It's Okay to Leave

I am having an emotional time reconciling myself with the place of my birth- I'm not sure where I want to be, or where I am suppose to be- but this isn't my forever place and I have known it forever.  Coming home has always given "just enough comfort to not get too comfortable."  I think I am suppose to ride it out being supportive while expanding.  I realize when I leave of my own will- I open a space for someone else to move into it.  A person who adores the things I have taken for granted or didn't fully appreciate.  I open a space for a new person with ideas that didn't occur to me. Honestly it's weird to reconcile yourself with your homeland- but it is okay to do that.  We all have our own reasons.