Conversation with a Lady of the Hour

my man Peter and the Spott Peter By. I got my manager and who actually supposed to manage my career for the most part, Still still is here today from the Gangster Chronicles Norm Norm Still and we got my peoples right here. Sierra LUs is super ere we go veteran that knows how different hustles working. Everybody's a hustler in the room, so it works out the lady of the hour. So I think, I think Pete, I think, um,

I'm probably not. I'll be honest, like I'm not in up pouring at all, like very minimal, like like it has to serve a purpose for me, like I'm using it to just literally getting myself there and then sit verse his homies. I got homies who really into it and know all of the actresses and actors. For me, the only actor I know is Brian Pumper, right, because Brian is like and he's crazy, he's got madness going on.

And then I think his name to do not know his name is Byron Long, so Julia because I think that's his government name is his government name is Julia. Julia used to date my older cousin when we was younger, and he used to always say that, yeah, I want to be a porn star, like I would sleep with a man. I'll do whatever it takes. And I was like, that's crazy, dude, but like he was like, yeah, it's porn. They pay me the funk. That's what I do. And I'm like, that's what I do. And then ten years later,

like Julba turned into Byron Long. So it's to do with the dreads. He's just sucking all the girls. I'm like, damn. So I think about my cousin Tenise and be like he was sucking his porn star. That's the I wondered to she feel proud. I need to ask him day, like do you watch him like he used to do it better than that or that like taught him everything is new. Denisa, my cousin Tonisa, was off the port,

so she might have taught him ship too. Did have a career opportunity till after we got didn't even know you feel, what kind of are you like a porn person? Not heavy in it like that, not probably more like means to us type of I mean as far as name and names and whatnot, and and watching the scenes and the acting and the whatever, not so much, big bro, when you were like a teenager. I mean, I know it's like a while ago, not like that, but I mean, like,

were you in the porn when you were young? Yeah? I actually, um part still every once in a while we'll watch porn. But the only difference now if I watched it, I look at it with the MRUs so back when you were like a stub when you was young, before you got like you know, got with your old lady who was actually who was like the queen of porn when you was coming up, well, to me, I

was always a Vanessa del Rio ebbing the eyes. Um. Then with some of the ones I've had my um, I see when you fifteen ages, fifteen, eighteen, you gotta call them jerk moments or jerk girlfriends, the ones that you look you know, we had the VHS tapes that you hear up under your mattress and when everybody was doomed, you go kick you a quick jerk, You go kick you kick you with a quick jerk in the hardware

era exactly exactly craziest. Pouring in they days was like way better because they used to have pooring with those bad like actings where the plumber comes back. I heard you're having problems with your pipes and he come in with that era, pooring was dope. Well, no, that was the scripted era. That that that was the scripted area. And uh, actually I just remember this um lady name Maria Tortuga. I don't know because that actually translated from

Spanish Maria turtle Um. She had She was very wet, and that was the first time when I saw want to squirt, so kind of sun my head up a little bit. Do you believe in squirt? And I swear that's pissed. I think it's just them pissing on somebody. Bro, I think I'll freak out people. That's not true. There's no way. That don't even make sense. No, what is squirting? Um, I don't know if this is the difference. It's the

squirting and discussion. Gussion is actually cussion is different. I know concussion is like normal nubrication that the body producers for sex, right, but what is kind of the same thing. It's just no, it's not like you could get up and go I barely have my first encounter a couple of years ago. You could get up and go to the restroom and have sex or whatever. When you come back and it's not p not that much. Can't come

out and still be pe. So wait a minute, So you mean to tell me, even like as a hustle, when you as you hustled in that industry, those guys didn't make you squirt. I've never squirted. Angela release almost really the spot that spot physiologically is a gland. I've read it into professional name of that god you're gonna. I didn't have that. I've seen different things. I've seen where it's uh, andrew release that like makes you pee.

But we'll have to do a fluid test. So I don't know how much time smell like P. I have a lot of time, actually, but it doesn't smell like PE. It doesn't taste like it either, So that's crazy. Yeah, I think I had a squirting moment. Before, and I didn't know. This was a few years back, and I swear I can't believe I'm about to say this, but I woke up and I'm like that this motherfucker pee on me, because that's all I'm thinking in my head.

I have a puddle around me, and I'm just like, peat on me, so mad, so mad that that makes men feel a lot less now because so that means most of the men are not hitting the G spot. It depends. I mean like I've had a couple of times like the girls and they haven't done it before, and they'd be like, that's what they think. They think that it's gonna be P because they've never had that experience. So what That's what I said, stop, stop, I'm gonna pee. And when it happened, it wasn't P. It was like

literally just legitly clear. It was. It just tastes like nothing. I don't know how that explain it, but it was, Yeah, it's it's not I don't know how to explain it's not. It's awesome. So at that point, is that really like like the same thing as a climax, Like is it that kind of peak? Yes, I didn't know it's different, but also to score, it is a mental thing to like. If your mind is on so many other things besides just making love to this person or sex and them down,

it won't happen because you're gonna be worried about stop. Stop, stop, I'm gonna pee you. No, you're just into it. But the it's like, I can't explain it. It's like it's better than sex. You're squared, so should women. So should somebody be worried if they don't make their wife squirt? No? No, let me tell you why. Because for a woman to return, we're a woman to reach our climax period. We could have sex all day, fifty times today and I could

probably never come. But that's because I got fifty thousand things on my mind. There's so many other things running through my mind besides busting the nut. Now you're going to be thinking about busting this nut right now, and that's the only thing I'm worried about, as long as my man is pleased and fine, But I have so many other things running through my mind that you're not

even focused. I'm not even focused on that. So sometimes if your girl could be a wet she could be personal get wet all the time, but at the time you're gonna notice it's weather. That's because she's not focused on something she so it is a mind. It really is even sporting that is crazy. Well, what I was gonna say, like, um, she just made a veilup pointless in the mind because the average woman, if they love a man, it don't necessarily mean because that's the best

he the best motherfuckering lovers she ever had. No, no, not never, because for me, it wasn't even a man that made me scort. And it was a mental thing. I don't want to sound like a freak right now, but it wasn't. I didn't tell the truth. It's a mental thing because all in the mind, in her mind, she just kept saying like she wants to taste nuts, so I can't, Like I in my mind, I'm like, well how can I do that? I'm like, I gotta score and instantly like I just started scorting me before

you knew that, she was like I'm drowning. I'm like, okay, then get up that I did what I had to do, you know what I'm saying. So, yeah, I don't know it. Like I said, it wasn't a man that made me score. So I can't say so women really do understand women a lot better. Oh yeah, I don't love women in my personal life, but professional dam me, bitch, get over here right now. You see that's what that's what. That's

what Myron Long said. And see that was the thing that he was asking me earlier about, you know, being an important industry and this and that. It's all about some man. They be like, oh, I want to be a porn starre I got a big dig I know I could funk women like this. They know how they're making women feel and making women react, so they know. And at the times it's like, okay, well I can get three thou dollars right now, and I have a hearty head and the baby at the end of this,

I need to pay my bills right now. So I think women and me and probably going to it for different reasons. Yeah, I have to ask somebody like because I would imagine me and go into it obviously thinking about a couple of dollars, but the vagina has to be the main how many bitches he could fuck? How many bad bitches? And then too, it's a million guys out there that want to fund this one bad bitch that he could fuck. I feel like I got it right.

And then if she's that type of girl not saying anything negative about anybody in the industry, because we all was there and I go back if they were paying again like they was, but anyway, um, she might like to have sex like I got a cousin her name tilicious, she do porn to. She teld me like Dick is

sweet to her. And I just don't understand how dick is sweet because you talked to girls who, like you were saying, like your guy might like the idea of sucking the girl that all these other guys watching want to fuck. Well, if that woman is like a consummate professional and it's just all production value the whole way through, what is like, do you have you talked to like male actors who been with girls and after the production ends that you know there's you were so so what

about her to? Oh? Yeah, whatever you could tell like you can tell tell when you're there. She's a great actress, right, I'm one of those girls that is a fucking awesome actress. I will tell you the honest to god truth. I even had production like cut Sara, why are you doing him like that? Like it's called smashdown. He's supposed to be smashing you down. I'm like, oh, bull ship, tell me what's supposed to go onwn um the smashdown. It's like you just in my mind it was me smashing him.

But he was supposed to be like just hard for darky style in all levels, like before the hand thing came behind the back. That's kind of like yet So they have a lot of different terms in the hustle at that point. Oh yes, they got one called big gass headaches, headache, white guy. This is their thing fetish not I'm not gonna blame you, but yeah, he wanted me to literally like smash his head in the wall. On the smash his head into the wall. Yeah, so in school, big ass, so my ass big as headaches.

So he'd to the wall and I thought at first, like, no, he doesn't want me to like smash this hit and he literally grabbed me and small and I was just like, okay, wait, we can't do it that word because you have teeth in your nose and everything else. But I got the concept now, But yeah, he just wanted me. He laid down on the couch and I would just literally with all my forest. Okay, I thought it was a pay per view world restaurant. Close close. We even did one

with dog De Downy Hunter. Well not with him per se, but that was that was a yeah, and I do believe it was like some controversy about it, but yeah, that's crazy. So so so do you did you when you grew up? Did you ever loose to look at porn? I never watched porn, and I'm so being honest, I still don't even watch porn. The only time I watched porn is to make sure I'm not doing the same in the next video. How do you feel you said,

that's a good point. So look though, so like now that modern porn is like how it is, or like this kind of new conventional porn. Do you did you ever trip off when they would ask you to do actress things? Did you ever feel like that actually was involved actress? No? You know what, Honestly, when I started doing it, I wasn't worried about if I was gonna have to go in there and rediscrib work being actress.

And really, you know understand at that point, right, I was like this and said what what I'm in that right now. Yes, you know. So I had an idea for a porn like I always wanted to direct one porn. I wanted to produce one porn, like an hour long porn. No, no, no, not no game. I had no idea, right, don't nobody

still make sure you copyright this shot. I was about this No, no, Yeah, So I had an idea to do a porn that was rooted in slavery, and the whole thing takes place on a plantation, and his white slave owners, right is black slavers, black slaves, black slavers, slave ladies, the master master's wife, feel me, And I wanted to just produce and direct a porn where all of this freaky ship take place on a plantation, Like I wanted to have a brother hanging from a tree

getting head like like like exactly right, and then the slave master's wife like sucking up while you're hanging from the tree. You are a pervert, sir. But I mean, honestly, that is that sounds like a fire porn. But that

is the type of thoughts that they have. Though. Yeah, and it would certainly be a good way to think about all the sexes, think about all the sex things that could work, like a plan Tation has a ton of sex scenes, right, and like the older white men who like porn, who feel like the new porn and pop and they will watch this, I'm gonna do that. I'm actually producing direct one porn just you know, really gonna go big, especially right now this day. And ain't

just a lot of racism. It's a lot of things that are got together for me. Racist point is that like a genre. Yeah, every anything that you could think of. That's just like, that's why everybody's so confused about only fans or fans only whatever they think like it's the new prostitution or the new porn. It's not. Everybody is crazy to me, these bitches that are getting on there

and your second dick. First of all, the thing, the key thing how it's got so famous is that the bitch got rich, made a million dollars off her feet. You bitches is getting on their second day because you want to. You're doing in the house porn and that's where you're sucking up for the bitches in the real game.

But this is but it's like rap, Like that's like hip hop, right, hip hop is very much like these unspoken corners of ship that's happening, And what's happening is the average hip hop artists or that's a rapper that's posing as a hip hop artist. They're coming in with these very generic concepts and everybody's rewarding them because you know, mainstream dollars is being pushed. But hip hop itself was

about these small pocket corners right of culture. And the first time you heard certain rappers sake cuse or talk like this or say use all of this lingo, you know, that's what hip hop was. And I don't think people are reaching and I would imagine it's the same with only fans. We're I was saying about getting bigger only fans. I mean, like, you can become really big, but it would be more efficient to do normal production, develop your name and get more money that way and then go

to only fans. Don't start the only fans to be sucking dick for ten viewers until you build up to ten thousand viewers. That's a lot of fucking low priced dick sucking going on. Not only fans. Aren't most people doing it with their dudes? No, no, every time, because Twitter is like only fans. Twitter there like all the porn like Twitter, you could tell they know that's for adult so they don't harass porn. I mean they eventually

take it down, but they don't harass it. But I noticed a lot of people that I do see that other people retweet it will be the same guy. Well, don't get me wrong. A lot of people are doing it in their relationship, are with somebody that they're comfortable with. But there's a lot of people. You'd be surprised if if you had a website set up right now, people will call you and be like, hey, you guys, you want to set up a date and um, you could put it on your only fans Like, motherfucker, I don't

have it. The only fans did this. So a little dude that I know that rhyme right, dude is dope is fucking He had one song, Um, juju on that beat. I told you about this, yep, Juju on that beat. His name is Za hill Fa Za Dog is on Twitter now like the Jews you want to beat. You know he danced. Dude, he's actually fucking girls on his ship, jacking off on his Twitter and like sucking glass dial does.

And I would think to myself. I'm like, Damn, I wonder because think he gave because he's probably not getting he actually used a deal dough on hisself. Bro. I felt so bad for that kid, like and I mean, it's not wrong with it, like if that's what you want, but I wonder just like when he just you know, modern wise, a lot of people don't think they're gay concerned about using a glass dial though. I think you need to be in a plastic and rubber game for

something like that because it doesn't take much. She doesn't take much. It's a little just a little bit. And and Tiger Tiger got the only fans. Shout out to my boy Tiger, because this nigger really got the only fans where he knel and girls. That's what I'm saying. Is he in the relationship? Is it the same bit people are doing it friplessly and not. I'm telling you it's the consequence that's like in the porn industry, like back in the day, you know porn days, should do

we wear condoms when we start? When I started doing porn, people wouldn't wearing condoms. You go through this company call Aim, you would get tested then let you know, twenty four hours. If you got something. So y'all sucking all these people randomly? How how safe is that? I almost did them? Well. I got referred to that and I was like, you guys wanted to spending like three hundred dollars. I was dating a girl who's who's in this school. She's dead now.

Name is Loria Alexia. Back in the day, she got killed in New York. But how she get killed. She was messing around with this Russian dude and then from what this, From what I understand, her friend put this on her Facebook cause I couldn't get ahold of for a while. She's like, Anna, I'm like, it's gonna be great when you come back to l A and yeah, I was like she stopped test me back, like that's just what. We didn't have that kind of volatility. So I want on her Facebook and her friend posted up

that she had been dating some rushing dude. I was aware of it, but I guess they got mad or whatever, and she I can understand that. I mean, I got we got an argument. I left her on the street corner in middle San Frando Valley like four in the morning.

I couldn't take it. Anymore. I didn't, but her boyfriend picked up a shot gun and blew a hole right through her right in the middle of their penthouse condo and then called the police or the police came and he was like, I didn't do that, like the stupidest. That's really like a crime of passion where you just like I was out of my skin. She picked me off.

So I've seen the picture of the minute. How she almost get you important not because she was like, well, yeah, we could do one and they'll pay you, like you know,

I'll get him to pay you. And I'm like, all right, just like you gotta go do this, And between me having problems with her and her being flaking and whatever else, I'm like, I'm gonna end up spending three fifty four or whatever the hell the price tag was to go through this stupid ass clinic and get all these tests done and it's not even gonna happen at the end of the day. I'm like just taking out of my paycheck on the back and like, no, you gotta pay

a front scam. So let me ask you a question. Look, okay, so let's say a girl wanted to sleep with you. Let's be more realistic. I mean, but you didn't want to sleep with her. Yes, she wasn't ugly, or she wasn't horrible. You just was like, this is not your style. How much, honestly, would she had to pay you to sleep with you? What's a fair price? It depends, like

like what do you mean? Like it's a girl who likes me and wants to and thinks that she's gonna backdoor fuck me into a relationship, or she just want to this is this is like a one off. She's like, look, I know you don't want to sleep with me. It would be whatever I could get her for. What if it was two hundred dollars but you did not want to sleep with her, it would be whatever I could get her for. So if I knew good and damn well, I've jill step bitch out of her last two dollars,

Yeah I could her? Because what would you think? What would you think if if if if if Mrs Still if a lady, let's say you and Mrs Still is walking down the street, y'all somewhere because right and y'all walking together, and a wealthy lady, a wealthy old lady. Let's say she bought sixty nine white lady feel me, and she walked up to you, and she just complimenting you. She's telling Mrs Stell, Hey, I love how he looks. She's gorgeous. I want to sleep with him, like a

decent proposal. What what? What do you want for him? Is there a number you think Mrs Still would be okay with? Well, in a decent proposal. I don't think I wouldn't be fine with no motherfucker asked me to. I'll probably knock the motherfuck out, I mean, lady, But if absolutely nothing, I'm asking you, what would the number you think she would go for? The numbers she would go for, I don't think my wife would go for nothing like that. You you know how conservative my wife feels.

Man to tell me you think for a million dollars, I think the number would be however much it would cost to move him out? No, no, I don't. I don't agree with you, and I agree with you. She is conservative, right, But I bet you if an old white lady said I got a million dollars, I'll be honest with you. I don't think my wife's be with no stuff like that. But if somebody did you say

a million dollars, it would be. It would definitely be a conversation about that ship because you think about it now, it's a little old last lady and it's just some sex for a million dollars, you change your whole life. But then again, just like in the movie in Decent Proposal, sometimes it ain't just that simple. Okay, look, let's let's let's because what we're doing is we're going to this.

Don't funk that. Let's say it's this simple. What would the number be for Mrs Still Probably a couple of million dollars, So five millions, She's like, you better go do that. How how much would it be to get her out of her conservative zone? Think about what would be that number to get her out of her conservatives? On well, five million dollars, I think anybody could have to have a conversation about us, unless they just really

independently wealthy. When somebody asking that question, five million dollars is life? Change your money? I agree, and I say something now back to the conversation that we were not live for it with your wife, that's the same thing. If you are incapable of having sex or pleasing your

wife or whatever the case. May be vice versa. Ain't no dollars sign and man gonna be able to give you for your wife exactly, which which was my first answer, because right now, that was your first answer, because if it came to me and he was asked me, what would make her let me finish it? Now, this's my thing though, like I was explaining to you earlier, for better, for worse, for richard, for poor, it ain't not one dollar amount that no bitch on this earth gonna be

able to give me for my husband. And I think I think she could give me for my husband that I wouldn't give a funk if the bitch needed twenty minutes with him and was gonna pay me two point five million dollars, amen, because I think that's I'm pretty sure, but I'm pretty sure that's how my wife would be too, because if the if the shoe was on the other foot in my pocket, it wouldn't be let me tell you, because if that one point two million can walk through,

guess what it's gonna be another one point two million. It's gonna be another one point That's the point of this is the problem that people are having right now, and this is what I had to come to. Now, let me get real real, sure, this is the real ship that I had to come through too. Is that money worth me? Every time? I really love this person, and every time the money car I got to jump up and go because then guess what, I don't really

love him. I really love money. No, but he's the one getting I wouldn't give a funk even if it is my husband getting fun. I love the money enough to pick my husband out. But listen, but listen, have you ever like when you like in the hustle like, have you ever felt like a prostitute? No, that's my point. Now that held up. I've never felt like a prostitute because I was built for this ship. And when I

say that, this is way deeper than anything. A lot of people say, Oh, all the girls that do pour in their strip or whatever, they've been raped in their life. That's not why bitches do. Like I said, we ain't got shipped to be ashamed of it. Ain't no man about to watch for that. I'm gonna be worried. Oh my daddy gonna see me. I don't if you do see me. Thank you for the child support. Unwillingly you feel me, but you don't think that even could play

a part. Like if let's say, if you're pops all around, you don't think that could play a part of why you maybe on the hustle. So tell that's why I said, because I have nothing to be ashamed of. If your dad was my dad was around, It's like, oh, like just recently when I went to Louisiana, my home girl from California, she came. She wanted to go to the club. I'm like, I'm not. That's the thing. The thing that killed me about Motherfucker's because is motherfucker's will fly around

the world to go to the club. Right. That's how you know people be intrigued with people so much. They different people. Nobody care about all these motherfuckers. I ain't going nowhere to see the same ship I see at home, and people ain't different. I need to. I mean, like, guys, it's consisting the club at all, whatever whatever it is. In Spanish, sty trying to fun whatever it is. And Italian they're trying to fun whatever it is. In Japanese

they're trying to Ain't nobody so that. But I'm thinking about that, and I'm saying like, so at that same point that that guy wouldn't be you're not prostitute your husband, right, It's it's it's opportunity of a lifetime. It is the opportunity of a lifetime. But is the money gonna be the thing that all is? That, that's the rule of all evil? Is that's gonna be? What for the love and that in key word, listen, We're gonna get deeper

than is. My grandfather he just had cancer. He just died whatever, whatever him, my grandma's been together for they've been together for thirty seven years. I don't want to get married no more. Just off of seeing that he came to my house. I'll take care of him. He came December third, He died December ten. The whole time, my grandma my birthday. Sorry, yeah, the whole time my grandma talked about, oh well we got six months. We've

got six months. I'm literally arguing with my grandma. We didn't got to the point where I tried to get your sho get the funk out of my house. You can't go back there and hold his hands, show him a little bit of love. Nothing after a long thirty seven years, Well, he like, what kind of what kind of husband. Was he the best? If I never seen unconditional love, that's what he did show us. No, I'm gonna tell you what she loved, what their relationship is.

They've smoked up. So instead of her sitting there holding her man's hand, that being with her for the last thirty seven years unconditionally, no matter what, she rather go get high. But that's what I'm saying. So, did you really love this man that you've been with for thirty seven years? Or did you love the dope? Because why you go smoking dope and he dying and he knows that this is your way of coping and this is how you cope with things, so he knows what you're

doing and why you're not here his death. Bit. So while you out there getting hot, he dying. When So in that hustle, how many of the people are high and drunk before they're doing the scenes? Oh? I don't know. Is it alcohol and drugs on the set? No? Not like they don't. They don't provide it for us. Now, if you come and bring your own ship, that's on you and whatever you do. Let's say, if if if a male actor would have came in he drunk when they let him go on with the scene. Yeah, whatever

they want to do. But see that's the thing. That's why I was telling you too, like I was built for this, Like, ain't no male actor's gonna come. I actually got him to it, one of them. You feel me, come in. I don't want to be name dropping, Like just tell me between us and everybody, Mr and Mr Market shout out to Mr. Market, shout out to Mr. Markets. So respect you feel me. But he showed a legend. I heard he's a big time legend. He actually that

year we got him to it. A couple one months later, Um, it was the A b N. He was there, tee pain. He just released his book and yet got nominated. I think he actually won an award at the A v N is the Point Awards that year. So anyways, it's me. Nevertheless, you see what you and it's a light sky ambition named Kim Treats. She looks almost my twin only things smarter, yeah, smart as light skin and she's so it's just so

fretty to me. But this nigga shows up an hour and a half late, star l a traffic and this holiday weekend. But he late come to find out, he did an old lady scene. The lady was like seventy eight years old, right, he shows up, can't get his dick hard? Sorry that I mean, listen, I can't always forgot the run right right right me? Sometimes I take my time and be like I need to come back to this tomorrow. But we're sucking this dick. And then it's like it's me and it's Kim Treats, and it's

just like, well, damn okay. Now at the thirty minutes, you know, I'm a different type of bit. I don't care about nothing else is going on. You're like, what's up? What's what? Right? He like, what do you mean what I need you to do? What you're doing? I said, obviously it's not working. Your dick ain't getting hard. Period. I'm not about I'm a legend. And so now here you go, which who you think you are? And I hit him with the same thing, nigger. We're both doing

the same thing right now. So we're on the same level. Who do you think I am? I don't see your motherfucking less, don't forget that. And then not having a dad and then also being molested in the you know, growing up as a child. So when I do get in certain situations like that. I can be into a party words fifty niggers in there, and I'm the only female. So wait a minute. You said you got molested as

a child. Yeah, I did so. Then you made everybody point right when you started off, like it usually something going wrong, right, we usually something does go wrong, But that is not the purpose or the reason. Like I said, Oh, she's doing it because you don't have a dad. No, it's because she doesn't have anything to be ashamed of. If if my mama watched porn, guess what you think I would be doing. No, because I have something to be ashamed of. You see what I'm saying. It's because

you don't have something. These bitches that's walking down there on Fip Road with no panting, she don't. She ain't got to be ashamed of. She's not worried about her mom, but she's not worried about her grandmashin't got no daddy, Nobody gonna come snatch her up. She ain't got no big brother because it's uncle nobody that really cared. So it's like, you know what I'm saying. So I never thought, Yeah, when I'm out there, I gotta be the nigga and

the female. I gotta be my own pimp. And it's you gotta suck your own mind to the point where you gotta make yourself built for this. How did I mean? I don't want to get into this because this is gonna make it too creepy. I hate creepy conversations. Who how did you get molested? Um, that's the craziest thing. It's not how, It's just that I think growing up in the house my mom was molested, My grandmother was molested. So back in their area is nobody say nothing, you'd

be quiet. So my thing was growing up we had to live with my my mom's well, it started before that. When I was five, my brother molested me. So it was my mom selling doe being in doge game. She did five years in the penitentiary, and your yeah, he's yeah at the time he was my only brother, but yeah, my older brother. And then you know, not having people there who actually watching. If the kids is in the room and it's too quiet, I'm the first one in there.

What's going on? My baby can't be in there too quiet for too long. I don't trust nothing. When my brother came home from prison. He did um from the age of twelve to eighteen. He came home, he was home for a week. My niece in the living room. I'm in the back room, but she crying. I don't appreciate that cry. I never heard that baby cry like that. So I go in there. What's going on? Oh? What bitch? Oh? I'm changing her diaper? And then you don't need a

changer like roper change your ro I'm a girl. That one of us girls changing. He get got five counties in here, that one of us change your diapers. So it turned into a big thing where he actually started digging me and grabbed me a side down't and just from the fear of me always being afraid of him growing up. You know, she made me be in a space, so he beat me upside down't. Did he ever apologize for that? No, he didn't. And the crazy party is

he actually wrote a letter to my sister. He did it to both of us and like my brother, Yeah, I don't want to make and I don't want to like. It. Ain't about raining though, because I think people be funked up when they're doing I don't think that's No. I've never seen a little girl that I thought was attracted, So I never had to fight off. Always say that to people, like like for a homosexual person, and I

don't want to compare him. But I never saw a man that I had to comment Like I saw a man, I was like, oh, this made it so handsome, and I right, like I don't think people people anything. Yeah, Like I never had to feel though. I never seen a man that I thought was handsome. I never saw a child I thought was beautiful. But my brother, I think it was on a different level. Maybe he was like that's up or something. I watched a lot of First forty egg in Criminal Minds and stuff buzzee with

what he would do. The weirdest ship he would have, like it would be a bird in the room, it would be a cat in the room and the dog. He would have the cat chasing the bird and then the dog chasing the cat, and when the cat caught the bird, and he would rape us and then he would dissect the bird. When he was done raping us, was gone, yeah, yeah, he's coming. Yeah. If you ever thought that maybe he was molested before, That's what I'll be thinking, because if that sounds like a transference of

pain to me, right, And that's the thing I think. So, And if he was not molested, I think maybe he was beat and then something happened. Things were happening around him because, like I said, we lived a lifestyle my mom and they're so dope on my aunties. My grandma was a crack kid. We had an inn house, nowny. We didn't have the best life just because people didn't have had a manny we but we did. We had had a couple of dollars dollars running. Yeah, my MoMA

name was a hustler like third Bread. It's crazy, that's crazy, but that's what made me tough enough to wear. Now nigga could come in here and it won't. That's why I got passed in my faceboo keys, because I'm not turning down nothing, anything to the next level except period. All energies will be. I'm gonna match you every single time. I don't care what it is, however you want to go. I don't even caracist the level that I'm not on. I'm about to get on your level just so you

could know where we're gonna go with this. Yeah, So have you ever thought about seeing a therapist about it. Um, I actually I did. And this is the crazy part right now. Just recently my daughter ran away and she was just basically saying like I'm too much for her, and I'm just like, well, damn. When I did go to see a therapy about, you know, my problem with me, whatever I've been going through, it was like, okay, they

give you this medication. Then once they gave me the medication I was on the medication for Like therapists give you medication. Yeah, they give you medication. You've got a bits bother to talk to your mind, your motherfucker's psychologist and psychiatrist. So which one is just for the mind? Psychiatrists?

Psychiatrists has a script, has a script path psychologist? Right, Let's got to be able to afford that though, the bitch to just sit there and listen to your problems and not saying nothing, you know, otherwise medicale because that's what I got, you know, Sure, I go to the people behavior health. You go to the behavior health in or whatever. They have councilors in there, You talk to them, and then based on whatever their evaluation, they just recommend

you to somebody anxiety. So we're gonna give you this. That is a bullshit, bro. What the fuck? Yeah? You know you add therapy? I think, Um, that's sharp. Like Charlotte man, that's his things. I see always pushing if you really check out, because that may always pushing like therapy. That's the thing. And I really understand why because we'll have all these problems and don't have anyone to talk to about what a thing is. Therapy is the best

thing possible for you and us as black people. We've been taught for so long that anything huh, okay, how did you go to? Therefore, I wanted therapy. I had a lot of issues that helped me out. Um, I had a lot of I had a lot of issues, but I had a lot of issues with my father. Um, a lot of father issues. Um, you know, just stuff that went back from broken promises when I was little. Don't get me wrong, my father is a great man,

get along purpose now. But that helped me to heal him because I was stuck so much in the past and stuff he did when he was a younger man and didn't know no better that I wasn't willing to move forward. And actually the best thing I ever did was go to therapy. Because it has him not a world. We got a great relationship and he's the best grandfather ever. He was a way better grandfather than he was a father. Because but what did you go to therapy before or

after you were a father? And did that impact If it was after you had already been a father, did that change your perspective as a dad in your relationship with your sons? Yes, it did. And therefore, don't get me wrong, I was always a good father to step On. See the difference between my father and me. I was available, I was around, I was there, you know, I was in the house. I was providing everything else like that. But to be a father is more than just providing.

It's more than just being because there being for somebody emotionally and you know, helping take care of their needs. And it helped me to become a better father. So therefore, Jasmine and Christopher probably got a better version of me than with Stepfin hapen he was drinking. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't horrible to step fine, but it's a lot

of stuff I would have did different. But just but that's my point, Like even the fact that you were just there, So even though you might have thought you was like, Okay, the first one I did good, but I could do better, right exactly. Step Ron still came out really good. He came out because like, don't get me wrong, I was never messed up the step and I loved him and everything. Yeah, because what I had going on is I had for a period of time that I was still trying to pursue my dreams. It

wasn't so much where I was. And that's the and that's what I was saying about not that's what makes me not want to have children. Like so if you know me, you know, like every day I get further away from being a parent because I think you start fighting this you you almost have to live vicariously through your children. What's funny is right? And this is I'm gonna tell you all this right, And I don't know if you want me to, but I don't give a funk. I'm this is my big bro. And he could be

mad at me. I thought it was a time right when he was coaching Chris. Chris still is his son, right, Chris still is like this amazing corn you know, you know, because it was Chris's dad. Chris is a bigger deal and I want and I won't do that. Chris is my nephew, right, And I thought Big Broke start getting so carried away with trying to live vicariously through Chris. And I'm like, bro, I know you. I've been knowing

you fifteen years. Like you are not done, Like you still got work to do, you still have an empire to build, and you still gotta be Chris's dad and doing all this other stuff. I think he started taking his life right. His dreams took a backseat to Chris's. And I'm like, that ain't right. And see that's where me and I think most people disagree. And I think people tend to start taking a back seat to their kid's dream Man, fuck them kids. I'm not saying the

kids like that. Don't defend the kids. These kids just gonna grow up and go out and live their own life. And you, you gave a motherfucker eighteen years of being there. Again, you can never be the best parent without being the best version of yourself. It's always gonna be a weird type of respect. And so I believe that wholeheartedly. Every time I watch different people parent, you mean they like so still you feel me? Still was working a job and he was making good money, you know, probably says

he said me eighty thousand dollars a year. Feel me and focus. But he would always complain to me like gee, man, like man, I hate this job. Man, I do same shit. And I used to tell him, like, cause your intellect is too vast for you to try to reduce yourself down in to that role, Like you can't just be Chris's dad and then you know, working for different dealerships. What I'm saying, that's not going to work for you. God gave you too much for you to do that.

You needed to keep building on you know, still is the first person that took me around the world touring. What I'm saying, like, so he's always been very much somebody who has built empires. I'm like, you can't stop now. Like he started talking to me sometimes like he was like seving me. I'm like, bro, you got chick dude, you know what I mean? And he called me back, he was like, yo, gee, like let's do a podcast now, mind you. I turned down podcast is for you. I

turned down podcast for years. I'm not doing the podcast crept and I'm not working with that. That ship is a bunch of niggas talking because I hate that ship. I've been listening to these niggas talking, and he was like, man, would you do a podcast? And because it was because because it was my big bro, it was still I was like, I need to do it. You feel me. I can't not because I just pumped this motherfucker up

into doing it. I'm like, yeah, do it. And obviously we started off and at that time, you know, we was figuring out marketing and different things, and it became like, yeah, it failed by the wayside, but he never stopped and he started building the whole empire. Here we are today. Now, I wouldn't have did another podcast, but again, my friends, my friends, when they building their dreams feel me. I believe in their dreams. So I'm a part of their dreams.

Like we when she got the Black Effect podcast network, He's like, gee, you gotta do it, and I'm like, damn, you got your own thing, bro, fun I can't tell you know this show ship alright, because I do it for you. You feel me, And that's how I am. You know, I'm saying I'm that kind of person for my partners. So I'm glad I wanted to make sure I told you. I don't know if I ever told you that, because I'm really proudly bro that you you

you understood because Chris is straight. That's not to say you you don't get to stop being Chris's father, But Chris, at this point, the work was already done. Now you're just kind of fine tuning the little machine is and making sure you're like, hey, that right there is gonna be sucked up. But you don't, you know, you don't gotta be overhands on with him. That little dude is

a really smart, intelligent, sharp kid. Yeah, you know. And at the time that I did focus on Chris, I don't have no regrets for it because it made him the man that he is now. And see since my kids pretty much like Chris told me the day, I don't talk Chris everything, and he was. He needs to know. So when Chris coming to the crib, now there ain't no coach still more in the house. It's like we give each other pound his coaches up at the s c hand of all that business. I don't have nothing

to do with this football stuff now. And I'm saying there was nothing wrong with that time, But I just I realized that and back to the point, um clean. It was like, um, that's the thing about children, you know that the motherfucker's ignorant. We was them and we was right. You know, ben Zino just facetimes you call him back being without guy man daughter because crazy let me see, let me see your phone? No that crazy? Because so his daughter is I think her name is

Coally Reray. So she with blue face right now, little girl. I couldn't imagine what it's like to be a pop and see your baby on TV. Like you really got to be convinced. I wonder what that feels like as a father. When you talk to your dad, did you actually have to tell him? Did he know what? Actually? I when I found him, I did. I had to

tell him. I was like, you know, I don't know how to tell him and my brother, like I don't know if y'all watch porn, But actually no, no, no, So I found my dad, but you know, he winded up not being my dad after all that time. But yeah, when I did find him, I found out that I had a brother and a sister on his side. But I had to tell them, like I don't know if y'all watch this porn. But my name is Cyril Less. I hope I'm not your favorite period. And literally that's

how I say. Imagine if he was like he was like if he wouldn't that, but I mean, and let me just say this. He never responded. He didn't tell me yes, no, he didn't say nothing. So it was just more like, okay, imagine if your dad was like yacking it too, you didn't know you was his and that now, listen, that is the whole thing that I mean when I say we don't have nothing to be ashamed as we don't know if this is at home

jacking off or not. But it's no different though, even hustling like when I started, when I start selling Sharman Ship, I'm in the streets every day doing my stuff for me. My mom was tripping wrestling so big olds. Oh. She was like, you know, the first time she she found out what I was doing, she tried to knock my teeth. She like, bro, you know, bust my nose, fucked me up, punched me in my face. And my mom had hands. She wasn't like six ft three hundred pam. My mom

could fight like a dode for me. She she really could fight and she bust my mouth, but I was grown at that point, so I just was like, man, my my nose, not talking about the car, like man, I'm gonna go get this money. You tripped it, mama. And the second time she called me, she tried to run me over with a car. Like with a car like she swooped on the curve like nigga, you for me. The third time she took me to buy a sixteen ouncercern she paid for it. She was like, don't care,

nobody to cheat you right, feel me? So this is the kind of experience, fear me that we have growing up. And you don't be ashamed like I never. I don't think me and my dad. I don't think me and good bar ever sat down and chopped it up like Daddy, this is what I'm doing. But I think he knew and I wasn't ashamed. But the difference is, and this is the part where you either responsible or you not. Every time I went to jail, I never called my dad, I never called my step mom, I never called my mother.

My brother's barely knew because I got myself into this ship getting myself out of this ship. So and I think when I listened to kids talk. You know, have you ever chopped up with your kid about it? Like do she know? What? Did she know that you did this before? Oh? Man, oh she had she find out. Goddamn yeah. My daughter is six team. And then I adopted two little kids. They're my sister's children, but I have custody of them now. But I moved to bar

this before I got my sister's kids. I have moved to Barstow because I used to live in the inner city and s Bargino and I'm just like, you know, let me move and trying to change my life and just get things in order. My daughter's older now. The smallest place in bars though five exits. Sure enough, there's only one high school. There's the way. Yeah, I'm out

of the way. Everything is good ship. When kids grew up, Internet got popular, they on God, I had a quit not that day, but that day, like I didn't go to work no more. Then brought it up to you first some little kids, multiple little boys, little kids like so humiliated. The little boy had to be in Kim Gurden get the fun. But that's because a high school student, this bit Alasia can't wait to catch her. She was a senior. Low key she was. She was in high school.

She was I don't know if she was a freshman or not. But she's sitting there at the pool. She's sitting there, she's telling the kids like, oh, that's miss Tunisia. But I see her whispering to the kids. So then the next day, the little boy comes to the school like, oh, ms Tenisha. Lasia told me this that in the third about you like you do movies. I was like, what do you mean. He was like, yeah, like grown up movies. And I was like, okay, yeah, this ship just got real.

So I went home. My daughters in high school. Now, I mean, you worked at the school. I worked at the school. All thought were just like the kids. No, I wouldn't cut the motherucker, I wouldn't touch the principle out. The next day they hired me to be the PTA president, the supervisor at the school and all kind of ship. So it's a part. Yeah, so that's what I thought. And then my daughter goes to school there, so I'm just like, yes, my baby. So at the end of

like I said, eventually she goes to junior high. So now the junior high school students all have I fucking phones. Fuck your iPhone, all of them have iPhones. Man. So my daughter one day went to school and told this girl she was gonna set her on fire when she was at home making a video with the ball fire. She was gonna set the growing fire and this all this other stuff. Police bring her home, tell me like, yeah, she was in the car. YEA had the long story short,

you know I beat her ass. So yeah, long story short, this was over and I didn't find out until later on because you weren't supposed to be the ass once you find out what it was over. If I wouldn't known in the beginning. But see, look I didn't. I'm not gonna lie. I didn't go up around that day and we just talked about this. She even admitted it. The next day. She did some ship at school, acting like she was just a big Boston classroom. So I

beat her. Ask when she came home, you're not come home in the police card day one and then you got a video balls of fire. And I kept asking her the night before, what you doing, What's up? What's up? She kept saying nothing, So I told her when the police came, I said, you see how God worked. I said, okay,

so how did that conversation right? So she tells me, Mom, the reason why I threatened this, that the girl and fire was because this boy came up to me at school and he did this what she did when she had her phone in her hand and she showed me like this and she turned the fun away and I said, okay, well, what's what does that mean? She said it was a girl. Yeah it was me though, but I'm saying that she's

your daughter is a girl, so it's different. So she just didn't want to make you feel bad still, right, And that was the thing. And that's the thing about my daughter real life scory like she is my right hand man, and I get what she did. And she said that I could be a lot because of the things that I have went through in my life. She the only person that's been there. She's the only person that see me hurt. She don't even see me happy. She see me up and she see me down. These

bitches out here your pitches is sick. Y'all lose it. The only bit I could ever teach to be like me. Flossy motherfucking bossy is my daughter by mistake. You see what I'm saying, but they told my daughter like, yeah, this is your mom moved the whoop and looking out for me and her mom feelings. She didn't say nothing. She didn't say nothing after she got her as if that was a little boy crying. How did the conversation did she asked question? She just told me no. She

didn't ask me no questions. I just had to keep your dream with her, like my nigga, this is how we was. This is how I provided for you after I left your dad. It was like, it's either one or two things. You feel me in the ninety five wasn't working fast enough. Should I had to go. I had to get up out my mom's house. That was the first time I went back to her house. I

got hit in the eye with a crow bar. I was selling drugs, thinking I was living a life out there in Arizona, and I was like, yeah, this is it. So the smoker, we should find him her, we should find her. Yeah, well, but you know what, I just came to the Yeah, we're gonna have to put her in program when she's sober. That's how I'm not gonna lie.

You got a sober because because you need that energy that's how I'm like, I'm not gonna when I started, like as I was gang banging and ship, like I would never get into with my homeboys, like when they was loaded, they was all sharing a drunk. I ain't gonna fight when you sober tomorrow, because what's up with that? I was drunk? No, because that's how you feel the inside you was possessed by Mr Hennessy. Because now I need y'all fade for me. So that's fair to me.

But no on everything, Like I realized that that was the energy that nigga is needed for me. So what's funny is as a drug dealer, like I didn't did so much scummy ship, I could relate. Even as a gangbanger, I did this so much scummy ship. I could relate, you know what I'm saying, So I could imagine, man. But she never talked about it no more. It's just the thing night and I ain't gonna mine Like now that she's older, people you know, nedn't say things like,

oh well what about your mom? Or you like your mom mark you know a little ship like that. But see that's the thing she built for that type of conversation. You know how to defend herself that you feel me. That's why I told her when you run away, bitty streets aren't ready for you. There's three way double Dutch out here. They played with three ropes not too so why you think you're ready for it when the motherfucker's

get wicked. I hope you know how to bleed on the concrete because I'm gonna tell you right now and nanny get out there, that ever could twist my mind to make me go any other way but forward, period, And I hope you build for that because it especially you think you want to go to Vegas, baby girl, please and take so So the porn star used to date? How like what that was? That was she actually a porn star? Yeah? Did you ever trip? Like did you

ever listen to her? What like her? Did she have issues? Yeah? Like that was a thing I forgot how that he was like to grow over some ship. And I just just like trying to you're like the expression of basketball like a heat check. Yeah, yeah, certain, sometimes you just got the hot hand. Anybody you say hello too, it's gonna it's gonna happen when you first met her, keeping the buck because it's just like it's me and you here.

Did you expect certain things? No? All. I when I first bumped into her, I was just like, you knew who she was. I know who she was. Also you knew who she was. Yeah, okay, I wanted to see if I could pull her. That's all it was. Niggas ain't shipped through all races. I'm the lowss to the low. I mean, you guys go over there with wives and standards and things like that. Tell you something. I said, I've been single for twelve years and counting, like what

happened to the relationship didn't go well? But at the same time, like but but like here's me, Like I don't I'm not gonna wake up to a phone call talking about somebody got my kid. That's not gonna happen. So so I was like, you know where I was with Chicken like four years over the relationship relationship with about four years and it was kind of turbull. You know,

it's just kind of that time of your life. But I loved I was about to propost where she just this didn't work out, And I was like, you know what, or I always keep a stack of insurance pussy, you know, just in case, and I'm like, you know what, I'm not gonna go run this policy drive because it's that's good, because there's no way I can survive that unscathed. You coming out with moving, I'm gonna geting. I'm gonna chick

who's got a boyfriend. Now it's gonna I've had enough ram dudes trying to run up on you, blow my spot up, whatever the hell, because they got their feelings hurt. But that's that's that's all it was. Because she's, you know, one of those chicks. We got the Chanel ship head to toe and all this stuff, and I knew what she was, she knew who she was. That to see fucking pull it off, and she was kind of cool.

But she was just as you from Barbados. So it's like, I'm I don't have a great relationship with that island in general. I don't you don't mind dating girls that do poor strip and stuff like. It depends on what we're talking about for day. That's my question. Being seen with him in public, it depends on what public, and

it depends on how they present themselves. So what if what if you made a good Christian have a real hard time I've been I've been dragged by some grimy bitches to church, So I'm not gonna bud man, what the dude, real ship there were nights because I used to have a few boys of who was in Madle Exotic down to the track and at the bumbo and they were nice for this miserable ass bitch I used to deal with. It was staying with me, would take

me down the chair. I have to go where I asked the church on Sundays at that spot on Elsa Gundo and Avalon with the barbecuells and the boom boom role right the other side of the fucking wall. And I know my boys car still there because he got drunk because I drove him all three thirty in the morning and they're still there. And I'm here in the sleaziest person in there. So what I'm sitting in the

pew next to but whatever, fucking Jesus Christ. So do you think that if you go somewhere in public, everybody's gonna know she that important? What's so fear? Well, here's you want to be all be here all the way. I don't personally care that much if it comes into a scenario where it's like and again I don't I haven't been all that much relationship be just by virtually a lot of factors in general. You know, there's girls that I would date, be in it with. Whatever the hell.

My family not gonna like you. I know that if that matters to you, and I know it matters to you, I'm not gonna put you through that. So we can't be together very safe. That's like when you wipe bro because it's black, you don't even give a parents like. But I don't care about no guts. I don't care if favor see you or you ever see but if you care, I'm not gonna put you through that. I don't think I've ever thought in my life what would my parents think of somebody else? Oh yeah, not my

parents now their parents. Yeah, I'm like, that's a good pers That's what I want to know. What is the problem because let me say this, every girl the damn porn ain't got no problem and all that and got a lot of issues. And number two, like I said, they're some bitches out there that they dictate sweets so they like it. So what is the problem with being

seen with the girl that does p and probit. I wasn't said what wasn't porn specific What I was saying, Well, I'm saying it's poring or stripping specifically because those you think that there's there's girls. Let me don't do to either question and don't lie because you're in the room. Yeah, one thing we're not gonna do on this no cel ship because they're not doing no line. If if I smell out your line, because on your line. So let

me ask you a question, big bro. Do you see a porn start or what the same way you see a prostitute? Um, don't lie, you know what. No, No, you see a porn start the same way you see an actress. Um, you know what? You gotta look at them kind of was both? Um, the differences between the prostitute and um, no, I'm not lying. I'm telling the truth. This is my opinion that this between the prostitute the

prostitute to meet almost the situations is different. Because what a porn star she doing that for a job, that's her job, that's what you're doing. It's a certain level of fantasy to that, right. A prostitute maybe out there that you've got a couple of different type of process. You got high paid kind of class women that you

got to have some money. They're going a thousand, two thousand dollars apart, and then you got the prostitutes that's going out there for sucking thick in the back of Alberson's. So it's definitely a difference, you know what I mean, Because it is a difference because when you're second dig for a thousand dollars, your escort, you you didn't upper class your level to where you're not walking on the streets to where you're street walker. Right, So let me

ask you a question. So y'all mean to tell me y'all think it's a difference between somebody's sucking dig for two thousand and two dollars, it's the same. It's the same practically. It's the thing I'm gonna tell you all. I know, it's a difference. If you see a bitch right now on figure rolling that looks like the bitches be looking on figure rolls, is some nice looking okay?

They hang on. Let me say now, let me say it's pretty okay, let me say what I'm about to say now looking like the old And then you see a bitch out there and look yeah, exactly. Now you see a strawberry, then you see a bitch out there to look like me out there, and figure, roll, who are you gonna pick? I'm not no, no, no, no, no no. I'm just gonna be honest with you. I would never pay for pussy because it's two okay, well

not you. But I know what I'm saying. If pussy was more valued fair, it'd be different, like a pussy pussy. I changed my way pussy could be valued. That's the only way pussy could be value change. I change. I used to always have that I'm not gonna pay for pussy opinion, right. I did never say I wouldn't pay for pussy. I said pussy too expensive, so I never subscribed to paying for it. That's fair enough to just insane.

I changed my opinion on this. And here's why. If I'm paying for pussy, I'm saying my time's worth more than yours. If I'm putting my time in because I'm paying for it, that's not working that way. Like I would rather at this point, like I'm I'm real funny on my time, right, like I would rather. And the people say, oh, all time you go on a date and do you take two days to go folks, some girl dinners and drinks all that ship that costs the

same amount. Whatever, I'm not even talking about that. What about the four hours that I lost my time? I would rather pay you here. You want to go out with your home girl, so you want to feel special. You don't feel like you're giving a pussy for free. Whatever the hell you get something out of it, Call you two best friends. Here's the money that three of you idiots can go out and get drunk. I'll pick up the end of the night and suck you there. But I don't want to spend it from eight pm

to midnight with you. Yeah, that's my motherfucker. That's paying playing games. Let me tell you something or real bit like me, if I meet you on the first date and I know you want to suck me, You're going to pay me? Why Because there's nothing that I want from you. You want something for me. So now what I want from you is your money. Anything ever than that, I don't want. I don't want your time. I don't want to talk to you. I don't want you to make me feel special later on or none of that,

because then that is where you get a bit. That's really just playing games. You're not at that point. Even a girl who wants me, I would, who likes me, I'd rather just go out with your friends. Yeah. And I don't like sleeping with people either, so I have to I have to leave this. I ended a relationship because no, I was just a funny story. I was in Vegas, you know, last week. So I come back and I was gonna stay a couple bunch of days, as girls like, oh, come to god, I want to

see whatever. Fine, I didn't want to, but I come down. I go to her place that in late and she usual sleeps on the couch. I know that's all right, Well you sleep on the couch, I'm sleeping in your bed whatever. Yeah, that's cool. So I drive there under the condition that I'm sleeping by myself in her bed because she apparently wanted me to be there because she had to go wherever for a few days. I don't even fun what you want. I get in the bed, I look over. She right there. She tricks right there.

God damn it. Yeah, sure she had you come lay up with her four in the morning. I woke up pissed at seven right there and I'm like, she didn't have breakfast. No, she's still asleep. I wake up and start getting dressed. I don't even the girl, I don't even care. I wasn't even worth there, like dinner before. They don't make no sense. When you actually sleep at the girl house, you should always wake up to breakfast. No breakfast, breakfast, food breakfast, but more important breakfast. Breakfast

is just more time. But this is the thing. If you wanted to sleep by yourself, key thing is to sleep on the couch next time, because she's gonna get all the goddamn went over there to sleep on a couch. Well, then she's not gonna happen. Good looking out for checking out another episode and no sentence with me the l O and my man Peter By. Make sure you download No Seilings on the I Heart Radio app, Apple podcast like anywhere you grab your podcast from.