An honest and frank listen into all facets of my life. I talk about not only my day to day humdrum existence, but also about those things that separate gay and straight America. I talk about my sex life in detail. Nothing is off limits. I talk about how I differ with many of my gay friends in regard to sex, religion and political issues. This is more than just a snapshot into my life. It is a room with a view, a very open view of my life. You will meet my friends and my sex partners. I will talk to people I find interesting and share those conversations with you. This is a personal journal podcast unlike anything you have ever experienced before. Give me a listen. But be aware that I speak openly and honestly about my life. Its not always a pretty picture.
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Near the end of this podcast I begin to wonder if this life is real or imagined. Perhaps I'm laying in a hospital in a coma and I'm only dreaming all this.
I talk about the funk I've been in and let Jake know that I've read his mind before he left his comment and thus took his advice. The funk is gone and I am back.
It was a pleasure talking to Paul on Sunday's Skype Day. Paul and his lover, Mike have even stayed with me here in Pelham on two ocassions. I've recorded conversations with Paul before, but its been a very long time. I think you'll enjoy our conversation on Sunday.
I answer a letter I received from a long time listener who wrote about why some guys don't post pics on their online profiles. Also talk about gay sex. Crusing the nature trail.
I read an email I received this week from a long time listener in California. Mic: Shure SM7B; Mixer: Mackie DFX6; Recording device: Garageband. Total running time: 48 minutes 50 seconds.
First I talk about being reunited with someone special from my past. Guess who? I end the podcast talking about a hot young male wrestler named Kid Matthews and a video posted to YouTube of him being beat-up by a brut. Something about this video really aroused me sexually. Am I a freak? Weird? Twisted? A pervert?
I talk about my visit to the 1917 Clinic on Tuesday and one guy who impressed me and another who did not. I also offer insight into how I think about sex.
I talk about recent news concerning my health. Also, my thoughts in regard to death squads killing young gay and Emo males in Iraq. How much do they differ from gay bashers here in the U.S., and the influence of religion on this hatred toward gays. Lastly, I talk about the new Dark Shadows movie trailer to be released tomorrow. Will Tim Burton and Johnny Depp screw it up? Probably.
Introduction to my favorite television show, "Dark Shadows". Dark Shadows was a gothic serial which aired on ABC-TV from 1966-1971. It tells the story of the Collins family. A family haunted by ghosts from the past and by present day supernatural occurrences. The introduction of Barnabas Collins, a guilt-ridden vampire to the series brought the show high ratings and a fan following not seen in its day. My hope is that you will fall in love with this story as I did. That is the purpose of this po...
Today's visit to the clinic. The news wasn't all good. Another unwanted surprise, at the clinic and in an envelope on my front door when I returned home.
A more philosophical look at my disease. I am now a member a select group of gay men. Not the kind of group you intentionally join; or not so for me. I only today realized, my pool of dudes has drastically shrunk in size. I'm looking for a key to unlock a magical door to find others like me. A secret society where poz guys, do poz guys.