Conversation with a Geek

sucking intro. Yeah, didn't we record some canned intros? Then? Was horrible? Done? Already done? It was horrible though. It sounds like a game showing ship like the prices right, Yeah, that's what kid, Because how you come to a crypto do a podcast and you want like these super prices right intro like I'm Bob Barker or something. You should just have um saw it and be the intro. Oh everything look at this or just used to just used to de beat from it. Yeah, this is how flip that.

That's my new thing right here. Blue lives matter. So I took the police ship and then put a blue band down and with a blue Lives Matter for the Blue Lives Matter strip. Look at this ship. That's not bad gangster for me. But that's the type of bush it I'm on. Man. Uh no ceilings conversations with a geek DJ. Motherfucking head man. You gotta introduce the pod. You gotta introduce yourself. Niggas know the low No, but I know, but you you're supposed to do some sort

of formal intro. Why this is the l O if if a nigga click, see the thing is a nigga had to click on the podcast and he had to click on our name to know what. I know that. But I'm saying, you're still supposed to be like, yo, this is what I'm doing, This is who I am. Like you could say this the llo I'm cripping right that to be your intro. Yeah, but I hate when people you already know what is No, nigga, we don't know who know what I'm saying. You don't have that's

but that's what you just said. No, you literally just say no. No. That's different. If you own a radio, are you doing that? But if somebody is coming to your ship because you know you gotta find a podcast, right, you gotta go in there now. I know, but I know what you're saying. They came to you for you.

But what I'm saying is, so it's like if you bought my album and I said you already know what it is, you already that's not true, because what if I discover you through like after you after a podcast go off another podcast play? Oh? Is that how it worked? Like even even if you listen to like sports on the radio, you have to find the station, but every five minutes they paused for station identification. They do that.

I'm starting a pastation. I'm just saying, this is no sillings every five minutes yourself and what you do or who you are. Because if I'm listening to brilliant idiots and your ship come on right after, it's just I'm just letting it play like a playlist on Spotify. Oh that's how it worked. Yeah, okay, So this is the l O logan all around the world. My man Peter

beat and the motherfucker's Spott Peter. That's right, I don't have to change my name to Peter CEOs and DJ head head greetings, and I remember when head wasn't a DJO, right, And It's funny because I didn't even think when head became a DJ, well, when I kind of mean to become of a DJ. I just wanted somebody smart around me all the time. I'm not gonna lie like I'm being honest, because I would have my brother. Shout out to my brother who used to manage me, and he

just would not take none of this ship. Seriously, gonna care. He's gonna hear me because me, y'all, but he know it's true. Headed, this nigger got bitches, he got a party, all kinds of ship, and I just never felt like, you know, we was winning enough. They felt like we were winning. I didn't feel like. I was like, nah, man, it's like plaquxing, you know, awards, and I ain't got none of this ship. So it didn't matter that, you know what I'm saying. I had all kinds cool cars

or some property. I was like, no, that's some real winds. I wanted to get somebody else around me that was intelligent, that was smart. So I was like, man, head Man, you should become a DJ. Man. You already played the records. I mean he was back there playing the records. Anyway, he went with it. You know what I'm saying. But he was smart enough to pick it up. I didn't. It's crazy because how you end up being really good

at DJ. That was funny. Hey, it was funny because I didn't really I'm gonna tell you when I realized it, right, So I just got you off cover. It's funny because it's something I never chip off of. So we had that show by Mexico. What was that Colexico or that was no, No, it's down there's Colexico or callie ment called Colexico. What's over there down there by the south? What's it called? It's a specific city name. As soon as we said, we don't know, yeah, yeah, right off

the Collexica. But it's next to Colexico. It's the more popular time. No Colexico. Hold up, I on even remember Colexica. But it's funny. We got a show down there right. This show is to maybe three hours away or something, and I'm like, damn, man, we gotta do this show. The Mexicali. MEXICALI and the DJ was so bad, right, so I'm like, damn, I'm abad to get up and wrapping front of these people. They just doing all kind of ship because the DJ is so bad. It was like, no, God,

I'm for to bring him to the floor. I'm gone for thirty minutes. I was like, okay, people turned down Nigga, Like you know, I didn't. I didn't realize the power of the DJ at that point. I wasn't really in

the hip hop fully, I just was the product. So he goes on thirty minutes earlier before I'm supposed to go on, and uh, he starts playing records and I'm looking at this motherfucker watch the floor right, Pete, And he's seeing what's moving everybody, and it's like he's shipping playlists in real time, Like okay, that's what y'all on got you bamn, he moving ship and doing come into the next record within fifteen minutes, so we might be talking about six songs. Everybody's on the floor or you

you have to. I just I've never been like a technical person, Like I'm technical when it comes to my brain, but like I'm not talented like like as far as like I'm not a dope DJ turntables, But I just read crowd because and I think, you know, it's crazy. I realized this, Uh, when I was talking to dance. I was talking to DJ Dent shout the dance shot to CALLI still the clippers. Both of them, you know,

looked out for me coming up. But um, I realized that when I was DJ, and the reason why I'm so good at reading crowds because I never had my own equipment, so I had to practice in real time at the club. So because that was I didn't have my own equipment, so I would they would just let me hop on like dancing, and Callie would just let me r B A D let me hop on before like we were doing our club All Star and all

that ship with pooling them. They would let me hop on and so I had to just practice while the people was coming in the club. But I think that's important. And even though you said like you feel like you're not technical, I still feel like you always have a technical approach even with the human mind, even if they don't know that they're like easy to program like a computer.

You feel me that's how you always approached it. And it makes me laugh because because it's like I remember, and then when we finally went on, he had everybody at the front of the stage and I was like, this is crazy, right, now I was like, damn, this motherfucker then figured it out. So they had to be two thousand and nine early because it was before. It's definitely before we went on tour. So I remember that, and then every show on the tour, I was like, man,

you just went out there. You always like control and and slowly watching that progression happened was crazy, you know what I I mean. We I don't think we ever talked about it because we was all trying to all do our and um, I remember old right when you finally was antagonizing me enough about my records, and it made sense to me, you know what I mean, because it gotta make sense or it gotta open you up. You have to be open for um, you have to be

receptive to the information. And something you told me probably two times before, and then that third time it made sense. And I remember you showing me right on the table like now look, you just and I just tripped. So for a minute, I was kind of more dazed that you was able just to transition through music, and I'm like, damn, this is crazy, this nigga. We're just telling jokes at the stage, it would be and it's like so fast, but That's how it was for me as an MC.

So that's the funny part. Like I went from like people like acting like I couldn't rhyme and we don't slamming the door in my face to three years later him like, hold up, nigga, we could do whatever you want to do. So to watch other like intelligent people figure it out. But even then, right, and then you kind of sent me down that world wind of discovery and hip hop and I start, you know, all that whole month when I'm reading and I'm like, we're looking

for producers. I'm like, no, Niggi, you're the producer. You're like, hold up, nigga, looks up. So he sent me so Maria, this motherfucker. And we told this story a couple of times. But fucking heading right, the head is my DJ. So he was making fun of my songs in the studio one day, right, and he was like, why is all your fucking songs slow? And at that time I had no idea about the tempo of music, like never seen

a man. I've seen a man died was the same speed to me as Gin and Juice or no. But the g thing and it's obviously you know obviously today, I know, it's like a real separation for me. At that time, I just thought ballots and rap songs and then Luke that was my speed ballot rap songs, Luke booty bass right, So that's it was three speeds. So when he finally got me to figure it out right, and he was like, no, I'm telling you need this

ship slow. N He going to booth making, putting lyrics over the beat all my the song slow just so I finally like, man, what are you talking about? So he put out the tables, put out the lap and just get through, you know, playing this ship. And I'm like, damn. He like, tap your chest sounds like some penitentiary ship. So I'm tapping my chest and I got a good sense of rhythm, right, he playing my songs and all the people I'm influenced. But I said, see that's all

that the scar face this ship slow. He started playing West Coast Ship and I started tapping my ship fast and I was like, oh ship, this ship is different. So I go home. I'm in this crazy world wind of just now I'm discovering records. I didn't figure out all kind of ways to find samples. Now I didn't trace it all the way down to funk, and I'm like, damn, well, that's why Dan him is a ship because the niggas was all DJ's And then it hit me like whoa,

It's like, oh, this nigga can make the beat. Mind you head a plagued though keyboard. He never made no be to thought about it. But I'm like, no, nigga, you can make it. And I'm can obviously the niggas. We got niggas in the studio. Shout out to Tommy, shout out the Jimbo, shout out to Peru for me, shout out to Quiz, shout out to Jay Real, all the homies. At that time, that was day Yeah. That was familiar with the the technical part of programming, you

know music. So I'm gonna here. I'm like, hey, you need to come to the studio and make this business. Like nick I ain't never made no beach. I'm like, it don't matter, nigga, you can make it now. I can't catch him up, you know, from when he sent me into that world wind, I'm like, nigga, you can make it. I'm threatening like, no, nigga, you gotta come up here. You started this ship. I'm mad, bro, because I'm so mad, But I'm mad because I had never

I'm not used to being ignorant. It's something that i've been working with. It's different if if I never funk with it. But I've been working with this music ship at that point almost seven years? Eight years? How could I be this ignorant? So I'm like, you gotta make it. I don't got time to explain why. I'm like, trust me, you can make it. So he comes to the studio. We all go to the studio and I'm like, look,

we're gonna find a sample fifteen years old. Feel me, it's gonna be right in that time period you picked the sample. I mean, and these niggas, it's gonna tell them. They're gonna be able to execute what you're saying. Tell them what you want to do. Man, I don't know. I'm like, I'm telling you this is all these niggas, DJs, you know, quick as DJ Jo. I'm just telling Nick John's DJ, DJ Puff, Nika, these all DJs. You can

make it full. So he's like, all right, dude, I kindly meant to it, all right, but it's the truth. So he we're going through samples and that motherucker job do do do do do? Du do do do do? He's like, all right, let's do that one. I was like, cool man, So we looped that s it up. Remember we tried uh, we tried uh cute first in the club that boom boom boom boom boom boom. We tried that ship first. But I was like, nah, it was cool,

but it was cool. It wasn't it. But I think you know what it was is I think it was because that was just the med and it was no melody either, and it was a melody, but the melody was lower his low versus the high the worm that's on this where that melody is a lot more piercing. Uh. In the club was like, Basse, it's just mids, you know, so the melody is lower. So he was like, nah, that's cool. But nah, So we find that when he's telling them what to do. Don't get me wrong, they're

offering information as well. But he's telling them, now, we're gonna do this groove. And he was humming the eight oh eight and they was putting it together, and I remember, um, do you remember do you remember when um? Remember? Okay, So remember at that time obviously like you had tie Joe Mustard, like all of them is popping, they booming at this time, killing problem. So I remember when we cut the sample, I was like, I want to go and stop to create a group. That was the different

part and I was gonna get to that. I'm glad you said that because he was like, yeah, chopped the sample right there. And I'm like, why would you chop the sample? The loop is not fin He's like, no, it's gonna create this bob the bob. We'll do what the nigga said. Man, dude, did Nick cut it? To cut it? And I'll remember when the beat was finished and I was listening to them like and is this ship really gonna work? And I was like, fucking you know, it's gotta work. This is what it just sounds like.

And it I don't think we really registered that it sounded good to us because I think at that time people wasn't doing it. Nobody was right there at that time. So I remember sending it to see Balling in real time and see Balling sent the hook back like this ship don't happen. See Balling sent the hook back probably about fifteen minutes after we sent him the beat, I was like, damn. And then uh, we take it to Tie and we were fun with Ti in a small studio.

He was wearing them super tight as saggy pads and bicky pads. Tout me out because you're my boy. Do you remember? Do you remember when I told you we're gonna put TI first and this my song? Why an't putting on God? But no, because he had a whole different thing. And this is, this is what this is why I always say he was the producer of the song. He's seen a vision top to bottom. It wasn't just programming a beat or making a beat or being a part of that. But to know now we're gonna have

Tied first. I'm looking at him like thinking this my song. But he had a vision for this song and that was important. He's So that's even more of a testament that you've seen the song. See a lot of producers are just they're like sending beats out the somebody rapping. You actually seen, You actually seen the song all the way through. You watched the song happened top to bottom. So when we went and got Tied, and I remember recording sounded so weird. I was like, oh my god,

this ain't gonna work. And Tommy was like, no, I'm gonna cleaning up. I got it. He was trying to figure out how to chop the big chopped party times like. Tommy was like, no, shout out to T G Guns what up? And he was like, no, I got this. So he cleaned it up and we came back the next day. I was like, oh it, dude, sound kind of cool. So then I went in there. I figured out my rapping about ten fifteen minutes. So I went there to talk my ship and we finished up. Tommy

cleaned it up. I was listening and I was like, I don't know he was listening. He was like, I don't know Tommy was listening. He was like, I don't know. The motherfucker who knew it was a smash the first minute he heard it was the person who was the most m C and hip hop of us all Quiz came in. That motherfucker. He said play it. He's like, I don't know what you're talking. My ship's a hit. Yeah yeah. I was like, Queenz said this, this don't even like this type of music, and I was like

fuck it. And that's how that ship happened, you know. And you know the other part, the other part that science about it too is I remember when when I was teaching about about bpm, and I had because I was trying to get on the radio. I was trying to do mix shows wherever they would let me get on the radio. So I had access to the mixed show list of all the songs on on the West Coast as far as like the rhythmic radio list, and

so what I did was I averaged it out. So at that time, the lowest BPM song at radio mix show was like eight nine bpm and the highest one was I think was slow Down at the time Clyde Carson Team, and that was one hundred and one. So when we was doing it, when he was learning about bpm, he was like, let's make it pm and be right in the middle between ninety and d VPM, Like now

we're gonna make it ninety six. And he was like why, I said, because when you pitched the turntable when I'm DJ, like we we at this time we're talking about getting the mix show on the radio because streaming wasn't the thing at that time, right, So if you want to get in the mix on the you gotta fit right in with right in with they mixes right. So at the time, they was DJ all day on the radio. So I'm like, we want to fit in the mix show?

All right, how do we fit in the mix show? Well, the fastest show, and I just just hold that at that time, like radio is mixed show. That's what he's saying to you. So DJs was doing all of the work all day program all day. I actually did the math. It was seventeen and a half hours in the mix out of twenty four hours in a day. That type of that's what make yeah. So I did the math on it right. So after that, I'm like, all right, we need to fit in the mix show. He was

like making bpm. I'm like, no, we're gonna make it ninety six bpm. He's like, what's the difference? I said, because when you pitched the turntable, you speed a song up, you slow a song down, you speed it up three before you notice the difference, like it sounds like a chipmunk or you can hear it sound faster on the radio. So if you speed it up three, you can't really hear the difference with the neked ear. That means that

I can go from ninety six to ninety nine. So if I'm playing a song at a hundred and one, I could slow that down to ninety nine and I could blend with that song, right and then ninety six, I could slow down to ninety three and catch any song from nineties. So now I can mix with every song on the radio. You feel me decide that, So that was another like that was important though that you know, it was funny. That's the thing about certified. Before we even knew it. We remember at that time what was

playing can't tell me nothing. It was can't tell me nothing good like, So we right there with those songs. So shout out to tune. Feel me shout out to you, because that really got us our first joint. And that's really what helped our first song get into a plawn position on radio stations because that was the popping the song at the time, and it was the same rhythm, tempo, excuse me of our song. That's audio analytics for you

right there, fucking geek. And what's funny it works with me because I'm a geek at heart too, Like my mind thinks like that from how I used to break down how we should move things or push out so

many c ds. The first time when I decided that thirty forty thousand was a number for White Lightning was based off of when I would go to end Scope with Garrett and the sales charts for every West Coast artist what they were selling on the West Coast, so the highest was three hundred to four hundred thousand, So I thought, if I could put ten percent in each market longest the actual product was good and impactful, I can impact really tough, and it worked out. But I

got it from Garrett. So it's a lot of like the analytic ship too. And then that's another thing too, like when I talked to artists about the label, when I had that label conversation, I'll be telling them autists, I said, I'll be asking the artis like when you go to labels, what do you see? And like what you mean? I said, when you go to the lake, when you want to interscore any any label set capital, what do you see? It's like people working at the label.

I said, exactly, you don't see no studio. He said the same thing. It ain't no studio at at the regulation. It's a thousand people just trick figuring out how to sell this ship. That's the whole job. A thousand people working nine hundred and eighty work in the marketing department. I might be pushing it marketing promotion nine nine forty might work in the marketing figure out how to get forty work in retail, twenty work in the production side. There's nobody at in the scope that can. You know,

people can make stuff, but that's not their job. The only person that work at a record label right that has something to do with the record itself is the A and R and the person who put the graphics on top of the picture. They don't even take the pictures. So the person who does the graphic for the CD, that person worked there, and the person that the A and R. Those are the only two people that have

something to do with the production of a record. The rest of the motherfucker's is all in marketing and retail. You can look at the marketing as a foreign promotion too,

but hand in hand. But I was telling them that when they when they be making their ship, I'll be like, bro, like you gotta do you gotta do your own science and analytics and your own everything, because that's that's the only thing that I mean, that's something that we kind of figured out, but nobody told us ship you know what I'm saying, Like we had a few people that will help us, but they I don't think they knew all the information, not to be honest, because but I

think that's because they weren't geeks. I mean, see, everybody that comes into the business is artistic. That's all about to say. It's like you have that right brain hemisphere, left brain hemisphere thing and you're in the arts. So everybody's on one side and there's there's nobody who's on that, you know, math side of the S A T or whatever the hell that breaks. And that's true with everything. I mean, I haven't even going to like was it

magic the fashion convention? You know, there's all kinds of analytics on what you're gonna be dressed like in eighteen months, because they've already pulled the numbers for the averages on the visual light spectrum ass to what dies have been shipped the most by order internationally from their source, which is pretty fucking crazy. But it the exact same thing as talking about bpms as far as the averages of

what the range of music tempos are gonna be. It helps when I'm when I'm like working, like well, we was doing, but it's terrible when you were talking about when you start talk I like in regular life situation because I think like that, I don't know how to turn that ship off. So I look at people like that, I'd be like, well, you know you told you is because it's top five movie for me. Uh alone came partly this nigg is Feffer ruben feffor you have a trip?

Do you see that movie ruben Feffer. Bro Look, it's being stiller because oh the risk assessment analysts. It's a chance this bit is gonna do some bullshit because it's like ruben feffor yeah, I just I don't know. So it's cool, but it's like it's not cool at the same time, it's hard to connect. So you know what, I'm gonna give you some gang, right. It's like what I started doing. I stopped telling people to stop telling

me about themselves. Don't tell me who you used to date, don't tell me none of that ship like, and then they still have to hide enough away from you for you to fall in love. Oh that's crazy, and it has to happen like that because then once you finally fall in love, then you will start finding yourself being okay with contending with some of the ship you make because the reality is just because our life is somewhat because people would have to contend with us to some degree, right,

but our ship ain't like they ship now. Then motherfucker's got our issues compounded with they got the expense that we have have it, compounded with the fact that their motherfucker's drinking cheap ass liquor so they always over drunk, compounded with the fact that they need so many lights on their pictures that they're gonna lose their minds. So they got all our regular issues plus the issues at the world put on them too. I've been thinking something wrong.

I'll be thinking. I just I told somebody. I think I was telling Chuck. I was like, something is really wrong with me, something wrong with everybody else? You like my stupid like dipship social analytical, analytical, and you got I just want to appreciate this off off the top because of you too. You know, you know people you know with your no time at the bar and ship I'll say, in excess of this is no sitness podcast, Peter bias Delote, did your hand in the place? Did

you do that? That's that's station identification that I would have popped in random international traffic updates like in Frankfurt, Germany. Right now, there's a a I just had to do the podcast I d anyhow. It's super true with girls, I say, be as specific as possible. You're at God's bar, You're on death throw. You can have any drink in the world to send you out. What is your drink gonna be? If they say tequila sunrise? They say what

kind of Hennessey regular? I want whatever it is. You tell me exactly what your last drink on this earth is, with no limits on what you can put in the cup. I know every damn thing about you. Really, That's how I feel about girls when they tell me their favorite color. Really, I can see that if a girl tell me your favorite color, I could pick it apart who I could. And I'm actually with it, like I could pick apart like everything about it. What's your thought process on that?

I need to know what a color is very much think about it. It's no different like with restaurants right where colors tell you a lot about what you're about to eat. Um, it's no secret that In and Out uses a grip of white because they want to symbolize fresh and clean. So you pick the color in that in that kind of places, what's your most desirable mood you want to find yourself in. You will never meet a sad person whose favorite color is yellow, Like, they

don't live their life depressed. They just won't. They're optimistic, you know what I mean. It's a lot of things. So I just pay attention to if somebody color is black, you know, I mean that person is dark or deep. Yeah, well my favorite one, my favorite thing because you're deep. You don't realize how deep you are. Like everything that's so what's crazy is right? I'm I'm we a lot of liking those, you know, capacity because I'm always a

why did you do it? What was the reason? And I know that that's we are liking that, Like I don't I'm not tripping off of something somebody did. I could take anything for me, but why did you do it? That's gonna be the problem me too, So I think, but I think a lot of things we've always had that in common, you know what like but different black is in direct correlation to that. Deep and dark deep or dark either or can be but it's deep or dark because deep black is a rich color. I mean,

it's really textured. It takes a lot to get black. It's as simple as it is. It's really texture. Don't reflect light, yeah, but that's important because it's the presence of all color. It's telling to get. So that's why you couldn't. They don't reflect that. You know what's interesting about how we see color? I just and I figured that shot out few years ago. We're not actually seeing the color we think we're seeing. You see every color

but dot com. Yeah, that's some bullshit. Right. So when somebody, because I remember being a smart ass and somebody all that's blue, I was like, it's actually not blue, it's actually every color but blue, and they looked at me crazy. That's crazy, right. So you start doing ship, Yeah, you start sounding crazy when you start imagine doing this to a bunch of game bangers. Oh man, you know Niggasus could be saying, they'd be like gee, because why you

always gotta why you gotta always do that ship? The best part is when they realize they can't funk you up. You probably would they ask, So they got to just take it the game knowledge because like you bully Nigga's brains. I used to always bully my homie's brains. Did buy shout out to the little boy was bully Nigga's brain is bro my homies because that's how I work as

a gang member. If nobody can up your ass, people don't always they they're forced to contend with your inte look at that point, so then you usually started stealing something into them that they may try to pick. Only try to avoid information. That's the thing. People want to remain ignorant, so they try to avoid information. So if you're that person that's constantly trying to deliver inside of information,

you're not going to be everybody's favorite consistently. Every now and there has a cool guy Kendrick Jesus, but you know there's a couple niggers. But most time they just want to feel a certain way and certain things that make people think. And they don't like that ship. So people hate that ship. They don't got time to think. So me and head, look, people hate that their head have a difference of opinion. He'd think most people stupid. I think most people are distracted. I don't think they're

capable of learning. Now, they could be incapable of like they may not have intellect, right, but I don't think they're incapable of learning. Let me explain my side. I don't think that people are I don't think that people are stupid. I think people lack the fortitude to gain knowledge. And I think people are distracted by real life ship and their mental capacity, you know, under trauma and drest becomes limited. It's a lot less ram than it should be.

It's both also and here's what here's what I think which neither Okay. The lack of the fort to two to want to learn involves the fact that there's a certain self application to knowledge. People do not want to be introspective, but especially if there's if it has to do with anything that might possibly involve a personal flaw, they will run like health and no facts. As far as a distracted part goes, that's also true. But if you look at like i Q distribution, a lot that

has to do with how quickly you learn. Ship at some point time is a finite commodity for us. All so in a year's time of human capital and brain thought. If you're distracted or not, one guy is gonna be able to take in a gig, one guy's gonna be able taken two thirds of the gig. That's a big chunk of information to being left out between guy and guy. B. Yeah, that's true, and I think, but I think, But that's the point. Like, it's also a lot to do with me.

Neither one of us drinking smoke, neither one of us are married, but neither one of us have kids, so we're always there is nothing to take our attention from what we do. Like, so when we are growing up is different. Right, you could have trauma. That's where your intellect shs because even though you went through like an economic trauma, you were still excited, you know, to to learn. Right, you still were able to. I wasn't excited to learn. I was I was just a school I wanted to

think my way out of my circumstances. But but not school. No, I'm saying just in general general quires, general knowledge. But because I can tell you a pick up certain things. Yeah, you didn't look like you wasn't gifted into the thing. And that's why I say, intel it it's a gift. I don't think it's something that everybody can do. People can't teach you how to think. That's just a hard thing to teach, what I'm saying. So I feel like people, right,

I think that's the difference. Even when I'm in the hood and I'm selling Shan, I could be sitting on my car reading the book would be looking at me like I was crazy. So it was always a choice, right. And then as you get older, now you get more distracts. So people who start off behind, then they have kids, they get married, and they get a job, so now

they don't really have time to think. Now it's really like I need to make sure some food on the table for these kids Christmas coming up, birthday from my wife house payment all kind of ship that me and you looked at like y'all figured that out later. And I would say, plus with in that scenario, you spend most of your free time not actually trying to think, but just trying to from the ship that you put

yourself in. That's something else. I don't think we ran from much, That's what That's what I was gonna say. I don't run from whatever the issue is like, actually I was like that initially, but I think g actually instilled a lot of that in me too. It's like, look, don't wait for the problem to come to you, because

go straight to the problem. Because so it's like I always look at that, and I'd applied that in my life prior to it's like, oh, we can't make rent or I need another job to make more rent, not like ductor landlord. You know what I'm saying that that, to me is the logical way to think. So I always had that in my mind. But then when I was around him, it was more like early to two thousand nine eight, it would be like, no, don't run from the problem, go go to the problem on your terms.

So it's like that reinforced my thought process that I already had, and that and I believe in that, Like and that's from the streets. You never want to be caught off guard somebody got a problem, I'm gonna go find your problem. I mean that way, because if you got a problem with me in the streets, I'm gonna look for you, and I'm not gonna stop looking for you till I find you, and we're gonna deal with the problem. If I gotta kill you. That's what I'm

gonna do. Because I'm not Finnish, sleep every day wondering which day I'm gonna run into you like I can't live like that. I refused to live like that. That's why I don't know if I was ever cut out to be a gang member, because if it was a real issue, people will be talking to se. Either two types of people was either somebody I look at you, You're not a threat at all, so then I'll just ignore you. And if I think you're a threat, you're gonna see me first. I'm gonna pop up right and

make sure I'm arranged for you. You feel me, But then that that way I'm prepared. The worst feeling is somebody catch you. You got your kids, you with your friends, with your mom. No, no, no, no, I'm gonna catch you that way, Yeah, feel me. Or we're gonna catch each other perfectly in time to where if it's a shootout, we're gonna get it right then and there, and I'm not gonna stop until the problem is solved, like the

last scene of Colors. Yeah, because and I know it sounds crazy, but when things are hanging over your head, you you start making mistakes, you start um, it'll, it'll, it'll start occupying too much space in your brain, if that makes sense, And I don't, like, I don't want that to happen, Like I'd rather deal with the situation. Let's get it for me life like it's whatever top to bottom. If it's the bill man calling me, heyes, you don't gotta look for me. I can't pay you,

pay you in a year. If you keep calling me, we don't have a problem because then I'm you know what I mean, Like you stop sucking me because calling me, stop harassing you don't play no mental games with me, because I'm gonna come make your life bad, you know what I'm saying, Like you're gonna solve it. So every bill clicks to the call that everything I ever had put on my credit as a negative. Anybody who bothered me basically with something negative on your credit, Man, it's

a lot. Well that's very interesting. But but I'm like, I'm a miss really dug in rnry On principal type of person. So yeah, like I think that's all. Yeah, yeah, I think so, and a and a certain distaste for everybody else who isn't. But like the first thing. It was a stupid misunderstanding I had with City Bank. They put someone ok kept calling along Kong. I said, you guys, call me one more time before tomorrow. I'm never gonna

pay you a red fucking sent. They called me back in like two hours, so I'll die before I pay you a red sent. He was not much, but it might have been a grand. It wasn't much, it was something. It was Yeah, I could have paid him the next day. My job that one particular day happened to botch payroll, so I'm like, yeah, no problem, I'll just pay you this day. It was the thirtieth day I get my money to twenty nine. They didn't give me the money, and from that Friday till the following Tuesday, so that

was the gap. But they got stupid on the phone, and I just said, fine, I'll you can, you can you can receive my letter to drop this in seven years in one day. And that's exactly what the funk I did. Hilarious. I mean, I'm the same guy who got to fucking Miami Beach police officers put in jail, Like, how then did you get that? He got police off putting jail I'm telling you, like, I got stopped for being the only white person in a car. Okay, that's

why this happened. So they thought you were kidnapped. This is how stupid this was. IM No is your family. Here's something Here's something else that that has happened to me a lot too. You know. I've gotten stopped on on on dates, you know, because they think I'm picking up prostitute whoever. So oh because Pete the only day sisters, not only in this in this part of the country. Yeah, but anyhow they picked me up. It was this dude from Marino Valley, a Brazilian chicken, a Haitian girl, and

I was the last person in the car undercover. See me get into this car, and this Brazilian chick drove like a fucking maniac, so they thought that she spotted them and was doing evasive driving tactics. She was just really shitty at driving. So the whole purpose of it was I had camera of two of their guys from the department knocking some Cuban guy's teeth out the night before. Long story short, they run up like a car jack

and get a red light, guns out and ship. I turned and look at hit in the head with the fucking barrel of the gun and ship, and they out the car and they searched everybody. They take the camera and they delete the video off of it, and I'm like trying to go to the department and all this ship go through the regular channel to get my ship back because I had a ten thousand dollar offer for it, dot dot dot. I called internal affairs. They got the camera,

all this ship within within less than an hour. And unfortunately everybody stayed calm because I was telling everybody as soon as we got pulled where I came up. They came up with so much force and ship in the guns and ship, and we didn't see him coming. Like I had to look in the back to see that the lights by the mirror because if they if they were, if it was a regular stop, those three would have

fucked the whole thing up. I know, the three people, but yeah, I mean I got the letter back like a year and a half later, and it had internal investigation, like dismissed, dismissed, whatever sustained, sustained, and then they had the criminal investigation and those two guys that said convicted so whatever for just for distress a whole different way if it was me. Okay, I'm not gonna do that.

That's what I'm not going to I'm just gonna applaud the fact that you were able to make something happen. I just kept my head and I was like, it is memorized badge numbers and license plates and call an attorney. I couldn't get it. I couldn't get a c L. You can get nobody to give me a call back. So I just kept thinking, said I'll go to internal affairs, fucking and I gave him and I wrote down the lights, played the badge numbers. They took care of that. Ship

like that word that is crazy. And you know what, I think, we make a mistake and we go to lawyers and ship. That's because I hate police. Yeah, and police. As you know how I learned that about I Ato watching the SPU shout out. Really every time I pop up on all the TV shows, whether Chicago p D or Law and Order, like you could tell the police get nervous. Maybe on the police head. You know where

I learned that before Law and Order bad boys. The first a good call when she walked in and he was like, oh, you know her internal affairs, top watch Dog, and she was like, oh, yeah, that was the second city, Miami. That's how that's that's why I learned about the time it was. It was the first Bad Boys movie and then it was lead the Weapon. For see. I think black folks might be fucking up. I don't think we're

using internal affairs correct. That's a bar. Maybe they should start sending maybe the other black people, like regular civilian black people should start sending their ship to I A. That's actually a good point, Thank you, Peter C. Anytime's here to help here, help is here to help me. Guys right there. You don't know how much time they got a nothing. I never celebrate anybody going to jail,

even police, but I ain't gonna lie. It is an irony that makes me snicker at times while I'll be like, the thing that bugged me the most is they never they gave me the camera back clean because they had to send it to forensics to get it off because the guy deleted it right in front of me. But they never gave me the video back. I'm like, I want my I P and they never gave it back. M IP intellectual property. It's sucking Peter's fucking fun. So here,

what's up with the next iPhone? There's oh, well they they're making well there's a rumor that they're making foldable phones and ship, but not that. Your paper is right, you get into a coin. The tool not not saying you wealthy. I'm not saying I'm not putting that out to Tahoe. That's as you smart. There's a lot of reason everybody iPhone twelve or third. Are you talking about the one that came out just recently or the next one coming out next week? The next one? As a game,

he knows the next one coming out? Okay, I think, um, what ship? Let me ask funk all that. What should iPhone do? What should it do? What should I what should Apple do to the next iPhone? Because Steve is not here, so we need your brands and Steve is not here to kind of keep would like to see uh reverse conducive charging? Is that so the Samsung phones can charge your your your air pods and ship like that, like you know how it got wireless charging on the back.

They can you can go into settings and turn it on and you put your pods right here and charge your air pods that's nice charging. It could go one way or the other. Did you ever get a chance to look at the Red phones? Nah, that's trash. Did you did? You need to check it out? You gotta body, motherfucker's check them out. They ain't got no floor model because they trash the red camera on of telling you that I don't do it, don't do it, don't do that,

don't make it the price. No, here's here's the last time you got. The best thing about the Red phone is the camera, right, But it's not even it's not a red camera. It's not a red Hydrogen two project that they discontinued when they switched leadership was a full three sixty red hardware red software device. It wasn't even a real like red camera like that. It was a camera. It's almost it's almost like somebody camera was like, let us make it from the back of like an HTC

or something like that. It's some bullshit. Asked me to get that. I actually just contacted Red today over trying to do a project to try to bring back the Red phone phone. Okay, so tell me what else so they needed they need to do that? The reverse eyesmotion is charged? Should Apple due to the nixt iPhone iPhone

seventy nine. I think they should also do um well right now they got the e sims, I think they should make they should make a dual sim do physical simd because you know you have a regular SIM card, then they also have electronic SIM cards so that way you can have two phone numbers on the same phone. I think it should do to physical SIM card slots for the drug dealers and ship for the burner phone.

That would be nice start having two phones now, like wouldn't like yeah, because your burner phone usually be its whole separate phone, right old school, like in the in the department and just watched that the other so so, and because the reason why I think that that would benefit them is because one for government licensing, because that's why everybody in government had blackberries, because black because you couldn't access the phone outside of the physical device. Right.

But then iPhones so strict on their privacy policies. You know they're battling the government, right, They don't unlock iPhones for investigations, none of that. Ship shout out to Apple for that, y'all. Do not That's where Steve had it, right, because do not funk that up. Yeah, So that's why they would benefit from having a dual sim because then you can use you have two phones in one phone before you have to discard the whole ship. If you could use the other one how to get you extree

niggas and government. If you could use the other one to log in off of unknown like whatever. Hell the registration number on it diambi number, use that to access like a crypto. You could anonymously start really really running the funk out of your money. Yeah. I think they should do U embedded crypto wallet like they have the other wallet with your credit cards and ship. They should do that could be cool. That's three good ideas. Have you ever been on a dark web at one time?

With blue leg calvs? I need to know fucking cav That's why I need to call because I don't he got the KIV had the tour It's called tour the browsers, So you can't just go on the dark Well, I got tour browser on my phone. Okay, you got on your phone. You're a different type of nigga, right, think about cav in him. I don't look around, so you know we would go to jail. I don't look around, so you have to have the tour browser. And then then he showed me all you saw a kind of

ship on there. You gotta go through. You gotta like it's all kind of shift for sale. You can buy whatever papers, you can buy people per papers, pills. They're selling that ship like it's like it's Amazon. That's my type of place. I'm banana clips. Like, how did you played the PS five? Now? Ain't working with that? Get the funk out of here. Ain't with it? Why not?

Because the box is better, The Xbox is better. They got a new Xbox, the Xbox Series X, Xbox Series X to me is better than the PS five because the PS five components like the p Okay, the fanfare is on the PS five. The actual huh why is that? Because it's pop culture? Okay, we make everything cool. But how did they how did they make that pop culture? Marketing? Like marketing? Yeah, like the same thing you would. Let's remember when, um, what's the name mas Mas? The dancer

that did that good? Remember when he read it and the ship went back? And so all you have to do to make some pop culture is make it culturally relevant. They made PS five a thing that was culturally relevant amongst pop culture, and it became popular. So that's how it becomes a thing, the Xbox. But how do you make it culturally relevant infusing things into the culture. You have to infuse it. You can micro dose it, like

you could like the PS five for instance. Right, if I'm in the marketing department at Sony, I'm like, Okay, how do I get it? Make it culturally relevant? I'll make it a thing too, And you can do and you can do influencers, you can do rap, you can do, you can do any any genre, product, placement of sorts, not even place. You got to make it a little thing. Yeah, you gotta make it. It's a little trickier than just put men. No, no, you gotta make it a thing. You have to make it, like the idea has to

become as big as the product yourself exactly. That's the thing like like oh yo man, yo man did this? Oh you gotta give him PS five. That's a cultural thing, right, And me and him talk about culture a lot, So that's a culture thing. Xbox is not necessarily a culture thing because it's really just a PC. Really what they building, they're just gaming PCs and they're just putting wrapping it in these plastic and putting their logo on. It's really just gaming. The biggest part is putting it in the

box and cartons. That's my boxing. Carton is a big part of Kanye made a big thing about that. How important people is to put a plastic off something opening the box and how that feels different feeling. But that's what I'm saying. So the Xbox Series X is literally a cute as a rectangular Q. It's literally just a gaming PC. The PS five look just look crazy and ship like that. But the reason why I think that one was better, though, is because of the components that

they used. It's really both of them four k. But you gotta look at who's making what. Microsoft is a computer manufacturing. They that's what they do computers. Sony does too, but that's not really the bulk of a ship. Sony is a movie company and a music company and they do all this other ships. They used to make it in a movie. They how does Sony started. They started off as a hardware company though, and speakers and that kind of speakers, headphones, all that ship. But you gotta

think about it. Sony also has Sony Pictures. Yeah, so they do move nothing like somebody that know how to introduce some movies. So would you rather have like like like McDonald's, Right, McDonald's we always talking about like signature ship. McDonald's got all of this ship. Do you get a McDonald's burger? Do you get it in and out burger? They do burgers, That's what they do. That's the market. That's the marketing. We do burgers. Mac Donald's do everything.

You can get a vegan rap. Yeah, I always say always software company. Yes, but and that's their only hardware device. But that's not hardware company. No, No, that's not true. They got way of the hardware hardware they make last they make everything. But yeah, that's true. But I'm talking about I'm talking about what they specialized, the fact computer that's all they do. When did Microsoft first start making hardware?

I don't know, nineties did Microsoft computer? Yeah, I don't know if it was a computer per se, But I know they had hardware tonight. I know Sony did. I'm not I'm not saying you know what He's talking about them their computer company and focuses on computers. They don't make Microsoft films or Microsoft like the obviously the gaming

would be a lot more advance in theory. They got you for sure, and that's all software anyway that you just said, you know xbox X is better than PS five because these needs gonna be talking about I don't care what they should. I don't care what when a couple of angry sony hitman show up at your house tonight, don't care. Then we'll be back here doing another episode tomorrow. This whole segment you need, you need to do. Give

about that with the motherfucker? What's funnier then? Said the motherfucker from another gang and should be like, what's up with that? Nigga? What's up with that? PS five? Shod you talk about brands are so cold, man. People are like I've been this whole Tupac Snoop ship right has spun around for all this time. And it's people who hold onto the brand of something so cold that that

they don't even care about the actual product itself. The brand of it is like it's like how Constantine and the Counselor and not See it did for Jesus, you know what I'm saying, Where they created this brand that was so much more powerful than Jesus Christ, the actual true story. You know it's crazy. I was just talking about that ship. What if Jesus wasn't even like as own as people. He was just his marketing campaign. Bro,

it's what it has to be. Listen, like the water and the wine ship could have been him justly he it's just been making some wine, could have been making Pruno had a little bad right there. I always say this, what about when they was talking about right sounds crazy people listen to No, I don't know about what about it Jesus right like this? Right? What if? Because they always talked about he had so many fish? But what if he's the first person to make tuna salad sandwich

so he could feed all these people? Because you take that fishing feel me and then you the first person to made tuna. But he fed a thousand people with two pieces to fish felt the fish? Uh sandwich made tuna? It was it was to loppy because that should ain't real. Whatever, he could have been the first person that made tuna fish. But but again, like I say, like, are you like do are you like? Should you be mad at Constantine in them for understanding the human mind? Like people always

say something like, oh, I don't. I watched a lot of people that call themselves woke, and I get mad because you still sleep, you talking stupid. So they started, I don't celebrate pagan holidays. Well, first off, pagan is a disrespectful word used by Christians to talk about everybody else who didn't praise Jesus. It's like barbarian being a word that means didn't speak people didn't speak Greek or exactly.

It's like, so I'm telling people, like, when you use that word, you're still paying a level of homage to Christianity. And I was trying to explain this to somebody the same things you are mad at Constantine about, right, because you're like, oh, what the Christmas tree? Well, if people were worshiping Mother Nature, you know, the plants and the trees,

and you guys are celebrating the birth of Jesus. If I'm the ruler and I'm tired of y'all fighting over this plunk ass ship, what's wrong with me putting it together? Y'all have the Christmas tree and Jesus same day, same day? Yeah, all of you guys, it's not important. I mean, the day itself is not important as long as we all understand, you're celebrating a cool right, like I'm saying the stories to Jesus selling he was the cool last nigga, you

know what I'm saying. He seemed like he was a righteous alright niggas like he you know, not not better than but like it's like like, if we celebrate tupac birthday, the story is a Tupac. He seemed like all right, niggas. So don't get me wrong. They could put extras on it, but the real story to me is greater everybody else.

The idea is greater the story of Jesus, whether he made tuna salad sandwich for everybody, it's just as good as second to the fact that you actually want to feed these because I'm not feed none of these niggas, the fact that you cared enough to feed some extra niggas. I'm not feed none of you niggas. This dick who this dick for me. So that's why with Jesus, Jesus was all right. I funk with Nip. The story of Nip. Knowing Nip is good enough for me. Now the story

could be out of control. Niggas could make anything about the story and everybody else's father. But the story of actual people Pete is good enough for me, especially I mean from the from the marketing, from the from the real guy or the marketing side. It's like, how many people, considering the time frame and the scope of you know, human reach by an individual. I mean, he probably you know, touched a few a few thousand people in his time

in real life, but like how many people did. Wasn't John who went around all over the place telling the story about him? How he touched more people telling the story about him than he did actually? And and I'm not mad if John put extras on his partner, you're supposed to this show. But I'll put extras on head all the time. And I watched Head Nigga head rocked through. He was thirty thousand people in the room, nik Nigga play two records that had to motherfucking losing his mind.

Feel me, That's that's that's how it supposed to be. I always what's funny is I think I funked up because I tell the story how it is right. So I always tell people when I first met Nick, right, and I pulled up to the sloughs and ts in the billy few mean, it was all out there deep. I came were politic and we're joking. This is really how the story went. He's like, yeah, my body, I'm gonna body, motherfucker. One day I thought that that's a ill story because it's the truth. But I could make

it sound sweeter at throwing some marketing. I just put a little extras on it, and then raised his bar. But in my room, if I don't, if I just tell the story how it is, he said, and my body is and then you know, um, you know, twelve or or or eleven years later, he bought it. That's that's amazing to me. But to everybody else, I can make it sounds sweeter so I can talk about he could I could have put he bought all five of

these motherfucker's. Is it truth that you don't put any extra on any of your stories because you're just used to being deposed? No, I think I don't put that's funny. That is not funny that No, listen, I don't put extras on my story because I always plan to be salt outside tomorrow and I want people to be able to take what I'm saying. You know what I'm saying and and have it and it's something real Like I'm like, I'm ready to kill and die a byu what I'm

talking about. So I really wanted to be something authentic. But I'm not mad at Constantine Again. Back to Constantine, Like people that worship animals, people that celebrate the idea of the resurrection of Christ, why not put them together in the same day. This is Easter. Y'all who like bunnies and rabbits and all that ship and rags and animals. Whoever worshiped the animals, and then y'all celebrate the resurrection the day Christ somehow came out of the tomb. Put

it together, There go Easter. The interesting aspect of that to me is people, it's super ridiculous. Rabbits don't lay eggs. Well, then there's the other part also, but you know, also irregular rabbit about the fact came back to life. But I don't think that's the point. I think so many people get out of a way. These are these are things that should bring your family together. Let me ask your question, Am I wrong for not wanting to with

none of this ship? Well, you have a family, and my wrong for not wanting with none of this ship, not right now, but when you have a family, these are the things. Am I wrong for not wanting to teach my kids? Santa Claus and Easter Bunny? Somebody gonna teach him. So yeah, I don't think it's wrong, m But I mean it's also part of the imagination. I don't think it's that bad. I'm not finished. I don't. I don't just I'm not saying you should go lie

to your kids. I don't think you should lie to kids. No, I'm not saying you should think we should tell kids the truth from the beginning. I don't know. I think you may want to keep kids optimistic. You talked the truth from the beginning. From jump, they might be some ship. That's why I'm saying my turn in the Hitler Healer is like somebody nobody ever lives Heitler Eightolf Hitler seemed like the kind of kid nobody lied, or one of you can take over the world. Somebody that's a good perspective.

Somebody that you told lies too completely, or you told the truth. That's how I feel as a Gainst the rapper though, I feel like you got rappers right. You either got the niggas that make games rapp that's completely line. But if you if you want to compete with that space, you have to be just like telling the exact truth, where niggas is mad like you motherfucker lie or truth. I like that wet He for sure was a kind of kid, somebody that told all lies to all. I

think I've always said this. I think you know because one of the things I noticed in the Christian religion right is people have come to the conclusion that the Jews are responsible for jesus death even though he was Jewish. I think that's the type of ship that it makes it because like the way these niggas love Tupac, they want to lynch niggas about him. So imagine somebody that loves Jesus that much if you told them that man of Jewish people is responsible for the death of Jesus.

Like imagine if his dad or his family or he was raising assistant that they were all telling them that. That's the type of ship that make you kill everybody. You grow up like you motherfucker's then you hear other stories or they control the money. That's the type of ship that makes you want to kill everybody. Well, I think I think you shouldn't lie to kids because I

think that's how you breathe dis contentment in society. When people get older and they don't know how to handle disappointment, that's how you get them kids who shoot and kill and go on them killing, spreeze and ship. You ain't never been told no, life is all about how you had. So I think like when you when you because I was talking to I was talking to somebody and I was like, yo, I said, if you look at all of them track records, a lot of them people have

mental disabilities, right, they all like to have there. They all are on the spectrum or they need mental health in some way, right. But the ones that don't, necessarily, they just are just dealing with disappointment. Sucked up the dude who killed this girl, that the lady who drove her kids into the lake, like all that funked up ship. Where you don't have any mental disability, that's just you being disappointed with life. And to me, that starts early

as fun. That starts and you find out saying the clauds only since you see your mom in there with that pregnant you motherfuck bro. I when I found out when that's exactly what happened to fair. I will see your mom Ti dollar under there. You're like you motherfuck that that one traumatizing to you. That one traumatizing to you. I don't give a head. I handle disappointed what I'm

talking about when you first saw. I don't know if it's based off of certain things in my life, but I handled disappointment a lot different than nine people I've ever met, even at a six year old, my whole life. At six years old, my whole life, you had to wear with all to be like, no, it's not, it's not, it's not I knew better. It's like, damn, that's like if my dad said he was gonna come pick us up my brother. Can you be crying? When I walked

into my mom having sex, that's that's disheartened. That was Oh God, I died. Damn, my mom really beat you having sex. I think every child might have heard it, but I walked then I saw the nigga on top of my mom. I don't know your mom's moms having sex. Mom, you ain't that a kid got a kid still over, dude named Leonard, don't talk about mom, dog and I ain't live out that to this day. I was in four wereads together and we've seen it. I'll beat us as you bet your ass. Nigga, you over there on

me wrong, it's wrong with you, Leonard. He read his mom. Hey, hey, welcome to the back of the tour. But weoing to the back of the boy we used to be. I always tell that, I'm like, bro, you niggas need to know how funny you are. Always tell that nigga makes me cry. Nigga. People don't know. Remember we was watching the Empty Hammer dis to jay Z every day that ship word for word, Nigga when Hammer did, jay Z were watching tour but be crying. But I'm just saying.

I'm saying. I'm saying that to say I think that if people were to start articulating truth, I think it'd be less abrasive when we get older, and that's that it doesn't have less, it'll it'll start the desensive and it's it's sounds sucked up, but it'll start to desensitize people to the facts to where we can start going to some real resolve with Ship. I mean, I'm with you,

but what's funny is right? This is some funny like if you look at and and this is something you can chime in on because it's some white people ship. But when you can chime in on all but especially fullard. Look, so you ever noticed when white people get broke, like they'd be killing theirselves. Yeah? Not you though, because you peat you a different kind of white person. But I'm saying that everybody that I am broken you are. I

didn't think you are white. Well you're not that any California, right, You're a different Yeah, you gotta check when you was born. Here we go. The point just a whole another thing. We'll do this another day. We'll do this another time. But the point I'm saying is when you think about it, right, you think about the ship, white people do not handle theyd be like I'm living like a black person. Hey, Pete,

is that a real thought? No, that's not that's not Like imagine if imagine, if imagine if Bill Gage woke up with Oprah money can that nigga would hangers. He wouldn't even know he would, you know, because someone told him, but like he would know his entire The difference between those two entities is on a spreadsheet, and it's it's all tied up in Microsoft Equity anyway, he wouldn't know

that he would now, I don't know. If you imagine if if that happened, you could lie to him for the rest of his life and he'd never know, Okay until you want to go acquire African village to test for testing. Imagine if Bill Gates woke up with jay z yeah, then he killed himself. But yeah, no, no, Bill Gay, he woke up with jay z Mon he killed him begging with off himself because I'm killing myself today and I don't deserve to live like this. You know what. You know what's crazy is that is true.

I really believe that. I think white people handle dis contentment way different than black people in America. Yeah, a lot of it, especially like in like if if you're in Appalachia or whatever the fun and you're in a white island and Appalachia versus you're like in a white island and like Newport Beach, like where I grew up, It's it's totally different polarities, you know what I mean. Obviously it's competitive, and that's that's the top of one

percent neighborhood. The buying for a piece of property in Newport beaches, multi millions of dollars, so you're a top one percenter just on the I repolled cars for like seven months and I had to reap all car in Balboa Island good luck and and the man was so mad. I was like, bro, you act like you never lost nothing. I haven't do I look like you. What I'm telling

you is that's my point. I agree. Not. The point is it's very competitive, and it's very judgmental, and and and you're so much of all that ship has to do with perception. So the second that your identity which is defined if you let your identity be defined by the perception that everybody around you has of you, and you pull that plug out, and that's all you have, You're You're now you're it's not it's no longer a financial matter. Now it's a it's a matter of personal identity.

And you're like, wow, I went from being viewed as on par with all of my peers to being viewed as the biggest loser piece of ship in my community. I can't wake up to that anymore. And they kill himself us no silings, no sittlers, y'all listening to no setlings with the motherfucking LLOC, my man Peter d J head the motherfucking gig bro Podcast. Maybe if we're all now, I'm stopping right in the middle of its best to

hold up. He's listening. Just you listening to motherfucking No Seilings with the LLC and my man motherfucking Peter Boss Baby st PETERC PETERC. No, but you can't. I don't think you can live in Newport Beach and be broke. So you shouldn't even pay that no attention to what he just said. But you can live in Newport Beach and go broke, they'll just kick you out. Yeah, but you can't be there and be broke at the two are not mutually exclusive. Yeah, but that's what I'm saying.

If you're a Newport versus Apple Latcha. If you start broke and your expectation on your peer group is that you're fine, that's not particularly just heartening emotionally, and you know, it's when you start off, it's when you become bro because we're talking about people in the hood and you don't know that you poor because everybody poor like Caribbean islands, Like I mean, you're on an island there's not a lot of resources. There are not a lot of em

People are pretty happy. It's normal. That's how it was when I went to Anglilla with Charlotte, Like the people just live in life like they don't they don't ain't trimming, they ain't tripping it on nothing like they just they growing their chickens and like that's it. It's actually a peaceful life. What do you think about. Yeah, I'm not mad at that, but I was talking to somebody about that where you don't realize that you poor until you

start to experience life. And he's like, oh wait, oh, Ship, I gotta you leave you that hold up. And when you're going to school games and your mom tell you, oh no, you can't get a yearbook, I'm like, wait for real, you want to you want to buy a year book? A yearbook? Fifty eight dollars? You gotta remember them, nigga, take a mental note, nigga, Ship, Like that is what you realize we poor, So we made what other people have for lunch at school. You're like, for y'all, don't

going through this line. That's when you start really like what's you get to middle school, high school? You start doing you broke elementary. Everybody got lunch tickets. Everybody broke together. We're not except for now, like my brother and sisters going. We knew we were still elementary. Oh yeah, they had cell phones. Ship changed when I was in elementary. Everybody has elementary Kennedy elementary, everybody had nunch tickets and everybody

was the same sixth grade phones. Jordan's so now you're getting jail. You got that Obama phone. Nigga's got a hundred jokes right now. In the third I'm talking about my brother and sister. Classmates had real phones, iPhone, Samsung sixth grade. That's crazy. That's the real reparation. Do you believe in reparations? Pete? Yeah, the implementation to just say I don't want to pay him. Okay, let me ask your question. Here's my question to you. What if they

I'm gonnat you get your hold on. So let's say you make a hundred thousand dollars a year, would you be okay with twenty five thousand of that being allocated to reparations for black people? Thank you for listening to another episode of No Ceilings. No Ceilings is brought to you by The Black Effect Podcast Network and i Heart Media. Make sure you download no Ceilings on the i heart Radio app, Apple podcast, or wherever you get your podcasts.