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Had you come home late at night on December eighth, nineteen eighty and turned on your television, you would have had some generation shaking news.

He was shot late this evening in front of his apartment building in New York City. Apparently he was killed almost immediately. The man who shot John Lennon walked up to the musician as he was leaving his limousine. According to eyewitnesses, he said, mister Lennon and then fired at him point blank at least five times.

And if I.

Said I really knew you, well, what would.

Your answer me?

This is basically a memory song that is a love song to John.

Or knowing you, you probably laugh and says that we were worlds aboard.

He's written after he died, and I was remembering things about our relationship and things about the million things we've done together.

But as for me, I still remember it was before and I am holding back the team.

From just being in each other's front parlors or bedrooms, or walking on the street together or hitchhiking love.

And I've been fortunate to spend time with one of the greatest songwriters of our era.

And will you look at me?

I'm going on to I'm actually a performer.

That is, Sir Paul McCartney. We worked together on a book looking at the lyrics of more than one hundred and fifty of his songs, and we recorded many hours of our conversations.

I'm actually I'm a songwriter. My god, well, that crypta homie.

This is McCartney, A life in lyrics, a masterclass, a memoir, and an improvised journey with one of the most iconic figures in popular music in this episode here today. John Lennon died on December eighth, nineteen eighty. It was a loss grieved by millions of people around the world. As Paul McCartney mourned in the following years, he found himself remembering all of the time they had spent together as childhood friends, bandmates and creative collaborators.

And I was in what is now my recording studio in Sussex. It was just a little house. There was little room upstairs that was bare wooden planks and bare walls, and I had my guitar with me. So I just sat there and wrote this and it started, as also does with me. We're finding something nice on the guitar, A good chord or something.

Just this.

If I said, but that it's just such a lovely chord, it's not. I don't know what it is actually, And if.

I said I really knew you, well, what would you answer me?

If you read day?

One of the things which I find very interesting is that the title is here today, but you never get round to letting the others shoe drop as it were on that when you don't refer to so far as I can see.

I E. Gone tomorrow. Mmm, no, which I think is really quite beautiful. Yeah, I think.

Do you know when I thought of here today, I would have thought of it I was here today, gone tomorrow, But I immediately just dropped, yes, gone tomorrow. I knew, I knew. I didn't want that, And a bit I wanted was this front pit.

What about the time we met? About the time, well, I suppose that you could say that we were playing hard again.

What about the time we met, Well, the first time I ever.

Saw John Lennon, he got on the bus and was John always managed to be a little bit older than me.

I never caught up.

So he was like this sort of slightly older guy with a sort of rocker hardoo lots of grease, black jacket, side burns, sideboards as we called them. Burns was American, and you know, I just remember thinking, well, he's a cool guy, no idea who he is.

Didn't understand the thing, but we could all say.

And what would happen is when I would talk to people, they'd sort of say, what are your hobbies?

What do you like to do?

Inevitably I'd say, and I've written a couple of songs. And they got out and we pass that by and we carry on a conversation. When I met John, were just chapping what I've written a couple of songs. He said, I was so vi So that was like a full stop. So then it was like, let me hear what you've done and I'll tell you. I'll show you right to him.

Yeah, that was before tea became tea exactly pre tea.

If you ya.

He normally one of the other of us would have a fragment, tune up, have a segy cup of tea, start playing some stuff, look for an idea. Nearly all of its two guitars, and joy of that was that I was left handed, he was right handed, So I was looking in a mirror and he was looking in a mirror.

Just as their guitars mirrored each other, their personalities seemed complimentary yin and yang. Jeff Emeriic, the head studio engineer on several Beatles albums, observed that Paul was meticulous and organized. John seemed to live in chaos. Paul was a natural communicator. John couldn't artake get his idea as well. Paul was the diplomat. John was the agitator.

That was one of the good things about writing with John. He would often come in from another angle. So if I'm doing a song, it's getting better all the time, John might easily say it couldn't get no worse, which immediately opens the song right up. Okay, And that was one of the things I loved about working with him. He could have said it's getting better all the time. Yes, indeed it is right. If you read it.

The lyrics of here Today, imagine what Lennon might say to McCartney if he were still alive. It's a practice which informed much of Baurn McCartney's songwriting since the two ended their musical collaboration. In the song, McCartney reckons with the fact that since Lenon's passing, he has had to spar with himself internalizing Lenon's creative opposition.

Now I'm conscious that I don't have him very much, and you know, often we'll sort of refer what John has said, this is too soppy, you know.

Yeah, you would have said no, no, no, So I'll change it.

But my songs have to reflect me, and you don't have this opposing element so much.

I have to do that myself these days, you know.

And you know, if anyone sort of asked me what was he like to work with John, the fact was it was easier, much easier, because there were two minds at work, and that interplay was nothing short of miraculous.

While John Lennon's cynicism was often helpful in the songwriting process with Baun McCartney, he could be quite harsh. He had a very traumatic childhood, a distant father. There was the early loss of his mother and his aunt's frequent criticism and cruelty.

John's persona was very guarded. Yeah, hopelessly guarded. You know. That was where all his wit came from. It was like so many comedians, it's to shield themselves against the world, you know, and John having had this very difficult upbringing where his father ly Tom lys and then his uncle dies and then his mother gets killed.

By the time I knew him, he could be very sarcastic, but we all could.

I mean, it was my way of dealing with my mother's death and his too.

So he would often they d funny I'll tell you about you.

Know, there would often being a very witty put down. Wouldn't always be a put down, but it would. It's always a quick answer, and he trained himself to do that. It was kind of obvious to and that was one of the attractive things about him self.

Protective attack before we were attacked.

Well knowing you, he probably laugh and says that we were world around.

Few to day.

I played to the sort of more cynical side of John.

It was certainly that. But whenever I sing this, I do think.

It's probably not true. You probably laugh and say we were world's apart.

This cynicism may seem particular to John Lennon, but it was drilled into all young men of their generation as part of some ideal of stoic masculinity.

Why can't men say I love you to each other? I don't think he's quite as true now, but I think certainly when we were growing up, you had to be gay for a man to say that to another man. So you know, that bred a little bit of cynicism. If you ever were talking about anything soppy, then the next thing would be someone would have to make a joke of it, just to ease the embarrassment in the room.

And as boys couldn't admit their love for their friends, they were also encouraged to hold back their tears.

Boys don't cry.

My dad wasn't like that, but that was the attitude that you don't cry. Male people do not cry. Whereas I think now it's acknowledged that it's a perfectly good thing to do, And I say, well, you know, God wouldn't have given us tears if he didn't mean us to cry.

What about the night we cried?

Because there wasn't any reason. I have to keep it on inside. Never still would you.

With a smile.

Even before the Beatles, Paul and John spent so much time together that if they didn't acknowledge it in words, their friendship had deepened. They grew closer and they came to really know one another.

John and I hitchhiked a lot. It was the kind of way to get a holiday. You never you didn't book holidays. Maybe your parents did that, but we don't think we would have known how to.

So you would do is you just.

Head out. We would always take our guitars and it was always just two of us. And from Liverpool you go south. You don't really think of hitchhiking north. The beaches are south and John and I got down to ride on the Isle of Wight.

Or why do you.

Where My cousin Betty Elizabeth and her husband Mike were running a pub. They did that, They ran pubs.

Not only did McCartney's cousins Betty and Mike run a pub, Mike was also an entertainment manager at Butland's. Butland's was a chain of seaside resorts started by Billy Butlin in nineteen thirty seven.

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They were very showers and their kids all are great little family who went down there. And it was great really because I was sort of showing John part of my world. It was very cute because we were goet of young guys then still teen teenagers. H we'd play our guitars. They'd love to hear us play.

He was.

He was a very funny guy and musical. He'd been in a sort of an a cappella singing group with zoot suits calling the Jones Boys. And we listened to them on the radio once once on the radio, and we all whole family tuned in, you know, guy collected clippings of them. It was very cute to now think of me and John in a bed top and tail, a little single bed top and tail, and Betty and Mike coming in to talk us in. It was so sweet,

What do your promise to be and help me.

I'm tired.

Okay.

Even when John would attack Paul, he find ways of signaling to his friend, the softer part of himself that lay underneath the hard shell.

I told you you were the classes all the time. And we have we have an argument about something. I said, no, no, no, no no, because I would have to stand up to him because we're working together. And he'd say something but particularly caustic. I'd be so wounded. And then he pulled down his classes. He got it's only me, went back and that was John. That to me, it was John, It's only me. Oh all right, and you've just gone and blustered and that was somebody else?

Was it?

Okay? And that was your shield talking.

I'm giving up the business.

We're doing it wrong. George is tuned up, tuning up. I want to thieve.

As Paul came to recognize when John's shield was up, and when it was done, he learned how to comfort him.

I remember him saying to me, oh, you know, I worry about how people are going to remember me when I die. And it kind of shocked me. I said, okay, hold on, just hold it right there. People are going to think you were great, You've already done enough work to demonstrate that. So I was like I had to I was like his priest often, you know, I'd have to say, my son, you're great, don't worry about it, you know whatever.

And he would take it and make him feel better.

What about the night we cry?

Because there was any reason to keep it on inside? Never would you.

One stormy night in Key West, while the Beatles were on tour shield dropped all together.

What about the night we cry? That was a specific incident in Key West.

There was a hurricane coming in and we had to lay low for a couple of days, and for some reason they chose Key West, and so we were in a little sort of motel room and stuff. So we got very drunk and cried about, you know, I don't know about how we loved each other or something.

I don't know.

Writing here today, processing his friend's death, McCartney experienced a similar emotional release. Once again, it was music the broke down the barriers of masculinity, of violence, of the tragedy of John's absence.

But as for me, I still remember it was before.

But as for me, I still remember how it was before and I'm holding back the tears no more because it was very moving, a very emotional writing this song, because I was just sitting there saying this bare room, thinking of John and realizing I'd lost him, and.

It was a powerful loss. So to have a.

Conversation with him in a song was some form of solace.

Somehow I was with him again. What about the night we cried?

Because it was a learis do have to keep it on? This?

And people come to my shows and this is I do this, just me and a guitar, and I'm all stuck in the middle of a great, big arena with all these people, and people tell me they look around, there's a lot of people crying. And I think you know because it is a very sentimental, nostalgic, emotional song.

For you were in my song.

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