There’s a reason the story of Cinderella lingers in our bones. Beneath the soot, the glass slipper, and the pumpkin-turned-chariot lies an ancient memory. A memory of the soul’s exile, longing, and return. Tonight, we’re not reading a children’s fairy tale. We’re whispering open a door to the sacred. Anne Baring’s breathtaking interpretation reveals Cinderella as an echo of lost goddess traditions, Gnostic myth, and the wounded feminine hidden deep inside the human psyche. This is the story of t...
Apr 25, 2025•50 min
In this deeply nurturing guided meditation, I invite you on a transformative journey that transcends the mere biological aspects of pregnancy and childbirth. This is a sacred visualization designed to help you tap into the ancient, intuitive knowledge your body holds, empowering you to trust its natural birthing capabilities. This audio journey draws from the esoteric and mythic traditions that view the act of physiological birth as a powerful rite of passage, an initiation into the profound rol...
Aug 18, 2024•38 min
Have you ever wondered about the true magic behind the summer solstice? Join me for a mesmerizing journey into the heart of Litha, also known as Midsummer, as we uncover the profound significance of the longest day of the year. Imagine yourself in a serene summer forest, the gentle rustling of leaves and the melodious songs of birds setting the perfect backdrop for an evening of enchantment and discovery. In this episode, I delve into the rich history and cultural significance of ancient summer ...
Jun 20, 2024•33 min
Join me as we delve into a rare and enlightening lecture by the legendary scholar and mystic, Manly P. Hall. In this episode, I will be reading Hall’s 1924 lecture titled 'Fundamental Errors in Modern Occultism (And Their Remedy).' This lecture reveals the stark contrasts Hall observed between the empty promises of modern occult practices and the disciplined wisdom of ancient traditions. As we explore this discourse, you’ll uncover the paths the ancients believed would lead to true wisdom throug...
Jun 06, 2024•21 min
In this multi-episode series, we explore the ancient fairy tale "The Handless Maiden," collected by the Brothers Grimm in 1812, through the lens of astrologer and mystic Jessica Davidson's brilliant online essays. The story follows a young woman whose father, in a desperate deal with the devil, sacrifices her hands for wealth and convenience. Her subsequent journey through the forest in search of healing reflects the "dark night of the soul" process—a transformative period where individuals conf...
May 30, 2024•35 min
In this multi-episode series, we explore the ancient fairy tale "The Handless Maiden," collected by the Brothers Grimm in 1812, through the lens of astrologer and mystic Jessica Davidson's brilliant online essays. The story follows a young woman whose father, in a desperate deal with the devil, sacrifices her hands for wealth and convenience. Her subsequent journey through the forest in search of healing reflects the "dark night of the soul" process—a transformative period where individuals conf...
May 23, 2024•39 min
In this multi-episode series, we explore the ancient fairy tale "The Handless Maiden," collected by the Brothers Grimm in 1812, through the lens of astrologer and mystic Jessica Davidson's brilliant online essays. The story follows a young woman whose father, in a desperate deal with the devil, sacrifices her hands for wealth and convenience. Her subsequent journey through the forest in search of healing reflects the "dark night of the soul" process—a transformative period where individuals conf...
May 16, 2024•32 min
In this multi-episode series, we explore the ancient fairy tale "The Handless Maiden," collected by the Brothers Grimm in 1812, through the lens of astrologer and mystic Jessica Davidson's brilliant online essays. The story follows a young woman whose father, in a desperate deal with the devil, sacrifices her hands for wealth and convenience. Her subsequent journey through the forest in search of healing reflects the "dark night of the soul" process—a transformative period where individuals conf...
May 09, 2024•40 min
This episode plunges into the depths of the Rennes-le-Château mystery, where Berenger Saunière, a seemingly modest priest, unearthed secrets that could redefine our understanding of history. His discovery, sparked by renovations in a small French church, led to astonishing theories about hidden treasures, the Ark of the Covenant, and the bloodlines of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. As we peel back layers of history, art, and symbolism, we delve into a lesser-known but provocative element of this myst...
May 02, 2024•53 min
In this episode, I invite you on a soothing journey into the essence of your being, where the hidden bindings of self-perception are gently unraveled. As you settle in for this immersive meditative experience, let the calm narration guide you through a reflective exploration of the deep-seated beliefs that often keep us from fully embracing our lives. We'll delve into the concepts of feeling incomplete, the impact of our actions, and our perceptions of difference—all which shape our daily experi...
Apr 23, 2024•1 hr
Join me as together we delve into the profound wisdom of the second tablet from The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, titled "The Halls of Amenti." These ancient texts, attributed to Thoth, the Egyptian deity of wisdom, writing, and magic, serve as a bridge to the divine, offering secrets of alchemy and spiritual knowledge that have intrigued seekers of truth for millennia. Originating from a civilization where gods mingled with mortals, the tablets' wisdom is a call to inner enlightenment and understan...
Mar 05, 2024•20 min
This guided visualization ritual explores the psychological benefits of Rosicrucian affirmations for inner transformation. These affirmations are not mere words but keys to unlocking the latent potential within your psyche, guiding you through a process of spiritual alchemy. By embracing these transformative principles, listeners can embark on a profound journey of self-discovery, shedding the leaden weight of their limitations to reveal the gold of their true, enlightened selves. Embark upon a ...
Feb 25, 2024•37 min
In this final episode of our American Alchemy series, we explore the term 'The Christian Alchemists' coined by Walter Woodward, encompassing a diverse group of practitioners with varying religious affiliations. A key figure among them was Gershom Bulkeley, an alchemist, pastor, and physician from Massachusetts. Despite his skepticism towards astrology, Bulkeley was deeply involved in Paracelsian medicine, compiling an extensive library of alchemical works and passing on his knowledge to his chil...
Jan 31, 2024•1 hr 3 min
In this second episode of our three-part American Alchemy series, the focus shifts to John Winthrop Jr. and the culmination of his alchemical endeavors in New London. Acting as the eyes and ears of the Royal Society of London, Winthrop sought homegrown talent for his alchemical project, becoming a central figure in the American colonies' intellectual landscape. He enlisted the help of local alchemists, including George Starkey and others associated with Harvard or arriving from England and Bermu...
Dec 21, 2023•55 min
In the first part of this three-part series, join me on a fascinating exploration of America's hidden history, delving into the convergence of alchemy, mysticism, and early scientific endeavors that shaped the nation's intellectual landscape. Our journey begins with the surprising influence of Puritan alchemists in the founding of America, unraveling a tapestry woven with extraordinary characters, daring experiments, and unlikely friendships. The alchemical community, connected across continents...
Dec 14, 2023•38 min
Embark on a mystic journey on crossing the abyss. In this episode, we unravel the profound insights gained from Frater Archer’s deliberate encounter with divinity. Explore the liminal space between creation and divinity, where practitioners are stripped bare, and only the spark of divinity remains. Frater Archer shares three paths—vision, meditation, and ritual—and warns of the consequences of this transformative experience. Discover the psychological impact of crossing the Abyss, drawing parall...
Dec 05, 2023•30 min
In this episode, we delve into the captivating life of the venerable mystic, St. Francis of Assisi. Join me on a journey through the opulent streets of medieval Assisi, where a young Francis, born to a wealthy merchant, defied societal norms by choosing a path less traveled. Unravel the mystery of his transformation from a life of privilege to one of profound simplicity and humility. Discover how, against the backdrop of his father's wealth, he forsook the material world to embrace poverty, beco...
Nov 23, 2023•28 min
Get ready to unlock the secrets of a powerful and enigmatic figure: the Black Madonna, a symbol of divine femininity, has captured the imagination of spiritual seekers for centuries. This mysterious and often overlooked aspect of the Divine Mother has roots in various cultures and traditions. The Black Madonna is a sacred and revered image of the Virgin Mary depicted with dark or black skin. Found in various parts of the world, from Europe to the Americas, the Black Madonna has become a symbol o...
Nov 10, 2023•31 min
Have you ever wondered about the *real* meaning of Halloween? Unlock the ancient mysteries of Autumn with me as we dive into the cross-cultural celebrations of the Autumnal Equinox, a time of profound transformation, with hidden esoteric teachings that transcend time and tradition. From Greek mythology's Persephone to the Mexican Day of the Dead and Hindu Durga Puja, discover how these rituals illuminate the mystical journey of life, death, and rebirth. Uncover the profound esoteric significance...
Oct 29, 2023•1 hr 26 min
☾ Prepare to dive into the Mystical World of Tarot ☽ // Join me for a journey through the ancient origins of Tarot, as we unveil the secrets hidden within the cards. In this episode, you’ll discover the true essence of Tarot, transcending its roots in medieval Italian card games and diving into the mystical realms of divination and cartomancy. We'll unravel the rich tapestry of Tarot iconography and symbology, guiding you through the enigmatic symbols that whisper ancient wisdom. Together, we’ll...
Oct 24, 2023•50 min
In this captivating episode, we embark on a mystical journey through the rich tapestry of Berber (Amazigh) culture, deep within the heart of North Africa. Join us as we delve into the enchanting world of the Berber people, a community whose ancient belief systems, myths, and legends are as awe-inspiring as the towering Atlas Mountains they call home. Discover the fascinating lore of the Berber culture, as we explore the enigmatic connection between their protective talismans and the enduring myt...
Oct 14, 2023•27 min
Join me as we delve into the intriguing connection between occultism and the exercise of state power throughout history. Together, we'll explore how occult practices have played a role in shaping the dynamics of governance, from ancient secret societies to modern conspiracy theories. The discussion ranges from the alluring concept of the "magician State" as proposed by scholar Ioan Couliano, to the sinister manifestations of occultism in infamous regimes like the Third Reich. We also uncover the...
Oct 09, 2023•44 min
If the paramount project of W.B. Yeats ’ professional life was the perfection of the art of poetry, it was intertwined with a personal preoccupation, the study and practice of magic—not in any metaphorical sense, but the dedicated pursuit of supernatural powers based upon the ancient traditions of alchemy and necromancy, which began in his youth and persisted to the end of his long life. SELECTED READING: " W.B. Yeats, Magus" by Jamie James for Lapham's Quarterly YOUR FAVORITE MYSTICAL BEDTIME S...
Oct 06, 2023•33 min
Self-remembering" is an esoteric practice focused on cultivating heightened self-awareness. Practitioners observe their thoughts, emotions, and physical sensations without judgment, fostering mindfulness in the present moment. This technique encourages detachment from ego-driven tendencies and the pursuit of a deeper, authentic self. It serves as a valuable tool on the path to personal awakening and self-realization. By consistently applying self-remembering, individuals aim to transcend their c...
Oct 04, 2023•26 min
This marks the final episode (part 5) of a multi-episode series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter four, “Meditation Symbols in Christian and Gnostic Mysticism.” What you'll learn: · Why most major religions during this time became divided into two sections: one which was for the public (exoteric) and one which was reserved for the few who were willing to d...
Sep 20, 2023•1 hr 20 min
This marks part 4 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter three, “Alexandria, The Cradle of Western Mysticism.” What you'll learn: · Why is Alexandria so important? (The history of the city of Alexandria and the impact it had on the development of esoteric mystery schools of the world’s major religions) · When was Alexandria burned and why was...
Sep 20, 2023•1 hr 27 min
This marks part 3 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter two, “Parallels Between Eastern and Western Philosophy.” What you'll learn: · The detailed process of how different religions and philosophies come into existence, unfold their teachings, attain their maximum sphere of influence, and then either diminish or fade away · When did Greek re...
Sep 20, 2023•1 hr 31 min
This marks part 2 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter one, “Gnostism, The Key to Esoteric Christianity.” What you'll learn: The impact the teachings of Plato and Aristotle had on the early Christian era The difference between creationism and emmanationism What is the role of Aristotle in anthropology? How the early Christian church viewed ...
Sep 20, 2023•2 hr 4 min
Join me as I read a chapter from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity,” a collection of inter-related essays concerning the "esoteric keys" to the early movement of Christianity. In this episode, we'll be reading the introduction of the book, titled "What Do The Knowers Know?" Together, we'll explore the importance of the 1945 dicovery of the Nag Hammadi Codices, a collection of early Christian Gnostic texts, which were originally written ...
Sep 15, 2023•53 min
Most of us are familiar with Dan Brown’s 2003 bestseller, The Da Vinci Code. It’s filled with conspiracy theories and secret societies. It all started with a poor priest in a little village in the south of France. His name was François-Bérenger Saunière. SELECTED READING: "Father Saunière and the Holy Grail — The French mystery that inspired the Da Vinci Code" by Lucy C (2018) CONNECT WITH ME + CHECK OUT MORE OF MY WORK: To dive deeper into these themes and explore more of my original work, foll...
Sep 01, 2023•39 min
