get into a fight, right, I've watched it happened my whole life. Two men get into a fight, even as a gang member. Right, if one of my homies just fighting with the with the p J Nick and my homie will be winning the fight. He got the dude on the ground, right, he didn't drop him, Like, now you want to stomp his head into the ground. That's

some emotional girls ship. Like if I'm winning the fight, I don't need to stump your head into the ground like this is actually if I want to murder you, I just get a gun and murder you. What am I stumping your head into the ground for? And I think you listen to me and talk about fighting, Like when I fight, I'm aware, I'm present in the moment. I'm focused on, you know, coming out victorious, you know, uh,

inflicting pain. I never black out. And I listened to some men say that because they're being fights and they just black out. And I'm like, I wrote the funking me like you black out because I don't even that's some girls ship. Yeah, I mean chemically and as far

as brain chemistry goes. The most adrenal emotion correlatively is fear, so the only I mean fears the shortest distance chemically to be able to spike your adrenaline up so damn high that you don't have control over really anything going on, because there's not another emotion that can take that number

that high. Wow, damn wow. I never even looked at that when I when I, when I, when I hear you guys talk about stuff like that, at the end of the day, in my brain, I see literally I have been in the same situations where you see your boys and they're fighting and they knock some body out and you want to continuously kick somebody. I didn't grab people, and I'm like literally, like it's it's kind of like

what G referred to. Its like if you want to kill and killing because this is kicking him moving over and like you said that, that's an emotional and my brain as well, that's a female trade. And you know because a man, if I knocked you out, I might even let your homies pick you up. I might. I might. You know, That's how I get in. It's like, okay, I already want I'm victorious. Idea what I needed to do. Go over and pray to a lot like Tyson, I

will and calm back down. Yeah, I will do you know, if that's what I was into, I would do that, you know. So when I see that, I also take it from me is uh emotions is traumas that people suffer through, and then it's also a feeling that people are looking for from their peers. My my boy beg knocked made a point to me. He said, it's rage, and I'm like, my issue is some of these situations are so minute, right, how did you go there? But

I think that's what I'm saying. That's that's back to your point because about trauma family, Right, if you start talking about trauma every time, some of these niggas be fighting. They're fighting everything that they've been through. They're fighting somebody might have tested them when they was little. They're fighting. They don't got the New Jordans. They're you know, growing up. They're fighting moms might have been on some work. I mean,

they're fighting every rejection from a girl. And when you don't compartmentalize these things and you make every last thing you know what's wrong, you find raged, Like that's weird that's true. I don't think I've ever been in a fight and been enraged. Like literally, I'm always focused on

the job. What's the job if if if I'm fighting enemy, or if i'm fighting if like when I was gangbanging every day, hanging every day, if I'm fighting somebody from another hood, like I'm focused on delivery and inflicting pain and winning the actual conflict. I'll give you a scenario of my emotions taking over me. I've never been as emotional in a fight that I've been with with a woman. I hadn't been in a fight where fighting. I didn't been in the shootout. You shoot at me, then I'll

come back, I'll shoot at you, and it's whatever. I didn't even feel as the rage that I felt with a woman doing something to me like it's just like you took me to a whole another level that I was willing to do this broad daylight. I was willing to not calculate the move to get away with it. I was willing to I'm willing to kill you and get and be wrong. But if I was in a fight with a dude, I literally would calculated and say, okay, well, now if I got to come back and shooting him.

I want to do that, and and and and stay out. Yeah, a woman has got me to that they will because but but that was the conversation we was having another day, like right about women are irrational. Yeah, they'll pick a fight that they know they can't win because the reaction is what they're looking for. So usually when you get an emotional man and a woman for me, that's like a motherfuckering then maybe because that ship gonna explode for me.

So I think because they they are notorious at trying to because at that point, with every emotion they're asking from for you, they aren't getting. So they'll take like like a like an exponent like an exponentially large the amount of any emotion, even if it's rage. Like a woman's talked to me before and like talk to me like she could woop my ass. I was telling Pete this story, like this is a perfect example of me

not being emotional. This is how calculated I am. Right. Uh, when I put out two pop must die, right, it was nigga saying shit in the streets. I was telling Pete this the other day. It was niggas talking ship in the streets. They had a lot to say whatever, cause it's normal. I ain't tripping, but I was aware my senses were hiding, like okay, well I might have to shoot one of you niggas about this. That's cool. So my man Frenchie saw it, and Fitch was like, hey,

g man, I've really funk with that. And I remember you said it was a part of a show. You was writing these different ideas, and I was like yeah. He's like, man, let's come talk about those shows and put together some of those shows. I'm like, for sure where you at? He like, well, you know, I'm producing Mike Tyson's podcast. I'm like, for surely y'all come when y'all oh, it's it's a excuse me, it's an Elsa gundo. I'm like, all right, I'm coming over there. So I

jumped in the whip driving over there. Now, me thinking right, not being over excited, not being worried that the champ is here, not being over excited about the opportunity on mine. For I'm like, wait a minute, because Mike Tyson was this boy was pox man to some degree, at least

from the outside looking me in. So I'm like, okay, now I'm putting two and two the in my head, I'm like, what if this nigga trip out, That's a possibility, right, So I'm like, okay, So when I parked my car the valet come, I grabbed my piece and tuck it. Fe me, I grab a gunn to tuck it walking in, I'm devising a plan. Because I'm devising a plan, I'm like, if this nig oppresses me about this situation, I'm going to tell out him one time. Hey, this is about art for me. This is what I did, this is

why I did it, this is what's important. Once I expressed that, if he presses me any further, I'm going to shoot Mike Tyson and both his legs. Shi the legs? What just because I don't want to kill Mike Tyson and his podcast seven cript. This is a true story, right, So now I made it. My mom was like, okay, I did the math. It's like, Okay, this makes the most sense because I'm not going to not go and meet up with Frenchie for this opportunity. And it's nigga,

not FNNA make me. I'm not feeling this nigga pressing me. I'm not gonna try to fight fucking Mike Tyson. That's just stupid. So I'm gonna even the odds, Like you're a professional fighter, I'm a professional gang member. Right. So when I get in there, mind you, he's doing a podcast with Dazz and Corrupt. Okay, that's good now, mind you. Corrupt had cuts me out a week before about the song. I didn't know he was outside. I was right, Oh my god, so look so Corrupt had called me already.

It was like, man, I had just seen the g and my bad, that ship is dope. Like when when Corrupt cuts me out, it was never like disrespectfully. You could tell he was genuinely hurt that it was me who did it, and he didn't look into the content. He's like, okay, cool, but my united energy is super heightened, even though we had talked about it. It's like, okay, I'm gonna shoot Mike Tyson in front of Dazz and Corrupt if it goes there. But this is my mind, right,

it's no emotions. So even when I walk in, you don't see ship, but I'm already processing and process everything. I'm gonna get out of here. Who I might have to shoot leaving because I'm going home today, even if I go to jail later. Yeah, that's how I gotta go. So on Seventh Street cript this is all the true story. So I get up there because they do the podcast. They finished, they come out, I'm talking to corrupting dads. We're joking bullshit and blah blah blah. He was like, yeah,

that should really corrupts. Like, man, that ship is dope. It's like that ship just make you feel a certain way and make you feel uneasy. I'm like, man, I appreciate that. O g matter. So I didn't mind you cussing me out because the fact that my art mattered to you. I'm saying we're special. So when Mike Tyson come out, Frenchy like, oh this is glasses malone Mike. So Mike like, what's going on? How many you know? Blah blah blah, cool good energy feel me. We're chopping

it up. We're talking about box and he's like, yeah, you're gonna gotta come to the podcast, like for sure, because like I'm gonna come funk with it. In my mind, I'm already figuring out how I'm going to shoot this name. So we chop it up for another twenty minutes because as a gang member, I have to give him enough time to press me like I'm not going to run away. Got you, like, I'm gonna give you enough time right

now to see where your energy is at. And I don't think he either correlated the tool or nothing like, or he just was like, I'm not tripping, Like I kind of got what it was. So I walk off going frenchie office. Might come in with a bag of goodies. They give me all kind of weird stuff and ship like that so that you don't smoke that I don't smoke, but I take it because we're not gonna sell it,

and uh, I leave. They bring the valley around, going to back, I take my ship out, put it back in the stats, bam, jumping the whip and we get on. So I haven't even talked about that to anybody until now. Wow. Wow, And I mean the calculation behind that, And this is what I wish a lot of people just understand that it's people out here as men that's ow here that's thinking like that. In life. Every mood they make is

calculated and it's not based on emotions. It's like when they go to the goddamn bathroom, it's a calculated decisions. You know what I mean. You're going to a podcast. I mean, you're going to go meet with somebody that called you, and you were smart enough to think, Wait a minute, you know what I mean, you calculated decision. Hold on, on on, I made this song. That's his partner. He might be on this when I get don't know.

And see, that's how would I really be wanting women to understand that HOMEI like, it's dudes, I hear every decision made is calculated. When you threw on that champion shirt this morning, it was calculated, you know what I mean. And there's also ones that aren't calculated as far as women go, and that that's what we're saying on the last show, Women Living in Universe with No Consequences and the reason like I thought, say that part again into

the mic. Everyone women living a universe with no consequence. Women live in the world with no consequence. He need he said, the universal, he the whole spread. Women live their lives without consequence. And think about this though, like from the interplay, how far a woman will go to get an emotional rise out of a man. You would never go that far to get an emotional rise. You wouldn't have to, but you wouldn't do it because you would know the consequences are going to be dire and

they're going to happen. Furthermore, from as far as getting revved up, you're gonna fight a guy if you get revved up to six, you know, and and at six it's manageable, but it's happening, but you don't want to get involved with the woman, so you're gonna pull back and pull back and pull that rubber band back to nine and a half and then when it finally does happen, it's beyond manageable. But side note, that's I think what most men, so don't get me wrong, bars rage channel

is a powerful thing. Rage, any pure emotion channel is a you know what beyond a wilder is pure rage and passion and that ship is incredible, Like you will knock everybody out until you fight a nigga like me or Tyson Fury right, who is thinking like I'm going to use every ounce of your rage against you, against you, and that's how I perform. Well, it happens in football as well, you know. See See that's what I like

about football. It's a lot of dudes out there with a lot of trauming rage going on, and the guy that's gonna win is the guy that's calculated, and the guy that can control his emotions and the guy that can use your emotions against you. Like he was talking about the Super Bowl, the dB, I just kept getting the penalties. He was over emotional and in Tom motherfucking asked know it like, Okay, I'm going to light you up, like I'm gonna keep working with you. I'm gonna say

a little shit to you. And I think that's pretty much how I want the majority of my my my, my circumstances is literally I'm like, okay, if you're so mad, if you so fill with rage and you keep moving forward, it's gonna tell me which way you're coming all the time.

And you're gonna forget your technique. You could be, you could be, you could have great technique, but when you let your emotions control you, now you have forgot the technique, or you over you or or I don't want to say you forgot, but you throw them to the back. Don't think about the most passionate fighters you're boxing. But

now now my technique doesn't even matter. You'll be talking to Deonte Wilder, who's a modern fighter, right, and he's he'll just go into like this whole I don't care if I kill somebody and people think he's acting that nigg is serious because something flipped in him. Now he's like Mike Tyson is another emotional fighter right where he's talking right, and he'll be, uh, you just see him going to these moments of rage. You're never going to

beat Tyson fury that way. Floyd Maywether. Those kind of fighters, they're gonna get you. They're always I'm always dialed in as a human being. That's why I like. I don't know him, and I loved Kevin Garnett's game. I want to make sure that's understood. A matter of fact, I take him over your guy, Uh, Timmy, But I loved his game. But I swear I said to myself, if I ever was in the league, I believe I would be able to combat him with pure I just called

him by his name. You bet you ask Nigga. I just keep going at him so cold to get him out of his normal game, because he seemed to me, I don't know him, but he seemed to be an emotional player. So if I get at you and I'm calling you bitches and I'm spitting on your shoes and this robbing was the king of that. But but but look at Tim Duncan as possibly the best well he's the best power for it. Ever clearly he's like mania clearly, no,

I mean it's clearly like he's the most accomplished. All right, it's maniacal, because Tim Duncan is maniacal, bron and that's not wrong with that. A lot of people prefer losers yikes. And I don't mean like like Katie Kin. I'm saying, yeah, guys who constantly get the asshood season at the season they win once versus Tim Duncan, who's kicking ass, right, So there's nothing wrong with that. Like we identified passion.

You know, there's an expression lovable losers is a thing because they know where of fucking hell you should be. Ever saying he would take Kevin Gardener over Tim Duncan. I like his personality telling you the truth and you the team. Team emotional, and I have no problem we're talking about emotions, but when it comes to sports, I'm emotional guy. That's but at least, but at least I know this, So I do know this. I would take no,

if you would take take I would take Timmy. I would take Timmy over everybody as a gym, as a gem. So if you had the Lakers, power forward, power forward, wise, I'm taking Timmy. But Oka my mother. That's who. I like. That emotion that he had, Yeah, I like that, that rate I like. I like it obviously I believe I like it because that's my personality I have. I'm an idiot like him. You know. The difference between me and him was I figured it out that I had an issue,

so I started when I was playing ball. I was using it against other people. I'm like, Okay, this shouldn't make me mad, so I'm gonna so so. But so now at that point, right with emotional men, right, with emotional emotional men, like, because I think all me, every human being has emotions, right, The difference is how you hold them in, how you deal with them, how you deal with how it makes you feel. So back to the initial conversation about meet me, that's the problem. Like,

everything he's doing is not calculated. That's why he's losing every fucking war. Like his war he's winning is changing his life from coming from the streets to making it in the music industry. But every day more and more of the general population look at him like you're a street nigger and start questioning it based off of certain things. But I think the issue with that is it's because he's reacting emotionally versus you know, being more deliberate. Think

about the Drake battle. Bro the nigga got into the Drake battle and was not prepared. Like, you just shot at a nigga, right, you shot at Drake? Right you? You? You? You put him out there, which is the truth. I'm not mad at you for telling the truth. If that's what you want. I'll tell the truth all the time, right And I'm the king of telling the truth. But literally, I'm walking into a podcast ready to shoot Mike Tyson

knowing there's a possibility. So if I would walking there without my gun, I found him like, well, he ain't tripping, I'm gonna walking here. What if you could have took off on me, then I gotta go get my gun now. It turns into a first to be murdered. So I'm

gonna go here now. But but but when when me said that about Drake, he didn't even have a rap song ready, but wasn't was the strategy possibly that this new age with all this social media is the Is it the possibility that the new street nigga is calculating the move saying, fuck it, I know it's coming out anyway, let me make it come out and get the buzz and get the cloud and get this and get that going on my end first. Yeah. But but but I'm not saying it's cool. I'm just saying that a bad?

What what? What? Good? I just want to know. So, like, let's say this, right, Let's say because let's say I'm at State of Brothers, right, and Takashi come jump out on me with like some bodyguards, with bodyguards and cameras, right, And this is where I think certain things is different. For sure with my mind, certain things is going to jail over. You have had many conversations with me about that,

and that's a really important thing, you know. And maybe that's part of me not having a kid, me not being married, or all of the things that make you think twice because you're thinking about somebody else. Right, Maybe for me, I'm thinking, like I'm gonna get in my car and I'm gonna shoot it all of y'all for me because I had this conversation with one of my partners and I was like, bro, your issue is you're

scared of jail. You you should never fear jail. I was going to jail because all the time I wasn't calling my family, I wasn't calling my brothers, I wasn't calling my parents. It was almost normal. And if you're in the streets, you should not be scared of jail. You should always be aware of prison. But she should never be scared of anything, right, And it's not I take that back. You can be scared, but fear ship and become your ultimate motivation. Whatever said point should be

your ultimate motivation. But you know, don't be ignorant enough to wear you don't know what's you know On the other side, So again allowing emotions to make you, to allow you to make decisions without thinking about them, it's different.

That's what happened with them. Like we were just talking about where in the snow cuse with the man where he remember he so that because when Pittsburgh where the man was shoveling snow out of his driveway, and then the couple across the street was doing it, and then they were shoving the snow back into the ship. He just shoveled cause the snow out of He told him, he was like, yo, stop shoving the snow over here. And they start trying to mark cuss out. Are we

gonna do this? And he was like, bro, He's like, I'll make your life a living hill living over here and your wife talking all that high powered ship and they just big ship talking and the motherfucker and that was that was a moment of rage right there. That was a moment of rage where he was like, you know what, I got some for all you motherfucker's So you go get your guns, right, and the couple come back. The couple standing out there still talking ship. This nigga

walked in the house. Why are you still talking? You don't even know what he's going to get? Right, So y'all still out there shoving the ship in this driveway, talking ship, arguing with this man's house. So he come out with a pistol, right, come out with the pistol. They he pulled a pistol out cause and aim it at him. They like, what you're gonna do with that? She like, she pulls out her phone because this is where we live at bro. The lady pulls out her

phone because to start recording. He like, what are you gonna do with that? So cause get the cracking on him. They still don't move till they get hit. Right, And this is what I'm saying where that's acting like a woman. Right, let me ask the question can you categorically separate like because rage is a very testosterone driven circumstances, is it testsom? Yeah, what's the what's the definition of rage? That's a good question.

But I'll say this much like for example, Royd rage when you look at football players who take you know, hormon manipulators in this in a sense to try to amp up h G H performs the answers that type of thing. You get that plus also synthetic rage. No,

it's a precursor's emotional synthetic test. And you see like the arch of like male behavior, testoster starts to peak and kind of dip out about mid thirties, and that's when you see a tremendous you know, like a precipitous drop in violent crimes and men by age, uh, demographic breakdown. So like, are we like precipitous No, I love it. I just wanted I just wanted to repeat that he said precipitous. He said, when a man usually hits a certain age, the violent crime drops down because their body

stopped producing as much testosterone. Beautiful and and and into its highest one of the nuts. Yeah, like when we're a teenager, it's at its highest. And that's when and that's when violence among men is at its highlights highest. That's why we retarded. And it's and it's still an emotional response, no question. I'm just saying, is it's separate because I don't look at the meek thing and go, boy, that was a testosterone driven fit of fury and rage.

I'm just like, that was just an emotional fumbling. That's just whatevers. Another guy who's just what's the definition of rage?

We're gonna get into that right now. So I but back to the point, So when because in the snow, because we go back to this point as you get the cracking on back back, back, backpack, what's funny to me is and I hate to use the word funny, because somebody died and I feel bad for that person's family and that that couple's family, because how are you talking all this high powered ship and then when you're on the ground acting like you're a victim, you just

can't believe you did that. You can't believe so, right, So the lady's shot. The only reason she's not dead from the pistol is because she's pushing it away while he's shooting, right, so he cracking bamn, he shoot the man. The man falls. He's so much in a fit of rage because go back in the house a R fifteen and let me tell you how coward people are the people it's cowards, bro. The neighbors come out like day

to hear the gunshots, talk about what happened. So they out there because with the lady in the streets, like what happened? What's going on? And she's like oh, she's like like it's crazy how that ship go from super high power ship talking to him like begging, right, and then so look so they're out there like, oh, this is the car niner one, and you know, they what happened. They see the motherfucking man, cause go look at the video.

They see the man coming back with the A R. Nobody ain't try to talk him down, hey man, you know, please, man, don't throw your life away. Don't kill these people. They leave cause they leave that lady. They scary at because they leave the lady right and he come back. Now, you should have you should have kept your mouth shut. Bitch. Wow, they are in the head shot. Her walked back to the men. It says, uh, what do you say saying

I'm a pussy hunt? Bam? And where cause? And the thing to me that lets me know that that was emotional, extra overtly emotional was when the police came he shot himself because he realized at the end of that Andy was talking ship during the shooting. It was obviously it was not a utility matter, you know. So hold on, I should recipes and those people because you gotta know better, bro. And what's funny is hold oncuse, what's the definition of rage? Okay,

we got definition of rage. We have violent, explosive anger, violent and uncontrolled anger, a fit of anger. The only real direct suggestion on emotional element is the fit part, like a fit, not like how do your stance fit? Um? Otherwise it's just I think it's just kind of like a categorical description of anger and anger isn't adrenal emotion? Anger and fear or your adrenal emotions. You know, love

and happiness are not adrenal emotions, you know. And they said a lot of every every definition, so forth a violent violent anger, it brings a whole new definition. When you hear the band range against the machine, you niggas aren't violent enough. Gro right. So now the point I'm saying is, I think that's why Meek finds himself in so much ship because all of the decisions he makes, bro are emotional decisions, and I'm like, bro, some of

these decisions need to become calculated. Some of them need to become a niago bro like where is even if you're in a in a in a negative space, feel me like like, become more think it out? So does he need to think it out after you've been in prison or jail whatever wherever he funk he was and cats like jay Z spoke for him and fucking Robert Kraft like these type of big figures. Does does he does? Is he still into the soil and feel that he needs to be calculated anymore? Or is this dude just

like on do these feelings on another level? I I agree? I mean, I mean, listen, it was a time when I was making money, and I felt like I was feeling. So you're saying he was making money, making a ton of money, and still feld time felt I was feeling. So from two thousand nine to two thousand and twelve, I was like, oh, I'm feeling I think at that time of might had three hundred thousand dollars. It didn't matter, like because I guess the way my mind is set up,

I actually look at success. I've never looked at economics at success. Not for me, Like if I made money, that's not a true resort of success, right, because you can make money doing anything. But once I sat it's like if it's like successful though, sure, sure, but but it's like it's like, um, like like dunking the basketball is one thing, right because but then if you lower the court to eight feet, no I can do tricks. It's like, no, I'm dunking the ball at the feet

and I'm bragging about it. And then see the average nigga is so proud of dunking the ball at eight feet because they'll just put their camera on the ground and shoot it up to make it look like they're dunking on ten feet. Me bro, I can't do it. If I'm not gonna dunk on ten feet, I'm not gonna consider myself that I can slam dunk the ball. I'm not gonna be doing windmills on the eight foot court. I'm not gonna feel good about myself dunking on the

eight ft court. It's like, get a fight. I'm not gonna feel good fighting somebody who's not a worthy opponent. Feel me like that's not rewarding. So it depends on what's driving me. Because what's driving him is it's just the money. Like I always thought to myself, like he's a bit too much, Like the money makes him think a bit too much of himself when we both come from the same kind of places where money ain't everything. Money could be the only thing, but it ain't everything.

As weird as that sound, like it could be the thing that everybody talking about, but we all know subconsciously that is more way more. Yeah, I'm just wondering if maybe some of his emotional decision making is starting to be based on that. Like, you know, I got money anyway, I got money anyway. I probably was raised by women. This is probably who already been wanting to be I've

been wanting to beat this. I've probably been acting. But but but no, but no disrespect, but this is my issue, right, nobody that comes from the streets, And I don't mean this with all due respect to me, nobody wants to be a bit ass nigga. But I'm saying he's been acting for a very long time though, But but no, no,

he doesn't have to act anymore. But a bitch as nigga as an adjective, bitch as an adjective, not as a naw so like I don't think nobody from the streets wants to be so I don't think nobody, like nobody want to be a rich ass bitch ass nigga. No, but what I'm what I'm feeling when I see some of the stuff he's doing. It's too regular, you know what I mean, Like it's his natural response to situation. It's too it's too natural and so to me when I look at it, I'm kind of like saying, ship, hommy.

That probably meaning other circumstances you've been holding that in, like when you was probably broke and you was in the gutter with your homies and all that you was holding this in. He was holding in possibly being you wanted to ben do that you wanted to ben Ye, Well that's all that's I mean, everyone wants to go the easier way. Let me ask you a question. Because

you're not from the streets. You may be like an our large into some capacity at times, but does that matter to like a uh, like a white person like that? Is that something like when you grew up, like to anybody where you grew up, like all your child of friends was like somebody okay, like a white person being okay, but like, oh he's a bit chass nigga and it's cool. Yeah, I mean it's a lot less problematic because there's a lot there. There's an absence of of a certain ramification,

you know, So it's like all you're gonna get. Maybe it's teased some. But if you get teased some and then you go home and you bury yourself in computer games and go colde up some fifty million dollar app and buy a yacht and sail away, who the funk really cares? So so again, economics make bitch as niggas not feel like a bit chass nigga. True, And like with mena say with me, because I mean On the one hand, it's like, yeah, okay, we have a pattern

of behavior. But on the other hand, he goes and axed out and then runs to social media to do what to sculptu narrative to try to define people's perception of him. So his perception obviously matters because he's running out trying to dictate perception. But at the same time, the way you're doing this is impacting your perception in the complete opposite way that you're trying to sculpt it. And that's why I said, like, some of these things are thought out, because it's doing is it or is

it not? It's I think it's like not thought out. Then it's like, oh god, let me go think out a way to try to cover up what just happened, because I don't want this to impact how I'm viewed, So let me change the way they see how that. Yeah, maybe, like I said, I'm starting to when I see how he responds in certain circumstances, I think those are his natural responses. And now they now he got some money, so he really don't got to I don't have it, Yeah, I don't. I don't go to the turf every day,

so I don't have to. I wonder that. I wonder is there amount of money that could ever make me stop caring about what I see in the mirror. M Well, I'm gonna go off personally like meet thinking to himself like, yeah, I'm a real last nigger. You you, you're a little different in my opinion, just based off you. You try to make sure you keep your foot to the dirt

something somehow, some way, you know. So I gotta say, you're gonna sunk with somebody that's still brought like like if it was me, Like, hold up, ge, that's a bit chass ship. Yeah, at all times, they're gonna do that for you. I think some of this also could potentially speak to like a transition of who's he competing

against them for what? Like you might still be like, you know what, I'm competing against guys from the set O, G, S, whatever else where that matters to you, And he's like, I'm competing against A, B and C for just sheer of all. You have a footprint. So I'm gonna do whatever I can to win and try to be part of that circle because that's what I want to do now. Yeah, but has hash Yeah, Yeah, I don't I don't know. I don't know. Being a bitch ass nigga. It's a lot.

And I don't mean that in a disrespectful way that we use it, right, I mean like man beat a n a womanly acting as male, Yeah, you know, not not a disregard for consequence, because that's women. Women have a disregard for consequence, like you're saying, right, they like they'll be talking ship knowing somebody cause whip their ass and then't have surprised when that person whipped the hipped as would do that after you just they called me

a hundred of bits as niggas. And now you didn't call this nigga hundred bits as nigg This is nigga fucked you up and you a victim. Oh my god, I can't believe it. I just said something to him, feel me. So, I don't know, man like a bitch ass nigger. I just don't think that's very That's not sexy, certainly. I mean I don't know. I mean it's it's certainly not. And then I look around and I go, boy, women just love them, some of them, don't they? So so

is that so do women see that womanly trade? Because I noticed this, and I think I was talking to uh me about this before. Right, It's funny because stop trying women keep trying to make men compromise. A woman should never make a righteous man compromise. There's no fucking reason. That don't even make fucking sense. They to compliment, not each other, not compromising each other. Yeah, stop making a man floppy. Even you need him to be stern. They'll make you bend over it, bro Like, none of the

fucking pronouns sound cool. They don't even want they don't even want that. No, I mean, can I air out? There's certain things that you see a little bit in the hood sometimes and it's not women for the community. Do women love bit chas niggas? Let's look at this, Okay, when you see twenty five year old single mom with a five year old, the kid has long hair, it's perfect, he has earrings, his outfit is perfect, his shoes are fresh, and all that other ship. That kid didn't earn any

of that ship. When a grown man, you know, stunts out, that's look what the funk I have earned. M So I think it kind of says something. I don't think that that's particularly a great trait to be. You know, you're raising a man that way. But my question is if women don't love bitch ass niggas, then why do they keep trying to get men to act like bitches? They confused, it's easier. What it's easier. It's easier, how

because their whole leverage in the relationship is manipulation. It's a lot easier to manipulate a read that's emotionally blowing in the wind than a rock. A rock is gonna be what it is. Read again, it's easier for a woman to manipulate a read that's blowing in the wind, changing directions every time the wind changes, then to manipulate a rock sitting there on the ground. A man is a rock, m and you either gonna if you like him, you're gonna get your way, or you're not. But the

rocks gonna be what it is. As a man, being emotional is attractive to women. Yeah, I think that's a that's a fact. I was told one of the guys from cigar shop, I'm always at the guy who owns a place he used to be a used to work in medical fieldup seat or something that he was. He was actually saying hormonally, when a man is trying to seduce a woman, your estrogen level goes up as a means of being able to like create a complimentary field

of communication and like empathetic feelings. So obviously, just from an evolutionary standpoint, it's in our DNA to even know on some level that women want a softer, more feminine man, so they feel like they're not maybe quite so much at risk, or they're more relatable, or god knows whatever funk they're thinking, how the hell should know? Well, that's why a lot of the great pimps, if you look at the great pimps, the best hair in the hair.

A lot of my pim homies were very emotion and you're right, and pimps to me are the true ladies man of society. You like to be a true really great pimp, you have to understand women different. So if you look at them, they start emulating women like pimps are where their nails loan. They'd be in the mirror too long, feel me, they'll be getting the eyebrows plug like I know, the something that take voices always sometimes yeah, it's always they sound like a girl. Herozon point hair

they made that ship. You know, that's crazy. When you were talking, That's exactly what I went to. That that made that that that that answers why the most successful pimps got a certain look they have a female Yeah they got you know, no, tell the truth. Get over it, bro, because niggas ain't pipping in the flat. Yeah, they got a certain look man, And and and and it cracks, it goes. They make they make the women feel a certain way. They know how to talk to him, they

know how to make them do this. And like you said, the rock is like, hey, man, I ain't even worry That's what it is. Ain't worried about the mirror. Ain't worried about the mirror. I don't have Yeah, that's it. So and women, I think fail, the type of women who want to read failed to appreciate the value of having stability in their life. All they want is what they want until what they want isn't what they want. Then they don't have that stable anchor, you know, as

a base. Big facts. So emotional men, they do always try to get you to be extra emotional because you can be emotional with me, but then they will use it against you as well. At the end of that. That's why they would rather. It's crazy for him. They really would rather the rock. But they want to read in certain areas at certain times. I need you to be like this certain areas certain times. But I need that rock because if somebody coming to this motherfucking house,

I need a rock. I don't need to read it this time because I read to tell you should tell your motherfucker. They asked, well, then you go, motherfucker say that. Women want what's that? Motherfucker? Ask man that lady cuse the blue lady that transform into everybody mystique, mystique. They want to be mystique. They want the rock, but they want a certain rock, you know. And if they can't get that rock, then then then they want something that

they can manipulate around their lifestyle. And they're honest to god truth. They might want clay. Yeah, they want clay. That's nice. They want They don't want to rock. They want so they don't want to read or quite a rock. They want clay facts, right, so they want to mold into a harder piece and it and those type of women who are always you know, like I got put

up yesterday. I put up one thing for Valentine Yesterday, I took a screenshot and I made a meme with the picture that guy who was remember that guy who? I think he's out of Atlanta, the woman from Charlotte calling in about six figure. Man. I just took a screenshot of that guy pointing at the camera with the words women like you die alone and put it on Instagram.

Happy Valentine's Day. But those are the type of women who want a rock, but they only want a specific rock, and they don't realize the rock isn't gonna want a woman like you. They want clay. They want clay. It's a close thing they can get to because a rock isn't gonna want that shit. Good fun that good for for a rock? Oh my god? What the I never all about that? I have told women historically, stop making your man compromise. You're not going to like what's gonna

happen if you make this nigga. Keep compromising this ship crazy and they will make you compromise. I always say this, the word boring is a woman's word or an emotional man's words, right, so we both agree an emotional man, it's just a woman with a penis