Loneliness To Manifesting Love: EP 252

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You heard me talk about it and leading up to it . What's been going on ? And how being vulnerable has helped me manifest some of the most amazing things in my life . But today , I wanted to share a deeply personal experience that has truly illuminated the path to manifesting bigger and way better things than my reality . Alright .

So this is me being vulnerable and opening up . So I would just ask you to open up your heart space , hold that heart space open as I pour in and become extremely vulnerable .

So I think back before I understood spirituality , quantum physics , creating co collaborating with the universe , how to attract using my mind , how my thoughts and intentions can transmute the physical properties of water , understanding what e equals m c squared was really all about , timeline jumping , you're working with candles , working with my angels , working with my

guides , psychic abilities , all of the things that are available to all of us . I used to go through these periods in my I call my other state , where I would just have unbelievable amounts of bad things happening to me .

You know , like , I was supposed it would be situations like I was supposed to meet up with somebody and they canceled at the last minute , and they canceled too late and I already started getting ready and I'd already canceled other plans to meet with them and so I decided to go have a day on my own and this happens and that happens This used to happen to

me all the time , but since my attempting to unalive myself in twenty sixteen , going back to school , understanding how to transmute and transform my brain understanding the amygdala , the frontal cortex , the neuro pathways that you can create new neuropathways , what your regular activation system , what alpha state is , what delta state is , all of these things what the REM

is , all of these things that would create our working mind . We're foreign to me in my other states , so no matter where you are in your spiritual journey , I wanna remind you that we all start somewhere . This wasn't a show until I bought the podcast . This wasn't real until I recorded it , and it wasn't available to you until I hit send .

We're always waiting for something to happen that we can survive . But sometimes we're not really understanding that were still living in a trapped quantum field . And recently , I had a profound experience that touched my heart and soul in ways I never expected . My dear aunt who have always cherished but felt emotionally distant from visited me in Florida recently .

And gave me a surprise gesture of love and care that if I say moved to tears was wrong , I had a panic attack over . Shaking and crying and inconsolable in my bathroom , in the shower , all my feet , my knees , all crawled up into a fetal position energy . That was that would be the true way to describe it .

And what she did for me , she spent hours and hours and hours creating a beautiful backyard oasis . And I kinda wanna talk about how meticulous and detailed she was . So this is the first time she had visited my house when I was married and completely was disgusted by my husband and the way I was living and never came back to my house , never .

So now I've been living in Florida since July fourth twenty twenty one . And , you know , moving to a place where you know absolutely nobody have no friends . No family , no connections because you believe that the universe is sending you someplace is an act of faith , not fear .

And I have chosen since my spiritual awakening , faith over fear no matter how cruel or misunderstood a situation was to me or by me or in my reality . And my aunt couldn't believe how many I always send her gifts . My acts of love is gifts . If if you're in my life and I love you , There's a cookie basket on the way . I promise you .

No matter what , there's something coming , even if it's just a card , or text messages like my acts of love are showing up for you in gifts and in thoughtful ways . And so , you know , we I've gone to see her and and , like , since since my divorce and unaliving myself , we really reconnected .

But in the beginning , the first two years of going back to school , I was in New Jersey quite a bit visiting her and just hanging out with her and she has just she's a interior decorator and she has this eye for design and all of us wish we lived like Milena . I call her mom , Lena . Milena is her name , but Milena , Maria , Maligne , Sterling , Weinman .

But Milena is mom , Lena , to me . And I had gotten her husband , my uncle , these his favorite nuts , and his favorite cigar , and put a baby gate up so the dogs wouldn't come into their room . And I just did all these things that I knew would mean a lot to them . And when she got here , she was like , Michelle , you're always sending us gifts .

You're so good to us . Look what you've done for your home . And she said , I wanna buy you a plant . I'm just like , okay . Just like I was like , you know , because I have a lot of plants that I'm a plant mom . And she was like , is there a Lowe's ? And I said , sure .

So we drove to Lowe's and she was like an architectural assassin weaving and she's like sixty nine years old y'all . Weaving out in and out of these aisles , she almost had it in her head . Well , in the hanging baskets , we're gonna do this , and we're gonna plan a garden .

An herb garden here and we're gonna put lavender here because your dog seem to like to pee in this one plant . So we put lavenders , we're not gonna smell it even though you clean everything and you don't really see it smell it .

Anyway , and we're gonna put this palm tree here and then we're gonna put this here and we're gonna put this here and although it was an unusual god . I'm getting choked up talking about him .

Although it was an unusual experience for me , I tried to hide back my dear's , you know , that you might be saying to yourself like , how how could that make you sad , Michelle ? How could that make you emotional , Michelle ? You did . And she's arguing with the Lowe's guys about the kind of soil she needs .

And she has this really funny vernacular And she'll say something like , you know , I don't know . It's stuff in Spanish . I can't translate it to English to me . And I'll just start laughing hysterically because I see where I get my sarcastic sense of humor from .

And she's just unconcerned about how much anything cost or unconcerned about the fact that this is her vacation . That night , I had paid for and planned a beautiful dinner and boat ride over the water very calm . Where you go the boat goes , like , seven miles an hour and and it's lovely and it's private .

And when we got back to the house , and we had to stop off at Whole Foods because Whole Foods just opened by me . And in the same way , she was like , could you eat more of these ? Because you don't have this in your skin and you need to eat more of these , and I was just buying whatever she said .

We At the same time , we have And by the way , when we checked out of Lowe's , it was nearly three hundred dollars worth of flowers and plants . And my small four door BMW , I have a three series . And , like , we're sitting , we're asked to elbows here . And she's like , oh , we have to stop up at all . I was like , you leave tomorrow .

I was like , no , I need some things . I was like , okay . Let's just open that day . So we go to Whole Foods . I don't know how we keep spending money . We get back to the house , and we have about three hours before this boat ride .

And she just puts on her tattered shoes and starts taking all the pots plants out of the pots I have , starts digging everything up . And I'm like , like , I kept warning her . I'm like , we have twenty minutes . The boats aren't gonna wait for us . This isn't something we can be late for . Me and Uncle Bruce are literally in the car .

Whilst she's throwing tearing off her garden gloves , putting on her cute little top and pants and getting ready in the car . And Bruce and I are just laughing . Have a lovely evening . Then then I said , okay . Listen , I'm tired . I'm gonna go to bed when I wake up . Let's wake up at six o'clock in the morning , and we can finish this garden .

She said , sounds great . It was about eleven thirty , I go to bed . I wake up to my entire backyard transformed . She must have been up until four o'clock at the morning doing this card in . And she was dead asleep and this act of kindness and thoughtfulness . Brought to light a deep emotional need within me .

The need for love the need for care , the need for nurturing that has been missing in my relationships , as I truly truly found myself in a state of overwhelming gratitude and vulnerability . I realized the power of genuine connection and , truly , the impact that it could have . On our emotional well-being and in our manifestation journey .

This experience this experience has shown me that true manifesting goes beyond material desires . It show me that that it encompasses the essence of love , connection , and emotional fulfillment .

When we acknowledge and heal our emotional wounds , setting intentions , from a place of authenticity and vulnerability , and false stirring meaningful connections with others , we do and can align ourselves with the energies of abundance . Of joy , of love to fuel those manifestations .

And you've heard me out of here talk about working with angels to crystals , to astrology , to numerology , the wisdom of scientists and visionaries like Einstein and Tesla . Obviously , doctor Wayne Dyer We are all reminded that the universe is filled with infinite possibilities and energies waiting to be hardest for our highest good .

And by tapping into the wisdom of the universe , aligning with our higher selves and surrendering To the flow of life , we can co create miracles and dreams beyond our wildest imagination . I have never had anyone ever . Think of me . I have never had anybody care . If I had flowers at my garden .

She told me where I should sit and watch the sunrise with these flowers . She showed me why she planted these here , those there , and how I needed to replant and repop them at this time and how and why ? She said at sunset , you should sit here , you could see the flowers this way . And as she explained all the reasons , I could feel my heart breaking .

Controlling my emotions in front of her was very hard . First , I did a wonder to feel like She had been not giving me something I needed . Second , I had to understand these thoughts . Why was I so emotional ? Oh my god . It's eleven eleven right now . I'm making a puddle here . And understanding that I don't remember being a daughter .

I don't remember having a childhood . I don't remember anybody carrying if I ate , if I slept , If I was okay , if I needed anything , and here was somebody splitting their vacation , their body , their time , and all of their energy .

After traveling for three weeks with her eighty one year old husband , it just was more than I could understand , and it made me realize that In this ever evolving journey of manifesting , we are always learning and we are always growing . And as I had mentioned earlier , at the beginning of February , it had just this red of bad luck .

And It just seemed as if I couldn't catch a break . I was constantly sick IMATO , ZEMBEC , or GLP-three , and the dosage was not regulated . I wasn't sleeping . I wasn't eating . I was throwing up all the time . I was literally having one bad situation after another situation .

After another situation after another situation , I genuinely was like , do I have a hex on me ? Do I have an evil eye on me ? For the first time in three years , somebody took the time to listen to my podcast and actually have a negative comment for me . My niece got sick and she couldn't come here for her trip .

She had to cancel the morning of my other niece was supposed to be here and only here for three days for her birthday and the day that she was flying out , all three planes had to be deported . I got a flat tire on my way to the little because I was sick . I mean , it was literally just like one thing after another after another .

I didn't realize I hadn't paid a toll . I thought I had the right kind of sticker for that thing . And my four dollar toll turned into three hundred and eight dollars . I got a ticket even though I had paid for parking in the city of treasure island said that it it it when they issued the ticket , I wasn't parked , and I had the park mobile to prove it .

It was just , like , every I bought Courtney's birthday cake and all the drove one mile an hour all the way home for the bakery . It slid into the box and ruined . I mean , I I know everything is always working out for me , but it was just a lot , and it was just not stopping .

And I remember just writing in my journal , like , over and over and over again , everything is always working out for me . The universe loves me . I'm I'm the most spoiled soul of the in the universe , you know , all the things that I do , and it was like bad thing after bad things .

So I'm like cleansing everything I'm moving all of the satellite from the doors and I'm recharging all of my crystals and I really I'm like , okay . Something's gotta change , and then my aunt shows up . And I can't explain it to you any differently except that it it truly , truly , truly , changed something in my experience . It it changed something in my reality .

And , you know , It's important for us to acknowledge and honor feelings of loneliness and seek support to address them . When we're healing from our past moods and we're exploring those emotions and working on building authentic connections with others . This is essential . It's essential . And and overcoming the sense of isolation that you might be feeling because I know .

I know I'm not the only one . I know within the sound of my voice , twenty five to fifty thousand of you are the same kind of wheel . Spidoo rowed , rowed , rowed . And wondering if you're ever gonna get off . I want you to remember this , and I want you to hear me completely . You are not allowed . You are not allowed to this experience .

You are not allowed to these emotions . And listening to this podcast , Jodlee , even reaching out to me . Is gonna help you take steps towards healing and creating more and more deep emotionally fulfilling relationships in your life .

And when do we address these , we are addressing the root chakra or the root causes for the loneliness and understanding that nurturing our emotional well-being will cultivate a deeper sense of connection and belonging and fulfilled it in our personal lives . It's it's unfathomable that it wouldn't .

And I'm telling you from the bottom of my heart that embracing vulnerability will unveil miracles . And transforming paid into our manifestation dreams are what we came here to do . We can all go from tears to triumph . We're all worthy of that .

And as we are connected here on this journey Earth and our manifestation journey , Let us remember the transformational fucking power of love of connection , of vulnerability , id , shapey , our new , now reality .

I hope that each one of us embrace each moment of emotional release and growth and connections as stepping stones towards manifesting bigger and bigger things into our lives .

In order for me to continue to be the bigger and bigger and bigger version of myself , I have to admit and heal those wounds of my past that will creep up and slap me of the face , like a unexpected punch . It it it was , like , out of nowhere . All of a sudden , something healed . Something inside me that was broke , it was fixed .

And I journaled about it , and I wrote about it . I tried to explain it to Bobletta . And I think , like me , She's more closed off than we realized . And she just nodded her head and rubbed my shoulders and said , We have work hard lee to do . I heard every day was And I realized , like , Maybe that's what it was like to have a a mother .

Maybe that's what it was like to be a child or somebody who loved you . Maybe this is what it's like , would you allow Lovehead ? I don't know yet . But I know one thing . Everything that was going on negatively , literally just stopped . I found out that I would some sort of podcast SEC Awards . I'm still waiting on the details of that .

I got asked to cohost another event . I got asked to speak at three more events . I got invitations to speaking events , to local events , I got opportunities to be at other people's podcast .

It literally literally literally , literally just opened up these floodgates of emotion and abundance for me and I jurdled about it and it took me a while to figure out how to communicate what this lesson was . And the lesson really is , is it about the tears of the guard date ? It's about that there is no finished healing journey .

You you you're not gonna get to a place in your life where you're just dud healing . That's impossible . You're always a movie target of emotional well-being . And as you start to understand what you're going through and and where you are in this reality , I want you to also hear and understand that it's okay to be vulnerable .

It's okay to real realize where you have paid and where you have suffering . It's okay to want war for yourself . It's okay to speak about it . It's okay to not be okay . Embracing the emotional release opened up a whole new portal for me to create it manifest out of .

And I hope and I pray that embracing that emotional release and discussing it with you today allows you to also be vulnerable and open up and realize that you too are not subject a goal to accomplish your experience . You're here for the experience of the planet , the experience of life .

And you'll you will co collaborate with the universe in whatever way is best suited for you . And they knew I was emotionally blocked and ignoring it . And so the universe was like , let's plant her a little garden . And may these be the flowers of transformation that this would eat .

It was almost as if I went from loneliness to love and never realized I was lonely . I don't consider myself lonely . I I quite enjoy my old company . And I had joined my clients and my friends and my family and my dogs .

But perhaps there was something to say And I think it's why my courses and my classes and the work that I do with people literally moves mountains and changes lives . I can see how what I teach and my ability to pull from all those resources and create these lessons , transforms lives .

If you've never taken one of my live classes , you really are missing out a quieted experience . Everybody wants the results , but what did I get ? Sure . You can go to michelle j lamott dot com .

Could see hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of stories of manifesting money , manifesting a job , fifty thousand , ten thousand , forty thousand , a hundred and ten thousand , thirty thousand , twenty thousand , ten thousand , fifteen thousand , and sixty thousand , two hundred thousand . Not important because money doesn't buy happiness . There's an ocean of abundance out there .

There's no limitation on what you could get . There's only a limitation on what you're willing to receive . And the more open you are , the more vulnerable you become , the more powerful you are . And the more patient and the more big hearted you become , and the more that you forgive , the more that is forgiven .

Having a soft heart and a cruel world is encouraged by friends . That weakness . My vulnerability is my biggest asset . And I wanna see you transform your life too . My next class is called manifest your body , your magic , and your miracles . Good start on Sunday , March twenty fourth .

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Since my journey started in twenty sixteen , come back to me and say , I didn't get what you promised out of one of your courses or classes . Not what ? Somebody who completed it a hundred percent has changed , and you won't be alone . You're gonna be in a group chat Every day , there's videos , every day , there's communication . We meet on set day nights .

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You'll feel more confident , you will not feel lonely , and you will be at a group of people who see you are obsessed with the podcast , are obsessed with manifesting , obsessed with changing their lives . Don't you wanna be with us ?

That sixty four dollars will be spent in Cabot God and you'll be the same you or you could spend it with this and transform your whole life . I hope that I hope that this nurturing episode empowers you in a new way and allows you to be heard , and be seed , and be vulnerable , and understand that there is no I've healed everything day .

We continue to heal and we continue to evolve and we continue to grow . And the universe is with us , beside us . I call it God . You can call it whatever you want . Holdings in their heart .

As our light beeps bright at this universe , Those dark energies get angry and try to put speed up after speed up in front of us to make us feel like we're failing or we're not doing a good job . But your angels are right behind that darkness to plant those flowers for you , those seeds of change , and to watch you grow .

And you know why ? You know why ? Say it with me . Add three . To what ? Everything is always working out for me . Everything is always working out for me . Everything everything everything I can .

And most importantly , while I'm here and you have access to me ,

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