Murder in Illinois is a production of iHeartRadio. Five weeks after the killings, a grand jury indicted Christopher Vaughan on four counts of first degree murder in connection with the shooting deaths of his wife and three children. His family has never shared their story or spoken publicly about the murders, the investigation, or Chris until now.
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He has always been curious. If there was a puzzle, he had to do it. If something was broken, he would try to fix it.
Long before Christopher Vaughan was known as a killer, he was a son and a brother in the Vaughan family of Missouri by way of Indiana, the eldest of Gail and Pierre Vaughan's three boys.
I compare the other boys to Aiman, I would say they were more typical. But if he gave Chris something to do, he did it be slightly different than I would do it, or somebody else would do it. That was just him. He had his own way of doing things.
When Gail speaks of her three sons, there's a definite sparkle in her voice that shimmers with pride. But when she shares specific memories of Chris as a child, there's also a sense of awe.
Chris was a natural. Anything he touched, he could do. He was really good at sports. His academic achievements are amazing.
There was one time it was Christmas and he had asked for an R two D two.
It was a little motorized robot. Well, he was so excited when he opened it up and he just his eyes just oh my gosh, oh my gosh, you know, and he's bouncing around, and he disappeared and we were still opening gifts, but he has gone. Well about an hour or two, Laters comes out of his bedroom and he was so excited because he came out with a walking dinosaur holding an object like a card in front
of him. What he'd done is he'd taken his R two D two apart and along with some of his other toys, made a dinosaur butler that tried to carry objects. The way he could think was amazing. If you have a routine and you do something a certain way all the time, but it takes you twenty minutes to do it, he would look at what you're doing and he would be able to get the result that you got faster
than what you did in twenty minutes. It was just aggravating sometimes because you think, man, I've done this forever and look at the sool squirt. He just showed me how to do it better and more efficiently.
So now that took quite a bit from us parents not to Chris do it this way.
Because we tried not to do that. We tried really hard. All the boys think on your own, you know, think out of the box, don't always go with the crowd. So that's kind of what we got.
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During his trial, Christopher Vaughan was portrayed by the prosecution as a fairly monstrous person, a selfish, emotionless man who thought nothing of murdering his wife and three children. But that depiction is at odds with the Chris the people closest to him claim to know. As we start to unpack this case, it's important to understand who Vaughn was. According to those who have known him his entire life
for more than thirty years. Before Christopher Vaughan was a headlined villain and later a convicted killer, he was a son and a brother. The eldest of three, Chris's creative mind set him apart early on. Here's his brother Eric, the younger by thirteen months.
Well, I am definitely a middle child, which in my definition as an instiator and in the moodlifter. Chris has always been kind of a rock. He was the brains of the three of us until a little brother got older. But he would always be curious on technologies, and you know, he took a part in my parents' first computer and ended up blowing it up, which was not a good deal. He was always curious as to, you know, how things worked and stuff like that.
Being so close in age, Eric and Chris were excited about the prospect of having a younger sibling, but only a brother. Here's their dad, Pierre.
There was a time too that when we were living Indiana, we found out Gail was pregnant with Adham. That the boys huddled in their room for all morning and they come out and they told Gails. They said, yeah, we decided you need to have another boy, because we really don't want a girl, and if we have a girl, we'll have center back. Of course, they were like three and four years old when that happened, so that was pretty cute.
Until recently, Air, who also goes by the nickname Pete, kept busy as an estimator and product manager for a large painting company. He shares his wife's love of all things outdoors, given the activities they've just finished or are about to set out on each and every time I call I joke, they're the most active retired couple I know. Here's the youngest, Vaughan Adam's take.
I think my dad probably spearheads that no pun intended with his enjoyment of the outdoors. He's always pres only I can remember. He's always been into fishing, fishing and hunting, just being outside, always doing something in the yard, whether that's maintenance or or improvement. He doesn't sit still very well, so out of doors was just always a really good
good place for him. He always said that he could, you know, sit in a deer stand or or on a boat fishing and just relax and decompressed from work and all that. And he attempted to pass that love of out of doors onto my brother's snary. We did do a lot of fishing.
Growing up, Gail says. Chris had an interesting spin on that. From an early age.
We taught the boys how to fish for catfish because they were ponds only used for children to fish in.
But the fish didn't realize that they were in a.
Small pond, and they were very large catfish, and Chris showed his brother how to catch one. After we caught a couple, he watched them and he would he always think of ways to make things better. So what he did was he would lock his reel once he got a bike, and he just turned to the shore and run full speed, dragging the fish out of the water with.
Him so we wouldn't have to reel it in exactly.
So all the other kids were watching him, going wow, oh. So pretty soon there were other children doing the same things, and you know, the catch ratio was much better that way.
The von boys enjoyed a childhood of camaraderie and healthy competition. According to Pierre.
The three boys were close, Chris and Eric. You know, they were always doing boy things, picking on each other and stuff like that. And they you know, those two were close enough where they they would challenge each other whether we were practicing archery or fishing or whatever. Typical boys, they had to, you know, have a challenge all the time,
so it was a competition. But no, they were always great and they looked out after each other, and if one of them needed help doing something, you know, Chris would jump in and help them, and the other ones would. To Adam come a few of the years later, but they included him in the brotherhood.
Chris in particular, was a huge influence on his youngest brother.
Chris was quite a role model for most of my childhood. Being five years older than I am, he was kind of the trendsetter in the house. Being the oldest child, he had to clear the path with the parents and between Chris and my other brother, Eric, they were able to explore both ends of the spectrum, which allowed me to learn from their mistakes and successes and plot a
path right down the middle. I looked Chris a lot for some of the direction during what I would consider my formative years, simple things such as his passion for soccer or his ability to buckle down and do well in school.
Even now decades later, somewhat shadowed by the exhaustion and sadness of the tragedy they've weathered. There's a fondness and affinity for the bond the brothers have shared since childhood. Here again is Eric.
You know, we were pretty close to the three of us, even with the age gap for a younger brother, but we were the eighth team. Adam, Chris, Eric is what we dubbed as kids, which is pretty cool. We didn't have a lot of video games and stuff like that. We got creative, went outside and did stuff, played outside.
And tell me a little bit more about that. It really sounds like your parents instilled a love of outdoor activity for you guys. So just tell me how did the outdoors kind of become your playground?
Well, I think what started at a pretty early age. I was probably a five six seven range. On weekends, usually either Saturday or Sunday, Mom and Dad would load us up in the back of the pickup truck and we go out to Bush Wildlife, which is a wildlife area that has like forty some odd man made lakes, and we'd spend the whole day fishing. If we got board fishing, then we had brought games and stuff, so we'd go back to the truck and play games, and
we'd have a picnic lunch. And as we got a little older and parents trust us a little more, we would go fishing. They it actually he could rent like a John boat, but they wouldn't give us the trolley motor. We had to row with oars. That was a lot of fun. It was like the three Stooges in a boat.
According to Adam, that sense of humor wasn't limited to the water.
Something comes to mind that makes me smile. Chris was probably about medium height and build. Eric was a little smaller and a little thinner, whereas I was always the large one in the group. Always carried a little bit more weight than I wanted to you, So for a number of years there I was actually larger than Eric. What Chris and Eric figured out is that one of
them could stand behind me. It was almost like a ventriloquist skit where I would stand there and move my mouth and then one of them would talk from behind me. I was just kind of the teenage hijinks that we got into.
The Vaughns all convey a functional family and a loving home. Again, here's Adam.
I'd say we were a pretty tight knit family. Both parents were engaged in seeing that my brothers and I followed the rules and did our best to do whatever it is that we were tasked with doing, whether that be school or work or sports. My mom had the opportunity to stay home most of my school years, so she was around and involved. My dad worked, but he did make the effort to still interact with us quite a bit after work. He was, you know, a baseball
coach for Chris and Eric for quite some time. Cool thing about that was it was it was kind of a family thing, and I got to be the bat boy for a number of years as well, so that was one of the family type events that he did.
Well. It sounds like Gallon Pierre gave Chris and his brothers an idyllic childhood. With three boys, you'd imagine there would be the potential for a lot of fights or physical altercation, but that was against family rules, and it was also against Chris's nature. According to Gail, he was pretty.
Much kind of time and he wasn't a mean spirited person. He still isn't.
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The first rule of the house was you can't hit the other person. You can holler at him, but you're.
Not supposed to knack anybody, So there was no physical fights between them or anything. And they were all just really good and work played well together all the time.
He was just so good.
Nothing we found and Crispond's upbringing or history suggests a predisposition or inclination towards any sort of violent behavior. His mother recalls he had a special affinity towards animals.
Yes, that is true.
He's especially like cats, all kinds of cats, domestic panthers, tigers, makes no difference, just as long as as a cat. And he admired their abilities the most because they were independent, They were great parents to their cubs. They have an ability to observe and ponder before pouncing instead of like a dog just rushing.
In growing up, that thing to be what he was.
Trying to strive for, as in his abilities to be independent and to observe before he did something.
And we did have one.
Cat when he was growing up in Manchester along with our great name. Her name was Stormy, and she was just a regular domestic cat and Chris had a lot of patients and he taught her to do tricks and he taught her to sit up and wave, and he could tell her to wave one paw or wave the other paw, and then he also taught her to play fetch, among other things. Those are the things I remember the most, because it's kind of hard to get a cat to bring you anything back unless they want to.
That patience and sensitivity seems to have gone hand in hand with a bit of introversion. Many I've interviewed Chris, particularly in his youth, as quiet and thoughtful.
There was one time in elementary school he was going to be in a Christmas play and he was all dressed out in his little outfit, and when it came for him to go on to stage, he crawled under his desk and stayed there. He didn't want to be on the spotlight. But as he got older he got a little better. Because he and a girl in junior high for a speech contest, they did a like a little skit about Mark Twain and he.
Did really, really, really well, and he started coming out of his shell a little bit.
That may have coincided a bit with teenage hormones and Chris's growing effect on girls. Here's how Adam puts it.
He was definitely able to catch the eyes of the fair sex. I was always envious to that as well. As I said he.
Was.
He was kind of the goal of what I wanted to be.
Back to Gail, Well, he enjoyed talking to girls.
I mean, Chris was and is a very good looking young man.
They would just do anything to talk to him. But he really didn't date, so to speak. He was shy at the dand says he didn't want to do that and we didn't pressure it. But he would talk to his girls on the phone, and it seemed like there for a while he had all of his girlfriends were the name of Christie, Kristen, Christy. He told me that that was so if he said their name, they all sounded the same and they wouldn't know he was talking to somebody else.
But while he may have joked about it with his mom, Chris wasn't overly comfortable with female attention.
No, They overwhelmed him sometime and he just kind of took it, tried and treated him nicely, but.
He just did not single any one girl out, which drove him crazy.
And then right before Chris's first year of college, he finally met the girl who would end up breaking that pattern.
He and his brother Eric were working at a miniature golf place and two girls came past this one girl made a Tommy joy and he goes, oh, really, and somehow he just picked her ball up and threw it in the water.
Well, then she demanded he got here another mall, and it seemed like he was just instantly smitten with her.
I mean, it was just a click. He was just there.
That encounter wasn't just by chance. Through a mutual friend, his brother Eric met the girl he thought Chris needed to meet, and in a way, Chris's fate was sealed.
Vocally with introducing Chris to Kimberly. Through Kimberly's friend Colleen. I knew Colleen from when I was in middle school. At high school, her parents owned the golf driving range, and that summer I was working as a painter's apprentice from the company, my painting company my dad worked for during the day, and then you know, I would go from there to the golf driving range after they closed
and helped pick up golf balls. Well, one evening when I was up there, Kim was up there visiting colleens. So I got to talking with him and a little bit, and then I went home, you know, next day, told Chris that he really needed to come up and meet this person. You know, I think he did work together.
Even though Kimberly was a bit older, Eric thought she'd nicely balance Chris's more quiet, introspective nature.
Well, my first impression she was very bubbly. You could see that she was pretty intelligent, just with the witty comments that she would come back with when I was making jokes or picking on her. Slender blonde several years older than myself, so I wasn't unnecessarily interested, but I could tell she had a really good personality and all in all seemed to be like a nice person. That was my first impression of her, for sure.
Once christ and Kimberly started hanging out, things progressed quickly.
They would come over and you know, she'd bring her school books and stuff like that, and they would sit in the front room and talk and you know, appear to be doing homework er studying or whatever. He would go see her in the evenings whenever he was available, and you know, it was more frequent that they were hanging out, so it was noticeable that, you know, they were getting to know each other better.
Gail picks it up here.
From there, they started dating, I mean seriously dating, dinner, movies, drive picnics, and going to her house a lot.
Chris and Kimberly apparently became serious right.
Away instantly, I mean there was no in between, just from just talking to all the girls to one.
But Pierre didn't necessarily feel they were an ideal match.
She was more or less the one decided that she wanted to be with Chris and talking with Chris. Other than having a good time when they were together, they really had nothing in common.
Having raised Chris and his brothers to have strong and active ethics, both in terms of work and recreation, Pierre and Gail found Kimberly's inclinations more sedentary and cerebral.
With Chris, we had him doing so many different things, and he worked at Summer help in construction. I had him out in the field painting and delivering goods to the painters, and so he got some construction experience. And Kimberly's family their bookworms, their college people, and they never camped, they hiked, they stayed in the house. When they weren't studying or reading books, they were watching TV. So they
weren't outdoors people at all. So Chris was like this amazing person that knew a lot about everything, and she was very sheltered, so you know, that was another thing that she liked about him.
We want to reiterate here that the Phillips family has declined our request for an interview. What we are presenting is the Bond's take on the dynamic between the young couple, one in which they saw Chris as the protector, even though he was younger than kim by two years.
Chris was always good night in shining armor. He was always rescuing, and Kimberly came across as being very, very needy, and she was always arguing with their parents, and she was in tears about something that happened during the day, and he was always trying to boister her up and make her happy again and try to solve her problems.
And as Chris was heading to college, there was another reason why the Bonds may have wanted that to be his focus. Here's Adam.
I do remember a conversation between my parents and Chris prior to Chris leaving for school in regards to Kimberly. At that point, Chris was the first vawd that I was aware of that attended college. My parents told him pretty directly that they didn't anticipate his relationship with Kimberly to be a long term the situation because they wanted them to focus on school, and Chris, of course took offense to that, as most hot blooded teenage boys will, and said he would find a way to make it work.
Did you ever think in a million years that Chris would come home from college and tell you guys he was getting married.
No, well that's not entirely true. I remember one Friday night at Pizza Hut, we had a conversation basically to the effect that with three boys, this was my dad talking, do you expect us at some point to be curious and eventually to want to be a girl? It was my dad's attempt at telling us to use protection if we ever chose to go that group that got me thinking, oh, wow, I guess my brothers are into things more advanced than where I was.
During Chris's first and only year of college in Missouri, he was traveling to see Kim fairly often. Here's Gail.
She was going to Missou at the time in Colombia, and he was in Ralla, Missouri, so he would make the trip quite often and not tell us about it. There was just no way you could put a webs between them.
And while Chris had traditionally done fairly well in school, Gail believed his growing relationship with Kim started to change that.
Back in high school, all of his classes were honors classes. He had been on the honor wall the entire high school four years, and then once he got Durala and Kimberly, his.
Grades started showing signs of stress. His report cards were terrible and he just couldn't concentrate.
It's interesting that Gail pointed out what she perceived from Chris was stress rather than happiness, but academic achievements in general represented very different goals to both families. Here's Pierre's take on the Phillips.
They're basically professional students. They went to college and they got their degrees, and they kept going back and got more degrees, and they eventually, you know, worked around the college.
Keep in mind, Chris was the first Bond to attend college, while one of Kim's sisters obtained multiple graduate degrees. According to the Vaughn family, the discrepancy left them feeling judged.
Here's Eric, especially Kim was one of Kim's sisters. I mean, even up into the anth that they happened in O seven, she was still said doctorate in multiple master's degrees, and to the lifelong student that pretty much ran on their side of the family. I think with Susan being Kim's mother, I believe she had a master's degree also in teaching. If you didn't have that, you weren't good enough for anybody type attitude. I just let it roll off my shoulder as they go, Well, I mean, you know, I'm
not a book smart person. I'm more of a street smarts. You know, you show it to me once I can stand up and give a presentation on it. Versus they were very much book smart individuals, especially.
In the early stages of the relationship. The Vaughns didn't have many encounters with Kim's family, but when they did, they felt definite discomfort. Eric recalls a holiday dinner they attended at the Phillips home.
Well, we went over and we met Kimberly's parents for the first time, and it was definitely an odd, odd family. Her dad and her mom had a unique relationship coming from my family and seeing their family is like, I don't know how this works. And I remember thinking to myself, if I had to grow up in a house like this, I wouldn't be home very much at all because I wouldn't want to be here.
Decades later, this is how he remembers that evening.
Jim's mom definitely ran the household. She was a teacher at a local high school. And Kim's dad, Dell, he was a attorney X army guy, I believe, and he was very submissive. She asked him to do anything, he'd jump up and just go run and do it. And I had not ever seen, you know, married couple act like that before. It was not cut the tension with
a knife type, but it was definitely awkward. My parents' opinion, if I remember correctly, it was we're doing this for Chris and Kim, we really don't want to be here type thing, just because it just felt weird when you were there. And Tim's mom couldn't cook with a darn, so, you know, my mom being a really good cook, and which rubbed off on me, you know, very critical on you know, the dishes that they chose to serve.
So Eric recalls the time frame of that meal was odd too.
Yeah, we got there at like six o'clock. They waited until we got there to actually start cooking it. In my mind, I would have prepped the stuff because there's a lot of like chopping and preparing that you could have done ahead of time, but they didn't. They waited until we got there to start cooking. So when we got there, you know, Kimberly was helping her mom in.
Kim's dad, Dell, was in the living room watching TV, and my parents and you know, I was kind of bouncing back and forth instead of sitting in front of the TV. But yeah, we came over to expecting dinner, not to sitting awkwardly converse for almost three hours before eating.
Kim and Chris's relationship progressed in an equally awkward way for both families. Here's Gail.
I had a very strong reaction. Chris came back on Valentine's Day or Mother's Day and says, well, I'm going to marry Kimberly because we're expecting and being the night shining armor, he was going to take care of what he had done. And I was very upset with him, to say the least, that actually put a little rift in between us for a while, but I got over
it because he was determined. He had a determination that when he started something, he was going to finish it, and he was actually looking forward to a family.
Christopher Vaughan was nineteen. Pierre was upset to especially since he believed Kimberly's father had been enabling the situation the entire time without Gail or Pierre's knowledge.
I had pretty much the same reaction as Gail did. I was not happy with it. And then, like I said, we found out later that her father was driving her down for the weekends and stuff like that and.
Just dropping her off and supposedly staying with a girlfriend, but it never turned.
Out that way. Yeah, she was really staying in Chris's dorm because his roommate was either staying with somebody else or going home for the weekends and stuff like that. And then one thing led to another and we were grandparents. But like Gail said, you know, Chris took responsibility for it and everything like that. Even though he was not happy with the situation either, he wasn't going to walk away from it.
We will be revisiting the unexpected nature of Kim's pregnancy in another episode, but the time, Eric wasn't all that aware of the real reason his older brother was getting hitched.
He didn't come out and tell me he was getting married or the reason for getting married necessarily, but he alluded to it, and you know, I kind of drew conclusion. Okay, they've been dating for six, seven, eight months or so. They seem to be pretty serious. I mean, that's natural progression.
Their wedding day perhaps included a slight foreshadowing of problems to come.
The wedding itself went off without a hitch, you know, when they got to the point of the pastor said if anybody has objections, please say so now, and then enlightening struck. That was a little awkward. It didn't rain. It was just like a heat lighting or something like that. So I made a big boom. He had beenished saying it, and then within like ten seconds, you know, it happened.
It was just like, okay, that's weird. Everyone kind of looked around at each other and kind of, you tell everyone a snicker in a little bit amongst themselves, but standing up in the front looking back on everybody in attendance, it.
Was kind of funny he was still a teenager. But Chris brought that same driven ethic he'd applied to academics and life in general into his marriage. Here's Pierre.
He responded very well. He was working full time and trying to upgrade his job up times a year. It was pretty amazing because he would change jobs, you know, half dozen times a year just to improve himself, and every time he did he made more money. But as far as taking responsibility, Jim really didn't cook, so after work he would come home and cook the meals and stuff like that.
As newlyweds, Chris and Kim weren't quite able to afford their own place at first, especially with a baby on the way. Here again is Eric.
Once they got married, they stayed with Dell and Susan for quite a while they didn't have their own place, and then at some point in time they stayed with my parents. My dad and I and Chris. We made an apartment with a full bathroom in the basement at my parents' house. They kind of kept to themselves when they were there in the house. They were downstairs, and I really didn't go down and bug them too often.
Here's Gail's take they had nowhere to stay and they had no money, so we had a downstairs apartment, a one bedroom, and that's where they stayed until two days before they induced our granddaughter's birth, and after that they stayed with Kimberly's mom and dad, and Kimberly's mom and dad were overly protective and didn't really let anybody come and visit.
According to both Pierre and Gale, Kim's family started to edge out the bonds from the young couple's lives, and they perceived it as judgmental.
Basically, Kimberly's parents attitude towards Chris and our family was that we were the people who lived on the other side of the tracks, and we were dumb and illiterate because we didn't have college educations, and that.
Was a big deal in their family. College.
Apparently Kimberly didn't escape that judgment either.
Actually, they looked down on Kimberly because she hadn't gotten a diploma on some specific venue. She never followed her master's or did any dissertations to create anything, so her parents actually treated her just like they treated us at times.
After Abigail was born, Gail says Kim's parents quickly turned into gatekeepers of sorts, making it hard for the Bonds to visit.
My parents were still alive and at the time of the birth of Abigail, and we were all so very excited, and my parents came up to celebrate and come and see the baby, and we were actually turned away at the door of Kimberly's moms, saying that they were busy and they didn't have time to see them us, which my mom was broken hearted. Pretty much.
The Vaughan say they weren't even allowed to visit until months after the baby was born, at.
Least two or three months, so she was probably three months old when we really started to get to see her, because that's when Kim's mom said it was okay for them to come out and visit the world.
In addition to restricting access, Gale and Pierre claimed Kimberly's mom asserted an odd control over the way Ken and Chris parented.
Kimberly's moms had weird ideas under things, baby shouldn't be in sunlight, the baby shouldn't drink water, this, you know things. It was just very strange.
Eventually things loosened up and Gale and Pierre were able to visit as often as they could. Kim and Chris had finally gotten a place of their own, just in time for more news.
Wasn't too long after that that they moved out of Shorty's parents' house and and got an apartment, and so then we could we could come over and see the kids.
It was just Abigail at the time, and then we found out that and was pregnant with the Sandy. Then Chris just kept building from there, and he decided that the apartment that he had was not big enough, so they he took it upon himself to get a house built.
The kids came quickly. They're firstborn, Abigail, and their second Cassandra, were born just a year apart. Chris applied an equally accelerated approach to applying for employment, a typical but effective.
First he applied for a job, and it wasn't just a small job, it wasn't a fast food. He was going for executive status at major companies, and for some reason they would call him back and they send us your resume. He says, no, I would rather have a face to face, and he never used a resume.
What he did was he researched the company, he would find weaknesses within the company. Then when he was at the face to face, he would advise on.
How to strengthen or relieve the weaknesses, and he would actually just sell himself on how valuable he was on fixing their problem and darning he got hired every single.
Time, even without a college degree, Chris would quickly create an impressive career that would bring affluence to his young family. Unfortunately, the couple's relationship would not be as successful. On the next murder in Illinois, Kim and Chris present as a picture perfect family with behind closed doors, their marriage is marred by dysfunction and the stress of Chris's career.
When nobody else was around, that dark side would come out.
We noticed Chris turning more into a loner. He would be in the family, but he wouldn't laugh and be as happy.
Kimberly's parents said, if you do you ever mistreat my daughter, or if you ever divorced my daughter, or anything like that, you'll regret it for the rest of your life.
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